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I had a dreeeeaaaammm
Was too lazy to make these actual pictures lol
Context:
I had a dream last night. It's hard to remember since that was almost 24 hours ago now but here's what I remember:
Ghosts existed.
For some reason, there were ways to come back to life if you ever died and became a ghost. They were really easy, too, I just don't remember how exactly.
Fsr my dream was about DR1 at some point, and I remembered reading this 4 panel comic.
I have no idea why Hiyoko was there. She just was ig lol
The dialog is paraphrased since I don't remember what was said exactly, but it was pretty close to this.
Also don't ask why Taka suddenly has a sweater on in the last panel. I don't know either, that's just what happened lol
#danganronpa#kiyotaka ishimaru#ishimaru kiyotaka#makoto naegi#naegi makoto#yasuhiro hagakure#hagakure yasuhiro#hiyoko saionji#saionji hiyoko#sketch#sketches#digital sketch#digital art#ecogirl#4 panel comic#Idk I think my brain just wants to see more Taka in comfy clothes#\ (ツ) /#I really liked drawing that last panel lol#dr1#dr2
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i hate adhd how tf am i supposed to explain how i’ve been sitting here hungry for hours knowing my food is sitting next to me getting cold and im just. not eating it. how does that make sense. this is dumb as hell
#text post#like i just can’t eat it. i won’t. my brain won’t let me.#all i have to do is reach over and grab it and put it in my mouth and yet my brain is like ‘no. we can’t do that.’#‘we have to just sit here and think blank thoughts.’#um why tf not?#brain: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.
#situations keep happening and i am TIRED#had to restrain a kid at work today which was AWFUL but he was trying to run into the road so i literally had to#almost cried bc of it but got the situation under control#but then when on my way to meet w coworkers to carpool to a meeting#my tire popped#super fun times super awesome super great#i mean my mom helped and we got it all fixed and handled#but basically from noon to like 6pm my mom and i were dealing w it bc everything had to be COMPLICATED#so i only just got home like 45 mins ago ish and i am SO tired holy fuck#but im eating left over orange chicken and then gonna shower and then just gonna be lazy and read and maybe write#if i have the brain power i will work on hb chp17#but i also have a 4 hour training for work tomorrow so yeehaw#its 12:30-4:30 which isnt that bad but still#im also going to my dads afterwards to stay the night and visit him and my siblings#which is a good thing dont get me wrong i love visiting them#it just means i wont have a lot of freetime this weekend to work on writing and cleaning and stuff#not the end of the world and definitely worth it to see my dad and my baby siblings#but i wish it was a 3 day weekend so i could also have a day to just stay home and do things that i havent had the time to do yk#oh well. tis life. adulthood. having to handle situations and finding the best out of shitty circumstances. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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drawing other people's dnd characters based on the image i made of them in my head and NOTHING ELSE because i'm evil
#my art#dnd oc#friend oc#bell#must stress again that this is entirely headcanon i doubt this is what he actually looks like LMAO#he keeps that mask on at all times so we have not seen his face and probably wont for a while#but my brain was like oh he's returned (undead) so like#what if he was a silly zombie lookin fucker who SLAYED. HARD#(i love how he turned out but i also. dont want to post it in the discord because i KNOW im so wrong about how he looks)#(and i didnt feel like asking ethan about it bc idk if he could really say yet)#(plus i really hate sending art to people specifically to ask for opinions ESPECIALLY of their own characters i get so scared)#(which is why i usually just draw my own characters lmao but i love my friends' characters so i wanted to try)#also something about it feels a bit unfinished? i didnt put a ton of effort into it since i really just made it for fun for me#i think his expression is just a bit flat but i didnt want to make it too exaggerated really so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also also sorry for long tags but this is slowly becoming an art blog isnt it LMAO#hope yall are cool with that i like having somewhere to post everything
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i just want to be a little sappy on main and say that i am very grateful for those of you that follow me now and those that have stuck with me even after i poofed on and off for like... 2 years. when i was thinking about coming back around this time last year, i was honestly very cautiously optimistic about returning. because i had a lot of grievances and Thoughts™ about my experience here. and i honestly didn't think i would come back--much less be thinking about reviving a second blog. i am still just taking it easy and making sure i come first :) but i'm very happy to be writing like i used to because i really missed it.
