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synchronysymphony · 6 years

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Make the post. Jean Prouvaire had a gun, Jean Prouvaire fired it, Jean prouvaire died fighting,, intrepid,, just as fierce as Enjolras,,, Jean Prouvaire was shredded

this is all the inspiration I need >:D

[ okay so obviously don’t read this if you like Jean Prouvaire or if you are into the UwU Baby trope, but ,, ]

So, I used to like Prouvaire, I mean he’s canonically pretty cool, with his guns and his death scene and his Romanticism, but then I saw more and more of him in the fandom, and I began to dislike him Intensely. I’m not shaming anybody, because of course, he’s a fictional character, and you’re allowed to write him in any way you want! Bear in mind that the following is only my opinion, and I am in no way attacking anyone, or trying to start drama. Maybe I’m wrong; it could be the case. And maybe I’m being overly mean. I don’t want to offend anyone over a literal book character, so if you want to send me anon hate (which I welcome; I still get a little jolt of excitement every time I get one), please consider that I really mean no harm.

But the dude really gets on my nerves. He comes across as a whiny, immature, infantilized, one-dimensional, idolized baby– someone I would definitely avoid if I met him in real life. People are afraid to dig deeper into his character and really explore who he is, so he becomes really flat and vapid.

For example, people love to go on about how Enjolras is rich and privileged (which, yeah, he is, and it’s good to explore that), but they conveniently ignore the fact that Jehan is also canonically a rich only son. He’s just as privileged as Enjolras is, and would therefore probably have some problematic views, but I’ve never seen that addressed. Instead, he’s put on a pedestal as some flawless paragon of perfection, who’s soft and sweet and timid and cute and would never hurt a fly. Hugo wanted us to like the amis, but I find it very hard to feel anything but negatively about this guy, just because he’s so lauded as a mythic being who can do no wrong. He’s the one who calls people out (gently, of course; he’s so shy and kindhearted), because unlike his friends (usually Enjolras >://), he knows what’s Actually Right and Good. And then, often enough, his Mean Bad Friends misunderstand him and make him into a victim, because he’s so darling and quirky and misunderstood, and then his actually-soft-and-somehow-not-a-murderer-anymore boyfriend has to come and soothe his soul with words of love. [I used to love JehanParnasse, like I thought their dynamic was really cool and interesting, and I thought it would be really fascinating to explore that. But both of them have been so sanitized that they don’t even resemble their canonical characters anymore, and so the interesting dynamic goes away. Now, they could be any other rom-com couple.]

And it’s really frustrating, because canon Prouvaire is really cool! He’s quirky, yes, but fleshed-out– a dynamic, vivacious character, flaws and all. He learns several languages just so he can read his few favorite poets– who does that? And he’s a musician, and a botanist, and he purposefully wears unfashionable clothes, even though he was definitely brought up with a fancy wardrobe (maybe as an act of protest against his rich heritage?) and yes, he’s shy, but he’s also brave. We can see this when he prepares at the barricade with everyone else, knowing he’s going to have to kill people, but not shying away from it. And we can especially see this in his death scene, when he leaves the world in a blaze of glory with revolution on his lips until his breath gives out. He’s so much more than just a cutesy little quirkily-dressed flower-garlanded forest fawn. He’s complex, and brave, and noble, and really cool.

I think this is why I hate so much that he’s so often portrayed as the Token Nonbinary Character. People like me don’t get much representation in general, so it’s frustrating that the only person who’s commonly written as such is so infantilized and stripped of all complexity. It doesn’t feel good to know that nonbinary people are seen in such a light. Of course, it’s the thin, conventionally attractive, waifish white boy who gets to be nb, and of course he can’t have any flaws or real personality. Are we stereotypes? Are we only palatable when we’re squeaky-clean and childish? It’s upsetting. Until this trope is done away with, I will never be comfortable seeing him portrayed as such.

Finally, there’s the fact (petty though it is) that he’s everywhere. I don’t like reading fic with him in it, because he’s so annoying, but he’s in all of them, because he’s everyone’s favorite. And honest-to-goodness, I don’t understand why. Maybe if he were his canon self, I would understand. But he’s not.

[Wow that feels so nice to finally talk about! I feel much better now. Anyway, if you made it all the way through, you’re a champ. Have a good day!!]

#ask #adrian #bless u for giving me the platform to talk about this omg #les mis #flower child #i have so many stories i'm writing/will write where he's evil #they're so cathartic and nice to write #of course i will never publish them anywhere #but boi i like them

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punzz · 3 years

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— Their relationship with you!

