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hypocriticmeaningofmyname · 3 years

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Like a paper burning to ashes,

Slowly catching fire end to end,

Finding self in that constant loop,

Trying to figure out my own mistakes,

Living that moment until the sky fades with my eyes.

A code too complicated for me to decipher,

And yet spending my days to beat it,

Something tells me i wrote it myself,

I made it like that, unbreakable, just like my will once.

Living like playing a game of chess at every step,

Knowing that i am losing and yet forced to move,

My belief in skill won't let me resign and the loss of my queen too big a blow to win,

The outcome visible, watching myself lose but nowhere to go.

A ray of hope trying to penetrate my imaginary walls,

People attracted to illusions i cover myself with,

Trying to figure out who i am and failing the moment they think they did,

Walls without entrance, heart without space,

I carry on to fulfill my destiny, one step forward moving me ten steps back.

-Back to February

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chuckakot · 6 years

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I miss you. That’s the truth. Even if you left me. You still echo in my silence. And in the sleepless mundane of the night, you are what you are. And you are as you came to me; as you are with me. I am not alone in my mind. I have you still. I still have you somewhere. Somewhere, when there you are walking towards me in places we keep the remembrance.

Chuck Akot

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chuckakot · 6 years

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Now - let me try to miss you, and I hope that I can deliver the strength to go on; In this way, I can capture you. And no preempt of words. Just me thinking, and missing you all through. - Let me see - if there is hope to arise in me, and by hope my love for you succeed; I haven’t seen you again. You must have forgotten me. I told myself not to forget you. - I will - if no one can beseech you. To hold you still with me, is not the means I miss you; But a way of just keeping you, nothing more.

Chuck Akot

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chuckakot · 6 years

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If love comes to me in an unexpected way, do I really have to slip it away? Sometimes, my emptiness in love is not ideal when the person appears and I lose it again. I accompany my life with the opposite predicament which only settles in my mind, but as much as I do, I would really want to.

Chuck Akot

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chuckakot · 6 years

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Writing is a hard process. It is like digging into the rough edges of the mind, a deluding process which inevitably forced me to ignore ideas of inspiration, in order for new ideas to come in. Writing is not a stable craft because it does not give you a clue about what is next to happen. That’s why writers write in genres to understand their craft better. Better for themselves and to their readers.

Chuck Akot

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