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echoes-of-realities · 1 month
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Title: and when i’m back in chicago i feel it (another version of me)
Fandom: NCIS: Hawai'i
Relationship: Lucy Tara/Kate Whistler
Rating: General
Chapter Word Count: 8,601
Chapter: 3/5
[read from the beginning]
Chapter Summary: Once they are back in the car, Lucy rests a hand on Kate’s arm, stopping her from starting it. “Hey,” she says, furrowing her brow, “can I ask you something?”
“‘Course, anything,” Kate says immediately, her own eyebrows furrowing as she turns her entire body to give Lucy her full attention. It makes warmth curl in Lucy’s stomach.
“Why didn’t you tell your parents about joining the FBI?” Lucy asks quietly.
Kate’s face flickers through many different expressions before settling on resignation, her eyes drifting past Lucy’s shoulder with a sigh. “It’s complicated,” she says.
Lucy runs her hand down Kate’s arm until she can lace her fingers together, tucking one leg under her and twisting so she can face Kate fully. It’s a little uncomfortable, and she knows her hips and knees are going to be stiff later, but it’s worth it to see the way that Kate smiles a little at the gesture. “I’ve got time,” she says, running her thumb soothingly over the back of Kate’s hand.
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sugarsnappeases · 3 months
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people i wanna get to know better!!!
tysm for the tag @static-radio-ao3!! this is very cute and fun for me bc i'm incredibly nosy and like to know everything about everyone. also this is gonna be rambly bc i never know when to shut up xoxox
last song - currently listening to night shift by lucy dacus..... but before that it was please by noah kahan bc mil's post reminded me that it existed
fave colour - red/pink i think, bright vibes
last film/show - my last film was the new mean girls which was actually incredible imo and after i saw it i spent two days straight obsessively listening to the obc recording which i think extended the experience lmao. my last show was hannibal which idk how i'd never seen before, it's so good!! (also please no spoilers but i've watched up to like the 3rd episode of the 2nd season and am lovvving it)
sweet/savoury/spicy - savoury!!! savoury all the fucking way!! more salt!!! please!!! more salt!!!
relationship status - single. this is probably for the best icl
last thing i googled - the word 'circa', i wanted to check that i was spelling it right and also that it meant what i thought it meant (i was and it did)
current obsession - hmmm today it's been this thing i've been writing... it's like letters from various people to bellatrix that she never received and like. it's driving me crazy thinking about the different ways people viewed her and how she affected their lives and whether it would've even changed anything at all if she had received the letters... anyway
last book - okay this is kinda boring, it was for my degree, it's follas novas by rosalía de castro - it was interesting but i read it in such a rush bc i had to read it and two others of her poetry books in literally two days and then write an essay about them lmao but i did it!! and i liked the poems!!
looking forward to - i'm going to a talk about 'sex dreams in the ancient world' later tonight which i'm intrigued about (they also have free wine and snacks) OH and also i bought a bunch of tomatoes just now and i'm gonna make soup for dinner!!
okay that's me done!! no pressure tags for @inevitablestars @itsjaywalkers @star4daisy @standardlovers @foursaints @orbitfalls but also if i tagged everyone i wanted to get to know better we'd be here for years so open tag <33
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reidsaurora · 2 years
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saw @arsonhotchner do this in their "about me" post so i thought i'd give it a shot too! hope you don't mind!
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☆ Get To Know Me Challenge ☆
reasons why you like/dislike your name: i definitely go through phases where i like it, then i dislike it. i dislike it because there's a lot of us around (in my freshmen rush group, there's supposed to be either two or three of us), but at the same time i love it because it means "to strive" which i think is accurate for me after all i've been through medically and emotionally. also there's the stereotype that all emilys are crackheads and super funny, which i've been told by multiple friends makes sense for my irl personality.
star sign: leo sun, libra moon, aquarius rising. the libra moon seems to be most accurate to my personality tho lol
country you live in: the usa :)
favorite artist(s): Noah Kahan, 5SOS, Blake Rose, Niall Horan, Sabrina Carpenter, New Hope Club, The Vamps, Julia Michaels, Harry Styles, BTS, Blanks, Corey Harper, Valley, Lewis Capaldi. there's probably way more bc i'm obsessed with finding new artists but those are the top ones :)
morning, afternoon, or evening: i love each of them for different reasons but i really like that period between early morning and lunch, so like between 9:30 and 11:30. also really late at night, like 1:00 am.
