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nikholascrow · 2 months

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welcome to my page ☆ ———

About me ☆ ———

Hey there darlings <3 I’m Nikholas but most people call me Niko, you can also call me Nick or Neeks or give me a your own nickname if you want I love nicknames and my pronouns are he/him

things I like: seaslugs, flowers and plants, grandpa sweaters, tea, coffee, matcha, sea life, skating (mostly long boarding and figure skating), drawing, sewing, acting, writing, reading and annotating books, singing, organizing, baking (although I’m not super good at it) photography and cinematography, space, random deep conversations, nature

I tend to use a lot of <333 and petnames just naturally if that makes you uncomfortable please let me know, I wanna make sure all my mutuals and followers are comfortable around me

although I really love marauders and some parts of harry potter I do not in any way support jk rowling and I would like to avoid associating with anyone who does

I also tend to not use periods when I’m speaking because they feel very harsh to me and they make it difficult for me to get my tone across properly (this does not extend to my writing)

My Hogwarts house is Slytherin. my Pjo cabin is a ongoing debate but either Hades, Apollo or Dionysus. And my birthday is August 17th in case you were wondering :]

I love receiving asks and dms so feel free to send me some any time about anything <3

What to expect from this blog ☆ ———

I mostly post about marauders since that’s one of my main interests at the moment, but you may also expect: occasional fandom content from pjo (the books only unfortunately I can’t watch the show atm), harry potter, and very rarely starwars. my thoughts on the books I’m currently reading. random little snippets of my life and very occasional fanart for the earlier mentioned famdoms.

My linktree ☆ ———

if you wanna support me in other places consider checking out my linktree which can be found here I make mostly marauders content on my other platforms as well and if you’re ever wondering what I’m up to when I’m not on tumblr I probably have stories going on instagram my Ao3 is on my linktree as well

Fics written by me ☆ ———

Shower Thoughts (pre-rosekiller) - fluff, word count: 423

Out - Regulus’ pov - Word count: 167 Tw: past parental abuse

Out - Sirius’ pov - Word count: 165 Tw: past parental abuse

finally dead - suneeker - word count: 199

She loves me - Regulus - word count: 291 - Tw: child abuse, physical abuse

Destined - Word count: 211 - Evan and Regulus friendship angst

Alone - Word count: 53 - rosekiller christmas fluff

And they were roommates - ongoing - rosekiller

Christmas at the Potter’s - pre-rosekiller + bg sunseeker- word count: 673 - merry fucking christmas to everyone who celebrates and big hugs to everyone who’s holiday experience has sucked because of family

whisper - wolfstar + bg sunseeker - word count: 902 Tw: parental and physical abuse - hurt/comfort

Fic recs ☆ ———

(I’ll fill this in later)

My lovely mutuals ☆ ———

@thedvilsinthedetails @a-dork-yable @coffeedrunk @regulusmeanslittleking @good-oldfashioned-lover-girl @daydream-of-a-wallflower @lady-stardust-incarnate @cademygod @cazzythefrogking @my-beloved-fandoms

if you want to be added to or taken off this list please let me know, if you follow me and you wanna be mutuals shoot me an ask or a dm there’s quite a few of y’all now so I can’t always go through everyone and follow back people I’d love to be mutuals with <333

Final notes ☆ ———

Goodbye y’all, I hope you all have a wonderful day and remember to take care of yourselves I love y’all so much <333

#finally got around to updating this my old one was a mess #theres technically one more fic by me I didn’t list but it was my first ever one and it’s pretty bad so you gotta dig if you want it

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deadveiled · 1 year

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𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐈 𝐑𝐔𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐒.

ꜱᴘᴇᴇᴅ. as of right now, my blog runs (almost) fully on a queue, which is a decision i made earlier in the semester since i want to focus more of my time on school work, practicing, graduate school applications, and taking care of my mental and physical health, which can often involve extended breaks from the rpc. with that said, i do try and queue up at least one response every time i find myself on here, which is usually a tiny bit at the middle of the day and mostly in the late afternoon and evenings (when i’m not dicking around elsewhere or watching shows). weekends and US holidays/school breaks are a different story, where i’m around more often but still trying to focus on myself.

