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stil-lindigo · 2 months

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Context: Israel “allowed” aid in the forms of flour bags to be airdropped into Gaza, waited for hundreds to congregate, and then opened fire into the crowd of desperate, starving Palestinians. 150 Palestinians were killed. Hundreds more wounded. This is being called “The Flourbag Massacre”.

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Meanwhile, over on the other side…

#the things I want to say about Israeli Zionists would get me blasted off this website #but I’ll settle for something like -#these people are depraved fascist fucks who should be tried and punished at the fucking hague #and made to suffer through even a fraction of the immense pain and suffering that they’ve forced onto palestinians #also. as someone who’s not a US citizen but js unfortunately part of the world the US influences #god I am fucking begging you neoliberal fucks to recognise what continuing support for Biden MEANS #please. PLEASE organise #free palestine #palestine #free gaza

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hoyatype · 1 year

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Discipline is not a lack of freedom, it is a harmonious relationship with time. Managing your schedule and daily habits well is a necessary component to free up the practical and creative capacity to make great art.

rick rubin, the creative act

#i’ll settle for making mediocre or even bad art tbh!#love to discipline the self in service of some meaningful project #i’ve also been thinking about what a trusting relationship with the passage of time looks like #and for me it’s treating each day with great seriousness and reverence so that all the days of my life add up to something i’m proud of #quotes #the creative act

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sepulchritude · 11 months

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Being on a half dose of adderall (for both GI reasons and shortage reasons) has taught me that the best way to maximize results is to take my meds and immediately start doing an easy-but-progress-making task. That way when the meds start to kick in, I’m already doing something and can just catch that wave of sweet, sweet executive function.

If I’m not already doing something, it’ll just roll right over me and I’ll be left still not doing anything but more anxiously. And I’ll have wasted an adderall. In this economy.

#it Has to be something progress-making though or else i’ll just anxiously fixate on whatever time waster i’ve settled on #like tumblr. or sudoku. or lately language learning apps #today i have completed 4 things that i’ve really been putting off :D #and i’m making progress on some others!#sepulchritudinous

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i-really-like-phrogs · 8 months

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And here we have… yet another Aziraphale! He is most certainly my favorite fellow, positively tickety-boo.

#I’ve tried a new brush and I just adore it! It is called PSKI Pencil for anyone wondering.#I doodled this little number while finishing up season One for the first time #(Yes- I did watch the seasons out of order)#I do like the first season but I feel like it had a tendency to drag #To be fair- it had a lot more going on.#Still- The pacing in season two felt way more natural #And it also felt like everything from the acting to the visuals all settled into their roles- which really gave the show its own identity #Both seasons are very good- but season one set the groundwork for something truly spectacular #good omens #aziraphale #azirafell #aziraphel #Good Omens Season 2 #my art #And yes-yes I’ll draw crowley too… someday.

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hawnks · 7 months

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Spiritual opposite of junji ito wet dog

#every day I have to stop and ask myself if something I’m adding in is too much #should I reel it in?#no I’m having fun <3 #I have FINALLY settled on what Evie’s actual role in the military is #she’s a part of this organization of sorcerers and witches trained to be like… the Heroes of their country #they’re incredibly powerful and also incredibly secretive. in order to fully commit themselves to their holy duty their memories are sealed #so they are like killing machines basically #and then there’s Evie. a little tiny woman who walks with a limp #who’s paperwork list her magical aptitude as ‘empath’#and everyone’s like how the fuck did u end up here #except for Crow who’s like oh wow your life sucks. come back to my home and I’ll hand feed you grapes :)

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obitohno · 1 year

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(quite possibly) going to change my username when i come back from my hiatus >.<

#♡ jordy is thinking ♡#this (semi) hiatus was unintended #mini story:#there’s been a lot of stress these past couple of weeks #an incident happened at home n the police were/are involved #we’ve had a lot of measures put into place to maintain our safety #but the last few weeks have had me paranoid n my anxiety has been up n down a lot #i had wanted to come back to tumblr much sooner but i feel like i’m all over the place rn #it doesn’t help that i’ve also had a lot of stress at work too #(bc our class teacher is making our work life hell)#n i just haven’t had the chance to catch a break #on the plus side #i’ve been going to the gym regularly #n i’m finally starting to see some changes #(n may have accidentally developed a crush on one of the guys who work there)#hhh #anyways #i think a new name is needed bc i don’t particularly feel anything towards this one anymore so i’ll try to think of something cute #i hope things will settle soon n i hope to be back to writing/posting at some point in the near future #missing everyone n i hope you’re all safe n doing well #<3

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heres-to-all-that-is-mine · 10 months

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Okay. Look. Hear me out. He’s a complete and utter asshole, yes. A self-serving conniving manipulative gaslighting hires-people-to-avoid-dirtying-his-own-hands Corporate Fanboy (though, to be honest, he’s more into the power the Company grants him than the Company itself). But. I think shattering his world views some more would fix him.