; DREAM ✩

~ the relationship between the two of you is super confusing. maybe a love hate relationship?

~ you love his company one second and the next, you want to shove his head down the toilet and flush it.

~ you two have good chemistry though and honestly love each other no matter whatever happens.

~ for example on that, some small joking insults are usually thrown between you two when you are bickering but it just ends in you two laughing about things because it never affected either of you.

; SAPNAP ✩

~ i just feel like you two LOVE arson like.. you’re always going on the smp together and blowing up peoples houses or burning their most valuable things because it’s funny.

~ really close like.. you two do mostly everything together and it’s just really nice to have a bond like this

~ always giggling and bullying george by punching him and calling him a mess probably

~ please why do i imagine you both taking the mick out of dream because he pissed the bed 😭✋

; GEORGENOTFOUND ✩

~ it’s a funny relationship between you two but it’s also very caring!

~ if he finds a joke too far, he immediately is right there beside you to comfort you and making sure you’re alright and that you aren’t that affected by it.

~ random late night ted talks about so many weird things like there could be a one about what shoes you guys like to wear and he would totally agree that you suit platforms

~ you’ve started using ‘i can’t do that, i’m colourblind’ because of him it’s- just a funny excuse to get away from things

; KARL JACOBS ✩

~ so so touchy, lots of skinship!

~ you guys really like to cuddle, just feeling the warmth of one another is good enough.

~ you two care about each other a lot and it really does show most of the time ): which your friends find really adorable.

~ lends you his hoodies half of the time because he likes the way you look in them </3 you look so good to him.

~ intertwined hands or intertwined legs when watching a movie is a go to for the both of you (if you two aren’t like boiling hot).

; QUACKITY ✩

~ the mushy sort of relationship i guess? i don’t know ):

~ i don’t know how to explain it, like he always loves to sing to you whether that would be jokingly or he’s properly singing to you.

~ he makes jokes out of most the things he says and does but when he’s ALEX (yk) like, he’s just so caring and he’s an absolute bundle of joy like he is when he’s his quackity persona.

~ probably gives you some of his beanies because he loves you that much woah?! no hair reveal though.

~ probably cooks for you but it ends up making you cry (ok meliodas and elizabeth from the tsds) and he’s like “tf did i do” “u made me cry bc of ur shitty cooking” and you two just laugh about it but you were crying because of how hot it was in your mouth

; BADBOYHALO ✩

~ THE LOVEY DOVEY PAIR OMG.

~ please bad is always ranting about you whenever he’s doing the manhunts on dreams channel and it’s the cutest thing ever.

~ “hey you little muffin!” “i love you muffin!” JUST MUFFIN ALL AROUND PLS.

~ you try your very best not to swear around him but sometimes it comes out and whenever he screams language at you it makes you laugh so hard that it makes him giggle </3 because he’s just so in love with you and every part of you.

~ you never fail to make him smile whenever you’re telling him you love him no matter whatever </3

; PUNZ ✩

~ definitely a flirty relationship and just a warning some dirty jokes are below

~ i’m a flirty person too so you bet i’d catch feelings if we both were being flirty together😭

~ whenever you two play valorant together he’s like “if i win, you have to suck me off under my desk, alright?” AND I SWEAR- you both can’t take each other seriously because you’re laughing straight after that and you’re like “okay bet” after you calmed yourself down.

~ has to literally apologise if he ever makes a dirty joke aimed at you in front of tubbo lIKE HE FEELS SO BAD BUT THEN THERES TUBBO LAUGHING HIS ASS OFF ABOUT IT BC HE UNDERSTOOD😭 he’s like “right i’m off to speak to tommy” and he’s just leaving you guys alone like that bless him

#georgenotfound #sapnap #dream team x reader #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound x you #dream #dream smp #dream smp preferences #dream smp reaction #dream smp reactions #dream team reactions #feral boys #feral boy reactions #feral boys reaction #georgenotfound reaction #sapnap reaction #dream reaction

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costellos · 3 years

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LOL A 401K IM DEAD but honestly...... tru

all that tax stuff, retirement plans.... nanami’s got it covered. and then there’s gojo, committing tax fraud 🤧 i’d compare gojo to salt as a seasoning but that’s kinda mean, he does have some flavor. like, sugar probably suits him better?? sweet, can be addicting, but bad for you if have too much of it 🙈 AND THEN NANAMI. man’s the whole spice rack, he wouldn’t have it anything less since he loves food so much 😤 he is, as we say, umami personified 🤌

yeah, it’s unfortunate lmfao but oh well. i do occasionally have them in a smoothie though, like you said!

