#bc i was early on and that fucked literally everything up sooo i gotta work like 10x harder
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sdfghjkl i have state-mandated exams starting tomorrow that determine if i graduate also fragile mental health this week and listening to home video by lucy dacus a normal amount but tbh i'm chilling totally
#also i have to take the SAT in one month. totallyyyy chilling. i take more breaks than i'm meant to but tbh#i'm exhaustedddd. but i also dont have the academic legroom to be exhausted#bc i was early on and that fucked literally everything up sooo i gotta work like 10x harder#n if i flunk this basically all the good work will feel insignificant#will try to be on here more once i'm done w/ exams but i wont be fully done until april n then i got more stuff to#worry about in may/june not even mentioning all the shit i gotta do for fucking college.#still not 100% sure what i actually want to do BTW. so pray i figure that out asap#goddd i dont wanna be a human being. dont wanna. really do anything tbh#but also i'm clinically depressed according to every therapist i've had ever n anyone who's ever looked at me. FORK SPOTTED IN KITCHEN#but yeah complaining. boo/ gn..#stream home video. good album but idk much about good music i listen to whatever. please stay + hot n heavy + cartwheel + thumbs my faves#my text#Spotify
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so i’d really like to finish my guardian takedown lore analysis, but honestly the game isn’t really fun to play at the moment anymore (even with the health debuffs they added) so I think im going to be taking a break for now because I’m just not having fun anymore.
this game has a lotta mechanical problems i think need to be addressed so im gonna summarize it as bullet points below. I’ll play the new dlc when it drops, but idk if i’ll be on more than that (grinding, end-game stuff) until they make some serious changes. I’ve been playing (near) daily since launch, followed the patch/hotfix notes every single week, and my patience has finally, FINALLY run dry, especially with that really disappointing Phase 1 Patch and then the hotfix this week not adding anything else. What is the balancing team doing??? 😩
tl;dr: FIX THE VAULT HUNTERS!!!!
anyway. That’s all I needed to get outta my system. I might log on to this blog every now and again to post some random shit that pops into my head (probably with regards to my AU), but I’m not going to be actively playing and posting for the time being. Goodbye (for now), and here’s hoping the new DLC is good!!
guardian takedown only problems:
there’s a lot of waiting around, and sometimes it’s not explicitly stated that you’re waiting for something, so you’ll be lost on what to do next (not sure if that’s a dialogue glitch or not)
the crystal charge insta-death is bull. just. what the hell. at least make it so you just have to start over. killing ur players for failing a “puzzle” that they then have to fight all the way back to is so infuriating.
dying because you fell off a platforming puzzle is also bull.
i remember playing the first DMC on my playstation in middle school and having a conniption over the part in the observatory(? it’s been a hot minute since I played DMC 1) with the disappearing/invisible platforms. I h a t e jumping puzzles. why are they in a section of the game where death is semi-permanent and a detriment to your teammates. i tried the takedown 2x with friends and both times one friend didn’t make the first big jump to the temple and had to wait for our inevitable deaths. that’s so unfair to them.
there’s absolutely no reason for a boss to have 12 fuckin immunity phases. 4 per health bar with 3 health bars? Who the fuck designed this? *pumps shotgun* i just wanna talk.
i appreciate a tasteful immunity phase every now and again (the ones in the Valkyrie fight are actually p reasonable), but christ. that is overkill. I don’t mind the main boss fight, since u can end those early through certain actions, but jesus. the mid-boss fight is annoying as hell. you spend more time running from the immunity phases and finding the damn boss than u do actually shooting it.
drop rates are crap, which I guess should be expected given what happened with the Maliwan Takedown and the handful of months it took for them to fix that, but also you think they’d have learned.
in the maliwan takedown there’s a sense of progression thru the facility after you kill each area’s batch of enemies, but in this one it’s... dampened by the crystal charging sequences. you kill all the enemies in an area, press a button, and now you have to kill 3x that number of enemies in the same area, expect you’re just standing there motionless. It’s not fun.
the crystal charging stuff is just not fun in general. standing in a square is not entertaining. it’s worse that it was clearly designed for 3+ players when a majority of people play/grind solo
i gotta admit the boss fights just aren’t as fun as the Maliwan Takedown fights overall. I felt like a real badass fighting Wotan for the first time, but the main boss for this Takedown is kind of a bitch. Wotan’s fight is chaos, there’s so much shit happening at once and you don’t really have time to process everything and I love it. This one is p meh...
This would be fine and I’d 100% not care that much if there weren’t all these OTHER problems
General Issues with the Game
There’s no endgame stuff to play outside of the takedowns.
I assume they’re working on the first raid given some stuff I found in the Guardian Takedown files, but I really wish they’d keep the seasonal events/areas. They give us the option to disable/enable them while they’re ‘active’, just give us the ability to do it whenever we want.
when i hop on i either run through Athenas (my favorite map), or farm a boss or two. I have all the loot i really need from the maliwan takedown/elsewhere, and the guardian takedown just... isn’t fun atm, so i have nothing to do.
I’ve reset my playthru multiple times to play the main story at m10, but u can only play it (and the dlc) so many times
Mayhem levels and modifiers are a hot m e s s
a majority of the modifiers just aren’t fun to play with
they incorporated like 2-3 fun modifiers (from the community), then added a bunch that straight-up aren’t. I’m fine with the game being more difficult, but at least give us modifiers that make it more entertaining to play at a higher level instead of more annoying. I like the ones that have trade-offs or add new ‘enemies’, but I hate the ones that just straight up reduce your damage output.
a majority of the weapons with the mayhem 10 anointment (scaling) do not work on mayhem 10 (we’ll go more in-depth with this later)
Player Characters (Vault Hunters!!!) are also a hot mess and a lot of problems plaguing them haven’t been fixed SINCE LAUNCH
theyre literally the basis of the game and its balance. why havent you guys fixed them yet. stop adding new content until they’re fixed. no new skill trees until the base 3 trees work ON EVERY CHARACTER.
seriously. Why is amara p much limited to using Phasegrasp. Why does Iron Bear not matter to Moze except to proc anointments. MAKE ALL ACTION SKILLS EQUAL AND HAVE HEFT.
i wrote an essay here about it bc i feel that strongly about this
SERIOUSLY FIXING UR VAULT HUNTERS WILL MAKE BALANCING SO MUCH EASIER PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU THEY ARE THE BASE OF UR BALANCING WOES
ZANE IS STILL UNUSABLE WITHOUT THE SEEIN’ DEAD CLASS MOD!!!!!!!!!!!
MOZE IS SCREWED BC HER DAMAGE IS TOO RELIANT ON ASE ANOINTMENTS!!
AMARA DOESN’T HAVE A FUCKING MELEE BUILD AS THE ADVERTISED MELEE CHARACTER???
FL4K’S HEADCOUNT SKILL IS S T I L L BROKEN EVER SINCE THE RELEASE OF THE MALIWAN TAKEDOWN
ARE YOU GUYS LISTENING TO THE COMMUNITY *PLEASEEEEEEE*
BUFF AND FIX THE GODDAMN VAULT HUNTERS
Anointments were a mistake. Damage end-game is wayyyy too reliant on them
anoints should have a maximum of, like, a 20% damage bonus. the damage necessary to kill enemies *should be coming from the VHs themselves*. i don’t care if you have to revamp every single Vault Hunter’s skill trees and buff them all by 9000%. THEY DESERVE IT AT THIS POINT
at the moment in m10 there really isn’t much build diversity *even between Vault Hunters*. We’re all using the same 5 guns (OPQ System. Kaoson. idk. fuckin brainstormer? is that still a thing? jesus fuck) with the same 3 anointments (100% on ASE, cryo while SNTL, and 300% while 90%).
you want to diversify builds like you said during the gameplay reveal???? you want our choice in Vault Hunter to actually fuckin matter???? FIX THEM!!!! THEY SHOULD BE ABLE TO DEAL DAMAGE WITHOUT STUPID POWERFUL LEGENDARIES AND ANOINTMENTS!!!
