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huggybug · 2 years

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i have my first class at my schools main campus tomorrow and i’m stressing about what to wear because i know i’m gonna have a bunch of athletes in my class so like do i try and look good..?

#and i might meet up w my friend #and he plays on the basketball team #so maybe he’ll be w cutie friends ugh #so idk what to do

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#i've decided that after i've recovered from surgery i want a glow up!!!#i want to make an effort to try to feel better nd not be so miserable all the time. it's so draining nd soul sucking :<#nd some things i wanna do is start better habits such as journaling nd reading a chapter every morning #meditate/do mindfulness every evening. do a full body stretch routine once a day. go to the gym 3-5 times a week.#ofc daily walks in nature (i've missed that sm). spending time w my cat nd dog. getting better at studying a little bit every day #i might even bleach my hair nd dye it... i just wanna dye it one last time then im done T-T #smth im unsure of is my diet. i have no idea what i can eat nd atm im so hungry but im scared of eating. so i'll have to figure that out #nd then try to meet up w my old high school friend every now nd again #try to keep asking for help from the personality disorder psychiatric clinic... or try to get online therapy maybe???#i just wanna feel better nd *do* smth so these r some of the thinngs i wanna try to do to feel better :3 #hopefully i'll feel better soon nd recover as swiftly as possible so i can start wanting to do these things #oh and also!! wanna try to revive my interests. such as writing more nd taking photos nd such

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oatbugs · 1 month

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oh my god u rly are everyone you've ever loved !! for better or worse !! a part of you becomes them!

#i had a moment of lucidity idk im in this café the person i went on a few dates w is coming to see me i said come study w me #and they said okay immediately even though im a town over and i dont like them i really dont feel even a little attracted to them that way #but i did let them bite my neck a week ago and it still hurts i let them hold my hand i just #i never start anything #i let them kiss me. why do i do that? i dont feel anything towards them #and i told them ill probably never sleep with them and i thought thats enough but it really isnt is it #they write poetry about people they meet even once #theyre coming a whole town over to study w me but its not a date i feel nothing towards them romantically and i dont want to lose them as #a friend. this was her line of thinking wasnt it? i would take the train and meet her near her place in ldn and wed study together and #shed let me hold her and she would never initiate much and we were just studying together and it wasnt a date #like . fuck. i dont want to do what she djd to me to another person ever #their shared location map went offline at london bridge like ok theyre in the underground they are fr coming a whole town over #its a short distance but the point is i think i should have taken what my friend said more seriously . she told me i was kinda leading #them on bc what i thought to be just meetups dates might entail more for them #anyway im gonna be clear w them this time maybe #....IT JUST NEVER COMES UP IS THE THING #do i have to clarify even if it never comes up #i do in fact hear myself #ok #the parallels r lining up #aaa

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dreamwinged · 4 months

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theres a person at this school who cosplays one of my fav blorbos and idk them (the school’s cos group just posts them a lot) but if i ever meet them the sheer “I Want To Be Your Friend Please Be My Friend” energy radiating off of me is going to be pathetic

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mejomonster · 4 months

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I would like. To be in mutual love

#rant #yeah...#...........................................................................................................................................#look its like this. im chronically ill. i know its not totally up to me i cant go out 1-3 times a week trying ro meet ppl. i know i #cant even eat some days my tummy too upset. cant work some days cant even sit up. can barely keep up witj friends i already have #and i know the being drained wont get better. i might be this sick forever. and i know im prioritizing my own art over #meetjng strangers. thats a choice. i know its my own fault im lonely. i also just. i wanna build a relationship #that long term where u meet and become friends then best friends then fall in love and hey if ur lucky marry ur best friend #and i know that wont come from forcing myself on dates w ppl i dont like. i know no ones ever liked me before #i know i havent felt attraction in years anyway. i miss having a crush. but i suppose itd be sad anyway. to crush and not be liked back #to feel ill need to wait another 5 years for another rare crush. i dont believe in fate i dont think. so i might not ever #kiss someoje i like. i might not get lucky and hold a crushs hand. spend months or years with someone like that #i just. i hate so much romance isnt like skills. i cant just date 1x a week until i run into love #i cant even find 1 person a month to crush on let alone ask out. cause the feelings are luck too #luck of who u run into even if u go tl events. even wuen i had 10k tinder matches the only date #the only person who respjded. was someone with a gf who didnt have much in common with me and me not mucj w them and it #was just not enough click to even make a friend #god it makes me sad. id like to kiss someone special. hold their hand. hear em talk hours #i have friends and love em but i dont wanna kiss a friend. i just dont feel romancy very much.