alsjfhsha it’s def time consuming.... like i’d be sitting down w my family and when i’m finally done picking it all out, they’ve finished eating welp 😭 and yeah, the rational part of me knows that, but i’m that person someone has to go up the service worker for and be like “excuse me she asked for no pickles” (except i didn’t 🙈) i’m much better in restaurants bc the language barrier isn’t as intimidating so i will tell them to leave out an ingredient if it’s something i can’t easily take out

mmmmm i can see that! he’d be the guy who’d eat pizza with a fork and knife wouldn’t he lol. and dab all the excess oil off w a napkin. he probably only goes to the Legit pizza places too haha but i think if he likes you enough he can be convinced to eat almost anywhere

ofc!! ask games are more fun if it goes both ways 😌 and ooooo tsumu! interesting...... 👀 those are honestly such good date ideas w a guy like atsumu! that’d rly be smth he’d enjoy and ngl the moment i read ‘something physical’ i immediately imagined y’all racing LMAO. he’s a prime example of how competition can be good for you w the right person, so i can see you filling in the space osamu left after he decided to focus more on his food aspirations. like imagine making cute lil bets w him and the loser having to do what the winner wanted hehe. omg a double date w the miya twins would be sm fun tho??? from my impression of you so far, i definitely trust you to keep tsumu in line lmfao so catch me there. me and osamu are the ones spectating and judging your guys’ competitions and cheering you on to beat atsumu like we’re olympic commentators or smth LOL

aaaaa i’m honestly p shy but if anything can get me to come off anon, it’d be nanamin 😂 (it’s like we’re todo and yuji bonding over their shared type but w nanami skdjfjsjsjs) let me know if you prefer to keep it here or on discord and i’ll give you my account, whichever platform you like better! also congrats on 1k! much deserved!! 🎉

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A;LDSKJ GOJO WOULD COMMIT TAX FRAUD. lmao salt is a lil mean!! sugar is more fitting <3 sugar is also used for more fun foods, and I feel like it matches him bc of his sweet tooth. but Nanami........ o lawd. definitely the whole spice rack yes. 100% agree. pls I would use him in everything. wait was that a weird thing to say?

ah I totally understand! well, u got this friend. the next time u go out for Mexican food, I’ll be there cheering for u in spirit!!

and yes.... ugh... I don’t think he’s particularly picky, he’ll try anything. he just doesn’t like foods that are excessive, if that makes sense? like what you were saying with the grease. I think he’s more the type to like subtle flavors. an obnoxious meat lover’s pizza from The Hut would be a no go, but he’s down for a, quote, Legit Pizza Place. the kind of Italian restaurant that’s authentic! but let’s admit it, by that point it wouldn’t even technically be “pizza.” authenticity comes with a price :’)

ty friend you’re far too kind 🥺 AND PLS YOU’RE MAKING ME BLUSH OVER MY LAPTOP HHHHHHH. I would love nothing more than to fill the Osamu-shaped hole in his heart once they both go into their separate careers. and god..... don’t encourage him. or me. I would definitely make bets w him. and I would win. but thank you sweet anon, I would do my best to keep him from annoying the shit out of you!! it would be an honor to have you and Osamu comment on our tomfoolery. 👉👈

MY GOD I WAS ABOUT TO KEYBOARD MASH AGAIN. we’re definitely Todo and Yuji.... u like Nanami and so now I’m obligated to imagine a whole life we coulda had together in high school together. even tho I graduated five years ago. and I’m assuming you did some time ago too since you mentioned you’re old...... lordt. anyway! thank you for the congrats!! I would love to discuss more headcanons and such w you over Discord! dm me and I’ll add you so that we can sob over Nanami’s absence in the anime <33

nanamin date anon said: me, rewatching eps 9-13 on replay until the new episode comes out: hahaha i love all the jjk characters equally! nanamin and *looks at smudged writing on hand* the extras

lol i love them all rly, it’s just super refreshing to have an adult like nanami in a shounen

haha yeah, i’m definitely glad i’m not the oldest (bc that’s way too much responsibility for me, idk how they do it) so being player 2 as a younger sibling isn’t too bad, especially since it’s the story that i’m usually more interested in rather than the gameplay itself. i don’t have to worry about remembering which buttons to press in a fight when i can just watch the plot play out lol. (it’s definitely a good game, i just suck at the controls 😅 my brother let me play a bit and i couldn’t get the web swinging down i was struggling so bad aslfjjfsjak) what sort of games are you into? 👀

even if it’s boring to some ppl, watching is a good way to experience the game for yourself as well, esp if it’s a single player game! ofc i do tend to prefer multiplayer games, but it’s not too dissimilar to watching someone play a sport tbh. AND NO KENMA IM PRO-SIDEQUEST LIVE OUT YOUR COMPLETIONIST DREAMS. if we gotta fetch that dude a super rare item to unlock his backstory we MUST do it ok

