Finally, my (min qty: 1) requisite Funky Yabusame Drawing. Like with the Tsubakura pic, you don’t gotta read too hard into the symbolism; I was mostly just doing whatever looked cool lol

i've been sick for a few days but i'm finally able to eat a little more, breathe through my nose, and sleep more than an hour at a time, halleluja!!

btw i love left councillor's character

i love being happy and having a life full of blessings but it always surprises me when it sparks bitterness in others. Will never understand that. Anyways.

Tsukis with my most fav place from their games!!!

They're my such hyperfixation..I love drawing them sm hehehehehe

But here's my reason why I love the places (top to bottom) :

1) Cotton Candy Haven [Yume 2kki]

I FUCKING LOVE THIS PLACE.Everything about this place is amazing.I feel so happy visiting it everytime

The outside is just auggghhh....it feels like a safe place to be in.I don't mind being in this place for a long while shdhsh (bless qxy for making this)

The interiors in most of them reminds me of a kid toy house, it's so adorable.

BUT THIS ROOM!!! 🔽

IT'S SO COOL

I LIKE HOW IT IMMEDIATELY CHANGE WHEN WE PUT THE KEY IN THE MUSIC BOX

And the music is so sweet

This whole place in general is just so comforting to me.I feel like I'm being hugged by the place alone.There are many beautiful places in this game but this one is truly special.

2) The Martian Underground [Yume Nikki]

I know you can't do much in this little area but this one makes me feel something, alright!!

It's kinda hard to get to this place cuz you have to sleep in one of the 5 beds in your dreamworld and you have to use certain effects to get to this place

But it's worth it

Mars-san existence makes me feel something that I never thought of.It can feels comforting to hide yourself so you can finally express all of the negative emotions imo.I would sit there and contemplate on life for longer than I needed

The lonely vibe here just feels comforting.It's something that I don't like but now it feels nice

SORRY FOR MAKING IT PERSONAL LMAO

But moving on!

3)Visceral World (dotflow)

I'm such a sucker for gore. It's kinda like morbid curiosity for me and the vibe of this world is VERY COOL. LIKE THE HEARTBEAT SOUNDS MAKE IT UNNERVINGGG

There's also a cool creature the uuuuh long leg ones. I love that creature!!! THE SKRUNKLY EVEN LIKE IT'D BE A DREAM TO MAKE A CREATURE LIKE THIS

Also I didn't expect the map to look like a uterus tho, it makes me feel more squeamish so that makes it even better. Aside from that, the feels of this place is great and I really like it. 10/10 place

We can forget about the childbirth event tho. That one is horrifying as fuck LMAO

But anyway yeah, that's all I have to say. I feel very happy about this drawing!!

I'm never drawing again/hj

Byeeee

songs i associate w jack thurlow . <3

a/n : i was originally gonna do jack first but i ended up changing my mind , so ive like decided to associate songs w like each rory character . so im gonna do jack cuz he's literally so fav 😵‍💫😵‍💫 reminder : not every song is smth that i believe they'd listen to these r mainly js songs that i listen to and remind me of them ! <3 ENJOYYYY

• sonne - rammstein

• dreamcore - pathetic

• people = shit - slipknot

• psychosocial - slipknot

• twisted transistor - korn

• decode - paramore

• when the sun hits - slowdive

• your face - wisp

• Lhabia - deftones

• digital bath - deftones

• suffocation - crystal castles

• D3AD ON BESTG0RE.COM - boy fantasy

• I H3ART Y0U - boy fantasy

• i don't care - violent vira

• society - pathetic

• clouds - pastel ghost

• on thä line - yeat

• BABYDOLL - Ari Abdul

• eyes don't lie - Isabel LaRosa

• freakshow - punkinloveee

• SLUT4EVR - boy fantasy

• LET ME SEE YA MOVE! - lumi athena .

