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pinkeoni · 2 months

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i literally have so much dune 2 fomo

#i still havent seen it cause ive been so busy #and probably still cant see it tomorrow #fades away

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plulp · 8 months

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duuuuude oh my god i had to redesign this guy like THRICE because i couldnt get it RIGHT! heres EDEN. for you.

#turning off rbs until i wake up in the morning (not in US)#just in case i want to fix anything #still doesnt have Everything i want but its OK whatever #dol #my art #eden the hunter #colors are still a little off. i dont particularly Know what i want him to look like :(#sorry for not giving him a beard i dont have the confidence i can make it look good #sorry i keep giving the older guys long hair i swear it isnt a thing (it is)#i swear i promise cross my heart ill stop. i promise #i promise i wont give avery long hair #also my art is better than my first post now...... maybe i should turn off rbs for those........ sigh #its a little embarrassing seeing it rbed still 😓#WHAT. I FORGOT CHEST HAIR. WHO AM I? THIS CANT BE ME. og my god give me a MINUUUUUUUUTE #done. imagine if i accidentally uploaded my oc file instead <- guy who had oc files open #i should probably make an about post at some point #maybe tomorrow #OK edit: fixed you can do whatever with it now

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ecoamerica · 23 days

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artheresy · 2 months

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Was having a good day after that HCQ stream but I’m :’D

#having a really bad flare up today #the pain is so bad #it scares me #it scares me so much #i just hope i can walk fine on my own tomorrow #if i cant #i dunno how ill be able to go to work #i probably will bc i have my meds when i get like this i can still end up walking #but it scares me so much still #bc what if its just one of those random times that i get it that suddenly i have to go back to the doctor #i hate thiss #im glad to be getting treatment but it takes forever to get it and its so goddamn expensive #i dont even have a proper diagnosis yet #just some bloodwork and imaging as i wait for an appointment #and i still need to see if i can be tested for eds too if theres a genetic clinic somewhere #sorry to vent here a bit just having a very hard time #i hate my body sometimes #for many reasons but partially for the pain #i just turned 19 last month #i shouldnt be stuck in my bed unable to sleep bc of pain so unbearable #when i havent even injured myself its just the way my body is #chronic pain is a bitch

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lycanthian · 23 days

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in a weird emotion rn

#it feels like evrything is falling apart btu not in a horrible soul crushing way #like im walking through a forest and the leaves are dissipating as i walk past them #but thats not like good either #theres bad stuff going on and its like.#ill survive #but i feel like i should be more concerned about a lot of it than i am #i dont know #it feels weird because i cant quite describe it #its entirely possible that this is the depression episode hitting again and if it is: i pray it will be swifter in its departure this time #i pray it wont be like the december one #or if it is at least let it hold from impact until after i move #because i think packing and then subsequently unpacking a whole houses worth of stuff within a monthw ill not fare well if i am like that #im still a little astonished at how bad december really was for me #i didnt think ive ever felt that bad in my life. currently im on the verge again i think #this probably means i should go to bed. sleep off the demons for the night. tomorrow i go to the eye doctor and see about getting contacts #lycan howls

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strangerhands · 1 month

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ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎

#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess.#its some unapologetic jake fluff btw #bc he deserves it #also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully)#but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate together😋😋#and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too #excited #have been looking forward to today #and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave #hopefully i can Actually Read.#and yk. writing would be nice too.#also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well #raaaaaa #still havent fully researched ocd tho🧎ive been procrastinating🧎as i do🧎#anyways goodnight its 5am.#shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp #i downed that shit fr #ok bye bye love yall #talkin shit #FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS #sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number #and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy #and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again.#anddd sometimes i actually do.#i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet #or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future.#yeah i have many issues #okay gn thank you for reading if you read🧍🫶#i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass.#rarely ever is there an in between

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larnax · 3 months

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i was gonna make a joke about it but uhhh yeah my dad lost his job. my stepmoms covering our utilities but i no longer have any kind of insurance so all my ongoing medical stuff is either gonna get cut off in a month or is already cut off. including stuff like HRT & sleep meds. so thats bad.