#ツ ┊ ⧼ catwalk talk ⧽ ⇹ ( ooc. )#.don't mind me i'm just happy that i've found my little spot for myself again#.and i'm just nestling myself in there like a lil roach#.writing has always been one of my main outlets and while it's not like i didn't write during my break (because i did for sure)#.but i guess my brain was telling me that i missed these trash babies ;w; and i did#.hopefully next year i'll continue being consistent and won't drop off the face of the earth gdmbgdfg--#.thank you for coming to my ted talk. i'm gonna go do bedtime routine shit <3
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bro i’m 🥺😭💞💞💞
#godddddd i love when he calls me baby#it does things to my brain chemistry istg#especially because he doesn’t say it often. that and ‘i love you’ are only used on special occasions#(when he’s being especially sappy or sometimes when we’ve been arguing 💀)#and fuck ok i didn’t rlly think he’d say happy valentine’s back?#like i was trying to kinda play it off as a bit of a joke just in case#because technically we’re just fwb? but it’s… a lil bit more complicated than that i think#he once described his feelings as ‘not romantic but something close to that’ so like#good enough for me lmao#aNyWaY tldr i’m gay xD#not sure i’ll see him this week tho which is a bit tragic but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ what can u do#jx.img
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Thinking about converting my most elaborate tutu au premise to an original story with original characters but it simply doesn’t hit the same when it’s not my precious little guys
#like#i love certain aus that recontextualize the setting#i know a lot of people are like well if you’re going to make it so removed from canon why not make ocs#but see the fun is in taking the guys I love and putting them in a NEW setting and then doing a lil character study#ofc that’s where it’s super easy to go wrong with mischaracterization but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it can be done well#all this to say I love my au and I’m super on the fence on whether I want to keep it super self indulgent for this show#which I feel silly for#or try to make it a more ‘serious’ project to appease the police in my brain#saying it like that makes it sound like I should just do what’s most fun but aaaaaaaa#lea talks#also#it feels to much like deoncelerization#i mean to be fair the lunar chronicles started as sailor moon fanfic so it can be done
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Me: We were supposed to play the cute little cat game on the xbox today, remember??
Brain: Suddenly I can't hear you for some reason.
#i was supposed to do it yesterday and got distracted by splatoon.#which reminds me i should go try and win a match on that today. get freebie.#.... ugh fine. watch me lose like 10 matches in a row and get nothing..#i wish that wasn't common when i pop in just for a quote unquote quick win...but it happens like every time 😂#gotta commit or fuck you i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#brain never wants to work with me and my plans 🥲#and i know if i defy brain i won't enjoy things even close to as much... 😫#damned if i do damned if i dont#ryder speaking
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good luck trying to keep any secrets from kaz
good luck x10000 attempting to lie to kaz
but in the latter case, dependent on who you are, he may just let you think you've gotten away with it until the opportune sike moment strikes
( ✧≖ ͜ʖ≖)
(or maybe just the most entertaining moment :|c)
if you do successfully pull the wool over his eyes...
1) he'll be more pissed at himself for being gullible tbh
and/or
2) he'll... honestly be extremely proud
#〣♚{ headcanon }#and “proud” here means he won't actually make it obvious he's proud bc#why would he :) showing actual POSITIVE emotions @ someone? insane#but he'll likely just internally be snickering to himself like “well played uvu”#i'll never not adore this very present aspect of the books tbh#every time no one has any idea what's going on ever#which is... 99% of the time lbr#kaz is over here having already thought 500 steps ahead#already knows every nook and cranny of everyone's brain#ready to heckin dESTROY#let us not forget the time(s) wylan totally thought he had successfully lied to kaz brekker#(ツ) honey buddy boy pal my dUDE#we were ALL proud of him for the effort tho u.u
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hmmm maybe snotlout (httyd) or kaeya (genshin impact if u play it) for the character bingo?
Going into RTTE I did not expect to end up loving Snotlout as much as I do now but oh my god. He and Hookfang mean everything to me actually
And as for Kaeya—
He’s just kinda. There. I’ve never really cared for him I’m so sorry Kaeya fans 😔
#Shima answers questions#Character bingo#Ask meme#Kaeya just doesn’t tickle my brain ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I don’t really understand it either#Like he’s attractive yeah. But that’s really the only vibes I get from him. Just a pretty boy#Anyway all the Snotlout centric episodes in the series are SO good. Literally my faves#The one where he overworks Hookfang and has to take him to Fireworm Island 😭😭😭#Deadass had me crying#Also whenever Snotlout uses nicknames for Hookfang i.e. Hooky or Fangster I want to CRY#AND THE FACT THAT THE RIDERS SOMETIMES CALL HOOKFANG HOOKY TOO. UUFHDHHH#I’m normal about them I SWEAR#star-crossed-shipper
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Jujutsu kaisen manga readers are really funny to me sometimes. Do you know how many people who are fully caught up I've heard say "they never explain how itadori broke through a concrete wall" like. Yes they really do I promise.
[minor spoiler talk] Also the amount of people that were like WAIT (x) IS HIS MOM? only AFTER the character explicitly referred to him as a son as if it hadn't been so fucking obvious and laid out for months with that first face reveal??? Like who else?????