• Bathroom - montell fish

• HELP - isabel LaRosa

• freak on a leash - Korn

• good god - Korn

• knights - crystal castles

• Duality - slipknot

• chainsaw dismemberment - mortician

• what? - rob zombie

• the satanic rites of blacula - rob zombie

• forever night castle of love - këkht aräkh

• black no.1 - type o negative

• i don't wanna be me - type o negative

• bloody cape - deftones

• poison tree - grouper

a/n : i ended up giving up and i didn't wanna add anymore , ik the song choices r so random like there's two diff genres all in one but tbf my music taste is literally ALL OVER THE PLACE. so that's all i have for now , i hope this is good enough .. i might do clyde or Gabriel next idk 😜😜 ANYWAYS BYEEEE <33

Just 4 u to know(tho im not sure if ure an anti or not but anyway) proship is an idea that u cant harass some1 over a ship cuz in reality this ship doesnt hurt any real ppl no mater how "problematic" it is. it's about respecting other shippers and treat them luke a normal human being even if u dont like the ship. in fact, many proshippers dont like most of comship tropes at all. and ofc nor proshippers, nor comshippers support any of this irl. u dont have 2 even answer lol i just wanted to sent this to you. byeeee! have a nice day !! /gen

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bro? 😭/neg

ok man im all for treating ppl with respect when theyre trying to become a better person... but it doesnt make proshipping etc okay, they gotta have some discipline. ESPECIALLY when theyre not trying to fix the issue.

In short words, Ill support you if you choose to try and become a better person, but if not, gtfo/lh

Im not really sure what made you wanna tell me this but... cool

Message of the morning 24/02/2024

Good morning everyone! today im not at school and i did not do the message yesterday so i decided to do a message of the morning with a new divination method, the box with the 9 cartouche with the name of the deities written in them have been shuffled and i got Aset for today's message, so let's see what she will tell us. Just to be clear by the way, not always my message will be positive, as much as i love to bring positiveness in my messages.

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Seven of pentacles upright: Long-term view, sustainable results and perseverance

It seems you are putting energy on something and waiting for the results, maybe you wanna place your time and energy in something that will give results and not waste your time and energy, see where you can invest your energy

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The tower upright: Sudden change, upveal and chaos

While with that there will also be a big change on the way, the tower is about change and chaos, but chaos is not always a bad thing, it is helpful for life, we are always in a constant phase of change even if it does not seem like it. And yes the energy you are gonna put into whatever you wanna put it in will bring a sudden change which will lead to chaos as well but dont be afraid, it will be a good change.

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Five of cups upright: regret, failure and disappointment

At first you'll feel regret, failure and disappointment, thinking you are at fault for what happened, but let go of these negative emotions and try to find a better way to have a positive change.

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And now, we have a clairaudience message from Aset/Isis that i channeled, let's see what she says.

Message from Aset:

"My dear, your projects are very abundant in nature, but you'll have to choose something that will be worth the energy and time and that will actually give the results you want, this will lead to a bit of change but don't worry, i'll be there for you to help you out in your difficult time when it comes.. I just want to let you know that i love you and care for you my dear and i'll always be by your side. I love you and take good care of your choices and remember to take care of yourself during this difficult time you'll have. I know my message this time isn't as positive as it usually is, but life is not always full of colors sadly, but i'll be there for you in the time of need :)."

-Aset/Isis

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I know i know, the message wasn't as positive as how it usually is when i do channeled tarot messages.. but not always there will be sunshines and rainbows, but that does not mean there will always be storms as well! so wherever you are right now, that you received this messages and it resonated with you.. i know that you can do it! tower moments are no fun, but they will be worth it at the end. Trust me. And if you'd like to talk to you can dm me no problem and i'll try to help out too! :)

Anyways, this was today's morning message. i'll see you all later in the evening! byeeee~~

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(Remember that this message may not resonate with everyone, this message has been made for the purpose of helping out and hoping it helps whoever finds it! so take what resonates)

tagged by @thirium-800 !!! fuckin love doing these things lmao let’s goooo

Rules: Tag 10 (or less) people you want to get to know better

relationship status: married for 3 years! will be 4 in september, and we’ll have been friends for 11 years in october ❤️

favorite color: i’m honestly not sure i have a favorite color. it was indigo for a really long time, like during my entire teenage years, but when i moved to be with my husband, i went from trad-goth to more cottagecore?? really weird lmao, so these days i REALLY love, like, muted browns and greens. it’s pretty funny how much it contrasts with the music i listen to, i’ll be in a soft blue sundress with a petticoat and pastel moomin clips in my hair, and then have fuckin like, type 0 neg playing or some shit idk lmao. ANYWAYS to answer the damn question. maybe brown. maybe green. i like those. earthy tones. good stuff

