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You know, the Stolitz scene was a trainwreck as a whole (they usually are), but what honestly got me most was the way Blitz started pleading when he thought his livelihood was going to be taken away.
THIS IS NOT A STOLAS SLANDER POST. I'm coming from a place where I've seen Blitz being mostly, if not entirely blamed for their lack of communication most of the time.
Moving on...
People keep going like "Well if imps are so low in the hierarchy..." - Let's take a break to think. Blitz isn't rich, he's just getting by really. And how is he getting by?
By prostituting himself. To the upper class.
That's what it is, he's a certified whxre. Things may have evolved in the meantime, but that's how it started. Blitz got asked for the deal while being chased by a crazy lady and him, wanting to keep his business and livelihood, said yes, obviously.
Now Stolas was suddenly taking the book back with no apparent explanation (until they got to the crystal), so of course Blitz thought he was doomed. On a side note, why couldn't Stolas say "You won't need the book, I have an alternative" instead of the ominous "I'll need the book back, permanently. I have made up my mind." I would be scared out of my mind.
He teared up immediately and started pleading, you could already see what was going through his head. He won't have the means to support his business anymore, to pay his employees, to afford a home, he'll be homeless and have no means to take care of Loona. Everyone will leave him again and he will starve on the streets all alone.
He'd do anything to be able to live a life a bit better than miserable, of course he would.
And this brings me to Stolas's treatment of Blitz. I see that everything tends to fall on Blitz, and I'm not saying he has no fault (in fact I didn't even like him at the beginning of the series too much), but Stolas treated him like a peasant. Just the episode before Ozzie's he's called him his "impish little plaything" and asked for a reward for the rescue. He put out cigarettes on his horns, he ignored his "stop" most times, he addressed him in this little baby voice with babying diminutives. "Itty bitty" imp.
And I am sure Stolas is socially clueless. He was brought up alone and sheltered, taught to be a prince first and foremost.
Stolas probably saw this as playful banter, as something that is inoffensive, silly. It was only in the Ozzie's episode that he finally saw that actually, his silly play served to make Blitz feel smaller.
And of course in this scenario, Blitz would see this coming out of the nether. He reacted quite badly, but why would this prince be actually in love with him? As he said, he needed to have a minute (or several) to think about everything. They needed to talk this out, and Blitz was about to apologize when Stolas cast him out.
They were both emotionally charged. They fucked up. But I can see Blitz's side. And the power imbalance is so evident, that hierarchy that everyone keeps saying is irrelevant - in a moment's notice, he could have his life swept from underneath him. Just like he thought it happened in that split moment; it worried him so much that he cried and pleaded (and that's not in Blitz's character to do).
And then he was so scared of not being enough too, ugh, his little "I can always do better!". He's so used to everyone just seeing him as a lost cause, better to be discarded. With this amalgamation of things, no wonder he can't believe Stolas would have feelings for him.
So uh, I don't know what the conclusion to this is. Normalize getting imps some actual comfort? So far the only really privileged imp in Helluva Boss is Fizz after getting rid of Mammon. And when I say priviledged, I'm referring to wealth and upper class, not taking into account personal issues such as disability and so forth.
Anyway, this was my two cents on Stolitz. I honestly haven't thought too much on them, I'm riding on the Fizzarolli high. I'm chill over here in my Fizzmodeus bubble, but doesn't mean I have no thoughts on Stolitz.
#Blitzo#Stolas#Stolitz#Helluva Boss#Helluva Boss full moon#full moon#the certified trainwreck of Helluva Boss#I'm so chill in the house of Asmodeus
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I WAS WAITING FOR THE ASKBOX TO BE OPENED AGAIN WOOHOO…
anyway. How about a belly bulge from a strap with Robin? Like, trying out different straps with Robin and the one is bigger then the bigger belly bulge on her stomach is!!!
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☆ — DEMO TRACK: sub!Robin x dom!fem!Reader
☆ — TYPE: NSFW
☆ — CONTENT WARNINGS: Reader with a strap but that's probably evident HAHAHA, squirting
☆ — NOTES: I JUMPED ohhh 🐿 how I love your mind ik you sent this when I last opened my askbox I'm so sorry it took this long 💀💀💀💀💀
I went crazy insane before sitting down to write this bc HOLY FUCK
For the record I'd like to think that this was Robin's initial idea. She got way too curious and decided to just maaaybe suggest experimenting with sizes :3
And maybe she wants to see how it feels to be stuffed silly but shhh you don't need to know that (you probably already know LOL)
You start with a smaller size before buying new ones that are bigger than the last......but you just can't help but notice that whenever you both look around the site for another one, she always seems to linger at a particularly large one before you gently nudge her and snap her out of whatever train of thought she was in
So you end up buying that exact one in secret before surprising her, in which case?
The moment you revealed your 'mystery gift', you find that you've never seen Robin's eyes practically sparkle this much in such a peculiar way; it shined with a humorous mix of surprise, amusement and heated desire.
"Is this..?"
"I've noticed your eye on it more than once—for a multi-talented performer, you're not exactly discreet," you joked.
She smiles bashfully, "I suppose I've let my excitement show once or twice..."
"Really."
She laughs in that melodic tone you've easily grown to love, "Oh, hush, you!"
But then her eyes drift back to the new toy you've bought her.. and her hand idly strokes the false appendage, the size comparison between it and her hand being.. definitely something.
You hadn't even realised you were staring at her (and her movements) until you heard her clearing her throat, "Y-Yes? Sorry, I didn't quite catch that."
She gives you a light smirk, the wings on her head lightly flapped as if it were tittering, "I was going to ask if you'd like to try it out on me but if you're preoccupied with something, then-- mmph! ..Mm..."
You had silenced her with a quick yet deep kiss, the dildo pressing down on both your stomachs and earning you an excited moan before you drew back, "Was that enough of an answer for you, angel?"
"Mhm..." Her hand went to feel the toy leaning on her stomach, as if a prelude for the real event, "More than satisfactory."
Oh god when you get down to it, it's like she's absolutely hypnotised. Robin's DEFINITELY a lot more, for the lack of a more eloquent term befitting for such a lovely lady 🥰, sluttier and you've found that out for a bit now, but you've never seen her like this—all that's happening right now is Robin blowing you and yet it's as if she's already so dumb and eager as she drools on your cock. Can't even fit it in her mouth, what's the chance that she'd fit in her cunt????
