I love how this show gets us two totally different approaches to THE break-up. We have Mickey "I'm hella gay, so will try to fuck it out with a woman who barely resembles my ex, then I shall punch a mirror while jacking off to a picture of said ex in a bathroom" Milkovich, and we also get Ian "25 bucks buys you a lap dance " FUCKIN GALLAGHER, getting Mickey out of his system by getting on it with old dudes, "your dick in my dad's mouth" style.

It's as funny as it's depressing - my sense of humour is as bipolar as I am.

(Skits)

Ah

When the sun goes down and the lights go off

There’s a ghost in town, better check your watch

If it’s 3 AM, better lock your doors

Cause the block ain’t safe when we walk on yours

When the night stick swings it will bust your jaw

With the teeth you lose you can mob the floor

When the beat kicks in we unleash the gore so trick or treat do you want some more?

You deal it with a click for the cannibals, I bite your neck like an antilope

And I dont take no prisoners, civil make the base go radical

It rattles the justifer listener, hit you in the face like a metal pole

Medical treatment urgent, please send somebody in, he’s lettin’ go

Never recycle cycle michael myers, better recharge

The better restart so Im ready to bring the violence

Lettem’ inside them, chuckle and hide em’ for the antnite, Im Chucky by day, Im Leatherface to you, better think twice of what I might do, and make sure you get the fuck out the way

D.O.8 is the verdict, every phone’s out of service

Hills advice we will kill you guys, the Windcrests memory is murder

Reaper get rid of the burner, Im puffing more cookies than burna

Blood on the wall and the priestess

TRICK OR TREAT BITCH

(Jay)

Yeah

YAAA

Knock knock, trick or treat bitch, Im at your dootmat and I came to reap shit

No ghost, Im a fucking demon, at night when you sleep you can hear me breathin’

Right next to you bed, dwell in you dreams, got me stuck in your head

On a stay one night but hair, nuffin' but heads of my friends

I keep stacking the limbs, you hacking the bits, I dont care about money

Just gimme your wrists, so real killa you know I exist, cut that bitch, just lettin’ it drip

Im going on their bates when I fornicate, which is more than late, when they scream for help cuz imma squeeze their necks like Im goin’ insane

See a bipolar, borderline imma boogieman with a distorted mind I gotta inflict pain all the time like a sentle pain and if you mortify this

Deafen the K and we celebrate

Have I can't wait, I will meditate, deafen the K we don’t hesitate

Spelling you blo and we gon’ let it rain @bethanythestrange 😂 😘

Trick or Treat by Dope D.O.D. V3.0

https://www.dopedod.com/2019/10/31/dope-d-o-d-trick-or-treat-new-halloween-single/

11 question tag

11 Questions Tag!

I was tagged by @smittenbyschmidt  tysm bub!! 

My 11 Questions:

How would you describe your personal aesthetic? umm i would say vintage things, with nature, music, lowercase letters, and quotes. is that what a personal aesthetic is?? idk fam

You’re writing an autobiography about your life. What would the book be titled? oml i think it would be “falling, thats what you do until you don’t” lol i wish but umm maybe “life of the quiet, music loving, weird kid”

You have the chance to switch places with any television or movie character. Who do you chose? ah dam thats a hard one bc i love so many characters form so many movies but like i think Neyiri from Avatar. dont judge its a dam good movie

If you had the chance to spend the day with your ultimate bias, what would you do with them? ummmm,, honestly if i had the chance to spend the day with tae i would probably just want to get to know him better u know? like know him more than what they appear to be and i would also definitely give him a hug,, i honestly just rlly want to hug the boy

If you could become fluent in any language right now, what language would you choose? chinese or korean. period. 

I read this question and thought it was awesome, so i’m kinda copying it. Describe what your favorite color is without saying the actual name of the color. umm, i have so many fav colors ok ill pick one. its in the color of fire, that burns brightly in the sky, its light up the path for whenever you're in the dark, it emits heat and can be used to describe blood, and is constantly used to describe love. in all honesty, it's a bit bipolar.  im pretty sure you have all guessed it by now 

Go to your music, and hit shuffle. What are the first 3 songs that come up? i promise you (propose ver.) by wanna one, once again by nct 127 and habit by seventeen

You have to eat the same three meals (breakfast, lunch and dinner) every day for a month (snacks can differ day to day, but the meals must be the same). What three meals do you choose?  asdsak i have no clue omg,, um fried rice, pasta and pizza??

Did you drink a sufficient amount of water today?? ha, probably not. 

