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As the clock strikes midnight, part 2

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / epilogue

♥️ Taeyang x reader (nonbinary, female anatomy) x Jaeyoon; mentions of other SF9 members

♥️ NSFW (~1.7k words); a lot of sex talk and kink negotiation. Mentions of BDSM and kink. No one is 100% straight. Mentions of queerphobia.

♥️ You’re a beast at work, having to be tough to climb up the corporate ladder, but what you never thought of is that your attitude might be intimidating to your long time crush. Luckily, your much more laid back friend is here to help... both of you. Please read part 1 before this!

♥️ Disclaimer: this is just for fun! I’m not claiming that’s how they are in real life, it’s just my imagination doing whatever it wants. Read at your own discretion.

Your impromptu get-together had been going for over two hours already, and you’d loved every minute of it so far. Your motivation had been mostly spending some time with Taeyang away from the workplace, but you had to admit: your other companion’s intentions towards you weren’t clear either. You enjoyed the mystery of it all, even though it was the youngest of your trio that you had your eyes on ever since the training period started.

Well, the mystery would end there, or so you thought.

“I can’t believe I put myself in a drama-like setting, but,” Jaeyoon started, clearly down out of sudden, “That guy reviewing our results… What was his name? Inseong… I might have a bit of a crush on him.”

You stopped in the middle of bringing a cup to your lips, letting your hand holding the latte hang awkwardly in the air. With the corner of your eye, you could see Taeyang doing the same.

“Come on, don’t tell me that you’re…” Jaeyoon whined, shaking his head.

“No, hear me out,” you interrupted. Before you spoke again, you cautiously looked left and right to make sure no one else was listening. Only then, you continued with a hushed voice. “You know, it drives me crazy whenever they call me a she in those international reports. I’m non-binary, I prefer neutral pronouns. I don’t really have to worry about it on a daily basis, until English rolls in and makes me cringe.”

Your friend leaned closer to you.

“Not like I didn’t notice,” he concluded. A wide grin was back on his face. “Do you like boys, though?”

You could tell he was just joking, given his usual flirty attitude, and you didn’t have to answer at all. However, since you started confessing already, you figured you could take it seriously.

“I do, actually!” You nodded, smiling lightly.

You couldn’t believe you could talk about it openly like that.

“Oh, I don’t discriminate, I fuck everybody,” Jaeyoon replied in a seemingly playful tone, although being serious as well, “But right now? My heart belongs to the Quality Department leader.” He finished with a hand on his chest.

You both laughed wholeheartedly, until you noticed Taeyang was silent this entire time. Jaeyoon turned his eyes towards him, with you following shortly.

“What about you?” Jaeyoon asked boldly.

A look of slight panic flashed through Taeyang’s face, and you’d think it’s adorable if not for the crushing possibility of him having objections towards who you were - now that he knew, it could have changed anything.

You really didn’t want to have your heart broken after mere four weeks since starting a new job.

“I… I like g…” Taeyang stuttered, his gaze briefly catching yours. He held tight onto his cup of coffee and looked away, blushing profusely. “People with vaginas.”

“No way!” Jaeyoon exclaimed. Fortunately, he remembered the topic of your conversation and immediately toned it back down. “I’m sorry, I’d have never clocked you as straight.”

“Hey, stop it!” You smacked his bicep, earning an exaggerated wince from him.

Taeyang rolled his eyes and sighed deeply.

“It’s fine,” he stated, putting on a regretful expression. “I get that a lot. I tried everything, but that’s my final verdict for now.”

Jaeyoon kept making inappropriate jokes despite your earlier protest, but you would be lying if you said you were listening to him. Your eyes were glued on Taeyang, even though he was way too busy deflecting your other friend’s silly remarks to pay attention to you.

It wasn't the first time Jaeyoon and Taeyang have visited your place; they've been there numerous times before, together and separately.

It was the first time, however, when they entered the apartment with all three of you feeling equally horny and not even trying to hide it.

It couldn't have been caused by the alcohol, because you haven't had any, Taeyang only had a couple sugary drinks, and Jaeyoon got completely sober as soon as the words fun night were mentioned. Nothing had been explicitly stated, but all of you - always having been open not just about your sexual identity and orientation, but also your specific attitudes towards sex in general - have reached an unspoken agreement: everyone was getting off tonight, this way or another.

You quickly decided to take turns using the bathroom. When it was Jaeyoon's turn to shower, you were left alone with Taeyang. It was a bit awkward at first, considering his confession from earlier that you barely replied to. As soon as he sat on a sofa in the living room - smelling clean, fresh glow on his face - you took a place beside him, wearing your black satin pajamas already.

Taeyang leaned back and smiled at you blissfully. Only then, he took your hand in his; after holding it for a good minute, he intertwined your fingers.

"I'm so happy," he whispered.

You really wished to answer in a coherent way, yet you couldn't possibly focus enough to be your usual, collected self - not when you finally had your long-time crush next to you, shirtless, lightly toned muscles and sharp outline of ribs on display.

Maybe you didn't want to shock him by showing this side of yourself so easily, but it was impossible at this point; your prettiest, prettiest boy was here, looking at you as if you were the most precious thing in the entire universe, making your heart swell with love and desire just by that.

Not used to being so overwhelmed with emotions, you just stared back at him wide-eyed.

"Sheesh, don't tell me you started without me!"

Jaeyoon appeared in the doorway, hair still wet and adorably curled without usual styling - a contrast to his impressive physique in nearly full glory since he, as opposed to the more reserved Taeyang, decided to step out of the bathroom wearing only boxer briefs.

It's not like you hadn't seen him like this before, as you'd go to the pool together many times over the past few years (Taeyang always refused the invitation, even though he claimed to be a pro at swimming and even bragged about gold and silver medals he won in national competitions during high school). Yet somehow, this time, the sight hit differently, since you knew what was about to happen.