siblings: one older sister on earth, one older sister in heaven, and a twin in heaven that passed away before we knew their gender (my twin telepathy though has always said boy for some reason)
sexuality: straight & demisexual
favorite special item: probably the "squishmallow" (it was offbrand but idc) my grandmother bought me last year while i was in the hospital. that was probably the hardest time i've ever had and it was such a small gesture but coming home after being hospitalized the weekend before my birthday and seeing that waiting for me, it'll always be special to me <3
five random facts:
i have five autoimmune diseases.
because of that, i was able to meet Niall Horan in 2017 through Make A Wish!
i've been writing original stories since i was eight years old, and writing fanfiction since i was nine (shoutout to that crappy Frozen fanfic i wrote on my mom's old Toshiba)
despite being almost 19, i still don't have a driver's license or permit (pls send tips on passing the permit test i'm begging you)
my lifelong dream has been to work with Ewan McGregor. ever since i first saw him in the Star Wars prequels, i've wanted to act alongside him.
no pressure tags: @wifeyreid @daddyreid @danzalladaggers @rupurts-morgue03 @nomajdetective @ssabelova @letarasstuff and anyone else who wants to do it!
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cosettepontmercys · 4 months
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Thanks for your patience waiting for me to respond to our conversation from a week ago! <3 I just sent a separate happy birthday message but happy birthday again!!
Let's see so since we talked, I actually managed to make a few more bracelets! I'm focusing on making olivia + chappell ones since that's my first concert with bracelets next year. Have you made more since we last talked? Or have you worked on other crafts? I just saw your gorgeous painted vinyl case, which is so nice!
Re concerts - I think bleachers will do a west coat tour leg still! I just can't imagine jack not going to seattle / la at a minimum, but fingers crossed! Like you, I'm going to see olivia/chappell, holly, and taylor. I did get bleachers/samia and noah kahan tickets. And then also haley heynderickx and hozier. I'm more of a casual hozier fan but my best friend who loves fob is also a huge hozier fan so she's going to come visit, which will be so nice. And I'm strongly considering madison beer, which is a bit of a drive + a half day off work, but I absolutely loved her most recent album so leaning towards it. What are your favorite shows you've been to so far?
I have notion bookmarked to explore more soon! The aesthetic over functionality thing is soooooo relatable to me haha I was making a poster at work this week and spent way too long picking out and editing photos before I even thought about the other details. Also yeah omg I think I get a little bit more light here ~4pm or so for sunset but I'm so glad we're almost at winter solstice. Do you have any fun winter plans despite the lack of light?
Thanks so much for the support with post-grad recovery!! I will definitely try to grab some photos of my crafts in the new year (about to travel for the holidays so I'll be away from my final products for a bit). I might also have some decent bracelet photos from eras this year that I can dig up :) I'm glad your voice was (and hopefully still is) getting better! How's it going now? I think baking is kind of crafting! Just crafting with food stuffs.
Totally agree about the holly/muna collab - I'm so happy about it! And also just wanting to see muna live someday. I would also love for holly to do a feature on a muna song too and/or for them to write a fresh song together. Also agreed about both a bfl + 1975 collab for holly too! Fingers crossed! There are a few specific 1975 songs / styles I would love to see for holly (about you would be so good). I'd also love something with charli xcx (or charli + 1975 together since they're connected). Actually maybe bleachers for another collab. I think that could be interesting.
good morning!! 🤍 thank YOU for being patient while i reply as well! hope you're having a good week, friend!
since we last talked, i haven't made any bracelets, but i did work on the vinyl case a little more — realized using acrylic paint pens was much easier than acrylic paint! i actually also got a cake stand for my room (basically, i have a humidifier on my nightstand but i'm worried about water damage, so i got a small cake stand to put my humidifier on) and drew little bows with acrylic paint pens on that too!
