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roleplayfinder · 7 months

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Hello, here's a 21 year old with 9 years of RP experience!

Basic criteria

RP partner in the 20's age range || though it's not a hard requirement if you're older than that, more so for personal comfort.

semi-literate or literate || preferrably in the 2-3 paragraph range, but it's flexible.

casual || I have a rather unstable schedule due to university and personal matters, so something relaxed would suit me best.

open to dark subject matter || I am ready and even glad to write things that might be upsetting to explore. I'm of the opinion it doesn't speak poorly of one's character to enjoy writing about grim scenarios, especially as a lover of horror myself. We will discuss what your hard limits are before we begin, and if it's easier that way I can always provide an interactive consent form instead.

Genres

horror || body horror, psychological horror, stalker horror and gothic horror are my fortes.

fantasy || high fantasy and dark fantasy are both fine by me, though I do have a preference for Victorian leaning settings I am fine with most things in this genre.

romance || I gravitate towards romance in any given scenario, as such I am more than fine with dark romances or unhealthy relationships. I strongly prefer M/M pairings.

Fandoms

Ensemble Stars || I can write a couple of characters from the series, I am more than open to both OC/canon or OC/OC scenarios.

Black Butler || I am familiar with the many settings of the different arcs, though I am not confident in writing any of the characters. I would prefer OC/OC scenarios.

Fear & Hunger || I am familiar with both games, I can write a few characters from it, though I would prefer including OCs in some capacity.

Like this post and I'll reach out to you! I exclusively RP over Discord.

#twenty and over #horror #horror roleplay #horror rp #fantasy #fantasy roleplay #fantasy rp #romance #romance roleplay #romance rp #mxm #ensemble stars #ocxcanon #black butler #fear and hunger

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monmuses · 1 year

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“𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲, 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐦, 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧?”

ɪɴᴅɪᴇ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪ-ᴍᴜꜱᴇ ᴡ/ ʜᴏʀʀᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇꜱ ꜰᴛ. ʟᴀᴅʏ ᴅɪᴍɪᴛʀᴇꜱᴄᴜ, ꜱᴏɴɪᴄ.ᴇxᴇ, ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʟꜰ, ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴇʙᴀꜱᴛɪᴀɴ ᴍɪᴄʜᴀᴇʟɪꜱ

16+ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ, ɢʀᴀᴘʜɪᴄ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇꜱ ᴀʜᴇᴀᴅ! ʙʟᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ʙʏ ᴛᴏᴀꜱᴛɪᴇ

ᴘʀᴏᴍᴏ ɢʀᴀᴘʜɪᴄ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʙʏ ʟᴏᴋᴇ ( @lokesgraphics )

#roleplay promo #rp promo #horror rp #horror promo #creepypasta rp #resident evil rp #puss in boots rp #beastars rp #mandela catalogue rp #black butler rp #✨{𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔞; (𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯)#✨{𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔞 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡; (𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔪𝔬)#// *slides this on the dash and runs away #// *i got spooky shit #✨{𝔣𝔲𝔩𝔩𝔶 𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔢𝔡; (𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔞𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔠)

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findroleplay · 2 years

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hello! 23, NB here looking to do a wide variety of fandom roleplays. no minors allowed. 18+ only! i am an advanced literate to novella literate writer who can write up to ten paragraphs at a time if we're deeply immersed in plot. that being said, i work a full time job and i'm there most days of the week. at work my responses and response times may be limited, just bear with me! i also may only give two to three paragraphs while i am working, please do not pressure me for more. if i don't get back to you within three days, please feel free to send me a message, just do not spam me all the time, that will only result in me getting frustrated and not wanting to write anymore.

all of that being said, let me get into what i am after! so when doing fandom roleplays, i will ONLY do double ups! this way it is fair on both ends. i prefer to do oc x canon for my side of things but i am not opposed to doing canon x canon for your end if you want it. places i write are mostly discord--but i will write on tumblr too. i just don't prefer it over discord. i also love to talk and try to make friends outside of roleplay! i enjoy chatting about our characters and ships. i make headcanons and will go on and on all day about our writes if you'll let me. I also want to offer the warning that i cannot write a slowburn to save my life. i get far too impatient and it sometimes offsets the mood. I adore hurt/comfort, angst, romance and fluff. i am also totally fine with NSFW! darker themes are also alright, but talk things over with me first! please please please no text talk in the writing. be punctual and use proper grammar when we are writing. no use of “u, urs, tho, nite,” or any variety when we are roleplaying. that will make me want to quit writing with you. other than that i promise i am not intimidating! my fandom list will be below. some of them i have high muse for, others not so much but i will write them.talk to me and we can figure it out together. Lord of the RIngs/The Hobbit Harry Potter (Golden Era or Marauders) Supernatural Twilight The Vampire Diaries/The Originals Buffy The Vampire Slayer It (preferably chapter 2, but will write flashbacks)

