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when are u gonna show me my children you’ve been teasing me for like a week 😞😞😢😢
singular (child) actually....i couldn't figure out how to draw vals hair bc im dumb as rocks,,,,,,,anyway take sam for now he's my beloved son as well my angel
#youre SOOOOO lucky you have gf privileges#............i normally dont draw for anyone😒😒#HE IS SO FUCKING PRETTY PRINCESS. AND I WILL GIVE HIM THE BABYGIRLIFICATION THAT ONLY MY STYLE CAN ACHIEVE.#DONT WORRY SUMI. YOUR BOYS ARE SAFE IN MY HANDS (i will forcibly feminize them dont leave them in my care)#anyway i had so much fun doing this#happy graduation this is your going away present🫶🏼#please never come back♥️♥️♥️♥️#lotus’s asks#lotus draws#retrograde#(?) am i allowed to use that tag#LMAO#EDIT WAIT I FUCKING FORGOT HIS GLASSES JM HONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF#GLASSES WEARERS ERASURE...................💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔#IM SORRY SAM
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*Crawls out of Artblock hole* TAKE SOME WORK IN PROGRESS BAD BOYS FOR YOUR DAY
#rambles#my art#wip#grian#solidaritygaming#jimmy solidarity#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#llsmp#limited life smp#trafficblr#traffic series#I AM FUCKING BACK THEY DIDNT START MELTING MID SKETCH I HAVE THE BASICS LETS FUCKING GO#god i have been trying to draw them FOREVER#uh anyways hi yall i am actually p happy so far with these boys :D#I kept the fluffy earfeathers and the tail feathers from my ESMP 2 Grian design which im happy with (and leg feathers i think?)#Joel is a wolf hybrid but I love the fairy/bug stuff I was seeing in his tag so uh wolf bug because I can do that#Jimmy! He looks very solid rn idk why but hey buff jimmy canon I guess#oh and I added some refs to the Canary Jimmy headcannon but as usual Moobloom Jimmy can be pried from my cold dead hands lol#i'm gonna do a bit of lining but I know I wont finish tonight so enjoy this for now ya'll!
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girls wake up there's a new worm bike playlist in progress
alana said the new one is way more funky, I've noticed a lot of punk bands are piggy dippin in a funk/punk sound more than a pop/punk sound and honestly? I'm so obsessed.
#its only like half done but ive already had it on repeat for 2 months#truly a I love this song! oh yeah i added it ass playlist#ever since going public with the worm bikes i am more conscious of how incohesive these playlists are#i can have songs bordering on e boy trap music noise alongside what is basically a pop song alongside screamo#but the point was never to have a cohesive sound or vibe. it was to collect new music in one place#and it does that effectively for me even if not everyone who seeks them out has the same taste#also a seperate thought to make these tags extra long: some of them ARE more cohesive and that's the funny part#you can tell my moods of the time or what i was seeking in song. one of them is full of songs about cutting off abusive parents and#simultaneously songs about being happy having a good time healing and starting over#like in a convoluted way that is cohesive and poetic#idk just weird to look back and be able to identify periods of my life with the music i collected now that theres so much of it#wish i could hard copy it but some of these songs are so obscure i feel like it's unrealistic#but i do want to have copies of my VIP list#okay sorry for the long ass rambling tags byyyyeeee
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#BACK HUGSSSSSSSSSSS#my favorite hugs#from my favorite boys#i love this series so much#Pun and Ashi have such a beautiful relationship#Pun is so respectful and so full of love and he is not afraid to show it#this boys bring me so much happiness#i am not ready for ep11 curse#please dont hurt them in the next episode#please dont hurt Pun or Ashi#HURT TITLE OR THAT STUPID MANAGER#leave my boys alone please#be mine superstar the series#be mine superstar#ja phachara#jafirst#first chalongrat
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Okay but fr I hope Dan and Phil don’t feel pressured to actually do a 25-day gamingmas bc that’s like. SO much work for them. They don’t need to upload every day leading up to Christmas. They can just do like 5 days or a week, but even then they don’t need to do that, that’s just if they wanna do some sort of gamingmas-type thing
I just want them to take care of themselves and not burn themselves out 😭