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minglana · 2 months

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maybe i exaggerated a bit by bringing my coat w me😩

#i havent been able to update yaaallll on my life today!!!#basically i had an exam (failed both parts) then i met w a friend #who organized a kind of meet-up w ppl from the dorms (from when she was there. kinda like the 'main' friendgroup #ive had in the dorms tbh). it got cut short bc most ppl couldnt come (work) bc they were gonna be late #so i left on the bus back home. which she took w me. and then i basically sprinted to catch my (city) bus to my house #i literally wen 'hi. bye' to my dad. bc now i have to meet w another friend for her bday dinner #and i wasnt sure i was gonna make it at the time she said to meet #but it seems i actually might???? idk #but anyways i grabbed a jacket in case it got chilly tonight and rn im in the bus and im fine #but when i stepped outside my house w the jacket i thought maybe i had overdone it #ok no im definitely gonna be (a bit) late lmao #ive had 4 hrs (i think) of sleep today plus the maybe 10-15 minutes on the bus. idk how im still standing tbh #z xarre

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derogatorydennis · 5 months

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#went to 7am yoga bought soup for lunch later organising meetings w group project folk making gifs taking matlab out by its knees called my #dad will call my gma + my mummy applying to internships listening to catfish and the bottlemen oughhhh its all coming together #need a personal tag but what if people stalk it . 🤕#AND MY DADS GETTING ME KURTIS FROM INDIA 💪💪💪💪💪#tapes #<- feels appropriate as a personal tag runners up were: captains log (captiain kirk my best friend but its a little. awkward? cring.e)#log book <- because i have a real one but this is not that serious #personal feels too impersonal #tapes? a little serial killeryl tho #hm. might need more workshopping #lore? cute and fun #encylopedia #? a little pretensiois but #encyclopaedia

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valentone · 6 months

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going to washington in 22 days what do u guys want

#i'm probably going to hang out w my family most of the time #but i have money now so i might go out and buy some Cool Stuff #i might also meet up w one of my old hs friends and her gf :3 #maybe #...

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bimiio · 7 months

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#y’all successful but also not successful night!!!!!!!#not successful cuz i fumbled da SEXIESTTTTTTT butch who was also da co-owner of da bar i was at #successful cuz i walked da butch i was out with like a dog😭#not literally but i might as well have #we kissed too >:33 #n maybe dis is toxic of me but dis girl she’s talkin 2 n her friends came 2 da bar later in da night #2 meet up w her #n da rzn they came is obvi cuz da one girl n da butch r talking #but i still had her at my beck n call once da girl arrived #if not more so #made me feel wayyyyy too powerful knowing dis girl came all da way 4 dis butch but said butch would drop everything n come 2 me if i asked #is it toxic?? lowk yeah…#oh well tho🥰#m1n3 #m1sc #0ut

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pepprs · 1 year

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i do not want to get out of bed omfg. this week has been so fucking insane im exhausted but we have aprogram tonight until 7 and i have to facilitate and there are a million things to do today