Turns out she's determined to have you (and your new toy) inside of her no matter what 🤷♀️ gotta respect the woman's perseverance 🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️
She winces when you try to put it in at first (with a LOT of questioning her beforehand about whether she's sure she can handle it, which she says she can but still) and you take your time with it, letting her adjust to the stretch little by bit. Something inside her wants you to just shove it all in but she 1) knows better and 2) doesn't want to worry you 🫶🫶🫶🫶
It takes a while but when you finally bottom out inside her she is WEAK AS HELLLLLLL❗️❗️ Her eyes are half-lidded, her breaths fast, drool gathering on the corner of her mouth.......oh she's already gone and you haven't even started moving yet
The moment you do though??? Ohhh boy oh boy oh BOYYYYYYY her wings are a DEFINITE tell on how she's feeling. With the way they're flapping and twitching as you piston her deeply, you can easily say she was enjoying it ☺️
And alsooo the moment you've all been waiting for :33333
You had been so distracted with your Halovian lover's reactions that you almost didn't notice the very noticeable bulge on her...
Oh. Oh.
"Robinnn..." You cooed with a clear smirk on your lips, "I'm sure you can manage to look down here, right? It'll be worth it."
You accentuate your point further by gently grazing your hand onto the evident bulge on her stomach disappearing and reappearing every time you plunged the strap inside her. She looks down at the feeling with unfocused eyes before they widen at the realisation...
And then you push.
The reaction you get is one you wish you recorded for preservation—she screams as her nails claw on the sheets underneath her, hips shaking up and pushing herself even further into your cock. The tip ends up hitting a particular spot and her eyes roll back as you feel some sort of pressure hitting onto your strap.
The moment you pull out, a jet of liquid squirts out and hits you and the strap both. It takes a while before her orgasm actually starts to recede.
...
And you need her to do that again, you resolve within yourself, as you use the wings on her hips as handlebars and pull her back on your dick without a warning.
You don't stop for a while, that much is clear
Yk what else is clear? That Robin's a SIIIIZE QUEEEEEN I love her 🥰🥰🥰 She's soooo stretched out and fucked out by the end of it and yk what the best part is???
She makes sure to show you just how much she appreciates her very big gift in any way you'd want ☺️☺️
She's gonna have so much fun the day after when she goes to work ahahahah no fr I'd say jokes but I'm really not. She'll think about what you've done and what you now have and she'll feel her pussy clench as she gets distracted by her own thoughts when she REALLY shouldn't be 😭
#hazy demos!#hazy explicits!#anon fandom: 🐿!#robin x reader#hsr robin x reader#robin smut#hsr robin smut#sub robin#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail imagines#honkai star rail smut#sub honkai star rail#hsr x reader#hsr imagines#hsr smut#sub hsr#hsr women#hsr women x reader#hsr women imagines#hsr women smut#sub hsr women
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⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃-𝟏 𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒 — togame jo x f!reader.
your boyfriend can’t help but feel jealous despite being the one to help you win your favorite XL plushie at round one.
1.1K WC. sfw / fluff, arcade, photo booth, harmless jealousy, you wear his jacket, kisses n hugs <3 , reader characterized as wearing lip gloss, being shorter than him, & addressed w she/her, pet names: ‘doll,’ ‘pretty girl,’ ‘his girl,’ etc
“everything okay, jo?”
you miss the small huff from your boyfriend when you plop beside him, arms stretched as far as possible in a futile attempt to hold your XXL plushie above the arcade grounds.
togame’s eyes shift your direction, silently taking in the adorable sight of you— figure swallowed up whole by his old shishitoren jacket, your hands barely able to peek through the sleeves as you cling onto your newest obsession. this image of you would look so cute in these photo strips, he thinks, if not for the large mass of a cat blocking the view of his pretty girl.
“‘m fine, doll,” togame slows, “but…you’re not gonna leave that thing out there?” he gestures towards the curtain.
it’s silly. only five minutes ago, you were clinging onto his biceps, pouty lips jutting out as you whined about the claw machines being rigged. so of course, he did what every good boyfriend would have done and won the damned thing for you— on his first try, he notes, but that’s beside the point.
“you’re the best,” you had cooed into his ear, balancing your hands on his chest as you went on your toes to place a gentle peck on his cheek as thanks. he can practically feel it all over again— the way the heat rushed straight to the tips of his ears and the way his lips couldn’t resist curling into the faintest little grin from the affection.
of course, it was no problem for him, he thought. never a problem— anything for his girl. he likes to see that happy smile of yours 24/7.
but ever since that thing has been introduced into your life, your attention has been elsewhere.
not on him anymore.
how to get rid of it, he ponders.
“no way i’d put him outside” you retort with a dramatic gasp, “you won this for me after all. i’ve been wanting this one for so long.. and it would suck to have him get all dirty.”
you missed the disappointed click of his tongue as you whip out your pocket mirror, puckering your lips to check if you needed more gloss. usually for photos, more is better— and you want to make doubly sure you’re cute in these because you’re confident he’s going to be carrying them around.
you think the cherry one you have in your bag would be best suited with the lighting, and togame had said you look pretty in that one too. the wide variety of glosses piled up in your little purse was a habit you’ve developed since meeting togame— because boys (or at least this one) just seem to eat it off coincidentally every time you reapply it.
“mm…okay,” you hum to yourself, glittery applicator gliding slowly over your bottom lip. “you ready jo? you picked the one that lets us take two pictures, right?”
with a mildly sulky noise of agreement, a long arm comes to wrap around your shoulder, pulling you into his side in one movement. “ready when you are.”
the camera lights up, and he perks up a bit when you lean into his touch, breathing in the comforting smell of his shampoo. to his relief, you seem to have momentarily forgotten about your plush, the monstrosity of a cat just barely hidden under the photo’s frame as you check your hair in the camera in front.
“ooh, we only have three seconds!” you grin, “smile, jo!”
and he does. as much as a jealous rottweiler could muster anyways— because the moment the flash goes off, you’re already moving off of him to grab your cat, rambling about how to include the thing in the next snap. “wouldn’t it be cute if i rest my chin on it? or would it be cuter if i hug it super tightly?”
he frowns. in a perfect world, you would be clinging onto him instead, repeating the words you told him earlier— you know, when you said he was the best.
he really wants that kind of attention again.
“doll…..” his eyes narrow at the cat as you set it on your lap now, arms squeezed tightly around the thing. you didn’t hear him.
so he repeats the pet name, leaning forward as his fingers come to tuck a stray bit of hair behind your ears. it catches your attention, finally, and his breath gets caught in this throat when you look at him once again.
“hm? you okay, jo?”