Do you believe in aliens? yes, why not

What’s your favorite book? oo dam girl, i have so many its not ok lmao,, but i think imma say or City of Glass by Cassandra Clare or To all the boys i’ve loved before by jenny han bc its cute af omg

kk, my questions :

1. describe your ult without saying his name or any of the members of the group.

2. go to you music click shuffle and write down every other song that comes up so like the 2, 4, and 6th

3. what are your opinions on love?

4. fav subject in school and why?

5. if you had a chance to live in any au or fanfic you’ve read which one would it be?

6. what is the best and worst purchase you’ve ever made?

7. craziest thing a teacher has done?

8. in what ways do you support your biases and groups?

9. if you where to only be able to read one book for the rest of your life what would it be?

10. best place to get ice cream?

11. best memory and why?

i tag: @taetaetrashhh @achenlove @peachjunny @kim-jonginism @yoonohnct @taeybear don’t feel pressured to do it <3

tell me about your ocs. al of them

sdjfjhsgd?? really?? i have alot so i hope its ok that i just talk about my two new ones and maybe an old one of mine also its under cut because i have no idea how long im gonna go on oof 

Ok lets start with Lynn Evans ((imma recap what i said in the other post for my own sake sorry jahf)) She is a 15 y/o first year at U.A. She started going there while Mydoria was a second year. Her homeroom teacher is Present Mic (at least for now idk how sure i am on the decision) and like I said her quirk is Singing boost. She can boost anyone with in ear shot so she in battle would have to stay back and help her team from afar and through mic so that villians can hear her, and when dhe is boosting weather it herself or others he loses a lot stimina. Depending on the tone (or sometimes even the words) of a song itll boost different things and the best way she can tell is doing a small test with her brother with each new song she decides to sing. She is a trans girl but no one at U.A. but her homeroom teacher and the principle know. She socially transitioned after middle school and before she went to U.A. Though when she told her parents her mom fliped her fuckin shit and was like ‘I didn’t rase my son to be a pussy and I expected better from you how could you do this to me’ and left Lynn and her dad the next day her dad was completely understanding though he accepted her and said he will do everything in his power to help her. And because hes a tattoo artist they have a little pact that when she overcomes a big obstacle of being trans he puts a small music note on her wrist she right now has 8! This was also out of her suggestion because shes always wanted music note tattoos and this way they have a lot of meaning to her at the same timeOk about 2 years later her dad decides to adopt another kid and that when he goes and adopts Joseph. When they first got him they were told he was quirkless and they were ok with it but turns out he had a quirk he just really hated the foster home he was in so he just never used it out of spite for them. And like i said his quirk is orbit.This means he can make anything (under his 10 lb weight limit) orbit him like a satellite when he touches it with the palm of his hand! And if he wants it to stop orbiting him he can either just grab it or fling it out of orbit but when he flings it he cant control the speed and it can get pretty dangerous. Then when he hits his limit his vision get blurry and its hard for him to hear so he tries his best not to hit it. Also orbiting animals makes he tire quickly.Also his palms have the area that activates his quirk a lot darker than the rest and everyone just thought it was vitiligo but nope just his quirk lol Then he looks up to his sister and Uravity alot His sister because he sees her as like the strongest and best person ever then Uravity because their quirks have alot of similaritiesThen as for Lynn’s Dad and mom i dont have a ton of info on but ill say what i do have!Her dad, Steven, has the quirk boosting touch that he uses while he does tattoos so that they both hurt less and heal faster! Though his quirk only works when he has a fully hand on the person and its only for that limbThen her mother, Sophia had the quirk lullaby which puts one person (the first to hear her) that hears her into a haze like stateOhh then Lynn looks up to the Wild Wild Pussy Cats alot and wants to be on a team like them! Tiger is her favorite because hes a transboy (canonly!!!!) and it makes her feel alot better about herself knowing there are other trans heros. Then personality wise Lynn is the quiet type that keeps to her self only really talking to her friend Micheal, though once you get her talking or rived up about something its alittle hard to get her to shut up lol then she also had bipolar depression and takes meds for it She also has been taking martial arts classes since she was 5 and is shes a purple belt at the moment! Anyways if theres anything else you wanna hear about her or any of her family hmu this was mostly just me info dumping to hell and back lmao 

honestly the rest of my ocs are old and not nearly as developed oof i mean i have a lavender pearl that worked for a high class gem and was very fuckin gay for pink diamond, then i have an old oc that is a fox human hybrid named Renee and was originally a undertale oc that had a huge crush on sans (cringy i know leave me alone i was like 11), and then all of my trolls i made forever ago and just dropped oof, I also have an old creepypasta oc named neono that wore neon colors and was obsessed with fire lmao, then i also have the characters that were gonna become a game/comic but the other person who was working on it with me left ;; Baer had lot of development but id have to explain the entire game to explain it and teddi had some too but he wasnt my character to expand on oof then tom was mine and hes just a murderer. Then i also have an oc thats a demon and she had all her limbs cut off and her eye jabbed out so her demon form has floating limbs and is a cyclops now that i think about it she was p developed too damn i know she also had a glass prosthetic arm from the elbow down and the knee down

