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princessbrunette · 6 months

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how do you feel about flirting with aotc!anakin? whether it’s established relationship flirting or you’re just getting to know one another or whatever. i’m rly interested in seeing how you’d decide to write a younger (maybe more naive?) version of anakin. make it as dirty/smutty/suggestive as you want, i love anything you put out

(us acting like we weren’t giggling in dms about this 😝)

okay but yes.

flirting with him is so fun because… he’s a slut idc. i guess i understand when people wanna present him as some shy virgin but also like… did we even watch the same movie? aotc ani was bricked up for the entire 2hours and 22 minutes in this essay i will-

when you’re still friends — flirting with him is so much fun because he’s barely keeping it together. he shamelessly glances at your tits when you’re talking to him because how can he not? you’re practically begging for it with them pressed together like that, blinking up at him with faux innocent doe eyes. he’s already stiff before you’ve even been standing there for more than thirty seconds. he won’t shy away from telling you that, either.

the way you call him “ani” in that sweet breathy voice, reaching up to fix his short blonde hair. he knows your game. he stares down at you with that obscene smirk, shuffling a bit closer to you so he has a better view down your top. but soon enough, you’re pulling away slyly, putting an extra sway of the hips in your walk as you leave him to give him a show.

you have to constantly tell him to stop staring at you, because whenever you look at him he’s got this slight smile on his face — and not in the sweet romantic way, the sort of vacant and dark smile that says ‘I’m not focused on anything going on right now, because i’m imagining you creaming on my cock.’ aotc ani definitely dabbled in a fair share of holoporn, so he can get super creative with his daydreams.

maker forbid the conversation ever is lead down one of a sexual nature whilst you’re still friends — his curiosity causing him to prod and pry at your sex life, and brazenly offering to be added to your roster at a drop of a hat. “did your ex ever taste you?” he’s stepping into your space once more. you roll your eyes at his intrusiveness but shake your head anyway. “i would have. you should allow me. wouldn’t you like to see how it feels? i heard some girls compare it to heaven…” he gets impossibly closer like he’s going to kiss you but you break off the moment.

“what girls?” you frown jealously which only makes him grin boyishly and chuckle, stuttering over an explanation.

when the two of you finally end up together, you make him wait even longer to fuck you just because it’s fun — doing everything in your power to make him flustered. your favourite moment would have to be when you’d come to visit the temple for work purposes, running into anakin and his mentor obi wan. you’d been discussing something of a professional nature, ignoring the way anakin was eyefucking you as you spoke to his master. as soon as obi wan briefly leaves the room, leaving the two of you behind — you pounce, pouting and pushing yourself up against the flustered blonde.

“miss you ani, need you really bad.” you whimper quietly, being met with wide eyes and red cheeks. you take his strong, pretty hand and bring it to cup the shape of your cunt through your panties beneath your skirt. “m’so wet.” you watch ani take a jagged breath in, letting his fingers feel around for your soaked spot before you’re pulling back again, hearing obi wan returning. he gets so frustrated he has to excuse himself.

but that’s not the last you see of him that day, on your way out of the temple he ambushes you — hurrying you into a dark closet space with spare sparring mats and faulty saber hilts on shelves, lips finding purchase on your neck and his hands grabbing greedily at your ass.

“ani!”

“please— please let me fuck you.” he groans, pushing his hips against yours, hard cock pressing against your tummy. “cant you feel what you’ve done?”

“not here, in a dark closet. i would like it to be more romantic than that.” you speak between sloppy kisses, his hand coming up to gently hold your cheek still.

“well forgive me, but i don’t care too much for romance right now. you’re getting me way too excited.” he grips your waist.

“i care.” you turn your head, looking at him with a serious glint in your eyes when he pulls back. he sighs, rolling his eyes and steps back, nodding.

“very well then.” he frowns. you place your hands on his shoulders and stand on your tiptoes to press a kiss to his lips.