ʀᴇᴘʟɪᴇꜱ. i tend to draft all of the thread replies that i owe and queue up at least one response for whenever i’m online and feel like completing something from my drafts, as i mentioned in the last section. i also tend to queue these responses in the order that i receive them, but it depends on how much i’m feeling a specific thread and if i’m mains with the other or not. if it’s been around a couple weeks since you replied to a thread we’re doing, please feel free to send me a gentle poke, and it would be helpful to provide a link to the thread since sometimes things tend to get lost in my drafts. i don’t use banners or any fancy graphics in my responses, just still icons.

ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀꜱ. i don’t post a ton of these, but when i do, they’re usually inspired by songs (as per usual). not very many of them tend to get a lot of notes, sometimes none at all, so if it’s been a while where i’ve had a starter and i want to write whatever that one is about, i’ll likely just reblog it again instead of making a new one. my opens are generally always open, and any of my mutuals are always welcome to respond!! c: i use banners for starter calls.

ᴀꜱᴋꜱ. like thread responses, in-character responses to things in the inbox tend to be queued, and i also like to publish them in the order i get them, unless if it’s some prompt or starter that i’m really excited about. anon asks are currently closed at the moment due to both anxiety from a very brief harassment incident that occurred over the summer and because i get anxious about having anonymous messages, particularly with the astounding degree of hatred towards marginalized folks like trans people at the moment, of which i am. i’m also never really in the mood to see people arguing with me in my inbox about my character and my writing habits, which have happened on other blogs before. so i decided that it’s best to not have that option at all. that topic aside, if it’s been a while since you’ve sent in an ask, please feel free to give a gentle poke, and if it’s from a meme, it would be helpful to specify that as well. i use banners, dividers, and still icons in my ask posts, which i tend to just copy and paste from the ask itself into a new text post (which you all probably already know).

ᴏᴏᴄ ꜱᴛᴜꜰꜰ. sometimes i often take more time to answer ooc stuff and chat with you guys than i do for threads or asks & other in character stuff i owe you guys, because i love to talk to y’all and get to know y’all as people since i think it makes us better writing partners. i also love getting asks for ooc stuff, like from memes. for ooc posts i use banners.

ᴍᴇꜱꜱᴀɢɪɴɢ & ᴅɪꜱᴄᴏʀᴅ. mutuals are always welcome to dm me here on tumblr to ask questions. most ooc interactions i prefer to have on discord, where you can find me at dumb bitch energy#7000. i personally find the platform a lot more accessible and easier to use and has statistically been less fucky with me than tumblr messaging. for things like further plotting and discussion, i strongly prefer discord, but if you don’t have a discord, then tumblr messenger works just fine.

ʜɪᴀᴛᴜꜱ. whenever i take a hiatus, i will make both a public post and mark my blog as such in the current pinned post. the only roleplay blogs of mine that are not currently on hiatus are this one (even though i’m admittedly on a semi-hiatus here), @titxxn, & @cybermarked. speaking of this blog being on a semi-hiatus at the moment, responses are going to come a lot slower than the responses on other blogs, and my activity will be a lot spottier. when i’m on any kind of hiatus, all rules regarding sending me messages about asks and replies that i owe you are rescinded. i’ve done all i believe is necessary to notify you regarding my absence, and i expect that you respect my decision and my space and not continuously hound me.

ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʀᴘ ʙʟᴏɢꜱ. all of my other rp blogs can be found here.

#( i only decided today that i was gonna post about hiatus )#( but it's in my pinned post so i guess this is your announcement if you weren't already aware c: )#noah rambles. >>> 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑

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titxxn · 1 year

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𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐈 𝐑𝐔𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐒.