#dan and phil#dan and phil games#dapg#idk feel free to reblog this I guess??#I mean I know I’ve seen some people excited for gamingmas and all that and I can’t tell if they actually mean like#they want daily uploads until Christmas or what?#or if they just want something like gamingmas but not necessarily every goddamn day#I just remember them mentioning that like gamingmas could be a LOT on them#and I don’t want them to feel like they gotta do that again 😭#I’m just happy the channel’s back tbh I have no expectations#I just feel like I haven’t seen this sentiment?#but then again I’m not like super active in the community/fanbase so idk if that’s why I haven’t seen other people expressing this#and I’m not attacking anyone btw!!!! you’re all totally valid to be excited ;v;#I just am Concerned about the boys eosnridbiwjd
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“Constantia et fortitudine” - Emperor Sebastian I “der Sieghafte”
#i dont ever want to look at his face(blatant lie)#i love him and i love staring at pics of him but jfc trying to draw them. absolute murder to ME#well anyways. happy with this. took too many late like 4 hour sessions tho LMFAO#watched uhhhh animal documentaries and casino royale again :)#OKAY ANYWAYS ITS NOW YOUR FAVORITE! CONTEXT! INFO! LORE!#so ive mentioned before seb is charles vi. obviously. but i love to steal stuff from Joseph I as well 🥰#seb is a mix of both bcs he obv doesn't have an older brother in this au so yeah!#'Constantia et fortitudine'(by persistence and courage) was Charles motto!#i think that fits seb so well no? 🥹🥹#'der Sieghafte'(the Victorious) comes from Joseph I! bcs he was so successful in battle 🥰#again! so seb right???#i think so fucking often about him and nando's nicknames in this au#'the spirited' for nando's perseverance....'the victorious' for seb's well. victories haha#i think they fit them incredibly well both in this au and real life!!#even if this fucking murdered me to paint i like it a lot :) i thinm the hair was a lot of fun#actually im not even mad w this one! it was pretty fun once i got past a certain point honestly!#but the secondary expression whoch will be in a different post....jfc i wanted to throw my ipad away 😭#it doesnt help that it was 4-5 am when i was working on jt LMAO#but i believe in courage and perseverance! i will paint constantia et fortitudine 🥹#anwyaysyyyyys!!! hope you like!!!! i think i got him pretty accurate???? im pretty happy w the fsce tbh#wish i could draw his crown but i dont think ill ever subject myself to painting thay monstrosity#also dont really undertsand how they wore crowns back then alongside their giant periwigs?? dont crush the curls :<#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#boy king au
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it’s not funny anymore. i need xander and spencer’s book
#like it’s serious.#how did they become my vacation couple?!#like i’m on vacation imagining what fictional characters would be doing in this scenario AND THEY ARE MY BRAIN’S GO TO?!#i can’t remember the last time i was this invested in a couple before their book even came out#mine#like us series#i guess technically not? but i don’t have anything else to call it rn#and also i can’t remember if i ever brought this up here but it seems obvious that we’re getting easton / vada and im here for it?#like we don’t know super much about either of them but i obviously like easton due to his friendship with xander#and vada is gillow’s child which automatically qualifies her for national treasure status#and i think it was clever of them to pair them off that way#bc otherwise even though easton is well liked he wouldn’t really qualify for a book as just a side character#(not that they didn’t do that for oscar / jack and are obviously angling for a frog / quinn book)#and vada needs someone trustworthy from outside the families#anyway. THEY ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT#YOURE TELLING ME I HAVE TO GET THROUGH ALL THE COBALT BOYS BEFORE THIS?? WHEN THE NLU SET UP WAS THAT PERFECT#like as happy as i am to get ben’s book in my life it just feels wrong that his and xander’s books won’t be back to back idk#🏆 this is for anyone that actually read this deep into the tags you are a warrior
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Did you expect Rescuing Rusty in 2023??? (RR is @zeejax‘s ♥) (Patreon)
Trick question! Even I wasn’t expecting Rescuing Rusty, but since it was up next on my fics to vet for construction, I had to give it a reread!