YEAH! mikorin is also voiced by noya’s va! it’s honestly a shame gsnk didn’t get a second season, it’s so good 😔

me: lol does that mean kuroo’s your tomoda

kenma: ok this date is over

LMFAOOOOO not my fault the popular choices are the ones that get you the good end 😤 and it’s all good, i’m also guilty of replaying to see how the other choices impact the story haha. if there’s no save system tho, i’d make him switch out w me every time we replay bc i’d zone out at all the repeat stuff (bless games that have a skip option 🙏)

UGH TELL ME ABOUT IT!!! ok so I love the other charas too but.... Nanami’s so good. so good. iono about you, anon, but I went back and rewatched his episodes from the dub and it made me Feel Things. and I agree, it is refreshing to see an adult like him in shounen. esp since he treats the kids like kids. and he makes it clear that their being kids is never a bad thing. I will reiterate: he’s so good.

ahhh friend that’s so nice!. your brother sounds really chill. plus it sounds like a good balance: you get to watch the story, and he gets to dick around!! win-win. and as for my fav games, I’m up for anything! I try to avoid co-op games like Overwatch bc I get too competitive and I’m a sore loser lmao (but they are fun!). the last games I played were the Last of Us 2 and Persona 5, two very different games, but stuff that’s a good time nonetheless. tbh as long as I can immerse myself in the story and there’s tons to explore, I’m down. what about you?? you’d kind of mentioned otome games and Animal Crossing, but I’m curious!

hm. interesting. that’s a nice way to look at it. I guess if it’s a really good game, it’s no different from an interactive movie! also Kenma would love that omg you’re going to save so many villages in the rpgs he plays w you.... gotta max out EVERYTHING. every side quest! every mundane task!! collect literally every feather!!! but I feel like he would pass the time by making idle conversation. like some dumb shit Lev had mentioned earlier that day. such a nice way to unwind at the end of the day, shit talking Lev w his fav person 😌

anyway! going back to completionist stuff: Kenma would have such a blast going back and replaying games w you! and yes bless games w a skip option hhh. thankfully he’d remember all your previous choices together, so he can help navigate where to go next. he has no qualms handing the controller over, I think he’d love to curl up next to you and analyze how you play! but I also feel like he’d be giving unwarranted suggestions....... thanks, Kenma.

also, about Mikorin’s va: WHAT. OH MY GOD. so many things to learn..... pls. indulge me w your trivia.

#nanamin date anon #FRIEND you are SPOILING ME #so many good scenarios and general content.....#thank u for popping by!#and I'll reiterate: I'd be more than happy to chat over Discord #if you're comfortable that is!#I would love nothing more than to yell about Nanami w you #toya slides u a note #Anonymous

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grandmasterofwangxiancultivation · 5 years

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MDZS ch.84

you people are beautiful. just, i love it when you comment my screams, but hurrying me to READ CH.84 BECAUSE YES, MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN HEARD, THE CHAPTER C A M E O U T WHILE I WAS SLEEPING, I’LL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN IN MY LIFE TY ERS

now that’s here, though, i’m less than ready for this and at the same time i’ve been dying to read it so- HeLp

Lan WangJi wrapped his right arm around Wei WuXian’s waist and took up Bichen. Mounting the sword, the two of them landed on the boat.

okay OKAY I’M WEAK FOR LWJ HOLDING WWX BY THE WAIST. LIKE, WEAK IN MY KNEES. IT’S THE BEST THING. THE ABSOLUTE BEST. LIKE HUSBAND AND HUSBAND, I MISS THEM BEING SO LOVEY DOVEY

EDIT:

Wei WuXian was just about to speak again when Jin Ling suddenly broke into tears.

[...] Even as tears streaked down his face, Jin Ling still shouted, sobbing, “This is my dad’s sword. I won’t put it down!”

