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💆 and 🏘 for yuu if thats alright?
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OK- so a lot of yall asked for the same emojis SO i'm gonna format Yuu's all in one post then do another for Jocia+Ezra-
UHHH DJJDJD THIS IS MY FIRST TIME ANSWERING QUESTIONS IN CHARACTER so lets say the default text is me/narrator then orange is Yuu
@ceruleancattail @the-trinket-witch @rabioa @scint1llat3
💆how do you relax?
"Well, let's get right into it then, shall we?" Yuu clasped her hands together, a sly smile spreading onto her lips, "Relaxation... well I guess listening to music would be my go to. Genre doesn't matter to me mostly," The woman tapped her chin, lightly humming as she thought, "Though I suppose my definition of 'relaxing' isn't exactly universal... I often enjoy getting up and around and even dancing a bit, maybe having a quick chat as well... it helps me center myself. Too many thoughts in this big brain of mine sometimes!~ A way to focus is most definitely what relaxation is to me. Some people find it chaotic, but I don't care about some people. It's fun to me. Besides, it's not like I never sit down and rest."
🏘️where's your happy place?
"Huh... some of these questions are rather deep, aren't they?" Yuu cleared her throat, doing her best to keep a neutral expression, "Much like a lot of people, my happy place isn't an actual PLACE. It is more like a state. All that being said, I'm... not quite sure. Not to say that I'm not happy, of course! There are hard times and good times, but I suppose I'm still trying my best to find such a 'place' for me in this new world. Let's call this one a work in progress, yes? I'll get there eventually, not to worry. I have my plans, of course~"
✏️What are your hobbies?
"Oh! This is a fun one. I'm a musician. I have been taking band and theater courses my whole life," Yuu lifted her head triumphantly, gladly taking the opportunity to brag, "Singing, acting, playing instruments... I managed to get into a pretty prestigious performing arts school back home, and what more could one ask for than to spend their life doing what they love?" Her peppiness suddenly dropped, resulting in a roll of her eyes, "Not that it's useful now that I'm stuck here though. Damn Crowley."
🥣what's your favorite food?
"Bungeoppang!" The prefect chirped, leaning forward in her (imaginary) seat for this (imaginary) interview, "Or, ah- taiyaki, or bread with a sweet red bean filling. I was trying to learn more about my ancestry, and came across this pastry thanks to my father. Originally I didn't think I was the biggest fan of sweets, but, wow~ Only then, after I fell in love with it, did I learn it wasn't even a traditional dish from my father's home... figures. Nonetheless! You'll have to try some!"
"Ah, Here's a fun fact for you, I learned the language a long time ago along with trying to learn more about my family's history, but no one here seems to recognize it, which... makes sense, I guess. It was a bummer at first, but then I learned I can simply say whatever I want without them understanding me. What a breath of fresh air~"
The woman momentarily giggled, "...배고파요"
🙂where do your morals lie?
"Hmph. What a complete 180 of a question..." Her lips pursed into a pout. She offered up a quick glare, but it didn't last very long at all, "I'm just trying my best to exist and let others exist at the moment!" She beamed with the flip of a switch, her suspiciously innocent smile nearly blinding. She kept this one brief. Barely an answer.
🥰do you think you're attractive?
"Yes," The woman answered... almost too quickly, "I like how I look. I spend a lot of time on myself, so it's only natural to get a bit of an ego boost from that, yes? Confidence is a healthy thing! I spent a lot of time carefully crafting my sense of style, it makes me feel... like me." Yuu momentarily fluttered her lashes, accompanied by laughter through a rhythmic tease, "Come onnnn~ you get it, right? You know I'm just a sweetheart? Completely innocent and well-meaning? Aren't I just like a princess? Of COURSE I'm attractive."
😍are you a romantic?
"....Hm," The woman paused, thinking deeply about the question in a moment of silence, "It depends on what your definition of 'romantic' is in this case, but I'd say I'm rather neutral. It's been awhile since I've been in a relationship myself, so I can't really say for sure..." Yuu tilted her head, crossing one leg over the other as she leaned back in her seat. Striking a pose to simply ponder.
"I'm not a hopeless romantic, but I highly value romantic gestures. Does that make sense? I particularly value physical touch along with gift receiving as far as love language goes. At least, that's how it used to be with my ex-girlfriend. I don't think that has changed too much. So, hey! If you're interested, feel free to just hand over your credit card as a gift, I'll get back to you," The woman finished with a joke, attempting to turn the mood away from being sour.