Anoints also shouldn’t be common. At all. They should be, like, Pearl rarity. To let that happen, their damage needs to be tuned way the fuck down (again, 20ish % bonus MAX) and ALL ANOINTS NEED TO BE USEFUL IN SOME WAY
NOBODY IS GOING TO USE THE AIRBORNE OR SLIDING ANOINTMENTS JUST REMOVE THEM ALREADY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
obviously these changes can’t happen because they fucked up and buckled down with everything being anointed in m10, but still
imagine a world where the VHs actually did damage on their own without anointments and the damage buff from them was just an incentive to grind for the 100% perfect weapon and NOT A REQUIREMENT TO DEAL DAMAGE
>:(
A majority of gear is borderline worthless at M10
I’m fine with the difficulty of M10, i should let it be known. The enemy health isn’t really the problem IF ALL GUNS ACTED THE SAME AS THE OPQ SYSTEM
ffs.
you know, if you fixed ur vault hunters so they all did damage with just purple weapons (abt the same damage as legendaries w/o special effects) and removed the anointment requirement from late-game play, balancing your guns would be sooo much easier. you know. just saying.
right now only 10% (im being generous) of guns in the game are viable. 90% are worthless. We need AT LEAST 60-70% viable at M10. WHERE IS MY BUILD DIVERSITY. WHY ARE ALL LEGENDARIES NOW JUST “HEY THIS GUN IS STRONGER THAN THE LAST 4 WE RELEASED. HAVE FUN”
how to fix this problem? do as above: BUFF YOUR PLAYER CHARACTERS. MAKE ANOINTMENTS LESS STRONG.
then, at least the 10% already strong weapons would be stupid strong and OP as fuck, BUT AT LEAST WE COULD HAVE BUILD VARIETY!!! I don’t care if other people are dummy strong one-shotting everything in sight. I don’t! so long as they don’t play with me, I couldn’t care less!!! I want to be able to play with the unique, interesting legendaries. instead of the OPQ System. which, by the way, I dislike compared to the normal Q-System. let me use the frozen heart shield and the infiltrator mod. I don’t wanna be chained to the Seein’ Dead anymore :(
honestly at this point im starting to think removing slag was a mistake bc then at least we could use guns that aren’t solely damage-based guns. you know how fucked up you’ve got me that im thinking maybe slag wouldn’t be so bad this time around??? YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP B A D.
FIX THE GAME
IM TAKING A BREAK
MAYBE I’LL BE LESS UPSET WHEN I COME BACK FOR THE DLC BUT HOT. DIGGITY. SHIT.
#borderlands#bl3#whelp#i needed to get that out#still frustrated...#just... fix the game#please#its so disheartening to see this STILL going on#like i know bl2 had the same problems#with the balancing#remember when they nerfed zer0 and buffed salvador?#but like christ at least they were messing with the vault hunters#now they're trying to brush their problems under the rug and it's really sad to watch#you would think they'd have learned from bl2
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holy heck ! thank you sophiw i lov u 🍒
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?
i dont understand this question?? like sometimes i doubt my own existence and other times i doubt that i exist to certain ppl? ya?
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?
2,, normal amount? like good for sleep but pitch black is scaryy but not to the point i need the escape ?? if that makes sense??
3. The person you would never want to meet?
guy fieri, i dont think i need to know if hes actually real ? like is he real and from this dimension or from flavortown (which he has a very scarily detailed description of)?? thats not something i need to know
4. What is your favorite word?
hmm, probably ‘fam’ obviously
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?
a willow tree !!!!!!!!!! i just talked to my mom about this :-0
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?
ngl but i dont look in the mirror anymore unless its lip syncing along to a song sung by a guy/someone w a deeper voice bc i feel like it suits me better! gotta love coping w dysphoria!
7. What shirt are you wearing?
baseball tee, gay
8. What do you label yourself as?
nb, lesbian, fool
9. Bright room or dark room?
dark room
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?
slepe
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?
10-11 when i was in 5th grade. i still only had two friends but i was way more extroverted and everything was so carefree and i was very invested in adventure time and art. i think that was the most of a childhood i got? i honestly did not do much as a kid and i wish i had..
12. Who told you they loved you last?
sophiw ! tumblr user almightyportraits ! the loml !
13. Your worst enemy?
x
14. What is your current desktop picture?
one from apple called ‘abstract shapes’ its very orange but also blue which is my fave color pairing atm so its perfect
15. Do you like someone?
tumblr user vahilla
16. The last song you listened to?
megan played ‘marceline’ by willow in her car ! a song i suggested to her a few months ago and it makes me very happy that she likes it especially bc we bonded over adventure time in 6th grade :-)
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
mmyy seelfff ??
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
mmmyseyyffelllff ??
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
eh whats the point
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)
n o ne ?
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?
what is the opposite of nb,, i feel like if i was opposite of how i present id be a girl, which is a verryyy weird thought for me, pass
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?
no :-/
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?
uh first of all blood, like, ill pass out,, second of all,, literally everything worries me
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.
jimmy johns #16, turkey, bacon, lettuce, tomato, NO MAYO
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?
im a very practical person so the least boring answer i can come up w is more art supplies
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?
denmark
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?
fukcing , acetoNe
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
i think a FIRST rule would have to be pretty IMPORTANT so probably smt like how ~WE THE PEOPLE~ are all EQUAL would be a pretty good start and pretty UNDENIABLE and STRAIGHT FORWARD especially if it was the FIRST thing in this,, hmm lets call it the CONSTITUTION, in the completely hypothetical society
29. What is your favorite expletive?
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuk cufck ufc kfuck
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?
sunglasses??!!! that shit gotta be bright huh>?? gotta protect my retinas
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
i wanna say my first relationship made me a better person but that shit was rreeeaaallyyyy fucking awful and 4 months (+recovery months) that i will never get back and i think ? maybe ?? i wouldve been ok without it ? idk just a thought
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!
spain ?!?!? why not + i sorta know the language? thatd b cool
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
zoey my dog :-( i miss her a lot, this month it will have been two years oh my god i miss her so much
34. What was your last dream about?
the last one i remember was a nightmare about someone tryna murder me i was very scared
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?
i think so , when i was two i got really really sick and couldve died ?
37. Have you ever built a snowman?
ahh yes ! we gave hhimm,, fruit snack nipples, please forgive me fathr
38. What is the color of your socks?
grey w blue n orange stripes ( again i lov blue n orange together, my shirt is teal and i have an orange hat on wow)
39. What type of music do you like?
all! i had to train this new guy at work and im sooo awkward but once why started talking about music it was easy for me to talk bc it was smt we both really like !!! i felt like i could actually communicate w feeling a disconnect it was nice ! we talked mostly about rap which was cool and unexpected but i could do it ? i really love music and i love being able to know enough to talk about it ,, isk
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
sunrises, ive been pushing myself to wake up unreasonably early to have more time to myself and i get to watch the sunrise most days which is nice
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?
chocolate
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)
whom?
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?
college? god i dont even know… smt w art.. by an illustrator or art teacher or freelance artist or graphic designer ,, i really dont know
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
one thing ?!!?!? i wish i was neurotypical
46. Are you reliable?
yes? i try hard to be? i hope so ?
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?
u still a lil bitch ?