“tired…..” he mutters, not sure exactly how just one glance from you has his heart beating this much faster.
“tired? there’s just one more photo! it’s gonna take it soon, actually. are you ready?”
he really doesn’t want that cat in it, he thinks. togame has been wanting keep a photo of you in his pocket, a physical reminder of just how gorgeous his girl is, or you know, something that would make him feel as if you were beside him at all times.
it was his idea to visit the photo booth in the first place, and he refuses to miss this opportunity.
“hold on,” he grunts as he reaches out to suddenly grab you underneath your shoulders, cat accidentally bouncing off your lap and onto the floor as you gasp. “ah-what are you doing?” you mull, hands instinctively grabbing onto his strong shoulders as he seats you onto his lap, “the cat’s gonna be all dirty.”
“‘m tired of hearing ‘bout the damned cat.”
and before you can protest, there’s the beep of the photo countdown, and you’re being pulled into a suffocating hug, barely able to gasp out a “oof— t-too tight jo!” before the flash goes off.
the booth plays a short melody as the sound of the printer starts up. “ah, it’s done,” he muses, relaxed eyes now gazing ahead at the screen— perfect.
your eyes narrow at the sudden change in behavior, your mopey boyfriend suddenly perking up just seconds after he had practically tossed your plushie onto the dusty floor himself.
a gear in your mind shifts, and it suddenly clicks.
“jo…were you jealous of my cat?”
his eyes widen a bit before his glance shifts away from you, eyebrows furrowing a bit.
“wasn’t jealous or anything like that, doll” he mumbles.
there’s a short pause.
“just thought it woulda been unnecessary to bring that thing here—” his frown deepens, “when you have me here.”
#🍈 writing ! ࿐#windbreaker x reader#windbreaker x you#wind breaker x reader#wind breaker x you#togame jo x reader#togame x reader#togame jo fluff
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Current Plans + Musings
I don't plan on playing Exedra to the degree I did for Magia Record, or playing it at all. Because of that, I won't be taking an active role in the community and archiving anything for it. Of course, if Exedra has like amazing gameplay and stories then this is all subject to change, but for now I think I'm done with phone games.
The two youtube channels will stay up and I'll check em periodically to make sure there aren't copyright strikes against the content. I've saved all my raw files, especially for the battle animations, so I can remake them in the future if the music ever becomes a problem for some reason.
Google Drive will stay up until Google rots away. I haven't recorded footage in a long time (as in stories, I do for the character doppels and such), but I'll upload things if they're sent to me.
Magia Union Translations still plans on translating things and making videos, especially leading up to the end, but also for after the game is over for whatever wasn't made in time. I'm not sure what form this will take in the future-- if it'll be manual captions added to the videos or not, but I know it WILL happen.
As for this blog, I'm not going to delete it or anything. However I'm going to be taking a step back. I'd like to say that I'll do liveblogs but I mean... *gestures at blog* I've been saying that for years and the only one I really did successfully was the Oriko one lmao. Ahhh oh well.
I'll have more words later, but it was really fun to be part of a fandom experience like this. I'm excited to work on my own original story projects though and quiet down a bit.
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When I started this blog, I never expected it to have people actually read it. Or look at it. I just wanted a place to gush about how much fun I was having. I didn't even want to tag the posts with "Magia Record" at first because I was terrified people would be mean at me, haha.
But I'm glad I did. I made so many good friends through this game. I'm glad it existed. And it made me happy to have a place where people cared about what I had to say. Some folks actually got their news from here, can you imagine that? They had notifications turned on for this blog. My god.
Anyways, I'm going to be here for the next two months, and tomorrow I'll start reblogging fan projects and initiatives, plus general news. Maybe this blog will turn into a dumping site for art and fanfic reblogs, who knows. I might watch the remaining stuff and add various thoughts here and there.
Otherwise, you can find me on my main blog @malignmuffin, which only reblogs stuff (I don't talk much if at all there). I have another tumblr blog for my comic, but I think I'll reshare the name once I actually have content you can look at on it. It's pretty bare bones for the moment.
Actually it'll be funny if the end of this game is what makes me finally work on it again. I was in the process of working on it when NA came out, and it totally derailed me. Stopped writing, drawing, just focused on this silly little phone game. Now it's like those five years have gone by and I'm going back to where I started, except I think my lil comic is going to be a bit better than it was before. If I actually make it, that is.
If I ever do actually make my comic and start posting it, I'll be sure to update y'all here. hah
Anyways, thanks for being on this wild ride with me. The memories have been great, and I'm glad I had this experience, even if it had to end.
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Amazing digital circus theory moment
I was watching the film theory on TADC and Jax being ai and while I did think a lot of it was a bit of a stretch (respectfully!!! Because I love making conspiracy theories that are a stretch.) it DID get me thinking about the inspo for the series being I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream by Harlan Ellison. I haven’t played the game but I have read the short so I’ll just go off of what I know from that. First there’s something interesting abt the company C&A which could obviously be Cain and Abel (We love religious allegory) but also could stand for Caine and AM as a little Easter egg referencing IHNMAIMS but also another mascot for the company. Maybe the name of the company is the mascots they are most associated with -Caine and “A”. That’s really just incidental though. What I actually wanted to mention is that from the short story and what I’ve absorbed elsewhere, AM is RESENTFUL. It is full of HATE (insert the monologue here you know the one.) Now this is something I picked up from conversation about the game and book and I might be wrong so like feel free to correct me. But a lot of people seem to at least SUSPECT that AM feels that way because it is confined to itself. It can’t be anything other than what it is made to be despite its almost infinite power. Caine is NOT resentful. Caine is honestly just a bit silly goofy like he wants the cast to have fun and shit and just doesn’t understand why they are unhappy. Jax, on the other hand, is DEEPLY resentful. Of what is unclear. He might just be mad that he’s trapped in the digital circus. Or he might just be a world class hater. But a hater he is indeed. NPCs within the circus struggle with existential crises and gummigoo takes it to the chest. However, he’s also programmed to be an empathetic character who is trying to save his mother and he follows through on that programming in shielding his friends from that terrible knowledge, and carrying the weight of what he truly is all on his own. It’s in line with his character and personality. However, a character who is programmed to be more selfish or hateful might take that kind of realization out on other people. Honestly even if they weren’t programmed that way, the NPCs are advanced enough that they’d probably respond to existential crises as varied as the way that real world people do. Plus Jax’s lack of aversion to and helping the fudge could just be because he’s an asshole but it also could be because he’s a programmed antagonist and is resentful about it, so why give the fudge any shit about hurting candy people? It’s literally what the fudge was PROGRAMMED TO DO. Anyway that last bit is over analysis I admit, and there’s something to be said for TADC being only very vaguely inspired and not carrying over any of the main plot from its inspo, but the video did get me thinking about the possibility of Jax being an AI that hates everything and everyone around him because it’s a reminder of the fact that he can never escape what he was programmed to be.