EXCUSE ME WHAT??!?!?!?!?! MY SON IS CRYING?!?!??!!??! HoW dArE yOu Do ThIs To Us MxTx sdingfpwiorjgw okay but, how heartbreaking is it that he doesn’t want to drop that sword? i can totally picture why jin ling would be so frustrated and couldn’t hold back anymore, can you even image what kind of battle is going on inside of him? how much he misses his parents and wants to get revenge only to realise that killing wwx is not what he wants and probably feeling guilty about stabbing him and secretly looking up to him even if he knows he shouldn’t do that and wishing things were different WHY DOES HE HAVE TO SUFFER LIKE THIS. WHY-

EDIT 2:

The one who called was Jiang Cheng, who stood near the edge. Still teary-eyed, as soon as Jin Ling saw his uncle, he immediately wiped his face, sniffing. He looked here and there and finally made up his mind to fly over, landing at Jiang Cheng’s side.

Jiang Cheng grabbed him, “What happened to you? Who did this to you?!”

(UNCLE JC TO THE RESCUE boy, does he care greatly for him. he is all he has left of his family *cough* jc-wwx-is-also-there-pls *cough* and i love this jc/jl moments, makes my heart really warm. i just wanna wwx in the picture, that’s all)

Jin Ling rubbed his eyes roughly, refusing to speak up. Jiang Cheng lifted his head, casting a nasty look at the fishing boat. His cold glare passed by Wen Ning, just about to land on Wei WuXian as Lan WangJi stepped out and blocked Wei WuXian’s silhouette, whether intentional or not.

(oèdkgoewigvp0wri LWJ STOP BEING PERFECT.

NO, WAIT, KEEP BEING PERFECT JUST WaRn Me-)

EDIT 3: disciples protecting wwx is-

okay, i know i always say this, but it’s so, so, so good to see these disciples taking up to them to defend him. i LOVE the relationship that mxtx built between them, full of trust and spontaneity and loyalty and feeling secure in each others’ presence, and i love that it came to be like this after many hardship and doubts. the disciples came to know wwx for who he really is, and finding out about his identity made them more alert, sure, but their affection is still there and it burns in scenes like these when they just argue against sect leaders and adults and protect him like that. it’s so important and beautiful and i want wwx warm and loved by all of them-

EDIT 4: SORRY I’M SO TALKATIVE TODAY, BUT THIS CHAPTER-

Sect Leader OuYang hurried, “ZiZhen! Come back, come over to Dad!”

OuYang ZiZhen was confused, “Dad, weren’t you the one who told me to get on this boat so that I didn’t annoy you guys?”

CAN I JUST SAY THAT I LOVE THIS SMART, SMART BOY?!?! BLESS YOU.

EDIT 5:

Seeing this, Wei WuXian let out a long sigh of relief. As soon as he relaxed, heavy exhaustion suddenly passed over his face. He fell to one side.

It seemed that he didn’t waver because he couldn’t balance himself on the boat, but rather because he really was so tired that he couldn’t stand steadily.

E X C U S E M E ODSJGIOWJGIORJ OMG OMG MY LOVE IS SO TIRED HE FREAKING FAINTED. WWX FAINTED i can’t even- i need him somewhere safe with his husband and their sons, not on a bOaT.

EDIT 6:

However, without requiring their help at all, Lan WangJi bent down slightly. With one hand at his arm and another behind his knees, Lan WangJi picked Wei WuXian up at once.

(of course he would. of course. LOOK AT HIM CASUALLY PICKING UP HIS HUSBAND. lwj you are a star in the sky, the moon of my dark nights, you give me hope and joy and you’re so perfect and caring pls just marry wwx now)

Carrying Wei WuXian just like this, he walked into the cabin. Inside the cabin, there wasn’t anywhere to lie down, only four long benches. Thus, Lan WangJi held Wei WuXian’s waist with one arm, letting his head lean on his shoulder, and with his other hand he pieced together the four benches into a platform wide enough to lie on. He gently laid Wei WuXian on the benches.

(i- just- wwx needs to stay comfortable, so lwj provided a makeshift bed for him and my heart can’t take all this fluff without crying a bit. they are an example of love and beauty. THEY ARE ALL I WANNA READ ABOUT. I LIVE FOR THEIR HAPPINESS)

Lan SiZhui suddenly realized that even though HanGuang-Jun was drenched in blood, the bandage that Wei WuXian tore from his sleeve and wrapped around that tiny wound of his was still knotted properly, tied around a finger of his left hand.

