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quicksilversg1rl · 10 months

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Feel’s Like Sugar In Me

gabriel x fem reader

warnings: a lil angsty but fluffy at the end, mentions of self harm

summary: gabriel visits you after not seeing you for five years

a/n: basically like the scene where he goes to see alice again but not exactly the same!

He was careful not to wake you, tiptoeing through your apartment till he got to your room. He opened the door slowly, wincing as it creaked.

Once the door was finally open, his eyes landed on your sleeping form, your legs tucked to your chest as you slept. His face softened, a gentle smile making itself home on his face; he had finally gotten to see you after being away from you for so long.

He rushed over to your bed, sliding his shoes off and taking off his beanie as he got on, slowly sliding towards your body; he immediately wrapped his arms around your frame, burying his face into your skin as he breathed in your scent.

You began to stir against him, your body unconsciously trying to get comfortable against the new and unfamiliar warmth pressed to your back. You tossed and turned, your eyes opening as you yawned. The feeling of a strange chest pressed up against you finally kicking in, causing you to jump up from your bed, putting distant between you and the stranger.

“Woah woah what the fuck!” you yelled out, fumbling for the taser in your desk drawer and pulling it out, holding it out in front of you. You were about to turn it on when his face became visible, the moonlight hitting his face perfectly, causing you to let out a shaky breath as all your memories of him came flooding back.

“Gabe…?” you trailed off, lowering the taser before concentrating hard on his face and your surroundings, trying to figure out if your mind was playing a trick on you or if you were dreaming.

“Surprise!” he softly said, a huge smile on his face as his big blue eyes looked at you.

“Gabe what the fuck? How are- what are you doing here? How the fuck did you even get in?” you rambled on, your eyes anxiously looking at your window for signs of entry before looking at your door.

“You’re even more beautiful than I remember,” he sweetly said, eyes filled with hope and love as he looked at you. He moved towards you, causing you to take a few steps back, making sure to put distance between you two.

His face fell at your action, the hope in his eyes fading away as he registered your reaction.

“You’re scared of me?” he sadly asked, his face looking similar to that of a hurt puppy, his slight frown tugging on your heartstrings.

“No I’m just-“ you stopped yourself, trying to find the right words to say to your first love.

“To be honest with you Gabe, yes I’m scared, you broke into my house in the middle of the night and you got into bed with me while I was sleeping, that’s pretty fucked!” you stopped, clearing your throat before you spoke again, “how’d you even find me?” you anxiously asked, your arms wrapping around your body as you looked at him.

His heart shattered at your confession, the person he loved most was scared of him and it was all his fault, he thought.

A few tears began to form in his eyes, his adams apple bobbing as he swallowed before speaking, “But-but I always used to do it and you never had a problem with it.” he asked, sounding defeated as he tried to figure out why it was such a problem.

“That was five years ago Gabe, five years! So much has changed since then!” you unexpectedly yelled out, your hands immediately coming up to cover your mouth once you realized.

He flinched as you screamed, his nose crinkly as he tried to keep himself from breaking down.

“I’m sorry, I just wanted to see you, you were all I ever thought about in there, and I knew that as-” he let out a shaky breath, wiping his eyes before speaking up again,”-as soon as I got out, I needed to come find you.”

Your heart shattered as you looked at him, eyes glazed over with tears.

“Gabe…” you whispered out, not knowing what to do; your emotions were everywhere as your mind was reminded of a really dark time for you, your brain having suppressed these memories due to how much it hurt you.

They all came flashing back to you; the day you found out about what Gabriel had done to himself and that he was being sent to a mental institution, you didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye and your parents had forbid you from even trying to visit him. You moped for days, weeks, and even months. It took you quite a while to move on, the memory of Gabriel slowly fading away, the pain along with it; but now it was like a bandaid being ripped off, the wound opening again as you remembered everything.

“I-I, I needed to see you, please don’t push me away, please don’t shut me out, please I need you!” he whisper shouted, his hands grabbing yours as he began sobbing, causing your head to hang low as the tears rolled down your cheeks. You closed your eyes as you cried, not wanting to look at Gabriel, knowing if you did you’d just give in. You still loved him, even after all these years; he was the first boy you’d ever kissed, the first boy you had ever held hands with you, he was your boy and you were madly in love with him, you still were.

Your eyes reluctantly opened, your gaze falling onto his hands. You noticed the bloody tissue poorly wrapped around it, causing you to pull your hands from him and wipe your tears, carefully grabbing onto his hand as you looked at it.

“Jesus Gabe, what happened, who did this to you?” you asked, peeling the tissue away to reveal a nasty gash across his palm.