i really hope bleachers will do a west coast leg! i'm also a bit shocked and have words with dirty hit about their tour :( i would love to see samia too!! i was catching up on twitter and saw that clairo was at the ally coalition talent show last night and was so incredibly jealous haha. and chappell will be so fun! the seattle opener for olivia is pinkpantheress, and i'm really excited to see her! i started listening to the most recent FOB album and i really like it, so i might make some bracelets for it too! hozier will be so fun! i don't think he's coming anywhere near me this leg which is sad :( i haven't listened to madison beer's new album — i should add it to my evergrowing list of people to check out! i would say sabrina carpenter, maisie peters, taylor swift and the 1975 have put on some of the best shows i've ever been to! what about you?
i had a few fun plans last week! and i went ice skating on monday which was really fun — i haven't been skating since i was like, nine? so it was incredibly humbling and also ridiculously fun. i'm not really sure what i have going on now; probably just seeing extended family and all that — and hopefully catching up on reads + crafts! what about you? safe travels!! 🤍
my voice is still kind of croaky but it's back! i had a facetime call with a friend last night and she was like "oh you're croaky" but at least it's back! and i can talk! thank you for asking 🥺
i would loveeee to see MUNA live too! they were in seattle for cap hill block party but that was the same weekend as eras so obviously i wasn't able to see them :( i would loveeee to see something in the vein of about you with holly — or even something like jesus christ 2005 god bless america; i could totally see her singing phoebe's parts! charli and the 1975 would be fun — i really like spinning which no rome is also on, but would love to see more of them together! bleachers would also be a really fun collab — especially now that bleachers is on dirty hit!
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julemmaes · 3 years
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Honey extra - The Sex Playlist + a little scene
Elide Lochan x Lorcan Salvaterre roommates au
A/N: I posted part five on the same day acosf was released, so if you didn’t see it, go read it, cause it’s.. long and it took me years to finish and I saw it didn’t get the same attention the previous parts did, and yeah
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this takes place somewhere between part five and six
Elide was one of the few lucky girls whose period was never too bothersome. The pain was always very bearable and only lasted a few hours, and most of the time, it wasn't even a real pain, just a slight pressure in the lower abdomen. She could go about her day without having to stop every few minutes because of a cramp - unlike Aelin, who died every month as if someone was stabbing her in the guts.
She also didn't have a heavy flow, which she would always thank the gods for, if they existed. She couldn't understand how her friends could put up with such misfortune.
Not that they could do otherwise, of course, but she was always in awe when they told her about their period-catastrophes. She knew that if it were her turn to suffer like that every time, she would rip her uterus out of her belly.
And at that moment, lying in a fetal position on Lorcan's bed, she wasn't entirely sure she'd be able to keep from doing it herself before the cramping stopped. Because for some strange reason, her body had decided to turn against her this month.
The last two weeks had gone by in the blink of an eye, she and Lorcan had fucked on every surface in the house and between work and classes and studying, Elide had gotten very little sleep. Considering also that every time she lay down, her boyfriend would slip in behind her and she couldn't say no to herself, to that pleasure so exhaustive and ecstatic, it made her forget that her body needed rest.
It had taken Lorcan to remind her that they couldn't go on like this.
So when she'd found a bloodstain in her underwear the previous night, just before going to bed after her shift at the diner, she hadn't worried so much and had thought that they'd finally take a few days off and maybe her body would calm down.
Elide wasn't a fan of period sex and the few times she'd done it she'd been so grossed out that she'd risked barfing in the middle of it. It simply wasn't for her.
What she hadn't expected though, had been cramps so strong they had pulled her from sleep in the middle of the night. Elide had gotten up and gone to the bathroom because she'd started moving around too much and didn't want to wake up the boy sleeping blissfully next to her. She had started pacing the living room, trying to figure out what the fuck she was in such pain for.
When it felt like someone had stuck both hands in her uterus and was digging their nails into her ovaries, Elide had knelt on the floor by the couch, leaning forward with her fists pressed against her stomach.
Lorcan had found her in that position around half past four.
To say he'd been scared out of his wits would be an understatement.
He'd thrown himself to the floor beside her almost immediately, all traces of weariness gone the second he'd heard her whimper in pain and seen that Elide was biting her lower lip so hard it was drawing blood.
When they had established that it was just her cycle, Lorcan had taken her back to his bed and now they were both lying between the soft blankets she had given him.
They had both been puzzled by this new symptom. After all, Lorcan had never seen her suffer from her period in all the years they had lived together and neither of them had expected it to be any different this time.