song stuck in my head: ‘runaway’ by aurora. i knew it was popular on tiktok for a while (at least during the short time i used it) but i never heard anything past the little sound clip that was used over and over again, but literally last night i was like, i should hear the whole thing. and holy fuck, the chords n shit that start like halfway thru the song?? goosebumps, its SO GOOD

three favorite foods: [my type 1 diabetes screaming in the background] CHOCOLATE. and then i guess maybe cereal? real healthy stuff i know. and then i guess anything chicken-and-rice related. big slut for rice these days

last song I listened to: besides the one i just talked about above, i think it was ‘i love you’ by woodkid. i got over my stupid fuckin superiority complex about only listening to 60s/70s/80s that i had as a teen a few years ago and i’ve been trying to catch up with more 90s/00s and especially 10s and now 20s music since then, so i really dont know anything about that artist because im still really not like, “in the loop,” but i do really like that song. idek how i found it, probably randomly payed on spotify or something lmao

dream trip: no idea tbh. pretty much just anywhere with my husband [audience boos me off the stage for being sappy] no but real talk, maybe germany? i wanted to go there when i was in elementary school but i cant even remember why. i have a friend here who’s from germany and is moving back in a few months, which makes visiting a lil easier, so that’s cool. i guess japan and china and maybe thailand would be cool to experience. maybe this is really stupid but a video game i liked as a kid made me really interested in like, tibetan monasteries?? so i think it’s be dope to see something like that, assuming it’s, y’know, a respectful thing to visit. i’ve never actually looked into it cuz i just always assumed i’d never have the money to travel :P

last thing(s) i googled: a picture of a poster frame i wanted my husband to get for me haha

tagging: this is always the hardest part im such an open fuckin book when people ask me shit, but reaching out to other people?? im so shy uhHHHH just ignore this if you dont wanna do it, dont feel obligated!! @versailles-dove @the0ldmann @marieantonanton @walkingencyclopediaofweirdmayo @styx1an @felinaszsz @pure-plums @partyinthemysterymachine @starlitflowers-secretgarden @silverloreley TEN WHOLE PEOPLE WHEW

okay byeeee i love uuuuu

Me unfollowing blogs that expressly post bad things about Taylor because I should just let go of seeing negative things anyway

(Can you believe a lot of haters judge her lyricism based on reading 1 line at a time…obviously that won’t make sense because a singular line won’t be some Shakespearean masterpiece on its own…and even then, even I as a longtime TS fan, despite some songs of hers that are probably corny for my taste or a little cringe…at the end of the day I know Taylor’s writing is her master craft ok byeeee)

noooo, you're so right and same tbh!!!! i had to unfollow some non-mutuals too bc they were being unnecessarily mean or condescending about taylor or midnights. you can criticise for sure! no one has to like midnights or any of taylor's music or even taylor, i don't care, but don't be rude about it or call people who like her stuff rude names? like, i don't want to see that on my dash. clicking the unfollow button is just the easiest solution to someone being like *that*. and i totally agree with the things you say about her songwriting. it is literally what sets her apart from other artists. she's also a great storyteller, and stories usually have more than one line 🙈 context always matters. and, yeah, some lyrics may be a little bit cringe and corny (e.g. thinking about the lover era singles), but that doesn't cancel out the many lyrics that aren't. like, blondie's got the range. and even her worst/cringier lyrics are better than a lot of other pop song writing out there i hear on the radio.

oh deer (lol this is cringy)

hiii. so my morning was actually really nice. i woke up, went to the gym with my sis, got back home, ate and made my meals for the day then went to go get ready for work. while i was showering grace (my sis) got my clothes and all my “getting ready” things together for me and she even made and brought me my coffee. omfg and she made my bed for me lol. ive loved having her home from college. she really is my best friend. i feel like i can literally talk to her about anything and everything and there is no judgment or negative thoughts/feelings. i go to her for just about anything and she is always there. ANYWAYS, i left home and was bee bopping on my way to work listening to some music and just doing my thang. well i was almost to work and i freaking deer jumps out in front of me. i was only going about 35mph so the damage isnt that bad, but my hood is a little bent up and my grill is a little busted. other than that though my car is fine. i did however get in touch with my insurance guy and hes referring me to this place to get it fixed without filing a claim if i dont have to. hopefully its not too much money, but either way i just want my car fixed. i wouldnt mind driving around a cute little rental car either. 

