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currently thinking about Satan in nightbringer vs in the original
thinking about how in nightbringer he's always outside HoL when he wants to be alone since the others are always in the library + they keep chaining him to his bed, so he most likely doesn't feel safe in his own room to begin with
how Asmo keeps trying to invade his personal space (asking to do his hair, nails etc.) and doesn't take the hint, and how Lucifer casted a spell on Satan so he physically could not leave his side for a while, and how he's never really allowed the time to properly work through his emotions
that dinner party where the others all started talking about the Celestial Realm until Satan eventually stormed off
the way he describes being in their presence as torture and refuses to see them as his brothers, yet he's instantly calm around MC because they treat him decently
how the others kept complaining over how the demons of the Devildom were treating them-how they were discriminated against because they're fallen angels-yet they keep on treating Satan, the only full-fledged demon of HoL, like some feral animal that has to be put down in two days
currently thinking about how the very first thing we learn about Satan in the original is that he masks his emotions
him saying that he loves to go on walks alone and how he gets to meet all kinds of different people that way
thinking about how he's usually in the library instead of his room
when they were all up in the human world and the other brothers were outside stargazing, meanwhile Satan stayed inside. And when asked about it by Lucifer, he claimed it was because he wanted to read before offhandedly mentioning that they're reminiscing about the Celestial Realm and he won't understand any of it anyway
he now gets along better with all of his brothers and yet, when the two of them got lost once, he told MC that there's no need to worry, because his brothers would come looking for them, making it a point to add that they wouldn't search for him
that time Satan ran away to the human world and Levi, Asmo (arguably the two brothers closest to him) and MC came to bring him back. How he started getting angry at one of their questions, so they opted for running away instead of even attempting to comfort him in any way
how his first response after Lucifer told him to leave HoL was to actually pack his things; how he was fully intent on leaving, and how when MC comes to check on him, he instantly tells them that his brothers would never stop him from leaving, that they think it's funny
the way he seemed genuienly surprised when MC accepted after he asked them out to the dance, and then admitting he actually thought that they wouldn't want to go with him
MC being his main source for comfort, and Satan even calling them his sanctuary. How before MC it was books and cats; his room being filled to the brim with books, to the point it's become a safety hazard, and him always carrying cat treats with him
currently thinking about how Satan's first instict whenever he gets angry is to isolate himself, if possible even lock himself up in his room for days on end and how his brothers don't seem to pay it much attention (Levi once said that they already had a shut-in, they don't need another one). And how he doesn't even necessarily need to give into his wrath, how simply getting worked up over something someone else said is enough for him to isolate himself
also thinking about the whole idea of 'you become the person that would have saved you when you were younger' and how Satan in the og game is literally so full of love and very kind, patient and compassionate when given the chance to fully be himself
#you can also tell from some of his dialog in both games that he's just incredibly lonely#i just wanna hug him for eternity and tell him that everything will be okay :(#but fr the others literally keep chaining him up and then ask themselves why his behavior seems to be getting worse#hMm I wOnDeR wHy#also i'm not 100% sure about him avoiding his room in the og game#but every scene I can think of where he WAS actually in his room was because he needed something from there#anyway i'm probably misremembering some things I mentioned#obey me#obey me satan#;mel's analyses#mel's starry musings
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You ever just think about Halsin and Thaniel meeting for the first time and get all choked up because I do.
#BG3 Musing#Halsin#Halsin Posting#halsin's friendship with thaniel is not talked about enough i think we should talk about it more#i have thoughts regarding this - soft feelings mostly#but you also just know that their first meeting was probably INCREDIBLY unproductive and chaotic but in that childhood way#where you don't really question anything you just both happen to be in the same fabric store together and you ask the other kid to play#and suddenly you're best friends (but in this case they actually saw each other again many times afterwards)#'who are you?' 'a friend of this land' 'what is your name?' 'i have many names but you can call me thaniel' 'okay thaniel i'm tore'#'where did you come from?'#'i don't know' 'how did you get here?' 'i woke up here' 'oh...where is your mother?' 'i do not have one'#'you don't have one? that means you must get to eat whatever you want and go to the river all by yourself'#'the river is an extension of this place - i do not go there it flows through me'#'cool! do you have a bedtime?' 'i do not need to sleep'#'neither do i! well sorta - i'm learning how to trance better but i keep waking up because of the horrors'#*nods* 'they are plentiful'#"yeah...do you wanna play stick ball?'#listen if im not thinking about halsin and thaniel i'm dead ok
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I should've been sleeping before my flight but instead I drew Seb as Antinous :D
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SEB IS MY MODERN DAY ANTINOUS, OKAY!? I WOULD DEIFY HIM IF I COULD!!!
