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#btw this is all heavy stuff for businesses so its not like usual groceries so i gotta punch in a buncha codes and stuff and lift if necessa
woahajimes · 2 years
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stoppp a costumer snitched on me wtf
#it was 1:14 i ended 1.15 ok. customer comes in with the mother of all fucking carts#like it was HUGE#except he was looking for a lane and we made eye contact and i was like no please#and he laughed and i was like noo dont do this to me but like in a light tone#anyways of course he fucking comes to my lane#anyways it is a long transaction so of course i dont fucking ifnish and its 1.24 when i finish and the guy didnt fucking help me like atall#and i was like fucking pissed not only bc i should have been going HOME. but he didnt help me whatsoever#and he had a real messy cart too#btw this is all heavy stuff for businesses so its not like usual groceries so i gotta punch in a buncha codes and stuff and lift if necessa#ry? anyways. i finish and he's paying and of course im mad and then he makes a joke and i remember that i am a comic personality so#i play along and im like omg haha yeah at whatever he said right#and he's just finding this so fucking funny and i want to hit him#anywyas i was like ''i was supposed to end like 4 minutes ago''#and i followed with ''but its alright dont worry about it'' and the usual ''have a great day'' or sth#anyways i leave im free i go home#apparently some fucking customer snitched on me. don't know if its the fucking guy or some other nosy bitch#and its the manager that obviously fucking hates me and im so fucking mad guys like who tf was it.#im so mad guys what the actual fuck#or. or i beet it was that girl after me (she came in at 1.15. she is a 60 yr old woman)#GOD I BET IT WAS. she's such a snitch she's done it before#but she also didnt help me#im so mad rn#lol i told my mom abt the customer (not the snitching part bc i found that out rn) and shes ike girl just quit and find a job closer#like god i am tempted. but i like my job i just hate my fucking manager#aparently she played it off as ''oh she's just being silly'' but ik she's mad mad#anyways i dont work till friday so idc
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alreadyblondenow · 4 years
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King Taeyong | 2
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Taeyong x ballerina!reader // SMUT, FLUFF, angst, fantasy!au Summary: Lee Taeyong is slowly changing your life making you happier that you could ever be. He made you happy but you didn’t know why he left you without saying a word. Will he come back?  Word Count: 4k Warnings: Unprotected sex and whole lot of filth lol but not too much, swearing, insecurity, mentions of other idols, pairing of other idols but not too much  Note: The fantasy part will take part next chapter hihi enjoy the filth in this chapter. And Jaehyun is here hihi Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
You welcomed Lee Taeyong in your life without any hesitation and it is the best decision you made. Your apartment is slowly having life, pictures of you and Taeyong scattered on every corner as if its a reminder that you have him and that you’re not dreaming, his things are neatly stacked on his small space in your apartment, you wear his clothes almost everyday because they’re really comfortable.
A normal day with Taeyong goes like this: You wake up from a great fuck from last night, you cuddle in bed in the morning still sore from fucking and if you’re lucky enough he will fuck you before breakfast, you make him a heavy breakfast he makes you good coffee, he tries to tie your hair but fails everyday and tells you he will get it right someday.
Slowly you meet people in his life, and he tells you about his company and what he really does at work when he’s not with you. Finding out that Taeyong builds schools and children’s home makes your heart bursts into happiness because you know his heart is genuine and true. You met Doyoung, Yuta and Johnny you think that all four of them are really handsome.
One morning while he was trying to tie your hair, he told you that he needs to be gone for a few days because of work and the thought of not seeing him even just for a day is already heavy for you. “I understand, but how long?” you turned to face him, your hair is still a mess.
“I dont know actually. This might take a while.” he can feel your sadness already so he hugged you from behind and peppered you with kisses. “I’ll make it up to you when I got back. I promise.” You smiled and told him you understand his line of work, you told him to come grocery shopping with you and have dinner tonight before he leaves, he agrees.
When you got back from the grocery store with Taeyong, a man almost looked like a prince is waiting for you outside your apartment. You were surprised and you almost dropped the bag that you’re carrying.