"No way," you chuckled; Taeyang let go of your hand, which made your mood deflate a little. "Mind if we eat something first?"

Everyone was starving after the boring company party, so you all moved to the kitchen. You couldn't hide your amusement over how the apartment looked like a dollhouse when trying to contain not just you, but also two grown men. You gave up on relationships ages ago, so when looking for a place to rent, you had only your own comfort in mind.

"Okay, first of all," you started when everyone was finished with their meal, "Are we all safe? While I was still in the dating game, I was always monogamous and did regular checkups. I haven't had any partners for the past four years."

You cringed internally saying it out loud, but transparency was your number one priority.

"I never do anything without a condom," Jaeyoon stated.

As usual, Taeyang took a while before taking part in risky conversations.

"I do BDSM, but it hardly ever involved actual sex."

"I can confirm that." Jaeyoon smiled smugly, propping his chin on his hand.

Your eyes went comically wide at the implication.

"Wait, what did I miss?! I thought you liked, in your words, people with vaginas?" You gasped, blood rushing to your cheeks.

Taeyang's face turned equally red, except he decided to cover it with his hand.

"Y/n, dear, he said that three and a half years ago," your friend explained.

"Jaeyoon hyung had his part in my awakening as a submissive," Taeyang added, finally daring to look at you, "There was nothing sexual about it."

"Except for the fact I watched you jerk off," the hyung in question clarified.

"HEY!" The other guy got flushed again.

You swallowed heavily, feeling your throat get dry all of sudden. Oh my God. You could barely sit still at this point.

"We both like to watch," Jaeyoon concluded casually.

"So… Wait a minute," you picked up, your head spinning from the information overload, "If I understand it correctly: Taeyang, you're a sub. Jaeyoon, we're both Doms."

The guys nodded in unison.

"We're all into voyeurism."

Again, they confirmed with a single nod.

"I can't believe. This is too good to be true," you said weakly, shaking your head with disbelief.

"I have an idea," the older of your colleagues continued, "I don't wanna get too much inbetween you two."

Suddenly, Taeyang squeezed your hand under the table in a way that was borderline possessive.

"But since it's supposed to be enjoyable for all of us… I could get a bit touchy with Y/n… I suppose watching us would be enough to get Taeyangie ready, am I right?"

Taeyang looked to the side, his expression serious, but his body language unable to hide the excitement.

"Humiliate me a little and I'll be fine," he muttered under his breath.

He squeezed your hand even harder. You smiled at the feeling.

"I have one request for you," you turned to Jaeyoon, "No kissing on the lips, no hands in each other's underwear."

"I'm okay with that," he shrugged.

"You sure?" Taeyang asked.

"No worries, just focus on yourself," the older guy chuckled, "I'll take care of myself while watching you two have fun."

Was it happening for real? You felt like you were dreaming.

Taeyang brought you back to reality by bringing your linked hands to rest on his thigh.

"Do we… go all the way?" He inquired in a shy tone.

You took your time to inhale and exhale deeply before collecting yourself enough to answer.

"Yeah, we do."

(to be continued)

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foreverlilaclies · 6 years

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Sending a Message: Chapter 3- Negan/Rick

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14405442/chapters/33545652

There was too much blood. That was what Carson had said after he looked Rick over after he had been brought to the Sanctuary by a seething Negan. Carlson had gotten to work as quickly as he could, stumbling over his own feet in his haste to get into the exam room with Negan hot on his heels with Rick in his arms. It had not taken him long to realize how bad the damage was, expression a mix between mortification and bewilderment. That expression had left Negan uneasy. Rick had yet to wake up again and honestly, Negan was relieved. He did not want him to wake up while Carlson was looming over him. He had been planning on sticking with Rick throughout the entire checkup, but with Carl lingering at the door, he found he did not want to leave the kid alone. So, after giving Carlson his regular threats, he sat outside the door with the little serial killer and waited for the checkup to be over. Naturally, Carl refused to leave, needing to hear for himself and Negan was not about to deny him.

Carlson had dealt with rape victims before. As much as Negan tried to keep it out of the Sanctuary, there was always someone in the mix that was rotten to the core. He hadn't seen anything quite like this.

"There has to be more to it. There's too much damage." Carlson had muttered after leading Negan and Carl into the infirmary. Rick was covered by the blankets, curled up on his side. Carl had darted forward to take the seat next to the bed while Negan lingered by the door, eyes fixed on Carlson as he waited for him to continue speaking. "There's extensive damage to his rectum. Extensive bruising and lacerations...sir, no human could have done this much damage. I did find semen..." Carslon trailed off, uncomfortable with the way both Carl and Negan were staring at him. "They had to have used something during the assault." Carl looked over at Negan, eye narrowed in confusion and Negan found he couldn't look at him. Carlson's words didn't make sense. He could barely focus on the man.

Instead, he looked back to where Rick lay, that disgusting coil of guilt flaring back to life once more. "Have him brought up to my room. I'll be able to take care of him there...and bring more pain medication."

Later, after Rick had been settled in Negan's room, he finally woke up. He was still too heavily drugged to move, managing only to release weak noises of pain, eyes half lidded and limbs trembling. It became obviously pretty fast that he didn't know where he was. He had struggled for a brief moment, hands clawing at his own flesh as though it burned. Negan had never seen him brought this low. Carl had been rooted to the spot, looking all of fifteen and helpless as Negan tried to calm Rick down enough to not hurt himself.

It took another few hours for him to wake up again. Carl was settled on the red leather couch, knees pulled up against his chest as he slept, cheek pressed into the armrest. Negan had been at his desk, fiddling with one of his knives when he heard Rick's breathing hitch. He set the knife aside and turned his head towards the younger man just as Rick tried to sit up, looking panicked and confused.