Interview with a Vampire The Witcher (game and show) The Walking Dead (Up until about season 8) Inuyasha

Black Butler Doctor Who American Horror Story (Up until season 8-9) Good Omens (picky about this one) Disney (ask about this one) Pirates of the Caribbean Marvel (avengers era or the spider-mans) DC (also picky about this one) Stranger Things

Shadowhunters

my discord is corpse#8411 ! feel free to add me there or message me here. i look forward to writing with you all!

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offwithhxrhead · 1 year

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𝖔𝖋𝖋𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍𝖍𝖝𝖗𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖉 - independent 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 multimuse featuring 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖉𝖉𝖊𝖑𝖑-𝖛𝖆𝖓 𝖉𝖔𝖗𝖙 , 𝖈𝖎𝖊𝖑 𝖕𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖔𝖒𝖍𝖎𝖛𝖊 , 𝖘𝖊𝖇𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖆𝖓 𝖒𝖎𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖘 , and 𝖊𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖞 𝖐𝖆𝖑𝖉𝖜𝖎𝖓

written by 🇧‌🇷‌🇾‌🇳‌🇱‌🇪‌🇪‌ 🇲‌🇦‌🇷‌🇮‌🇪‌ ( she/her , 22 ) . 18+ only .

“Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?” “That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.”

#i . 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖜𝖔𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖉 > . . . 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑟 #. promo #. black butler rp #. alice madness returns rp #. dishonored rp #fantasy rp #horror rp #literate rp #mature rp #oc rp

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creativelyinsane · 2 years

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Roleplay Search Doc!

Hey there! I’m on the hunt for fandom only roleplays. I have a doc link that will show my rules, preferences, plots and ideas!

Please read everything and if you are interested at all, DM me here or on Discord @ Creatively_Insane#7401

Fandom Only Roleplay Doc

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kurohorrorau · 2 years

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𝕋𝕙𝕖 INDEPENDENCE FOREST 𝕂𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕒𝕣𝕘𝕖 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 25 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤…

And yet a Halloween festival is held in [REDACTED] every year. As such, this small Midwestern town has garnered quite the reputation. With international guests in town, the stakes couldn’t be any higher. Will the serial killer return once again and reek havoc on their trip? Or will they be the ones to incidentally reveal his identity?

YOU MUST BE 18 OR OVER TO JOIN US. CANON BLACK BUTLER CHARACTERS AND OCs. CASUAL HORROR RP!

#discord server #grell sutcliff #black butler #black butler horror au #claude faustus #slasher oc #ghostface #horror oc #kuroshitsuji #sebastian michaelis #horror rp #discord rp #group rp

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a-tcos · 2 years

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RP STUFF MASTERPOST

The Kuro Horror AU Server!

The Horror Crack RP Server!

One-on-one Lit Horror RP Call!

Please don't reblog this ahahaha

#rp server #rp call #horror rp #black butler rp #crack rp #discord rp #lit rp #oc rp #kuroshitsuji rp

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qceensofkings · 1 year

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INDEPENDENT & SEMI-SELECTIVE GREEK DEMIGOD RP

arsoned by carley

RULES. MUSES.

multimuse. multiverse. multiship. oc & canon muse friendly 9+ years writing/rp experience

banner by @ghostofaformerself

#love how my other tags are broken #Gem of the Underworld (self promo)#greek demigod rp #harry potter rp #tom riddle era rp #marvel rp #dc rp #twilight rp #disney rp #haunting of hill house rp #house of the dragon rp #game of thrones rp #black butler rp #paranormal rp #indie horror rp #indie rp

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roleplayfinder · 1 year

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Hello! I’ve just started getting back into roleplaying after a few years of not (yikes, I know). I loved roleplaying when I was younger and want to get back into it. I’m 25, my pronouns are he/him, I’m looking for someone 20+, that doesn’t mind doing NSFW plot points, mxm (honestly any type of mxm pairing is fine), preferable third person but not required (I’m pretty flexible with my writing style), doesn’t have to be super long replies, I usually only write one paragraph (5-8 sentences).