“Jaehyun”
He turned around and smiled at you flashing those cute dimples. He helped you with the grocery bags and you hugged him tightly cupping his face telling him you missed him so much and that its been a long time. Jaehyun has purple hair now, and you noticed and complements his white skin and you told him he looks handsome than ever. Taeyong clears his throat and was waiting for you to introduce the man to him. He almost got jealous.
“Oh I’m sorry. Taeyong, this is Jaehyun. My childhood friend-“
“And her future husband” Jaehyun offers his right hand for a shake and mocking smile.
Taeyong is now jealous. He shakes Jaehyun’s hand nonetheless. “Very funny Jaehyun we both know that’s impossible” you but in and invited him inside.
Jaehyun noticed your apartment changed a lot, he saw the pictures of you and Taeyong almost annoyed seeing Taeyong’s face everywhere. To be honest Jaehyun was not pleased about Taeyong and they’re both giving each other hard glances the whole dinner time. Jaehyun smells trouble all over Taeyong but he can’t say that to you because you never listen to him.
“So Jae, what brings you here?” you asked him finally fixing him a plate of pasta. “Well, you dont visit nowadays? Is there something wrong?” Jaehyun answered with a concerned tone, little did he know you’re far from being sad because Taeyong makes you happy.
“Well maybe if you watch her perform you would know that she’s busy doing what she loves” Taeyong answered for you, not removing his eyes on Jaehyun.
“Y/n,” he points at Taeyong across the table, “another hookup? you never learn” that hurt, you thought. But you cant be mad to Jaehyun, you’re sure he didn’t mean it. Taeyong on the other hand is just looking at you as if he’s waiting for you to defend him from Jaehyun.
To be honest you don’t know Taeyong’s role in your life but one thing is for sure, he’s the one who makes you happy every single day, he changed your life. On second thought, yeah Taeyong what are we? You turned to Jaehyun and gave him a cold look, “Jaehyun, be nice.”
Jaehyun drinks his glass of wine in one chug and stands up from where he’s seated, leans on the table both of his arms supporting him and looks at Taeyong. “A lot of assholes already left in that door and I know them all. They never stayed because they’re too dumb to know y/n’s worth.” he walks towards your door and collects his jacket ready to leave.
“Oh btw. If she says no fucking tonight. She means it. That shit really hurts her down there. Hope you don’t fuck her then let her dance the next day” and Jaehyun slams the door.
That hurt Taeyong the most because he didn’t know. He didn’t know because you never told him and it made you guilty. Clearly Jaehyun knew you too well to know those kinds of stuff about you, Taeyong thought. His mind wonders about your relationship with Jaehyun but he sees you upset already.
You cleared the table and stayed silent the whole night. You didn’t know how to face Taeyong or where to start to explaining. You were scared that Taeyong might be angry with you and that he will leave tomorrow morning angry. That will hurt your feelings more than anything and you will never forgive Jaehyun if that happens. But just like Jaehyun, Taeyong knows what you feel in his own way. And now he knows you’re hurt, he hugged you from behind while you dry the plates and stayed there for a while.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t  know” Taeyong whispered. It melts your heart because he didn’t do anything wrong and you cant explain it to him because you’re ashamed.
“Baby, I dont know what to say right now. It hurts, yes. But that shit is normal. Every other girl who gets a good fuck knows that” you explained almost looking like you’re angry but you’re not.
“Just please…From now on, you will tell me okay?” he used it again. That tone that will make you follow him whatever it is that he’s telling you to do. It’s that tone that makes you follow him without arguing further. Then everything is okay again. Jaehyun is stupid, you thought.
You feel the familiar soft kisses on your nape, slowly going down to the sides of your neck and it feels so good you can feel all the tension leave your body the moment Taeyong kisses you softly. You turned around and encircled your arms around his neck giving sweet kisses that he deserves.
“I’m sorry about Jaehyun” you said in between kissing him, “I know I have a lot of explaining to do” you add. He slips hand inside your shirt and draw small circles behind your back. “Explain later. For now, let’s enjoy the time we have, please. He already took a lot of my time with you” Taeyong walks you to your bedroom, kissing you nonstop whispering your praises.
