Cerberus, 2022

I cannot believe I never posted this, as it's one of my favorite art pieces I've done in years. A painting of my darling nephew, Buckley.

crying screaming throwing up not even petting a cat i saw on my walk home

@jupiterscorner: Yeah so I'm finally watching Cutie Pie! Me: Omg I should really watch that again. Also me: 💀 .... forgets how handsome Zee looks in a suit 💀 And I quote: JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I FORGOT HOW SEXY ZEE LOOKS IN A SUIT @jupiterscorner:

😂😂 well....

sometimes I think I have really aggressive fanfic, fandom and tumblr opinions and I just want to scream them from the rooftops. I keep them to myself because at the end of the day, who cares?

makes me wonder what might cause my own frustration. is it annoyance or anger or jealousy or feeling unfulfilled in another way? so then I simply delete tumblr from my phone and go for a walk

ABOUT ME!!!!!

you can call me elohyou but if that’s too long you can call me loyu! i’m queer/unlabeled ish and use they/them pronouns! i am a minor so do not be weird 👍

i mainly post rottmnt art because i am insane but i also like community (special interest), ducktales 2017, guardians of the galaxy, drew hayes books, astronomy, minecraft, and. a lot of other stuff! I ALSO AM HYPERFIXATED ON INCEPTION LIKE THAT FILM BRO MOVIE RN IM A FILM BRO 😔😔 BIGGEST RED FLAG 🚩🚩

and if you have miraculously read a fic by elohyou on ao3, that is me!!

dont be mean, proshipp-y (THAT MEANS NO TCEST!), pedophile-y, discrimination-y, etc here please that is Bad. Also dont repost my art!

anyyyyyyway some fun factos

i play guitar! my guitar’s name is blue and i love them

my favorite trope is found family! (whaaaattt no wayyyyy i cant tellll /s)

i rly like the disaster twins!! but i love the whole rottmnt family equally

MY ASK BOX IS ALWAYS OPEN!!! TALK TO ME!!! PLS!!! (/nf)

and if they're not too high effort i might take doodle reqs too!!

DISASTER TWINS AS STUFF ME AND MY SIBLING SAID MASTER POST

AND THE TAG WHICH IS CALLED #loyu dt incorrect quotes

hope you enjoy ur stay here!

I just finished Links Fabulous Flashback Montage and I cannot recommend it enough. I started reading it for the Sidlink (which is there and amazing) but I hyperfixated on it and read like ~400k words in a month because of the amazing storytelling. It is SO, VERY long and some of the time travel stuff is SO, VERY confusing but Jesus if it isn't the best fic I've ever read. It got me over Revalink (if not Revali himself, the hatred is still strong) it has boys kissing. It has *the* boys getting married! (legit some of the best fluff I've read) it has time travel. It has setup, payoff, and twisting the knife. It has an absolutely BEAUTIFUL and heart wrenching death scene. An ending that makes me want to read the 2 mil word monster that is FGA. Did I mention the confusing time travel? There's soooooo much time travel, of which I understand about half. (And I am really trying to) Anyyyyyyways if you have 100+ hours to burn, I highly recommend it, and the previous entry: Sidon's Epic Pining Adventure.

OOC | Amira & Edmund

hiya, it's ya mama!! ummm idk how to tell you this but...godfrey's the fun parent klajdsflkjsf amira is too busy tryna one-up varys at court and being all 'you embarrassed me today' when edmund fails as a motivational tactic lkasjflkjdf (and we've already discussed the kind of dad ~roderick is akljsdfkjsf) BUT don't let her fool you!! where roderick is all fire, amira is all ice and if you touch her kid you WILL quietly and painfully die -- not that she'd ever tell edmund that beyond smth along the lines of 'no one else matters, only us' bc her parenting is a++++

