Still have a lot of photos and videos to go through from last night, but HOLY SHIT Chappell was amazing last night (even though the venue was 199 degrees 🥵) 💕

may 5, 2023 | one year ago today

muna after kissing each other on stage at their show:

“this is literally kissgate”

No one ever told me leaving was the easy part / I've got to stay away / Leaving you was easy, now I've got to do what's hard / I've got to stay away...

[a tristan for @mortiscausa’s ’march to camelot,’ for the prompt ‘love’]

ate c! suggest blogs please <3

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yung notes app ko here sa phone ko puro kalungkutan tots and feels laman kasi tbfh sobrang lungkot ko lately. i know it's important that i go through tough times and not run from them, but damn it, im just so tired of going through it. im so tired. im exhausted. i feel depleted. i just feel so weak and defeated all over.

its really disheartening that in this era with more openly queer artists than ever before, people insist on turning taylor into the queer representation they want instead of supporting actual queer artists who share their experience

Carmen Díaz in COBRA KAI (2018)

(in/sp)

I think being at a muna show rn would heal me

babysitting is fucking wild like i am being trusted with a literal newborn baby (terrifying!! weird little floppy necks that i am temporarily liable for are very stressful!!) while explaining to a five year old what copaganda is because i don’t want to watch paw patrol

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june rotation roundup

home by now - MUNA: this song had me by the throat for all of june. all of the questions in it makes me need to sit and think for a while. once again the overall theme of searching for home and never getting there or knowing where it is hurts so good. 

human - gretta ray: i want to violently rip things apart with my teeth when i listen to this song!!!!!!!!! especially at the lyrics ‘i don’t wanna know life outside this room’ ‘i don’t wanna know sights besides this view’!!!!!!!!!!! wtf!!!!!!!

call me - gabrielle aplin: a complete 180 from the rest of her music right from the start and i dig it so much. the chorus full of yearning just hooked me in. 

lullaby - aidan alexander: this song reminds me of end of a dark age in the best way possible. it’s that same raw feral love that terrifies and excites me at the same time. also all the ocean/sea mentions got me

as i walk into the sea - allie crow buckley: oh god. this song speaks to just how lonely adulthood is ‘i can’t make it on my own’ immediately followed by ‘i just want to be alone’ literally makes me want to walk into the sea and never return

gemini - brynn cartelli: oh a WHOLE bop!!!!!! i have no opinions on people who are gemini, but excellent song to dance around the living room to

scared of getting what i want - annika bennet: i got called tf out with this song. ‘i’m so scared of what i want, scared that it’s not really what i need’ ah. AH!!!!!

want want - maggie rogers: as @whatdoyoumeanif said, maggie’s taken a hard right turn from her usual synth with this song but it goes hard and it is wild in the best way and definitely a song you listen to when you “boss walk down the sidewalk in a dense urban area” 

seventeen - sharon van etten: stole this from @152glasslippers whose taste in music is sublime. i was instantly captivated by the cover art and then promptly hit across the face by the lyric ‘i used to be free i used to be seventeen’ it’s so wistful and bitter. i want to hold it in my hands and squeeze until it bursts

nothing - jetty bones: i have to include this one since 152glasslippers and i have fallen down the eddie/chrissy rabbit hole. i don’t know if it’s the incredible 80′s vibes or the lyrics ‘i don't know if you want me to run or if i should be fighting for my life’ blorbo from my shows brain has me thinking about this entire song as a love letter to chrissy if she lived and broke up with jason and left hawkins with eddie ok? ok

Sorry i will just probably never get over katie gavin knowing who i am and just holding on to my arm (i did not initiate this!!) the entire time she was speaking to us

May favorites 🛼

📚: Yellowface by RF Kuang

🍿: The Little Mermaid

📺: Queen Charlotte

🎶: Francesca by Hozier

Daylily, Movements

hearing one of the songs that -saved- me and singing to it live.

ang daming happenings, and yas, magkkwento ako soon pero hihinga muna ako for today kasi it has been a while since i got a stay-at-home day. my goodness. lagi kami nasa labas for the past two months. i dont know how that happened but aside from i feel tired madalas and i miss our furbebis, our laundry is also proof na we really were out most of the time.

also, ayOrn since we're going somewhere for holy week, ive been feeling like my start of april is slow kasi gusto ko na ifast forward sa days na nasa ibang environment na kami, but also, realizing that today is already april 4, im like "wAHT?¿?? we are four days into april olredi?¿?¿??", ykwim?¿? lol

my concert lineup this year is sooooo fun🧿