It was raining outside, thunders here and there but you know Taeyong will keep you warm for the night, he always does. He will leave after breakfast tomorrow and you dont want to waste even a second with him.
Already both naked and ready for a good fuck, you can feel that he’s already hesitating on having sex with you because of what Jaehyun told him earlier. Trying to get him naked, you initiate and made the first move telling him, “baby, its okay. Fuck me good like you normally do” you tell him in between wet kisses.
You kiss him deeply letting him know that it’s okay to touch you. Guiding his hands all over your body where he feels good, he whispers sweet things to you saying that you’re in good hands and that he’s not going to leave like the other jerks. That familiar heat creeps in your body already, the heat only Taeyong could provide.
It was a slow start but you make sure that tonight everything is okay. He was standing beside your bed and you’re sitting on the edge, spreading your legs wide for him and kissing him hungrily. You reached for his hand, kissed it and sucked two fingers and made him finger you while you sit on the edge of the bed. You grind slowly on his fingers, you almost looked filthy in your own eyes but Taeyong deserves this. Putting yourself on edge in front of him while looking him in the eye, you make sweet moans that turns him on.
In his eyes, you look so beautiful and hot with parted lips and grinding in front of him while his fingers fucks you. That was enough head start to make him hard and to drive him crazy. “It wont hurt me baby” you told him while pulling him to bed and make him hover you feeling his soft flawless skin.
And so he did. He kissed the insides of your thighs wetting it with his spit. Intertwining his hands to with yours so you could grip it whenever you feel good. Lining his cock in your pussy, teasing you enough to make you shudder beneath him. You asked him again to fuck you hard like he usually do, telling him again and again thats its okay. You smile while you moan and moan while he tease your pussy, looking at him directly in his eyes because he’s so handsome.
“Baby stop doing that. I’ll cum. You’re driving me crazy.” He whispers in your ear and that made you both chuckle. He grips your boobs making you gasps, pinching your sensitive nipples. Soon the small laugh you both let out turned in to groans and long moans. He enters you slowly, feeling your walls and savouring it. Pulling his cock back and smirked in front of you. Seeing you how fucked up you are right now makes him hard even more.
He did it again, and again to make you crazy. Taeyong’s cock was not inside you fully he’s doing it on purpose. “Not yet.” He’s always like that you thought, he’s saving the deep thrust for later.
“Can you wait a little more?” he whispers beside you again making you frustrated already. But he pushes inside without telling you, slow and deep. You let out a louder moan than earlier. “Tae... what the fuck” is all you can say on how good he feels right now. He let out a small laugh starting to fuck you already, no more playing games. You peeked down there and you saw how Taeyong’s cock enters you slowly, his big cock goes inside you smoothly. “Can’t believe that can fit inside me Tae” you managed to tell him with short breaths and you closed your eyes trying to feel and savour the feeling, you hear him pant.
A loud smack echoed in the room, you opened your eyes and sharply moaned when his hand slaps your ass. He did it several times, making you wetter than ever his thrusts going smoother because of your juices. He turned you on your side and lifted your right leg, the new positions makes you dizzy in a good way. Soft kisses planted on your lifted leg but his cock demands attention, “fuck Tae! Hmm - baby, you found my spot!” You cum when he looks at you in the eye full of love and lust at the same time. You’re lost in his eyes.
After your first orgasm, he pulls out and kissed you as if he’s saying, ‘take a rest’ but instead he said “First of many for tonight babe” while catching his breath. Kissing you deeply, cock still inside, that means he’s prepping you for another round. “Can I fuck you from behind?” He asked so sweetly, you can only nod feeling tired and sleepy.
Fucking from behind is your favorite position, it feels good but it’s intimate and wild at the same time. As he fucks you from behind you, Taeyong gave you multiple orgasms already, your legs are wide open for a better angle and he fucks you deeper than earlier. He fucks so good while whispering sweet things behind you, it helps you cum so fast you lost count how many orgasms you have already.