im currently at work right now, its nap time. i really cannot wait to start my new job. this place is just forever getting on my nerves. i love tammy to death (my co-teacher) but damn she is lazy. like when the kids need something shes always like trying to sneak tell them to ask me so that i will do it. and dont even get me started on the admin here. theyre just as bad if not worse. i was supposed to get finger printed like 2 or 3 weeks ago but i was sick on the day i was scheduled so i missed it and they just keep getting on my ass about rescheduling it like its my job to do so. which its not by the way. but little do they know its my last week here so it doesnt even matter. they just all get on my nerves here. its like no one wants to do their job and i mean thats why half the workers are leaving and why the whole class comes to me instead of the lead lol. i am going to miss the kids somewhat but not enough for me to stay and the pay here sucks. but yeah im going to work this week out and then text melanie (the director) that i quit. i dont care how unprofessional that is only because when they hired me here they made me not put in a 2 weeks notice to my previous job like i didnt have a choice and you know what they say.. “do unto others like you would want done to you” or something like that. then ill just have a week to chill and get into my new routine because quite literally fuck this place and lowkey fuck my schedule right now too. 

ive been really good this year about keeping a positive mindset and not letting certain things get to me. i plan to keep it that way for the whole year and only work on bettering myself. i have weeded out most toxic aspects of my life and have gained more positive and encouraging in replace. i believe this year is only going to get better and more successful. one of my personal goals for this year is to read as many books as my height. thats crazy sounding i know but i am already off to a decent start with one book lol. 

nap time is almost over so i am going to go ahead and sign off now. byeeee

why do you want bradley to be with the guy who not only outed her but invited her girlfriend to cohost knowing damn well news were gonna break while they were on air?

ahhhhh, this is the ask i’ve been waiting for. buckle up, bc i have A LOT of thoughts, and there’s much to unpack here.

let me just begin with saying that i ship bradley and cory from season 1. since i haven’t trusted anyone in the show when i started watching, it happened gradually, and by the end i was fully shipping them. even then, i already saw a few people being negative about the ship on twitter, but i kinda just ignored it. it was mostly about how they shouldn’t be together since cory is bradley’s boss, and it’s an unhealthy dynamic, which goes against everything the show stands for. i completely disagree with the last bit here, since the show IS about complicated workplace dynamics and NAVIGATING them, healthy or not. despite that, i can’t really imagine them together while they both still work at UBA. so in order for that to work out, one or both should leave.

when it comes to the outing itself, let me note that i do not excuse or approve of cory’s decisions. it’s very important to keep in mind while reading my whole rant. i really hate what he did, i truly do, and i wish it didn’t happen. he literally took her own right to come out and it’s very upsetting. yet, the betrayal had to take place, in order for his character to develop and have a proper arc, but i wish it was something else. at this point, i just hope that cory owns up to what he did, and learns from it. and tells bradley about it, of course. he still has a long way to go before he can be with her anyways.