I like darker themes (horror, fantasy, angst) but I don’t mind throwing in some slice of life. I like to talk out of character and to world build. If you have any ideas, I’m open to anything. I usually keep it to OC’s but I don’t mind doing fandom roleplay’s. Some fandoms I’m in: Anime (Another, Black Butler, Soul Eater, etc), Owl House and Supernatural (Just to name some).

I’m pretty active and will try and respond as soon as I can, we can talk over tumblr first then move to discord (just so we can get to know each other, of course). If you think we will work well together, you can like this post and I will message you. Thank you and I hope to hear from you soon!

#twenty and over #mxm #mxm roleplay #mxm rp #horror #horror roleplay #horror rp #fantasy #fantasy roleplay #fantasy rp #angst #oc #ocxoc #black butler #soul eater

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moth-the-genderfluid-cryptid · 5 months

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Either friendly/family, ocxoc or double up ocxcc

I VERY rarely play ccxcc

I like playing ocs

I really love fandom rps

I'm flexible on lit level

Very welcoming to lgbt people

I mostly play Males, trans men, nonbinary people and other gender nonconforming people. Will play SOME females (will always play female CCs for double ups)

Fandoms?

Most🍄 / kinda ☘️/ will but eh 🍂

movies:

-Harry Potter☘️

-Marvel🍄

-DC🍄

-Alice in wonderland☘️

-any horror movie 🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄

-vampire academy ☘️

-disney 🍄

-star wars🍄

-hellboy🍄

-silent hill🍄

-nightmare before christmas 🍄

-sweeney todd🍄

shows:

-Steven universe☘️

-Gravity falls🍄

-Supernatural☘️

-Criminal minds☘️

-Owl house☘️

-Dr house 🍄

- black butler 🍂

- mlp ☘️

-Ouran Host Club🍄

-hannibal 🍄 🍄🍄🍄🍄

books:

-Marvel (comics) 🍄

-DC (comics) ☘️

-Alice in wonderland☘️

-vampire academy 🍄

-Percy Jackson☘️

video games:

-DBH🍄

-Undertale☘️

-Resident evil village🍄

-Fnaf🍄

- stardew valley 🍄

- minecraft 🍄

-subnautica 🍄

-pokemon☘️

-animal crossing☘️

-dream daddy🍄

-overwatch 🍄🍄

others:

-Creepypasta🍂

-scp🍄

-ghost (band) 🍄

Nsfw is allowed but will be talked about before hand

Only 18 plus people. This is for my comfort mostly (it's odd talking to younger people for me)

Dm me or comment on this post

#roleplay finder #roleplay partner search #roleplay search #double up rp search #oc x cc rp #roleplay #marvel roleplay #marvel rp #ghostbandrp #fandom roleplay #resident evil roleplay #scream rp #pleaserp #horror movie killer simp

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prpfs · 3 months

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hi ! 🩷 my name is birdy and i'm 21 + they/them !! i'm currently looking for a casual descriptive rp for a couple fandoms (on discord [oc x canon doubles and oc x oc]). i range from a semi descriptive to very (i don't know what newer terms mean because i. am a little out of touch with the broader rpc). i also tend to give replies once or twice a week depending on motivation and how work is going. i do often need to take breaks and have some memory issues </3. i did also lose my job a while back and . have not been doing so well but i am trying to be more active!

most of this is copy and pasted so if some stuff doesn't line up. well ‼️

but, all those warnings aside, i have been writing for almost ten years now and love to plot and chat ooc !! i love making moodboards and playlists and using pinterest !! i love getting mutually excited about each other's ocs and when i'm doing well i love to create things that add to the universe! i have no real hard limits (+ i love dark content) and i am willing to write most characters unless i feel i really cannot do them justice. if i accidentally did not respond to your last like or have ghosted you feel free to poke me or send me a reminder text !! i got a little overwhelmed a while back so i am sifting through things.

-stranger things (mike wheeler x my oc for my side, would love to play hopper, billy, alexei, joyce, nancy, will, or jonathan)

-original (i said fandoms but i would love some small town horror or southern gothic! 2000s youtube type horror as well)

-the ballad of songbirds and snakes (would love love to play sej or lucy gray)

-the boys (jordan li x my oc + i would love love to play sam!)