ANYWAY!! edmund is 100% the product of her ambition like...lol she don't give a flying fuck abt roderick! as far as she is concerned, roderick is a tool in multiple senses! ;D honestly, edmund ~is the person she cares most abt (sorry, bros!), but like...he's #2 in her life bc the thing she cares abt most isn't a person at all -- it is ultimately revenge/power (they're the same thing to her -- miss thing is a slytherin ;DDD) <333333 she's def got a 'the world is at your feet or its at your throat' mentality so she ~does 100% see gaining revenge/power as protecting edmund in her own weird way bc she's been at the world's mercy before and she'd do absolutely anything to make sure that edmund never is -- like, making him emperor is, in her eyes, the only way to keep what happened to ~her and to godfrey from happening to her baby, but that is still 100% more important than his happiness!!! and she would 100% acknowledge this openly there is no dancing around it alkjsfkljsdf like, she doesn't really believe in gods as such (just that there ~are super powerful beings out there that it pleases men to call gods), but if she did, that whole 'god doesn't want you to be happy, he wants you to be strong' quote is 10000000% amira's whole mentality so that's fun!!!

anyway, she's def raised edmund as mommy's lil warlord <3 he must be strong if he wishes to survive what's to come!!! (she also thinks roderick is actually weak af and that's why things have gone as abysmally as they have) also lowkey think amira might've poisoned guin's mom bc she was worried she would have a son </3 and amira can compete with marian for roderick's affections, but not w his og empress, so she didn't think edmund would stand a chance of ruling if the og wife ever had a son. like...amira's been looking towards this war since the first day she clapped eyes on roderick and said 'imma seduce that man' alskdjfkldf also tbh i don't think it actually ~was black magic that produced edmund but i think ~amira thinks it was alksjdfaljksdf so!! that's fun ksjdfaklsjfaksdf amira: you know what really spices things up in the bedroom? black magic babies!

ANYYYYYYWAY, she had edmund specifically and intentionally to create the next emperor and then stupid marian beat her to the punch (i.e., hearing about marian's pregnancy is when amira turned to black magic to ensure she'd conceive) but then amira really fucked up and started to actually care about edmund!!!! #whoops so she was like 'no more babies! i will not become weaker!' and that's why edmund has no full siblings aldksjfskldjf

so, re: amira's opinions abt the future!! she isn't really worried about guin becoming empress bc she honestly can't see roderick w all ~his hangups ultimately wanting guin to rule, what w being a woman, and besides -- and much more importantly bc amira doesn't give af what roderick wants tbqh -- guin obv doesn't wanT the throne so she aint gonna fight for it after roderick dies (in fact, bc of this amira is 100% fine w roderick picking guin -- she'll just oops! tragically die of grief after losing roderick, just like her mama did, and then BOOM edmund for emperor aljsflkjsf), but arthur ~will fight for the throne. sebastian's hardest to nail down, but he ~is male, so ppl of the varmont empire might still amass behind him, so amira means to axe him too someday, just for good measure

i do think once or twice, she has tried to kill arthur and sebastian when amira thought roderick was on the brink of making a decision she didn't like (yeah? that one really really srs childhood illness arthur had? poisoned by his stepmama, but tragically -- tho he nearly died -- he pulled through after all :/) but i do think she was only halfhearted even then bc i think she believes that the competition makes edmund stronger so his bros get to live a lil longer ig alsdjflksdf but she probs has been poisoning marian for awhile, just enough to keep her from conceiving again lkajsdfkljsdf bc amira realized too late that poisoning wife #1 actually made guin's position stronger w roderick and she def doesn't want that for arthur and seb, so marian gets to live lkajsdlfkjdjf

so @jewels20​ since you sent that ask about dean vs. damon and i already sort of said this but i’m going to say it again, another thing about dean is how much the weight he carries makes sense.

so, like, this is dean, right?

so when it’s revealed that the person he idolizes, the person he worships,

the person he follows faithfully told him that he might have to kill the person he will protect more than anything, anyone,

the person who his idol put in his care since he was a toddler, stripping away his childhood, even guilting him for taking a few hours for himself because sam nearly got hurt

his behaviour for the first nine episodes of season 2 makes sense because that would seriously fuck with his head because it’s a fundamental contradiction for him

so in croatoan, when he thinks sam will die of the virus and he’s like yeah i’m exhausted, i’m going to die too

his sentiment makes sense, which is also compounded by the guilt he feels for being alive because john made a deal

when damon has his breakdown about how he misses being human

when it’s previously established that he hates stefan because katherine loved him

when there’s no indication of why he would miss being human, except for the writers being like vampirism can be awful because reasons, there isn’t weight to that.