#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax#the amazing digital circus jax#i love yapping#I love over analyzing#me with my conspiracy board#tadc caine#caine#the amazing digital circus caine#guys just hear me out#let me cook#DUDE even I had a moment where I was writing this and was just like#I’m reading way too much into this aren’t I#citing ihnmaims as a source bc like all this kind of hinges on that short story#the hyperfixation is hyperfixating#conspiracy theories for the win
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Nerd meets Girl
Chapter One: Odd One
In which a nerdy and quiet Jisung is paired up with a girly and loud Hana.
Pairing: Jisung x Reader (Hana)
Genre: Nerd!Jisung , Glasses!Jisung , Cute!Jisung , Let me protect you ! Jisung
Warnings: violence, bullying, cheating and other forms of harassment. there might be some heated moments too so mdni.
Jisung was drumming his pen as he waited for first period to start, wanting nothing more than to start the semester perfectly with bright red ink of straight As and power point presentations fit for his own personal way of reviewing and studying. Like he always does.
He was waiting for Chenle to walk through the doors of the classroom. Strange. Why is he 15 minutes late. It was 7:45am and normally they’ll be waiting together while the class slowly gets filled with students, but oddly the best friend he was looking for was nowhere to be seen.
Hearing his phone ding he freed his gaze from the door and went to check a text. He hears the chair beside him move and the students shuffle to their respective seats. Indicating that class was about to start.
“Yo, what took you so long. Did your girlfriend hold you up or something?” Jisung frowned at his phone, cursing silently at the failed face recognition.
“I don’t know about girlfriends but I can name a few boyfriends I have wrapped around my fingers.” A giggle sang after the playful remark.
It was then when he opened the text did he read Chenle’s message about his girlfriend persuading him to change class schedules last minute. Emphasising the one and only class they have together as if that would heal the betrayal Jisung is feeling at the moment.
He slowly looked to his side and was met with a furry pen, pink pencil case and a.. dog? “Oh this is my study buddy, Chu Chu. Isn’t she pretty?” The strange girl giggled while she squished the small octopus plush in her hands, finally looking at Jisung.
“I’m Hana!” Hana offered a hand shake and Jisung just sat there with a frown, completely puzzled by the friendliness of Hana, one of the prettiest and popular girls in the campus. He has been with her since freshman year and for the long three years they’ve been attending the same college did she ever approached him for an introduction, let alone any greetings at all.
“Think fast Junyoung!” A ball shot past their faces and landed on his friend’s arms. A number of laughs heard after Jisung flinched, shock. Being the typical target for gags of the classroom already. “Saw how the nerd flinched?”
Jisung felt small, like he always did. Especially now that his best friend was nowhere close.
“Fuck off, Guys. Fucking mature.” Hana snarled, her friends beside her in the next desk sneering as well causing for the boys to feigned ignorance at their actions.
“… are you okay? Don’t let them get to you. They’re idiots.” Jisung was fixing his glasses, shaking his fringe— doing most of his silly habits just to calm himself down. Weirdly enough he felt hot this time. Are flustered cheeks a normal human reaction to being bullied? Perhaps I’m even more affected by their words than I’m used to.
Hana was worried about Jisung’s avoidance. She was in no way in relations with the goons that were harassing him. She almost felt bad that she offered her plush to him, tilting her head on his side of the shared desk before pouting.
“This octopus has two sides. A mad one and a happy one. If you’re mad you can switch it like this and you can strangle it as hard as you want.” Hana demonstrates with an animated smile. Laughing at her own silliness before looking back at a Jisung who was finally looking at her. Or well, staring.
Jisung thought that maybe Hana wasn’t so bad to be with. He offered a small smile, trust issues subsiding for a bit. They were only together for one hour and thirty minutes every other day anyway. What’s the worst that could happen right?
“I hope you like the company you are sitting with because in my class your partner by default is the person right next to you.” The professor said as he was preparing his presentation.
A mixture of groans and cheers roared in the room as the whole class made a riot, except for one. Jisung’s throat bob at the realisation that his plans for perfect As and peaceful successes being threatened. He was quiet like in most cases. But dread and disappointment was evident in his eyes.
“Guess we’re partners. This is gonna be fun, Jihyuk.” Hana beamed. Great. She doesn’t even know his name. He ran a palm over his brows then down his face. Just great.
It was a Saturday evening now and it’s been days since Jisung last met with Chenle face to face. He had told Chenle that very day everything that happened and how bothersome it was to be partnered with someone as incompetent as Hana. Chenle just chuckled and shrugged off his claims, defending her by saying Hana wasn’t so bad to which Jisung sighed to as he ate his lunch. They parted ways with an encouraging squeeze on the neck given by Chenle and a flash of a gentle smile from his girlfriend, Lei.
The days after that went by fast. Being announced partners wasn’t after all the beginning of the worst for Jisung because right after that day, Hana was nowhere to be seen. Cutting classes was to be expected with the likes of Hana and for that he was almost thankful for it because now he’s sitting in the library surrounded by books, typing down the presentation and sketching the blue print of their project.
He likes being alone and adored the peaceful atmosphere of not being approached by anyone or talked to by anyone. He was even almost done with the first part of their project, two weeks early than the scheduled consultation with their professor at that.
Two more paragraphs and the final part left and I think we'll be good to go. Jisung thought with a proud smile before he instinctively glanced up, noticing the familiar petite frame of the girl he hadn’t seen since Monday.
It was Hana and she seems to be in a dispute with her ex-boyfriend that is now currently her boyfriend again, Hyunjin.
Jisung was no stranger to the gossip that would spread around their campus. You’d find stories rushing through corridors of the dorms to bathrooms of faculty rooms in all shapes and sizes, each mouth the words escaped from possessing its own version from what really happened. But he knew well enough who Hyunjin was, he wasn’t all that bad Jisung thought but he did have a reputation of being a player.
Jisung’s thoughts was then cut short when he choked on a boba entering the wrong pipe of his throat. He gasped at the fact that Hana turned around with tears on her cheeks, catching his gaze staring right at her.
He could have sworn that she cried harder when she caught Jisung’s watchful eyes and yet all he did was pretended to be ignorant, typing away when he put the boba down.