#my art!#purples art!#not mine!#fanart!#our fair city #Charlie wynn #also the design. I haven’t settled on it entirely. may be subject to change #and I’ll avoid speaking to his fate but we saw! we SAW the brief moments where something other than selfishness broke through!!!#when the outside wasn’t as cold and dreary as he’d been told #when the first droplets of rain hit his face #he COULD HAVE done better. obviously he didn’t. but he /could have/#also he has an attractive voice #he is like a slightly more empathetic Chamberlain to me (bbg material)

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chaoffee · 3 months

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Warning: self ship art, so just ignore it if it’s not your cup of tea <3

This was supposed to be a gift for myself for my birthday but I couldn’t finish it on time so really late birthday art for myself <3 (I stalled posting this, my birthday was in December 💀💀)

This took way too much time 💀💀 well aside from this and working on something else for myself but that one I can’t share at all lmfao also to anyone that saw my design of my Genshin sona and see the difference…. Welcome to Orion changing his sona’s hairstyle every time he feels like drawing a new hairstyle 💀💀

Very proud of this, and I’ll probably delete this later on but for now I want to share my artwork that took me 20hours to finish. Praise my dedication/j

#chaoffee art #after making this I started contemplating changing my sona’s design completely #(for like the 8th or 9th time)#because the lore slightly changed 💀#this sona will either never be fully fleshed out #or it might and I’ll actually finally settle on something #might redraw this at some point when I understand anatomy #(in a perspective sort of way)#better lol

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heartbreakfeelsogood · 9 months

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maybe i feel like shit because i haven’t looked at images of fall out boy all day. my bad i will do that after i shower

#op #the real reason is i’ve been staring at a screen all day trying to make something that i’m unhappy with 🤭 so i just wasted my whole day #when i should’ve been packing (i still have time to today and i will but still)#also that i’m anxious because i move This Week and that’s so scary and i’m on edge and everything makes me wanna lash out and/or cry #so yeah i’m doing great!!!!#it’s not that i’m not excited about moving but i don’t think i’ll feel that excitement until i’m settled #i’m very anxious about the move and like. well i’m gonna miss my mommy okay #and i’m also stressed about finding a job 😔

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koukaaa-descent · 2 months

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to all the stories that end with the monster becoming human DIE DIE DIE DIE (CLAWS UP YOUR WALLS) STOP!!!! STOP THAT!!!!!!

#there is so much beauty in monstrosity and we humans are foul things #humans are beautiful but I figure that learning how to love the monstrous is #far more beautiful #something about settling into one’s skin. Something about love and love and love #and so much love you figure that hey. well. maybe the curse won’t be lifted #or I’ll never be the same #but is change not beautiful. can monstrosity not be considered love #I GET SO MAD WHENEVER I SEE STUFF LIKE THAT #THE MONSTER IS BEAUTIFUL. OKAY #‘I can’t love a monster’ FUCK YOU FUCKYOU FUCKTOU F #the heart of monstrosity as a tool to define humanity #is ripping off the parts of you that you hate the most #but have you not considered learning how to LOVE them. FUCK Y #I’m not making sense #aauagh

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qilinkisser · 3 months

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well. That went quite shittily

#vents 🌧️#who up crying their eyes out in front of a test #I was literally the last person in that godforsaken classroom. Everyone else finished #I’m so so SOOO tired of feeling stupid. Those questions were easy. I know they were #But for some fuckin reason I couldn’t figure them out. Absolute bullshit #I miss being smart #I took my first anti depressant today. Maybe eventually it’ll help me #But I guess until then I’ll just have to settle with being an idiot #Fun fact about me: my worst fear is public humiliation so being the last person to finish is like. Nightmare material #At least I don’t think they knew I was crying. That’s good or something #Sick of this shit. I’m sort of starting to really hate school #Sorry that was a Lot. This blog is starting to turn into a personal blog too. Whatevar

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songsforthesky · 4 months

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every fucking DAY i miss california