"ALSO HELLO YUU SHI YOU ARE GORGEOUS HELLO LIKE ARE YOU AN ANGLE FROM HEAVEN??? CAUSE YOU'RE A-CUTE"
The prefect blinked, leaving an uncomfortable amount of awkward silence as she read the words on the page of (imaginary) interview questions.
She held back a snort, doing her best to hide a guilty grin along with her horrible sense of humor, "Wh-Who wrote this? Who wrote these questions?" She giggled to herself, setting down the page in finality, "Sevens, that's awful... I love it. I'm well aware, but thank you. I needed the laugh today."
"Will that be all?"
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Uchitama 1 - 2 | Hatena 1 - 2 | Ankoku Hakaishin 1 - 2 | Infinite Dendrogram 1 | Hanako-kun 2 | In/Spectre 1 | ARP Backstage Pass 1 | A3 1
Rolled out one tag. I got pretty far behind, so I’ll catch up in the next few posts.
Uchitama 1
Ume and Shirai here.
I would assume this kid with the tiger on his shirt is called Tora, because I vaguely remember a “Tora” in the promotional material.
The sakura aesthetic is nice.
This switch between boy and cat forms is a bit…”weird” is the first word that came to mind, but “random” was the next.
Tora = Shirai and Ume is a character called Kuro, who we haven’t seen yet. (Had to google which roles they had.)
LOL, I like Beh already. A sleepyhead like him is perfect!
I just noticed, but Beh sometimes has a cleft palate (that little dent in the mouth).
Ume’s character isn’t too bad-looking, y’know. He’s a clumsy one though, so he doesn’t quite seem like the sort of character I’d gravitate to.
Seeing boys and girls act like cats and dogs makes me LOL.
Huh? Is cat-dog romance like your standard opposites attract romance…?
Hmm…thank goodness the mother cat wasn’t “made human”…
I’m used to Nora being a woman (see Noragami plus the Western general usage of the name “Nora”)…so this one being a guy (with nice eyes, to boot) is a bit disorienting.
Turns out the Tosa is a huge dog with a face like a pitbull.
I find this Momo-Bull romance just a bit weird still.
I got spoilt on this from the reviews, but Waiha = Hawaii.
That flash of Nora’s owner (?) was interesting!
Other notes: The narration seems to be done by the voice of Tama. Ume sounds like Ume, but it doesn’t feel like Ume because he’s playing against his normal type of character. Shirai doesn’t sound like Shirai though…it’s a completely different character to the types I’ve heard him do before (Ramuda and Io don’t sound like Tora, but Vino sounds similar to En because a lot of Ume characters are done in his usual, suave voice…Ramuda is Shirai doing a falsetto though so he’s hard to compare).
Hatena 1
This one got alright reviews, but I get the feeling I’m not going to like it, so lt’s get this over and done with.
Why is Kana the only one with the black hair…?
This OP is rather low budget compared to the others…
I fully expect Kana to go “It’s bitter…” and make a face when drinking the coff-yep. Thought so. Why do people think black coffee is the mark of a distinguished adult anyway? I don’t even like coffee, so I don’t get it at all.
The sentence in Japanese went something like “Makoto’s always been good”, so I don’t get why the word “egg” had to be introduced into the subs.
There’s an onigiri sale in the back, LOL.
The gates were fairly CGId…
The butler’s name is literally Jeeves Wodehouse, LOL.
Oh, Yumemi is blonde because of Maeve and Kana is brunette/black (?) haired because of Mamoru. Yumemi = dream seeing and Mamoru = protect.
Kana’s voice is annoying! That’s why I thought I wouldn’t like this.
Kana’s such a tsundere now that she knows Makoto is a boy, it’s annoying. I already knew such a detail from the reviews, so I’m not miffed at all.
I find it vaguely amusing that there were 3 different types of animation of a person popping their head into the attic.
Ema’s just a bit evil…Update: Nup, she just ships Kana x Makoto, that’s all.
The hardsubs weren’t encoded correctly on this episode, so they’re all blurry now. Still readable but blurry.
The pun is that the ka in Kana can be read hate in other cases.
More CG doors.
Why is Kana wearing the scarf, even after her bath in a towel???
This reminds me of Hayate the Combat Butler…
Maeve is foreign...that’s why she’s blonde. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. (<- partially sarcastic)
Hmm…the fact you can’t tell what is and isn’t real is an interesting factor. However, the production values and the bog-standard romance being set up undercut that.
Magical girl transformation, eh? Reminds me of DN Angel or Magic Kaito, but also Phantom Thief Jeanne or something of the sort.