Elide had had to joke that it was the fault of his huge cock that had literally stabbed her in the uterus, and Lorcan had apologised in earnest, looking at her with wide eyes and pulling away a little, as if he really felt guilty. She had burst out laughing and then pulled him to her again, taking one of his arms and putting it around her body so that his big hand covered her belly.
He'd started moving his fingers over her lower abdomen, applying pressure from time to time when she seemed to tense up due to a cramp. It helped, somehow, to have him there to massage her. To hold her to his chest as they cuddled.
Now, Elide kept her eyes closed, his head resting on top of hers as they both dozed. Or at least she thought so, because Lorcan spoke, his rough, low voice too close to her ear, "How do you feel?"
She sighed, pulling her knees up slightly. His legs immediately followed her, as if they couldn't bear to be away from her body. She smiled, "A little better." then yawned, "I guess it's the fact that I was already tired as it is, what with university and all."
Lorcan hummed behing her, "I see," then he moved, pulling away only briefly, "maybe we should take it slower, with everything I mean."
Elide nodded slowly. She turned her head towards him, still with her eyes closed, but pursed her lips forward, silently inviting him to kiss her. He chuckled, but a second later their mouths clashed in a simple peck on the lips.
The music playing from the speakers suddenly changed from the sweet melody of a love song to something quite different.
"Cause I eat up for a while, let me through. The shake, the screaming aloud, I'ma fool. In my face you shake, leaking everywhere."
Elide's eyes went wide, "Lorcan!" she let go a surprised chuckle, "What is this?" she turned to him fully and could finally see the satisfied smirk on his face.
"It's a playlist I made yesterday," he then lowered his voice an octave, looking at her lips, "For when we can take the time to think about music instead of jumping right into it," he murmured.
Elide swallowed, nodding slowly, continuing to listen to the song.
Definitely very different from what he normally provided her with.
"I like it," she continued, then draped her arms underneath his, resting her head against his chest as he pulled her close to him and lay on his back, making her lie completely on top of him, "our sex playlist." she smiled, playing with the ends of his hair.
Lorcan hummed again and Elide felt it throughout her whole body when he said, "I called it 'elide'."
She had to force herself to calm the hot spirits that that new information had triggered in her body, but she was glad to know that he wouldn't be able to use that playlist with other people, considering it bore her name.
"I like it even more now," she confessed under her breath.
His arms tightened around her back and then his hands began to rub her lower back, where he knew she was feeling the most pain. Elide fell silent, enjoying his warm hands on her skin, and only had time to thank him before sleep beckoned her again.
The playlists
01.02
1. The Fixer – Brent Morgan
2. Why iii Love The Moon – PHONY PPL
3. Couch Potato – Jakubi
4. Anyway – Noah Kahan
5. comethru – Jeremy Zucker
6. Why Not Me – Forrest.
7. Loving – Surfaces
8. always, i’ll care – Jeremy Zucker
9. Like Strangers Do – AJ Mitchell
10. Yellow Lights – Harry Hudson
11. Glue Myself Shut – Noah Kahan
12. Colour Me – Juke Ross  
13. Lovesong (The Way) – Charlie Burg
14. Lucky Love – Michael Seyer
15. Freak In Me – Mild Orange
elide
1. Skin – Rihanna
2. Do It For Me – Rosefield
3. Body Party – Ciara
4. When We – Tank
5. Rockstar – Rihanna
6. F***in Wit Me – Tank
7. On Top – Trey Songz
8. Acquainted – The Weeknd
9. Freaky – Gemaine
10. Make You Feel – Alina Baraz
11. First Fuck - 6LACK & Jhené Aiko
12. Young God - Halsey
13. How Many Times – DJ Khaled
14. Fuck You All The Time – Jeremih
18.02
1. I Don't Know Me Like You Do – Low Hum
2. I Don't Wanna Be Okay Without You – Charlie Burg
3. Why Can't I Have You – Gloria Laing
4. If I Go, I'm Goin – Gregory Alan Isakov
5. Let Me In – Skinny Living
6. Reason To Hate You – Rhys Lewis
7. Be Your Man – Rhys Lewis
8. Yours – Jake Scott
9. Loved Us More – Munn
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“The surface escapes you upward, leaving you in freezing depths, fathoms below.                                   Watching. Return. Reward. Wonder.  A final squeeze sends the last breath from your lungs in a muffled scream.                                                     Punish.”