“ask obi wan for some time off, we’ll fly somewhere — can take our time. it’ll be worth it.” you smile and he exhales out his nose, nodding.

“alright alright. now don’t tease me anymore, it’s not nice.” he’s practically pouting and you giggle. it’s hard for his own smile not to break through too.

#aotc anakin drabble #anakin skywalker drabble #anakin skywalker smut #anakin skywalker x reader #aotc anakin smut

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aboardthehavocmarauder · 3 years

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Beautiful Mischief [Pt. 3]

Bad Batch x Reader • Angst/Fluff/NSFW (yknow the whole deal) • Mechanic [hidden Jedi] ! Reader • Female reader

Fall on your knees, sweet girl

Sweet girl...

——

“SHES A FUCKING JEDI”

“And how the fuck would you know that?”

“HER PETITE FUCKING ASS CANT TAKE DOWN A TREE IN A SINGLE PUNCH”

“You think she used the force?”

“She did! Don’t believe me?! Wait till the next incident”

Y/N frowns outside the cockpit hearing Cross talk about what he saw with Hunter and Tech. She straightens up when Echo came into the common area seeing the angered look on her face. He didn’t say a word. They stood in the silence and Y/N felt overwhelmed all of a sudden causing her to leave the room, before he could reach—-

“Don’t touch her Echo. We don’t know what she’s capable of” Tech states witnessing what just happened as Echo gave him a worried look.

——

“You’re taking on a Padawan? You know what Anakin turned out to be. You think you’ll produce a normal one?”

“They are Anakin’s age now. Not a child. I believe I can train them to be the best”

“A little late to find a force sensitive being”

“I didn’t find her, she found me”

“I trust you Obi Wan. But—“

Don’t be surprised by the hardships

——

Wrecker finds himself in the storage compartment looking for extra ration bars in their food supply when he saw Y/N sitting on the ground propped up against her crate staring at the ceiling.

“Hey?” He tilts his head confused seeing the redness in her eyes and swollen cheeks. “Hey Y/N...what’s wrong?” He decided to sit with her waiting for her to respond and if she didn’t, he would’ve stayed as a comfort.

“I’m a monster Wrecker”

“What? I don’t think so”

“Crosshair does, he’s telling everybody what he saw in the forest. Just another monster in this galaxy full of darkness”

“Okay now that’s a lot of talk. I’m going to need context”

“He didn’t tell you? None of your brothers did?”

“Honestly I ignore what most of them say” Wrecker laughs as he handed her a ration bar seeing her take the offer.

“I worked on your ship for a year before you decided to add me on this journey with you all. Then it’s been six months and as much as you’re all close with one another...I don’t think I’ll ever been looked at normally ever again”

“Y/N...from the time with the scar thing. Scars are scars. It was stupid of us to push you to tell us what happened. As for this recent thing. Speaking for myself, I don’t care what you are. You’re Y/N. A badass mechanic that knows a lot more than we expected. And if shit changes. Who gives a fuck? Imma still like you for you. Besides. Half of my face is a scar and I don’t give a fuck” Wrecker smiles hearing her laugh a little, feeling better.

——

“Two lightsabers? Ha! This will work nicely for you young apprentice”

Y/N stares with grey covered eyes standing still like a solider as the dathomirian receives the kyber crystals for the hilts before handing the new and improved sabers to his mindless slave.

“You’ll receive a new look. Keep you hidden away from the so called Jedi you used to call your family. Little do they know your parents died and adoptive sister left. Or you left her. I’ve always wondered why you did so”

“I wanted to become a Jedi, Odious...” Y/N says groggily before freeing when he started to force choke her. “I’m sorry sir...”

