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warmaidensrevenge · 2 years

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Okay so I had this on going thought. So plus size fem reader goes to a party Eddie is there she's drunk they've both had drinks. They do stuff and loses her v card. Smut doesn't need to be included cos this is just back story. Morning after she bolts before eddie wakes up. She finds out a month later that she is pregnant. So now she is terrified to even mention anything to Eddie cos she is thinking either he wouldn't believe her when she tells him they had sex (she thinks he doesn't remember that night because he didn't say anything to her about it in school) or he would just reject her immediately and deny his baby. So basically she progresses with her pregnancy. People keep making fun of her. Some saying she is faking it to excuse her from being "fat". She constantly gets asked who the father is. Only her close friends know who it is. They want her to be honest with Eddie but she doesn't want to. Anyways like later he confronts her about why she wouldn't want the father of the baby involved (he has a suspicion its him because he does remember that night) and she's pissed saying it isn't his business. You can decide to go from there. This might be a little too detailed but my brain was running a mile a minute.

What's done is done.

Eddie Munson x Plus size reader

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Hmmm interesting 🤔

Warning: sexual implications, mentions of unprotected sex, cursing, body insecurities

Not proof read and no word count

Inspired by Killswitch Engage - Arms of sorrow and juno

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You really didn't want to go to the party at Steve's house. But your best friends Chrissy and Robin convinced you to go. You really weren't the partying type. You were more of a goodie two shoes when it came to social gatherings. You mainly find yourself at the library or doing some volunteer work. But tonight you were totally going out of your comfort zone.

You stood in the corner alone watching everyone talking, laughing and getting plastered. You were only there for 30 minutes before you were ready to go home. You made your way to Chrissy who was sitting on Jason's lap.

" Hey umm I'm getting kinda tired." You started to make an excuse when Chrissy looked at the door and smiled. She looked back to you and nudge her head towards the door. You looked and your heart skipped a beat. Eddie Munson just walked in with a couple of his band mates.

You had been crushing on him since the day he asked you if he could borrow a pencil in class. His big chocolate button eyes made you swoon. He tried to give it back after class. But you insisted for him to keep it.

Now no longer wanting to leave you made your way to the kitchen to get a drink. Eddie was in there grabbing himself one too.

"Hey uhhh y/n can you open this for me?"

Eddies voice brought your attention to him. He held out a can of beer. He knew your name. You didn't even know he knew you existed.

" uh yeah sure". You took his can and opened it.

"Thanks princess. I uhh I hurt my fingers playing tonight." Eddie gave you an excuse is to why he couldn't open it himself.

" uhh you're welcome" you spoke softly.

Eddie moved closer to you. You assumed it was because the music was too loud for him to hear you.

He was leaning against the counter taking a drink. It was definitely awkward for you. So you took a drink of a mixed cocktail someone had made.

" what are you doing here?"

Eddie's question made you feel like you didn't belong there. And to be honest you didn't. Eddie sensed your withdrawal.

"No no. I mean I don't normally see you at parties. Aren't you like some preachers daughter or something?"

You gave him a halfhearted laugh. " Uhh no, a pastors daughter" you corrected him.

" Right right. But that doesn't answer my first question."

You took another sip of your drink. You were parched all of a sudden.

" my uhh girlfriends made me tag along" you nodded your head towards Chrissy.

" I didn't know you were gay?"

You shot your eyes to meet Eddie's. " I'm not-" Your knees immediately gave. Eddie grabbed you so fast. Fingers digging into your back fat.

" shit you ok?" Eddie was concerned.

" Uh yeah I'm fine. Just got a little dizzy."

"Did you eat?"

You shook your head.

" Well you can't drink on an empty stomach." Eddie went to the fridge pulling out stuff to make a sandwich like it was his house. He always made you smile even though he didn't know it.

You watched as he assembled one and cut it in half. He wrapped half in a napkin and handed it to you. He ate his half in like 2 bites before you even started on yours.