all the accusations of bradley/cory shippers ‘hurting the gay community’ are crazy to say the least. i do understand why some people hate the ship and can be triggered by what cory did, it makes a lot of sense. outing someone is a very harmful thing to do, and can literally fuck up their whole lives (but lets remember though, that this is a tv show we’re talking about, and a couple of fictional characters, not the lgbt community overall). it’s important to note that I’m am straight woman, who has plenty of lgbt friends and did a course of gender and sexuality studies in university, as it’s something that i find very interesting. speaking of lgbt people in my life who have watched the show, a few can’t forgive cory for what he did, and are against him being with bradley, but many of them still ship them. because of my sexuality, i don’t think it’s my place to tell whether bradley should forgive him or not. there are a lot of opinions out there, and i just think you can’t generalize by saying we as a whole are ‘hurting’ the gay community, since, there are lgbt people out there who ship cory/bradley too. what i’m saying is, if all lgbt people ik in my life/saw online would hate bradley/cory i would look at it very differently. but it’s just not the case here. just bc you wouldn’t be able to forgive cory, doesn’t mean that no queer person would. the story the writers tell us doesn’t have to fit any specific set of morals. and also people are literally saying, omg cory destroyed her life blah blah blah, but did he, really? i mean, of course, it is extremely traumatizing to be outed and it’s a very sensitive topic. it can turn people’s lives upside down. but tms didn’t really explore that. they didn’t show enough consequences for bradley. her brother already knew, and she doesn’t seem to care about her mom at all. bradley seemed so upset and embarrassed, i genuinely felt horrible watching those scenes in ep6 and just wanted to hug her. but later i asked myself, how would these scenes be any different if some other information about her private life would be leaked? just smth to think about. i wish the writers would have touched on the consequences of the outing more, but they didn’t - they didn’t explore how bradley got traumatized by this whole experience at all. and the outing itself wasn’t even mentioned in the last 4 eps (apart from cory trying to confess), it’s like everyone has forgot it even happened.... still shocked that alex never found out tbh. one of the most important things for me in people are their intentions. that’s how i judge them, both in fiction and irl. cory wanted to keep hannah’s name clean first and foremost, not to out bradley. it doesn’t make it okay or the right decision, but he was stuck. if cory didn’t keep his promise about hannah, bradley would probably never forgive him. but he also genuinely wanted to do right by hannah. cory felt a very strong responsibility for her without even knowing her, because her dad was not able to protect her. one of tms’ writers scott troy confirmed in a tweet that the hannah situation was personal for cory because his dad was never there for him too. cory did not wish to purposefully harm bradley. the decision he made didn’t come from a malicious place. he is neither abusive nor predatory. did he fuck up big time while having ‘good’ intentions? he sure did, and it’s clearly bothering him. but also he doesn’t expect anything from bradley, he doesn’t expect her to forgive him, or to return his feelings. he just wants to be there for her and cares about her deeply, despite what he did earlier.  here is where i’m pulling all my receipts, since a lot of people for some reason think cory outed bradley bc he’s jealous of laura and wants to destroy their relationship or whatever. here’s what billy crudup said in THR interviews: «But what [Cory] did guess was that the preservation of Hannah’s legacy, as far as he could tell, was most ensured by something salacious. And he didn’t suspect that there would be any lasting consequences for anybody who was involved in this salacious information, and so he made a guess.» this pretty much confirms that cory has 0 brain cells, it’s very unfortunate that he at the time did not understand how much it can hurt bradley. this clown literally had no idea what he was doing.... also there’s this bit in another newer THR article: «[Cory has] been a caretaker in a way. What he was really concerned about was the well-being of this precious person to him and being able to articulate that that was also him being in love with her, it would have been impossible until that moment. I don’t think that was the motivation for him trying to undermine her relationship with Laura.” i think billy said it all tbh. this confirms that he wants what’s best for bradley, despite what he did. sometimes we do terrible things to the people we love, and we later regret it. again, let me clarify, that i’m not defending what cory did, but merely explaining. i’ve seen so many people see cory in a completely different light, and if i saw him that way too, i would never ship him with bradley.

also can i just say that i don’t hate laura (bc some twitter stans are convinced that cory/bradley shippers hate her???). i actually think she’s pretty cool and is good for bradley at the given moment. bradley needed her in order to develop as a character, and i’m happy laura could provide that for her. i don’t really see them ending up together for many reasons. i just think that laura needs someone as emotionally mature as her, and not as chaotic as bradley. and that she can offer so much to bradley and guide her, but bradley can’t give much back in return. and also bc laura wants bradley to be a certain way (confirmed by reese in an interview), as opposed to cory, who accepts her and loves her (unconditionally) the way she is. again, this is just my opinion. and also tms is about morally gray characters, and i find it hilarious every time i see someone call laura ‘perfect’ or ‘the best character on tv right now’. none of them are perfect guys, they all have flaws, and thats the whole point.