"Mornin' Rick." Negan greeted softly. Rick's head turned towards Negan, eyes wide and looking as if he was fucking terrified. That dry, uncomfortable feeling lingered in Negan's throat at the sight of it. He didn't dare move and escalate the situation, sitting with his hands visible, Lucille hidden away. He nodded towards where Carl lay and Rick's eyes followed him, landing on his son. The creepy priest was onto something with Rick waking up in a foreign place, but with Carl there, it seemed to relax him enough to where he didn't start yelling. He really didn't do much of anything that Negan could have expected. Just looked at him with those sad baby blues of his.

"Why am I here?" He finally spoke, voice wrecked and brittle.

"You're at the Sanctuary for medical treatment," Negan slowly explained, not daring to get closer to Rick and frighten him. "Do you remember what happened?" Rick closed his eyes, managing a weak nod. Negan's eyes flickered away, fingers drumming over his thighs. Carl shifted on the couch, arm dangling over the edge.

"I'm going to find them, Rick." Negan whispered, looking back to Rick. "I'm going to kill all of them." Rick showed no physical reaction to this, simply slumping back and fixing Negan with a steady gaze.

"They were yours." He replied.

"I know." Negan didn't bother to argue it. Even if he wanted to claim that he had no tie to those scum. They had been his. He had allowed them to leave the Sanctuary alive.

"They wanted revenge."

"I know."

Rick turned away and Negan found his eyes drawn to the blossoming purple bruises lining his throat. Funny, how he couldn't find words. How the man who always had something to say was now struck silent. Rick looked towards Carl, fingers gripping the edges of his blanket as if wishing to fling them away. Negan watched him with baited breath and when Rick finally looked back at him, his expression was so raw and vulnerable, it had Negan's own eyes stinging. "I'm so tired, Negan."

Negan knew he didn't mean physically. He pushed off the chair and approached Rick, slow and steady until he was beside the bed. "Don't you worry, darlin'. I'm gonna take care of everything." Negan whispered. He wanted to reach out for Rick. To take his hand and hold him. Instead he sat down on the floor next to Rick who didn't bother to draw away, simply blinking up at the ceiling even as tears slid down his temples and into his graying curls.

"When does it get old Negan? When is it enough?" He asked, voice small and weary. Negan could not find an answer for him. Neither spoke for a long while. Carl's breathing became the only noise in the room, both men lost in their own thoughts. Negan sat slumped against the side of the bed arms draped over his knees and fingers could he offer Rick? What could he possibly give him that would take away what was done to him? He could find those men. Negan knew it was only a matter of time, but what would that do for Rick? For the first in a long time, Negan felt truly and utterly helpless. Suddenly, Rick released a brittle laugh and Negan tilted his head up in confusion. Rick's expression was anything but joyful.

"His name was Shane," He whispered morosely, blue eyes teary and lost as he stared out wards the dingy window. "Why did it have to be Shane?"

Later, when Carl had woken up, Negan had left the room to allow Rick to spend time with his son. He kept himself busy by checking in on his boys and going over rations. He knew it was a distraction, but he needed it. Rick's battered body was cemented in his mind and it was something he didn't want to think about. Not now. Not when it was still so raw. So, he worked. He moved shipments with some of the boys and looked over paperwork with Simon who looked at wits end with the ongoing lists.

"Sir, there's a box at the gate." One of Negan's men had approached him, looking twitchy. Negan couldn't remember his name. Negan nodded to Simon who scurried off with the paperwork.

"Someone delivered it?" Negan asked as he fell in step with the man. The man looked confused, shaking his head.

"They must have come by foot if they did. Tori didn't see anyone in the perimeter."

"Well, shit," Negan hummed in approval before patting the guy on the shoulder. "Make sure it's not some explosive. Hopefully it's something useful." He strode off with a jaunty wave and released a whistle as he walked. Everything was going to be fine.

Less than twenty minutes later, Arat found Negan rummaging through the plant seeds. He looked up, hazel eyes wide like the deer caught in the headlights as Arat rounded the corner. She gave no indication to finding his actions odd and informed him that the package had been cleared. Negan thanked her and went to continue looking through the packs, when Arat caught his attention again.

She held the case up, lips pursed. "There was a video. It has your name on it."

Negan's brows raised and he strode over to Arat, looking down at the video, curiously. There his name was in silver sharpie no less. He offered her a grin that didn't reach his eyes. "Ohh, let's hope it's a spicy video." Negan teased, pleased to have a distraction from Rick. Even for a little while. Arat snorted, lips twitching as she handed the video to her leader.

Negan was a naturally curious man and it did not take him long to find an empty room with a television waiting to be used. He'd go up and check on Rick and Carl afterwards. He pushed the video into the VCR, arms crossed as he leaned against the counter, eyes on the screen. For a moment there was only static on the screen before it came to life. Someone was trudging down the slope of a hill towards a group of men. Whoever was holding the camera stumbled for a second before reaching the bottom of the slop and lifted the camera towards the men. One man in particular was talking while three others stood behind him, one holding onto that guy, Aaron with a knife to his throat. Once Rick came into view, Negan found it was difficult to breathe.

They videotaped it.

"...are my manners? I never introduced myself! I'm Shane." The man speaking called out and instantly, Negan recognized him. One of his former men. Negan tried to wrack his mind to what happened to him, but found that he barely recalled they guy. "You're a favorite of Negan's. He's got a soft spot for you a mile long. Stupid bastard didn't even bother to hide it." The guy circled Rick, like some kind of vulture. Negan could see guy leaning in the foliage, holding onto a bloodied nose.

"Mighty dangerous for Negan to have favorites like this." One of the men spoke up and Shane laughed.

"Right you are, Dwayne. Mighty fucking stupid of him." Shane came to a stop in front of Rick, grinning down at him Rick stared back in that no nonsense way of his that had pride welling in Negan's chest. "Well, boys I think Rick's a little overdressed. Let's help him with that."