#obvious#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga spoilers#not trying to be mean vecause i dont understand so much about this current arc but like. guys#also major spoilers for recent chapters in what im about to say#i thought from the beginning we knew the brain could still use the techniques of old vessels i had no idea until it was being discussed#that that wasnt like? a confirmed fact#idk it made a lot of sense to me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyways dont ask me to explain hikaris technique theres plenty i dont know#stuff involving panda and cursed corpses too i feel are very obvious but people never acknowledge my headcanons u. their theories so its#confusing#bc i know im right about most of it and that last time we saw him w his siblings just added validity to my ideas#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i do listen to podcasts and videos to explain a lot though certainly not trying to say i understand the whole series better than anyone els#its just interesting to see whats to me and other people
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The more I think about it, the more I get the impression that Zant's getup, while certainly reptillian, feels more like a stylised pupa.
Potential moodboard [rough] coming. Maybe.
#[MOODBOARD IN THE REBLOGS]#scrawny rambles#tloz#twilight princess#zant#thoughts#i've had the idea of potential butterfly imagery for his helmet for over a year at this point#only now have i considered applying it elsewhere#it's probably just my imagery obsessed brain but it feels like it makes sense#pupae very much mark the boundary of transition and rebirth#a transition zant anticipates while facilitating the rebirth ganondorf takes#also this is entirely headcanonny fanficcy bs but it feels reminiscent of a psychopomp/charon-esque figure#my idea is that zant was some sort of executioner/dealer of the dead among other things#completely talking out of my ass here i just think it slaps#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Me: has zero dollars and much credit card to pay and much more credit card to pay coming Wednesday
Also me: looking at piercing studios near me because life sucks and if Taylor thinks piercings can help maybe she’s not wrong?
#the way I’m just like…what’s an extra hundred dollars when you’re already about to put three grand on your amex?#I work in finance/accounting and can tell you this is NOT a good way to operate#but the part of my brain that is going ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ is winning
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Is it like normal to only be able to play one game at a time?
Like I will go months at a time only ever playing one game and I can't find any enjoyment in any other game at all (at least on my own, it's different when I play with friends), until my current obsession fries out my neurons and I drop it dead for the next few months' game
#current thing is Brawlhalla btw#it's a remarkably balanced 2d platform fighter#it's really fun but I do wanna try out other fighting games sometime like Guilty Gear or Smash or something#my brain just refuses :/#autism ¯\ (ツ) /¯#previous thing was Minecraft#that one lasted for years actually#now I can't even force myself to play it#I guess the most important thing is that my current thing is fun#and it is#so I can't really complain
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I love writers I love when they ramble on abt characters and their motivations, their core values and the reasons why they react to things in certain ways and having character interactions work off of each other due to their differing ways of viewing the world and in general I just love character analysis
#as someone who loves humans and human behaviours and figuring out why people react to things the ways that they do#uhhh I'm actually surprisingly really bad @ writing characters with those same traits 😅#unless it is smth I can connect to on some sort of level like a few of my characters have issues that I specifically relate to#thereforee I can understand the ways they act in certain circumstances#BUT when it comes to characters that are like almost entirely outside of my wavelength it's pretty hard for me to understand how they work#and it's pretty basic habits and behaviours I just fuckin lack them in general#like the concept of clinginess or abandoment issues or wanting to stay around people who treat you badly or jealousy or missing people#also love like I understand my type of love but my type of love isn't typical from what I've seen from others#even some of my own past issues like dealing with trauma have kinda been lost on me especially bcuz I'm the type to ignore stuff#like I just ignored it til it came back to bite me in the ass and had to just kinda struggle with it and go completely numb#until I got tired of feeling that way and pulled myself outta it step by step and my various negative ways of thinking elude me#since I just gradually built myself up and rearranged my brain so that all negative thinking eventually turns into dust#whether be positive or purely neutral until I'm able to handle it better#REGARDLESS I try to get a sense of what these other traits are like and how exactly they work for people but it is VERY difficult for me#bcuz the stuff is just such an alien emotion to me like people get REALLY emotional about things that simply aren't a problem for me#and I wish I could understand why and what goes on in the brain that causes that but my brain just doesn't work that way#SOOO me trying to make characters of typical issues I see people having DOESN'T really work when I have no idea what's going on#like IN GENERAL my characters need to have more emotion behind them but the emotions I need them to have are#like I said before. something I totally lack ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so I have no idea how to do it#I mean I think I need like a check list I need to make a list of traits my characters have in general cuz I never write anything down#it'd be easier to figure it out if I had words to go along with it and then I could figure out the behaviours behind those words#plus I need to draw my characters cuz I'm very much a visual person I can't get as good of a feel without some visuals along with it
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I am home. I have showered. Once i get my food and settle down, it's dragon 🅱️enis time
#ツ ┊ ⧼ catwalk talk ⧽ ⇹ ( ooc. )#.I feel like every week#.my brain decides to fixate on something#.usually something weird or inappropriate#.or angsty#.that's just the way hollis/marshy be
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