48. Do you hold grudges?
nope i try not to, ive had too many toxic petty people in my life that i dont need to be one myself.. now this is grudges w/o reason, but if ive given people several ‘second chances’ and theyre still (thumbs down) then ill avoid them but w/i reason?
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?
DOG HORSES BIG DOGs
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?
mm probably smt w my lab partner from last year. she always sends me weird quotes from a fanfiction shes reading and its weird but i really appreciate that she still talks to me or talks to me at all tbh
51. Are you a good liar?
nooo ?? i try not to lie? mb not tell the full truth but idk , i feel like id feel too guilty
52. How long could you go without talking?
uhh literally days like i already fucking do.. i m taking this as verbally but i dont get texts so like, it would not be hard
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?
before i went to short hair i used to alllwaayyys wear a tight ponytail every single day bc i wasnt girly enough to do anything w it and it was really really gross like thank god i cut it all off
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?
heck yeah
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?
*clears throat*
h-
hewwo?
56. What do you like on your toast?
butter and jam
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?
x
58. What would be you dream car?
razor scooter
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.
sometimes im just too physically or emotionally exhausted to stand so ill just,, lay down? ive fallen asleep in the shower before ha
60. Do you believe in aliens?
yup
61. Do you often read your horoscope?
whenever it comes up but i dont ,, seek it out
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?
Q
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?
dragons tf
64. What do you think about babies?
evil, ugly, dont see the appeal. open ur eyes ppl !!!! bbs are n Ot cute !!
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.
x
#long post /#mention of dysphoria /#ask#thenk yoy sophiw#this took 4ever but worth it bc it got me to calm down?? coolc ool cool
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for 1: olivia/juni, bonny/trucy, junpei/carlos/june & december/iiri (and prax/arlee as a joker because man, lemme tell you-) / for 2: praxus, harry mason, tová, luna (vlr) / for 3: all your humanoid ocs
Oh what a pleasant surprise, didn’t expect you out of all people to send me something. ;)
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Olivia/Juni:
when I started shipping it if I did: When it was first brought up, honestly… sooo, last year?
my thoughts: Olivia is way too hot for Juni tbh. But! I guess personality counts for a lot so Juni is forgiven for not being a hotbabe.
what makes me happy about them: I love how they’re kind of similar in some aspects but at the same time pretty different! Like how they’re both highly compassionate and trusting, but due to past happenings they view these traits very differently; Juni embraces them while Olivia kind of views them as a hindrance, and so on. Not to mention that they’re just, like, really cute together and I honestly can’t wait to see how their dynamic is going to develop in the future!
what makes me sad about them: All the bad stuff that’s gonna happen to them B’) Gotta be sad before you get to be happy wooo
things done in fanfic that annoys me: hmm I wonder
things I look for in fanfic: gay
who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: IDK there aren’t that many characters yet for me to choose from lol
my happily ever after for them: Peace and quiet! ;’0 And happy family life and no sad times!
who is the big spoon/little spoon: Juni is the big spoon ‘cause she big, though I honestly can’t see her opposing to the idea of Olivia being the big spoon either haha
what is their favorite non-sexual activity: Crying probably? I mean like that’s what they’ve been pretty good at lately? On a more serious note though, I’m not sure. :0 Their current situation doesn’t really allow fun lmao
Bonny/Trucy:
when I started shipping it if I did: As soon as I learned how much Bonny adores Trucy! I thought it was super cute ahah
my thoughts: They’re just, you know, a real feel-good couple to me :’0
what makes me happy about them: That they’re such good friends even after the trial and that Trucy is such an inspiration to Bonny and continues to support her! ; v ; Oh and I’m also glad that Bonny didn’t turn out to be the murderer bc somehow MY FAVOURITE IS ALWAYS THE MURDERER lmao
what makes me sad about them: That Bonny will probably never be seen again……
things done in fanfic that annoys me: IDK man I don’t read fanfic
things I look for in fanfic: gay
who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Trucy/Pearl is pretty good! As for Bonny… I dunnooo we never saw her interact with that many characters.
my happily ever after for them: Not sure, they’re like… literal babies, so just let them be literal babies and do baby stuff for now. Going on fun dates and doing magic shows together. ;>
who is the big spoon/little spoon: Trucy is the big spoon mmmmmaybe?
what is their favorite non-sexual activity: Preparing for magic shows and learning new tricks, honestly! They’re both super into it!
Junpei/Carlos/Akane:
when I started shipping it if I did: Shortly after finishing ZTD last year!
my thoughts: These three made such a perfect team in ZTD, I doubt I would have liked Carlos nearly as much if he had been teamed up with anybody else!
what makes me happy about them: Their awesome dynamic, I loved all their interactions in ZTD ahaha
what makes me sad about them: Not canon :(
things done in fanfic that annoys me: Still haven’t read any fanfic
things I look for in fanfic: stuff
who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Junpei and Akane work well as a couple too, but other than that I don’t know really! Akane/Sigma is also pretty good tho.
my happily ever after for them: Happy peaceful domestic life without awful life-or-death games
who is the big spoon/little spoon: Carlos is the big spoon usually, Junpei is always the little spoon, Akane can be anything she wants and no one objects
what is their favorite non-sexual activity: Teaching Akane how to solve sudokus… B’) It’s a good skill to have you know!
December/Iiri:
when I started shipping it if I did: I can’t remember anymore ahah. Way back when December was introduced? ;0
my thoughts: They’re so good for what they are, I think having a slowly developing, light-hearted ship like this really balances out all the more… dramatic ones, haha
what makes me happy about them: They’re just two ordinary sweethearts living their ordinary lives and being happy most of the time. It would be boring in any other universe but works so well for these two! : v ;
what makes me sad about them: Nothing really!
things done in fanfic that annoys me: pls show me some hot Berry/Iiri fanfic
things I look for in fanfic: gay
who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: No one! >:( … I just don’t know any other PKMNation characters that well ahahha.
my happily ever after for them: Just being happy and raising a million Vulpixes and Lillipups and Eevees etc
who is the big spoon/little spoon: Wow I’m not sure actually! Either of them would work as either, tbh, but maybe Iiri likes being the big spoon hahah
what is their favorite non-sexual activity: Skipping farm work to do something way more fun!
Prax/Arlee (hhhgh why are u doing this to me u know I’m weak):
when I started shipping it if I did: I’M NOT SHIPPING THEM I PROMISE
my thoughts: Too early to say anything definitive but I’m seriously liking their interactions so far! Just two dragons with TONS of baggage, sheesh. Poor kids. I also want them to FIGHT someday
what makes me happy about them: The fact that Arlee could probably lift Prax and carry him around like no problem and I fucking love that mental image bc Arlee is such a tiny
what makes me sad about them: I mean I could list a lot of things that make me sad about each of them individually, but as an item? I don’t know at the moment? Maybe the fact that they could work really well together but they’re both so good at emotionally distancing themselves from others that it’d take them five hundred years to realize it
things done in fanfic that annoys me: omg I would love to read some fanfic of these two actually
things I look for in fanfic: things ;)
who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Again, not too many characters to choose from right now! I think I had a dream involving Tová/Arlee so I guess that could be good? but I dunno.
my happily ever after for them: Just let them rest please, they’ve been through so much……. damn imagine how cute their kids would be though NO, I’M NOT GOING THERE
who is the big spoon/little spoon: Arlee sucks at being the big spoon but she tries! Usually it’s Prax tho
what is their favorite non-sexual activity: Napping bc Arlee needs lots of sleep and Prax just rolls with it
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Prax:
how I feel about this character: I really like him so far, but I want to know more about him and his past! I want to know what made my sad boy so sad (well I do know some things but not everything)
all the people I ship romantically with this character: no no no don’t ask me about this
my non-romantic OTP for this character: Arlee for sure!