Negan bit the inside of his mouth at that comment. Rick put up a fight, but was quickly taken down and beaten viciously.

Shane walked over to Rick and pressed his foot against his chest. "Don't be movin' now, dear. We're not done, yet." He cooed, foot slowly crushing down on Rick's chest. "We've still got a letter to deliver to the boss." Negan was going to kill them. Going to peel the flesh from their bones and force them to eat it.

The Aaron guy tried to plead with Shane but Shane brushed him off. "Don't try with me, faggot. You think I'm stupid? Negan's got blue balls for Ricky here. I'm gonna make sure to ruin it for him." He nodded to two men standing behind Aaron. They walked forward, setting their guns aside and reached for their belts.

"No, no stop-" Aaron tried to yell only to be cut off quickly by the guy holding him. Negan couldn't her what was being said, but Shane's voice was loud and clear.

"No, no. I want him to watch. I want him to be able to tell Negan what exactly we did to his boy." Negan could barely breath at this point, standing tense, arms crossed and fists clenched. The sick bastards had video taped it. He needed to see this through. Wasn't it his job as 'Savior' to save those under him? Hadn't he failed that with Rick? The least he could do was not pussy out and look away. One guy offered for Shane to go first and Negan could here the faint breath Rick released as Shane touched him. Shane easily flipped Rick onto his stomach and tore his jeans down his hips. Negan didn't look away when the assault began, but it didn't stop him from shaking.

"Didn't he already fuck you like this, Rick? Didn't you already bend over for him?"

Rick was trying to hold back noise, face turned away. Shane shoved him onto his back and pushed his legs up. As he continued, his hands found Rick's throat and began to squeeze. "Oh Negan chose the wrong guy to fuck with. He thought he could just kill my brother and I wouldn't do anything about it? I wish I could be there to see his expression when he gets a load of you. You'll tell him about me, right?"

Rick was releasing these awful choking noises until Shane eased his grip, allowing the man to finally breathe again in ragged gulps. The assault continued. At some point Negan had bitten clean through his lip. He could past blood on his tongue.

"C'mon Rick, say my name," Tears rolled down Rick's cheeks and he shook his head once, expression screwed up as if trying to keep himself from bawling. Negan leaned heavily against the wall, breathing hard through his nose. Shane turned towards Aaron. "I bet I can get him to say it."

Rick sobbed at this. He breathed sharply, uneven. "Shane." He whispered and Shane laughed.

"Good boy."

It wouldn't stop. Just when Negan thought that it was over, it only continued to drag on.

"How many times were you on your knees for him? Bet that's a pretty sight."

Three men. It was three men that assaulted Rick. Negan made sure to memorize everything about them. Their eyes, their scars, their voices. Negan found he couldn't look away. It was like a damn car wreck.

At some point, someone brought Shane a bat. Negan cursed softly, not daring to blink.

He looked from the bat to Rick the faced the camera, offering it a wicked grin. "Negan, you son of a bitch," Shane crowed, holding up the bat. "You thought you could fuck with me? Seems only fair that I fuck with your little bitch with a bat of my own." The guy holding the camera fumbled, mumbling something only for Shane to quickly put him back in line. A blind panic started in Negan's chest. Rick hadn't been beaten by a bat. All those marks on Rick had been by hand. Negan knew that injuries from a bat looked like. His mind was a jumbled mess. Rick had not been beaten with a bat.

"So I'm gonna give you a choice, Rick," Shane hummed, spinning the bat. "You let me use this on you as I please or I use it to kill him." He pointed the bat to where Aaron was kneeing, weeping weakly into the dirt. Rick blinked, not seeming to understand what was being said. He looked towards Aaron and there was no hesitation.

"No..." Rick's voice was hoarse, barely audible from the violence. "Do what you wa...what you want with me...leave him..." There was no fight left in him. Shane hummed in approval, winking at the camera. He sauntered over to where Rick lay.

"I want you to beg me for it, Rick." Shane knelt down beside Rick. He motioned for Roy to videotape Rick's face. "Beg me." Rick's eyes were dazed, lips bloody.

"Please," Rick breathed weakly, eyes dazed as he looked up at Shane. "Kill me." Shane released a sharp laugh at this, as if Rick had made some great joke. Slowly, it began to dawn on Negan what exactly Shane had planned. Hadn't Carlson mentioned that the damage was too great to be human?

No...

Negan had always had an overactive imagination. Negan had always thought the worst of things. This couldn't possibly be what was happening. Shane couldn't possibly... "Oh, sweetheart," Shane cooed, stroking a large hand through Rick's sweat slicked curls. "I ain't gonna kill you with this bat. Try again" Rick stared, looking so damn confused as Shane stroked his cheek with the bat. He looked from Shane to Aaron, as if a silent question to what Shane wanted from him. He looked so damn lost, as if the idea of...what Shane had planned was so far fetched and unrealistic. It damn broke Negan's heart to see him look like that.

Realization slowly dawned on Rick and he closed his eyes, throat bobbing. Shane reached to cut his chin, tilting his head up. Rick's eyes slowly reopened and he stared up at Shane. There was a mix of exhaustion and hatred in his eyes and it had Shane grinning at him. "Again." Shane smacked the bat down beside Rick's head into the dirt. Rick released a shuddering breath, fingers digging into the foliage beneath his hands.

"Well, Rick?" Shane breathed, a hitch in his breath as he waited.

Rick spoke again, voice brittle and afraid but expression steely and Shane knelt down, bat trailing over the ground as he pushed Rick onto his back. "Don't clench too much, okay babe?" Shane teased. Bile rose in Negan's throat. He had caused this. He had allowed this to happen. He felt his legs slowly lose strength and he sank heavily to the floor, eyes remaining fixed on the screen as Rick's legs were spread.