“Mmm. Are you truly, sweet girl?” He smirks pushing her against the wall and keeping her there like a wall ornament. “We don’t want you to remember to good old days...we need information and you will kill for it if it deems necessary” Odious laughs squeezing his hold hearing her choke. “You will kill if they won’t expose their secrets. We will take down the Jedi council”

Soon Y/N dropped on her side feeling the cold ground turn into a cold surrounding. Feeling like death was crawling in but she quickly stood to their feet seeing Odious’s accomplices approach her to start the appearance change.

No one said it was pain-free

——

Returning to Coruscant, Y/N thought she was being dropped off but Hunter assured her it was for Echo to receive some simplicity with his brothers in blue.

Even the clones need to go back to their home.

“You coming?”

“No”

“But come on. The mess hall will have more of those ration bars you like” Wrecker adds as Y/N stayed glued to her seat feeling a weight grow in her chest when she sensed him. “Y/N?”

“I can’t Wrecker...I know we’ll be here for three days but I’m safe here”

“Well you know where we’ll be” He smiles being the last stepping off the ramp as it closed behind him.

But it didn’t take until nightfall for Y/N to step out and take a look at something that over came their thoughts.

——

“You’ll be staying”

“No Obi-Wan”

“Y/N you’ve come so far. Why give up training now?”

“Your master was a grey-Jedi because he didn’t believe in the rules the council had held accountable on us all. I can’t live in a cult that doesn’t want me to seek out for more in my life”

“But you can—“

“I’m not becoming a whore of the Jedi council all because I can fuck every man that steps into the facility. I want to fall in love. I want to be free. Free from my personal burdens. Reunite with my sister. Go home. I won’t be corrupted Obi Wan. You can keep your tabs on me if you like. But I cannot be here”

“Y/N. Please”

“Take a look behind you Obi Wan, and what do you see?”

Obi Wan turns around to look at the city of Coruscant erupt in colors and volumes of plenty. He was about to say something but when he turned around.

She was gone

——

And now she’s returned

Y/N stepped into the quarters she stayed in during her time there. The nostalgia started to hit when the familiar feeling returned.

“Leave”

“Y/N—“

“Leave me alone” She frowns clenching her fists. “You shouldn’t have come out of whatever corner you were in”

“Y/N it took courage for you to come back inside this place. Please just let me spe—“

Obi Wan suddenly hit the wall outside of her room as she stepped out quickly leaving.

“General I heard—“ Cody stopped talking seeing Y/N and his General on the floor, triggering him to take out his weapon. “You stay right there”

“Don’t hurt him Y/N”

“I’m not a monster like you Kenobi” Y/N frowns lifting her hands and before Cody could even do anything, she booked it in the other direction.

“What the—“ Cody started chasing after her as Obi Wan quickly gets on his feet following in suit after the two.

Having no obstacle in the way made it easy, until Cody called in reinforcements from Rex and a few more from the 501st.

“This—“

“It’s Y/N. Why would Cody—“

“Cody explain?!”

“Cody stand down for maker’s sake” Obi Wan states. “You can’t just—“

“They—“

“NO” He snaps as the distress in his voice made Cody finally stop thinks but the actions still confused his brothers. “Now leave. All of you. Except Y/N”

As the sun sets on today

We’ll never know about tomorrow

——

“General Kenobi. New information has come up”

“What about this time Cody?”

“About fugitive x. You said to dig up anything on them and we got something”

Obi Wan turns to Cody seeing the information on the datapad and taking it, leaving to process this all.

Fugitive X

Name: Y/F/N Y/L/N

Found in the streets of the black market wielding duel lightsabers. Nothing life threatening. But they were found with a kyber crystal that was floating around in the market.

“This...isn’t giving me anything...” Cody frowns flipping through the pictures and finding the video from one of the street cameras of them taking out a knife and suddenly—-

Fuck

——

“Why didn’t you come back once you escaped?”

“Why would I?”

“What do you mean...”

“Just because you had spies in my life to keep tabs on me. Doesn’t mean they saw everything. You......” Y/N stops talking as she brings her knees to her chest staring out in the scenery as Obi Wan sheds his robe to be comfortable around her just enough. “You...you lost your master. Imagine that pain, but with your humanity, sanity...”