my unpopular opinion about this character: I doubt I have any. :D
one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I can’t wait for the ghosts of his past to show up! B) He also needs to fuckign punch Juni in the face or something bc come on, she tried to kill you, man! Oh and like I said he should FIGHT ARLEE TOO honestly just have him fight everyone and be angry (and cry too) … okay no, he should never ever fight Olivia. No one should.
my OTP: None yet, really! Why are there so many shippy questions!
my cross over ship: Eh I’m not a huge fan of crossovers, especially with OCs
a headcanon fact: I’m… not sure if I have anything for him yet? :’0
Harry Mason a.k.a. my husband:
how I feel about this character: I’d marry him right here and right now if he appeared on my doorstep
all the people I ship romantically with this character: Me
my non-romantic OTP for this character: Lisa :’0
my unpopular opinion about this character: SHSM Harry is the fucking best
one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: He could’ve, like, you know, lived. I would’ve really liked that.
my OTP: Harry x me
my cross over ship: Harry x me
a headcanon fact: He actually has glasses in SH1 too but he either lost them or wore contacts when in Silent Hill ;( I love Harry with glasses!
Tová a.k.a. my wife:
how I feel about this character: Tová has such a lovely design and even though I don’t really know much about her actual personality yet, I’m absolutely in love with her. * o * And feel so bad for her too! Way too much suffering for a babe like her hhhhh
all the people I ship romantically with this character: Me Like I said, Arlee is pretty cool but other than that I don’t know. Would need to know more about her to make my call ;0
my non-romantic OTP for this character: Tová/Thaolas were probably really nice when they were younger ;( Also Tová/Arlee again, I think I prefer them this way even if my dreams tell me otherwise
my unpopular opinion about this character: Hard to have unpopular opinions about OCs haha
one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: GIVE HER A CHANCE AT HAPPINESS AT LONG LAST!! ANd also give her glasses please, she needs to see
my OTP: I still don’t know! ;’(
my cross over ship: –
a headcanon fact: Since I don’t know much about how she used to be before she was uh, imprisoned, I think most of my guesses about her personality are headcanons at this point? :D All things considered, I’ve seen her as altruistic, well-meaning and maybe rather weak-willed so far? But seriously, no matter how her personality turns out, I’m sure I’ll love her so much hhnhg
Luna a.k.a. (also) my wife:
how I feel about this character: I would die for her pretty much, absolutely the loveliest character ever who isn’t one of our OCs haha
all the people I ship romantically with this character: Clover! Sigma too! :’0 Alice/Luna is very cute also. There are so many good Luna ships!
my non-romantic OTP for this character: Sigma/Luna again! I think this is how they work best, really.
my unpopular opinion about this character: She’s the best ZE character ever? I dunno, is that an unpopular opinion? Maybe not.
one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: HAPPY ENDING & FREEDOM
my OTP: Luna/Clover! ;0
my cross over ship: Luna x me
a headcanon fact: She thinks it is normal to pay almost 2000 dollars for a dress at a flea market. :—D Oh wait, that is canon, kinda.
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I think you meant like… picking five faves out of all my OCs instead of ranking them ALL, right?? :–D
I couldn’t decide how to actually rank these five so they’re in alphabetical order! Honestly though, my top five is highly influenced by which universe is currently the most inspiring to me… so yeah, if you sent me this ask again next year, my answer could be drastically different! ;0 Either way, let’s go:
Arlee
Juni
Liese
Valeria
Viira
I was a bit hesitant to put both Arlee and Juni up there because even though they’re my current loves, I’m not sure if they’re actually top five material? But for now yes, they are, and they totally could be in the future as well! Arlee has gotten a ton of backstory within the past couple of months and is such a good character now (and very different from what she was supposed to be!), while Juni is still the best thought-out of these two and has a very special place in my heart always.
Liese was a no-brainer, she’s one of my all-time faves for sure. I’m surprised her sis Valeria ended up in my top five too, but eh, maybe that one RP marathon boosted my love for her. ;> Gotta love them Finkels.
I knew from the get-go that one of my PU characters would take one of these spots, and I wasn’t 100% certain if it should be Viira or Charlotte. I definitely RPd as Lotte a lot, lot more, but by the end of the day, when I look at Viira’s story arc as a whole, I couldn’t not go with her. She just breaks my heart. ; O ;
Honorable mentions yo! Also in alphabetical order:
Charlotte, Dahlia, Diana, Iiri, Sinna, Vance, Verna, Viika
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this post, entirely about gabbie hanna. which is very fitting considering i associate the number three with her.
where to start? i suppose at the beginning. that being september 2016.
i don't remember exactly when but sometime before drop the mic tour i fell in love with her videos, and i mean i fell fuckin hard lol. i just connected to her on a way i didn't really understand as a just-turned-sixteen-year-old girl. anyway, the first video i remember being posted after i started stanning was ‘how social media ruins relationships’ a dance video, that gabbie rarely posts but has stuck with me as my first proper memory of her. and the beginning of something mad.
if anyone reading this doesn't know gabbie (hi, were have u been?) she's a youtuber. she's the gal in my icon <3 not only is she a youtuber she's also. musician (currently with six (technically 7) songs out and an album called ‘this time next year’ on the way), author (of adultolescence which reached number 3 (three, see?) on the New York times bestseller list, with book two on the way also), illustrator (of said ny times bestselling book and various other designs), tv host (for a while on the revamped TRL) and so much more but of course i'm biased and could go o forever so i'll leave it there.
after deciding to subscribe and do the general social media stalk of and internet personality of someone i’ve just found i was obsessed and over two years later, still am <3
i changed my twitter @ to a gabbie fan account, made friends (with some of the most amazing people) and just felt so at home. sounds crazy but it was like something clicked and not only did i fall in love with gabbie, i also fell in love with her community.
january 2017; something past 2am, i'm awake for some apparent reason and gabbie goes live on live.ly (i know, long ago) of course i join and this is where I got my first gabbie notice (which i know isn't everything but it was something so heartwarming knowing that after a couple months she saw me) she did this emoji game where she’d act out an emoji and the first person to correctly guess and send it in the chat would be ‘best friended’. in this stream she also announced that she’d be coming to london for summer in the city.
summer in the city is a video convention in the uk (obv) in august, this was suuucchhh a big deal as i was already planning to go and the fact that she’d be there was the BEST feeling ever. in the time between she announced and it finally came around i got my follow from her on twitter (which also has a cute story behind it - i made a deal with my step dad, if I got an A in any of my january exams (which i was getting the results for on March 3rd) he would buy me my ticket to sitc. so of course i was v nervous, went to bed - or at least tried to - the night before and work up on the third to gabbie’s follow, which probably doesn't sound like a big deal so literally everyone else ever but it just felt like a lil ‘good luck, u got this’ from her which meant frickin everything. so i got an A, therefore got my ticket and was so ready for august.