He’s cupping your breast and playing with your hard nipples and pushing a finger in on your clit and just let him do whatever he wants to you while you come down from your previous orgasm. Spreading your legs wide for him, waiting for you to come down from your high, he licks your dripping cunt from behind, slowly like eating ice cream. You shiver, you feel your legs being weak. He felt that you’re already tired but he wants to do something you will never forget even when you wake up in the morning.
Still high from the last orgasm, nerves still sensitive from overstimulation. He lays you flat on the mattress again giving you wet kisses on your chest and grinds on your pussy occasionally, not fully putting his cock inside. As usual.
“Baby I can feel that you’re tired already” he whispers in your ear nibbling your earlobe. You feel his cock poke your pussy and it surprises you how he’s hard again. He teases your entrance while devouring your neck, still so wet and you feel him making a move again as he spreads your legs preparing you for another round but you’re really tired you cant even talk. You pant and you almost push Taeyong away as a sign that you cant take it anymore, that it’s already too much but he has other plans.
He has a smirk on his face and you can see that he’s tired too but hes pushing. Knowing that you can’t talk, he made you a deal while he fingers your pussy slowly, letting out a whine as he makes you listen to him. For every question that will be left un answered he will continue fucking you senseless and hard. But if you gather your strength and answer his questions immediately, he will slow down and will stop fucking you.
“Ready? Don’t disappoint me now. We’ve come so far” He fingers you while watching you so fucked up beneath him, legs spreading wide waiting for his question.
He’s enjoying this.
Taeyong stopped fingering you and grabbed his cock, the tip of his cock is ready to enter you and he grinds softly so you both dont have rest from the sensation that hes giving.
“What do you want......-“ he slams in you groaning how good feel around his cock again, giving you hard thrusts already. “ for breakfast?” he continues the question.
You really cant compose your sentence because of the way he’s fucking you hard, your breasts are bouncing up and down because of his quick thrusts. You cant even think of a meal for breakfast but you force yourself to answer, “ eggs...oh fuck-“ hes not satisfied, “with bacon and - Taeyong!” You pant and let out heavy breaths, you cant hardly finish your sentence.
“You want me for breakfast?” He chuckled and fucks you hard still.
“Eggs...!” You pant, “ bacon... avo...cado, bread! AAH!” You moan hard and tried to grasp anything form the bed.
“Good” he responds, reducing the way he fucks you for the mean time but still not stopping. “Last question.” He said while he thumbs your clit too. Leaning towards you and kissing you hard, wet kisses on your neck.
“Will you be my girlfriend? Be mine?” he asked, you can hear his pants and deep moans letting you know he’s almost there. Even though he’s fucking you and the both of you are already tired and worked up, you still see how he patiently waits for your answer. Hoping you would say yes.
And with that question, he instantly fucks you slow and good. As if turning everything whats happening into love making in just a second. You were really surprised with how good he fucks you right now and knowing the situation, it put you in tears.
You were crying already, letting out sweet moans, you just want to cum. But the question. Oh the question. You want to say yes but you’re reaching your edge and in any second you will reach your climax for nth time tonight.
Forcing yourself to let out an airy “yes” that he didn’t catch, he’s not stopping and it makes you even crazy. Why aren’t you stopping.
“Baby?” He leans in on you giving you soft kisses while he thrust slow and deep, holding and intertwining both of your hands above your head feeling the fluffy pillows.
“Be with me forever?” He asked again.
“Yes!” You answered almost a scream, letting out a loud moan. You both reached your high and he stopped thrusting immediately, his cock still inside you. Showering you kisses all over your face because of happiness. Taeyong gathered his strength and pulled out. Cleaning every inch of your body, careful not to make you shiver with his touch. Chanting his apologies for being rough. You didn’t want him to say sorry because you were happy for everything he made you feel tonight.
“I love you” you reached for his face, “Lee Taeyong”
Both of you cant sleep even though you’re both tired. You made coffee and finally talked about what happened earlier during dinner, you offered a massage because you can feel that he’s exhausted. Stealing kisses on his soft skin when you can.  