Hatena 2
I’m still trying to see if this is something to kick out…
This “scarf punches guy” business is getting old…I never got used to it in the old-school harems. I don’t know why it’s become a “classic” thing in anime.
This is meant to be for a boy’s perspective, so…I don’t get it. Okay, I’m dropping this.
Infinite Dendrogram 1
An isekai…oh, goody. (sarcastic) Then again, if I liked this I could try a new publisher out, so it’s win-win for me and the companies I go through to get there.
*the exposition rolls in about virtual reality* Oh great (sarcastic)…this is SAO all over again, isn’t it???
I saw HOTZIPANG in the credits list…now I’m really wary. HOTZIPANG were in the credits for Africa Salaryman and their animation production isn’t the best.
1st person cam…you suck, you know that?!
No. 13 (unlucky number)…Cheshire (Alice in Wonderland)…
Ray for Reiji makes sense, but…(consults Google-sensei) mukudori does mean “starling”, after all.
Yo…does Ray have to be blonde…? Is this some commentary on how having blonde hair is better than black hair, or am I thinking about this too much? (It’s my belief that Asians want to look European and vice versa – just look at their beauty standards! - so that’s where that comes from.)
Box? Looks like a bag to me.
Welp, just grabbing the kanji for mukudori via Wikipedia revealed the Embryo is a sword to me…*shrugs* No surprise there – as TV Tropes would say, heroes love swords (and redheads!).
So you can commit murder in Infinite Dendrogram??? (I’m joking partially, but Cheshire did say “you can do anything”…right?)
…and of course Ray drops into Altea from the sky. It’s been a cliché since No Game No Life.
“This is a game?” – Actually, I thought the same thing when I entered the website and game of TERA. Then again, this is basically trying to be SAO through and through, so I guess spouting that line is a prerequisite here.
How does anyone break both arms from running into someone…?
Well, at least this show looks nice. It’s doing its job on that front.
I was going to ask what a tian was, but the show answered it for me. Good job, show!
*Googles “dendrogram”* - “a tree diagram, especially one showing taxonomic relationships.” – Oh, so that’s why it’s called Infinite Dendrogram! (Y’know, it reminds me of studying about dendrites, which have the same appearance as a dendrogram...hence the shared origins of the words.)
Normally characters don’t jump into virtual worlds with thir brother…they’d do it with their cousin or crush or something…Hmm.
I was about to think you die in real life if you die in the game, but thank goodness this one is nowhere near as bad.
CGI bugs…of course…
That one still shot revealed a crack in this show’s visuals. I almost thought I could select it on the basis of the excellent visuals alone, but nope.
“…that…leaves a bad taste in my mouth!” – Not again, Ray…stop saying that line…
Again? I just told you in the last note not to!
Of course Ray gets the girl. I should’ve known…well she’s a sword but also a girl…?
The sentence ending -grizz is –kuma in Japanese.
I felt something special in my gut when the sword appeared, even though I’m complaining about this being like SAO, so I think it’s worth continuing.
A3 1
A3 is based on a mobile game so it looks a lot like those idol games, but it’s actually about acting according to the full name of Act! Addict! Actors!.
This kid’s eyes freak me out!
Considering this involves – according to the synopsis – a Mankai (full bloom) Company and this is called “spring and summer”, plus the metaphors from earlier, it makes sense the kiddo’s jumper says “spring” on it.
I thought the kid was singing, but turns out he’s reciting Shakespeare. I don’t know how popular the ol’ Shakie is in Japan, but I’ll take it.
Veludo Way = Broadway, apparently.
It should be Biro-do or Verodo, but not “Vedulo” like the subs say.
*sees a woman* - Oh great, so now this turns into an otome game…or, like i7’s Tsumugi, she’s an audience insert.
Someone encoded the video funny again…*sigh*
I bet the demolition guy is going to join the theatre, based on his looks. Update: According to the wiki, yes he does (as part of the Autumn troupe)! One of his hobbies is bubble wrap, which I can relate to immensely…and apparently he’s a yakuza…?
Masumi’s voice…is that Kaito Ishikawa? Update: No! It’s Shirai! I’m so surprised…it’s a very Io-sounding voice, though, so I guess I shouldn’t.
Masumi is one of those needy types who could easily fall into yandere territory…I don’t like him. I don’t like Sakuya either, though…
I know this from my recent experience, but hard work hardly works, Sakuya. Staying somewhere one year or ten years does diddly squat if you don’t have what other people are looking for. *tries not to cry*
I’m sorry guys, but even with the attack to the heart, I don’t give a s*** about you all. The troupe was just arguing to delay their deadlines and Furuichi (the demolition guy) has a point – the guys didn’t really prove themselves outside a brief but unimpressive stint from Sakuya.
