HELLO MI AMORE💖💖 I'M SO GLAD UR BACK, MY FAVORITE WRITER🔥 thank god I was also busy with studies and finals so it really didn't feel that long since I last read your works, but when I did feel like reading in my free time I'd always go back to your works and re-read them. I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL WITH WHATEVER IT IS THAT GOT YOU HUNG UP. Today is the second last day before weekends and then finals but I decided to give myself a break and read your works, THEN I SAW YOU TALKING ABOUT SWITCH LEANING DOM RICKY?!!?!? idk how I never noticed it but I agree. LIKE IMAGINE RICKY GROANING ONE SECOND IN YOUR EAR WHILE JUST RAILING YOU AND THEN THE NEXT SECOND HE'S BEGGING YOU TO GIVE HIM A BREAK ALL TIED UP PRETTY JDHEKWJWKWKWKJEOWBSKW . once again please take care of urself and take breaks regardless of what it is , be it work or writing. Make sure to do things because it makes you happy, not because of others.

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AWWW ANON I LITERALLY LOVE YOU😓🫶🫶

No but ricky is so diverse? Like it really depends on his mood, which changes quite fast whenever he's with you. Some days when work has been a little more extreme than usual he likes to be taken care of. Having you on his lap, your hips rolling in a slow but passionate rythm.

He'd be whining and groaning, begging you to make him feel good. Its really a rare sight, but both of you enjoy it alot. Especially if you tease him, he'd be all petty with tears in his eyes, begging you desperately.

But most of the times he's a dom, his focus on making you feel good. I have this big feeling that he wouldn't even prefer using his cock unless you beg him to. He'd enjoy using his fingers, mouth or a toy.

You're like his own personal movie. He loves bondage, tying you in pretty pink silk robes before teasing you with his fingers. The pretty noises you make just drive him insane.

He'd love using vibrators, teasing you through the night until you're crying beneath him, begging him to finall make you cum. He loooves foreplay, just the feeling of your body under his hands. He wants you to enjoy the experience, hes just such a giver.

That doesn't mean he doesnt like to pleasure himself tho. Especially when he's stressed or angry, he can do a whole 360 and be a completely different person.

His usual praised and kisse replaced by degrading and spanks. Pounding deeply into you while chocking you. He'd always add a round where he completely loves on you tho, making sure you'd feel loved no matter how much he cursed at you.

In general ricky is someone who really depends on his mood, so he'd probably need a spontantious partner (me).

just had a halfway vulnerable conversation with my father. 4947 dead 283571 injured

boy in silly sitting positions compilation

btw its interesting the way james tries to imply that like. well the videos that have plagiarism are the ones our dumb stupid annoying patrons requested about bad topics that didnt deserve to have the effort put in to covering them well so basically its fine. like obv thats interesting on its own but moreso the fact that he doesnt actually /say/ it, or like. give a list of the videos hes referring to, just says "those videos are very clear on which ones they were" i think as a nod meaning like "yknow the ones everyones talking about". unless what hes meaning is that like they put a note in certain videos saying "this video was requested by a patron, we here at james somertom incorporated do not espouse these views" which seems unlikely to me. idk methinks maybe it's because there is indeed a lot more than people think and with all the buzz he's not sure which ones have been discovered yet or not, so putting down a solid list that missed some would look like he was still hiding things whereas putting down a fully sourced list would be admitting to wayyyy more than anyone's found yet

a friend who'd wait :)

Hey guys. gay rights

red vs blue restoration blew such huge chunks im actually mad. like completely enraged. and i wouldnt have it any other way. rest in peace you son of a bitch

this is one of my favorite k.yohei moments!!

@pzfr asked- [ Culture ] [ Specialization ] [[ what's da culture like in motor city!!! ambassador questions (accepting!)

[ Culture ]

"Well, uh, it's kinda hard to explain?" A lock of hair twirls absentmindedly around a metal finger. His eyes locked to the side and away from whoever asked him the question. "It's very... condensed? Everyone brings a little bit of somethin' when they choose to live here and I guess over time it kinda turned into its own thing?"