But seriously I spent like an hour obsessing over statues of Antinous just thinking; "holy fuck, he reminds me so much of Seb???"
Big, pretty eyes? Check. Magnificent curls? Check. Beautiful side profile? Check. Etc etc.
I read this description of a statue and was instantly struck with "this is so Seb.":
"The body and face of this sculpture are in idealized youth, with plump cheeks and round face, and his hair is usually unkempt. Antinous's hair has also been described as artificial looking, even wig-like, because of how similar the placement of his hair is across statues. His youthful appearance, large eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead are some of the iconography that can be used to identify him"(x)
Also which AU of mine is this hmmm. It can be either the Renaissance Muse AU(x) or the random Roman Caesar Fernando AU(x) I drew it with the latter in mind(bcs its basis is literally just Hadrian and Antinous), but it's fun to imagine the Martian version as well!! Maybe an AU of an AU, where Mark is Pygmalion, and Seb is Galatea 🤭🤭
#I DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY BRAIN#cant draw all week when i have limitless free time#and then when i should really be sleeping: boom suddenly can draw something again#i am so tired rn its horrible. my flight got delayed so ill try and get a bit of sleep but yeah....#HAPPY WITH THIS THOUGH#tried to color it regularly and i didnt like it so then i made it more marbley ykow#but now i cant stop thinking of seb as antinous#THERES SO MANY GOOD STATUES AND BUSTS AND THEYRE BOTH SO PRETTY AAAAHHHH#this is just the boy king statue all over again okay.....(nothing can be as good as that tho hahaha)#well yes anyways antinous = seb. thats my new historical thesis#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#sv5#renaissance muse au
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The myth, the lady, the legend! Ladies, gentlemen and everyone in between, give it all up to HATSUNE MIKU!!!!!
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#digital art#fanart#hatsune miku#vocaloid#hatsune miku fanart#punk/rock hatsune miku#is that a thing?#punk miku?#maybe i'll fo goth miku nex hehe#i'll make 'em all#gotta have...#all...#the... mikus...#can you tell i love her?#she has a special place in my heart#she's my muse#she and daphne#i can love BOTH things OKAY?!!!
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Wait when did Jordan and Schlatt talk?
they’ve talked quite a bit!! they were both on smplive and the first season/round of epicsmp, jordan was a chuckle sandwich quest, and they also sometimes appear together in things like tommy’s mod videos. i cant quite recall where that specific capmaid quote comes from, but i DO have schlatt’s original reaction to it
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#muse talk#anon#my schlarklez ramblings don’t come from nothing okay#there is something wrong w them both <:#<3*
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I'd love to make a playlist for Q'ihnn but none of the music I consistently listen to ever feels the right vibe for him?
what encompasses a self sacrificing paladin who fights desperately to protect what he has because he has known so much loss, but who is also a little bit of a slut but in a way where he believes it's because he's inherently unlovable in some way, and who feels his friends see him more like a marble statue to be admired than an actual person
cause it sure as hell ain't yung gravy or wind rose
#ffxiv#ff14#yeah sure I'll tag this one#usually keep my musings to the blog and not the wider fandom but eh why not#also I'm crying on the couch rn and need a distraction#the core of my soul is still a fundamentally lonely little girl who still can't see she's loved#even when my sister quietly brings me a sandwich for dinner in a little ziploc bag in case I don't eat it right away#I wish she wasn't adopted but that we had grown up together#I hope there's a universe out there where we did#where we're both a little more okay for it#I feel like I keep dumping my emotions into these tags like prose poetry#somehow this feels like it's the safest place to do it
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For the ace intimacy moment prompt: zhuiling ? 💛🩵💛🩵
Jin Ling is having a breakdown (possibly his third for the day because emotional peony is emotional) and Lan Sizhui knows that asking him what’s wrong will just make him cry even more, so instead, he holds him until he stops hyperventilating then cups his face in his hands, wipes his tears away and says, “It’s okay. Talk to me.”