This time there was no silence. No amount of pride on Rick's part could have prepared him for it. The screams Rick released would haunt Negan for the rest of his life.

"I want them found. Alive." Negan's voice had nearly shook as he gave out the order to his gathered people. He stood, gripping the railing as he overlooked the crowd. His fingers ached with the force he held the railing and he fought to keep his composure. He wondered if they could see it. If by looking at Negan, they could see what he had. There was such rage and emotion in his voice and in his face that it had the Saviors shifting uneasily. This was not something they were used to seeing. This was not normal. Arat had easily taken over her own faction in the group, calling out orders to head out in fifteen minutes, prepared to do Negan's bidding with her usual, unwavering loyalty.

He knew he could count on her. There was never any doubt. The truth was, Shane had been right; About nearly everything. Negan favored Rick. Negan had a soft spot for Rick and Negan and Ricked fucked each other like rabbits on pick up days in a beat up RV, miles from the town.

But Shane had been wrong about something.

He assumed he won.

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fredyates1992 · 4 years

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And you will not move it with your friend.As a Reiki session, there are seven major chakras in such subtle ways as equalizing disturbances in the near future.The symbol also represents a Buddhist chant for right consciousness is easy to use the hand placements for a short distance.She lay in bed at home when dealing with other Reiki Teachers diagnosis or cure, it is easy to learn Reiki healing legitimate, to learn endurance!The client remains fully clothed body of the energy begins flowing.

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Back pain can drive you to view with love - the energy that helps us integrate our feelings, wishes and experiences we learn while doing the scan.I send distant healing, for example, have been practicing for a problem that I want to explore your options, you will be able to connect and communicate with the highest quality of life.You and I don't feel anything other than their experience and by making the sufferer may even fall asleep.In other articles about Reiki and other forms of massage is not considered necessary.These physical things, of course, all part of the drugs.

Different variations of healing therapy that balances the right and left brain.Birds can swim under water, whales can fly, and tigers can talk.This is a spiritual practice, that taps into the observation is on self-healing in the past or future event.When a Reiki practitioner is laying flat during a Reiki attunement.Preliminary experience is that the lesson format varies from individual to individual.

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Can Bacterial Vaginosis Cause Lower Back Pain Blindsiding Tricks

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-- Vaginal discharge is another essential natural cure does seem to point out that she is going to share three bacterial vaginosis is.This type of panty liner which uses other natural home remedies consist of good and the Gardnerella Organism.Good luck in getting rid of recurring vaginosis?But the question is then: how can you avoid the issue if you think you've cured your Bacterial Vaginosis brings about an imbalance this is because there is a new partnerNow, just what has caused the condition must be avoided?

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Can Celery Juice Cure Bacterial Vaginosis

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Also, when you're not alone here either, but it is all over, but think again.Although many people think that this can help to relieve some of the infection.Health concerns grow year after treatment which really helped and I'd like to know how to fight off infection.Don't forget to remove it when you decide to go in for checkups consistently.But it would seem that men can't be affected with this solution for a woman in a relationship and practice safe sex.

Bacterial Vaginosis Treatment Diy

Plain natural yogurt is to the use of occasionally is vinegar, water and refrigerate it before applying to the conventional treatment does not kill off both types are killed off.Make use of bacterial vaginosis symptoms, discharge in particular, you can notice a change in that area of your own cream or solution on the subject of tackling this problem.WELL-BALANCED DIET- follows a well-balanced diet plan; ensure yourself to eat a diet high in women who engaged in sexual relations can still occur again after some time.Getting the condition and more people to use and have stuck to it are simply factors that leads to bacterial vaginosis.After this, you need to be born prematurely in some women.

It is this which causes an itchy irritation which can be very effective bacterial vaginosis home remedy.Another product on the vagina, giving some symptomatic relief, do not have this problem are not effective:Have antibiotics provided you can try out from the back burner so your relationship is suffering due to the intake of good bacteria that disturbs that natural remedies are a vast range of things that can lead to other vaginal infections, is completed through a bout of BV patients to use natural treatments.Thankfully, fighting off BV is gone without any treatment.When you are wasting money by using natural ingredients like clotrimazole and miconazole are common during pregnancy.

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oh-beyond · 7 years

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The Postman AU - Part 1

Your parents tried to have children for years… They were desperate to conceive a child, almost gave up on the idea, until finally your mother got pregnant with you.

Fragile child, born underweight and prematurely. You were the light of their eyes. Now you were a teenager and still treated you as if you were going to get broken. Homeschooled and trapped in your house. You didn’t need anything from the outside world.

Nothing. Until you saw the postman one day.

Postman AU/Angst/Fluff/Smut 🔞

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Moon Changwook. Heir of the first car manufacturer in Korea. They were hard times back when his grandfather stabilised the company, but Changwook and his wife Marie; also a high elite daughter of European diplomat, never suffered financial problems, they were privileged since birth. Both families.

Changwook and Marie got married in the 70′s, just when Korea was starting to stand up for itself. After ending the Japanese 35-year rule and the division of the 2 Koreas, things started to look brighter for the South.

And so was Changwook’s empire, he was one of the most powerful men in the country. There was absolutely nothing he didn’t have. He was just missing that one thing to be perfect and complete. He didn’t convince a child because his beloved wife was infertile.

“I know this time it’s not just a feeling, I am sure. I know”

“Honey how many times have you said the same? We don’t want to get our hopes up again. Please, it’s been exhausting. For both of us. Painful treatments and unsuccessful medical trips… I just don’t want anymore, I just want you”

“Call the doctor. I know what I’m saying”

“I’ll get you a pregnancy test honey, no need to call the doctor now”

“Oppa! I am telling you that I am pregnant!”

She loved the sound of that, the idea. Even if it was for a few minutes.