“So... Jaehyun “ Taeyong looks to you while sipping his hot coffee kissing your hands on his shoulders. “Oh right well, one thing is for sure he’s not a threat or anything. He’s just overprotective because we had a history” you explained while continuing to massage him.
“Uh huh. And what kind of history is that?” He comes closer to you, making you stop from what you were doing.
You explained that Jaehyun is family, his family is close to your family for as long as you could remember. And that one day he decided to fall in love you but you dont feel the same way. His mother and your mother likes the idea of the two of you being together, so they kind of forced you and Jaehyun to have a relationship. Your mother suggested to give Jaehyun a chance because he’s a nice guy and he’s a perfect husband material. You agreed but you really dont have feelings for him and that you see Jaehyun as a brother. As you move in for college, Jaehyun volunteered to take care of you while you’re away from home. He took care of you most of the time so you decided to give it a shot. You were a senior by the time you and Jaehyun had sex for the first time. He was your first.
“So thats why he knows how your body works! That-“ you cut him off with a kiss before he even finish his sentence.
“We were young and crazy that time please understand. And you know how senior year stresses your life out.”
No I never went to college, Im a King. Taeyong thought. But he just shook his head and let out a loud sigh.
“We only have each other by that time, I help him study he takes care of me. We went out for some time. But it never worked out between us because I really don’t feel anything for him” you kissed Taeyong and snuggled beside him, “and that was a long time ago Taeyong....He’s married now” you let out a small laugh and looked at him, his face completely in shock. “He’s just protective because I’ve been with guys that aren’t nice enough to stay for breakfast.”
Taeyong feels sorry what he did earlier. If he only knew… but he still wanted to punch Jaehyun in the face for making him feel like shit in front of you earlier.
“What time are you going to leave? The sun is almost out now.” You asked, playing with the softness of his hands. “In an hour” you hummed acknowledging him and just looking at the sky through the window. “I know a place where we can see beautiful sunrise while holding each other like this. One day I’ll bring you there.” Taeyong softly whispers behind you.
Taeyong left for his business trip and you feel lonelier than ever but you thought it’s fine, he will come back. And that it’s for you to stop thinking that one day he will leave you.  He told you to go to his office every time you feel lonely and Doyoung, Yuta and Johnny can keep you company. It pains you to see Taeyong leave.
You cary on with your life, did daily routine without Taeyong and you miss him more everyday.
2 weeks
Still no Taeyong.
Someone rang the doorbell, you only hope it was Taeyong but it’s just amazon.
1 month
It’s been a month since he left, you already cannot believe this was happening. You check if meeting Taeyong was only a dream but no, he’s 100% real. Happy pictures of you and him are scattered around your apartment and his things are nicely placed. Where are you?
Christmas season
It’s Christmas eve and you went home to your family. Hoping to spend Christmas with Taeyong was too much you thought. Your plan on introducing Taeyong to your parents is cancelled and it pains you more because he’s been a really big part of your life already.
You and Jaehyun had wine and enjoyed Christmas eve with your family and his family. Seeing Jaehyun and Jinsoul happily married makes your heart at ease for you know that Jaehyun is in good hands and that love is real, and someday you’ll find yours. Being home makes you happy and alive, you just cant be alone and spend Christmas in your apartment full off good memories with Taeyong.
“Im surprised you didn’t bring him” Jaehyun broke the silence. “He has a business trip” is all you can say because thats all you know. He sincerely apologised about what happened last time and you said that it was fine, you got hurt but you told him you know he’s just being protective. “Damn right I am.” He said while laughing, he told you that they’ve been trying to have a baby and for some reason, Jinsoul just cant get pregnant. “Jae... Im happy for you!” You clap your hands and told him to just hang in there and just try and try.
“Merry Christmas y/n” and you greeted him back.
Taeyong. Come back please. You let out a whisper while looking at the snow outside, wondering where Taeyong is now.