-game of thrones/house of the dragon (would love love aegon ii/undecided x my oc or to play rhaenyra or even aemond. tbh any of the women <3)

-the secret history (lovelovelove camilla x fem oc)

-older anime esp shoujo (think brothers conflict, ouran highschool host club) or others (diabolik lovers, soul eater, naruto, black butler, etc)

-i also write characters from various novels and am willing to read one (or watch a movie if you'd like a muse from a niche fandom, i have some of my own)

-sally face (sal fisher x my OC <3 i love playing larry)

Generally just feeling nostalgic fandoms rn!

like if you're interested and op will reach out

#stranger things rp #original rp #tbosas rp #the boys rp #got rp #the secret history rp #shoujo rp #fandom rp #fandom roleplay #ocxcc rp #sally face rp #dead dove

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rosecreates · 3 months

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The Devil Within

On a night where Nimue regains another, rather awful memory of her past during her trance, she runs off to vomit into a bush in the forest whilst plagued by a terrible headache, and unknowingly is followed by Astarion, who isn't keen to let her completely get out of explaining what's wrong.

Word Count: 2,524

Pairing(s): Vague Dark Urge/Astarion during their friends-with-benefits phase

Characters: Nimue (My Dark Urge), Astarion, Alfira mentions

Warnings: Spoilers for Act 1 Dark Urge stuff. It's for the most part introspection into my Dark Urge Nimue. Lot's o' angst with...some comfort, sorta, it's Act 1 Astarion so he sort of does his own weird way of trying to help. Dark Urge-typical violent themes. Light emetophobia warning, as whilst it's not descriptive Nimue vomits due to her urge. Not proofread.

A/N: I wrote this on a whim, first time I've written anything BG3-related actually and first time in a long time that I've written anything outside of Tumblr RP, so forgive me if Astarion's character isn't written the best or in general if the writing isn't great. But it's mostly about Nim anyway and I wrote this for fun. Title is from the song by Digital Daggers, "The Devil Within". The song is practically Nim's urge talking to her directly.

Light pink eyes look around, the little elf they belonged to finding her vision bleary as she processes what's going on. Her head is absolutely throbbing. And red. There's so much red. All over her, all over the ground at her feet- blood. It's blood. The ground is white marble, once pristine but now positively drenched in ichor. But from what, the elven girl wonders, as her sight grows clearer, and her gaze finally finds the source.

The sea of corpses that lie many feet in front of her, before a pulpit where a priest is hunched over with a knife sticking out of his back. She recoils, horror consuming her face, screaming as she falls unto the bloodstained ground. She feels ready to vomit, and gods, her head aches so badly. And yet. And yet, there is a certain satisfaction that she feels, despite the bile that feels ready to consume her. Satisfaction?

Soon, realization dawns on her at what had transpired.

It happened again.

She had done this.

The little elf was the sole one to blame for this grisly crime.

Nimue snaps out of her trance with start, breathing heavily as she regained her bearings, her head hurting once more as, just like in the memory, she felt ready to puke.

Another memory of the past, it seemed, and a violent one at that. One that appeared to indicate that these blasted urges she'd been suffering from ever since she awoke on the Nautiloid truly had always been with her, even before she'd been afflicted with amnesia. And the incident with Alfira...wasn't the first time she'd ever blacked out and committed murder in her life, either.

But there were still too many questions she had about the nature of this urge, and why she was saddled with memory loss. But her infuriating butler won't tell her anything. No matter how much she tried to press him when he appeared to her the night after she killed Alfira, he didn't budge. She hated indulging her urge, but she wouldn't be opposed to letting it direct her for once against that ugly creature that called itself Sceleritas Fel.

Alfira...her mind wanders back to that night. The grief she'd suffered immediately after the unintentional murder returns- as if it ever left, because it certainly didn't. Nimue had been ready to welcome Alfira as part of her camp, to become yet another member of the group of wayward strangers united by their need to find a cure for the tadpole in their heads that Nimue found herself de-facto leader of.

Nimue had internally declared herself their protector, despite the fact you could hardly call a woman constantly fighting against her urges to kill all of them in cold blood fit to protect just about anyone. But she thought she had control over those urges. A foolish thought in hindsight, but she thought that redirecting them towards her enemies and using the urges to make her at least a decent protector was working.