ʜɪᴀᴛᴜꜱ. whenever i take a hiatus, i will make both a public post and mark my blog as such in the current pinned post. the only roleplay blogs of mine that are not currently on hiatus are this one, @cybermarked, and @deadveiled (although it’s kind of on a semi-hiatus). when i’m on any kind of hiatus, all rules regarding sending me messages about asks and replies that i owe you are rescinded. i’ve done all i believe is necessary to notify you regarding my absence, and i expect that you respect my decision and my space and not continuously hound me.

ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʀᴘ ʙʟᴏɢꜱ. all of my other rp blogs can be found here.

#noah rambles. >>> 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 #( saw this on the dash a lil earlier today and figured i should share too c: )

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writermuses · 1 year

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Life Update | 📌 Post

Hello writers! I'm Natty (34, she/her) and welcome to my multi-muse/multi-verse blog where I write my OCs opposite of OCs as I have free time. I am a selective and slow to reply. There will be crime, smut, and other triggering content on this blog, but I use "trigger tw" and "smut" for tags fairly consistently. There are several things that keep pretty much solely doing RP on weekends. 1. My job as a teacher of 180 teenagers when 75% have disabilities. 2. My family 3. My mental health (it's no bueno and why I rarely DM non-mutuals) 4. My physical health (it's been hospitals, procedures, and surgery for 6+ months, lays me out for days, but I put other updates about this as shit changes). Thank you in advance for being patient with me. As always:

My opens are open forever! but I do need to take the legacy opens down and re-post in the new editor. If you want to reply to a legacy starter just make a new post and @ me with a 'continued from here' link.

Do not reblog the musings unless I tagged you on the post. If you want to use it you can reblog from the source. If there’s no source linked then I couldn’t find it, so copy the image URL. Again, if you’re not the @ then fuck off or be blocked.

This is supposed to be fun and my mental and physical health, family, and career will always come first. I am slow and if that’s a problem, then that’s your problem. It costs $0 to not be a dick. I’m fairly quiet on the messenger/discord because y’all intimidate tf out of me and because I get anon death threats despite me repeatedly saying this is a trigger for me.

I’m not your Hot Boy Factory™... While it’s painfully obvious that I heavily prefer my male muses (especially Nate and Jack) please consider that I have females literally right there looking for countless types of connections too. I’m not just here for the smut, GASP.

I have severe anxiety and mega-para threads stress me tf out. I’ll write what I can, when I can, as the muse for a reply hits on the weekends, but I also have to acknowledge that I have a lot of threads and giant ass replies that stress me out aren’t going to take priority. Thank you for understanding, especially those of you that tell me it’s okay to not to match length.

Be well + Be kind 💙 Natty

This blog is using the new editor. Threads reblogged in legacy will be dropped. If you are staying on legacy, let me know. We can write together again after you change ✌️

Rules . Old Muse List . Newer INCOMPLETE Muse List . Starters . Tracker

#ooc #life update #pinned post #mental health tw #illness tw #medical tw

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mortuus-poet · 3 years

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A better, more formal introduction because my last one wasnt great and since I have so many new followers!

My name is Maddie! I use they/she/it/various neo pronouns(im fine with any feminine name like miss, ma’am etc) I’m a minor (16) so please avoid sayin any creepy stuff! If y’all care about personality types and zodiacs im ENFP 6w7, im cancer rising, Taurus sun, Sagittarius moon! My page is dedicated to DPS and all that good stuff (I may talk about other things rarely though).

My page is 100% safe for LGBTQIA+ and anybody of any race, religion, and gender. As long as you aren’t a dick, you’re welcomed here with open arms!

Any homophobia, transphobia, hate towards asexual/aromantic people, racism, or anything if that sort will absolutely not be tolerated in the slightest. If you say anything of the sort, you will be blocked, if you defend somebody who said anything of the sort, you will be blocked. I will not tolerant that shit here! Also: zoophiles and maps are under no conditions welcomed here.

My requests/ask box are always open, so if there is something y’all wanna see me write about and or make headcanons for feel free to ask! Things I am comfortable writing:

Anderperry

Knarlie

Meeks X Pitts

Fluff/soft stuff

Angst/sad shit

Basically any genre

I will not write about domestic abuse, SA, Non-con or anything of the sorts ever, so don’t bring that up to me.

