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#and it makes me sad bc this is like An Important Part Of The Fic™
kittyhazelnut · 1 year
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help I think people are genuinely upset with me for the newest chapter of my fic
#like not even 'i cant believe you've done this!' upset#i wouldn't be surprised if at least a few people stop reading#and it makes me sad bc this is like An Important Part Of The Fic™#and i was all excited to get to it because its gonna lead to Things™#and the people who are like "noooo stop itttt' are making me happy because it's supposed to piss ppl off#but it's supposed to make you mad at the avengers not mad at me 😭#i almost want to go back and change the avengers' reactions to it and maybe people will be less upset#but also it'll make ***** and ****** look worse and i don't want that either#and i always go back and edit chapters a few times before i post them because i finish them a couple weeks before they get posted#but i might like Really Edit the next few to kinda retcon it a little#because idk if people are gonna be okay waiting (number) of chapters until people start peopling#and i dont want them to stop reading right before thingd finally get better 😭😭😭#but im on The Scene rn and it's like 5000 words already and it's just getting to The Part so if people make it to this chapter and the one#after it i think it will be okay? i just don't want them to give up yet 😭#i was kinda in the same boat towards the beginning of the fic tho and i think most people stuck through that so maybe...?#but this is also Much Worse and uhhhh#idk man#idk#i think for my own sanity im gonna stop checking my email for ao3 comments obsessively like i usually do#and instead just read them when i get around to answering them#(which is gonna take a few days because i think i have like 80 comments in my inbox rn 😬)#my night's kinda booked (im baking Christmas goodies for my cousins rn) but im hoping i can catch up on most comment tomorrow or wednesday#but honestly my only free day this week is thursday so we'll see how that goes#but anyways I'm currently writing a scene I've been very excited to write for a long time so focusing on the positive!#and hopefully nobody reads it and thinks (redacted) is doing a bad job (redacted)ing because it's not supposed to come off like that 😭
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ineffabildaddy · 5 months
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Hi sam! since the new year is approaching rapidly, i wanted to ask my favorite creators (that includes you! your fics and your posts delight me) how they look back on their 2023 tumblr year and which blogs made them happy to be here. i am very happy to follow you and hope you'll have a great 2024! 💘
hi!!! thank you so so much for this, a few months ago i couldn't even imagine being so active in the tumblr community again, let alone anyone's favourite anything!!!!
i've been very fortunate to receive the warmest of welcomes back to tumblr after a 7-year absence, and i've received so much support for my writing (and my shitposts lol) that this whole experience of finally joining the good omens fandom has genuinely given me a newfound confidence in my creative self, and in myself as a whole💙
in terms of the blogs that make me happy to be here... they are many!!! i shall put the rest of this post under the cut
@raining-stars-somewhere-else thank you for being my first go friend and now one of my closest buddies!!! i can't wait for us to finally write that fic together (lol) and for us to get up to some irl london shenanigans at some point✨ ur hilarious and kind and so correct about literally everything and i love u. literally everyone needs to read ur posts bc they're so well-thought out and unique. also your fics are really moving and human (even though they're about crowley and aziraphalekldfjgjl) and i adore them
@sad-chaos-goblin we literally just Get Each Other, same brain and all, and i absolutely love it!!! i couldn't ask for a better horny consultant bc after all it is Our Pornography™. you're also just an extremely understanding, open and lovely person, not to mention very fun and exciting to be friends with hehe. ur headcanons are so fucking interesting (and sometimes sad, how dare u do this to me) and i'm looking forward to hearing more when u eventually get round to writing all those fics you've got ideas for<3
@foolishlovers i'm really really happy we've got to know each other better over the past couple weeks!!!!! your xmas fic is one of my absolute favourite fics ever and i'm in awe with your skill and craft, i hope to write something as well-rounded and enjoyable as that someday<3 also you're one of my favourite posters, so fucking funny and u just make points left right and centre. i hope we can share our writing and our thoughts about life in general more in 2024!!!