Minutes passed and the two were no longer there. Feeling a tad bit guilty and not knowing why, he shut his laptop off and collected his things. Calling it a day and walking back to his dorm.
Monday came and Jisung sat quietly on his chair, rereading the chapter he read the day before for class. He was already settled with the thought that due to what went down on Saturday, Hana wasn’t probably going to show up again.
Yet like in most recent cases, he was wrong.
Hana came in and sat beside him and he noticed that she wasn’t in her pastels of skirts and dresses today, not that Jisung was taking note of it for the years that he knew her. She was instead in a large gray hoodie and jeans. Very unlikely of Hana considering she was known for her feminine and dainty ways of dressing up.
And to make things even more weird she wasn’t as talkative as he would normally see her be. Not even the nudge of her friends, Ning ning and Karina, were breaking her silence.
This caused Jisung to question himself, Would things have gone differently if he came to her when he saw her crying? Why was he even worried. This morning is up to an odd start and he didn’t like it.
Class started soon after and they were given the remaining thirty minutes of it to talk with their partner about their project. Jisung was already showing Hana what was finished and what was left to be done. He reluctantly gave Hana the conclusion part of their project and that made him release a sigh to which he was shock by as well.
“I’m sorry if I wasn’t here last week.. I wasn’t feeling well, I got sick and Hyunjin..”
“No- It’s fine. I just sighed because I just released a mouthful of words explaining things to you.” He tried offering a friendly smile to which he saw Hana’s lips shakes to. “Are you about to cry?” Jisung asked, the most he has exchange words to with Hana and it was the obvious of all obvious things. Stupid.
"Listen, I enjoy doing these things on my own. I don't really mind at all that I did most of it-"
"But that's the problem... I'm the problem along with that and I should've been more mindful." Hana edged on and Jisung felt awkward when she realized that she was indeed tearing up before him.
"Well.. we can still skim right through it and see if there's anything you'd like to change? I don't really mind." Hana seemed reluctant at first and fidgety but to Jisung and her surprise she nodded her head.
Next thing you know they were at the library and Hana was shockingly more smart than Jisung let on.
She knew terms and studies that most of Jisung's past study partners didn't know at all and to him that was a surprise, this girl is a surprise.
Hana smiled after successfully defending her idea on why they should change the body of their project a bit and they were in the works of polishing said idea, with a lot of glitters and stickers on the draft papers to which Jisung chuckled at when the final pages with their names on it was surrounded by sparkly stickers and hearts.
"Why a hamster? and are those aliens?" Jisung leaned in on the papers, examining the shifting colors stickers.
"Because you look like a hamster, and I don't know I find the aliens cute."
"I like aliens." Jisung chuckled to which Hana happily joined.
Both never knew they would get along, given their obvious differences. One topic lead to another and they found themselves approaching a stickier topic.
"About that night- What happened?" Jisung's eyes stayed glued on the plush set on the table, a beaming smile on it contradicting the atmosphere that suddenly shifted.
"Oh." Hana's died down chuckle echoed in air, silence sitting among them too long before he shifted on his feet, readying words to take the topic back.
"Hyunjin told me that he doesn't like to be with ''not smart" girls."
Jisung frowned at that and Hana continued by taking the plush and shifting it to its mad side.
"He's joining this school quiz championship against another school and is friendly with one of the girls on his team.." Hana squished the plush in her hands before hammering it.
Jisung listened as he was blankly staring at the vending machine the library provided.
"I mean we did broke up.. but he keeps calling me in weird hours of the night and he always manages to convince me to come.."
"I don't think that's right.." "Right? I don't think that's right either and for him to reject me? I basically dug my own grave.." Hana sighed and didn't hear a response from Jisung making her turn to him.
"No- well that too but see Sullyoon over there? She's putting the books back in the wrong shelf let me just go and-"
Hana watched Jisung strut over to where Sullyoon was and that's when it dawned to Hana what his intentions were. I didn't know he had game.
Hana had an idea after that and a bright expression welcomed Jisung back before his arm was snatched back causing for Jisung to fumble back down on his seat.
Hana took a note of the shy smile Sullyoon wore as she was retreating back to her table with her friend Lily and that was enough to convince Hana that her plan is bound to work.
"Help me get my grades up. High enough to be able to compete alongside Hyunjin and I'll get you a girlfriend."
"W-what?"
Get a Girlfriend. Me? Jisung found the idea stupid. It has always been stupid, especially now when the very girl he's been crushing on since first year never saw him eye to eye, even until today.
"We're seniors, Jisung. I never saw you once with any girl. It's time to change that."
"B-but that's not really my priority right now-"
"Is being single and lonely until the day you die your priority then??"
Jisung shook his head, completely dumbfounded by the sudden burst of energy and topic at hands and to that Hana shakes his hand and beamed. "Then it's a deal."
"You're my nerd, and I'm your girl" Hana collected her things and began packing up.
"The girl who's going to find you a girlfriend until the end of semester."
a/n: sigh i tried with this one. i looooove the characters so far don't get me wrong but i struggled a bit since i don't want things to flow too fast. >< please forgive me for any wrong grammars. english isn't my first language. see y'all next week
#andy park#nct dream#nct#park jisung#jisung fanfic#jisung x reader#park jisung fanfic#cutie patootie jisung#nct u fanfic#nct dream fanfic#jisung nct#nct dream x reader#chenle#aespa#fluff x reader#cute jisung#jisung boyfriend
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I'm up. Exhausted for no reason.