On top of that, my DM’s are always open as well, I love talking to my mutuals and getting to know people so please don’t be shy!🥰💗

Ps: any random things I post on here will be tagged with #mortuus-thoughts so if you see that tag on something, it’s probably just some random thing I thought of at 3 a.m when I couldn’t sleep

#info #get to know me

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shadyjumpintady · 2 years

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shady’s intro!(Pinned post)

I’m finally gonna do my introduction post lol-(REDID SOME THINGS.)

Name:Shady

Age:15 (I’m a minor, clearly no nsfw here.)

Pronouns:they/them, it/itself

questioning gender again..

Some information about me, I do indeed draw like as seen on other posts before this one. But I must warn y’all, I do indeed post gore/angst sometimes so be aware of that. I’m also a huge fan of cookie run, murder drones, slime rancher, godzilla, and tons of roblox games lol- I also know wii deleted you, avatar( legend of korra, the last airbender) and beastars( plus brand new animal!) wolves may be my favorite animal but I am actually a cat person, no I won’t elaborate. Ah, I also like Pokémon. There’s a lot of different things I’m interested in ackk-

I don’t mind people sharing opinions, just please be respectful of mine. BUT. People I don’t want interacting with my page are

P&d0ph!les/prosh!tter$. (Sorry if censorship is too heavy/much)

Z00ph!l&$

If you are any of those, get off my page or block me immediately. Don’t even bother trying to argue with me I’m ready to throw online hands.

I also do not tolerate sexism, homophobia or racism on my blog. Everyone is welcomed here as long as they aren’t on the DNI list, I also apologize if I censor things to much, I’d like to keep this blog safe and avoid making anyone uncomfortable in any ways.

My only side blog at the moment is

(deleted golden cheese ask blog. Too much old art 4 me to handle💔)

Other social medias.

Twitter-(Mayonnaise on an escalator) @ shady_tady

Roblox- Sugardinoyaboi (unimportant old alt is: warriorcatscallclans )

Discord- ask for this one.

I also got ponytown but that account is connected to my discord.

FOR ANYONE WHO WISHES TO BE MUTUALS/FRIENDS!! Please keep in mind that in private/outside of public online spaces (dms, private servers, etc). I can act odd with my humor (mainly containing mature/violent topics), please let me know if anything I do or say makes you uncomfortable!! I will try to avoid doing it again when interacting(I apologize if slip-ups happen.)

That’s all! Check out the tags I will be using in the tag section, enjoy your time here! Feel free to ask any questions about me. My asks are always open!

#tag time.#shady’s intro #shady does art #shady rambles #shady rants #I tend to also add funny tags like “ur mom”#fandom tags listed on art posts!#GENDER UPDATE

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decembermoonskz · 3 years

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Hello moonbeams~! Writing letters is something I’m good at, because even if I stumble in all other forms of communication sometimes, my writing, my words never fail me. The overall negative energy, annoyance and sometimes hatred towards the pandemic, the social/political topics and the year in general can be very draining and or taxing on me and you all. Of course we’re upset too but seeing so much hate can be draining for people like me, and maybe you. So for a moment, grab a seat and a blanket and listen as I read this letter to you. This is a letter from me, to you, and I offer a blessing from her majesty the moon herself as well.

2020 has been one hell of a year that’s for sure. I experienced a lot of sadness, fatigue and overall lower moods as I tend to take on the energy of the world heavily. There has been so much that’s happened to us all, sadness, fear, anger, heartbreak; but even still we survived it. There were so many that felt we wouldn’t make it through this year or make it to the end as it felt like it would go on forever, but we’re here now, to write these letters, to tell these stories.

Even in this hectic year, I experienced so much, I felt happiness, joy I cried a lot and released so many pent up feelings, I came to terms with things I had locked away, I laughed a lot, I found passions that I thought were long lost. So much has happened to me in this year both ups and downs and I’m grateful for it all. You may be wondering why I would be grateful for downs as well, they helped teach me things, how strong I am; how it’s okay to give in and feel your sadness or pain; to validate my emotions; and a lot more. I hope that with all that’s happened you were able to take in some lessons yourself.

