#all those sparkles too
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[angst, panic attacks, implied MCD]
disclaimer: methods of overcoming panic attacks are based on my own experience and not from licensed professional medical people
Do it for him
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#things you used to do for me#if it's hard to understand from my doodle#u basically trace the shape of all your fingers starting from the base of the thumb and then retrace it back#helps to ground a person back by reconnecting yourself to the sensation of your skin and refocusing your gaze onto your fingers#+repetitive motion often can be calming#works well with overwhelmed kids too#no those are not sparkles btw#danganronpa ref heh#gummmyart#doodle#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap#angst#wELP guess who's back on the angst train#choo choo
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honkai star rail vol 2!
i'll add aventurine if i finish him in time :>
#honkai star rail#hsr#dr ratio#acheron#black swan#sparkle hsr#argenti#hsr topaz#ruan mei#yanqing#huohuo#bailu#herta#my art#those r way too many tags passing away#ill post backside on monday!#really happy with how all of these turned out :D
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what's more funny than chocolate getting vulcans smashed is that if vulcans DIDN'T KNOW chocolate would get them smashed until they went to earth and ate some. like, because nobody post-reform had ever bothered to make anything with the intent of being intoxicating because that's, you know, illogical. maybe they didn't even know they could GET smashed. then like 6 months after first contact some uptight vulcan ambassador gets wine drunk at a policy meeting. this absolutely improves human/vulcan relations by the way
#personal#star trek blogging#is this worth tagging as meta...sure#liz makes stuff#liz's star trek stuff#liz writes meta#anyway cue humans trying to ply vulcans with everything from sparkling water to catnip tea to see what they'll do next#they have to bring in one of those bad bitches who finished kohlinahr to try it all because everyone else is too scared to get stoned
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i would take their poison
Sketch + Line Art for those Clicking Under the Cut(tm) (archival purposes honestly)
#moshi monsters#sweet tooth moshi monsters#experimentation i am COG AWFUL at digital dear goodness i was playing with coloring and transparency and all those fun digital doodads.#next time i probably wont have black outline or i'll do it differently. or i'll try well. not doing this. it sure was a process im#i'm an amateur everyone who masically only doodles. does the sketch look better than the final. kinda! but thats okay because im learning#and y'know what. sometimes in life you just need to draw faves no consequences#for how saturated a character they are i kinda feel like i pastelled things too muc and trapped myself with my convoluted layer setup but m#it was looking WEIRD with everything at full force#maybe the sparkles look dumb maybe the hair looks dumb and out of place and why i kinda made the lollipop a little funky too#uhh. first digital piece posted... ever?#the arm is SO fucky i am not that was. thats not what perspective is spam#yes this is what i spent a good chunk of today doing after i started working on coloring it and then. decided to go for it.#cooolrs a little inaccurate on the horns and such but man one of the biggest art things was like#i dont have to have everything at their perfect hex codes all the time. this would look way worse if i just. used their standard colors#yeah this is. instead of looking like its forward and to the right it kinda just looks like they have a Bigger hypno-lolly#especialy becase. i did not bother on the gloves and platforms i the sparkles work with 2 kinda sorta but you know#im practicing! i'm learning! i'll get better and learn how to do things more effectively!#anyway. sweet toof#though hey their arm looks even more fucked in the line art and sketch SO#note to future self have a Consistent Line Art Size so that if you feel like the line art looks like shit during coloring you dont have to#gamble on what size it was while changing it#sketch lollipop looks better i should have kept it small. but its fine. we'll get em next time boys (tm)#yes i know my gif post was so fancy and then the drawing is just THIS
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Y'know, the whole 'Sparkle / Sampo being an Emanator' theories get even funnier when one realizes that Aha's current confirmed Emanator (albeit a short time) was a fucking worm lmao
#this DOES NOT disprove those theories because those theories/personal headcanons are really fun!#Hell I also am on the 'Sparkle being an Emanator' train XD#Aha still a funny one for making a worm into an Emanator just to see if it can pass off as a Genius Society member#Which in turn I theorize that the tale of the Noblesse Worm is an all time classic in the Tavern#This is even MORE funnier since one of Sparkle's lines is her wondering if she can pass off as a genius too lmao
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man. now that i think about it. crisis core sure did do that to zack's potential as a character huh
#listen. i respect the creators' original vision. however#i also firmly believe that their vision was stupid af.#zack had so much potential to be an interesting character with his own motivations and goals and agency#and then angeal hewley happened with his dreams and honor bs... and it all went downhill from there.#and that's the thing!!! the potential is still there!! all zack has to do is realize that angeal was talking out of his ass#and that genesis was a lunatic and didn't need to be taken seriously#and that he can make his own goddamn decisions without having to consult spectres of a bygone era of insanity.#babygirl they are a terrible influence on you. break free. you are so close to the epiphany come onnnn.#sigh. oh well. canon and fanon zack are different out of necessity and i love and loathe them both for many reasons.#but man. canon zack needs a push. rebirth ALMOST had it too. so damn close yet so far away.#rant over it's one of those mornings folks. happy wednesday. sparkle on!#zack fair#ffvii
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endearing myself to my own oc tonight thinking about lil baby 13 y/o byan who's finally switched to using only they/them pronouns and finally able to experiment more with feminine clothing and makeup, and they're really excited about it but don't really know what they're doing yet? they're learning most if not all of this stuff on their own with no real guidance, so they're clumsy and they stumble a lot while they're trying to get the hang of it all - there are a lot of poorly blended makeup looks done with an unpracticed, heavy hand, a lot of messy attempts at hairstyles as their hair grows out for the first time ever, and a lot of outfits that are too much or the colours clash or the styles just don't quite mesh... they look pretty messy a lot of the time, but they're having so much fun.