#but i got my p*riod and cotaught on tuesday and broke up w my counselor on monday and a few days before that redacted redacted so im ph #physically and emotionally exhausted but we have this program tonight until 7 and then 2 trainings tomorrow andi have like 2 meetings inbetw #between those. and i just want to sleep and/or lie down w a heating pad bc my cramps have been brutal this time around. literally could #barely get work done on tuesday bc i was in AGONY and forgot my heating pad and no one could bring it to me from home but it s like i have n #nowhere on campus to lie down or get checked out or anything bc im not a student anymore so i need to just writhe at my desk (<- i have one #of those now finally btw 🥹💗) and jusf hope i don’t pass out. and i didn’t but it was so bad and im not recovered from it yet. idk.#everything is so much. there are some intense and in some cases horrible things happening. iwwish we had time to pause and process them and #that we weren’t so tired and stretched all the time. i wish we didn’t have all these pressures to worry about. i wish we could just have #time to love each other and check in truly and to support each other bc we are friends before we are colleagues methinks and i jsut want us #to be ok and happy and rested and healthy. idk. augh #delete later #purrs #also i think i am not normal when it comes to cramps btw. i think maybe it might not be normal to be in this much pain. or maybe im just #weak or have a low pain tolerance but i feel like it’s a lot worse than it used to be + i get cramps at Other times too and it’s ummmm bad.#ask to tag #like how absolutely insane that this is a huge part of my life and i feel like i can’t even talk abt it and it’s so embarrassing but it #literaly is like.. every other week im scared that im gonna be unable to function bc of pain but i literally say nothing at all and just smi #smile and pretend im fine and barely talk abt it. i don’t think that’s good or normal. and i think ppl should talk abt p*ripds more so it’s #not as weird or bad or gross or cringe whatever to talk abt being in pain and to accommodate urself or whatever despite other ppl knowing #abt it. cringeeeee augh i don’t want to be one of Those people but like. it’s bad and i fucking hate it

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theexorcistiii · 1 year

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OH BUT ALSO I’m going 2 be helping my moms friend w a free gig she’s doing making costumes n props for 2 kids plays at a local theatre company :) AND she’s going 2 introduce me 2 the ppl there n hopefully I can get a (unpaid) internship costume making there which hopefully could give me the experience & connections I need to get an actual job costume making or at least meet ppl who would commission pieces from me

#I’m rlly excited I think it will be very fun:) everything coming up graves :)#I’ve also been thinking abt drag a lot lately bc a lot of my friends r becoming drag performers (& I did 1 little act at judas’s birthday #show last year) n I feel like it’s smth I’d really like to do someday but i feel like I don’t have the like. social network for that just #yet BUT I realized I should try to get into the drag scene anyway bc I wanna try to meet performers who might want me to make pieces for #them. which would be SO cool to do. but I did think of a drag name for me. memento Maurice :) someday they will debut I prommy #ALSO unrelated but said moms friend gave me this huge bag of printed felt pieces she’d had for years & im so excited to do stuff w it #it’s like these big pieces of like scenery & backdrops with cutout trees & animals etc you can stick to them like SO many #but most excitingly is this like set of anatomical illustration pieces. Imgoing to be so evil about these #anyway I’m feeling pretty ok abt life rn :) I think I’m going to be ok!

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truthundressing · 1 year

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success 😎

#my brothers godmother has friends in pisa lets gooooooooo #love how im planning this all out before i even have tickets😭#trying to convice my brother to go w me bc i do nawt wanna travel across the entirety of italy on my own lmao #but i might ask one of his godsisters bc it might be more her music style idk #waaaaahhhhh im so excited like #this would be the cherry on top of the whole summer bc im gonna be in italy for an entire month which is wayyyy longer than i have been in #years #and so much family that live in germany are visiting as well <3 wah im just so excited maybe this really will be #my faggoty summer <3 #ALSO i get to meet my cousins baby😭😭😭😭#watch me show up in a fucking suit like those uncle memes lmao #im so excitedddddddd

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comfortunit · 1 year

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the people who make fun of aplatonics don't actually know what being aplatonic is, or what it means to be aplatonic