You guys chit chatted for a bit while you ate. Eddie was already on his 4th beer while you were already feeling a buzz from the one you had been babysitting. You had no tolerance for alcohol. You had heard a song that you liked and you started to dance. Eddie smiled while he watched you. You were so cute he thought. You accident bumped his arm while you were swaying about. Spilling some of his beer on his leather jacket.

" oh crap. sorry Eddie".

He laughed it off. " It's cool it's just beer."

"No no let me help clean you up." You grabbed Eddie's rough hand and lead him to the bathroom. Opening door after door until you found it.

Eddie closed the door behind him while you looked for a wash cloth. You wet it a little and move to Eddie to clean. Your eyes were focusing on his jacket while Eddie grinned watching you. God you're so pretty he thought.

"Thanks princess."

Eddies pet name made you blush. You finally met his eyes and you instantly melted. He was so damn pretty. You bit your lip out of nervousness. When Eddie ran his thumb across the apple of your cheek.

" can I kiss you?"

You froze. Eddie Munson wanted to kiss you. Sweet Baby Jesus!

You nodded and Eddie went for it. It was strange at first. It being your first kiss. You did your best to follow the rhythm Eddie had set for you. He pulled at your hips to meet his. While you wrapped your fingers in his untamed frizzy curls. You pulled away to catch your breath.

"Uhh do you want to go find a room?"

You hesitate knowing what was gonna happen but you nodded anyways. Eddie held your hand leading you into an empty bed room. You sat on the bed while Eddie locked the door and took off his jacket. He made his way to you and kissed you deeply. Just a few seconds after he laid you down on the mattress. He pulled away for a second.

" umm are you drunk?"

You shook your head no.

" ok. Uhh are you sure you want to do this? Because of you don't we can just go back downstairs and talk some more. Maybe dance or something."

You let out a small smile. " And they said chivalry is dead."

Eddie smiled before giving you a quick kiss. And propped back up.

"So you want to stop?"

You shook your head.

"words princess. I need your permission."

" No Eddie. Please don't stop"

You woke up the morning after from the sun shining through the blinds. Damn near blinding you. You look over to the messy brown haired guy next to you. Oh my goodness did that really happen? Man oh man.

Eddie had his back towards you and you wanted to hug him but after last night you were embarrassed. So you crept out of the bed. You were still completely naked. Ashamed of your body you quietly hurried to put on your clothes. Last night Eddie praised your figure. Kissing every white lightning bolt across your tummy. Massaging the meat of your thighs. Maybe it was his words or his touch maybe his soft full lips making their way around your body. Whatever it was you let Eddie Munson venture where no man has ever ventured before.

You pulled up your jeans noticing a little of dried blood on the inside of your thigh. Feeling the heat of shame make it's way to your face, you didn't even bother to put on your shoes. Once outside you dawned them on and walked home. I can't believe that happened. And with the guy you've been crushing on for what seems like forever.

...

A month had passed since that lovely night. But ever since, Eddie hasn't even so much as looked at you. Which of course broke your heart. Did he not like it as much as you did? Did he not like you enough to even talk to you? Was it because you weren't his type? Was being with a "big" girl that off putting? Perhaps it was just a hook up to him. Where you really ok with just a one time thing? After being with Eddie, his lack of attention brought back all your insecurities that you had just started to be ok with.

Chrissy and Robin knew everything about everything, your feelings for Eddie, how he took your virginity that night. How being a pastors daughter was super annoying. You guys had been best friends for years. Going on trips together, having so many sleep overs, shopping, crying fits. Everything best friends did. You remembered when Chrissy confessed losing her v card to Jason freshman year. Around the same time Robin came out to you guys. You accepted her for who she was. Who is anyone to say who someone should or shouldn't love? It's not like you can control who you fall for. As long as they were happy right?