He missed Christmas, New years, your birthday, and Valentines. You thought, enough is enough and that you waited long enough for him. “business trip my ass” you said while putting everything that reminds you of him in a box. You fixed your apartment and you asked Jaehyun to redecorate it with you.
“Im sorry I asked you to redecorate my apartment on your birthday” you apologised while you push the cart around, looking for stuff you need for your apartment. “Its okay! Im not doing anything today. Me and Jinsoul celebrate in advance don’t worry. My wife is busy at work so we cant celebrate today.” You feel sorry for Jaehyun but you told him at least he has you and he can celebrate with you instead.
Sage green walls, new couch, pictures of you and your friends... you love the new look of your apartment all thanks to Jaehyun for the help.
You baked a cake for him and he was really happy about it. “Just like the old times” he said and he ate a big piece and starts moaning telling you how good the cake is. “I think you should start your own bakery” Jaehyun suggests. Its not a bad idea, now that you’re resting from dance, its not so bad to start baking again. “Yeah I think, I will” you said to Jaehyun.
“Hows everything with the baby.... making?” You asked Jaehyun awkwardly while eating a spoonful of cake.
“Still not good. I’m starting to worry actually, but she had a check up... actually we both did, and the doctor said there’s nothing wrong us. Its just maybe, due to the stress?” Jaehyun let out a sigh getting more cake.
He went home pretty late after finishing three bottles of wine with you, leaving you and your new apartment all alone. It doesn’t feel so lonely anymore you thought, or maybe it’s because of the alcohol. But whatever the reason is, you’re ready to move forward and just forget about Taeyong.
Months passed by, you focus on doing what you love, baking. You took extra baking classes to feed your soul and passion more, and you take big risks to make your dream of having a small bakery come true. When you’re not baking or not learning, you make sure to spend time with your family and friends. No more hook ups. Not because you’re still waiting on Taeyong, but because you’re tired of having temporary relationships that wastes your time. Good thing your cakes are selling pretty good and you have baking to make you happy.
Life is finally better. You learned that self love comes first always and the rest will follow. Being alone made you happy in life more.
Until one day you were taking a rest while you’re waiting for your cupcakes to cool down, the doorbell rang expecting it to be Jaehyun.
Without looking through the peephole, you opened the door with a smile hoping to see your best friend’s beautiful dimples. But all you can see is flowers, an arrangement of beautiful flowers almost as big as the man carrying it.
Wrong flower delivery you guessed. He puts down the flowers and it was someone you know. And it was not Jaehyun.
“Y/n...”
You closed the door with a loud bang not wanting to believe who just appeared in your doorstep. Suddenly all the happy memories came back, rushing in your brain all at once, remembering how you’ve been so hurt while waiting for him to come back.
Taeyong knocks again not saying anything. You didn’t have a choice and you let Taeyong inside your apartment. Gathering all your strength to say that you want to end this relationship or whatever it is that you both have, you just want to live peacefully. --------------------------- It just so happens that Taeyong is away in real life for now. huhuhu 
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About Me
Hi! I’m Laurie Ann. Thanks for stopping by.  
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A little bit about myself. Hmmm, I don't know about you but I have never liked talking about myself very much. I created this blog so I can tell the world about my weight issues and hopefully make me accountable and this time stick with it. 
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I'm 48 years young and have weight issues since I was about 17 yrs old. I have been up and down my whole life. I have tried Curves, WW, I have had numerous gym memberships and never used them. I have tried every kind of diet pill known to man. I'm not saying this stuff didn't work, because as long as I stuck with it, I was losing weight and feeling great. My problem is I have social anxiety, so I have always done these programs with someone. Now if you are anything like me, you know that once your friend quits you are usually right behind them. At my heaviest, I was 285 lbs.
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I had just been approved for a gastric bypass and was trying to lose some weight on my own before I decided to go that route. That's when my world CRASHED right in front of my eyes. My husband decided it was time to get a younger girl and walked out. I went into a deep depression, had a nervous breakdown and stopped eating for 6 weeks. I lost 65 lbs. I started councilling and started to feel healthier as I had lost so much weight. Over the next 10 months, I walked the treadmill, rode my exercise bike and did the Wii boxing, watched everything I ate and drank protein shakes for a grand total of 100 lbs lost.