ARP Backstage Pass 1
Hopefully this show is actually good, y’know? A3 just bombed…
Okayyyyyyyyyyy…from the one minute or so that I’ve seen, it looks like a Coldplay concert but with bishonen (good) and bad music (which is…uh, bad). That does not bode well for this show…also, the stage names are pretty obviously that. I mean, who cals their kid “Rage”? It’s probably Reiji (again, considring Infinite Dendrogram).
The cars from above almost look like Frogger…LOL.
Oh f*** me and my on-the-ball instincts! I guessed correctly again (Rage = Reiji)…and that’s bad news.
Wait, why is Shinji staring into space…?
There’s a kettle noisily going on in the background, so I can’t really tell what’s so awesome about this show without the music…I guess I’ll have to abort this mission until later…
Okay, so I listened to the piano bit thrice and couldn’t tell if there was a piano noise…That’s bad news. Update: Yep, listened to it again and there is no piano sound during the piano scene.
The rock music was…unexpected.
Wait, you mean the dude’s name is actually Daiya??? What???
Oh my gosh, these guys are hilarious! I know that’s dark considering they’re starving, but…LOL.
Idolmaster Side M taught me that career changes are actually pretty interesting when combined with idol anime and…this may be a band or something, but it sure works the same way.
That transition to Leon was terrible.
This appears to be Yokohama (Chinatown) and Hakone (the pirate ship).
Well, the show’s case would be helped if they had music in the right places, rather than music videos interspersed throughout.
Geesh this one is tough…some of the music is actually pretty good and the episode does get better when Rebel Cross appear (but Shinji is kinda boring, even though I thought I’d like him the most, and Leon’s singing was downright terrible), but the animation is terrible and I found myself going “But why should I care?!” multiple times in my head during the first half. The group do seem to have quite good synergy at the end and are generally entertaining, too.
Ankoku Hakaishin 1
I’ve ben calling this “Destructive God” or “Ankoku Haishin”, so this is A Destructive God Sits Next to Me. Update: It should be Hakaishin…actually.
Ooh, Natsuko Takahashi. This show’s in good hands.
Very Seki-kun.
Black Mouse Land, LOL.
“This is war!” – The word here is shoubu, which literally means “victory or defeat”, so it makes sense to change it to a more commonly used phrase.
“RIP Koyuki” – The grave said “Koyuki’s grave”…which isn’t that funny to be honest, so again, I get the decision to change it.
Hanadori still had the dog…?
“Things I Want to Forget” – Literally, the words on the page mean “black history”, which I think is funnier.
Oh, I bet Koyuki will plan the class trip…
“[T]he jerk in the next class over” – Does he have a name…?
I bet Koyuki has the worst grades in math of the trio.
Koyuki is deliberately designed like a cat, it seems.
You can see the broken window from earlier…LOL.
It’s Animal Crossing! On DS! (But what’s up with that rabbit with the fishnet stockings…?) Update: Do Japanese kids even use DSs these days? DSs must be cheap in comparison to their newfangled gaming laptops and Switches…
Is Tsukimiya Mamoru Miyano or something…? Update: Nup, Kimura. I seem to get those two confused quite a bit.
The “Muney” (sic) thing is because he (Hanadori) wrote the hyou in mokuhyou (aim, goal) wrong. By the way, Hanadori put an eyepatch on one of his banknotes.
That ending was actually kind of cute. I always prefer heartwarming comedies like these over mean-spirited ones (Osomatsu-san, Konosuba), so…yep, it’s in my wheelhouse!
I predicted the ending but the galactic reaction I got was…awesome!
In/Spectre 1
Why does this have so many names? In/Spectre, Kyokou Suiri , Inverted Reasoning (or was it Inverted Interface)…? Update: Inverted Inference. That’s the name on the manga covers.
Ooh, Saki is pretty classy-looking.
This is being framed like a romance, huh? I know this series is supernatural, but I’m not really here for the romance.
What’s the age gap? 17 (Kotoko) – 23 (Kuro)?
Lel, Harlequin novels. Those seem to be exclusive to the Western world (specifically the USA and its English-speaking country buddies), so it’s probably just romance novels in the original words. Update: I found Harlequin novels for Japan, but still, they’d be nowhere near as ubiquitous as they are elsewhere. Update 2: I kept thinking about it, so now I have an entire post with my findings. Turns out Japan does have and know about Harlequin novels (which do look like the one the samurai was holding), but they probably couldn’t state the name because of potential lawsuits or something. 