In the end, she was only trying to lie to herself, and had underestimated how truly catastrophic her urges were. That underestimation of them led to Alfira's death. Sweet Alfira, who wanted to just go on an adventure with people who were nice enough to help her with her still-ongoing journey to finishing a song for her deceased teacher, who'd perished to gnolls only a short time prior. Nimue finds a slight smile forming on her face as she thinks about the tragedy of it all, of having reunited the apprentice bard with her beloved mentor through a gruesome death perhaps even more awful than the demise Lihala had faced, before shaking her head rapidly.

She hates this. She hates it. None else in this camp are any the wiser to it, thinking her to be their stoic but well-meaning leader, who tries her best to protect them whilst also helping who she can at the same time, but not without asking for compensation. What would they think, if they learned how she usually only helped others because she wanted to spite her urge? How she hasn't the faintest idea of a moral compass, only going by what would make her party happy and to resist against this vile urge hers?

How deep down, she's really just a wretched coward who doesn't even know who she is beyond what fragments of memory slowly resurface, who feels only cold apathy in face of most people beyond her companions, who doesn't even truly understand her own emotions. That is, all except for the fear that drives her, the fear of losing control, and the even worse fear of being alone. That fear is pathetic, she knows, and yet it is also part of why she's managed to continue having enough willpower to remain as she has been.

No one needs to know a thing of what a monster she really is beneath the perfect ethereal facade of a mild-mannered but good-intentioned leader she puts up. But how long can she keep it up? How long until the others start to realize what frigidity lies within the heart of their beloved leader Nim?

She doesn't want to know. If she can keep this up forever, she happily would. She just needs to keep her wits about her, to fight against her urge even harder, now that she knows it can take control of her even when she trances. She has to admit, ever since Alfira's death, she's been trancing even less, and she's been plagued by horrible memories whenever she did trance.

How was she supposed to deal with the prospect that she could trance and then wake up to find herself standing over the corpse of one of her beloved companions? They, who were all that kept her connected to whatever humanity remains within her otherwise monstrous being that hid within the skin of a High Elf?

Dammit, she really is going to be sick. With haste, she gets up from her bedroll as quickly as she can, a hand over her mouth to try to hold it back. She doesn't want anyone to hear her, to see her in this sort of state. And she retches into the nearby bush once she thinks she's far enough away from camp, shaking as her head is still gnawing at her.

"My, you look positively dreadful for once."

She freezes.

Astarion.

Of course the only other fucking elf in camp, who experienced the same sort of trances that had him semi-conscious and bore the same keen senses, would end up breaking from his trance and catching her running from camp with vomit barely held back in her throat and throwing up inexplicably. Of course he would. She has to wonder how he didn't catch her when she murdered Alfira, frankly.

But in fairness to those godsforsaken urges of hers, they weren't stupid. They had gotten Alfira a little farther from her companions before maiming the poor bard. Still, she has to wonder if the vampire knew more than he was letting on.

Or maybe she was just paranoid. Yeah, she's probably just paranoid. Because she's afraid, and god her head is agonizing right now but she can't let him know. He's certainly the one person at camp who'd perhaps make the least fuss about learning her darker nature, but she still doesn't want him to know.

No one needs to know. Nor should they. It's why she never pried into her companions' pasts unless it was truly necessary. She'd say it's because they didn't pry into her past, but she'd been frank with them that she didn't remember anything at all of it. Rather, none were all that nosy, and so she wasn't nosy either, despite her admitted curiosity.

"Had a bad trance, that's all. Sorry if I broke yours."

The icy stoicism was up in full force as she tried to brush it off, even though anyone who was at least mediocre in reading people could tell there was more than she wanted to tell. The way Astarion's crimson eyes narrowed said as much. His beautiful blood-colored eyes, that she'd love to tear out of his skull slowly and carefully to admire from up close- shut up shut up shut up.

"I saw you scurry away from camp as fast as you could and vomit into that bush there, darling."

Of course he saw that.

Her gaze remains cold as it looks at Astarion, pretending to be entirely unfazed. "...And if I did?"

"Normally? I wouldn't care much, but I've noticed you've been...how should I say this, quite disheveled lately, in comparison to that almost irritatingly perfect composure you usually have. You've only ever been anywhere near this much of a mess on that lovely night you and I lost ourselves in one another's bodies. Obviously a good kind of mess, unlike this."

