#bashing my head into a wall as we speak IM SO INSIGNIFICANT AND SMALL I SHOULD JUST BE DEAD
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remember when my life was interesting and held any sort of greater meaning? yeah me neither
#in neg city#bashing my head into a wall as we speak IM SO INSIGNIFICANT AND SMALL I SHOULD JUST BE DEAD#things have been so bad lately i cant convince myself to do anything and i feel like everyones forgotten i exist#and i just am too tired to put effort into maintaining relationships when people dont even seem to care that ive gone missing#i keep telling myself tomorrow ill do this tomorrow ill do that. and then tomorrow comes and im too tired to move#leaving my house is becoming harder and harder i feel like im becoming an agoraphobe#even tho my house feels more and more like a prison#i just do not feel comfortable anywhere anymore and i dont know what to do to change it#people keep asking 'how can i help' and i dont know. i dont know how anyone can help me out of this#and itd be hard to ask for that help anyway bc i already feel like im a lost cause#i dont hold significant interest in anything i dont care where my life goes#someone could come in here and rob me of everything i have and it wouldnt do anything#except make me realize how insignificant i am#im sick of answering my moms repetitive questions im sick of talking to my family#im sick of waiting for friends to say they care#im sick of sleeping im sick of staying awake#im jsut sick of everything. its all so dull#and i feel so guilty abt it bc its like im wasting this life but my lifes already a waste so. who cares ig
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