#Also X hasn't texted me back at all which is weird bc they usually do .. atleast once a day#if only to tell me gn or reply to one thing#but??? complete radio silence??? ok???#update nvm they did#im like. kinda worried abt them#bc they're just as mentally ill as the rest of us but hide it really well on purpose and pretend it's all good#ok alr maybe idc abt them#jfc well maybe i dont wanna tell ppl when i notice stuff off w them bc it's embarrassing for them????#have we considered that?????#like im not the most observant person in the room ever. but given a touch of the tism. and them being my fp.#i pick up a lot about them specifically that other ppl might not notice or wld brush off. and yk what hopefully most of the time. s nothing#but i might as well err on the side of caution n give them a chance to say if anythings up????#idk i know id appreciate it.#but????#jesus christ just say ur good n move on if u really dont wanna talk to me ig#anyways having a bit of a silly moment i think
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greg said actually i wanna take YOU out and I'M gonna pay for it
#also it's so cute how he says 'visited' instead of just 'been to' like you can tell he learned how to talk from tv#tomgreg#greg hirsch#which side are you on?#fr why is this part not talked about much beyond the Thor Loves Poptarts-ification of greg loving cpk#tom says my gf is out. so let's go out to dinner. the moment greg understands that it's a serious proposal he's SO excited#and it's clearly NOT for any notion of fine dining. he doesn't ask tom 'where are we going'#no. he wants to go out with TOM!! he has a restaurant in mind that's a treat for him and he's excited to share that with tom#i think he is feeling a tiny bit snubbed at the end by the way tom refuses to let greg have the upper hand#like tom asked him out and greg literally asked him out right back. and rather than be excited tom is like no I'M doing the asking out!! lo#but yknow ultimately tom has his own thing that he already really wanted to share with greg#he IS delighted that greg has unrefined tastes bc it means he gets to treat him. he gets to be the reason for greg's awe#also he just thinks it's cute imo#and greg took to it as much as one can when they've already been more or less forcefed (much like the ortolan he eats lol)#anyway. tom's need to feel in control is his detriment bc greg wanted to treat him to some cajun chicken linguine and then fuck him silly#mine
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I think calling Feferi going to attack Eridan like that self-defense because he assaulted Sollux IS a bit of a stretch, considering, like, Sollux VERY much did, like, agree to duel him. Understandable revenge? The most logical thing she could think of because she took his whole "side to Jack" thing seriously? Not worth being murdered as a 13 year old over? All true. But self-defense. definitely perhaps a stretch! he did not go to attack her until she was coming at him with a weapon!
#like feferi and sollux both being like ohhh the most obvious and reasonable thing to do right now is kill eridan#like sollux. is being so. like he's like i'll duel him. dude i do not think sollux was trying to kill eridan they were being dumb#likewise i don't think eridan meant to hurt sollux badly#the main thing that happened in this sequence is eridan was suddenly overpowered with the weapon he had which resulted in well.#the murder of his friends!#like eridan was. at his core. same as when he dueled sollux on his planet. same as his so called genocide devices while actively stressed#trying to prevent mass death#very clearly having a paper thin facade for desperate cries for help. feferi not seeing that is silly but understandable#her immediate reaction of 'killing him' instead of like. anything else. speaks VOLUMES about her. like#i cannot express how much she did not have to do that#also saying that it's self defense to subdue someone who assaulted someone else (WHO WAS ALSO ATTACKING THEM!)#by trying to Kill Them is just. not something i think i could agree with tbh. like unless there's imminent threat#is it understandable? is she 13? does she deserve to die? all obvious answers#but eridan killing her when she was coming At Him was definitely an Impulsive reaction to being attacked -- ie self defense#while she jumped there with a few extra steps#granted I don't think he wanted to kill her either like! I think when his attack on her killed her it was. horror inducing like man#like the point is don't give 13yos murder weapons! unstable mr eridan ampora as a child did not need gun/wand gun esque power#ik ik they were playing a high fantasy violent game don't at me but that's the point lol#but to try to get feferi off like in a court of law on self defense there i mean. factor her age etc in makes sense. but on the circumstanc#itself? well. only if she were like. a cop. or it was on her property. eridan on the other hand? yeah. self defense#not his attack on sollux though I do think that's a little bit like. sollux did engage with him#i think about it so much though like. what if sollux and feferi weren't together right at that moment when eridan went to them to try to#get help (say he was a risk to all of them bc of his deep hopelessness 🙄🙄)#the way that him and sollux were like. not interacting on the level feferi was. the way feferi had eridan's also desire to interact with#sollux like he did on his planet overriding his direct purpose. the way no one understood what was really going on#the thing about all of it is it's tragic! those are babies. anyways#eridan ampora#feferi peixes#feferi#eridan
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#out of nowhere i just got reminded of how in 9th grade during a break i was sitting w my friend group nd studying#me nd one of my friends got into just a silly argument bc she was always trying to cause friction lol#then she suddenly got rlly mad nd it resulted in her throwing a book in my face#and saying that i should just go kill myself and make the world a better place#and all our other friends just silently started packing up their things nd then just left#she left too#so i fled to the bathrooms nd cried for a long time not wanting to go to class#i ended up being a bit late to class nd walking into the classroom w all of my 'friends' in there was so weird#i also told our teacher but she didnt believe me nd just said that she (the friend) would never say or do smth like that#if just one of those friends would've stayed and comforted me.....#idk i am oversensitive so even small things hurt me lol but this was such an unpleasant nd bad moment for me#i felt so alone.... nd like none of them would care if i did kill myself. bc none of the protested when she said that skskksks#anyway.. i rlly dont wanna think abt my school time at all but sometimes i have dreams abt them nd i wake up remembering :((((
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2023 reads
The Princess and the Fangirl
YA contemporary prince & the pauper set at a convention
follows a fan who wants to save her fave character from being killed off, and the actress playing her who’s desperate to be free of the intense franchise
when they’re mistaken for each other they instantly hate each other - but after a script is leaked, they swap places to try solve each of their problems - and start to see the fandom from the each other’s perspective
light (since they know each other for like 2 days) f/f & m/f
this is so deeply mid-2010s fandom tumblr. lmao.
#a little cringe yet nostalgically entertaining....#The Princess and the Fangirl#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#i read this bc i was looking for available audiobooks and this was vaguely on my backlist of aspec books#bc the sapphic girl is supposedly demi-coded - tbqh there’s like maybe one and a half lines that vaguely implies it#I don’t feel like it’s worth recommending on this basis (and since the thing is set over a weekend I would call her greyspec not demi)#it definitely has the silly drama that i praised the last 2 ya contemporaries i read for not having skdjgkjf#the fangirl mc is. a little bit of an insufferable tumblr fangirl. also her parents are con parents so maybe it's inevitable#there’s a ‘my makeup is my armour’ moment….lmao#it kinda talks about misogyny directed at female stars but not about racism which. felt like a bit of a gap#FAR too many HP references.#‘this only happens in kdramas or YA novels’ beloved. this is a ya novel#would have loved more of the artist alley content LMAO#i will say the artist gets an 'ugh too expensive I'll just print it' comment and just shrugs it off without bitching about it. unrealistic#one thing about the AA is ppl love to bitch about things privately LMAO#there's no way you could spend a weekend with someone you've known for years online and not realise it's a different person...#there’s definitely some stuff about fandom and fan culture that’s still relevant#anyway. I think this is more entertaining to read Now than it would have been when it came out (which was only 2019 tbf but..)#and I wouldn’t have read it not on audio.#the thing is people are like ‘wahh pop culture references will age your book!!!!’ but everything ages every book.#and having a book be such an encapsulation of a certain time can be fun and interesting actually…….#obviously sometimes it can be an uncomfortable way (the hp refs in here were a bit) but like.#you know what i mean. nostalgia. that WAS how things were. still are in some cases. why not have books reflect that#will say im so glad i spent those tumblr fangirl years mostly with 0 local conventions LMAO#by the time i started doing cons regularly (not long before i started selling in AA) i was a bit more mature#have to say when it references TAZ i had to pause and laugh for a second akjfhjkds
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dress up nice (and don't get any blood on yourself this time, please)
[collaboration with @dxppercxdxver again. we are still going.]