                                                                        ~Episode 53
“Settled within a small chamber of tangled leaves and roots, within this mass of vines and green, you swear you can see a face. Female. Motherly. Her eyes closed.
The womb I grant, but withers without faith. His will shall find you again soon. His will shall find you again, but until it does, rest.” 
                                                                        ~Episode 65
Episodes 49 - 76
Spotify (X)- Liner Notes Under Cut Part 1 / Part 2 
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Pretender (Acoustic) by AJR (Post Pirate Arc- Feeling adrift and throwing yourself into another situation so you don’t have to think about the previous one. With everything going on in the empire and the lives of his friends, there are far more important things to be focusing on.)
I’m a good pretender Won’t you come see my show? I’ve got lots of problems Well, good thing nobody knows 
Seafaring Song by Mark Lanegan & Isobel Campbell (He feels uneasy being this far from the ocean, as he runs from the promise he made and things he did to chase power that didn’t matter. Looking up into the Xhorhas sky and seeing an unfamiliar, yet familiar vastness reflected back at him.)
I have traveled the world around Wandered far from home Sailed the ocean in foreign skies Still further to roam
False Confidence by Noah Kahan (The City of Beasts- Fjord should feel comfortable here, no one glances at him sideways, he isn’t the only one of his kind, but he still doesn’t feel like enough. Insecurities about his size, his tusks, his humaness, his orcness abound. Feeling like you aren’t enough for either place yet too much for both as well.)
Don’t take yourself so seriously Look at you all dressed up for someone you never see You’re here for a reason but you don’t know why You’re split and uneven, your hands to the sky Surrender yourself 
I Don’t Even Care About You (Stripped) by MISSIO (His first Uk’otoa dream since leaving the coast. It’s a warning and a threat of punishment. Being crushed in your dreams is every bit as unpleasant as it sounds.)
Depressed again Evening comes too fast, still tired of the routine Depressed again I can do without all your false curiosities Angry again No, I don’t wanna have a conversation with you Angry again Let me sit alone with kerosene I do’t even care about you
A New Mission by Josh Whitehouse (Everything about Wursh exasperates Fjord’s insecurities, but he feels seen in a way that, while not pleasant, is necessary. The group also gets another peek at the childhood that made their friend.)
Sometimes I can’t control a feeling that I get inside my chest Even with those who are close to me, the ones I call my best I lose sight of all my confidence, in a heavy single step It’s happened ever since my childhood, things I thought I’d put to rest
The Wolf in Your Darkest Room by Matthew Mayfield (Uk’otoa makes it clear that what can be given can also be taken away. The loss of his powers, however temporarily is terrifying.)
And I just want to taste you on my teeth And clawing at your neck to feed my needs You thought you found my limit But you don’t seem to know You don’t seem to know How far I’d go
The Mask by Matt Maeson (Fjord has spent a lifetime crafting masks, but at what cost, and with such weight. He’s not ready to take them off yet, but he gets one step closer with each day. Fjord’s second talk with Wursh about anger, picking your battles, and not letting others define who you are.)
Tell me what you know I settled my grievance by crafting a mask And I never looked back I will never grow While this anchor is chained to my feet
Waite by Lowland Hum (Xhorhas montage- Adjusting to a new city, a new culture, and having a home of your own for the first real time ever. The paranoia of feeling like you’re being watched. Caleb waiting for him in his room- a conversation with a friend you don’t yet understand, and are not sure you fully trust.)
Hunter, rush, mauve, dust; Colors I didn’t trust  Until I saw them from the train Home with stranger kin Camp in the kitchen Tears and sweet refrain Pining, dining, late reclining Pillow steals my brain Stop through, see you All we’ve been through Are we not the same?
In Memoriam by The Oh Hellos (Sleeping next to the Wildmother’s tree. Uk’otoa strikes again, but she saves him, brings him to her, and offers him a place of refuge to seek and strive for. For the first night in a long time, his sleep is peaceful.)