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I felt great and looked even better. I was able to keep the weight off until about 4 years ago.
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I lost my brother to cancer, my depression started coming back worse than ever. Then the junk food came back into my life, cookies, cakes, ice cream every kind of dessert I could think of (I love to cook and bake btw), so over the last 4 years, I have gained 50 lbs back. My health isn't that great. I have PTSD, back issues (broken discs, back surgeries) and to top it off my knees decided they had enough, I have bursitis and a huge bakers cyst behind my knee that stops me from doing much of anything. Last August I lost my mom. She was almost 94 and she was the strongest person I have ever known in my life.
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It has been very hard losing her. That left my oldest brother and me and that's it! Well didn't he go and die on me 4 months after our mom! They left me alone in this crazy world to look after the rest of our family! Well, talk about a wake-up call. If I'm the only one left, "what if I die?" who keeps an eye on my son? nieces and nephews, plus I have a brand new granddaughter that I want to be able to keep up with. My family depends on me. They always have. My health kind of sucks and being this heavy makes it so much worse.
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I have to do something but what? I can't do a lot of exercising (my Dr actually has told me NONE AT ALL). Well, I have to help myself somehow. I don't want to die, I don't want to be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. So first things first. I have to get the incentive to do this for myself and by myself. Which is a hurdle all on its own? But enough is enough I have to do it. I have done a lot of research, and I know not just one program will work for me, I get bored way to easy. So I have come up with a system for myself that seems to be working. I'm going to do a bunch of programs together. I started only 3 weeks ago and I'm already down 9 lbs and 13 inches!! I feel so much better already, more energized, I'm sleeping better and what's even better is I don't wake up with a food hangover anymore! I have so much work to do but I'm going to do it! I refuse to be buried with the rest of my family, not yet, no way!
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That is where you come in. I hope you watch my journey and maybe even follow it yourself. Please leave comments, ideas, recipes etc.... Here is the program I have set up for myself Virtual Gastric Band Hypnosis App:
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What is it? The VGB is a non-surgical technique and non-diet program that is natural and safe. It uses hypnosis to condition the mind of the client to feel that the stomach is full after a certain level of food is consumed and there is no need for more. How I use it: I use the hypnosis every night to fall asleep. I believe it sends me subliminal messages to help me control my food cravings. I use the Facebook support group to answer questions, or if I'm having a bad day I can talk to people that are going through the same things that I am and without any judgement. That is what I personally use it for but there are so many other options to help you. It has water alerts, panic button, podcasts and a food diary. AISIRER Fitness Tracker:
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I absolutely love this fitness tracker. I will say it is the best one that I have has so far. It was only 40.99 and it tracks EVERYTHING. 【Updated Color Screen & IP68 Waterproof Fitness Tracker】- AISIRER fitness tracker with 5-level brightness, 0.96 inches LCD large colour screen offers excellent HD image quality and bring a clearer visual enjoyment. Up to IP68 waterproof standard, it allows you to wear on your wrist while swimming or showering. 【Multi-Sports Fitness Tracker】- With 14 sports modes, it can track specific walking, running, cycling, hiking, fitness, treadmill, basketball, tennis, climbing, badminton, dynamic-cycling, yoga, football, dancing, accurately record all-day activities like steps, distance, calories burned, and active minutes. 【Heart Rate Monitor & Sleep Monitor】- Adopt the latest HR sensor for accurate and effective heart rate monitoring. This watch will track your sleep automatically at night and analyze your sleep quality with deep sleep, light sleep and awake time. The silent vibration alarms can wake you up without disturbing others. 【Never Miss Call Message】- Receive your notifications in real time, including email, call and messages, support Facebook, WhatsApp, Linkedin, Instagram and Twitter. It will keep you informed as long as it is connected to your smartphone via Bluetooth. 【Long-lasting Battery & Warranty】- Built-in USB Charge(no cable needed), one single charge gives you up to 7 days of working time. It has a 24-month warranty as well. The app syncs well with so many different apps (Noom, My Fitness Pal, Health app and a lot more too) What is just as important as working out, is feeling good about yourself.