“Y/N, what happened?”

“A lot...”

A lot that nobody knows

Until now

#the bad batch #bad batch #the bad batch x reader #bad batch x reader #wrecker bad batch #tech bad batch #crosshair bad batch #echo bad batch #hunter bad batch #aboardthehavocmarauder

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ahsokryze · 4 years

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(part 2)

Anakin: *In his room, trying to wash off the beard and moustache that Ahsoka drew on his face*

Ahsoka: how’s it going, master?

Anakin: Snips, what type of pen did you use?

Ahsoka: ...umm

Anakin: snips...

Ahsoka: i don’t know, i’ll go check...

Anakin: *continues trying to wash the pen off of his face, but it’s not coming off*

Ahsoka: *finds the pen and brings it over to Anakin*

Anakin: *reading the label on the pen*...Permanent ink marker-

Ahsoka: oops

Anakin: SNIPS! Are you telling me that you used PERMANENT INK to draw this on my FACE?!

Ahsoka: umm...maybe?!

Anakin: *covers his face with his hands and slides down the wall, to sit on the floor*

Anakin: *slightly muffled* this cant be happening...

Obi-Wan, through Anakin’s comm: Anakin. I need you down here right now. We need to speak to the Council about your new battle strategy idea.

Anakin: i’m sorry master, but i don’t think i can do that right now...

Obi-Wan: why not?

Anakin: umm...we have a bit of a situation

Obi-Wan: what’s happened?

Anakin: well...you see-

Ahsoka, cutting in: the beard and moustache won’t wash off of Anakin’s face

Anakin: Yeah! Because Ahsoka here, decided it would be a good idea to use PERMANENT INK!

Ahsoka: hey! I didn’t mean to use permanent ink, I thought it was just a normal pen!

Obi-Wan, laughing: well, it looks like you’re just going to have to deal with it then, Anakin. I don’t care what you look like, I need you down here to speak with the council.

Anakin: but-

Obi-Wan: Now, Anakin!

Anakin: ughh...fine

Anakin: *turning to Ahsoka* you’re gonna be so dead when i get back...

*Anakin reluctantly leaves his room and walks down to the bridge to meet Obi-Wan*

Anakin: *enters the bridge, trying to hide his face as he walks over to Obi-Wan, who’s speaking with the Jedi Council*

Obi-Wan: *sees Anakin* oh good, you’re here

Anakin: *turns around, so his back is facing everyone on the Council*

Mace Windu: What is Skywalker doing?

Obi-Wan: Oh, I think he’s just embarrassed

Mace Windu: embarrassed?

Obi-Wan: Yes, he’s had a little mishap

Mace Windu: oh?

Obi-Wan: *grabs hold of Anakin’s shoulders and turns him around to face the front*

Anakin: *sighs, then looks up, after Obi-Wan turns him around, revealing his face*

*everyone on the Council starts giggling when they see the beard and moustache drawn onto Anakin’s face, even Master Yoda and Windu have to stop themselves from laughing*

Anakin: ...haha, very funny. Anakin has a beard

Anakin: *stands there, embarrassed while everyone on the Jedi Council is laughing at him*

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monamourbladie-mb · 4 years

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You Are My Brother - Revenge of the Sith Alternative Ending Fanfic (Obi Wan and Anakin)

I wrote this on a whim, based off of the head canon where Obi Wan spared Anakin’s life instead of killing him. This is purely fanfiction and a completely different approach to the fight on Mustafar, so I hope you guys enjoy it! I was actually surprised by the amount of people that wanted me to post this. I hope it’s what you all had in mind :)

Warnings: Angst

Words: 1.8k

Plot: Anakin still has the choice to come back to the Light. With the help of Qui Gon Jin, Obi Wan has the strength to talk through with Anakin in hopes to bring him back. I’ll write a part 2 and maybe turn this into a miniseries if people really enjoy it :)

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The loud, bubbling and scorching lava roared around Obi Wan and Anakin Skywalker as they fought on the volcanic land of Mustafar. Master and fallen padawan, the two fought for different sides: Obi Wan, the Jedi; and Anakin, the Sith.