#i was thinking about this moment a LOT actually i need to put it in a fic asap#also sorry for any confusion y’all this prompt was from a TikTok thing#so that’s why it’s not on my blog ahahahaHAHA oop#answered asks#zhuiling#zhuiling musings#koiblossoms#i’ve always liked this approach for both my ships and myself#bc if I’m ever having a breakdown do NOT ask me if I’m okay it’s gonna make everything so much worse lmFAOOOO#fic ideas#🖤🩶🤍💜
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and so begins the journey ...
#.portrait: yinyue | rover#[ sCREAMING HOWLING BARKING#AAAAAAAAAAAH#THE CINEMATICS IS BEAUTIFUL#THE SOUNDTRACK IS TOP-NOTCHED !!#I'M SO READY !! I'M SO SO READYYYY !!#kudos to kuro for including both male & female rover for the opening cinematics#eVERYTHING LOOKS SO GOOD I CAN'T WAIT TO LEARN MORE OF THE LORE !!#also what's with my muses having something thrust through their chest i'm HJKLHJHJLK FIRST EDEN. NOW YINYUE LIKE OKAY THEN ]
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shout out to people who's muses have rizz ... if i were to label my current dynamics i have, all of them would have my muse fitting into either the ' i'm going to confess to you on valentines day ' meme or the ' can i rizz? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ' meme.
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#alllll of them .... FGDHSHDG OKAY IM JOKING#they have rizz. they can be romantic#both memes kept on running round in my head today and i cant stop. giggling about them!#sharing who is what might be what sends me to another writers block though if my muses have their way though HDFDJSSJDFHDJ#work was hectic yesterday but today was nice and calm ... i am thankful to whatever was out there listening for me
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The Invitation (2022)
#The Invitation#nathalie emmanuel#thomas doherty#muse inspo#mine#mine:gifs#okay but they're both so pretty
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@unlikelywrestlingfan elle look what you made me do
#i had to okay lol#welcome to the dreamhouse etc etc#also yes i made multiples cause i wanted both the ones you said and legit ones for myself lol#wrestling musing#box thoughts
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Astarion and Shadowheart: *collars undone, thoroughly debauched* Sorry we're late! We were doing stuff.
Halsin: *a step and a half behind them* I am stuff.
#these elves are poly (for each other) GOOD for them#BG3 Musing#i don't have a ship name for them so i'll just tag#bloody heart and a bear#i am an astarion/shadowheart/halsin truther with sometimes karlach thrown in there if she's comfy because they all love her too#thinking about how shadowheart in EA was willing to join in with astarion's romance when he was ready#how halsin flirts with the two of them and accept their teasing good naturedly#and how the two of them are the only ones fully on board with bringing halsin into the fray (i know people read star's agreement as being#not into it but let's not take his right to consent to things and be believed away from him and devoid him of agency okay)#like how can you hear 'nature used all of its powers when it sculpted you astarion' and 'to watch a woman flush with pleasure#is one of nature's sweetest gifts...though perhaps you will prove even sweeter shadowheart' and not swoon and go WELL OKAY#halsin: i can make them better :3 astarion/shadowheart: we can make him worse! >:3#this is an unserious post but one about a throuple i am serious about - i have a serious post about them earlier on my blog somewhere#i am so sorry minty this could also be you but larian playing#when your half elf girlfriend is the only one of you who has to sleep so you both let her sleep on you preferably at the same time
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listen, sometimes the goal is simply to be as unhinged on the dash as I imagine Minthara's presence is sometimes in camp.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ 🕷️ ] —— out of character#[ wanna talk about lae'zel's sword interupting moments im here to offer#minth making such random outlandish comments or walking by as tender moments are happening ]#[ someone; i love you ]#[ someone back; i love you too ]#[ minth - from the background; i don't love EITHER of you. ]#[ someone: i feel like my powers are inept ]#[ someone replying; it's okay bb you're not inept. ]#[ minth looking her skull over; you're both inept to me. ]
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FIGHT because you don't know how to die quietly // WIN because you don't know how to lose
x.blog // x. rules
Selective, chill, indie rp blog. OC, crossover, and duplicates friendly
#jjk rp#gojo satoru#indie rp#uuuh man idk what tags to use i'll just start mass following ppl and eventually ill find ppl to write with right#casually uses the exact same quote i used for my last muse All Might's promo#I have a type okay#power ceiling of the setting where they have a major influence on literally everyone both the protags and antags#is a bad teacher but Trying Their Best#he's just like toshi fr#except you know#a lot meaner#>> self promo#oh shit i forgot i made this and its just been sitting in my drafts
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Fixer: Sir, are people always so illogical or I'm the weird clone here?