You were in the bathroom at school with your friends when Chrissy asked if you need a pad. Your menzies always happened at the same time. Yours however was late. You could feel it coming though. You were spotting and super bloated. Your breast were sore and you were fatigued. All normal signs of your menstrual cycle. It wasn't until a week later did you feel something was wrong when you didn't start. Your sense of smell was heightened and you started getting sick in the morning. So worried something was wrong you 3 way called Robin and Chrissy to explaining everything.

Before you knew it the 3 of you were crammed into your small bathroom staring at the counter that held a pregnancy test.

"I can't look" you sighed out.

"me either" Chrissy said holding your hand. You both looked at Robin.

" I don't want to look either... Nor do I want to touch that pee stick. Don't get me wrong y/n I love you and all but no way."

You took a deep breath and went for the test. Stupid unholy pink plus sign. Your eyes watered and you sunk to the floor.

" no." Chrissy and Robin said at the same time making their way to the floor next to you. Trying their best to console you.

They asked what you wanted to do. If you wanted to get an abortion. But you explained your father would never allow it. And to be honest you didnt want to. You wanted to keep the baby. The baby was part you and part Eddie. If you couldn't have Eddie at least you could have a part of him. But you had to tell him right? Would he believe you? Would he care? Would he want to help raise a child at such a young age? Would he just bolt? Or would he deny that you two hooked up?

You explained your concerns with your friends. Chrissy stuck up for Eddie. Explaining that he wasn't that type of person. And you knew that. Eddie was never mean. He wasn't a bad guy like the majority of the school thought. But then again. Who just has sex with someone and then never talk or look at them ever again. Robin agreed with you but still voice that you should tell him. You were so naive it was painful for your friends to witness.

-Eddie saw you first when he walked through that door into the mess of people at Steve's summer party. When he saw Chrissy nod her head in his direction he looked away so you would catch him staring at you. And when you went to the kitchen he went too. He asked for your help opening a can. He could have done it. But he lied to get a conversation going. He's been wanting to talk to you for some time now. But you never seemed to be around. Your always doing something with yourself. Something he would never really care about until he saw you handing out bowls of soup to the needy on Christmas day. He had gotten community service on some trumped up charge. So he was washing dishes when you came back with a tub full. You gave him a 'I'm sorry' look for adding more work for him. You worked up front. The food serving jobs that were saved for those who did this often. Of course you did this often you were a sweet innocent girl. He liked that about you. You didn't judge him based on what anyone said. You made the decision to like someone or not according to what you learned about that person from that person.

After that night though Eddie thought that maybe being see with the towns 'Freak' was too much for you. That's why you left without saying goodbye. Why you hadn't looked at him since. Sure Eddie thought you were different from everyone else. But the way you acted like he didn't exist hurt him. But he still cared for you. He watched you over the next few months. You were glowing. You had never looked so beautiful. But it was about 4 and a half months after the night you spent with him did Eddie noticed that you started to wear clothes that were way bigger than your normal ones. He was clearly oblivious to the situation. Until he started to hear the rumors. He was staring at you during lunch one day. He saw you get up and for a split second your shirt hug your belly just before you pulled it so that it would lay down properly. Eddie's eyes widened jaw dropping to the floor. You were pregnant. What others were saying was true. When did that happen? Did you hook up with other guys after Eddie? Or Before ? No you were a good girl. But then again you let Eddie have sex with you without a condom. But hold on wait wait. The way you felt. The way your core tugged at him before he entered you. You were definitely a virgin. Was he the father? No no. You would have told him if he was.

Eddie's minds was so packed with questions that he had to talk to you. He need to know who the father is. He found you at your locker in-between classes.

"Well aren't you just a walking cliche? Preachers daughter all knocked up?" Eddie chuckled. But you didn't find it funny.

" so uhhh what's going on?"

You gave Eddie a thin lip smile. " Well I'm 19 and pregnant, still in highschool. So yeah a walking cliche." You were being sarcastic but Eddie didn't seem to catch it.

" Well no shit princess. It's like you're pushing maximum capacity." Eddie said looking at your belly. He wanted to touch it. But your words stopped him.