In Obi Wan’s mind, Anakin had fully converted to the Dark Side. But what he had not realized was that Anakin’s transformation was only beginning. He had not seen the breakdown Anakin had upon arriving to Mustafar, the severity of his murderous actions tearing him apart internally.

If Anakin could change back time and revert every murderous dead he had done, he would’ve done it in a heartbeat. But as Anakin fought for his life and for Padme’s, Obi Wan thought he was gone for good.

After a lengthy duel, the two stood still as Obi Wan twirled his saber, gripping it tightly, “I have failed you, Anakin,” he spoke darkly, disheartened by his own words, “I failed you.”

“I should have known the Jedi were plotting to take over,” Anakin began, holding his lightsaber the same. Obi Wan was taken back by his words, “Anakin, Chancellor Palpatine is evil!”

“From my point of view, the Jedi are evil!” Anakin snapped back, glaring at him.

Obi Wan fell silent - the anger in his heart was threatening to boil over, to snap at him that he was truly lost - but the part in his heart that learned to forgive others, to help bring them to light spoke otherwise. In the back of his mind, he called upon his old Master for help. And, even though not even a second had passed, he felt him answer, “He is not lost.”

Obi Wan wavered, loosening his grip just slightly, “I can help you, Anakin. Prove to you that Palpatine truly is just using you!”

“A true Jedi would’ve struck his saber at me,” Anakin ignored his comment, “in an act of justice. So why haven’t you?”

“Because Qui Gon wouldn’t’ve,” Obi Wan replied simply. “Qui Gon believed in you and he knew that there was not a shred of darkness in you. You were led astray, Anakin. Let me save you. What did Palpatine promise that the Jedi could not fulfill?”

Anakin stopped short at the mention of his first Master, the one who did everything to make sure he was trained in the ways of the Jedi. Anakin’s gaze flicked from Obi Wan to behind them, noticing the lava fall growing closer by the second. Anakin turned his saber off, and nodded toward the rocky edge next to them, “As much as I’d hate to cut this short, we’ll both be melted if we don’t jump now.”

Obi Wan smiled very faintly at the out of place humor from Anakin, a small ray of hope that his brother was still in there.

He, too, shut his saber off and jumped with Anakin to the volcanic rocky landing, keeping a close distance from his old padawan just in case.

Anakin remained silent, dealing with such turmoil that he was afraid to answer. “He promised me a power,” he mumbled, “to save lives.”

“Who’s life would need to be saved? Anakin, death is a natural part of life, especially in war which we are still in!” Obi Wan replied, confused.

“Padme,” Anakin said simply, his voice cracked and broken as tears flooded his eyes. Then, it all made sense.

Though Obi Wan wasn’t specifically told by either of them, it made perfect sense now. Padme was pregnant, and she - to his knowledge - was not married. But seeing the hurt in Anakin’s eyes and the pain in his voice, he connected the dots.

Anakin and Padme were together - and she was pregnant with his child. Once again, Obi Wan felt his trust in Anakin shatter more knowing he broke the Jedi code again. But this was Anakin - the moody teenager who never followed rules no matter how dire they may have been. How could he not have known this earlier?

“Padme isn’t going to-“

“I was having dreams. Her screaming, crying for my help in labor,” Anakin started to shake softly, letting small sobs escape, “I can’t... I cant live without her. He promised - he promised...” Anakin looked down, his legs failing him as he had to stand on one knee, “he promised me a power. To save lives. This,” Anakin motioned to Mustafar, “all the bloodshed... all the horrible crimes i’ve committed... are all for her. So she can live to see another day. So that our child can live with both their parents. So that Padme can get the life she deserves.”