(did lwj purposefully tried not to ruin the bandage during the fight? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANNA SUGGEST, MXTX?)

[...] Right now, Lan WangJi finally took out his handkerchief, slowly wiping away the blood clots on Wei WuXian’s face. Soon, the snowy handkerchief had been dyed with red and black. Although he’d finished wiping Wei WuXian’s face, he hadn’t wiped his own yet.

(omg. *sobs* one knows how much lwj loves and adores wwx but is always taken aback in front of the extent of that feeling)

EDIT 7:

Lan JingYi was amazed, “I thought that Senior Wei would never get tired!”

(don’t you feel extremely happy whenever jingyi appears? i do)

[...] However, Lan WangJi shook his head. He only said four words, “We are all human.”

They were all human. How could a human be tireless? How could they stand forever?

(there. four words and he gave them a life lesson. this-

is so importan. for anyone, even us irl, this is so true but- can you think about the fact that the upstanding, renowed lwj is talking by experience? can you imagine how broken he was when... sorry, i can’t-)

EDIT 8: dfmoiwjgiowr the disciples eye-talking with each other is GOLD-

Suddenly, Wei WuXian wrinkled his brows, his head tilting to the side. Softly, Lan WangJi moved his head back where it was, so that he wouldn’t end up with a stiff neck. Wei WuXian murmured, “Lan Zhan.”

Everyone thought that he was waking up. They were ecstatic, but Wei WuXian’s eyes were still tightly shut. Lan WangJi, on the other hand, looked just as usual, “Mn. I am here.”

Wei WuXian was quiet again. As though he felt safe, he shifted closer toward Lan WangJi and continued to sleep.

(òkdjasKLFDIPEJRGIWJROIGNERJGNEKLRJG I’M SORRY DID I READ THIS SCENE RIGHT IS WWX CALLING OUT LWJ’S NAME IN HIS S L E E P AND IS HE DE FACTO S N U G G L I N G CLOSER TO HIS HUSBAND WITH NO CARE IN THE WORLD SOIFOWIRHGIOERHJGIEROGF

OMG I AM SCRYING -yes, scrying, like, screaming and crying at the same time and i needed a new word for this- SO HARD I CAN BARELY TYPE THIS SHIT)

The boys stared at the two blankly. For some reason, their cheeks suddenly flushed. Lan SiZhui was the first to stand up, stammering, “H-HanGuang-Jun, we will go out and get some fresh air…”

(OH

GOD

I AM LAUGHING SO HARD. THE BOYS GOT FLUSTERED BY PDA.

AND THEY ARE ALL ASKING EACH OTHER WHYAREYOUBLUSHING I CAN’T EVEN START TO TELL YOU HOW FUN AND CUTE THIS SCENE IS WHO KNEW I NEEDED THIS-)

EDIT 9:

Wen Ning, “Young Master Lan, may I call you A-Yuan?”

[...] Lan SiZhui replied gladly, “Sure!”

Wen Ning, “A-Yuan, have you been well these years?”

Lan SiZhui, “Very well.”

Wen Ning nodded, “HanGuang-Jun must’ve treated you kindly.”

Hearing him speak of Lan WangJi in such a respectful tone, Lan SiZhui felt even closer to him, “HanGuang-Jun treated me as if he were my brother or my father. He even taught me how to play the guqin.”

THIS CHAPTER IS A FREAKING ROLLER COASTER AND I AM FEELING A BIT DIZZY BECAUSE-

“a brother or a father” i can’t believe i’m alive to read this.

THIS IS SO TENDER AND WARM I’M JUST GONNA SNUGGLE NEXT TO THESE TWO

EDIT 10:

After some thought, Lan SiZhui responded, “I cannot remember either. It was probably when I was around four or five. I do not have many memories of the things that happened when I was younger, but when I was younger, I doubt HanGuang-Jun was able to take care of me. I think HanGuang-Jun had been in secluded meditation for many years back then.”

He suddenly remembered that when HanGuang-Jun was doing secluded meditation, the first siege on Burial Mound happened at the same time.

WAIT

W A I T

ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT DURING THE SIEGE LWJ WASN’T ON THE FIELD

ARE YOU TRYING TO IMPLY THAT-

OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD I NEED TO SIT DOWN AND TAKE A BREAK FROM THIS CHAPTER

#grandmaster of demonic cultivation #the grandmaster of demonic cultivation #the founder of diabolism #the founder of evil magic #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #mdzs fangirling mode #mdzs ch.84 #mdzs novel

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