"Seriously?! What the hell is your problem Eddie?!" Eddie looked at you in shock. " Seriously go fuck yourself!" You said while turning around and leaving Eddie frozen in fear

You never yelled at him. Shit you barely said anything in the past few years he's known you. And now you were yelling at him. He didn't know what brought that on. But your friends were going to make damn sure he would know by the end of the day.

They were waiting by his van. He stopped to study to see if they were pissed. And by the way Robin and Chrissy marched up to him he knew. He was a dead man.

" what the hells your problem Munson?!" Chrissy spoke first.

"Seriously how are you gonna call a pregnant woman fat?" Robin said shoving him.

" I-i didn't call y/n f-fat"

Robin scoffed " Oh please Munson spare us. "Maximum capacity " are you serious. That's just cruel. Even for you."

"N-no I-i didn't mean it that way."

" I don't care what you meant Eddie, you better apologize to her" Chrissy poked his chest.

" I don't think she will talked to me."

" well you better start trying before we kick your ass." Robin and Chrissy looked at each other and nodded.

Eddie agreed to do it. He didn't mean to hurt your feelings. He was just nervous. He always felt nervous around you. He also always seems to put his foot in his mouth everytime he talked to you. So he was gonna try. But you never came back to school after that. And you weren't home most days. Or at least when he went over. He called but your father said you weren't home.

Eddie didn't know this but after the incident in the hallway you took your parents offer to send you to a school for young mothers just 30 minutes out of Hawkins. You didn't want to leave your friends but you had to get away from Eddie. You didn't tell Eddie you were carrying his child after that day. Fully accepting that you were gonna do this on your own. Clearly he wasn't ready to be a father if he still acted like a child calling you names and making fun of your situation.

...

" Hello?"

" Eddie it's Chrissy. I uhh I have to tell you something.

Eddie hadn't seen you in like four months. He found out you left but he didn't know where. And your friends were no help.

He listened while Chrissy said that you were in labor. And that he need to know that he was the father.

He hung up with the address on a piece of paper crumpled in his fist. He knew it. He knew it was his. And though he was scared shitless. He couldn't help being excited. He put on his best button down shirt and his Sunday slacks. He never actually went to church but they were a Christmas present from like 3 years ago. He was surprised they still fit. He was super nervous so he sat outside in his van so he could calm down enough to drive to you. He stopped at a gas station and bought you some flowers and a small stuffed puppy with the color of your eyes for the baby.

...

Eddie was walking down the hallway looking for your room when he saw your parents coming out through a door at the end of the hall. Eddie froze when he saw your mom crying and your dad trying to comfort her. Shit what happened? Was she upset that you decide to keep the baby instead of put it up for adoption? Or was she upset that he the town freak was the father? He had no clue what was going on with you. All he knew was he wanted to raise the baby... together.

He approached your door when he saw your parents leave. He decided not to introduce himself going against why he dressed up if the first place. He felt like maybe you two could do it together. Hoping that your parents would see that he wasn't a Devil worshipping cult leader he was made out to be. Maybe even get your father's permission to make an honest woman out of you.

Eddie shook the thought away so he could finally go in and see you two. His heart was pounding and he started to sweat. He was so nervous. The last time he was this nervous was his first performance at the Hideout.

He reached for the latch when the door pulled open. Robin and Chrissy were standing there. Tear stained cheeks, blood shot puffy eyes hugging each other. Eddie took a step back at the sight.

" Are they o-ok? He mumbled

With what looked like it took everything she had to shake her head. Robin said " No"

Eddie watched as they left. And he stood there for a moment before going in.

You were laying on your back head turned to the window. Your quiet sobs rang in his ears. He looked down at the empty bassinet and just knew. But what confirmed it was the tiny medical wrist band that you had clutched in your hand that was pressing against your heart. You didn't look at him when he came in. You didn't want to face him. You had just given a stillbirth and you just wanted to die.

