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#and yeah insulting is our humor buuut i wish he didnt use my actual insecurities for that like being slow and speaking silently/not clearly
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yesterday coach brought up two of my insecurities/traumas from school which made cry when i got home and today i feel like my writing’s not enough 😩 pls treat me nicer
#being a succesful author is my dream pls
#but no ok i feel like im not enough today but i AM enough. it will pass
#and if im slow it doesnt mean im a failure
#also im probably going to a fencing tournament in october which normally would make me happy buuuut the convo went like that
#coach: do you want to go to the tournament? me: i want to but i keep that doing that thing with my head and it’s guarantees losing isnt it?
#coach: yeah. it is. but you go there for experience as well
#me: 😐
#so yeah does he think im a failure? probably not. do i think i am one? sometimes. so if im going to lose anyway why go
#i mean he also said id meet other people so thats nice but still
#and he said we’re only starting actual fencing from next month so ill have only three weeks to prepare??? why cant we start already
#yeah some others did a break during summer but i didnt
#the most i missed was two weeks
#and yeah insulting is our humor buuut i wish he didnt use my actual insecurities for that like being slow and speaking silently/not clearly
#those ones shatter me
#though i kinda also told him that not my brain is working slowly today
#and he asked: do you know why im not doing this exercise? me: yeah because your knees dont bent that much
#ok that could have sounded a bit mean but it was lighthearter and he said it that himself not long ago
#and then i turned to my pals and said: what? he said it himself
#mylife
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