Oh gosh, Potato-kun (Kuro) – yes, I think of him much like a normal harem lead – getting your hand chomped off to the arm is a bit stupid, y’know?
Whoa! Wht a crazy cliffhanger!
Whoo! This OP (? Or is this an ED?) is crazy cool. Kinda like low-budget Kekkai Sensen.
Well, this show is kinda losing me with the romance elements, but the supernatural part is great.
Hanako-kun 2
What’s Hakujoudai? Those will o wisps? Update: Seems so.
The explanation of Yousei-san has a voice like it’s coming across a radio…interesting.
The towel…I bet it’s the one from Senpai one of the students mntioned earlier.
The subbers spelt “brooch” wrong.
This new boy – which I thought was Minamoto at first (LOL?)…he has a traffic omamori as an earring and a staff/umbrella, so he’s probably an exorcist. Either that or a massive chuunibyou.
LOL, Castle in the Sky much? (Or is that Nausicaa?)
Nene is reading from a magazine called G Cinema.
The comedy is this is slowly getting better. That’s a good sign for this, but bad for Ankoku Hakaishin…
Seagull High????? (Kamome = seagull.)
Wait, Minamoto??? You mean Nene’s former love is an exorcist??? Update: Oops, that’s (Nene’s crush is) Kou’s older bro…but that’s spoilers.
“Kou” is written with the character for hikari, or in this case “Yorimitsu”.
The action scenes are pretty good in this…I guess I kind of took them for granted in ep. 1.
Oh, I guess I should’ve known that seal on Hanako’s face…there were more of them in his possession. Also, there’s an extra V in the subs for some reason.
The stairs remind me of Muzan’s “universe” near the end of Demon Slayer’s first season.
Oh, the events of this episode tell you why Nene does the next episode stuff.
The ED visuals remind me of Ranpo Kitan’s, and I love Ranpo Kitan’s.
Ankoku Hakaishin 2
Why is Koyuki eating with his teacher anyway? I thought he was the guy from the class next door until he started talking about kids.
“Miguel Whatever” makes me laugh every time.
The cat ears on Koyuki’s phone are cute.
Sumiso reminds me of Aikatsu girls…
Uchitama 2
Bull is an “ore-sama”, huh?
I didn’t think they would continue with the “Solitary King of Destruction” thing.
Bull as a chuunibyou ham is so entertaining, but when they try to play the Momo romance hand again…I start to lose my patience...
LOL, Petstagram…
…and now it’s a (reverse) HAREM!
“[M]ad dog”, LOL, what a turn of phrase.
Okayyyyyyyyy subbers, own up! Who put a dog pun in Bull’s talk?! (I’m referring to the “doggone it!”.)
*points at dog puns*- You didn’t, subbers! You’re still adding dog puns!
Wait, Bull’s singing?! This I didn’t expect!
Well…this decision is hard. Bull’s become greater than ever…but only in relation to his romance with Momo!
Aww…seeing Bull dejected makes me sad inside too.
Oh yeah! There we go! That intro landed its gag purrfectly…to use an intentional cat pun.
Why did I take to Bull so much? Well, if he weren’t a dog, I’d find him completely romanceable, even if he were a massive chuuni.
Oh, the pun is ippai (full). Then you unintentionally switch it to oppai (boobs).
What? Wow, I never thought I’d get Ume talking about cat and dog nipples. (That’s not a sentence I’m going to be able to match any time soon.)
Okayyyyyyyyy…that one segment was a massive weird non-sequitur. I have no idea how they’d represent that with cat and dog forms.
Oh, Petstagram! We actually get to see it!
This series is more prone to “mood swings” than Ankoku Hakaishin or even Hanako-kun…yikes.
No, no, no! Who is this guy??? Haven’t you heard of “stranger danger”?!
…Oh, so the guy was Tome, huh?
The ED! This aesthetic is too good!
ARGH! Okay, okay, Uchitama! You win! I was going to pick Ankoku Hakaishin because that’s more consistent in landing its laughs and Hanako-kun would’ve been a better choice because its aesthetic is more consistently there plus it has interesting ideas with its apparitions, but Ankoku Hakaishin is fairly interchangeable with Iruma-kun…basically, if Eizouken or Magia Record don’t work out, I can loo forward to switching in one or the other, but I’m going to stick with Uchitama because *gestures wildly at screen* just look at this manservice! Even if it’s actually for a dog, I cannot deny the manservice!
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I’ve to “ tag” you this way, because idk i can’t find you honey❤️✨
Disclaimer:
i don’t write usually in another language, so it’s possible that some things are different, because i write before in my language , and then i translate it in english.