Didn’t it turn out lovely 💕 There’s not a lot of sky-related imagery in RR, but I couldn’t not go with this colour - it’s an even richer rust colour IRL :D
The spine ended up being big enough that I was able to sneak in two bookmarks! One for Zoom (the black) and one for Rusty (the red)
Even though they sit separately, Rusty’s still crosses over Zoom’s hehe ♥
#My art#Rescuing Rusty#Rusty#Zoom#They get a digital doodle since I was rereading while in the digital warmup mindset haha#They just barely snuck in! Good for them ♥ They are still good lads :)#Nowadays the miasma of positive feelings has gotten very fuzzy and indistinct but boy do I still remember how Big those feelings were lol#NPG good! EX good! NPG and EX being friends good!!#Rescuing Rusty is charming as always :) It's a snuggle-up kind of fic I just feel cozy thinking about and reading it ♪#It's funny as well since I started rereading before picking out the cover - looking for which one would be the most thematic lol#And I ended up just reading a few chapters all at once 'cause I was having a good time with it! Oops reading lol#It was also an experiment >:3c Since out home printer is kinda ehhhh currently - the poor old thing haha - I took a trip to the library#Our local library allows up to 10 free greyscale prints a day so ♪ Slowly but surely I'd walk to the library and come back 10 pages richer#I've figured out how to take books out of the library and not have to return them! Libraries hate this one weird trick!#Lol ♪#So yeah :D Other than the cover and the first page (since I hadn't figured if the library could use the Minecraft font yet - they can!)#This is a ''free'' printed book :D I mean - other than walking to and from the library and construction and ribbons lol#The guts of the book were paid with taxes lol ♫#It was well worth it :) It's good to walk!#And I am happy to have it physically :D
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Hi! In scenarios where Dracula gets together with Isaac and/or Hector, what would Death's reaction be? This is just my Deathula self wanting to see that (つω⊂* )
Oh Death <3 Dracula's first, eternal simp <3 His forever husband <3 I bet seeing him get with Lisa was already hard enough, but then with his general(s)?? When he's right here?? :< Rude. :< It's not Hector nor Isaac who betrayed their old Lord to give him his soul :< It's not them who've been by his side for 400 years and protected him and nourrished him and guided him and helped him become who he is today :< What the hell? :<
He wouldn't say anything, of course, but Dracula starts to know him after living together for 400 years. It's obvious he is unhappy, even though all he wants is his master's satisfaction and happiness... and mouth and body and soul and love and
But even though, and he's the first surprised by that, he'd be a bit jealous... he also knows that Isaac and Hector are humans, and so, momentary :) They'll never develop the bond he already shares with Dracula, one that only immortal beings can understand. Dracula can have all the affairs he wants with mortal people, in the end, it doesn't matter, because he's always going to be The One. His only companion in eternity. Dracula always comes back to him no matter what, and Death is patient... a few decades are nothing in the face of eternity. <3