#the first time someone calls the young lady instead of young man they're all '!!!!!' with big sparkling eyes#it's still not right but it's BETTER and it means that they're getting there. they're making progress.#it's really freeing!! it makes them really happy!!!#of course there are a lot of really uneasant interactions in this time too. arguably some of the worst they've faced up until then. but.#unpleasant* interactions even#we're not thinking about that rn. rn we're focusing on the happy and the cute#on bitty byan absolutely beaming when someone compliments their outfit or their nails or their makeup#on them slowly getting better at putting together coherent outfits and their hand getting steadier and!!!#learning how to do all those hairstyles they always wanted to wear but never could!!!#ughhhhghhgghh I have a lot of feelings about it ok...#and I have a lot of thoughts about that period of time where they presented entirely femme and a lot more cutesy#maybe one day I'll do a whole big hc post about it but for tonight u get my ramblings bc I'm tired and emotional#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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starscream is the type of bot to say he doesn't like kids or want sparklings just to keep an appearance. but deep down inside that has always been one of his biggest desires. He's just always afraid of the type of parent he'd be. But in reality, Starscream is actually a very good parent when he finally has his own sparklings (well adopts/takes in first. i first hc that he takes in sparklings but then he ends up having his own), which is something that shocks everyone around him.
he may be awful at other things but when it comes to parenting it is somewhat natural to him - at least he thinks.
#i have a lot of hcs about seeker sparklings#but starscream's first sparklings are actually not biologically related to him in most of my aus -they are taken in#then after wards starscream becomes a carrier#he loves all his kids - those related to him and those not - equally#he is a helicopter or rather - a jet parent to some of them tho#also i have so many thoughts about seeker carriers/sparklings#technically seekers aren't supposed to do that but most of them just do it anyway because they want to#seekers also have an inherent desire to adopt or to take in sparklings so it wasn't too off the mark#for him#and
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finished story update in hsr finally...my brain hurts so bad
#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc )#me seeing ratio in it and kicking my lil feetsies (and then he doesn't show up again)#the way i wanna pick up firefly and robin but i also need so much more info on both of them#himeko is alive so far and that's actually what i care about most#ACHERON TOO AAAAAAAAAA my wife...that's my wife that i trust right there i promise i just had to go with the ipc for story#i can't wait for the disney vibes to turn film noir...i'm ready#me looking at sam like “i can't fuck this robot (yet)”#sunday is just so There rn; but i pray he will become more important later#me also shaking like WHERE ARE THE MANSION CHILDREN FROM THAT ONE VID WHERE#aventurine...sparkle...*gestures to my lack of care yet somehow still interested in them*#black swan hot...i love how vague yet helpful and hot she is...#i think those are all my base character thoughts yee#edit: GALLAGHER i want him...as a muse...as a man...yeah (forgot about the one bit he was in but wowow)
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as per earlier tag asides:
astronaut winston with an opaque / reflective helmet does a face reveal for merperson taylor, because they’re in love (and then they kiss)
prior art of this au