Ah yes, that time where Nimue had taken up the vampire's offer of a night of carnal pleasure, all in hopes of distracting herself for a while from, well, mainly her urges, but also from everything in general. And it had worked. Kind of. The pleasure barely managed to be louder than the urges. It's not that she hadn't enjoyed that night, but it barely achieved what she wanted. And she wasn't sure how 'there' Astarion had been during it. He'd looked so...far away, even though he was right there at the same time.

Still, anything was better than nothing when it came to her damn urges. And right now, she's focused on Astarion not managing to pick at her enough to get insight into her true mental state. He may be being very...casual about this for the most part, but he clearly wanted answers. She's not exactly sure why- it doesn't matter anyway, because she won't give them to him.

"Where are you going with this?" She queries, brow raising slightly.

"What have you been seeing in your trances recently that's caused you to be in this kind of state, darling?"

At least he thinks it's just her seeing bad things in her trances. Her gaze does not move from him as she proceeds to answer with cool-collectedness.

"It's nothing, really, Ast-"

His unimpressed look makes her stop, before she weaves together another sentence to try to get him to stop.

"...It's just been some memories of some difficult battles, that's all."

He narrows his eyes at her. He doesn't buy it. "You may think no one notices, but we've all seen how you delight in spilling the blood of your enemies."

"You can enjoy killing their enemies whilst being haunted by nearly losing your life, or an ally almost losing their life."

He scoffs. "Please, your blatant lack of self-preservation is painfully obvious, as much as I loathe it."

Astarion had certainly made no secret of how he dislikes Nimue going and helping others, especially when it put her or others in danger, that's for sure. Or well, Nimue usually only put herself in danger. She'd rather die than anyone else.

They fall into silence for a few moments, Astarion waiting for her to finally tell what's going on, and Nimue not wanting to say anything. Nimue breaks it first, when she realized Astarion wasn't going to budge.

And perhaps because she wanted to take the chance that she could tell him at least a little of what's going on.

So, she sighs, and in her soft, and right now quite weary voice, she finally explains a little. "...I've been slowly getting back pieces of my memory. But the memories...aren't good ones."

Most of her trances have actually been occupied by the memory of the night she killed Alfira, but he doesn't need to know that.

He tilts his head to the side, and his face shows he just wants her to continue. Begrudgingly, she does. "Tonight, the memory I got was...of a younger me, surrounded by corpses, in...a church, I think. The memory distressed me enough that I felt the overwhelming need to vomit. So I did. And I have a headache. Probably because of not getting great rest."

Astarion evidently listens closely to each word, and nods once Nimue finishes, his arms crossing as he speaks. "Well, it's good that it seems like your memories aren't lost forever." He starts, before he seems to pause to contemplate what to say or do next.

It seems he's not really sure how to proceed, actually. Nimue silently questions why he came if he didn't even know what to do when she fessed up about what's going on. "You're aware you don't need to keep this to yourself, mm? I'm sure the others would let you vent your troubles and help you gladly."

Nimue's gaze finally falls from Astarion to the bush beside her she'd puked in earlier. "...I didn't want to trouble them." It's not a lie. They all have their own problems. Although there's a lot more to this than her simply not wanting to be a burden.

Astarion rolls his eyes. "How about you stop playing the woefully selfless hero already? You've already helped them plenty. They could do to help you a bit in return."

Nimue doesn't respond, her gaze staying on the bush. A minute passes before Astarion dramatically sighs, shaking his head, prompting Nimue to look at him once again. "Tell me, do you plan to try to trance again soon, or not?"

Nimue shakes her head. "I don't think I'll be able to, if I'm going to be honest." Astarion makes a sound of annoyance, before walking closer to her.

"Well, luckily for you, I don't plan to either."

"You don't have to stay up with-"

"Shush, darling. First, let's return to camp, yes?" He motions for her to follow him, and she follows silently, them returning to camp side by side, before he leads her onto the rock formation at the camp's center. At first, she's confused what he's doing, but he soon sits down, and pats the spot beside him, signaling for her to do the same. She obeys, and he proceeds to point up at the sky, where from here they get a lovely view of the starry night sky above.

Ah. He was getting her to stargaze with him. To get her mind off the bad memory.

And, well, she can't say she's upset about it. The stars tonight are gorgeous, she has to admit. She always did love the stars, or well, she'd loved them since she spent her first night camping with everyone. And Astarion- befitting the meaning of his name- was quite fond of them as well.