#c.paradisi #i have an appt with my endo tomorrow so we'll see what i can do about the HRT nbut yeahhh uhhhhhhhhhhhh #im trying to get on medicaid off my job but idek if thatll cover my psych meds #i still have an open wound that says my insurance is expired so im not getting Any treatment for that #which is cool bc it probably cant heal without medical intervention so thats just gonna get worse again #YEAH uhhhh this is really super bad. itll be at least a week before i can even figure out how fucked i am #and in the meantime im completely fucked #ill probably be able to keep getting therapy. probably

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doyeons · 4 months

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going back to my apartment tmrw. everything just feels kind of incorrect rn i cant describe it

#bella.txt #like ok my parents moved to be 3 hrs away from where they used to live #but my friends + my grandma r still where my parents used to live #so i have to choose btwn being w/ parents and my dogs or being w/ friends and grandma #and it's not like. a SHORT drive at all. 3 hrs on a good day w/ minimal traffic #+ it takes 7hrs to get from my parents to my apartment but only 4ish from my grandmas to my apartment #so i wanted to be.. over here.. before heading back to school #but idk things worked out so weirdly i only saw my one friend once and i missed her bday and i didnt see my other friend at all and i left #y parents and dogs earlier than i wanted and for no reason bc i didnt even go see anyone i just went to my grandma's immediately like #idk this probably sounds like it's not a big deal but i feel so weird i feel like i didnt plan right how to split my time #and now i'm leaving and idk when i'll be back #and i dont have to go tomorrow but i also. do? kind of? i dont know #kill my entire brain why cant i just think normally abt these things

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intertexts-moving · 1 year

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theyre cute

#'roswell whys this the messiest thing youve posted in months why arent there any hands' Well u see. i still havent #started my paper due tomorrow. 🧍#anyway eugh i cant tell if this even looks good or not. what fucking ever.#One of these guys is a mass murderer with dead eyes like a belly up fish. it is probably not the one u are thinking.#well. zzs is war crimes georg from what ive gathered so hes also probably done that. but. i havent read qi ye. so.#mine #wenzhou

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#ay ay ay. now that the soul crushing project is done ive elected to spend the week managing data #which is decidedly more chill than what ive been doing for the last month but also isnt not doing anything and it isnt getting stuff done #for when i have to move. so thats annoying. and ive been drawing again at least but i can feel the escalation in my controlling behavior #so its now very frustrating trying to draw anything. coloring is gonna take a million years rip.#also suddenly everyone wants to b social rn? like tomorrow my boss is organizing a thing with an old lab mate and this weekend a #collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things.#and i will try but i really dont want to go to any of it. mostly for driving reasons but also im a husk of a person rn. but the more #devastating thing is that uh next week one of the kids i grew up with is getting married to a rich girl lol. and like we werent that close #bc i was and am such an asocial freak but after the wedding my parents r picking up their new camper and camping their way across the #country with my sisters. and im sure someone probably told me the dates of these things at some point but if u tell me dates i will #instantly forget them. so thats. ya kno. happening over basically the next 2 weeks while i have to kill myself over measurements for a #different study i dont care abt. and like. its fine. ill see them mid may for a different planned trip. it just makes me kinda sad #a product of living halfway across the country i guess. im just inherently more disconnected to everyone. i would suspect thsts semi #intentional subconsciously. u cant b upset abt not being able to connect with ppl if you create enough physical distance that u never see #them in the 1st place. u cant misunderstand me if i make myself absent and unknowable. idk. i was explaining to my mum that i didnt realize #the timeline and she was like. understandable whatever u wanna do! and idk y that upsets me so much. i guess its just that i dont want to b #doing this. its causing me pain but dont kno how to articulate it in a way that makes sense. whatever. my mouth hurts. my lips r so chapped #that the irritation is spread past my lip line. probably doesnt help thst i keep rubbing at it lol. anyway things r still annoying #less soul crushing thsn last week but still frustrating #unrelated

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veveisveryuncool · 6 months

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I DIDN'T YOU YOU LIKED FNAF /pos

THIS IS GREAT :D

IS THAT THE BITE OF—

yeah. unfortunately i've been indoctrinated. the "i'm too scared to go in the dark because what if five nights at freddys is there" guys that made me terrified as a kid come back to haunt me.