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 for the  Fanfic Prompt List  this lady has ask me :  9)“You don’t remember last night at all, do you?    and 18) “This is… exactly what it looks like.”
i’m gonna start with  n°18
“This is… exactly what it looks like.”
  SUB ENG:Coming back to the HQ after months is almost a dream, also because I almost started to get bored to cut up monsters and traitors, maybe I had to understand it from the beginning that miiko saw me already at the time as an ANBU (mercenary who renounces his feelings and becomes a war machine).It has been difficult to come back here, to miiko it doesn't matter the fact that Valkyon's younger sister is "only", as well as the guardian of the ancestral guard, of the H.Q in Lunaria. A small H.Q distant 3h north west from Eel.
That woman, other than a little angel is more cruel than the glacial lizard that I quartered a few hours ago but apart from that..
I miss my husband's cretin, Nevra ..Ours is not really, in fact, it has never been a standard relationship, it is easier to say that everyone goes his own way and meets only for the pure physical pleasure.
The fact is that I would like to commit myself but the distance and duties come first but basically yes, I think I want something more, only that filibuster devours-tubers, it doesn't matter.And perhaps it is also why he does not feel any resentment of other women, as it is also true that I enjoy having him raise existential doubts and a terrible remorse whenever we talk to each other.
.ykhar: hij !!!, are you listening to me ?? * an overactive brownie skipped with forms to fill out.The usual report to fill out perennially *
Hij: uh? * Lowered his gaze, compared to ykhar, hij was very tall to be a woman.1.85 tall * excuse me little girl  I have other thoughts on my mind .. * sighed writing little and nothing,  she has alwyas hated to write the summary as i primary school children
*ykhar: PEEEEERFECT, miiko is waiting for you in the crystal room!. You know he wants to see you too ..
.Hij: i know , i know* shrugged, starting * ah one last thing .. * he turned to the dear brownie who at that moment was looking at her with a great sense of fear  almost frightening, despite being the sister of his best friend * tell   to the dazed of nevra that  he can also stop making himself  each  dumpster that walks near here. * and with a lot of non-chalance, he continued, preventing ykhar from repeating, entering the HQ .There was no one waiting for her, except the brother who heard him hammering in the forge. Without getting too talkative, Hij greeted him with a nod, going straight to the crystal room *
"Going through the dorms is almost disgusting, too many memories and too many dead people, like Mery, who I haven't had time to say goodbye .... Even though that child was a ball and chain, he was the only one when I had the moon crooked  able to made me smile, well except ..that  imbecile of nevr- "
* his thoughts were interrupted by whom ?, from the source of his thoughts, the presumed" husband ", nevra.there was a brief intersection of looks, followed from the usual smile winking  "of  slaps " on the part of nevra, which unfortunately did not find any positive result, given that Hij pulverized it with his eyes stares .Nevra had to remember that it was still the sister of his best friend, compared to valkyon was not a lamb, although from the outifit it seemed  a lot ..One thing that hated deeply was that of being ignored, well, with hij it was almost a routine. The fact is that his dear little wife passed on, dodging a strand of hair in a sensual way, entering directly into the crystal room. *
Hij: Miiko ... Ykhar told me to come to you, well? ... * amber eyes burned almost by how serious and emotionless they were *
Miiko: First of all, well back, to tell the truth I didn't want to tell you anything in particular, if not-
Hij: if  not that , you wanted  to make me  waste my time, received. I do without these speeches to make you seem to have a clear conscience. If you have any task to entrust to me, let me know in Ykhar or Alajea. Good day.
* Head up, step proud , he went on, going to the canteen, Another place teeming with intrusive and noisy people, two things that could not coincide with the type of mentality of Hij. Already irritated, hearing the shouting even from above the dormitories, she went on, entering the canteen. After a brief glance in search of an empty seat, she surrendered to the idea of ​​having to sit with the other head guards ... Nevra watched her from time to time so much it seemed a puppy , because in the end this was what it seemed. *
Hij: nevra, do you want to make yourself useful? * Mumbled looking at him with challenge *
Nevra: what do you mean "miss female version of valkyon"?