His lip quivered at your question, his eyes looking anywhere but yours. You looked up to him for an answer, his guilt ridden face giving you all the answer you needed.

“Oh god…” you whispered out more to yourself than to him, your face falling as you realized he had done it himself.

“Look, it’s fine it’s nothin’ I was just bored that’s all,” he said, causing you to just shake your head as you got up, you knew he was lying but you weren’t going to press him on it.

You walked towards your bathroom and got your first aid kit, walking back to him as you saw him anxiously biting his nails, picking at the skin around them too.

You grabbed his injured hand, beginning to clean the wound and eventually properly bandage it.

“Thank you..” he said softly, a warm blush to his face as he realized that you still cared about him.

There was an awkward silence between you two for a while, the only sound in the room being that of you and Gabriel’s breathing.

“Does your mom know you’re here?” she asked him, his face looking guilty once again, causing you to just sigh out as you thought about the situation at hand.

“She doesn’t, but please, don’t tell her okay, I don’t wanna be there, they-they don’t treat me like a person in there-“ he let out a shaky breath, his hands twitching at his sides as he spoke, “-they’ll just send me back so that they don’t have to deal with me anymore, they all get to live a happy normal life and I don’t!” he slightly yelled out, tears in his eyes.

“But I don’t need them, I just need you, I just need you okay? I love you, I love you so much, please,” he begged, the patched up cracks in your heart slowly unraveling as you heard him talk about his home life.

“Please, just- at least for tonight, I just wanna be with you,” he spoke sadly, looking up into your eyes, a few tears streaming down his cheeks.

“Gabriel…” you whispered, his hands trembling as they grabbed onto yours.

“You know, you and dad are the only ones that get to call me that,” he spoke, a small smile falling over his features, “You’re the only ones that truly love me, you’re not like the others; they just wanna control me and keep me locked away, but not you, you’re-you’re different right,” he said, a cry bubbling in the back of his throat as he spoke, almost as if he was trying to reassure himself that you wouldn’t treat him like everyone else had.

You wiped your tears as you looked at him, his dark circles becoming more visible, his face looking dull and lifeless, causing your heart to break even more.

“When last have you eaten or slept, you need to take care of yourself Gabe,” you faintly spoke, your hand coming up to stroke his cheek.

His face warmed up at your familiar touch, his head tilting to lean into your palm.

“I uh- I think maybe two or three days ago? I dunno but I feel fine, I didn’t have time to do those things, I just needed to find you,” he expressed, a warm smile on his face as he looked at you, slowly grabbing your hand and pressing his lips to the back of it.

Your lips trembled at his action, your heart yearning to give in and finally take him into your arms. You had missed him so much over the years, even when your mind forced you to forget about him, your heart ached for him.

You finally wrapped your arms around him, his face immediately burying into your neck. You signed out as you finally held him again, your throat letting out a muffled noise as you began crying.

“I missed you so much,” you spoke into his skin, lifting your head up before grabbing his face as you looked at him, wiping away his tears as you smiled.

He was so relieved, a heavy weight being lifted from his shoulders as you finally told him what he needed to hear.

Before he could say anything more, your lips pressed against his, your arms wrapping around his neck.

You took him by surprise but he immediately kissed back, his hands situated on your hips as you kissed him. It was like the rest of the world melted away as your lips danced against each others, nothing else mattering besides the two of you.

You smiled into the kiss, resting your forehead against his.

He looked so beautiful like this, wild, lust filled eyes staring up at you, his lips red and a bit swollen from the searing kiss you shared.

“Okay you gotta get some sleep now Gabe,” you whispered, his lips chasing to find yours again, causing you to let out a light hearted laugh as you pressed your index finger against his lips.

“We can talk about the more serious issues tomorrow, but for now you need to sleep,” you repeated, pulling him by the hand as you got back into your bed, your mind racing as you thought about everything that had just happened.

His face lit up as he got in next to you, pressing his back against your chest as you wrapped your arms around him, spooning him. He felt so content and safe like this, being surrounded by you and only you causing him to finally relax.

You tucked your head into the crook of his neck, sighing out as you kissed his pulse point.

After a beat of silence you spoke up, “I’m not the same person I was 5 years ago,” you gently said, your hand grabbing his.

“Mhm, nothing will ever make me stop loving you okay? I’m just glad I have you,” he mumbled, kissing your hand once again.

You both laid in silence, your thumb caressing the back of his hand, lulling him to sleep.

“I love you,” he muttered out, falling fast asleep in your arms.

thank you for reading :)

reblogs are greatly appreciated 💐💌

not my best work :( but I really wanted to get it out !!