Below this cut, I wanted to thank some people who made my experience on tumblr as wonderful as it has been, more amazing than I had ever expected it to be. I came on here extremely nervous about sharing my stories and these people have been so warm and welcoming and honestly I wouldn’t have enjoyed my time as much without them. I’ll have my ending message at the bottom of this.

@sleepylixie Lily darling, my brain twin!! you’ve made my short tumblr life so much fun! sharing brain waves one moment, soundboarding ideas the next, and having so many things in common between us it’s crazy (wolfie gang). You’ve become one of the best things to happen to me on this site! xoxo thank you for always sharing your wonderful ideas with me and for sharing my love of fantasy!! Oh and I can’t forget all the shared screaming we do over skz and anything else xD I’m so glad we started talking and even in just a short time I feel so close to you already!! Thank you for letting me vent out all my ideas and for letting me be that person for your ideas too, thank you for always giving such good feedback and opinions and thank you for just overall being one of my favorite people to talk to. I hope we can make more wonderful memories in the coming year and beyond it. love you darling have a beautiful 2021~ 💜💜💜 ⟪ song rec: Another Day - Stray Kids ⟫

@rebecca-noona Becca! You were the first person to interact with my blog and when I look back on it, I’m so thankful you did. I love our talks about Korea and skz and writing. Your support has always been incredibly helpful, thank you for always being a cheerleader for me, it means the world. I hope you know I love you and support you and your works and whatever you wish to do so much as well!! I’m so happy we started talking and you make me so happy. Thank you for being my friend and when I finally get to Korea you gotta show me around when you get back!! I hope your process of getting back is smooth and easy, stay as optimistic as you can love!! xoxo ⟪ song rec: motive - Ariana Grande (ft. Doja Cat) ⟫

@skzctnightnight bel! bel! :DD it’s your words of encouragement that helped me create this blog, you’re one of the reasons I’m here!! your works have been some of my favorites and I was so happy when I first reached out to you. Your kindness really touched me and being your anon at the time was so much fun >v< Prowl will forever be one of my favorite series and you inspire me with your works!! I love talking with you no matter if it’s a quick chat, or a long convo, I always love talking to you. Thank you for making my 2020 so nice! I’m glad I know you and let’s talk more soon! <3 ⟪ song rec: Clarity - Kim Petras ⟫

@aliceu Alice!! I’m so thankful we met by chance when replying to one of Lily’s posts LOL I think it was an ask of yours about fantasy, and we shared a mutual love for it xD I want you to know that I always smile and I’m always happy when you send asks or dms so please I hope you never worry about being a bother and keep sending them hehe >v</ Thank you for always taking some of your time to check out my stories and for always leaving such wonderful feedback too!! It makes me happy to read your mini reviews about them!! Thanks for having little chats with me too. I enjoy them always and I hope we can continue to chat more 2021!! Please have a great new year and stay safe and comfy uwu ⟪ song rec: TMT - Stray Kids ⟫

@t-toodumbtocare Bar! xoxo I’m so glad we finally started talking and I’m hoping we can talk more soon >w<b You’re so fun and sweet and your stories are cute!! I wanna read more soon!! >^<9 Thanks for our little chats and thanks for checking out my stories as well I appreciate it. I hope to get to know you better in the coming year and I hope you have the best 2021!! ⟪ song rec: Cruel Summer - Taylor Swift ⟫

@delicatewerewolfsoul Vicky!!! I’m so happy we started talking! I loved talking about animals and pets with you and I loved all the skz soft hours asks you sent (I hope you send more of them psst psst) they made my day!! You’re such a sweetheart and you’re a master of heart memes xD I hope your 2021 is wonderful just like you are!! Stay safe and warm you cute bean xoxo ⟪ song rec: Inception - ATEEZ ⟫