august 2017; the fourth of august, my mam, joel and i set off to london on the mega bus. me excited as anything as i was on my way to london after not having gone for about 6 years, getting ready to see three of my best pals (who i was meeting for the first time the next day because of gabbie) and also preparing myself to see gab irl for the first time ever. right as i saw about to try and sleep i got a message from a twitter mutual of a video of gabbie saying hi to me after they’d met her at their hotel lobby, i lost my mind and couldn't sleep after, naturally. the fifth of august, i got up in a shitty ibis budget hotel room in barking early af to get ready and make sure i looked presentable to go to the excel (which was an hour away on the tube, nightmare), went to breakfast and was too nervous to eat lmao (not like me AT ALL) and then we were off. i met chaz first, then eli then toni who where the best company that weekend and i'm so grateful for them. we waited two hours at main stage for the comedy panel to be able to get front row to see gabbie at her first sitc 2017 panel which was crazy emotional. i screamed, laughed, cried (yes, cried) and lost my fucking mind at gabbie literally jumping off the fucking stage and run over to chaz (who i was standing next to) and hugged her and then toni. frickin insane dude. we had such a good day and were all buzzing to se meeting gabbie the next day. the sixth of august, maybe my favourite day of my entire life <3 we ended up leaving the hotel late which wasn't fun considering gabbie had a panel at 12 and of course we wanted to get front row. chaz managed to get there first and toni and i joined her, the doors opened and we (along with the 15 others who also wanted front row ran to the queue, literally RAN and i do not run usually, sis made an exception for my fave <3 anyway we got front row and eli (who was late) sat behind us and we watched gab so sooo well. she kept looking over at us and making cute faces, looking right fuckin at us whilst mentioning her community and projects etc. and she done so fuckin well when hazel hayes (a knob) literally came for her for absolutely no reason, which tuned into a joke lol. next, another main stage panel which we got to second row for since we were late as the schedule didn't have that panel on it LOL (ty for that sitc) next, my fave part, getting legend herself<333 toni and eli went earlier than chaz and i because they had to leave early. chaz and i tried to wait until last but some bitchy af girls were doing the same and we heard that she might have to leave early so joined the queue. meeting her; my favourite moment ever. has went first and i stood recording until gabbie says to chaz “ya who’s the rest of the squad” making me lose me mind internally LOL, i knew she knew about us since chaz had dm’ed her saying and gab had said that she was looking out for us in the crowd of panels AWW. chaz said about how eli and toni had come earlier and then said “so its just me and holly left” and at that moment gabbie looked at me, right into my fucking soul and said “hi holly!” and opened her arms to me <333 OUCH IM SOFT. she was and still is the best. we had a cute AF lil convo where she told the security (because they were looking at us stupid bc of how excited we all were and also bc she spent so much longer with us than anyone else lmao) that chaz an i “are twitter icons” which i died at ouchie. she then complemented my hair (which i’d dyed purple and blue to match hers - cringe, yes - to then find out she dyed hers blonde a week before london LMAO of course. i told her how i also got my nose pierced bc of her and she told me “you gotta do all these now” showing me her ears that had SIX new piercings that she’d got for a vid that wasn't out at the time, saying “next time i see you, next year, you better have five” which of course i did literally five days after meeting her lol, love that for me, even though i didn't see her the next year (ouch)
skipping a lot but gabbie truly means so so much to me, and this for sure won't be the last time i do a post about her. she truly deserves the world <3
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Strike Witches episode 1: first impression
so im gonna try strike witches: the unknown anime
i chose to not familiarize myself with the premise beyond 'something like fighter pilots i think?' that i picked up by osmosis
oh hey look a discarded doll. def war is hell vibes here
cant say im a fan of the visuals from the first several seconds, the color scheme and everything seems kinda bland? the only reason im making this observation is bc i had to pause to let it load tho
oh look Very Noticable CGI
(i have a headache and am vaguely nauseous and basically am Very Cranky as a result)
man, there aren't even characters yet. it's been almost two minuets and there still aren't people for me to relate too that's a crime
by which i dont mean that literally but just 'this might not be the thing i want to watch right now'
oh hey monsters
okay this is better than just straight up war is hell between humans
omfg in 1939
subtle
'we wanna play with ww2 era toys but without bringing up the fact japan was on the side of nazi germany' i assume
sure im onboard if thats the premise
magitech??? magitech!!!
that's. their legs. in those things. are they evoking Baba Yaga and her travels in a stupa bc thats
okay panty shots
i think imma quit at the end of this episode
oh i. just realized this is the movie
that actually makes it a bit better and gives me more hope
lets try the actual first episode first
ok the first shot is of the sky and not a discarded doll that's already better
holy shit whatever this video player is it allows to load external captions from pc or url. technology progresses at an incredible pace
i love that the fighter planes are clearly shown attacking the vortex first 9u9
opening has so many girls wearing shoes but no pants. im just. this entire device's entire point is clearly to fanservice
that does not mean this is bad character-wise yet ofc. i watched and liked fucking rosario+vampire. this show has a chance yet. lets see what its got
the op song is nice
its also very straightforward about aesthetic of this show being 'girls without pants in absolutely non-sexual situaitons' and i can respect that
and oh look it actually does start with characters interacting right after exposition that's what im talking about
okay so now might be a good time to mention that the first context i heard of strike witches was uh. misogynist porn. like the kind that doesnt go for 'look at these relatable characters being kinky' but for 'consider: what if powerful girls got hurt instead'. so thats the context in my brain and i want to fucking overwrite it
military uniforms+panties are definitely an aesthetic and im incredibly amused by it
okay every single girl here doesnt wear pants
sure
that actually looks like a swimsuit rather than panties and thats nice
also they are characterizing the protagonist! like i know thats not much to ask for but im going into this straight off blogging about madoka and this is just such a relief! she is kind and brave and plucky and talks gently to a scared kitten and I love her
also she Does Not Think Things Through
shes like the typical shonen protagonist but a girl. im in
Yoshika her name is Yoshika
and her motivation is her dad but eh sure whatever
I kind of like the touch of 'it was classified military information' not sure why
theres nothing about Yoshika that qualifies her other than her personality and magic powers huh
yep thats a swimsuit
aww shes a healer!
I love that the military observers rush to help as soon as they see something is off
theres work and then theres helping emergencies
oh!!!! her mom and grandma are around!!! and teaching her!!! im happy!!!
Yoshika why is all that a 'but' to 'you should learn to control your power'
i dont think there was any subtext of 'you shouldnt even try' there? or was it? maybe i should just trust her for now
awww Yoshika actually doesn't want to go to war <3
but this woman thinks she will because she wants to help people and she'll help people the most there
I
I like this ;~;
I'm so happy I like this
I love Yoshika's 'fuck war' instinct
I love her drive to help everyone and in fact the trope of magical healer almost killing themselves to help a patient (despite it being professionally inadvisable) is actually the thing i made my very first rp character sooo :> you know. stuff
something is fishy about that letter. its no coincidence it was sent just now...
I love Sakamoto and her A+ social skills
HA HA HA HA HA
also huh... she's not in on whatever's up with that letter
Yoshika so uh
alright she'll take her without enlisting her huh
interesting
but uh what about school
I guess military and witches can override all that and it kind of makes sense to me thematically
'Britannia' gee how familiar that name sounds and i dont mean geographically
so hm could Yoshika be a military doctor without actually enlisting? how do the formalities work there
i like that Sakamoto doesnt question her dislike of all things military like its unexpected but mostly bc Sakamoto's got a one track mind that has a hard time expecting anything other than what she wants to happen
and beyond that its like 'sure ok a conscientous objector got it'
even though its weird how there would be conscientous objectors to fighting MONSTERS its not like theres an alternative to not fight
I mean also clearly Yoshika is a kid and theres room left for that in other characters' treatment of her opinions and I love that
they dont get Offended that she doesn't understand and Have Proper Respect
well Sakamoto doesn't at least not sure about how other people will react
man that raccoon on the road sure was convenient though. like i first thought it was Sakamoto's deliberate tactic to gauge Yoshiko's powers. she was opening her eye to i guess do just that visually and then the raccoon appeared and it just felt very natural that one follows from the other?