Eddie put the flowers and stuff animal down onto a chair in the corner of the room and he came to the side of hospital bed where your face was. You scooted over to let Eddie climb in bed with you. He held you tight while you sobbed into his chest.

" It's ok y/n I'm here now. I have you" it was all Eddie could say before he joined you in crying.

He swore to himself that day that he would always be there for you. He would take care of you. He hoped that this pain you both were feeling wouldn't last long. And one day when everything was alright, when you were alright, you would let him love you the way he always has.

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jeongjaebae · 2 years

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Hi ... I think you're used to this by now, but ... I have written another essay for you! 😂

Um ... yes .. Hyunjae has most definitely won my heart by this stage 👀 I wanted to make my first posts on that blog all Hyunjae considering I literally named it after him HAHA That explains the massive influx of Hyunjae posts but!! I'm getting to the other members now lol with a bit of Hyunjae sprinkled in between!

Hm I'm not entirely sure if having both bias and bias wrecker in a 'line' happens in SVT! Although a lot of people have biases based on age (e.g. 95line), or units. My biaswreckers are S.Coups and Jeonghan though, so mine isn't really a line, as far as I know? lol

Omg I'm only watching the behind video for the Seasons Greetings now! Younghoon as an archer and Juyeon as a shooter seem appropriate - they've shot me straight in my heart! And Eric doing American football sdlfjskldfjkls And ... HYUNJAE AS A HOCKEY PLAYER AHHHHHH LSKJDFKLSDJFLKSDKL THIS IS SO GREAT, THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME ABOUT THIS HE'S SO CUTE IN HIS UNIFORM I HAVE A BIG FAT CRUSH ON HIM OK

Ooooh I don't watch KDramas consistently anymore but I'll put Younghoon's ones on my to-watch list! Might solidify his position even further on my biaswrecker list hehe

Yeah I used to find it tough remembering all of SJ's names and faces but ... I think it's gotten easier each time I decide to learn about a new big group haha And it looks extra cool when these big groups dance in sync and stuff! And there's always so many possible combinations for things like unit songs / performances, photoshoots, and interviews!

Lol I think I vaguely remembering there being a Wedding Dress phase back when I was in high school? Or a Haru Haru phase! I remember some classmates being pretty keen on KDramas when I was in high school, and at the time, I thought they were being ridiculous (and now look where I am!) lol

Nah I'm not really a gamer, I just like playing Superstar rhythm games A LOT (too much) and I lurk a lot on their reddits a lot so I've learnt a lot of the lingo lol. I've also watched the behind videos of TBZ playing SSTBZ and it's just so funny to see them struggle! And I also saw their tweets complaining about Out of Control being so difficult, which was really funny!

Lol maybe it's Younghoon's Leo traits coming out, I'm convinced S.Coups in SVT also does the same (they literally have the same birthday - although different years) sklfjdkslj that guy says some of the cheesiest stuff sometimes I swear 😩

Nuuuuuuuu that compilation of Hyunjae whining IS JUST TOO CUTE!!!! He sounds a bit like a kid but!!! SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE And he like nearly pouts too lsdkfjldksjflsdk And no???? I haven't seen him hugging people or hiding behind them when he's embarrassed!!! I must take greater note of that from now on! Also I was watching TBZ on Weekly Idol during their Thrill-ing promotions and THIS PART GOT ME SO BAD!!!!!!!! JUYEON BEING RIDICULOUSLY HEART-FLUTTERING AND HYUNJAE BEING ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE LSDJFLKSDJS Basically, everyone else's reactions = my reactions!