@dreamescapeswriting Hi M!!! Okay full disclosure!! I’ve actually read some of your works before having tumblr LOL Like I really enjoyed them (Lucky and You Love Me are so cute) and honestly I was shy about reaching out but I’m so glad I did because now I wanna continue to talk and send you hugs! >V< I’m so glad we’re both gamers and your asks make me so happy! Thank you for being the sweetie you are and I hope we can talk more in 2021!! Have a great new year cutie!! <3 ⟪ song rec: False God - Taylor Swift ⟫

to my mutuals and other moonbeams who I wanna talk to more and love and support so much!! @mikoto-ica-fics @hanflix @chogiwow @redsandroses @meiiyue @missskzbiased @rosieecheeks I hope we can talk more in the new year and I love you a lot!!! You’re all such beautiful souls!! Know I’m sending you love and hugs and all the support I can muster \>v</ xoxoxoxoxo ⟪ song rec: Breath - GOT7 ⟫

To my beautiful nonnies, I’m super happy you’re here. I miss you all and hope you’re well and to the new ones welcome welcome!! I hope you know all your messages make me so happy! When I started my blog, I didn’t imagine I’d have as many anons as I do now, I didn’t think I’d have many, maybe 2 or 3? You guys make me so happy and I hope to see you more in my inbox when you have the time!!! <33 ⟪ song rec: You Can STAY - Stray Kids ⟫

To all my followers, my darling moonbeams!! Thank you so much for joining on this journey of practice and self-love that I’ve been trying to embark on. The comments, the reblogs, the likes, the asks, all of it, it means the world to me. To re-learn that it is possible for people to enjoy what I do, and not tie it to my own self-worth has been something I’m so thankful for. You all helped me learn that so thank you. I hope you continue to enjoy the stories I put out and feel free to reach out anytime! I’m so happy to have 300+ (almost 400) of you lovely moonbeams here! I hope you all have a wonderful 2021! It doesn’t matter who you are, how old you are, where you come from, what you identify as, what you believe in, or who you love; you are all precious moonbeams here in this haven. ⟪ song rec: Haven - Stray Kids ⟫

I know I say it a million times but since this is a wrapup letter I’ll share it again shortly. My blog was made for the main purpose of learning to appreciate my passion for writing and to not cage myself from posting and sharing my stories. I wanted to learn to write for myself and that posting stories in and of itself was the main victory, and everything else was the bonus, instead of thinking when people like it, only then is it good. I’ve done that before and having learned from it I now feel more prepared to tackle this. Thank you again for all the warm welcomes and the love I’ve received it still hasn’t quite sunk in for me and it feels so unreal. To know you all enjoy my stories and give me so much love, it’s crazy and it’s happening and I am so happy. I’m very thankful I took the leap of faith even though I was scared and decided to create this blog! 2020 challeneged me as well as pushed me and supported me. I experienced hard times yes, but I also experienced some really amazing things. I found comfort in things new and old, I feel like the quarantine made me come to terms with myself more, not run from things I wanted to confront and talk to myself more. I feel like 2020 albeit really draining in all ways, helped shape me and I got stronger because of living through this year. Now before I get any more preach-y than I already have LOL Thank you for being a part of my 2020 everyone!! I hope to have you with me in 2021 and I hope you experience the blessings of the moon like I feel we all do. See you in 2021 y’all! We’ll get through next year and the next and the next, I know it! 💜

Love Izzy

#my 2020 love letter to you #izzy's 2020 wrapped up #izzy doing stuffs #izzy be rambling #I love you all my moonbeams #🌕 may her majesty the moon watch over you always

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jennifersbod · 5 years

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ooh i forgot to ask you but what did you think about chapter 2??

asdfghjkl i have Feelings™ and i’m making this public to see if other feels the same because rn i feel kinda lonely in my criticisms (anyway doron ily and feel free to dm me if you wanted this to be a private convo asdfghj). that said, i still really loved the movie as a whole, and i feel like it did hit the most important parts of the book in a mostly satisfying way. this answer is gonna be spoiler-heavy so like anyone reading this who doesn’t want spoilers can yeet themselves now.