Well, it’s a long way out to reach the sea But I’m sure I’ll find you waiting there for me And by the time I blink, I’ll see your wild arms swinging Just to meet me in the middle of the road And you’ll hold me like you’ll never let me go And beside the salty water, I could hold you close But you are far too beautiful to love me
Diver (Acoustic) by Kid Astray (The Wildmother’s tree again, but this time his eyes are on Jester only. Also known as: He literally jumps off a tree into a deep dive to save her guys!! That’s some Disney bullshit!!)
So dive in with me, leave without the feeling that you’re on your own Hold fast drifting, know that I won’t go before you’ve had enough ‘Cause I can be anything that you want me to be, anything that you need me to be So dive in with me, dive in with me
 A Lullaby of Home by Jessica Curry (Bazzozan, Oban, and the loss of Yasha. The feeling of betrayal that strikes deep to his core.)
Instrumental
The Difference by Noah Gunderson (Fjord and Nott are parallel stories. The weird understanding and also misunderstanding between those who are in the same place, but had very different journeys to get there, and also don’t want to acknowledge just how much the same they are.)
I hope I don’t miss it Though I know I probably just won’t get it Maybe we were made this way Maybe we weren’t made Maybe we just got here Learning from our mistakes Maybe we don’t know What we’re looking at  The ever pressing question takes a toll
A Little Broken by Storm Greenwood (The Vandran scry conversation. Fjord confides in Jester about all of it, not knowing what he wants, losing his powers, being afraid of losing his friends and himself. She supports him like he never expected anyone to. He leaves feeling more grounded and ready to make a decision. )
And though we’ve been down the hardest road we’ve yet traveled At least we weren’t traveling alone Time ticks by and we’re still a little broken But together we can lighten this load
Broken Crown by Mumford & Sons (The whole damn lava pit thing, that defining choice. The giving up something bad to replace it with something better. Jumping off a cliff and praying you’ll be caught.)
Touched my mouth and hold my tongue I’ll never be your chosen one I’ll be home, safe and tucked away You can’t tempt me if I don’t see the day
Dear Wormwood by The Oh Hellos (The aftermath. When you’ve named the beast you can tame it, or throw it away entirely. In a way it is freedom. Fjord and Caduceus share a private moment of encouragement and support.)
I know who I am now And all that you’ve made of me I know who you are now And I name you my enemy
Kinda Feels Alright by Wild Rivers (Fjord’s friends love him so so so much. Coming clean about who you are even though it is terrifying, and finding that nothing has changed really, not in the ways that matter the most.)
I swear I should be terrified But damn, it kinda feels alright
Ginger by The Front Bottoms (Powerlessness and the Strength of Self. Fjord was never really weak, he just needed faith in himself, his abilities, and in the love of his friends.)
Back before I got struck by lightning Things were so much different than they are now I got a lot more people leaning on me And all I wanna do is make them proud But this is my body, the only thing I own entirely And it’ll carry me to greatness somehow
Better in the Morning by Birdtalker (Fjord and Caduceus commune with the Wildmother and talk about the importance of faith. There is no requirement to have it all figured out immediately. You are safe, you are loved, you are wanted. Just have faith.)
Be gentle with yourself as you uncover Your best kept secrets yet to be discovered In stillness, boys, clear water to the bottom You will do better in the morning
The Dragon from God of War (The Battle at Mythburrow for the material to finish Star Razor. If there was any doubt that his friends turned family would do anything for him, it is dispelled now.)
Instrumental
Atlas: Eight by Sleeping at Last (Rebirth, Reforged, Revival.)
Here I am, pry me open What do you want to know? I’m just a kid who grew up scared enough To hold the door shut And bury my innocence  But here’s a map, here’s a shovel Here’s my Achilles’ heel I’m all in, palms out, I’m at your mercy now And I’m ready to begin 
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underthestars0 · 5 years
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October 14, 2019
The. Past. Week. Has. Been. So. Fu.King. Bu.Sy. How are we halfway through October already? Why are the leaves falling? Why is it getting cold? WHERE IS TIME GOING? Yep, this is what is going through my mind lately.