#even while in another relationship Dracula loves Death in a way he could never love a mortal being and that alone makes Death very happy. <3#i am not over how desperate for Dracula to come back Death is in GoS#how he is so happy to see him again#he literally said he waited for what felt like 'an eternity' :<#he loves his lord so much what used to be a short time for his immortal life turned into torture :<#it's even said that Death desires his master's resurrection more than HE does#I WANT TO HUG HIM SO BAD. DRACULA YOU NEED TO CHERISH HIM MORE#he wanted to fight for him but Dracula said 'no i wanna have fun' smhhhhh#he even offers his soul to him because Dracula was just resurrected and haven't recovered yet and he's so worriiiiiied aaaaaaaaaa#though Dracula too shows that he cares about Death <3#'Death... All right then. Your loyalty won't be forgotten.' boys just kiss PLEASE#(ok this will happen only in the future but huh who cares it's still Deathula content <3)#(i don't see them having any other dynamic. <3)#vlad dracula tepes#death castlevania#akumajou dracula#isaac laforeze#cod hector#deathula
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THAT HUG
#SPOILERS#Wednesday spoilers#MY HEART IS SO FULL IM LITERALLY SO HAPPY#HDHAHFHADHDHAHFHADH#YES#best build up fr#enid literally kissed a boy and it didn’t have the same emotional empact as this hug#ENID NOT CARING THAT SHE TURNED ONLY WANTING TO KNOW ABT WEDNESDAY#ENID RUNNING TO HER AND HUGGING HER ONLY TO PULL BACK AND SEEING EACHOTHER AGAIN ONLY FOR WEDNESDAY TO PULL BACK TIGHTER#THIS#I AM SATISFIED AS A SHIPPER FR#I LOVE THEM SM#wenclair
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okay this scene is making me emotional in multiple different ways right now
in a sweet way because the knowledge that he used to use his magic to keep her warm when she was little, and did it enough for it to become her nickname, is absolutely ADORABLE
but also in a sad way because like. okay, in my experience, when you're a little kid:
when your parent who is pretty much always cold to you does something to hurt you, of course that sucks. but you're like "yeah, of course that happened, they're just mean like that."
but when your parent who is sweet to you sometimes, who has proven themself *capable* of warmth, does something to hurt you, it feels 3x worse. it feels like a betrayal. sometimes you might even wonder it it was because of you
so here we have alador, who kept her warm, who she looked up to. but who neglected her and helped his wife abuse her.
and i doubt it was a flipped switch that happened one day to change him from "good dad" to "bad dad". i even doubt that it was a linear development from good to bad.
i doubt that memory in understanding willow was an isolated incident. he'd probably hurt his childrens' feelings multiple times long before he was forced to really withdraw from them. and in between those incidents, he was probably pretty sweet and kind to them.
and when you're so young, you have no choice but to accept that kindness. you're evolutionarily hardwired to seek out the care of a parental figure. so you run back into their arms even though you're scared they're gonna betray you again.
and amity STILL seemed to care about him, at the older age of 14 when you don't have such an instinctive pull to seek the care of an adult, after all that he'd done and after barely seeing him anymore. her whole goal of joining the tournament in reaching out was to feel close to him, even though he hadn't started to redeem himself and she didn't trust him enough to accept a hug from him.