#+im seeing the movie tomorrow yayy #circus baby scared me so much i refused to touch the games #i still probably cant play a game without screaming #but at least i know the lore

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ssoupcup · 1 year

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I forgot i did this silly little sketch like a month back of some alternate timeline where websoup was a good person. I think it was inspired by some tiktok art challenge?idfk man do with this information what you will lmao im off to bed

#websmp #i guess ??#my brain fucking hurts my dude #it hits like 2am and my eyes suddenly feel like they’re burning #idc about this piece enough to tag it properly to be quite honest i just thought id upload it bc its honestly kinda useful in knowing about #actuala websoup #wahoo #still cant stop saying that apparently #i gotta get the fuckin session summaries done im quite excited for them tbh #im going to b&a tomorrow and im gonna find a paint colour for my room when i move back #which is hopefully gonna be ina. couple weeks. slay #this has kinda become a little ramble about my day. i hope u enjoyed websmpers #and anyone else who sees this #oh im gonna SLAY tomorrow #in terms of my outfit #my twitter will see it #i use twitter too much actually i just like ot talk about my innermost thoughts #which probably??? isn’t a good idea bc my innermost thoughts are #odd #to say the least #Jesus fucking Christ im finishing these tags here this is a fucking essay

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cryptidm0ths · 1 year

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Need to see himeru lose control of something and just break

#all that rage and guilt and stress and constant underlying need for total control of any situation has got to go somewhere #need them to shatter is holding people you ve sworn not to care about but still do at an arms length just too hard #does their ego finally loosen enought for them to realize that they are blaming tatsum1 bc its easier than blaming themself and all that #hatred and rage gets turn internally #does the pressure of bring perfect amplify a single crack that causes them to crumble just like knm before them #or is it simply the fact that they havent had an honest conversation without any mask or s #ulterior motives with someone since they where a kid potentially had an impact on them #eu im on mobile so cant edit that to make sense #theres got to be a breaking point somewhere and honestly it would be more cathartic to see where that is than the probably slower and #healthier methods #and whats not to love about a character that desperately clings to a mask and control loose that thin life line #moth is ok and normal about character with masks and a need for control #but genuinely when was the last time meru had a no ulterior motive no mask no pretend honest to god chat with someone #do they even know what it feels like to be vulnerable towards someone #does it scare them #ah moth might be projecting #and might delete tomorrow #still unsure of if they actually understand the character #moth chitters #moths reading skills are just kinda bad

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mrfoox · 2 years

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Having bad anxiety and needing help is the worst im :')

#Breathing difficulties since 1am so closer to a day now... It have gotten better than yesterday but it still isnt normal #So i called for advice and they said i should go somewhere and uh... Either i take a bus in (probably will have to change once or twice) or #I call a taxi (what if i dont explain properly where i need to go? The dread)#So now im just like... Naw ... Lets wait another hour mayve it'll magically dissappear (in denial)#Cant tell how much is actually the problem and what is mt anxiety bx one get anxious asnd strugfle more to breathe when you can do it #Normally lol. Maybe ill just lie in bed and try to pass out so i can go to my courses tomorrow #If i havent died yet from it i guess its fine or something...#I did this last year and i had to wait for 3+ hours to see anyone so i just ... Not again #Breathing is something i take for granted i hate ghis #Miranda talking shit #Struggle to do anything else either bc of it. I wanted to plau some lasy overach before the servers close but it feels too much #Need to do calm shit but idk what ibe tried meditation and listening to rain but it doesnt solve the high pulse and forced breathing #As long as it doesnt get worse i can maybe handle this ... Just be cool

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orcelito · 2 years

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Realized I am not at the point in time where I can dependably take care of a turtle actually But I had the moment of like "What if I got a 2nd cat..."