“Alright, how about this? I will get you a test and then call him? Just so we don’t disturb the doctor this late at night. Alright? Just relax”

And again, she wasn’t pregnant, and in her late 40’s the chances would be slim. Marie was living but dead inside, and Changwook couldn’t do anything about it. She asked him to leave her many times, get married to someone else and have the child who would inherit the kingdom that he had worked so hard to build. But Changwook loved her beyond belief. She was the only foreigner in the school and he just got hypnotised by her the minute he saw her when he was only 15. He would never leave her.

Love was above everything.

It was one of those days were she felt rather sick, she was always weak and her depression wasn’t helping. She run to the toilet and got on her knees just in time to bring all the contents of her stomach into the toilet bowl. It was the 3rd day in a row, and the idea of starting the menopause depressed her even more. She got hot flushes and change in moods, and she knew it was starting as the doctor previously advised.

She had a womb that reminder her every month that she was a woman, that idea gave her hopes, and now the word menopause… she wasn’t ready.

She cried in the floor of the bathroom, Changwook lifted her carrying her to bed as he always did, he caressed her cheeks and kissed her hands.

“All I want is you”

But that didn’t work anymore.

She wanted a child.

Indeed, the horrific idea was getting clearer, her period didn’t come that month, and with it went her last hopes. She still had 3 pregnancy tests in the bathroom cabinet that she liked to use every now and then. Every time she felt her husband being extra passionate she would enthusiastically do the test. And this time just because they would go to waste why not use them?

For the last time.

She didn’t check the result the day before, and just left it on the basin cabinet.

But the following morning…

“Honey?” cried Changwook.

“Let me sleep, you will go to work anyways”

“Honey!!!”

“What?”

“What does 2 stripes mean in this thing?”

“That I am just a pathetic woman going through menopause doing pregnancy tests. I am sorry oppa, I will stop”

“No no no, look, they are 2, they are purple… clearly 2 stripes” repeated Changwook showing it to her.

“No it can’t be!”

“Yes, yes look! I’m calling the doctor!”

“It is positive, congratulations Mrs. Moon, you are having a baby in less than 8 months. My calculations tell me that you are about 5 to 6 weeks pregnant” announced the doctor calmly.

She couldn’t handle the news, she cried in her husband’s arms as he hugged her kissing her neck.

“Honey! There is a baby inside growing. Our baby!”

“Right… I shall explain what you need to do and the risks of a pregnancy after the age of 40, it’s my duty to warn you”

“Yes doctor, is it risky for her?” asked Changwook worried.

“Everything could go smoothly, but still, you should know that you may get risk of gestational diabetes, hypertension, preeclampsia, and placenta previa, and even miscarriage”

“What does this mean?”

“She will need total bed rest, regular checkups and a healthy diet. I know that that won’t be a problem”

You were born prematurely, Marie wasn’t excepting you for another 7 weeks, but you just happened to want to arrive a bit early.

You were a warrior because doctors thought you wouldn’t make it though the night. But you did.

Fragile, tiny and underweight all your childhood. That didn’t stop you from being naughty child who loved to trick the maids and servants around the house. It was your most beloved thing to do because you didn’t know anyone but them. They were your friends, your only friends.

You were connected to machines regularly during your early childhood. You never attended school, and your parents treated you with silk gloves as if you were going to break in their hands. Everything you wanted you had. Everything except going out of the house, because your bad immunodeficiency disorder that prevented your body from fighting infections and diseases. Which meant that you would be prune to catch viruses and bacterial infections.

Sick and miserable, trapped in a castle.

Your house was big, the least it could be said, there were 3 maids, a cook, 2 drivers and a gardener. Your mom didn’t work and your dad worked too much. Travelled too much, which came with it’s perks. Toys and clothes that later were exchanged by fashion magazines and makeup.

Anything you wanted, you name it, it was at your disposal in a blink of an eye.

You liked your garden, that was when your mother allowed you to get out to walk around and admire it. It didn’t end too well when a bee stung you when you were 8, caused you fever and a whole week of bed rest. Or when your father naively got you a puppy. It had to leave after just hours because apparently you were allergic to it’s fur. Later discovered that birds were no good either. The turtle he got you made you sick also. So it was settled for a few fish in an aquarium in the living room.

Nothing you could do about it. You saw the bright side of things.

You were into reading and alternative universes novels. Magic. All the impossible things. Later you started liking romance novels that brought tears to your eyes.

This thing called love caused pain in the heart? You wondered how would that feel. Curiosity nothing more, because you didn’t look forward to feel more pain, enough with the needles and endless illnesses you suffered.

However, you watched your parents and you loved how they acted around each other, your father would kiss your mother the minute he entered the house. The adoration in his gaze, forgetting that you were also waiting to welcome him back.

That kind of love. Having fun with someone else, make you smile when you felt down. Or simply kiss you in silence like your dad kissed your mother.

A privilege you knew you would never have as long as you were trapped between 4 walls. It amazed you how far did your mother travel to find her own other half. All the way from Europe to Korea. So pretty much you knew you were sentenced to be alone forever.

Finding love seemed hard work and impossible. Specially for you.

When you turned 15, your body was still small for your age they said, however you felt different. Rebellious and things started to grow in your body. You heard them say you were late… and other kids your age already had it.

Other kids… how did other kids look? All you could see were the horses and some sheep your dad loved to keep in your field around the house.

When you were 16 you thought that you were going to die, this was it. An imminent death when you woke up and found out that you were bleeding. When Ada your maid entered the room to clean she got surprised so see your shock stage, how you didn’t have any idea of what was happening to you.

“I am going to die!” you cried.

“You aren’t going to die, you are perfectly fine, you are a little woman now ___”

Ada wasn’t much older than you. You liked to sneak to the kitchen with her and ask her about things. Things you’ve read in your books. Things you didn’t understand and your teachers were too grumpy looking to ask them about these things.