so she'd probably been really hurt every time he sided with her mother. and him pulling away was probably really painful. and she's probably dealing with so many complicated emotions as she starts to trust him again, even with the proof that he's actually improved and won't hurt her again
ouch
#eliot posts#toh#toh spoilers#the owl house#toh meta#amity blight#alador blight#abuse tw#i got a little spoiled on stuff before i started watching the show back in s1#i started watching around grom when my whole dash was flooded with posts about the show#and i was like okay lemme go see what all the fuss is about. i'm in the market for a new show anyway.#so i saw understanding willow spoilers#and so i have been invested in blight family angst from the very start and watched all amity episodes w it in mind#*slaps roof of amity* this bad boy can fit so many of my familial issues in it#before the more recent reveals it was just the hatred i feel for them now#but now? it is the Complicated feelings i had about my own dad when i was real young and couldn't hate him yet#(stuff w my own father was Worse tho bc he was shitty on his own volition. and was just always unstable and immature)#(and was outright violent at times)#i don't forgive my own father. idk if i ever will but even if i do i will never trust him or want him in my life ever again#but i am crossing my fingers for my fictional girl to get a happy family bc i want good things for her#...and bc she's too young to be able to outright cut them all off
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The owl house really just went "hey, you see these traumatized kids? You see how two of them even show VERY clear signs of ptsd?" and then looked at them and went "anyway, here's even more trauma for them, good luck recovering from this lol"
#the owl house spoilers#the owl house#toh#toh spoilers#THIS IS NOT A NEGATIVE POST BTW#I don't want it to come across this way#but my god. I am.#I don't even know what to say except for holy shit please give these kids some happiness#Luz is literally on the edge and the whole 'this person who I project myself onto should actually never exist!' is really worrying#and Hunter#oh where do I start here.#this whole episode might've just been 'Hunter's deepest trauma and fears: extra deluxe edition'#and I am. so hoping that he gets a happy ending. might just be my own cptsd brain influencing my opinions here but my god#I'd be so upset if he actually dies or won't find any happiness anymore#I don't think they'll do that though. Especially because they already had the chance to do so but brought him back#anyway!!! what an episode huh#I am!! boy I sure do have feelings about this whole thing and I do not know how to articulate them in the slightest!#on one hand I love the fact that the toh crew actually took their time to portray actual trauma in realistic ways#it definitely hit close to home and you could see the amount of care put into it#there's lots of small details that some people might not notice which are really important to me personally#even just the whole 'I think I'm getting better and like who I am! my fears might just be.. all in my head.. surely.'#to 'my fears have actually been justified & it feels like my happiness wont last long without the most terrible thing imaginable happening'#there's more of course#that was a lot to take in which may or may not be because of personal experiences but hoo boy huh#oh yeah also the VA's did a great job at changing their tone for each character#on the other hand. I really miss hooty. and eda. and king. and the silliness. and everyone else ;-;#and I don't mean this in a way of 'No! No serious topics allowed!' because I do like the more serious tone & it's more than reasonable#with the current situation#but hhhhh I just want them to be happy#anyway haha. them using Duolingo was fun huh? sure am glad the episode was about that only and nothing bad ever happened :)
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CAN YOU SHARE THE FANART OF YERSEY WITH US?
oh my gosh!! it's simply kyle, ofc; i was just projecting.
and it's this lovely, lovely, talented piece of art drawn by equally lovely and talented mikisuwu! <3 who is actually selling prints, so if you've got some spare change, i'd suggest throwing it their way! i don't get paid for another two weeks ( lame ) but i know the second i do, i'm putting my boyfriend on the inspiration wall by my desk.
also...if you need to chug some water after lookin at that.
Wowza.
listen tho!! *ravenstan vc* pero like!!! the updo with the two curly strands front strands framing his face, all the little freckles, his forearms??? bitch the sweaty yersey face wipe and Washboard Ab Flash combo??? the rosacea??? tHE STAR OF DAVID NECKLACE???
i just...i gotta do it. i have to write basketball yersey.
if i don’t i fear i will literally pass away.
this did so many things to my brain; it's just the right answer. and while rp and i were having insane girlie simp kyle hours, which are 24-fuckin-7 on our cell block, i was talking about that very thing and riles was like, i have a brilliant idea, which resembles all her ideas because she is a genius, and suggested that, similar to how ravenstan plays in celebrity hockey tournaments for charity...
what if u had jers play in a celebrity charity b-ball game?
which...I Know, Right?
they should put my girl on masterchef…
…the way that she's cooking.
but that's not all! she also mentioned that it could be interestin to set it during the ravesey divorce OR post divorce when they're back
...so i had an interesting ~Choice~ to make.
very interesting indeed, darlings.
which normally, is not a difficult one, given that contrary to cooking, my specialty is burning everything to a crisp. i just...me x angst. :)
but dw: i see the angry mob forming in my inbox. like ya, ya, i know i know: boo hiss! nina is so mean and nasty! nina Never lets the boys be happy! >:( we're always in hell, its so hot, we have to drink our tears to get water, yadda, yadda, yadda, tomato, tomato, tomato
( pretty good, right? ;) xx )
sooooooo...i decided to be Kind.