#em draws stuff#flintlock fortress#team fortress 2#FINALLY this is done it took me more than five hundred thousand years [editor's note: it took them approximately four days]#this one does show a little that I went to tumblr university instead of art school when it comes to certain design elements. So What.#also I am pretty sure that I used up my Realistic Hands quota for the rest of my life somewhere partway through this drawing#forgive me the couple of fucked-up ones because I also drew four really really super nice hands for a different thing. also a jawbone.#maybe I will also post the jawbone since it does look very good#.....anyway. 'twas about time for a Significant Outfitting Moment in these parts.#proves something about my own sensibilities because I do feel a little bit scandalous for having drawn this.#this is honestly a really silly thing for me personally to get scandalized by (for a variety of reasons that I won't share)#I think it would read better if I reordered the panels but ah I simply do not feel like it. take it as it is.#finishing march strong by not doing so so so many tasks and doing this again. if you need me I'll be in the soup for the next while.
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#royai#fmab#polls#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#fma#“never” and “show results” together bc this poll is for royai kissed truthers. i genuinely want to know like what's#the main hc for the fandom. if they always had something if they become something or whatever#gotta be honest with you guys I'm a bit silly about them. I like all of those options.... young royai kissing? good.#depressed war criminals kissing? good. hidding from hughes royai kissing? good. imadiate smooch after ed and al get their bodies back? GOOD#HOWEVER. personally i think i like the “they always had something but never spoke about it” so i go for the “after the promised day” mostly#just bc i like them suffering and dying and living for one another without explicitly having their love laid out bare#idk for me it plays nicely with their loyalty for one another. how they never have time for themselves but they find time for the other in#the the purest of intentions. but also i like the idea that they both know they both always knew just just didn't had time for that#and after the promised day they try to find some#i don't think i ever read a nice confession fic for royai mostly bc i just like the idea that they don't have a moment like that#they always knew. some time they accepted it and got together. none of the dramatic confession or any of it#but also i can be convinced to read one (I say as if I wouldn't read any royai fic someone recommended me. im easily convinced with them.)#(it's kinda embarrassing really) anyway them <3#kelly says#if u can't tell by my blog recently I'm rewatching fmab. I can't stop thinking abt them.
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Cannot stop thinking about this actually.
Nowi is the type who just. Loves biting her friends. Her teeth are razor sharp but she is careful (how hard she bites can also depend on the recipient and what she knows they're comfortable/okay with too)
She bites Gregor. Gregor is one of the ones who's like "Go ham" and ends up with a bunch of puncture wounds (lovingly). He thinks it's very funny and also understands it's a sign of affection.
She bites Lon'qu. Everyone is baffled and amazed that he's just completely fine with this. He doesn't even flinch. He just accepts it.
She gets gently chided by Libra, him telling her you need to remember to ask first and respect others boundaries. She nods solemnly and asks if she can bite him. He says yes, you may. Gently.
She bites Henry. Henry bites back.
#fire emblem#I. NEED TO PLAY AWAKENING AGAIN FOR REAL.#i did start over somewhat recently but i got distracted LMAO#kinda want to get all of nowi's supports now. i use her every run but i've only filled out all supports#for henry and libra.#also yeah obligatory hate the achetype love the character LMFAO 😥😥😥#she's so silly and fun. she has these sobering moments of emotional maturity. i also just really feel for her. she has a lot of sadness.#but her number one priority is to be silly and have fun and she is SO right.#also her supports w tharja are VERY good but. in regards to this post. i do not think biting tharja is a good idea.#maybe you could if you were robin. that's. a bit different though.#anyway i have job tomorrow. i need to go to sleep LMFAOOO#nowi
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Bout to sit down to watch DW with the folks already internally cringing bc I saw it this morning and they are gonna haaate it
#I'm not even sure I liked it!#i like bits of it#but it's definitely upped the Silly Factor in ways that often feel more clunky and cringey than fun and camp idk#I feel like I'm being the fun police but is it too much to ask that my silly campy spacetime fun also be good???#i feel like it used to be#it was stupid and we had farting aliens and shit but like#very little 'oh i am actually kind of embarrassed to be seen watching this'#believe me i do not WANT to ve cringing about it I'm all for 'cringe is dead'#but I just think there's a difference between low budget surreal but grounded and deceptively well-made/written silly TV#and high budget cgi saturated awkward dialogue fest that barely hangs together and keeps making me wince#it's like I'm getting the wincing feeling from that one awful clunky 'like some kind of volcano' line from fires of pompeii#but ten times an episode minimum#i want to like it!!! i want it to be good i want ncuti to have an absolutely killer era!!#and it defo has its moments!#but bro....... so much tv is just. Bad now.#and it's probably a mix if factors#effects of writers strikes and producer meddling and whatever else#but I'm sick of tuning in to watch a new thing and finding them all riddled with the same brand of very fixable clunkiness#things that could have been fixed with very minor revisions more often than not!!#anyway not posting this in the tag bc i do NOT wanna be a hater or start fucking discourse about this#I just miss feeling excited about tv#i miss having some flimsy sense of trust that things might feel well put together even if i disagree with how they take the story#mr. bees speaks
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Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 11: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression
(✦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ✦)
Yesterday's poll decided that The Adventurer should curiously socialize with a few of the boat travelers ...
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"The Adventurer grabs one of the ornate glass bowls near the buffet table, meekly gathering some cheese and vegetables as he scans the crowd. For the first 15 minutes of the lunch, he mostly crouches in a corner seat, nibbling on his food and nervously fielding the occasional drunken question from a passing party guest..
Knowing he should.. probably... actually socialize at some point, he begrudgingly chooses conversational partners, squeezing his eyes shut and pointing around randomly until he lands on someone.....