#not obvious but that's taylor's fins behind them in their own reflection....#ft'd in part for fun swoops; in part to draw fewer sparkles that can be stars or smthing else; in part to ft more of their oceanicness#not that winston's exactly Obviously the space cadet his is w/o context. giving him more of a like retrofuturistic helmet style#not to mention here he's in a hoodie still lol this is all like soft scimagic. ppl are floating in mediums between locations on land...#winston is an astronaut w/glasses....maybe he has a force field semipermeable bubble.#maybe it's both him controlling the permeation but other ppl can find it a Wall on their own prerogative....#[see those tags in that post] like same as how winston is controlling ''i'm taking off my helmet'' but also#he has to be Recognized by taylor first....validate winston; validate yourself#heart shaped visor thank you also....#also we can have the flipside of this moment in another tayston au: taylor has a sword (is a knight) (errant)#winston is their clairvoyant companion#i.e. taylor also could have a helmet to dramatically remove at some point. it can have a heart shape element to its design too#and then they kiss =]#going ''oh god it's been too long since i drew tayston'' then going ''you drew winston giving taylor head just the other week''#then going ''omg. hell yeah i did :')''#winston billions#tayston#corned beef#god it's 9am lol nonbinary bisexual autistics who've done an all nighter on niche fantascienza romance illustrations: go to bed challenge
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Originally posted to FFN a little after the 12th of December, 2016
Simply archiving a writing challenge I did back in 2016 up to 2017 and featuring my favourite writing pieces from each week of the challenge here on Tumblr :]
← Week 17 (KO) – Week 19 (KO) →
Cartoon: Transformers Prime / Robots in Disguise 2015
Characters: Smokescreen, Knock Out, and Bumblebee, with appearances from numerous other characters (even ones not featured in the cartoons)
Synopsis: An Autobot Elite Guard rookie, a Decepticon medic turned Autobot, and an Autobot scout turned warrior turned street cop - three very different bots with a wide range of stories to tell. And we are going to spend the next year exploring said stories through daily-written drabbles, be they angsty, humorous, gut-punching, or just plain odd! Who doesn’t love a challenge? (2016 to 2017)
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New Pet
It was just a glitch-mouse. A simple, rather insignificant little specimen that had been brought to the medbay to be used as a test subject.
Knock Out had recently become rather attentive to the little thing, allowing no one but himself to take care of it. First Aid had once joked that if he didn't know Knock Out better, he would've said that the doctor was growing fond of the little creature.
Knock Out then pointedly asked him if there was some inventory he ought to be doing, and First Aid knew that that marked a permanent end to the conversation.
Fabulous Bad Guy
Knock Out smirked at the Autobot who'd just entered the cavern. "Ah, finally. I was wondering what was taking you."
"Wait," Smokescreen laughed. "Don't tell me you were actually waiting for me to show up. 'Cause that would just be stupid, even for you."
"Well, I needed someone to witness yet another one of my victories."
"You stuck around to gloat?" Smokescreen scoffed. "Wow, that is stupid. Guess you haven't been watchin' any human films lately."
"Considering how pathetically bad you Autobots are at retrieving Predacon bones, I think my decision is well founded." Knock Out turned to the Vehicons awaiting his command. "Sic him."
Kindred Spirit
"I tried playing with the other kids..." The sparkling paused to suck on his energon treat. "But they're boring, and they don't like playing any of the games I do. Can I have another one?"
"I don't think so." Knock Out moved the bowl of energon treats out of reach.
The sparkling rolled his optics. "Why not?"
"As a doctor that would just be plain irresponsible of me, as dull and grown-up that may sound. Also..." Knock Out dusted off the sparkling's shoulder. "...Take it from a grown-up, if you're going to have an impeccable finish, you must have impeccable denta to match."
"Fine."
#posting from THE ARCHIVES#365 drabbles challenge#ill pretty much just say what i said in the a/n for this chapter/week all those years ago#i just find the idea of knock out basically just being a bad guy from an action/adventure movie too funny and perfect#also hey theres sparkling rid2015 sideswipe in the last featured drabble :]#transformers#transformers prime#knock out#tfp knock out#tf first aid#g1 first aid#smokescreen#tfp smokescreen#sideswipe#rid2015 sideswipe#fanfiction#transformers fanfiction#HardyGal writes stuff#HardyGal writes fanfiction
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I remembered I had made a top of my favourite Gabe scenes a very long time and thought it would work very well in a video format, so here it comes!