Hij: You know what you can do as much as I tell you this ... And the first thing is * he took his face firmly, forcing him to look her straight in the eye * take off  your clothes and go straight to the room.  i'll erase to your mind  the desire to inspect every vagina in the HQ, at all costs
* needless to say, like a puppy Nevra took Hij's words literally, taking her in his arms to carry her to  his bedroom. Their relationship, even if it is quite questionable, is beautiful because it is particular. Both love each other but are too proud and bold to admit it reciprocally. Even if it is "not exactly as it seems" and it is not a standard report *
-------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------ Non scrivo di solito in un'altra lingua, quindi è possibile che alcune cose siano diverse, perché prima scrivo nella mia lingua e poi la traduco in inglese. per la lista dei fanfic questa ragazza mi ha chiesto: 9) "Non ti ricordi la scorsa notte, vero? e 18) "Questo è ... esattamente come sembra." comincerò col n ° 18 "Questo è ... esattamente come sembra."
SUB ITA : Tornare al H.Q dopo mesi è quasi un sogno, anche perchè cominciavo quasi ad annoiarmi a squartare mostri e traditori,forse dovevo capirlo sin dall’inizio  che miiko mi vedeva già ai tempi come un ANBU.(mercenario che rinuncia ai suoi sentimenti e diventa una macchina da guerra).
E’ stato difficile tornare qui, a miiko non importa il fatto che sia  “ solo”  la sorellina minore di Valkyon, oltre che beh, capoguardia  della guardia ancestrale ,del H.Q a Lunaria.Un piccolo H.Q distante 3h a nord ovest da  Eel.
Quella donna , altro che angioletto è più crudele della lucertola glaciale che ho squartato poche ore fa ma a parte questo..Mi manca da morire quel cretino di mio marito, Nevra..
La nostra non è proprio, anzi, non è mai stata una relazione standard è più facile dire che ognuno va per la sua strada e ci si incontra solo per il puro piacre fisico.
Il fatto è che vorrei  impegnarmi  ma la distanza e  i doveri vengono per primi ma sostanzialmente  si,  credo di volere qualcosa di più, solo che a  quel filibustiere divora-tuberi, non importa.
E forse è anche per questo che lui non prova rancore a farsi altre donne  , come è anche vero il fatto che  io mi diverta fargli salire dubbi esistenzali e  un rimorso atroce ogni  qual volta   che ci parliamo.
ykhar: hij!!!, mi stai ascoltando?? * una brownie iperattiva  saltellava con dei moduli da compilare.Il solito  rapporto da   compilare perennemente*
Hij: uh?* abbassò lo sguardo,rispetto a ykhar , hij era  molto alta per essere una donna.1.85 di altezza*  scusami scricciolina, ho altri pensieri per la testa..*sospirò scrivendo poco e nulla, odiava scrivere il riassunto come i bambini delle scuole elementari*
ykhar: PEEEEERFECT, miiko ti aspetta nella sala del cristallo!.Lo Sai che ti vuole vedere anche...
Hij: già  già  * fece spallucce avviandosi* ah un ultima cosa..* si voltò verso la cara brownie che in quel momento   la guardava impanicatissima, metteva quasi paura, pur essendo la sorella del suo migliore amico* Dii a  quello stordito di nevra che può pure smetterla di farsi ogni cassonetto che passeggia qui vicino.*e con molta non-chalance, proseguì , impedendo a ykhar di ribattere,entrando nel  H.Q.  .Ad attenderla non c’era nessuno, tranne il fratello che lo si sentiva martellare dalla forgia.Senza perdersi troppo in chiacchiere,Hij lo salutò con un cenno , andando dritta verso la sala del  cristallo*
“ Passare per i dormitori è quasi  stomachevole,troppi ricordi e troppa gente morta,  tipo Mery , che non ho fatto in tempo a salutare ....Anche se quel bambino era una palla al piede, era l’unico che quando avevo la luna storta mi faceva sorridere, oltre beh..Quell’imbecille di nevr-“  * i suoi pensieri furono interrotti  da chi?, dalla fonte dei suoi pensieri, il presunto “ marito”, nevra..Ci fu un breve incrocio di sguardi, susseguito dal solito sorriso ammiccante da schiaffi da parte di nevra, che purtroppo non riscontrava alcun esito positivo, visto che Hij lo polverizzava  con lo sguardo.Nevra doveva ricordarsi che era pur sempre la sorella del suo miglior amico, rispetto a valkyon non era un agnellino, anche se dall’outifit sembrava esserlo..Una cosa che nevra odiava profondamente era quella di essere ignorato, beh, con hij era una routine quasi. Fatto sta che La sua cara mogliettina passò oltre, scansandosi una ciocca di capelli  con fare suadente, entrando direttamente nella sala del cristallo.*
Hij:Miiko...Ykhar mi ha detto di venire da te, ebbene?...*gli occhi ambrati bruciavano quasi da quanto erano seri e privi di emozione alcuna*
Miiko: Innanzitutto ben tornata,a dire il vero non volevo dirti nulla di particolare, se non-