i’m going to end this rant of mine by saying how disappointed i am by this fandom overall. tms is by far the most toxic fandom i’ve ever been in. and here, i’m mostly talking about twitter people. tumblr is a safe space for me, i have a lot of friends and mutuals here who support me, and we developed our own community. i sometimes go on reddit to read all the discussions too, people are also keeping it respectful there. but hell is empty, and all the demons are on twitter!  i really don’t get how can someone possibly attack and cancel another person online bc of a ship/smth fictional??? and without knowing anything about them? like some random people said that i ‘excuse’ cory or whatever bc i stan billy crudup fghdjksfg like IM NOT MAKING THIS UP…… or that i am disgusting, homophobic, hurting the gay community, hate women, should be in jail etc etc…… people who know me, who truly know me, are certain that i am none of those things, and so am i. since i try to treat everyone with kindness and compassion, this is smth that i truly can’t wrap my head around. i’ve been minding my own business and trying to have a good time, making gifs and videos, but i still get plenty of hate bc of a ship. A SHIP!!! AND the fact that the writers and the smm had to deal with all the bullying and death threats is insane, i feel so incredibly sorry for them. like their smm hasn’t posted anything about cory in over a month bc of this. look, there are plenty of fictional characters i can’t stand too, but you don’t see me tweeting about it, or making posts, or commenting about it under someone else’s work. if you’re that obsessed with a fictional character/ship that you resort to harassing people online, including the writers, then you need to get a life and go to therapy. i acknowledge that what cory did is highly problematic bc of what he did, BUT THIS IS FICTION. and just like real people, fictional characters fuck up, and it doesn’t make them unforgivable or unlovable. you can disagree and disapprove of stuff a character has done, and still find them compelling. and i should be able to enjoy fiction without being told that i’m an awful human being because of who i like and what i ship. and this whole purity culture is very messed up, so many people don’t understand that a lot of things are not as black and white as they seem. especially in tms, where there is so much moral ambiguity. at the end, i really think that it doesn’t matter if you agree with me or not, or what you think about the ship. what important is understanding why certain people think the way you do, and simply respecting them. if you don’t have anything nice to say don’t say anything at all. it’s not too much to ask.

hi tumblr i made another uquiz. i've lost track of how many i've made at this point hehehe

anyway it's seven q's, no celebrities, and descriptive results. there's of course poetry, some clothes, and general fun things. anyway take it and let me know what you get in the tags.

it is worth mentioning here: i'm gonna ask that if you do not like men (as in you think negatively of them), do not take this quiz. you will most likely not be happy with it. pertaining to results: there are no descriptions of physical appearance, additionally, all of them apply to trans-men as well. i will eat you if you're transphobic on my quiz.

okay i love you byeeee

obviously I love Brooklyn 99, but I’ve been rewatching it, and I had forgotten that in s2 there’s a scene where Gina calls Amy an “asexual nerd” as an insult and...man. That hurt more than I expected. 

I know it’s out of ignorance and it’s not the end of the world and it’s not even like it’s going to make me stop watching the show, but it just hurts to hear that from one of my favorite shows -- a show that’s usually really good on lgbt/queer rep. 

However, the joke’s on them, because if you ask me Amy Santiago is actually an asexual nerd and she’s killing it. And they can pry that out of my cold dead asexual nerd hands. 

foods that make me feel safe *TW ED***

Note: I will not be providing calorie counts for any of these. Whatever food makes you feel safe is valid regardless of how many calories are in it. You deserve nutrition and you deserve to feel safe above all else (regarding food).

So hi, I haven’t rlly posted anything about myself, and a safe food list seems like the least triggering information I could give relating to my ed. As you’ll probably notice, most of these are sweet bc I’m an absolute sugar fiend. Anyways enjoy ig? Idk but ily and ur valid, byeeee :))))

🥴Sour Gummy Bears (specifically the Haribo brand)

Idk why but I think it’s bc they’re so tiny, and I can’t eat too many bc of the citric acid. They remind me of being a little kid which is comforting, and I kinda just like the process of chewing something for a while so they’re good. Also ofc they’re sugary.

🥴 Those Big “Gourmet” Lollipops (they’re sold individually, usually at like Walgreens or smth)

They’re big so they last forever and give me the feeling of eating for a while, but they’re not too big so I don’t feel particularly guilty. The cotton candy one is the best. Idk if I’m doing a great job at helping you visualize them but I feel like you know which ones I’m talking about? Idk.

🥴 Sugar Free Jello Pudding

I usually make them with almond milk, and they’re so so good and filling. I never rlly liked chocolate pudding before my ed but I rlly like these idk why. The chocolate and white chocolate ones r the best. The pistachio one tastes like realizing you’re not getting into your dream college, wouldn’t recommend.

🥴 Soup (non-cream based)

It’s warm and filling, and there r like infinite types so that’s cool. It’s rlly bad for you, but I love the Campbell’s canned chicken noodle soup, it’s so salty and tastes like a shot of straight msg right through my veins. Also kinda reminds me of cheap chicken ramen, which is a big fear food of mine so that’s nice ig. Non cream based though, bc just like every other poc apparently, I’m lactose intolerant 😩

🥴 Fruit

I’ve convinced myself that I don’t have to count (most) fruit calories into my daily total so that’s pretty good I think. I do count bananas, avocados, and other fruit like those though. But grapes and watermelon? Completely safe, probably because they’re mostly water.