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When I work out I wear ShaperZ workout gear and shapewear. I don’t jiggle everything when jumping up and down and side to side. It holds everything in and I feel even better about losing weight and exercise!  Noom Weight Loss Program:
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Noom is a wellness program that is designed to help you live a healthier life by helping you create better habits. Unlike other weight loss programs that focus just on the physical aspect of losing weight, Noom focuses on the mental aspect as well. I wasn't sure about this program at first because I have used so many other programs that haven’t worked in the past. But I have signed on after the 2 weeks FREE trial for the whole year program. I have a coach that I talk to when I need her. I have a support group that we discuss and share stories. I'm losing weight and I have so much energy! If you would like to check it out just click here: Noom Free Trial Remente:
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Remente helps you understand where in life you should focus. We help you set goals and teach you ways to feel good, be productive and keep motivated. LEARN WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY Keep track of your mood to figure out which behaviours make you feel good. Tag your mood with feelings to quickly develop a deeper understanding of yourself and your emotions. Learn what to do, and to avoid, to be happy. FIND OUT ABOUT LIFE Find the resources you need in order to grow, with our curated collection of courses. They cover everything from mental wellbeing to productivity, relationships and motivation. Our goal is to cover everything you need to thrive. FOLLOW EXPERT GOAL PLANS Create step-by-step goal plans and incorporate them into your daily schedule to create life-changing habits and behaviour. You can follow expertly crafted plans to steadily move forward and safely avoid the most common obstacles. What is most important it that it helps me be a better person, understand who I am, and what I want to accomplish. It also has a goal to cut out sugar altogether. If you want to check it out just click here: Remente Mealime:
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Mealime is a simple way for busy singles, couples, and families to plan their meals and eat healthier. ... Sign up to Mealime and join over 1,000,000 people who have used our meal plans to eat healthier, reduce stress, lose weight, save money, and live happier, more productive lives. Plus it is FREE. I'm sure you have heard of Hellofresh, chef’s plate and all those expensive food plans that send you the meals with everything and all you have to do it cook it! They are very costly. I was using them to eat healthier, but after a few weeks into the plan, I started to get unfresh products. One week I never even received my order. Mealime is pretty much the same idea. You choose your recipes for the week. They have lots to choose from. They have a grocery list you can print and shop for OR they even have a delivery system where they pick your groceries for you and bring them right to your door. The delivery fee is only $3.99. I tried the delivery system last week and I would receive texts as to who was picking my order, if a product had to be replaced, and when the driver was on his way. It even has a GPS that shows you his route to your door! You can set it up for as soon as 1 hour or even days in advance. I set mine for 4 hours after I had ordered and it was there precisely at the exact time. It was pretty cool. PLUS it is from your local grocers so you know what you are getting. Carb Manager:
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I don't use this app as a program to follow. I use Noom for that. I use this for all the GREAT recipes! These recipes are super healthy and again this app is FREE! Leslie Sansone’s Walk at Home: This isn’t an app. These are youtube videos that you can literally walk your way healthy. These are FREE videos that she shares on her youtube channel. All you have to do is walk. Overeaters Anonymous:
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This is the last app I use for my weight loss journey. This is a GREAT app. It has tons of podcasts of actual real-life people telling their stories in the OA meetings. I have social anxiety and I don't like to speak in a group of people, nor do I have any meetings in my area. This is a great way to hear others share the same issues as I have. I know this seems like a lot. But this is what is working for me. I have tried My Fitness Pal, Weight Watchers, plus I can't even count how many low carb diets, soup diets, diet pills. They work for a bit and then I slowly get right back to my old ways and gain it back. I use these apps together from morning to bedtime and it seems to work for me. I have a long way to go but this is now my lifestyle and I'm feeling GREAT! More pictures coming soon..... WHAT PROGRAMS DO YOU USE?  Read the full article
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