This was...really nice. Her head still hurts, but it feels like it hurts a bit less right now. And her urges had decided to be quieter now, giving her a welcome slight reprieve for now.

Neither her nor Astarion uttered another word, but simply admired the stars together. Tomorrow would surely have an endless amount of horrors awaiting them as always, but that wasn't right now.

Right now?

She felt the closest thing to peace she had in a long while.

#{writing}#{fanfiction}#{oc fic}#{bg3 fic}#{oc: nimue}#{bg3 - astarion}#bg3 #writing #bg3 writing #bg3 fanfiction #astarion #astarion bg3 #dark urge #bg3 dark urge #astarion ancunin #baldurs gate 3 #astarion x dark urge #astarion x durge #do not ask me how i vomited up a 2.5k word fanfic between like 10 pm - 2 am i do not fucking know what came over me #anyway hurray for the first bit of writing on this blog i am going to sleep now #as previously stated this is my first bg3 fic so apologies if astarion isnt exactly written the best. again this was focused on nim so yea #i tried y'all but im not gonna go over and proofread this in my current state + this was for fun #hope y'all like this though ive been wanting to write stuff of nim for some time now #maybe when i gain enough confidence i will write what ive really been wanting to write and do something of nim from others' povs #i dunno we will see #anyways goodnight

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creativelyinsane · 2 years

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Welcome to my Roleplay Blog!

Kinda just deleted everything to start new since I’ve changed a few things on my requests.

Here are some rules of you want to roleplay with me:

You must be 18+ to roleplay with me. If I suspect that you are under 18, I will ask for age verification.

Fandom only. I will not do your original plot. If it doesn’t include a fandom I know or am in, I won’t roleplay it

No Harems. I’m not playing multi makes or multi females for a single character.

Canon(you) x Oc(me). Maybe OCxOC but I’ve been getting burnt out of this.

F(me)x M(you) or FxF. Please no MxM.

Doubling is closed! I’m not accepting doubling requests!

No one liners. Literate to Adv. literate writing.

The portrayal of side characters will be 50/50. I’m not doing it all on my own. I expect you to include side character interactions when needed.

60/40 story to smut ratio. The roleplays will not be pure smut.

I expect some even effort on planning and putting into the story. I’m not doing to GM the whole role play.

If there are to be any ERP elements implemented in the roleplay, I expect you to be a switch as I am a switch as well. I love shifting dynamics as it makes it even for both and more fun. I refuse to role play with just submissive characters and people.

When it comes to the choice of a canon character, you are allowed to pick anyone and you can portray them as you see fit. I am not picky for this at all. I love experimenting with relationships between canons and my ocs. Please ensure the characters are over 18 though.

I would love romance to be required for role playing.

I will not role play incest, zoophilia and non con. Don’t ask.

I know these sound really strict but I promise I am really chill. I feel that I must be strict because I have boundaries I want to be followed and respected.

Please don’t be afraid to tell me things you won’t do as well. I am very understanding and chill.

Fandoms I role play ATM(will be edited when preferences change)

Creepypasta

Apex Legends

BNHA

Black Butler

Slashers

Undertale(AUs, too)

FNAF(Security Breach, too)

If you are interested in role playing with me, my dms are always open. I do prefer discord, so if we click during chatting here, we can move there. If you don’t have discord then we can stay here.

Hope to see ya soon!

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daedricrituals-rpblog · 11 months

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ROLE PLAYS ARE CURRENTLY: SELECTIVE

hi people! my name is Soul or Yuu and I'm an LGBTQ+ Roleplayer, i mainly Role Play for fandoms and am currently in the process of getting all my ocs back up and running ^0^! ask for my accounts

now, as for rules

- i ONLY role play on discord, you'll get it after we discuss things.

- don't spam me , constantly some spam is alright but if i ask tou to stop stop.

- i mainly do oc x canon and only double up

if you decide you "can't do more than just your oc" and won't be willing to split role plays fairly than we won't work out.

- im lit to semi lit depending on my mood

- gore /horror friendly, no abuse. no non con

- ask for more nsfw rules in dms

this is to keep minors or people who in general don't care to see this safe from it

i don't ask for much so i expect everyone to be able to abide to my rules, i have a life outside of tumblr and work a part time job with college. replies may vary

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and my (current) fandoms this isn't all of them so if you happen across other rp requests that's probably me forgetting something

Obey Me! (both games!)