"We've got like a lot parties and stuff? Mostly for morale, a lot of the time its for people that were dead and stuff." Lambda taps at his head, racking his brain for any more information that seems to have suddenly slipped his mind. Right when he needs it too. Man. "Oh right! We kinda just exist? But, like, we try and be good people obviously. That's kinda at the forefront of this whole thing. Uh... we kinda scrapped the idea of using cash for food and stuff? And people don't have to work to survive! I mean, people can work if they wanna?" He chews at his lip. It's hard to get the words out the way he was thinking about. "It's um, kinda hard to explain. You'd just hafta see it for yourself."

[ Specialization ]

"Like, as a cyborg? Or?" Realization dawns on him. Or something akin to that, anyway. "Ohhh. Did you mean the city?" He taps at his fingers. Or taps them together, rather. "Honestly? I don't really know? I guess it's sort of part of my goal to have a peaceful world? I mean, ya gotta start somewhere I guess." It sounds odd coming out of his mouth. Maybe even bad. Well, it sounds bad to him.

"We don't really specialize in anything? Except for being, I guess? Existing? I don't know how to explain it. I just don't know."

if you say i swear to god its probaly cause youre lying: no i say it cause its an expression of speech these people are really funnt and make no sense imagine someone learning this from these freaks videos and then they apply that to people in their own lives... god bless

i was like. thinking about the software situation with the cryptonloids and i got curious if there was any progress on the non-miku NT banks yet so i went to listen to those vocals they use in that mobile game (if i remember correctly they use beta versions unreleased to the public?) and like. you know. despite how contentious miku nt herself is i think some of the betas for the others sound pretty good, len sounds fantastic and rin sounds about on par with her older banks (although i do miss a bit of her sharpness) and like. i may be killed with hammers for this but i was listening to the heat abnormal cover and i think i like the kaito nt beta sound more than his v3 like he sounds fantastic here. i dont dislike his v3 or anything but the nt bits ive heard has like some of the depth and richness i so sorely miss from his v1 while having the old-yamaha-keyboard-keyboard-key-spring sound that i do enjoy of his v3.... i do wish it had more of the v1 strength tho

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Ah the anxiety is back today. How do I know?

I'm convinced that the way I'm planning to eat leftovers is somehow incorrect™ and will upset the universe which will turn on me and curse me with some sort of bad luck curse.

not a single supported note in that entire show god damn...

"but if it were me, I'd really wanna be, a giant woman"

stevens relationship with gender is so fascinating to me. his entire diamond days arc is a clear trans allegory, but more specifically reads as a transmasc allegory, what with everyone reffering to him as "rose" or "pink" and feminine terms despite his repeated insistence that he is *steven*. and yet he never actually corrects anyone when they use she/her. he only corrects his name. this was pointed out in the tags of that one post youve probably seen:

this post doesnt show it, but steven is delighted when blue said this. obviously you can read this as steven being glad that shes making an effort, even if incorrect, and is just choosing to let the wrong pronouns slide. but its never explicitly stated. and like i said, he never corrects she/her, he only corrects his name. although it is interesting that, by the time the movie rolls around, the diamonds have switched to he/him.

its also interesting to mention how excited he was to put on pink diamonds outfit, and also how quickly he took it off once he got the chance.

of course stevens relationship with his mother and his identity issues are going to play a big part in how he percieves his gender, given that for a large chunk of the show he actually belived they were the same person, at least to some extent. ("im my mom and my sister?! what kind of magical destiny is this?!). how would you define your "agab" when half your family is telling you that you are a centuries old alien called rose/pink who has no sex and used she/her? not to mention all of the various gender identities and pronouns his fusions have.

thats not even getting started on how the gems percieve gender, which is to say, they generally don't. gems are sexless beings and their society has no concept of gender, although after spending a long time on earth im sure the crystal gems have a better understanding (i actually could talk about the gems relation to human gender a lot more but ill save that for another time). for steven, a child raised by gems for a good chunk of his childhood- who use feminine terms as a default-i can see how that would lead to some interesting perceptions on gender presentation.

thats not even getting into stevens gender noncomformity. and while gender presentation doesnt necessarily have anything to do with your gender identity, its interesting to note and i just think its really cool that a male protagonist is so unapologetically feminine

also i could talk for days about connie and stevens knight/princess dynamic, and how it parallels pearl and roses, but in a healthier way that nips the whole "obssesive self sacrifice" thing in the (rose) bud as soon as steven notices it. but then id have to talk about pearl and then wed be here all day lol

so yeah, stevens relationship with gender fascinates me. I mean, does the concept of "cisgender" even apply in the way we usually mean it to, given stevens unique experiences?