*and the crowd goes wIIIILLLLLD*
bc i figured since we already have the vampire music video para that i will hopefully finish writing at some point ( fml y’all should see my gdocs ) that is a hot mess, emphasis hot, and during the infamous divorce mean old nina cruelly inflicted upon our dear, sweet boys.
i felt that it was only right and fair that you get a little water ( or a lot of water because kyle do be sweating and glistening and pouring an entire water bottle over his head like we're watching bball magic mike and shaking his beautiful lucious hair out like were in a gay loreal hair commercial ) so you can have extremely happy and in love ( everyone clap because kyle can say i love you ) ravenstan and jersey kyle wherein kyle is doing sexc jew jersey basketball jock boy things and stan is bein a rabid kyle fanboy raven in the orange eye shadow and the k choker and the yersey <3 t-shirt & big sign, displayin absolute down horrendous simp behavior in the stan(d)s.
Uncle Nina…Writing Something Nice.
what a novel concept.
*jersey vc* everybody clap for this cocksucka!!!
heeeeelp shsksk. but!!! don’t get too comfortable!! because this a once in a lifetime moment, and don’t worry darlings, it wouldn’t be comfort…
with a little hurt first, would it? ;)
*whumpshot wizard rp vc* nOW I WASNT GONNA SAY YOU SHOULD INJURE SOMEONE BUT SHSKSK
sigh…i can’t believe it.
a fluffy whumpshot from mean-a.
it’s crazy what bad in the best sense of the word ;))))) fan art and a good internet marriage can do to you.
and you, my friends.
stay tuned. <3
-uncle nina, reformed(?) empress of erroneous evil
#wow a hurt comfort nina one shot#i haven’t done that since pep chapter one#and six i guess bc of stans feelings and his hand and his hangover#i already told you guys this but i didn’t get to give you my big evil speech#i love you slutty ripped basketball kyle and simp fanboy pink hair ravenstan#idc if stan is the og celeb he is always on fan behavior#he literally only posts statues so kyle will send back#Cute.#HRJKSSK#please know stan is a pacifist but he does turn into angry mexican mom sharon w the chancla#and will start yelling and whip off the goth boot version of the chancla#i can’t wait for kyle to wave to him#he’s gonna throw up#amazing#Nina Being Nice To The Boys#i mean im gonna hurt them but they’re happy at least#i am ensuring hurt and comfort in the same oneshot#ur welcome#also idk u might get snippets of it#i have 200 labor intensive apps many projects no time and my head is spinning#i never know what to focus on or do idk so it’s all gonna be random#please hold lmao#i can’t believe im writing a fluffy whumpshot#this is my rp pce cosplay emphasis on p(ea)ce#did y’all like my impression of u being pissed at me#classic#ravenstan whenever kyle does anything#please hold me in contempt of basket ball court yersey jersey
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I being so fucking normal about this fit on him rn I'm beingsofuckingnormal I'm beingsofuckin nor-
#you have no idea how fucking long I've been drooling crying begging and just screaming for them to do a Lost boy kill count#like I just watched the podcast maybe like a week ago and I'm just like rocking back and forth on my bed like they're going to post a video#<--real soon#and oh my God I watched the video of the kill count in there's so many things I wish they talked about on there but I'm grateful to get it#they did talk about the sequels and.....ekkkk... I mean it's only based off of high demand so let's hope to God no one talks about it#or send any emails for them I mean if they talk about the remake that's fine I haven't really seen that one I know Sebastian stan is in it#oh my God I feel like I'm about to be so fucking annoying about the movie again I think I'm going to just start posting random shit about it#also lately I've been more happy to be posting and drawing again than usual#so I might be back on doodling and drawing random shit or actually I've been having more confidence in myself to start posting doodles#why do I bring that up because oh I don't know...wink wonk 🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤗🤗 😉😉😉😉😜😜😜#my laptop kind of sucks now so I'm going to buy a new one probably this month or next month so I'll be drawing and posting doodles#I'm also thinking about posting some of my recent sketches I have in my notebook but don't expect any Picasso or Vince Van Gogh for me#I know I'm good but like I'm not that good lol im jking kinda sorta maybe not relaly okay yeaj am BUT!!!