Anakin had just revealed his biggest secret, yet he did not care. His mind and heart was being ripped apart from the inside - one side the light, and the other the dark, both vying for his attention and full commitment at once. It was worse than any pain he had felt in a long, long time.

“I love her, Obi Wan. That’s why I’m willing to turn to the Dark to save her life.” Anakin looked down, crying freely now, “I don’t know what to do. I’m so conflicted.” Anakin looked up at him slowly, shaking softly as tears ran down his cheeks, his eyes a dark, dull blue, “Help me, my Master.”

Obi Wan stood looking down at his friend. His fist tightened, clenching his jaw. Could he forgive Anakin for all he did? For destroying the Order, and killing the younglings, and possibly more deaths he wasn’t aware of?

Without even knowing, Obi Wan out-stretched his hand towards Anakin, and he moved back in shock. Anakin looked at his hand as his eyes flickered from the rocky ground to his hand, almost in disbelief.

Obi Wan hadn’t moved his hand. Someone made him. Quickly, he glanced to the right of him and noticed a blue figure watching over them. Qui Gon Jin was watching them, and he nodded lowly, smiling very faintly.

He heard his voice as clearly as he saw Anakin, and he spoke certainly, “There is much conflict, but a strong will for good within him.”

Obi Wan glanced back to Anakin, and when Anakin had turned to the right to see what he was looking at, he saw nothing. Instead, his eyes widened when he felt Obi Wan’s hand on his shoulder.

Anakin looked up at him and he shifted his eyes to the floor in shame, “I don’t know who I am anymore, Master.”

“You are the boy that won the pod race,” Obi spoke softly, crouching down, “You are the boy that Qui Gon trusted more so than he did me.” Anakin’s lip quivered at the mention of him, “I failed both of you.”

“No, Anakin,” Obi Wan rose, “You failed yourself. You still have a choice.”

“But Padme-“

“-is fine,” Obi Wan sighed, “As soon as I found out, I brought her to a hospital to make sure she was in good health. And she is.”

Anakin opened his mouth to speak and Obi San rose his had to silence him, “and before you ask, I cleared her mind right after so the nurse had no recollection that the senator is pregnant.”

Anakin looked down and sighed, “I will never be a Jedi again, Master. I will never be a Sith...” he paused, “I’m no longer welcome within the Force. Where else can I go? I belong nowhere. I might as well die here.”

“Don’t say such things,” Obi Wan snapped, and Anakin looked up at him in confusion. “The Jedi are broken. Right now, no one is welcome as a Jedi until the Counsel can be restored. And clearly, you are not apart of the Dark side, so you are not a Sith. You are Anakin Skywalker. You are to bring balance to the Force.”

“I can’t be the Chosen One,” Anakin hung his head down low, “the Chosen One wouldn’t’ve failed like I have.”

“You’re human, Anakin. You make the choice. I can only hope to persuade your conscious towards the right decision. But as you told me earlier... in your point of view, the Jedi are evil.”

Anakin stayed silent, and after a moment finally spoke, “They are not. I’m the evil one, not them.”

Obi Wan unhooked his lightsaber and set it down at his feet, “Rise, young one.”

Anakin noticed and set his down, too, standing up slowly, not having the courage to look him in the eye.

“You, young Skywalker, are not evil. You are easily influenced. You were influenced by Palpatine. He is the evil one here, not you, Ani.” Obi Wan rest his hands on his shoulders, his lips pursed. “You can still make the choice.”

Anakin looked down and broke again, a loud sob making his body shake softly, “How can I go back to the Light after everything I’ve done?”

“It won’t be easy, Anakin. But I will be right beside you helping you through it, alongside Padme.”

“Are you mad, Master?” Anakin asked weakly, still looking down.

“Thats very vague, Anakin,” he scoffed. “At?”