Twisted Wonderland!

Genshin Impact

MHA

Pokemon!

OHSHC

Death Note

Black Butler

Bungo Stray Dogs

Yuri on Ice

#online roleplay #pokemon roleplay #twisted wonderland roleplay #twst roleplay #disney twst #lgbtqia #lgbtq rp #OCS #original characters #obey me roleplay

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scythc · 6 months

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A 　STUDY 　OF 　: 　 being 　born 　into 　wretchedness , 　enduring 　the 　deal 　of 　a 　poor 　hand 　by 　fate ;　 the 　revel 　of 　moral 　depravity ;　 a 　sick , 　stomach - swooping 　impact 　of 　dread ; 　contrary 　knowledge 　of 　the 　nearing 　 end ; 　 imposter 　 syndrome 　 in 　 your 　own 　narrative ; 　bitter 　rot 　of 　sweet 　fruit 　against 　a 　wicked 　tongue ;　 the 　ache 　of 　fractured 　bone ; 　the 　 tinnitic 　sing 　of 　violence .

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guide: indie , private , highly selective. general rp etiquette applies. don’t involve me in drama. i’m open to shipping & smut, latter of which will be tagged as ‘tw: usfw’ or ‘tw: suggestive’. no triggers to be tagged for me. sporadic activity & canon-compliant mature content. kindly heed warning tags in bios. minimal formatting but will use small text & am allergic to capitals. feel free to reformat my responses to your liking / ask me to use sentence case for accessibility purposes. crossovers & plotting are highly welcomed .

about the mun: mal, she/her, '99. i suffer from a full time job, but i love writing despite my obligations and i’m around here sometimes. very spotty activity, consider yourself warned! love horror, journalling, philosophy and nice cafes. open to plotting + making friends. if we’re mutuals & you want to plot on discord, feel free to add me at maligns, just tell me your url. thanks!

muses: i’m not affliated with any of the fandoms below. muse list is subject to frequent change.

[ 𝙿𝚁𝙸𝙼𝙰𝚁𝚈 . 𝚂𝙴𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙳𝙰𝚁𝚈 . 𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙰𝚁𝚈 . ]

animation & shows & games

sylvain gautier , zephia ( fire emblem )

catherine chun , johan ross ( soma )

haibara ai ( dcmk )

mephistopheles ( black butler ) studies .

lu guang , qian jin ( link click )

henry creel ( stranger things )

nanami kento , zenin maki ( jujutsu kaisen )

kang sujin , cha seungho ( true beauty )

zhou mixue ( vampire oc )

literature & plays

henry wotton ( the picture of dorian gray )

lady macbeth ( macbeth )

josephine baker ( the great gatsby )

oskar brack ( hedda gabler )

laurent durand ( thérèse raquin )

robin swift ( babel , or the necessity of violence )

erik ( le fantôme de l'opéra ; divergent wip )

#pinned post dni .#abt .#vis .#aes .#sc .#study .#meme .

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findyourrp · 7 months

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🌹 Hello, here's a 21 year old with 9 years of RP experience!

Basic criteria

RP partner in the 20's age range || though it's not a hard requirement if you're older than that, more so for personal comfort.

semi-literate or literate || preferrably in the 2-3 paragraph range, but it's flexible.

casual || I have a rather unstable schedule due to university and personal matters, so something relaxed would suit me best.

Genres

horror || body horror, psychological horror, stalker horror and gothic horror are my fortes.

fantasy || high fantasy and dark fantasy are both fine by me, though I do have a preference for Victorian leaning settings I am fine with most things in this genre.

romance || I gravitate towards romance in any given scenario, as such I am more than fine with dark romances or unhealthy relationships. I strongly prefer M/M pairings.

Fandoms

Ensemble Stars || I can write a couple of characters from the series, I am more than open to both OC/canon or OC/OC scenarios.

Black Butler || I am familiar with the many settings of the different arcs, though I am not confident in writing any of the characters. I would prefer OC/OC scenarios.

Fear & Hunger || I am familiar with both games, I can write a few characters from it, though I would prefer including OCs in some capacity.

Like this post and I'll reach out to you! I exclusively RP over Discord.

#18+ rp #rp finder #fandom rp #fandom roleplay #ensemble stars rp #black butler rp #fear & hunger rp #oc x oc rp #dead dove rp

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