#I feel like I'm back on my drawing shit again and if I don't finish your drawing I'll just still post it because why the fuck not I'm young#let's fuck around and have some fun why not huh#man I can't believe I'm actually really rambling here but yeah I'm happy to say that I'm going to be back on my stupid shit ❤️#kill count
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oououuuowowaah story of undettale
#TSUAUSUSBGGHyzhaa i HATE OUR BROTHER I HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH NO MATGER HOW HARD I TRY all GHE SHIT I DO TO TEY AND SYMPATHIZE WITH HIM HE#FUCKING THRNS AROUND AND IS A DICK TO ME FOR NO RESON AND !!!! YLS AT ME FOR NO REAON SOMETIEMS SHUT UL SHUT UP YOURE LITERALLY 13 STFU#i fucking hste it here i hate being fcjingg 18 and having to share the sMe room with him i have sincd he wzz BORN.#GOD. ONE FUCKING NIGHT ALONE WIYHOUY HIS ANNOYING ASS I CSNT EVEN JERK OFF OR STAY UP LATE OR LISTEN TO LOUD MUSIC#AND LIKE IM HALDWy fhinking OH! OM BEING IRRATIONAL jd spLITTING AGAIN AND I AM. BYT HE IS JST A DICK I HATE TEENAGE BOYS I HOPE HE DIES#hes SO FUCKING MEAN hes cslldd me slurs and a bitch multiple times in the most derogayory way and i hate him#he knows abg the zysfem too snd just CHOOSES TO IGNORE IT APPARENTLY DOESNG CARE WHO HES TALKING TO.#auuggh moments i regret being ghe host i hate it here.#i hate our familh theyre just fu jing mean yhis shit builxing up is whzg made me snap in the first place!!! and couldng host for a long time#andd now im upset and spiralling and i dont wang to be a bother espcially sijce spe ific ppl i wantto talk to arsnt thefe an d it makes me#very very bvery sa d i msis my friends#i cry everry day miss ing them i have beene really liking remembering things with nicki#no onee knwos wht im talking about or wjo i am#i dont want to be useless please need me i jave no other purposs#im a nuisance to ppl whow ant to front#i sit here living in the past that doesnt exist anymore and pray every day for it to come baxk knowing it wont ever come back#i miss . my friends i dont tthink they like me#im too pushy when im happy and when im upset im too cold i never make anyoke happy an d i talk too muc h and it hurts wberyone#icant even ve of goo d use to mmy actual children in headspace im an awful mother i cant stay stable enough tk help anyone or do anything#me being here has only caused problems and I remember why i left before#me when i spiral and makenmsyelf sonmu h more upset than before#vent#shelly
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Do you ever open a closet you never look through and an old Beatles book you have no memory of just tumbles out of it
#I’m sure I have another book that came with the Anthology? can’t find it though#which is weird because it’s HUGE and very heavy#I’ll keep looking#anyway this one is very nice#has dates and pictures of tickets’ stubs and letters and things like that#but mostly it’s pics of the bugs ❤️#just a week ago I found a plaque I bought in London#that said ‘Paul McCartney Lane’#a lot of my tastes in the Beatles changed in the last 15-ish years#but Paulie being my boy isn’t one of them#oh I bought the Get Back book too btw#had to#also I don’t remember being this obsessed about this band the first time#but I’m really happy that I am now#at least I’m feeling something yk?#sorry abt this post I just have nobody to talk Beatles to irl 😭#beatles
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myvidallucco
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