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of-another-broken-heart · 8 months

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Damn, that survey about jam on toast really has me wishing we had bread (and butter) because I could DESTROY like half a loaf all by myself right now.

Which of my menagerie of maladies is to blame for me craving salt and fat above all else?

I don't fucking know.

Even day-old bread costs like $4 a loaf now. And butter, that shit's like, double digits for a pound.

I don't remember the last time I could eat enough to actually feel full.

I say, while just wanting fucking. Bread.

Hit me with the peasant scraps. I will take your stale heels and I will be delighted.

#personal #food mention #also hey hi my fatigue and despair at the world #are both so significant these days I can't muster any meaningful personal posts any more!#isn't that cool? isn't that great?#my knee will never finish healing and my busted metabolism remains untreated #because my doctor turned out to be pro plague #and I lost all access to prescription medications anyway #because my insurance implemented that fucking middleman program for it #and I'm too fucking busy trying to Remain Alive every day #that I can't even daydream about engaging Phone Anxiety Trauma Hell #which is the only way to set up that shit middleman prescription account!#also my phone just. doesn't make calls #it automatically hangs up the second I hit send on literally any number #except emergency 911 of course bc that's soooo helpful to me #also also the battery exploded. not literally but it. got fluffy #and I had to beg once again for a kind person with spendable money to help me out #it was less than ten dollars which isn't much right? RIGHT?#but I don't have ten spendable dollars so! I had to beg!#and I am very very very grateful someone took pity on me so my phone turns on again #but. it still. doesn't make calls. sigh

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