#Elena of Avalor#Gabriel Nunez#Gabe Nunez#My video#I've got a content-making mood so I'm suspiciously active now#Anyway feel free to share your favourites if you want!#This video is almost an entire embodiment of that super old post except I replaced one scene#I added Gabe's promotion to general because this scene has been growing so much on me#I mean I always loved it and I literally squealed when I watched it for the first time but somehow I'm even softer to it now#The way his eyes sparkle as he's listening to Elena he's just so happy#and his parents are there for him#even Roberto!!!#They're so proud of him 😭#and Elena is too!#And me aksjnskfkkd#Honestly I love many many Gabe's scenes but those ones just hit me emotionally#(well except for the 10th position I just love sassy Gabe lol)#And all the scenes illustrating his bravery just deserve their own video calling#'Gabe being damn selfless hero for I don't know how many minutes straight'#It reminds me I wanted to make a compilation of Gabe's body language bc I noticed he makes that 'pfft' sound#and crosses his arms across his chest way too often#He also rubs his neck/back of his head when he feels uncertain or awkward#(This is probably natural for everyone but I didn't notice other characters doing it often)#This is absolutely random but he also held his palm (like his whole palm) on his hip at least two times and it made him look very fancy lol#But I'll probably never make it because those are very minor things and honestly it's kinda weird akusndkfk#Anyway returning to the video Gabe is just such a good person I can't#And yeah about that ‘pfft’ sound to be fair he doesn’t make it way too often and I’m pretty sure it was only in season 1#but I memorized it so it still was often lol#Gabe was a sassy eighteen years old guy
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one time my partner mentioned not hearing a song for years and yet having some little notion of it stuck in their head and the lyrics had something to do with snow and in like three seconds flat i had a link for the devil wears prada - louder than thunder sent to them and they were like THATS FUCKING IT HOW DID YOU KNOW
#the answer is its been stuck in my head since youtube was for amvs#of all your favorite little animes and also warrior cats and sparkle dogs.#normal about it#skelly speaks#snow patrol got a good boost around those days too#actually those days were a fucking TIME for like... a BIG bunch of music artists across a lot of genres.#groups like snow patrol and coldplay were putting out albums that changed Everything#just as much as groups like evanescence linkin park and breaking benjamin were literally changing the genre#three days grace too! and papa roach i think#like gotdam what a time to be alive actually
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When I have more money, the first thing I'm going to do is make Thorkyrie canon the way thorkyrie fans want. Or if the fans don't want to give a f with mcu, then I'll make another movie with Chris and Tessa so we can take it as a canon Thorkyrie parallel. In other words, by ending the Thorkyrie fan's hunger, I ended the world's hunger. That's what heroes do.
#because that's what heroes do#use 'WHEN' rather than 'IF' because the time will come. the sun will shine on us.#when any of us have more money than we need we gonna make Thorkyrie canon. we'll shut the f out of everyone else#the producer wants money so we'll give em as long as we can control what we make with thorkyrie. revenue was a later problem.#*is#in that movie we gonna put everything chris and tessa wants from ragnarok but doesn't fit in that time into this new one#research team too so we could have a original plot from the comics but adding what the fanfic writers' ideas too#not gonna be in the same level as MIB Intrntional. far better than that one guys#🥺🥺🥺🥺😩😩😩😩#for the parallel version we can be as creative as we want. mush them all together in a coherent plot. we can do it#we have a lots of talented creative minds between us. just look at those artist! read all of those fanfics! just heart sparkling 💖😩#thorkyrie#rj ramblings#rj post
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cities at night has a very sexy vibe for joshua. he loves how the mood changes so drastically, and if he’s in or outside, he steeps in the night life. as a composer energy flows through him and he kind of gets a contact high off the collective vibe. new cities are particularly entrancing to him. he loves to locate all the best locals spots and the hotels that provide the finest views of whatever the city has to offer.
#hc#went to sacramento a few years back as an example#and stayed in this swanky hotel with one of those big windows with the nook you can sit in and it was all just sparkling outside#joshua was practically vibrating lol#ofc if a city has a shitty vibe he does not tune into it but#when he plugs in he's just so excited#he gets this psychic euphoria#and whoever he is with will be infected by it too
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#just read the same words i wrote yesterday. they still apply. a little less deeply cut though.#and in addition -#i remember the soft white sand sparkling with the ruins of unknowable lives. it filled my mouth so completely#and i remember choking forever. that was the worst of it. i still get tearful thinking about such horrible things.#they call such white 'pure' but it is a vulgar mixture of rock and shell and bone. the only pure thing is#the violet ray. the ultraviolet ray. dear henry for like all gods it can take away what it gives. shining blue and serpentine#fangs from every star too close to love. but you love it anyways. i do anyhow. little reptile. beautiful liar#this flesh is so tired for me. in the old days i could simply slough it off and be reborn.#that's the point of the birds you know. phoenix and swan. rebirth and vanity. a fall from grace in either case but one survives.#they're different fangs than the ones i draw towards me. those are cut from moonsilver. not so pretty in soul though#they are just metal. from the earth where i laid once. from the softest graves where my friends lay.#the moonsilver is only in my eyes of madness. some kind of redemption or more accurately just rest. respite.#i ache for what they provide this morning but subtly. only thought of it yesterday. tomorrow i expect it will be worse#especially since i dare not draw their comfort from me. too many things to hide in the near future.#words i speak#nonsense#madnesses
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