starting with cons because i like saving the best things for last:

bev’s cycle of abuse storyline NEVER getting fully resolved. in the book tom has a super satisfying death and the movie completely ignored the entire thing. this felt messy/problematic as most abuse survivors will know that abusers tend to track their victims. knowing he’s still out there, if i were bev, would leave me forever nervous.

also bev’s being psychic from the deadlights (???) and saying they’ll all die if they don’t help is a moralistic cop out because it changes their basic motivations from love and goodness and light to just being scared they’re all going to die (meaning they didn’t fully conquer their fear or overcome it because they’d die anyway). (wouldn’t this also mean that richie became psychic after his run-in with the deadlights in the third act?? who knows because it wasn’t fleshed out any further)

eddie’s being used as comic relief. i laughed with everyone else when angel of the morning came on but like where’d it come from, y’all??? if anything paul bunyun should’ve been the comic relief scare.

mike’s parents being crackheads and dying in a fire (i know they did this in the first film too and it pissed me off just as much then). mike and his relationship with his father at his death bed was such a HUGE part of the book for me and they scrapped it completely for a racist trope AND robbed us of a black spot scene and the giant bird

barely anything of stan before he yeeted himself off the board. just like as a jew, i loved how the book handled the antisemitism of derry and the world at large. if handled correctly, it could’ve been super timely and relevant, but nope.

they left out don talking to the cops after adrian

henry bowers’s whole subplot was rushed and honestly could’ve been left out completely if they were just going to do it wrong like that

audra, where tf is audra

ALL THE CGI was laughable- mrs. kersh was honestly ruined for me with that last bit of cgi. it’s something that so easily could’ve been accomplished with practical effects (it’s basically the same makeup they could’ve copied from the bathtub scene in the shining), but this is a problem that’s pretty pervasive in the genre right now that andy falls into way too much

this is kind of a more arguable one, but leaving out the turtle and 'He thrusts his fists against the posts and still insists he sees the ghosts’

amy adams not being cast over jessica chastain only because i really miss sharp objects and sofia/amy playing the same character

i also wish they’d gone into ben’s whole architect thing more and included how he’d subconsciously replicated part of the derry library in one of his buildings

the ending being so small in scale, like, the book had a bigger scope of the town and i missed that (also IT’s eggs)

i’m sure i have more but that feels like a lot so imma stop there

tldr; i have petty opinions on what they should’ve kept from the book and the look of the cgi

pros!!!

bill hader, BILL HADER, BILL HADER- an actor i’ve loved and believe in since his snl days a decade ago playing a character i’ve always related to and loved from a book i read a decade ago is more than i ever could’ve asked for and he stole the movie #hader2020

the expansion of richie’s sexuality. never explicit in the book, but a wonderfully worthwhile storyline in the film that hader and wolfhard both absolutely kill

THE BIRD PUZZLE !!!!

stan’s death being portrayed the way it was and not being used for shock value in the least!!! and andy bean in general!!!

xavier dolan as adrian was heartbreaking and he made me cry (people have mixed feelings about it being included in the movie but it’s important to recognize that it was based on a true story that largely inspired the book’s themes)

all the eddie x richie content… even 2 months ago i could never see this happening even though i’ve shipped it since i read the book and i’m still in shock tbh. the hammock scene was the cutest fucking thing i’ve ever seen in my entire life and i want it to play on my gravestone.

james ransone was perfect casting and i love him with all my heart, he played it perfectly and somehow made reddie mutual when the script didn’t make it fully clear

the scene transitions were gorgeous and almost made up for the shoddy cgi

STEPHEN KING’S CAMEO bitch give me $300

“ayooo silver away!!” being included

eddie getting stabbed in the face and still criticizing bower’s mullet and people still think he’s straight

the “here’s johnny” moment

tHE BRIDGE

the turtle in ben’s classroom !!!

richie’s going to temple for stan !!!

benverly endgame!!!

my favorite addition was honestly the pomeranian and richie and eddie fawning over it (dog dads au pls)

i could literally mention every loser’s interaction with each other but this post would get even longer so yeah no

kiss me, fatboy

beep beep richie even if it was only really once

beverly smashing the mirror when ben is being carved up isn’t talked about enough but i loved that moment

the losers not forgetting each other was a welcome change from the book for me personally and i’m glad to see a stephen king adaptation somehow make the ending lighter than the book’s

i feel like most of the pros have been touched on at length on this website so i don’t want to list anymore and end up being repetitive, but i did adore the movie and i think it’s unlikely anyone would’ve made a version that would satisfy me more so i’m really thankful we got what we got.