#it got so stressful there idk something about the bay but holy fuck do i miss it #i just feel so out of place here #maybe I’ll feel differently in the spring and summer when the weather becomes more familiar but idk #i always thought i would settle down someplace else like my parents did but im realizing now that california is and will always be home #it’s harder than i thought it would be to leave #txt

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bushido-jack · 7 months

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//closing my inbox for a while to avoid the like. insane and stupid spam going around. I am not gone btw I am just going through a surprise hiatus that life and my dumb brain threw on me. I am VERY sorry to the people who have been waiting on me for so long, I don’t blame y’all if you want to end interactions! the nature of samurai jack with like. anyone at all I think. is that it just causes sudden and extended hiatus syndrome or smth. everyone that tackles samurai Jack to make content consistently has this happen to them it’s like it’s cursed. anyway I’m sorry for being away!! I’ll reopen my inbox when I’m back, but you guys can dm me or find me on discord if you want to!!

#『 out of robes 』#//man. the nature of jack in my brain is that he is always there but he is so subdued and chill #//that more aggressive hyperfixations can briefly like mute/overtake him until it eventually calms down or manages to balance to coexist #//so bc of like. very rocky life shit I’ve just been being tossed around on very random and intense hyperfixations of anything #//while Jack is sitting there chilling next to me calmly but slightly going insane. the usual #//anyway I’m closing my inbox bc I’m seeing a lot of spam and also apparently someone sending graphic shit in inboxes??#//not in a mental space to just casually stumble across that lol #//it’s not like my inbox is being used much anyway rn so I’ll just reopen in a little!#//side note I am trying to start a side multi-muse for these little recurring hyperfixations so my activity isn’t totally kaput!!#//struggling to create my own theme around the premise though. I hate settling but I have zero editing software or coding skill #//so like. I’m gonna have to go w something simple and just deal w less interactions lol

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arthur-r · 7 months

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falling asleep worked i did it for three hours. now what i’m still tired i just also wasted the day and looked stupid to my roommate….

#like im glad i slept but also. same problems as before #although my french teacher emailed me back said i should go to office hours. which is a proper response to my email #wikipedia guy texted me back with details like an hour after i texted but also like two or three hours ago #gonna settle the score by bringing a $20 bill tomorrow then i won’t feel so weird and guilty #but no i feel so fucking stupid and gross for like. i was crying so close to my roommate so i had to fall asleep #or else i’d be standing up with tears in my eyes next to my roommate which is worse #but i just. i dont know. like he thinks i’m just lazy. i’m always asleep i never tell him why #i dont know. good morning i hope everyone is doing well #there are two people i usually get dinner with and one is out of town and the other i think his parents are here and also things are weird #translation things aren’t weird i’m just weird and feel guilty for being such a weird person #anyway i just. college?? what am i doing here????#i talked to my mom this morning she says that she felt the same way during college and that she should have dropped out way earlier #which. not helpful?? what do i do after i drop out?? i am someone who can’t hold a normal part time job and my only HOPE is ending up being #i mean anything really just something that requires a lot of prior experience!!#and the college is paying me really good to go to school but only if i stay full time #so i cant just lower my course load because that will actually make everything worse instead of better #idk. going to french teachers office hours tomorrow and will figure out time for linguistics teacher too and will get my LIS grade back up #(that one is just simple that one is i missed two discussion posts but there are ten more to come and also tests and stuff. i’ll be ok)#idk. and i still want to go to my LIS teachers office hours and ask how he became professor of rare books print culture and information bias #that is a good set of things to be a scholar for. and he’s curating collections at the same time as being my teacher #so idk. professors don’t seem as stupid and uppity as they used to. and i think i want to do that someday #plus with the salary jump from librarian i can feasibly become a major donor to local libraries to keep that influence around shdhdf #(although. if i get paid by the school (!!) to get a phd in print culture who says i don’t become a fancy librarian with that??)#i dont know. this is so stupid because i get so excited about the prospects and then i go back to the present and i’m flunking out of school #my grades haven’t been this bad since the height of COVID i thought something about me had gotten better but apparently not #like literally who went and made me traumatized?? why did you have to do that?? now i can’t be a normal person?? shut up!!!!#idk. just feel like if i weren’t having panic attacks about the fact that people are safe and kind here (and therefore must be hiding their #true intentions and taking advantage of me) then maybe i would have remembered to take my french test #idk. i’m tired and want to go home. sorry for venting all day i hope everyone is doing okay #vent cw