Hij: se non che volevi farmi perdere tempo,ricevuto.Ne faccio a meno di questi discorsetti per farti sembrare di avere la coscienza pulita.Se hai qualche compito da affidarmi, comunicalo a Ykhar o Alajea.Buona giornata.* Testa alta, passo fiero, proseguì, andando verso la mensa, Altro luogo brulicante di gente invadente e chiassosa,due cose che non potevano  coincidere con il tipo di mentalità  di Hij. Già irritata, sentendo gli schiamazzi persino da sopra i dormitori, proseguì, entrando in mensa.Dopo un breve sguardo alla ricerca di un posto libero, si arrese all’idea di doversi sedere con gli altri capoguardia...Nevra la osservava di tanto in tanto, con aria da cucciolo bastonato, perchè in fondo era questo quello che sembrava.*
 Hij: nevra, vuoi renderti utile?* biascicò guardandolo con sfida*
Nevra: che intendi “miss valkyon al femminile?“
Hij: Lo sai bene cosa puoi fare quanto ti dico questo...E la prima cosa è*gli prese il viso saldamente obbligandolo a guardarla dritto negli occhi* toglierti questi vestiti da fighetta e filare dritto in camera.Farò in modo di farti passare la voglia di ispezionare ogni vagina del H.Q,costi quel che costi.
* inutile dire che come un cagnolino Nevra prese alla lettera le parole di Hij, prendendola in braccio per portarla nella sua camera da letto.Il loro rapporto anche se è   parecchio discutibile è  bello perchè è particolare..Entrambi si amano ma sono troppo orgogliosi e sfrontati per ammetterlo reciprocamente..Anche  se  si “ non è esattamente come sembra” e non è un rapporto standard*
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THE COMFORT I FOUND IN YOU..
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Growing up, having experienced all the inevitable stress from family, school or community, I am my own comfort. I tried to keep everything to myself. I deal with it in silence. It doesn't mean that I don't trust the people around me, it's just that I don't want to be an emotional baggage, and besides, we are all fighting our own demons.
Anxiety - the result when your brain reacts to stress. It affects a person in both emotional and physical aspect.
It was during my college years when I met someone online. Fast forward, we became friends to best friends to lovers to enemies to strangers to friends again. LOL.
If I had a list of "how to know if a person is a red flag", I would definitely ticked all the boxes. LOL. He's a fucking red flag and it goes to show that red is my favorite color ffs. There's what we call a "confirmation bias" where we only focus or give greater credence to evidence that fits our existing beliefs and discard all potential ones that do not align to our beliefs. As they say, our brain is powerful, it rationalizes anything which of course depends on your initial perspective. I know what I put my self into but I am always that daredevil who stops at nothing. Hahaha.
John Christopher or Cristof or DoiDoi as what I would call him is the very definition of comfort in my world. *cringed hysterically* I know I should turn to my family, relatives and friends but it still wasn't enough even though it should be. Then here goes my comfort person who came unannounced and tame my wild heart. *I know I will regret myself being cringey* I know I should not give him that kind of power over me but I just melt whenever he's always there. He calms and gives warmth to my soul to the point that my anxiety felt embarrassed and just left. The funniest part was that he never interrupts when I rant everything to him. He just listens. *LDR feels* He would sometimes pitch in advices. LOL. But there is something in him that just soothes my soul. It's like he completes me and gets me back on my track.
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In this uncertain world, please know that you can also count on me. You will always be my baby even though you're two years older than me. :D You had the most "astig" and pa "chuyan" job, yet, you cry like shit. *huhuhu* Please tell me in advance when you cry so I won't be traumatized. *hahaha jokens, i love you madafaka* *thank you for trusting me in showing your weakness* You may be a red flag but I am a yellow flag :) Red + Yellow = Orange. Orange is a fun and exciting color. Let's just go with the flow and see where this relationship takes us hahahaha happy 3rd anniversary doiiii! Kish ko beh! Muah! *undangan na nato ni pag maabot tag 5 years* We always talked about that 5 year itch. Kanang kagiron ta sa 5th anniversary bitaw. HAHAHA. Murag diha rajud kutob tanan LDR. Let's enjoy nalang while it lasts. I LOVE YOU DOI. Cheers to more sneaky moments. :P *pistiha ka akong first kiss ibalik, pero lami sya* HAHAHA. Kuyawangstttt.
PS. Orange is also the color of halloween. So let's scare the shit out of our own demons. HAHAHA.
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