“The fact I married Padme in secret?”

Obi Wan smirked, “Now, I only knew you got her pregnant. I did not know you were married.”

Anakin’s face paled and he was glad he couldn’t see the nervousness in his eyes. “Look at me.”

Anakin looked up at him very cautiously, “I am not mad. I am disappointed, but not mad. I cant say I’m surprised, either. I had it in the back of my mind that you two would at least try and date, I just hadn’t expected... this.”

Anakin nodded lowly, letting out a heavy sigh, “I can’t live without her, Master. I have no will to live without her. I love her.”

Obi Wan pulled him into a hug unexpectedly. A hug between the pair was rare - especially as they grew older. But both of them knew that they were brothers deep down - and this simple gesture helped seal Anakin’s fate.

He knew his true story lied within the Jedi Order. With Obi Wan, and with Padme. And now, his child.

“You are my brother, Anakin,” Obi Wan closed his eyes as he clung to him, tears falling down his cheeks slowly, “I love you.”

Anakin was stunned. In all the years he had known Obi Wan, he had never, ever said that to him. No matter how much they fought, and how often Anakin disobeyed him, he truly loved him. He had just never said it, and nor had he.

“And I love you, my Master,” Anakin spoke softly, as if he couldn’t believe what he was saying. He hugged him tightly and for once, for that small moment, everything felt okay again.

Anakin was brought back to the light. All because Obi Wan gave him a chance to explain himself. Because of Obi Wan, Darth Vader was killed before he overthrew Anakin’s heart.

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btaffy02 · 4 years

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This is a songfic from Anakin Skywalker's point of view leading up to him turning to the dark side to the song home by cavetown. Hope you enjoy it :)

“Often i am upset that i cannot fall in love but i guess, this avoids the stress of falling out of it.”

I think Padme has caught feelings for me. If so, the feeling is mutual. But it can't be, she's a literal angel and I'm an orphaned jedi. Even if it is love, she would never get with me because it's against the law.

“Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear, When i'm ready I'll fly us out of here.”

How can I make her happy? Should I listen to Palpatine? Will power truly make us happy? I could give her everything. I don't understand why Obi-Wan underestimates me. Does he question his teaching or does he question my learning ability. I could show him that I could be the most powerful being in the entire universe but he says power and greed are traits of the dark side. I beg to differ though.

“I'll cut my hair, to make you stare.”

Padme says I make her uncomfortable when I look at her but how could I not? I get lost in her eyes in one conversation. Her skin is so soft and warm. I often find myself wondering how she feels. She acts like she wants this, us. But she acts like she has to hide me like she's ashamed of her feelings for me. I'd do anything for her, just to be seen by her.

“I'll hide my chest and I'll figure out a way to get us out of here.”

I can't stop thinking about her. Or the overwhelming need to satisfy her. I can feel the need for power rising inside of me more and more every day. I know i should fight it but i feel trapped. Like I can't, there's no stopping it. Me and Padme are closer than ever and while I feel happy I feel claustrophobic from these dominating thoughts. Soon enough we shall be free.

“Turn off your porcelain face. I can't really think right now and this place has too many colors, enough to drive all of us insane.”

I meet her in the abandoned Naboo castle in secret. “Oh ani how i've missed you.” she says throwing her arms around me. I squeeze her tightly, “I've missed you too Padme more than you know.” she says nothing, instead she places her hands on my face and pulls me in close. Our lips touch. Is this what love feels like? I put my hands on her waist. The kiss doesn't last very long because we have little time to talk before someone comes looking for her. She smiles at me and we return to base.

“Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head. But i don't want to fall asleep just yet.”

Time passes and I can't forget our kiss, our forbidden love. But the closer I get to Padme the more I think about the negative feelings invading my mind and heart. What I feel is best for Padme is not something I want to do or fall under. Sometimes I feel like I'm under a spell that no one can break, not even myself.