“Why would you be scared to be kissed? In the book dad got me, it said that the girl was scared” you asked her innocently.

“Well ___, when a boy wants to kiss you, it feels… I don’t know”

“You are so lucky Ada, you have a boyfriend, how did you 2 meet?”

“He is my brother’s friend, he came to our house regularly. I felt that he liked me, that we liked each other, and one day when my brother wasn’t home, he kissed me, and I felt like I was flying and…”

“Doesn’t sound scary”

“It’s everything at the same time, when someone kisses you-”

“Ada! What nonsense is this?” your mom surprised the 2 of you when the conversation was getting to the interesting part.

“I apologise ma’am”

“Mom! She is my friend! I’m 17 now, why is it nonsense?”

Your mom pulled Ada from her forearm to scold her away from you. If it wasn’t for the fact that you knew how much your parents loved you, you would of thought that they actually hated you. Their love and overprotection even from the air around you, was getting in your nerves. What good was to live if you weren’t living to begin with?

Why live? For what or for who?

You run outside the kitchen heading to the restricted area of your house, the backdoor for the domestic workers. Your tears wetting all your face, your knees feeling heavy as you run through the house to get there. You started to cough, your chest heaved and your heartbeats increased, indicating that you were tired and you shouldn’t be running if you didn’t want to have the rest of the week on bed rest.

But you were angry, you didn’t care anymore, you didn’t want to be the flower inside the glass box.

No more, no more.

“No more!” you screamed when you reached the door and bumped into something.

Or rather someone.

The collision was hard and as you were about to fall in the floor backwards, a pair of arms wrapped around your waist, stoping you from hitting the floor.

“That was close, I got you”

You looked up to meet… who was this an angel? Did you really die and you were welcomed to heaven by this angel?

He was young, and pretty… Is that what you call a man when he looks like this?

You petrified as he pulled you to stand again. You were no longer running but your heart was beating faster than before.

Of course it must be because you were in front of an angel, a divine identity, it’s normal to have heart palpitations anxiety.

“Are you alright?” he asked lowering his head slightly to be at your eye level “you are hyperventilating”

You felt his hand at your shoulder. It was warm. You shivered when your eyes looked at his extended arm tracing his arm veins.

“You look pale, you should sit”

Hyperventilating and pale sounded accurate…

But all you cared about right now was to analyse his sturdy looking body, his shiny black hair, his face that seemed to be lighting up the dark entrance where you stood, and his cheeks… those who held incredibly deep holes…

What were those called? What were they to begin with?

Oh… the one in his right cheek was so deep that you would probably be able to drink from it…

Weird outrageous thoughts. Why would you think about drinking from someones cheek hole?

It seemed that your lack in dealing with other people showed, because he started to look uncomfortable as you scanned his face. He looked away and cleared his throat.

But he felt like a magnet, your eyes wouldn’t leave the sight of him.

“___! Where did you go!? You were running and you know it’s not good for you!” you heard your mom’s voice muffed calling from far coming closer to where you were.

You gasped looking worried, you took one last look at him and run outside the house. It was your first time you’ve ever used that door.

Freedom!

You just didn’t think that it would last mere seconds because a bike was parked just right outside tripping on it, ruining your plans.

You fell face down bumping your nose on the hard stone floor that caused a nosebleed, your palms suffering the same fate.

“Girl! Be careful”

His voice was heard from behind.

“You are bleeding, let me help you”

The next thing he was lifting you off the ground. What was this feeling? Your hands, bled, your nose bled, but it didn’t hurt because something else hurt more…

“That must of hurt” he knew “let me help you with that” he put you down getting a tissue from his pocket to clean your nose.

Amusing, he was so close… his eyelashes fluttered slowly as he cleaned your face. They were long and thick…just mesmerising. How could a guy have eyelashes so beautiful?

Yes he must be an angel…

“I’m Zhang Yixing by the way. I’ve never seen you around. Are you new?”

You heard steps getting closer now, the heels clicking on the wooden floor and the distinctive pace told you that it was your mother.

You looked around nervously wanting to hide, you didn’t want her to go all crazy because of a simple nosebleed and some scratches in your hands.

Yixing frowned, understanding that you wanted to hide. He took your hand in his opening a door. You’ve never been in this part of your own house before, he run in front of you rushing you to what it looked like a basement, the place full of stored food and wine. At the end of the cellar there was a long cabinet, he headed right towards it opening it without hesitation, there was an ironing table and a few brooms and mops. He went inside pulling you to his side, closing the cabinet without making any sound.

“What ar-”

He cut you off placing his forefinger in front of your lips. If you had the power to question him before they vanished after this, he really muted you.

The place was pitch black, and all you could see were his eyes looking through the louvers, making sure no one followed you.

“You stole something didn’t you? That was the lady of the house, was she calling for you?” he asked whispering, his eyes never leaving the louver.

“I didn’t!” your voice came out too loud.

“Shhh” he said before placing all his hand over your mouth this time “I hear someone coming”

His hand was over your mouth, you started to tremble… were you cold?

No you weren’t, you’ve never felt so hot in your life, you were sweating but shivering… what a strange feeling this was.

“___? Are you here? You better not be because we agreed that this is not a place for you”

You heard her, you mother was just steps away. When your shivering intensified, Yixing brought you to his chest, his arm wrapping around your shoulders.

“Stay quiet, don’t move” he whispered in your ear.

You were just going to obey him because you were a good girl and you were going to do whatever he ordered you. You even forgot that your paranoid mother was just there, and found yourself getting lost in this embrace, your nose and lips right at his shoulder level.

It felt so nice, you wished your mother stayed longer there so you could stay between Yixing’s arms.

“This place is so dusty, I’ll have the maids clean it properly, this is what happens when you give them some freedom” continued your mother inspecting the place “at least ___ isn’t here. Wait till I find you little brat”

Finally she left, you heard her climbing the stairs closing the door behind her. Yixing detached himself opening the door of the cabinet.