@crowleyslvt i'm very happy i barged my way into your dms to be horny on main bc i definitely wouldn't've explored half the things i've explored in my writing if not for our discussions and your encouragement!!! i absolutely love talking writing and sexy headcanons with you, but above that i love that i'm now mates with such a talented, considerate, hilarious kiwi lad. i am honoured to be one of the little guys in ur phone who gets to hype up u as an exceedingly great porn writer but also as a legend in general
@voluptatiscausa no one understands my feralness for michael sheen like you do. i can go batshit insane in the dms over ms and dt with u and that space is important to me dlgkljdgldfjgl. i'm really glad i started reading ur writing this year bc it's very enjoyable, but it's also healing for me as a person who's [whispers] a traumatised and cripplingly shy person in terms of sex lmao. thank you for bestowing it upon ao3, and by extension, upon me!!!! also tho, you're a really nurturing and interesting friend to have, not to mention a Very Cool one so continue to be that pls and thanks
@bowtiepastabitch i've felt very honoured to hear about parts of your life as you share them with me - Knowing The Lore is so important to me and i'm humbled that you've trusted me with some of the stuff that's been happening in your world<3 on another note, your fanart may be quick but it's never shitty, it's always so expressive and fun and gets my brain Thinking Thoughts. i can't express how wonderful it was when you made a wee bit of fanart for one of my fics, and i hope i continue to see ur creativity shine✨
thank you to my favourite blogs for Existing Throughout 2023 (some of whom i know i can call friends, and the rest of whom i'd like to call friends in the future!!!) @sabotage-on-mercury @crowleys-bentley-and-plants @ineffableigh @celestialcrowley @queer-reader-07 @crowleyraejepsens @teddybearbutchh @crowleyholmes @ineffable-rohese @createserenity @quoththemaiden @procrastiel @sentientsky @genderqueer-hippie @beelzzzebub @lineffability @fellshish @greenthena @brainwormcity @opscuritas @tangerine-ginger @iammyownproblematicfave @crikey01 @crawley-fell @vroomvroomwee @bildads-shoes @shoemakerobstetrician @romansmartini @wraithee
i know i'll have forgotten people so i'll add em as i remember em hehehehe
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ao3feed-zukka · 4 years
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i'm taking my thoughts and i'm making them rhyme (hide all the truth from me in between lies)
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/30s2Fb1
by stardustgirl
“Then what is he to you, Zuko?” Dr. Zhao’s expression is concerned, his brows knitted together as he stares at Zuko. What is Jet to me?
“I don’t know, sir,” he replies honestly.
(Or; Zuko, feelings, and trying to repair unbroken things. Oh, and quarantine too.)
{Sequel to "heaven if you sent us down, we could build a playground (for the sinners to play as saints)".}
Words: 1765, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 3 of i’m a fool with a curse and a crush (he’s a teenager in love)
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Categories: M/M
Characters: Zuko (Avatar), Zhao (Avatar), Ozai (Avatar), Sokka (Avatar), Jet (Avatar) (mentioned), Iroh (Avatar) (Mentioned)
Relationships: Zhao & Zuko (Avatar), Jet/Zuko (Avatar), Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Ozai & Zuko (Avatar)
Additional Tags: Angst, Heavy Angst, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Dark, once again like the other fics in this series this one is very dark, Self-Harm, Therapist Zhao (Avatar), yes it's cursed and yes i hate it but it creates angst so, Gay Zuko (Avatar), Bisexual Sokka (Avatar), (it's like very very lightly implied but it's there), Implied Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), But also, Sokka & Zuko (Avatar) Friendship, Hurt Zuko (Avatar), Zuko (Avatar)-centric, Child Abuse, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Physical Abuse, Manipulation, Past Relationship(s), Secret Relationship, Unhealthy Relationships, (kind of? its jet soo), conversion therapy, coronavirus is present once again, Zuko (Avatar) Has PTSD - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Outing, Ozai (Avatar) Being a Terrible Parent, vent fic once again, Homophobia, Internalized Homophobia, Zuko (Avatar) Needs a Hug, this is a sad fic again, sorryyy, Forced Medication, Hanging Out, and screaming to songs in the car, As you do, Dreams, Hopeful Ending, well kind of sort of, the last line isnt but the paragraph before it kind of is??, also this needs to be said but zhao basically tries to get zuko to self-harm so, uhhh yeah, stay safe y’all and if this fic doesn’t make you feel ok then don’t read it, ALSO a slightly happier tag:, Pining, and now for a sad tag again that’s still very important and necessary, Suicidal Thoughts, Unreliable Narrator, Self-Hatred, Zhao’s kind of a creep in this ngl, he doesn’t TECHNICALLY do anything, but Zuko feels Uncomfortable(tm), Aversion Therapy, Religious Conflict, (less than in the other two bc its mostly just ozai this time but)
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/30s2Fb1
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