is this foreshadowing or are the writers of this anime just unfamiliar with the concept of 'subtle'
i dont mind if its the latter tbh
(im writing a ton of reflection bc the episode broke after i tried to rewind a little and i decided to download it after all, and its doing that)
so far, this show seeems nicely straightforward and fast paced. like, really straightforward. yoshiko's introduction? saving a kitten. making a ww2 era anime without difficult shit? monsters attacked in 1939. motivations and revelations are handled with all the subtlety of a hammer to the face, from the raccoon to the letter. even fanservice has the same charming quality that makes me actually be okay with the entire point of their outfits being gratuitous panty shots. making sense and having pretense is for the weak. this anime knows what it wants to be and is going straight for that. i respect that approach
also its p clear that what it wants is to be character driven and its been Delivering on that since its only half episode one and i already Love two characters personally and also some supporting cast (Yoshiko's entire family)
and like you know that in some other show GASP MIGHT MY DAD BE STILL ALIVE would be a reveal saved for like. the halfway point. but here its literally the starting point spurring everything into action bc all other motivation was just too slow to get the character where she was supposed to go. good job yo
there's this trope where the main character doesn't want to go into the main conflict (Refusal of the Call)... and very often it's handled by either 1) letting them wallow until everything goes to shit showing how wrong they were or 2) immediately conveniently wrecking everything so they have no choice now
I uh. am really glad this show went a different way
if just joining the conflict isnt a good enough motivation GET A BETTER ONE and IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE ANGST (and it doesn't have to be romance, either!!! why are those two the only things writers seem to be able to think of jfc)
...okay I was more like two thirds through the episode rather than half but my points stand
okay so I think what just happened was Yoshiko realized the parallel between herself and her dad leaving and got scared and her response was to comfort other people and I love that <3
I love that Sakamoto doesn't have a doubt in her mind that Yoshiko isn't going to be useless and will definitely help and also comes to her to discuss this explicitly <3
man I love Sakamoto and her absolute lack of social graces and sense of when enough is enough
and the fact that Yoshiko is working chores now and seems to enjoy it too <3
and it's when it's established that she's part of the team that Sakamoto starts showing off <3
she clearly has a dedicated well thought out campaign of convincing Yoshiko going on and its borne out not of manipulation but of clear conviction that she is right and she just has to show the girl what she doesnt know yet <3
ahaha of course showing off worked <3
so I paused and imma make a bet with myself on whether Sakamoto is going to tell her 'if you liked that you can join' right now or leave that unsaid subtly
my bet is that she is, bc subtlety is an entirely foreign concept to this wonderful human being, and if i lose im going to make my bed right now not even waiting for the end of the episode
let's see
oh she starts with education
huh, this is not widely known? i had no idea
anyway lets see if she says the thing
I love that it's her dad and it's this kind thing of 'this is what he said he was going to do, and he did' <3
huh so that was slightly more subtlety than I expected, she offered her to try them rather than trying to recruit her directly
so I lost the bet
gotta go make the bed now
BAM DONE YAY GOOD SELF CARE
hey more main characters!!!! I love all of you already!!! you have personality and discuss things that make sense!!! including their outfits!!! I love them!!!! the parasol girl is my favorite
but also the tiny girl
and the red-haired girl
they are all my favorites!!!
omfg a month of travel
and half a day early Yoshiko gets impatient I love her
YOU ARE A NONCOMBATANT she said with the steely confidence of a commanding officer <3
I love so much that Sakamoto respects Yoshiko's boundaries re: fighting???
OMG THE ENDING SONG
I LOVE IT
I love the upbeat and airy tone this show manages to have despite the premise??? like I had trepidations at the start bc I dislike doom&gloom-heaviness of 'war is hell' narratives and I'm not a WW2 affictionado. but instead of shiny boom boom toys and angst it's all character adorableness and so much sky??? even the lack of pants ends up feeling like freedom
this is the anime we all deserve
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[2/7/17, 10:30:56 AM] Ruthie: (*) WILL YOU BE TRYING TO SHOWMANCE ANYONE THIS SEASON? (*)
[2/7/17, 10:31:11 AM] julia rae: yes
[2/7/17, 10:31:15 AM] julia rae: matthew henning
[2/7/17, 11:07:54 AM] julia rae: who do you guys THINK i should showmance with
[2/7/17, 11:11:34 AM] elizabeth: me
[2/7/17, 11:12:14 AM] julia rae: ur right
[2/7/17, 11:27:09 AM] julia rae: can you guys give me dares to do in the housechat
[2/7/17, 11:27:15 AM] julia rae: like fight someone, call someone out
[2/7/17, 11:27:40 AM] julia rae: can i be like a saboteur
[2/7/17, 11:28:08 AM] Ruthie: You can call out whoever you want!
[2/7/17, 11:28:36 AM] Ruthie: We almost had a saboteur this season but we decided to not.
[2/7/17, 11:28:44 AM] elizabeth: i dare u to tell matthew henning you want a showmance
[2/7/17, 11:29:18 AM] julia rae: done
[2/7/17, 11:30:40 AM] elizabeth: i dare u to be like nvm rhea wanna be in a showmance
[2/7/17, 12:18:19 PM] julia rae: On 2/7/17, at 12:15 PM, Rhea <3 wrote:
> Yes Julia, let's showmance! I just saw your message
u mad?
[2/7/17, 11:03:20 PM] Ruthie: (*) NICHOLAS WON HOH. HOW ARE YOU FEELING ABOUT THAT? (*)
[2/8/17, 5:31:23 AM] julia rae: i feel very good nicholas and i are best buds
[2/8/17, 8:36:29 AM] julia rae: i wanna fight someone
[2/8/17, 8:36:35 AM] julia rae: I'm going to random.org the cast
[2/8/17, 8:36:44 AM] julia rae: and then fight the #1 person
[2/8/17, 8:42:05 AM] julia rae: me fighting the hoh?
[2/8/17, 8:42:10 AM] julia rae: I will after noms .
[2/9/17, 10:48:07 PM] Ruthie: (*) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT NICHOLAS WINNING POV? (*)
(*) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE PEOPLE IN YOUR CLIQUE? (*)
[2/10/17, 3:33:09 AM] julia rae: I feel good about Nicholas winning bc hes prob one of my closest allies and we best buds!! but we've been fake fighting a lot on call so it seems like we don't like each other hehehe
[2/10/17, 3:33:35 AM] julia rae: and then the people on my clique are alright, I like andie and julia but like dom is gross
[2/10/17, 9:31:59 PM] julia rae: I wanna fight someone
[2/10/17, 9:32:01 PM] julia rae: who should I fight
[2/10/17, 9:32:04 PM] julia rae: any suggestions?
[2/11/17, 9:34:08 AM] julia rae: new day
[2/11/17, 9:34:11 AM] julia rae: new person to fight
[2/11/17, 9:34:22 AM] julia rae: any suggestions?
[2/11/17, 9:34:26 AM] elizabeth: me
[2/11/17, 9:35:13 AM] julia rae: I think dom's going to go
[2/11/17, 9:35:15 AM] julia rae: so I wanna fight him
[2/11/17, 9:35:19 AM] julia rae: for no reason
[2/12/17, 10:58:54 AM] julia rae: zach has been really annoying me!! inside and outside of this game!!
[2/12/17, 10:59:07 AM] julia rae: so me and matthew henning came up with a plan to get him out this week
[2/12/17, 10:59:15 AM] julia rae: I don't feel like dealing with his ass anymore
[2/12/17, 11:03:00 AM] julia rae: ya nic blocked me and I don't know what I did or why
[2/12/17, 6:22:35 PM] julia rae: chrissa flirting with julia roxy bc she's picking the hoh?