“My eyes went dark. I don't know where my pupils are, but i'll figure out a way to get us out of here.”

I haven't felt like myself lately. I'm listening to Palpatine, which master advises against. The senate is suspicious of him but i think theyre wrong. They don't know him like I do. He's a wise man with great ambition. He helps me embrace the “bad” thoughts I've been having. He says I need to adapt to them and they won't go away. I think he's right, if they aren't going to leave i might as well listen to them. He thinks I have the ability to lead an empire, the empire. I'm starting to think he is right. I believe this is the best thing for Padme, I can keep her safe forever this way. She can rule with me and never have to worry about anything ever again. We can be happy and raise our child. She's absolutely glowing, she looks as beautiful as ever pregnant.

(during this time anakin turns to the dark side. It takes place on mustafar during Revenge of the Sith.)

“Get a load of this monster, he doesn't know how to communicate. His mind is in a different place, will everybody please give her a little bit of space? But little do we know the stars welcome him with open…”

I see Padme's ship in the distance and run over to it. She runs into my arms and we hug. What is she doing out here? She says obi-wan has informed her that I have turned to the dark side. Is he trying to turn her against me? I'm doing this for her all of this. I could kill him right now. He can't take away the only thing that matters to me anymore, he cant take Padme. “Anakin, all i want is your love.” She says to me with fear and sadness in her eyes. “Love won't save you Padme, only my new powers can do that.” I love her but I know we won't survive on just love. “I am becoming more powerful than any jedi has ever dreamed of, and i'm doing it for you. To protect you.” I wish she could just see that. I don't want her to think this is for me, because it's not. It's for her, it's all for her. She puts her hands on my face, “Come away with me. Help me raise our child. Leave everything else behind while we still can.” Her voice breaks a bit at the tip of the sentence. Doesn't she see? We don't have to run anymore. “I have brought peace to the republic. I am more powerful than the chancellor i-i can overthrow him,” She looks worried “and you and I can rule the galaxy. Make things the way we want them to be.” I finish my sentence in hopes her expression will change but it gets worse. She backs away from me. Is this not what she wanted? She finally speaks, “I don't believe what I'm hearing. Obi-Wan was right. You've changed.” They are wrong, I haven't changed. And if i have it was for the better. He's feeding her lies about me that aren't true. “I don't know you anymore,” She begins to cry. “Anakin, you're breaking my heart. You're going down a path I can't follow.” Her sorrow grows into anger. I hate to see her cry. I didn't mean to upset her, I'm just trying to protect her before it's too late. I couldn't save my mother but I can save her. This is all Obis fault. He made her think these lies. I just wish she could understand I never meant to hurt her.

“Get a load of this monster. He doesn't know how to communicate. His mind is in a different place, will everybody please give him a little bit of space?”

It's too late. I've already turned. Maybe she's right. I have changed. But I know I can bring a new order to the galaxy and it will all be for her. She may not love me but I will always love her. I feel betrayed but at the same time, there's no turning back. I'm too far in. The republic would never accept me back. The only clear path is to the dark side.

“Get a load of this trainwreck, his hairs a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet. But little do we know the stars welcome him with open arms.”

I truly wish the best for padme. I always will. I hope she raises our child as best as possible. Whether they know me or not I wish the best for them too. I can't describe how i'm feeling right now. Anger at Obi-Wan, sorrow for Padme, it's all just mixed. Rage and sadness have taken over my soul. There's no escaping it.

“Time is slowly tracing his face, but strangely he feels at home in this place.”

As the mask and suit are formed onto my body as I feel the burn from the lava where it pierced my skin I feel as though this is where I am now. I will never forgive myself but i have to make the best of things. Maybe this is where i'm supposed to be, i cannot tell. Maybe this is home.

-sorry for an grammatical errors and also another songfic, theyre my fav <3

#starwars #anakinskywalker #padmeamidala #revengeofthesith #songfic #fanfiction

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