Oooh yes I definitely love re-reading fics, and especially when I start getting to actually know the group too! I also now totally understand why you wrote the 'Bad at being bad' fic for Hyunjae - he's a total sweetie, he could never really be a bad boy lol

Oh my my Hyunjae and Juyeon's photoshoots together really ARE something! They look so good tlskjdfkljdsl Also, why is their ship name Jumil? I get that Juyeon's is the 'Ju' part, but where does the 'mil' come from for Hyunjae? 🤔

Yeah chaeunwoos needed a name for a non-main-boygroup blog, and I watched True Beauty recently, and Cha Eunwoo really got me sflkdjlsjflksjd (although I always thought he was pretty handsome) So that's why I named that blog after him haha But to be totally honest, I only listen to ASTRO's songs on a very casual basis. That side blog used to be named 'shawoltzen' - for Shawol + NCTzen, but yeah that side blog is pretty much for everything that does not have a dedicated blog! And I change usernames on that blog whenever I go through a phase lol (I'm pretty sure I had an EXO-related name there at one point) But anytime I start to feel myself getting too attached, I'm now inclined to create a new blog for them haha I'm probably going to keep all my reblogs of your fics on that blog though since I do reblog a bunch of fics there haha and I want to remember how I fell into TBZ by reading your fics HAHA

I think I've always seen Juyeon as handsome but ... nearly unattainably so, so while I started off with thinking that he might be my bias, Hyunjae is now the winner of my heart lol and when I see him, I think, 'yup this guy is totally my type' HAHA Sure, I definitely appreciate Juyeon but I think I would admire from afar in real life but wouldn't really think about being with that much, whereas for Hyunjae, I think I'd actually want to be around him a lot and hear him laugh and talk and sing in that sweet sweet voice of his 🥺 I'M SORRY I'M BEING SAPPY HAHAHA

I was having a think about what do all my biases have in common and ... they all have the surname Lee? 😂 Lee Donghae, Lee Seokmin, Lee Minho (Lee Know), Lee Jaehyun (Hyunjae) HAHA I mean, it's not much of a connection LOLOLOL but it's a coincidence! Hmmm I'd also like to think that they have very ... solid noses HAHA Also girrrllllll I think your analysis of what guy I like is pretttyyyyy spot on! Definitely love a guy who makes me laugh and that whole thing about unpredictable enough to keep me on my toes? Sounds like me and my Aquarius traits to a tee 😂 How can you already read me so well after a few of my asks! 😱 But then again, I guess you're a writer, you must have good intuition hehe

Also just wanted to say that I've been rewatching the Thrill Ride MV since actually picking out Hyunjae as a bias and ... all those shots of him being hot boy summer hit different! Including his dumb winks 😭 And similarly with Christmassy! I didn't think much of Hyunjae initially in that MV (too focused on footballer!Juyeon, flirty!Sunwoo, and a very cute Younghoon) until I noticed a very cute guy at the beginning (you know, the bit where he looks at like the Instagram stories of TBZ) and I thought his side profile and laugh were cute HEHE

Oooh you definitely sound like you like darker songs from SVT! Although To You is a bit cheerier haha Hmmm have you tried listening to Getting Closer as well? Oh what about 24/7 (although not totally sure that's a 'dark' song ...) Bittersweet is really good! I think Mingyu / Wonwoo could definitely have potential as a future unit! I'm convinced there's something different about hearing rappers sing~ hehe Wait about the whole dark songs thing - is this why your fave TBZ song is Drink It lololol

I also may or may not have opened a new Twitter account dedicated to reblogging TBZ lol (my usual Twitter account is a biiiiiiigggg mess of everything - mostly reblogging SJ, SVT and SKZ with a side of everything else HAHA)

oH I didn't realize it before when I was creating my TBZ sideblog, but I have now opened up asks / submissions, so definitely feel free to drop by with Hyunjae TBZ pics anytime! 😃

And lastly! (Finally!) I totally forgot to mention last time, but you can tag my asks with my name - 'natalie' or 'nat' is fine 😊

UR DOWN SOOOOO BAAAAAD FOR HIM AHAHA #natwhippedera and PLEASE it's more like hyunjae ft. other members sprinkled in between 🤡 oh but do you ever switch biases? or go through phases? i feel like i could never just pick one member.... like why have a dish when you can have a buffet!!

