“Sometimes I get a word or a saying stuck in my head. Like a phrase that keeps surfacing, and it will just repeat itself again and again and again, until it’s all I can hear. And for a while it was this voice asking me ‘What are the chances?’ What are the chances of what? Um, I don’t know. Maybe... ‘What are the chances I don’t come out on the other side? What are the chances I don’t want to?’ And, lately, it’s someone asking me ‘Where will you put your shame?’ And it’s my voice, but it isn’t. You can give it to us.”