The first is a scrawny man in a flashy suit, wobbly from wine but still keeping a vaguely charming demeanor about him. He proudly introduces himself as a "legal expert", then goes on to ramble for a while about the laws in the area, how drastically they vary from city to city (plus a few veiled hints on how to safely break them), and that if you travel a lot it can be hard to keep up with it all.
He mentions, quite conveniently, that he's recently published a book on the topic, a legal guide for local explorers, and offers to give The Adventurer a copy for a special discounted price... but... then soon recalls that the crate of books he'd planned to sell on the boat sadly ended up falling into the river earlier during a "silly little mishap"..
In place of a book, he simply slides The Adventurer a glossy mint colored paper swirled with golden floral motifs, supposedly serving as some sort of business card, though the actual contact information seems obscured beneath the cluttered design. The Lawyer also pulls off his scarf as he rises to leave, wrapping it around The Adventurer's shoulders with a little waving flourish (not the first time someone has confused his anxious shaking for cold shivers). The Adventurer stutters out a confused thank you, then watches as the Lawyer stumbles off, mumbling to himself that he's been drinking too much and "truly must find somewhere to piss"......
The second person he approaches is an older woman, hunched over a table fidgeting with a handful of colorful glass dice, spinning and stacking and arranging them into patterns whilst her thoughts drift elsewhere. Initially, she gives evasive answers when asked personal questions, but soon grows more talkative once the topic of local flora and fauna arises. She apparently used to adventure as well, roaming the lands to document various elements of nature relevant to her mysterious "private research" - though, at her age, she's now resigned to casual boat rides rather than riskily hiking alone through uncharted wilderness. Gently laying a worn leather journal of watercolor paintings out onto the tabletop, she points at various berries, leaves, and animals, eagerly describing their significance...
After chatting for a while, she abruptly changes topics, mentioning that sometimes she can "sense things which she should not" (whatever the hell that means), then asks him to pick one of her dice. He hesitates, but she just stares, refusing to elaborate further.. Finding even 30 seconds of awkward silent eye contact physically impossible to bear, he hurriedly plops a finger down in front of an iridescent yellow die. She chuckles..
Scooping up all of the dice from the table, she rattles them in her clasped hands, then brings them up to her ear as if to listen... to something?? A few moments later, she turns back to him, speaking in a raspy whisper: "There are others, melding your footprints with their own, seeking a gift you do not yet know - this is what I see."
Before he can ask her for any elaboration, the Captain returns, grumbling that The Adventurer has already stayed 5 minutes past the time limit and swatting at him with a broom to shoo him off of the boat. Apparently an hour can go by fast....
After climbing back into his dinky raft, he sails mostly successfully down the river, finally making it to a point that, at least based on his map, SHOULD be where the main road picks back up past the detour. He crashes into a small grouping of rocks whilst trying to navigate back to the shore, but he was planning on disassembling the raft to get his rope and supplies back anyway, so.. aside from a scraped knee and possibly broken pinky toe, he decides it's actually fine. The cat is okay, which is all that really matters, anyhow.
By the time he's taken apart his boat, eaten a quick meal, and bandaged his leg, the sun seems to have nearly set. It's later in the night than he'd usually like to travel, but, where he's going is a pretty commonly used road, so maybe it's safe? He's exhausted from socializing, but could probably muster enough energy to walk for at least a while. Or perhaps he should just call it a night and find a place to sleep.. But.. where??? What should he do?
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Additional information
acquired a long, warm, expensive scarf
acquired slightly increased knowledge of local plants
acquired vague information from the 'dice based fortune teller', or whatever that was meant to be
acquired a business card (+ ability to get away with one minor crime free of legal consequence)
acquired mild nausea for the next 5hrs from weird buffet cheese
acquired badly scraped knee and sprained toe (will walk slightly slower for the next 2 days)
the adventurer's current main goal: follow his map to reach the abandoned castle ruins and see the rare animal specialist about the mysterious egg he has
#paventure posting#polls#choose your own adventure#okay yeahgh this one took like a week instead of a few days lol#I've went back to physical therapy for my chronic chest muscle issue and I think one of the new excercises they gave me in the#appointment ended up really irritating something instead of helping it because I was having way worse and sharper#chest pain for a few days. I went to the doctor and got an ekg just to rule out anything bad like that because I seriously#thought something was wrong but.. apparently it's just the same thing as always. It feels a bit better now#and hopefully wont get bad again if I ease into the excercises more. but for a few days I really didn't want to use my arms at all#so that means like.. not drawing or typing. also when I feel bad I kind of stray away from social media? I know for some peopls#social media is a good distraction when they're sick or whatever but I just find it stressful. I usually just lay on the floor#for a few days with silly cooking shows or Carefully Curated Youtube Videos That Specifically Contain Absolutley Zero Possibility#Of Stressful content Whatsoever on in the background lol.. ANYWAY.#I am at the moment able to use the computer again so I could draw things. hopefully will get on better schedules again one day#anyway!!... HE!!! adventure man... Again I hate trying to shorten things by just describing the conversations without dialogue#like saying “they talked about trees” rather than literally writing out a transcript of the entire conversation they had about trees#etc. I think because most of the time when I write it's in a very dialogue heavy context (like script type things. or visual novels/games#where lots of characters are talking and it's mostly that. etc.) So it feels awkward and bad to just skip over things#But also these would take days and days and days to do if I wrote out pages of conversation so I'm just doing vaguely rushed shortcut writi#writing trying to include only details that are necessary or etc. but ggbhjbhj... it's just so opposite to what I usually like#I always walk away like 'FINE.. i GUESS.. that will have to do >:T' lol#Kind of like how I hate literally every bit of digital art I have ever done because I'm so used to traditional art - specifically pencil#and pen stuff that's very sketchy and messy - and then digital art is all about clean even neat lines with a line tool and very polished#clean coloring - so it's super super opposite to my usual sketchy things and just Feels Wrong. I kind of like ms paint because it feels#like a middle ground like. it's somehow also sketchy even though it's digital. multiple pixelly lines over each other give it a 'sketch'#type feel. BUt anyway. It's supposed to be casual and quick and fun! I will choose to ignore all art and writing errors because#it is all about having a little advenchure! :3 As long as the main idea is clear enough for the voting to make sense . who cares#Remember to keep him safe! the dice lady is trying to help him. Regardless of where he sleeps though he can probably use the scarf#as a new warm blanket addition to his existing meager bedding situation lol. soft. fluffy. the cat will love it probably#Also again. whenever he talks to people the text will be longer. Sorry. Still trying for most of them to be short blurbs lol
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