🥴 Banana Bread

I think it might be a pretty unconventional safe food bc it’s carbs, sugar, bananas, and baked all in one. But I find it fairly safe, mainly bc I used a low cal recipe so it ends up being a doable amount per slice. Also I can pack in flax seed and protein powder and a bunch of other supplements for hEaLtH and pretend that I’m not literally mentally ill.

🥴 Water

Putting this here bc I KNOW some of y’all r not drinking enough water. Drinking water isn’t suddenly going to undo the negative effects of your ed and make you “safe”, but it’s still rlly important.

So yea that’s all I can think of rn. I know there are definitely a few more but i suddenly don’t feel like typing anymore, and they’re also rlly basic safe foods (Diet Coke, gum, black coffee, etc).

Hey! Can I have some fluffy headcannons for todoroki and Deku wanting to ask their crush out...?

Crush Journal (Todoroki x Reader Midoriya x Reader HCS) 

Midoriya:

He would probably be have to hype himself up for weeks/months/years before he approaches you with the question. 

He would literally dedicate an entire journal to the occasion. Taking notes on things you have told him you liked, or places you’ve said you would want to go to. 

He would probably write down a bunch of different “lines” for himself to follow through, too! He practices them alone in his bedroom:

He’s got the casual approach: “Hey, remember that sushi place you were talking about the other day? I heard from someone else that it was really good too! Would you maybe want to go sometime?”

No that wouldn’t work. That’s too casual. What if you thought it was just two friends hanging out?

The suave “Kaminari” approach: “Wow, you’re practically glowing, Y/N! Did you do something new with your hair? Anyway. If I were to ask you out on a date, would your answer be the same as the answer to this question?”

Izuku would cringe to himself as soon as the words would leave his mouth– like a dead spider withering away in the corner of a living room. He suddenly remembers why Kaminari is single.

The straight forward approach: “I really like you, Y/N! You’re cute, and smart, and so so caring! Marry me!!”

Okay. He really just needed to get that one out. On to the next!

The romantic approach: “You know, Y/N? You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my entire life. If you would let me, I would make you the happiest girl in the world. Let me show you. Just one date.”

God, that sounded desperate. Pathetic really. 

He would for sure practice the different lines and contemplate all of the different ways each of the scenarios would go– all of the ways you might reply to his answers… all of the ways you could reject… him…

No! he needed to get that negativity outta his head! He was gonna ask you out. 

But.

One look at your beautiful face as he approaches you would immediately erase any notes his journal had from his racing mind. 

Oh god, could you see him shaking? He prayed you couldn’t see him shaking.

“Midoriya,” you would throw him a concerned glance, “Why are you shaking?”

Dammitdammitdammit! 

Izuku would probably just try to keep his mouth shut. Nothing that would come out of his mouth at this point was bound to be any good–

“I was just wondering if you would like to go out on a date with me this weekend, Y/N! It would really mean a lot to me because I think you are the prettiest girl I have ever seen and Iwouldlovetogettoknowyoubetter.” NOOOO Stupid lips! Why did they move just now! She is totally gonna say–

“Okay!” you would smile at him.

“W-what…”

“I said okay. Text me about it! I gotta go, Izu! Byeeee!” you would blow him a kiss before leaving the classroom. 

“Izu” would be a heaping red pile of blush at this point, trying to find out if he was dreaming or not. 

Todoroki

He would walk up to you with a very straight face, “Would you go out with me?”

He probably wouldn’t have given you very many hints by this point that he was even the slightest bit interested in you so it would probably throw you the hell off, “W-wha..”

“So no?”

“No! I-I mean, yes!” you would have to gather your breathing to stop yourself from panicking, “yes, I would love to go out with you,” you would finally pull yourself together. 

“Good,” a slight smile would grace his lips, melting your heart, “That makes me really happy to hear, Y/N. I have everything planned out, so don’t worry about that part. I’ll pick you up from your dorm room at 8:18 on Saturday night,” he would walk away. The storm left as soon as it came. 

“What… just…” well, it wasn’t exactly prince charming but… Shiiiid you’ll take it. 

You would be left wondering if you were dreaming or not.