Sorry ive not updated in a while, everything has been crazy.
Caught my dad cheating loooool not even the first time, it’s the THIRD time. Nothings been done from it though, my mum is terrified to be alone I guess but she’s over it. I don’t know it’s a bit complicated ( but confession time - he doesn’t know that I can get into his instagram account so I have been stalking. ) I know I shouldn’t and it’s probably more upsetting for me than it is for him but I feel like a hacker. It’s just a little funny. If you don’t laugh, you’ll cry.
Feeling more organised now which is nice because I never have been that type of person but it feels like I’m practicing self discipline. My room is a mess but I will clean it when I get ready tomorrow. See, already planning! Physically writing a schedule helps me keep on track, with everything. What would’ve though that writing things on a calendar would work and allow me to plan ahead.
It was my birthday on October and I had fun on it too. I’ve started my own tradition of buying a small film pack for my instamini camera. (Very tumblr 2014) but it’s not cringe when you don’t have a man tell you so. Just also had a birthday meal at a Japanese restaurant for my friend which was delicious. I had spicy udon noodles with battered prawns which was the same thing I ordered the first time I ate there but it wasn’t this amazing. They only just opened back then but it was nice enough to go back and I think the chef is settling in now because the food was better this time. It’s been so cold lately so to have a big bowl of spicy udon noodles was the perfect remedy to warm you up.
I’m cold right now though, I miss my man so much right now. In a double bed by myself is the worse when it comes to this season, it’s got me praying for the weekend so I can get warm in bed with him after spending the whole weekend without him.
Remember when we had that argument about the film, Old boy? Well I watched The Handmaiden which is directed by the same guy?! (Park chan Wook.) And it’s completely changed my perspective. This film was amazing, I recommend it. If you uncomfortable with sex scenes, maybe don’t watch it but it was truly beautiful. It just solidified my point of the deep perversion then men obsess over. The uncle to me seems like the character which would reflect the directory the most because the uncle’s ‘art’ is just perverted which is the same as the director because plays with that perversion for the shock value to create that burning suspension door the audience. It’s for that sickening thrill you seek from slasher films but it takes it to a personal level because everyone had there kinks and fetishes and he 100% makes sure you’re uncomfortable with watching but if you’re not uncomfortable, it’s then reflects on your own perversions. It just like clicked. In old boy I was just disgusted because it was incest and that’s a fetish I can’t justify but lesbians? Allowed. Me being bi, it feels more seen, feel more heard which allows me to connect with the characters and there’s nothing wrong with lesbians, what is wrong is that men sexualise it for themselves because they have to have EVERYTHING. It’s was good to see a man get nothing at the end of film, it really makes a change.
I’m surreal that I’lol have some more things to talk about soon, I’ve just not prosessed it all yet.
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My cycle is very regular, every month, never misses a beat. It normally last for about 5-8 days though but on average it’s about 7 days. I normally free bleed on the last 2 days because it gets so light that it’s not even worth using any products for it.
The first 2 days are the worse. I get the pain, the mood swings, lethargic, aching body, sore tits and a heavy flow. After those 2 days I’m fine to be honest. My actual period is never the problem. It’s the mental affects I get with it. My period literally makes me feel so insane.
The week coming into my period and then when I come on my period is just a whirlwind. I’m stroppy, I’m mean, I’m anxious, I’m sad, I’m angry, I’m depressed. Not just a lil depressed, but the depression where I literally want to kill and hurt myself. That’s the part of the cycle that I can’t hack.
That’s the hardest part of the period. This month round, panic attack have been added into my pms symptoms now. Why? I’m stressed out a lot. I can work well under stress but I’m tired. Being stressed out by people, is so much harder for me to deal with. It’s all the people I’m close with that’s stressing me out, it’s making me rethink so much about relationships and I think it would be better if I just left.
On the high note of my period, I got to see my boyfriend and he actually told me he wants to move out with me. EEEE!! Honestly it would be ideal, I told him as soon as I get my driving license, we’ll look into it more. I think my problems would be solved if I moved out, I can’t keep living at home with my parents. They’re the ones that stress me out.
A tree he got called out to sort out whilst I sat in the car and played my bratz ds game