[2/12/17, 6:22:44 PM] julia rae: me: takes notes
[2/13/17, 12:07:34 AM] Ruthie: (lips) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ELIJAH WINNING HEAD OF HOUSEHOLD? (lips)
[2/13/17, 4:15:22 AM] julia rae: i feel really good we're pals so he ain't gonna nom me
[2/13/17, 4:18:23 AM] julia rae: he's also my showmance
[2/13/17, 4:18:35 AM] julia rae: insert finn and quinn gif
[2/13/17, 10:47:26 AM] julia rae: yes
[2/13/17, 10:47:29 AM] julia rae: love elijah
[2/13/17, 10:47:38 AM] julia rae: and I heard hes putting up colin/zach
[2/13/17, 10:47:43 AM] julia rae: and that's good w me
[2/15/17, 1:17:27 PM] julia rae: I HAVENT BEEN IN MY DR SINCE MONDAY!!!!
[2/15/17, 1:17:36 PM] julia rae: WHO SHOULD I FIGHT
[2/15/17, 1:17:39 PM] julia rae: give me a name
[2/15/17, 6:33:42 PM] julia rae: so apparently I'm being backdoored, which I don't really care about since I KNOW I'm staying
[2/15/17, 6:34:36 PM] julia rae: like I have Nicholas, veronica, colin, zach, andie, julia, matthew, Sydney for SURE as votes and they WONT flip on me
[2/15/17, 6:34:49 PM] julia rae: Elijah is so stupid because me and all my friends will go after him
[2/15/17, 6:34:51 PM] julia rae: so like???
[2/15/17, 6:34:59 PM] julia rae: hes going to be evicted next week
[2/15/17, 6:35:46 PM] julia rae: but in a way, I hope he does nominate me
[2/15/17, 6:35:54 PM] julia rae: ive been wanting to fight someone for so long
[2/15/17, 8:54:11 PM] julia rae: IM SOOOOO HAPPY
[2/15/17, 8:55:00 PM] julia rae: OKAY SO ELIJAH IS GOING DOWN
[2/15/17, 8:55:04 PM] julia rae: THE VOTES I HAVE FOR SURE
[2/15/17, 8:55:07 PM] julia rae: NICHOLAS
[2/15/17, 8:55:11 PM] julia rae: VERONICA
[2/15/17, 8:55:14 PM] julia rae: ZACH
[2/15/17, 8:55:15 PM] julia rae: ANDIE
[2/15/17, 8:55:18 PM] julia rae: MADISON
[2/15/17, 8:55:19 PM] julia rae: MATTHEW
[2/15/17, 8:55:21 PM] julia rae: COLIN
[2/15/17, 8:55:25 PM] julia rae: AND IM STILL TALKING TO PEOPLE
[2/15/17, 8:55:31 PM] julia rae: BUT IT SHOULD BE AN EASY VOTE
[2/15/17, 8:55:40 PM] julia rae: AND BOTH ME AND ANDIE ARE STILL IN THE GAME
[2/15/17, 8:55:42 PM] julia rae: GOD BLESS MADISON
[2/15/17, 8:57:12 PM] julia rae: UPDATE
[2/15/17, 8:57:17 PM] julia rae: I HAVE SYDNEYS VOTE
[2/15/17, 8:59:25 PM] julia rae: I CANT BELIEVE THE HOGS GONE WILD PREMADE LIVES ANOTHER DAY
[2/15/17, 10:37:45 PM] julia rae: also I'm not very worried about Elijah and chrissa campaigning against me
[2/15/17, 10:37:50 PM] julia rae: not to be mean
[2/15/17, 10:37:57 PM] julia rae: but they are both not very smart
[2/15/17, 10:38:36 PM] julia rae: so I could definitely manipulate and be able to control the others more than they will be able to
[2/16/17, 8:16:00 AM] julia rae: ok so this is the first time i've ever been nominated early in a game
[2/16/17, 8:16:17 AM] Ruthie: :(
[2/16/17, 8:16:18 AM] julia rae: and like,,, i understand why i'm not i'm so good at campaigning why
[2/16/17, 8:16:20 AM] julia rae: wow
[2/16/17, 8:16:32 AM] julia rae: i think the vote should be 9-2
[2/16/17, 8:16:35 AM] julia rae: wooooo
[2/16/17, 8:22:47 AM] julia rae: okay so
matthew told me he's for sure voting to keep me and he's been campaigning for me
nicholas is keeping me and he told me once he's out of his exam he has info to tell me
andie is campaigning to keep me
veronica, zach, sydney said they're all keeping me
madison said she's keep me (which would make sense she did renom chrissa and i am in an alliance with her)
julia told me she's keeping me and also told matthew
rhea told me she'll think about keeping me but matthew told me she got her vote
nic doesn't even have me as a FUCKING CONTACT SO FUCK HIM
and then colin said he'd keep me but i think he has chrissa vote but whatever
[2/16/17, 8:31:28 AM] julia rae: i'm so stressedt but i think once andie campaigns to everyone i should be good
[2/16/17, 8:42:33 AM] julia rae: connor capps voice i don't go prejury
[2/16/17, 8:07:01 PM] julia rae: okay so there were 4 votes to evict me which is kinda sus???
[2/16/17, 8:10:00 PM] julia rae: I hope rhea knows for not keeping me I'm going after her
[2/16/17, 8:10:12 PM] julia rae: if I win hoh, I'm nominating Elijah and nic with rhea as a backdoor
[2/16/17, 8:10:13 PM] julia rae: sooo
[2/16/17, 8:52:29 PM] AshleySarah ~Glee Host~: (*) How do you feel about Chrissa leaving? Do you think there will be a buyback? How important is HOH? (*)
[2/16/17, 9:27:35 PM] julia rae: okay it pisses me off that in every game I play with rhea I try so hard to work with her and be loyal to her and I literally campaigned to her for HOURS and she still didn't keep me?? every fucking game for some reason rhea is always after me and it pisses me off because she had no reason to keep chrissa, like I sent her PARAGRAPHS on reasons why she should keep me and why I'm a good ally. its just so annoying because I'm always loyal to her in games and it fucks me up. so I'm not trusting rhea at all and shes just going to be a useless pawn ill nominate every time I'm hoh because god knows she probably wont win a comp
[2/16/17, 10:38:34 PM] julia rae: okay literally fuck veronica. she's so fucking annoying and she's so hypocritical and problematic and she voted me out because i "attacked" elijah??? but what gets me mad is that she literally lied to my FACE and lied to literally all of my friends faces that she was voting to keep me and it's just so sketchy because i know she's working with elijah and nic and she was apart of the plan to backdoor me and andie bc she REFUSED not to use the veto and that's so sus i'm jsut so mad like i deadass thought she was my friend?? and for her to literally lie to me and then fight me about it makes me upset and mad like i didn't do anything to her and i've been and was going to be nothing but loyal but obviously not anymore
[2/16/17, 10:40:43 PM] julia rae: i'm not even going to bring up the amount of personal attacks she's made on people for no REASON
[2/16/17, 11:05:48 PM] julia rae: i'm glad i have andie in this game bc without him i'd feel completely alone so woo
[2/17/17, 10:25:01 PM] julia rae: PHEW IM SAFE
[2/17/17, 10:25:15 PM] julia rae: AND ANDIE IS GOING TO NOM ELIJAH AND VERONICA SO IM SO HAPPY
[2/18/17, 12:42:27 PM] AshleySarah ~Glee Host~: (*) WITH SO MUCH GOING ON IN THE HOUSE WHO DO YOU KNOW YOU CAN TRUST?? WHO IS DEFINITELY NOT TRUST WORTHY??? (*)
[2/18/17, 12:59:44 PM] julia rae: phew i gotta lot to say for that question i'll answer in a sec
[2/18/17, 2:03:24 PM] Ruthie: okay (party)
[2/18/17, 2:08:55 PM] julia rae: okay so I know I definitely cannot trust veronica, colin, Elijah, nic and somewhat rhea. I don't know what I did to any of them for them all to hate me but its whatever. I probably trust andie the most and then I somewhat trust Nicholas and matthew hennning. I know Nicholas wouldn't betray me until at least jury but what worries me is that hes close to veronica and probably reports everything I say back to her which is kinda scary. I need to talk to him to get his true opinions about the whole veronica situation bc I'm pretty sure he feels cautious of what he says around her. but ya for now I'm going to stick with andie/matthew/Nicholas and hopefully I can get closer to Madison/zach and have them rly trust me soon
[2/18/17, 3:37:10 PM] julia rae: okay so like andie is going insane
[2/18/17, 3:37:34 PM] julia rae: which is kinda good for me bc it takes the target off my back but people are seeing us as a duo
[2/18/17, 3:38:02 PM] julia rae: so imma need to distance myself from him a bit and just look like I’m alone and then maybe people will feel bad for me and not target tme
[2/21/17, 11:57:12 AM] julia rae: update: i made a deal with colin that if i vote to keep him we won't go after each other AND i made up with veronica so i think i'm in the clear as of now
[2/21/17, 8:05:39 PM] julia rae: i'm in the car with my DAD I DONT HAVE TIME TO DO THIS WHAT THE HECK
[2/21/17, 8:05:51 PM] julia rae: whatever i don't need an advantage to be successful .