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seventh-district · 8 months

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*puts a photo of me in between two random photos i took of the sky today, not because they go together whatsoever but simply so any poor soul that happens to scroll across this post won’t be jumpscared by one giant image of me taking up their entire dash* :)

also yes those are the Everything Stays shoes that i wear far too often and i thought about Moon and flustered my damn self when i was putting them on today and if you want to know why i thought of him specifically… well, you’re just gonna have to read Ch. 4 of ES when i post it on Thursday and you’ll find out 😊

#Seven.txt #my face #i love how i use the my face tag as my catch-all selfie tag and then. you can hardly even see my face in the pics #anyways. *wears my daycare fit to my root canal appointment bc i am a fucking clown for letting my tooth get this bad* 🙃#also it’s just very comfortable and i like it. but yeah! 4th dentist appt. out of 7 is done and dusted!!!#yes it’s 7 now instead of 6 because of course it is. of course it is.#it’s fine tho. i think today was the worst of it and it was overall a very fine time! i once again had no need for the sickening amounts #of anxiety that kicked my ass for the last two days prior to the appointment. as soon as i got settled in the chair that weird haze #of Calm washed over me and everything went well! but does my anxiety care about that? does it learn? no! never!#so i’m sure i’ll be sick with fear again the next three times as well but oh well. what can i do but suffer thru it #anyways if u wanna know what burning trees smell like and hear a disconcerting sizzling noise coming from ur mouth just get a root canal #it’s fun it’s a really great sensory experience (/i am Lying it is Not a fun sensory experience. take care of ur teeth and avoid the pain)#it’s lighthearted though it’s really not That bad. like i could tolerate it totally fine but it’s also not. fun. it’s just. Unplesant #anyways on another note i think i’m developing a crush on my dentist’s assistant lmao #like not Really but like also that’s not a complete joke. like. do u ever meet someone and just feel like you’d be friends #like it’s not something you’ll ever act on but you can’t ignore the feeling regardless?#it’s wild bc they look So fucking similar to someone i used to have a brief weird thing going with #like they both have such distinct eyes/facial features that i’ve never really seen on a lot of other people #and they compliment my hair and i compliment their tattoos and they tell me about the latest movies they’ve watched while i’m laying there #in the dentist chair for 50 minutes waiting for the dentist to finish with an unexpected drop-in patient #and they open the blinds to see what the deal is with the screaming old people outside the windows and they crack jokes and ramble about #their travel plans and they struggle to mix the temporary filling paste into the right consistency and they apologize for their handwriting #on the appointment cards they give me and i tell them it’s good handwriting and i mean it and Oh No i’m romanticizing my dentist visits.#aren’t i. lmao ANYWAYS i’m that dumbass that falls for every single person that is ever nice to me at all ever it’s fine i’m normal #the dentist delay was nbd btw i’m one of those freaks that actually enjoys waiting and also it was a bit of an emergency #for this mennonite mom and her son with an abscessed tooth so like who could be mad abt that #i’m never making another afternoon appt. again tho cause holy shit they get busy. i was in the waiting room for 30mins alone #1hr appt. turned into a 2.5hr appt. :) but it’s fine i just read fanfic on my phone to pass the time. and you’d think it was a dca fic #based on my clothes but no it was BG3 Astarion x Reader Hurt/Comfort bc i’ve latched onto a new blorbo this week and can’t get enough #so i’m obsessed with this traumatized vampire elf now but that’s a story for a different post’s tags

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pebblezone · 1 year

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I love the Pokemon that we’re created just for double battles like not even a tatsugiri dondozo situation where it’s like solely battle strats but like a plusle minun or volbeat illumise situation like you give those to a duo and it’s like Yeah. Those are Partners

#talkingcore #like that first couple near the bike path on route 110 that have a double battle with plusle and minun like they’re made for each other!!!!❤#thinking about Pokemon and hellsing again. and I keep thinking about Anderson having like baby Pokémon so then like #you have maxwell and heinkel and yumiko all with like these baby evolution lines like wwdhhdhe #have not settled on which babies but it makes me think of the shorts with the like Pokémon vacation and those two pichus or something #unrelated but music is so swag sounds are great I had a full rehearsal situation today and was going bonkers over hearing new parts #sounds!!!!!! noise!!!!!!!! I’ve listened to so many new albums in the past week I love it I love being introduced to new stuff yippeeeee #it’s bad because I’ll start something then get distracted and keep doing that like I was supposed to be working on those like #mid 50s country albums but then got distracted by Stevie wonder but then like halfway through some of those I got distracted by Fiona apple #and now I’m distracted again and I love it but also I hope I circle back and catch up I can’t leave them unfinished #I have to do their discographies justice!! 🕺🎉🕺

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