iiiiiimmmmmmm afraid of painnnnnn both yours and mine, BOTH YOURS AND MINE
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Hell is what I intend to give everyone. I have been too idle for too long. I can't point a single person who hasn't used me one way or another. Lesson learnt.
The next 6 months will be absolutely gruesome, physically and mentally. It will be my own season. If I could pull my shit together for just these next 6 months and do what I need to do, then the rewards will be uncanny. My whole life would change in an unparalleled way. No travelling, I closed off this summer already. No fucking around.
All I need is my PC, boxing gloves, mouthguard, car and Spotify and Tumblr blog. I will be much more active on here as this is the only place I will be active on. I will be spilling all my thoughts here untethered as I intended when I first made this blog.
Work, gym, study.
6 months. For eternal glory. Amen.
"Life owes you nothing."
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I guess I am back here to talk in the tags.
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I did it
I fucking did it
I’ve only ever been able to purge like a mouthful at a time, and I finally had the experience purging some chocolate where I hit some invisible point and the floodgates opened
I’m used to a tedious slow painful long process of emptying a fraction of my food (or stomach acid when I purge without eating first) to feel a little emptier
But today it literally gushed from my throat and splashed so hard
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