[2/21/17, 9:19:05 PM] julia rae: can I do hoh now
[2/22/17, 10:53:52 AM] AshleySarah ~Glee Host~: (party) WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON SUES TAKEOVER??? (party)
[2/22/17, 1:20:20 PM] julia rae: eh I definitely think itll benefit me in a way, since my clique wasn't that helpful since I'm good with both roxy and andie so even if they were in power id be safe either way I think
[2/22/17, 1:20:35 PM] julia rae: but I think its good for me
[2/22/17, 6:52:13 PM] julia rae: the songs that describe the hosts are brave honest beautiful and dope by 5h (inlove)
[2/22/17, 6:53:44 PM] julia rae: ill do the other two when i have a computer
[2/23/17, 4:20:30 PM] julia rae: I'm going to go on a rant about rhea bc I was thinking about this last night and it rly PISSED me off. so I never did ANYTHING to this bitch to make her not trust me. literally in johto I was a loyal ass hoe to her and she knew it. she was the one who BACKSTABBED ME and if anything I should not trust her, but no shes so "afraid" of me and its so annoying because I literally haven't done shit to her in this game OR in johto. another thing that pisses me off about her is that she acts like her vote is so IMPORTANT LIKE BITCH THERES LIKE WHAT 12 PEOPLE LEFT?? YOUR VOTE DOESNT REALLY MATTER. she was acting like her voting me out was such a "big" move but OBVIOUSLY THE VOTES WERENT THERE LOL. it pisses me off that this game is filled with idiots. like colin, veronica, nic, AND rhea all knew I was staying and they didn't even try to get me out. they voted me out to piss me off and it fucking worked. like that's so annoying why would you vote in the minority if you KNEW THE VOTES WERENT THERE ???? hello??? I swear 60% of the people in this game don't have BRAINS. also I DONT KNOW WHY IM SEEN AS SUCH A BIG THREAT??? I HAVE DONE NOTHING IN THIS GAME OTHER THEN FIGHT ELIJAH FOR NOMINATING ME. which by the way, was also incredibly stupid bc he pissed off me AND MY FRIENDS??? AND I STILL STAYED???? like I'm not staying I have that much power in this game but I kinda do, like the people who went against me are now my friends/alliances target. ugh people annoy me
[2/23/17, 4:22:45 PM] julia rae: also news flash: RHEA SUCKS AT GAMES AND SHES NOT A MASTER MIND!!! ALL SHE DOES IS DO WHAT PEOPLE TELL HER TO DO, AND IF SHE DOES MAKE HER OWN DECISION ITS USUALLY SO STUPID. IVE HOSTED HER IN GAMES AND I KNOW HOW SHE ACTS ABOUT EVERYTHING. UGH SHES SO ANNOYING I CANT WAIT UNTIL I WIN HOH AND PUT HER ASS UP :- )
[2/23/17, 9:51:32 PM] Ruthie: WHO DO YOU THINK WON THE MOST RECENT ADVANTAGE? ;)
[2/23/17, 10:00:51 PM] julia rae: I HAVE NO IDEA!!
[2/24/17, 10:03:41 PM] Ruthie: (Party) WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU WILL DO WITH THE GOLDEN POWER OF VETO? (party)
[2/24/17, 10:05:04 PM] julia rae: hehe I'm deff going to use it on matthew and hopefully talk zach into backdooring roxy (party)
[2/27/17, 2:29:03 AM] julia rae: i'm going to make a music video staring my cat it's going to be so great get ready
[2/28/17, 5:01:18 AM] julia rae: its uploading right now
[2/28/17, 5:01:28 AM] julia rae: y’all better appreciate it i spent 1.29 buying a song
[3/2/17, 1:37:06 PM] julia rae: isn’t it funny how the 4 people who evicted me (+elijah) is going to be evicted back to back to back to back to back? it’s going to happen.
[3/2/17, 1:37:16 PM] julia rae: no one FUCKS with me.
[3/2/17, 1:37:20 PM] julia rae: FUCK you rhea.
[3/3/17, 9:21:24 PM] AshleySarah ~Glee Host~: (party) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MADISON BEING BACK IN THE HOUSE? (party)
[3/3/17, 9:23:43 PM] julia rae: honestly thats probably one of the best things that could've happened. I don't think shes after me and I could easily manipulate her
[3/4/17, 1:34:09 AM] julia rae: I DONT HAVE ANYTHING MICKEY MOUSE
[3/4/17, 3:05:16 AM] julia rae: THIS IS RIGGED
[3/4/17, 3:05:21 AM] julia rae: YALL ARE IN KAHOOTS WITH SYDNEY
[3/4/17, 3:05:26 AM] julia rae: AND DOING THINGS SHE HAS
[3/4/17, 3:05:31 AM] julia rae: THAT I DONT.
[3/4/17, 3:07:19 AM] julia rae: DO SOMETHING I WOULD HAVE
[3/4/17, 3:07:27 AM] julia rae: SYDNEY CANT CATCH UP!!!!!!
[3/4/17, 1:16:15 PM] julia rae: ive given up I'm so tired and don't have the energy to run
[3/4/17, 1:16:23 PM] julia rae: sydneys going to win so I'm cool with that
[3/4/17, 1:16:26 PM] julia rae: we both hate rhea
[3/5/17, 10:05:38 AM] Ruthie: (Party) HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT COLIN AND SYDNEY BEING CO-HOH THIS WEEK? (party)
[3/5/17, 8:47:56 PM] julia rae: honestly I love Sydney but idk what colin will do as a renom so I just have to hope andie doesn't win pov
[3/7/17, 11:39:26 AM] Ruthie: (Lips) WHAT HAS BEEN YOUR FAVORITE AND LEAST FAVORITE COMPETITION THIS SEASON? (lips)
[3/7/17, 11:39:59 AM] julia rae: all of them
[4/7/17, 3:44:57 AM] julia rae: dr from jury: I’m rly glad zachs in jury, if tho i was rooting for him i don’t feel so alone anymore<3
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