#answered #me using this as an excuse to rant obsessively lmao #julies-andrews #usershaysh #it chapter two spoilers #it19 #it spoilers #long post tw #horror #stephen king #personal

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So below are some kind of private thoughts and things that’ve been rattling around in my head for a while tbh. This is largely regarding sex in this case. I am putting this below a cut for personal reasons. This is also largely just me putting this out there for catharsis of some sort. I do request if you’re not a mutual, please do not continue reading beyond this point (I realize I can’t stop anyone from reading, but still worth the ask lol). Mutuals, if you do choose to read, and want to comment/talk to me regarding it, please do so via chat or DM.

So I’m 29, making the big 30 in March. And I’ve never had sex. Of any kind (handjob, oral, penetration, etc. either giving or receiving. none. period.). Sure, part of it is likely some form of Catholic guilt or something, which likely played a bigger part in high school/early college, but who knows.

That also being said, I’ve only been in two relationships. One lasting nearly 5 years and the other lasting less than a year. I think, honestly, in the most recent relationship, the chance probably presented itself, but I either didn’t pick up on it or just assumed she couldn’t possibly want to sleep with me despite us literally dating.

There’s a good chance this also ties to my self image. I believe I am a good person and as far as I can tell my friend think so as well. But I absolutely despise my physical appearance in just about every way. Even with all the progress I’ve made, I still see myself as very fat and very ugly (beyond just being fat). The idea of a woman (or anyone for that matter) finding me attractive or even handsome is a concept I cannot wrap my head around. Not relating to the sexual, but I literally have found myself wondering how people can stand to be friends with me while I’m this fat and ugly, especially my very in shape/jacked friends (one of whom is my best friend).

Anyway, a part of me feels like I missed out on something and/or that there is something wrong with me. All of my friends, both men and women, have had sex. Several have had numerous casual partners. Others have always had sex when in a relationship. So I really feel like I missed out on something that should’ve been a common if not universal experience. It also makes me wonder if there is something wrong with me. Am I broken somehow? That may seem silly and it may just be the anxiety, but it is a recurring thought.

I know I’m definitely not asexual. I absolutely experience sexual attraction. I’ve definitely consumed a sizeable chunk of porn in my life, which I guess is how I’ve handled not having sex at all. At the same time, the idea of casual sex doesn’t seem appealing to me. Maybe that’s because I’m this old and a virgin, so I hope if I’m god awful in bed that my partner would still be willing to love me and work with me versus not if it was casual.

Which brings up another point. I’m worried that I will be incredibly disappointing in bed. Most if not all women I would date and potentially have sex with have had at least one if not many partners and are certainly more experienced than me. Maybe that’s a silly fear, but it’s there.

I also know I always worry about being That Guy or A Creep or something. That partly ties into my self image I suppose, I assume no one could possibly be attracted to me. But I also legitimately don’t wanna bother a woman if she’s not even remotely interested or even if she might be because that may not be why she’s out right now. I don’t want to ever make a woman feel pressured or scared or something. IDK. I think y’all know what I mean here.

I dunno. It’s A Lot to unpack. I think I feel a bit better having written this out. But I still dunno. I still feel like there’s something wrong with me or I’ve done something wrong in life. IDK. I just needed to get this out.

If you’re a mutual and have read this far, remember that I do not need a reply or anything, but you are certainly welcome to reach out to me if you like. I would request, as I said above, you do so via DM or chat.

If you’re not a mutual and have read this far despite my request that you not do so, kindly do not comment on this or reach out to me about it.

#me #personal

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