Let’s take it back all the way to Monday which was a busy day. It started off with me being motivated enough to bring my little ass to the gym in the cold, walking on my own. The work out went fine and was motivating. It also allowed me to get to school for my 2pm class feeling a lot more concentrated which was a plus. That class was other team’s presentations and it was interesting AND passed by fast which was great. I then got back to the flat, had 1 hour to finish my ratings of the teams that had passed in class and eat dinner only to leave again. Then I was my roommate and we met up with some other friends at a venue and we saw fucking Lewis Capaldi and it was amazing. I cannot express into words how this dude singing makes me feel but it was insane. He sang all of his songs, he was funny, he was great and I loved every goddamn minute of his show. It also ended early which allowed me to be in bed not too late.
Tuesday was drainning. I got to school for 10:30am (thank god it wasn’t at 9:30am) which allowed me to sleep in a little. Then started the most long and boring class ever. The teacher had asked us to come prepared and yet she read the power point for 2 hours straight. Then came lunchtime which we spent outside in the sun and that at least made me feel better. Then came the teamwork which was better then 2 weeks ago but it’s always so fucking draining it makes no sense. Plus this time it ended at 5:30pm and by the end we all wanted to diiiiie. Back here, I took it easy and after dinner I got into video watching for my morning class the next day. I did in all in order to go to the gym.
On Wednesday I was once again quite motivated to walk and go to the gym alone. Then, I had to rush and get to school for 12:30pm for a team meeting. One team member didn’t show up but the rest went fine and we got things done which was cool. That afternoon class was once again interesting. I swear she is one of the best teachers I have ever had. Once this was over, I dropped my things in a locker and met up with my friend. We ate together while catching up and then we met up with another friend. We then all got to the Center to see 5 Seconds of Summer and Chainsmokers. IT WAS INSANE. Not in the same way as Lewis but the show was just unbelievable. I danced my ass off, sang so loud and had so much fun I just cannot regret going. It was the night of my life, quite litterally. I came back home somewhat late, chilled in the living room for a while and then it was midnight and IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY.
On Thursday, I didn’t do much. I had videos to watch once again and I chilled until my 2pm class, just answering people’s birthday wish. My class was fine. It passed by fast and it was nice to see everyone wishing me a happy birthday. After class, I took the metro and met up with my parents. They picked me up and we went out to celebrate. We first took drinks and then we ate delicious food. Everyone was in a great mood and I just loved to spend time with them. I got back to the flat not too late and watched the last Jane the Virgin with my roommate. Yes, we did that on my birthday. Then, I went to bed not too late.
On Friday, I got up and guess what? Walked to the gym! It was a good gym week! The workout went fine and then I got back here, showered and prepared for my evening. I was having people over. So, I cleaned, cooked and prepared a playlist. People started to show up at 6:30pm and then kept coming until 10pm. Most of my favorite people were there and it was great. We played games, caught up, laughed and had fun. At 1am, only 4 of us decided to go out. We went to this club near by. Not really my scene but it was nice to go out and have fun. We danced some more and finally went to bed it was close to 4am.
I slept in on Saturday and then everyone left. I had a little incident with my roommate that I still don’t want to talk about but which led to a great panic attack. It had been a while. From then on my day was meh. I went to the grocery store with one of them after it got better and I stayed in. I got ready for my evening eventually and then I drove to my show. Yes! ANOTHER ONE! This time, I saw Noah Kahan. I might have seen this boy quite a few time in the past year, it was still amazing. He is such a great singer and he amazes me everytime. I loved it. After the show, my day wasn’t over. I drove to some family firned’s house and joined the party. They were all quite drunk though so it was difficult for sober me to join them. I ended up leaving at 1am and got home very tired.
On Sunday, I woke up at my parents’ house. I ate breakfast quite late since I slept in and then I took it easy. I went voting and did a lot of school work. In the evening, I had my birthday dinner with my family. My brother didn’t show but my friend yes. We ate delicious food (thanks mom) and had some fun. She got me a game which we tested and then we watched this tv show. She left it was getting late and I went to bed.
This morning, I took it easy and then rushed to drive back to the city. I got here faster then I thought and ate lunch before getting to school. It might be thanksgiving in Canada but school doesn’t give a fuck. I had a team meeting. It was somewhat productive and I got back here on time for dinner. I made some left overs from last night and ate alone. I then watched some tv shows and cleaned up. I have now showered and I,ll be going to bed early to wake up early and be productive tomorrow. Wish me luck, it is now offically the midterm and it is getting CRA.ZY.
Until next time, L
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