I need a cat that will cuddle me. Tally refuses to cuddle me. But I'd have to... make a call to my rental company I guess to see what I'd have to do to get another cat added into my contract. Bc I'd rather not get fined for having more cats than I'm allowed lol

#speculation nation #i think... i need to work on cleaning up my apartment some #adding another cat would mean two cats would have to share the space #which could end. Poorly. if it's still super messy #idk how it would work to have two cats lmao but i dont wanna give up tally but i also Really would like to have a cat that cuddles #idk how tally would deal with All That but im sure she would get used to it. in time...#maybe get a cat that's a bit less high energy than tally lmao. i do Not need a second tally ...#we will see. this is all moot if it turns out i cant have a 2nd cat in my apartment #probably wont b able to call until monday. tho i'll check tomorrow for what the office hours are #betraying tally by contemplating getting a 2nd cat but like. i need a cuddle cat. i Need a cuddle cat.#& who knows maybe she'd react well to it & she'll have a sibling to keep her company while im at work #i want... a boy. a sweet boy. maybe an orange boy...#not to replace Sammy exactly. i just really miss having an orange cuddle boy.#no cat can replace Sammy. no cat ever can.#but also. 😭😭😭 i miss having an orange cat #id just have to see what's at the shelter i guess

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me-her-and-la-lune · 2 years

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going to re-read maximum ride (cry for help)

#ive already re-read the twilight books. i just finished the hush hush series. the only book series left in my adolescence hyperfixation #stage is maximum ride. there is something deeply wrong with me where i cant focus on other things except these books #i blame my career situation rn. everything is changing again and im overwhelmed and emotional and its time to cling onto the books that #would help me when i was younger.#also. btw. i know no one cares but i havent read the full hush hush series probably since finale came out #and like. the second book fucking makes me miserable LOL #i used to just skip to the parts that i enjoyed but i wanted to read it all the way through and i hated it so much. it was good but it #sucks** **its good in the way that i cherish it from middle school. its YA fiction. i love them but thats about it #anyway. lots of stuff going on. ill be fine but like. if no one got me i know nora and patch got me u kno #ALSO i used to be able to read books SO MUCH FASTER it took me like seven hours to get through finale. i used to be able to read that book #like. within four and a half/five hours #anyway. i stayed up until like four am last night reading silence and woke up at nine this morning and my brain wouldnt let me sleep #like it demanded i read finale. like ok brain were almost 26 we really dont have to be doing this #anyway! may or may not start reading maximum ride tomorrow. at least that series goes on for like eight or nine books or something #i have not read this series since the final book came out. lets see what it does to my mental state LOL!#okay anyway. sry. im just going through it and i dont wanna bother my friends with it bc like. theyre going through worse things than i am #oh tags we're really in it now #i just have felt weird for months and its coming to a head now and manifesting itself in me reading my middle school books. its weird #like. can i finish killing eve pls? can i finish the multiple shows and games i have on my plate? can i read NEW BOOKS?#the answer??? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! im stuck to re-read YA bc its familar and comforting and somehow the stories still make my heart squeeze #I'M CRING oh sorry for yelling im cringeposting sry

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my-soft-sunshine · 4 days

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#having A Time tonight #super very emotional talk with my dad and sister #said some things i shouldn't have and im regretting saying anything at all #i really should have just apologized and shut the fuck up #instead i got the knowledge that i cannot tell my dad anything in confidence #and tgat even my siblings can see my parents treat me differently #like to the point where if i pissed off one of my parents enough they wanted to kick me out my other parent wont stop them #literally something my sibling brought up #and what am i doing tomorrow? immediately backtracking and apologizing for everything!#because yes i was abused and neglected but i hurt my dads feelings and made my mom angry so i need to say sorry #honestly i just need to keep it all in until i can get out of here #just wait until then and i wont ever have to speak with them ever again #might still talk ti my dad but idk probably not. i think im too upset with him rn to make that decision #i mean he did pretty much tell ms to my face that he will always side with my mother so #i want out someone help me please #i need a job a place to stay and some way to get places (i cant drive)#just a little bot longer and my schooling will be done and i will have my license and i can work #i cant wait im so excited to work again and be able yo save up and LEAVE

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