Ah anyways i went on for a long time sorry about that also sorry if i pitied you into sending me an ask about it thats a shitty thing to do i was just really annoyed and i apologize for itbut legit thank you so much for sending this is made my day oof??? sorry if it makes no sense 

12.1.2020

It’s now been another two years since I was on here. (Helloooooo hypomania.) Before I go back and fill in all the pieces, how about a rant from today?

I started a coach to 5k -ish type thing today. Because my new psych doc told me to. And I kinda feel like he’s right, and I also kinda hate him for it. Apparently running is good for overall brain health... I’m sure there’s research somewhere (feel free to share what you got). He changed some of my meds (increased and added) - which I totally agree with, no beef there. He seems like a good fit - and after a year of being without a psych, that is no small feat. 

And now, here I am, eating my peanut butter toast, and dark chocolate covered bananas, sipping a (homemade) iced vanilla latte, deciding I want to get back to journaling. Writing. Whatever you wanna call it.  Basically, I just want to have a place to vent about how much I super duper HATE running. 

There. I said it. I hate running. I hate putting on the Costume of running - too tight pants that cut in to my stomach. Do I wear underwear? Sports bras constricting my chest, too thin straps digging in at my shoulders. Who knows what top layer to wear - more too tight long sleeves, or just a racer back tee, under a puffy coat (that apparently No, I’m NOT supposed to wear that... whatever).

This won’t be ALLLLL complaining. Mostly, but not all. 

I like the bright florescent colors of my pants, that I have cool socks to wear, and my shoes are almost new. I like knowing I did it - as little as I feel I actually accomplished today - I did SOMETHING today. I liked the shower. I liked that I took time to put on face cream - oh shit, I forgot to put on deodorant. I like that for now this is my little secret - only two other adults know about this, and one I live with so hiding it would be difficult ;) The other one, Scoop - you know who you are - has been a solid supporter of this next endeavor. We’ve decided in a weird way that he will live his lost running life vicariously through me. Oh - and, I mean, this could be a thing - I like that my wedding dress will fit better if I keep this running thing up (and the aforementioned man in my life is super excited to see how it affects, um, my wardrobe... we’ll say wardrobe. 

More negatives, for funsies: 

I hate that I clench my jaw when I run. Since I started running back in 2009 I used to say “running is bad for my teeth” because I would clamp them down so hard I was afraid I would crack them.. I cannot tell you how many times I have bitten my tongue whilst running. The taste of metal and "working out” go hand in hand in my brain. 

I hate that I forget to bring things. By that I mean I am always surprised at how woefully underprepared I am when I head out the door. Tissues- forgot. Earbuds that fit in my coat - nope. Charge the phone - totally did but then forgot to put it on low battery mode and it died only ten minutes in. Headband ear warmer - again, nope. Left that in my car, that I walked past on the way. Ah- deodorant. Yep. Forgot that too. Not that I need it, I have that weird gene that my sweat doesn’t smell bad - look it up, it’s a thing. Warm up stretch - shit. I mean, I stretched in bed before I got up, and had to bend over to put on my shoes - that counts for half, right?

I hate the headache I get after. I don’t drink enough water, that’s on me. But for as long as I can remember I’ve always had headaches after exercising - whatever form it may be: swimming, yoga, sex, hiking, roller skating, dancing... always a headache after strenuous physical activity. Water. I’m sure water is the answer. Also 

I hate water. And I know I need it. blahhhhhhhhhhh. This has nothing really to do with starting running, but I thought I’d throw it in there.

I’m having a hard time understanding the “runners high” concept. I don’t ever remember having that. Even with two 5ks behind me, and all the practice runs leading up to them.... I was proud of us for DOing them (me and the kiddo), I was blissfully happy to have them BEHIND me. The endorphin rush I’ve heard about and read about doesn’t ever seem to come my way. I wonder if that’s related to my botched biochemistry, my headaches, my bipolar.... or am I just not doing it right?

For now, one day down. I sure as hell hope my Fitbit tracked today. Shit. Imma go check.

Later peeps.

-Me