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gh0stgirl000 · 15 days

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Kiss Me With Your Eyes Closed

Summary: While Mike and his (fairly new) girlfriend get ready for a night at the bar, she gets an idea on how to reveal their relationship to their not so accepting friends.

Pairing: Mike (5 lbs of pressure) x reader

Warnings: language, drug use, no use of y/n

Genre: Fluff

There was a light breeze blowing through the open window as Mike stared through his mirror at his girlfriend. He couldn't escape the novelty of it all, finally being with the girl of his dreams. He knew how horrendously cheesy it was, but after pining after her for the 5 years they'd called themselves partners in Leffs business, he didn't care. She was doing her makeup for one of their weekend trips to the bar, his hands on her waist from behind as she dragged a slew of different brushes and applicators along her skin.

She had been at it for quite a while, wanting to look her best. This just left Mike antsy. Not long ago he was laying on his couch scrolling mindlessly through tv channels and calling her name every ten minutes, asking when she'd be done. Eventually she'd gotten tired of his interrogating and invited him to join her while she got ready. He jumped at the chance and that's how he ended up shoving his face in her neck while she applied her final touches.

"Just one more thing," she said with a sing-songy inflection, grabbing her lip gloss from her makeup bag. Mike watched intently while simultaneously biting little marks into his spot on her neck. As she screwed the cap back on the product and stared at her sweet, clingy boy, she got an idea. Mike noticed the way her eyes lit up as she pulled out of his grasp and turned around to face him. "What..? You look suspicious," He stared at her accusingly, though he had no idea what for. She just giggled, and her starry eyes made him melt.

She wrapped her arms around his neck, leaning in and capturing his lips in a sweet, slow kiss. His eyes widened in shock before he came to, closing his eyes and kissing her back, tangling his hands in the hair at the nape of her neck. He moved his hands to her waist in an attempt to deepen the kiss, but she pulled away, turning around once more. He watched with curiosity as she reached back into her makeup bag "I thought you were doneeee" he wined, widening his eyes at her like a child being told no. She just rolled her eyes at him and pulled a more vibrant lip gloss than the one she had previously applied out of her case. He looked her in the eye through the mirror once more, a puzzled look on his face.

She just smiled as she unscrewed the cap, applying a thick layer of the new shade. "You told me last week you like the other one bett-" She shushed him as she put the gloss away, before she turned to face him. She grabbed his jaw in her hand, staring into his eyes to further the suspense. She smiled sweetly, getting lost in the beauty of her boyfriend. She studied his sweet face and his defined collar bones, running her hands along each part of him as she inspected it. She suddenly remembered her goal and finally turned his face to the side and planted a strong, colored kiss right on the center of his cheek.

He looked at her stunned. Considering the way she dragged it out he was expecting virtually anything else. He gathered himself and matched her bright eyed gaze as he stared down at her. She was giggling like a little girl. Still slightly confused he questioned "what was that for?" with a lovestruck smile. She stepped out of the way of the mirror, turning his face to the side to reveal the bright red kiss print she had left on his rough skin. He inspected it and glared at her playfully, struggling to hide his smile at her girlish activities.

"How am i supposed to get this off?" He asked with fake annoyance. She just chuckled again and blinked at him with her doe eyes. "You're not, that defeats the purpose," she answered, wrapping her arms around his neck once more as she kicked the makeup remover she had dropped earlier beneath the counter. Mikes arms snaked around her waist "And what would that be?" He felt her card her fingers through his long hair, fixing it while he stared at her pretty face. "This way, everyone will know you're taken" she revealed, looking down. She was unsure if what she thought was a cute gesture would look like an act of jealousy, and she grew insecure saying it outloud.

Mike grabbed her chin making her look at him, and she was met with a kind smile, her nerves fading. "Well then its perfect, the whole damn bar will know how lucky I am." His words made her heart swell and she grinned, grabbing his face again and planting another sweet, but much less gentle, kiss on his lips. They left the bathroom and Mike grabbed her keys and his signature hat, placing it atop her soft hair.

He walked out their front door and to her sleek black Chevy Impala, opening the passenger door for her, giddy she was letting him drive. He hopped into the drivers side door and sped out of the parking garage towards a night of dancing, drinking, and knowing her, a few joints with his favorite girl.

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A/N: Surprise!! Been talking up that Charlie draft and it’s taken weeks and then i pop this out in an evening. Yes I did give her Dean Winchester's car, shhhhh. I had this idea while I was doing my makeup today and I had nothing else to do, i hope you like it! I've never seen 5 lbs so excuse me if its very ooc, but i adore Mike. Anyway, enjoy!

-Bella <3

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