coming in six seasons deep like, oh and by the way, he protected stefan from their abusive father, does absolutely nothing to nuance him.

and none of this contextualizes his behaviour in even a satisfactory way.

anyyyyyyway.

let’s see if tumblr will censor this post.

The people need to know. Is it true you got egg yolk into your eye once?

anyyyyyyways

Did Samael get a redesign? Yes. Am I ashamed? No

Anyyyyyyways, I decided that he would assume the role of Raphael because Raphael was famous for healing a blind man’s sight with fish guts and Samael is missing an eye. Heh

So, yeah. Apparently Beginners Bible didn’t have a Raphael ( could’ve sworn they did ), so I just started scouring media. Most portrayed him with black hair, so here we are!

Hey! I just wanted to say thank you for sending me things! I don't really know how Tumblr works so I don't know what the etiquette is, but I really enjoyed them. Happy New Year!

I’ll let you in on a little secret: I don’t think Tumblr has an etiquette at all! (Or if it does, no one ever told me about it and I’ve been hanging out here for a while heheh)

I just thought oh hey look ghosts 😁 Glad to hear that I didn’t overstep any invisible lines though…

Anyyyyyyways happy new year to you too! May all the noise and the colors keep the ghosts away BUT only the bad ones. The nice ones can stay

PS: you’re cool. Your shows (especially Middle:Below) will live in my heart for the rest of time

PPS: some people are already making noise. The other night we were chilling in front of the tv and something green shot by the window. Horizontally, not vertically. Apparently some people were messing around in the park out back and accidentally (?) shot a rocket into our garden instead of up in the sky. Scared the shit out of me and that’s for sure

PPPS: one time my mums jacket caught on fire on New Year’s Eve. She was fine but it had burn holes in it and it reaked of melted plastic.

PPPPS: I think the word is reeked. The point is, it smelled bad.

i spent a lot of the last two years of highschool listening to promise by sade and at the time had a hard time finding a CD of diamond life until a few years after that so i wanna say that promise is my fav sade album since i have such a strong connection to it and for a long time it was the only sade album i had (i had gotten love deluxe and soldier of love shortly after but both were badly scratched and skipped too much to listen to and then a few years later i actually found a non-scratched love deluxe) but ya for a long time promise was my only sade album tho i had constantly listened to hang on to your love on youtube since it was the song that introduced me to her so that was always my fav sade song but anwyas what i was saying was that i wanna say promise is my fav cause its a great album but its v hard since diamond life is rly great too and defintiely greater which is saying a lot given how great promise is. tho to be fair i did also listen to diamond life A LOT when i finally found a CD of it so i def have strong memories tied to that to just a bit less private and not from that time in late high school where i was rly becoming comfortable with the idea of me existing as a person. promise has so many great moments back to back but diamond life has a rly strong sound that i dont think can be beat. exact same thing (and a parallel in general) can be drawn with wild party by the b52s and their self-titled. i had wild party for ever b4 finding their self titled and listened to it a ton at that point of my life along w/ cosmic thing but then when i found their first album that became my fav no question. both wild party and promise are like more polished then their respective artists debuts but they cant rly beat the fire that their debuts both have. and like it has nothing to do even w/ songs but more just with that energy that is captured when artists as amazing liek that go into the studio to record an entire album for the first time. both are artists that i deeply admire the majority of their discography, so its a v interesting thing to me when their fav becomes the album that is usually seen as their best and not the first album of theirs that i got my hands on. tho also w/ b52s i did get rly into bouncing off the satellites later which is a great album and my 2nd fav of theirs. rly underrated w/ tons of great songs and a rly strange melancholic feel at times . anyyyyyyways @_@