ahh jeonghan has caught my eye recently!! i love how he's kinda snakey? evil? during games, like during that mousebusters gose ep when he said to just spray jun's face, i was like..... why is that something i'd say........ LMAOO. i'm nearly done gose 2020 and in the TTT eps.... when they drive.... why is that so attractive...............................

juyeon as a shooter ALDKJFK WAIT i have the perf meme for that AHAHA. hyunjae would totally be that annoying hockey player who skates towards you really fast to scare you and then sprays ice at you with his side stop LOL hockey player!hyunjae x figure skater!y/n 👀 ah ngl younghoon didn't make it onto my bias list until i watched love revolution! there was something about him there that made him more attractive than he is in tbz, maybe bc his character swears sooo much it's refreshing HAHA

oh yeahhh it seemed impossible to remember so many names and faces at first but here we are :') did you ever get hyunjae/eric/sangyeon mixed up? the first few performances i watched i could barely tell who was who LOL. big groups are definitely fun, i love it when fic writers try to fit all the members into the fic and give them cameos here and there!!

omg same i definitely thought my classmates were being so cringe at the time when they were speaking like koreaboos/weebs :') it was a phase for them yet i'm still here... 10 years later aldkfjl. have you watched a lot of kdramas? i've probably watched more since the pandemic started than i ever have before it haha

ohhhh i see, omg have you had bad experiences with league too 🙃 i find it so endearing how juyeon's still playing sstbz on normal mode and he's so proud when he three stars it aHHHH and how he has a normal amount of diamonds!! he's too cute!!

i'm sure you've started noticing all of hj's mannerisms by now 🥴ALDKJF THE TIE! it made your heart flutter right?? i knew jumil was the most popular ship when i entered the fandom but didn't see it for the longest time, and yet... somehow even the maverick mv director knew LMAOO. the "mil" part of jumil comes from hyunjae's "mirae" stan name since hyunjae = present / mirae = future

oooh that is an interesting thing to do with your blog :O i'm always too indecisive to change my urls haha. oh but have you read the true beauty webtoon? eunwoo fit the character but suho actually reminds me of juyeon!!! like the quiet and handsome bff turned lover 🥺 omg did you stan like... all the sm boy groups at some point? i also went through an exo/nct phase LOL. but will wait and see what you change your url to next 👀

YOU'RE SO WHIPPED I'M ADKLFJADKLJFKLAJJ. are you a words of affirmation type of person 🤔 omg THE LEE THING ok i was about to be like... there's no way she's that delusional AHAHA (omg lee dongmin will fit very nicely on your list, ms chaeunw00s hehe). you're right they do have very nice noses!! and... i think you'll quickly begin to notice that i psychoanalyze everyone and everything :'') so your asks and blogging habits were enough to get a sense of your personality and it's also why i had a feeling ju wasn't gonna make it to the top of your bias list LOL. hyunjae seems like he'd match your energy better and be able to keep you interested!!

i......... ngl i think you've watched their mvs way more than i have at this point HAHA. but ok i do know the feeling of going back to old moments to specifically Notice your bias after finally picking one :'') do your eyes zoom in on hyunjae sitting there in shows/interviews even when he says nothing akldjfka LIKE I SAID ur in the honeymoon phase ahhHHh

oh you consider to you cheery? i find it angsty ngl, like maybe a nostalgic summer vibe perhaps? ooh yes i did like getting closer but 24/7 is a little slow 😅 and yeah wonwoo and mingyu should totally have more unit projects, their voices are so soothing in bittersweet! my music taste is quite predictable tbh.... other than drink it, my other fave tbz songs would be checkmate, kingdom come, scar, reveal (if you're familiar with music theory i'd say the main elements i look for are a minor key and V chords ahaha). oh but while we're here lemme throw in some shameless self promo 🤡

omg twitter too eh, you say it's for tbz but let's be real it's mostly for hyunjae ft. sprinkles of tbz members HAHA

#nat <3 #ask

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