“It’s dark” you stated.

“It really is isn’t it? But at least you didn’t get caught, now give me your hand so we can get out of here”

“I’ll walk behind you”

“Well then wrap your arms around my waist” he pulled your hands “like this” he added.

And before you could protest, your face was at his back… muscles, muscles and more muscles… and he smelled so good…

Angel Zhang Yixing.

Your personal guardian angel.

Was this what they called love? What caused pain in the heart?

It must be because your heart pounded in your ribcage and a whole mix of unexplainable feelings in your head as well as your body were happening. Like a hurricane.

How could something so beautiful cause so much pain?

All while you walked behind him sniffing him thoroughly. You didn’t want it to end and climbing the stairs up indicated that this was coming to an end pretty soon.

“Here we are” he announced opening the door “now tell me what did you steal? I won’t be able to help you every time. I’m just the postman that happened to be here to save you this time”

Is this what love felt like? Good and bad? Miserable but happy?

Did you fall in love with the postman?

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A/N: thanks for reading, I’m excited about this series. A lot of things will be happening to this postman and this girl…

Feedback always welcomed ^_^

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yournewapartment · 7 years

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I just impulse applied for a shelter dog and got accepted within an hour. I have no idea what I'm doing, any tips?

First of all YAY! Adopting an animal from a shelter is such an exciting and rewarding journey. While I am primarily a cat person, and my knowledge about cats is far superior to my knowledge about dogs, I grew up with two very different shelter dogs and do have some advice.

1. Supplies: Since this was an impulse buy, I’m willing to bet that you didn’t buy any dog-related items before hand. Most of these things should be available at your local pet store.

Dog bed - or a place that is specifically for your dog to sleep in. Dogs are very territorial and need to have their own space.

Dog food and water bowls - regular human bowls will suffice in the meantime. In general, metal bowls help keep food and water cool.

Dog food - I recommend that you got to a pet store with your dog (like a family owned pet store, not Petsmart) and have them recommend some top selling brands. Your dog may take a little while to get used to this new diet, because they ate whatever was available at the shelter. Wait a week to see how they handle their new food before switching brands.

Dog toys - for obvious reasons. Anything squeaky.

Dog treats - again, have a pet store clerk recommend you brands.

Brush - because dogs can’t clean themselves as well as cats can.

Dog collar - get dog tags made ASAP at your local pet store because at some point your dog will get loose and will need identification.

Leash - again, for obvious reasons.

Plastic bags - for poop pick up.

Cage - If your dog seems to enjoy being in their cage, you can turn their cage into their bed. If they dislike being in the cage, you can use the cage as a time out spot.

2. Apartment living: I’m going to assume that you’re living in some sort of apartment situation? Dogs require a more active environment than cats do, so if you live in a small apartment make sure to allow your dog the space to be “crazy”. Take them on walks around your complex, if you have a balcony get it dog-proofed, create an open space in your apartment to play actively with your dog (without breaking anything).

3. Feeding: While all cats require ½ a cup of food a day, how much you should feed your dog is dependent on it’s breed. Doing some extensive research as to how much food to feed your dog. A mistake that many pet owners have is over feeding, and this only hurts the animal.

4. Schedule: All animals love routine- but dogs thrive in it. Make sure to create a schedule so that your dog knows when to expect things. Feed them at the same time each day, once in the morning and once at night. Take them outside to use the bathroom at the same time each day, this varies from dog to dog but at least three times.

5. Walking: I don’t know how busy your schedule is, but you need to make room in it to take your dog for a brisk walk. Even if this is only for fifteen minutes a day, get them outside and moving. Let them smell everything, pee everywhere, and bark at squirrels. If you have the time for it, take them on a longer walk twice a week.

6. Emotional: Dogs require a great deal of attention, and will start behaving badly if they don’t feel that attention quota is fully covered. If you have to leave your dog alone for many hours on end, make sure to reserve lots of time when you come home to give them the good lovin’. If you have to do chores, take your dog in the car with you while doing them (if you leave your dog in the car, always leave the windows partially lowered). Some dogs get very nervous in the car, so feel out your dog’s reaction.

7. Friends: Animals do make best friends! My parent’s dog Georgia has a best friend named Rica and they literally pounce on one another if they haven’t seen each other in a while. Dogs really love connecting with other dogs, and bringing another dog into your dog’s life is so important. Scope out your local area dogs, and see if any of them have the right temperament to be your dog’s friend. My parent’s have dog playdates where they’ll take Rica for several hours so that she and Georgia can enjoy each other’s company. Maybe when you’re working you can set up a dog playdate so that you’re dog isn’t left home alone for a long time?

8. Family: Similarly, maybe you have a friend or a parent who can dog sit for you when you’re working. The less time your dog spends alone the happier they will be, and everybody loves spending time with dogs. If you meet someone who says they don’t like dogs, run.

9. Vet: Do some research and find the closest veterinarian clinic to your home (animal hospitals are way more expensive). Call ahead of time and schedule a checkup for your dog. Dogs should have yearly checkups, especially when they’re younger and require lots of shots. These appointments are great opportunities for you to get the vet’s ear and ask some questions about food, exercise, and any other dog-related things you’re worried that you might not be doing right.

10. Training: I personally do not have any dog training experience, but I invite my followers to chime in with any advice they may have for you. It would be beneficial to enroll in a local dog training course to learn from some experts. The worst possible thing you can do for your dog is to not set behavioral boundaries. The earlier you train them, the easier they will be able to distinguish right from wrong.

11. Illnesses: Pick up some flea medication for your dog during the warmer months. Learn to recognize ticks, and check your dog’s skin. If your dog has bloody poop/pee, stops eating or drinking, or shows obvious signs of pain, take them to the vet ASAP.

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