Vau: You're perfectly fine, Fixer. It's people who are weird.
Fixer: mhm
#star wars#republic commando#delta squad#walon vau#Fixer#walon vau and fixer#Okay hear me out the repcom prime guide stated that fixer was vau's favorite#And they both have a lot in common SO here a small bonding time while they watch from afar the whole family drama of skirata clan#Also i wrote text with pencil cause i couldn't decide which idea i should go so soon i'm gonna post alternative version#My repcom musing#My art#Vau and fixer aren't impressed not at all
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Say what you will about the Cyrano movie (and one day I'll be able to in a halfway articulate manner), but I am still mildly obsessed with "Every Letter", and I think about this ending couplet all the time...
Your letters are drawings on me from above
I know who you are and I know you are loved
Just... the idea of Cyrano and Christian receiving a letter in return from Roxanne and feeling their breath catch both with ecstasy and with bitter regret.
I know who you are...
But she can't. But she mustn't. But it would break her heart--she would never trust them again. But it wouldn't be fair to Christian. But Cyrano could never show his face again. But they already feel themselves burn under her gaze, and to meet it honestly without the armor of a soldier, of these letters, would scorch them until nothing remains. But the only true honor is to hide, even if they know it's really the coward's way out. But the only safety (if they were being brutally honest with themselves) is to hide.
... and I know you are loved.
But God, they wish they didn't have to.
#It's four thirty in the morning and I have been slam-dunked back into Cyrano Hell...#Listen okay ever since the movie introduced the idea of *Roxanne actually writing back* I have been even less normal about these idiots.#The imagery is so fucking delicious either way because you get to imagine either the two of them sitting close enough together#that they can both read either together or over the other's shoulder and just... occupying that space together the two nearly becoming one#and I get to lose my mind over the proximity and the warmth between them forged in the fire of their love for Roxanne.#OR *or or*... the two of them taking turns reading and just *watching* the other's face as they read trying to glean from their expressions#what she might have said and the intensity of that study becoming its own terrible intimacy that right now they can only show through proxy#and I *also* get to lose my mind over Cyrano watching Christian and musing that even if his partner might look like a marble statue#he's never seen a marble statue make that face before but he's *definitely* seen it from Roxanne and it's just as coronary-inducing on both#and Christian watching Cyrano and musing that this might be the closest he'll ever come to seeing the pride of the cadets#and the mythic figure he's built around himself completely *shatter* if only for a moment... he's *human* and he's *exquisite.*#CANNOT be normal about it... it's 'So--here's my heart under your velvet now'--#it's 'I've loved but one (man) in my life and now I must lose him twice'--#it's the darkness of the balcony and the endless sunshine metaphors regarding Roxanne herself--#it's the goddamn Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known and how much Roxanne *craves* it from two men terrified to submit to it...#God these three make me sick I love them so much.#cyrano de bergerac
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