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What are you supposed to do with all the love you have for somebody if that person is no longer there? What happens to all that leftover love? Do you suppress it? Do you ignore it? Are you supposed to give it to someone else?
Maggie O’Farrell; After You’d Gone
#maggie o'farrell#after you'd gone#text#quote#quotes#love#love quotes#life#life quotes#relationship#relationship quote#beautiful#aesthetic#art
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Čovjek svugdje nailazi na prošlost.
- Maggie O'Farrell, Kad si otišao: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
#maggie o'farrell#kad si otišao#after you'd gone#2000#book aesthetic#london#books#scotland#bookworm#bookaholic#love#life#quotes#coffee#yugo vibes#old but gold#myuploads#365project
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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"You've grown."
This was in my mind for?? like 3 days?? I don't even know where it came from though, enjoy
#doodles#cotl#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb ratau#cotl ratau#I am shaking you shoulders the god of death visiting one of their favorite guys#may be at the gateway maybe wherever their souls are gone#I like to think you'd may see him at least once more#also I only change my fleece ONCE during the whole game and it's after the mystic seller gives me this fleece themselves kjsdfbshd#other than red fleece beloved
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You may not be "allowed" to think about Eclairette in the tags, but you're allowed to think about it here, so speak up/lh
They exist at all times in my mind, Mape 😔 they never leave now
I can't stop thinking about the way she teasingly calls him mon vieux. Can't get over how he's become so fond over it and how deeply it touches him. Just a silly little name; an acknowledgment that she sees him as something - someone - other than "Monsieur Neuvillette". The ease in which it rolls off her tongue whenever she greets him or in the midst of their lighter conversations always makes him feel a little brighter. A little more...human.
And I can't stop thinking about how it was that comfort, that lightness, that humanity Eclair makes him feel that eventually led to him settling on a name for her. Not the public and (presumed to be, based on his tone) impartial "detective", but pluie. To associate her with the rain, that which has always brought him comfort, it's...I don't even think he knows how to describe it. It wasn't something he spent very long thinking about - he's never been one to even consider terms of endearment for himself. It just slipped out one day. Before he even knew he'd said it.
But the weight of it, the way it just...clicked. He felt that the was the only thing he could call her. Pluie - his rain, his beloved. Even if he still defaults to "detective", especially in public, his name for her still rings true above all others.
And it just. It just!!! I can't stop thinking about it!!!!
#toast talks#genshin impacted#oc tag: Eclair Dumont#She is moving a stray hair from his face and brushing her knuckles against his cheek and he's breathing a gentle sigh.#She's finding him in a storm after a long arduous trial and hearing him barely whisper 'Pluie'.#He's pressing the softest kisses along her shoulder and saying 'my rain. my love. I'd give you eternity if you'd have me.'#He's feeling the coldest hands of fear clawing at him while her Vision flickers after an investigation gone wrong.#His desperate pleads of 'detective' turning into 'pluie' - uncaring of those around him that could hear such a reverent name.#His shuddering sigh of relief when her Vision lights once more.#I am SO unwell about them. It's terminal 😭
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oh ok
#succession#tomgreg#OH MY GOD THE SCENE IS THIS CLOSE AFTER?!?? i thought i had some time !!! i jqqqqqqq#man. man. mn!!!!aman!!!!man!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man.#matt johnson you would love tomgreg#what the fuck is this scene though i want to die i PHYSICally want to di e Eeeeeeeeeee#he........i .........fkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkmmmmmmmmmmmm#ok. okok. ok . novel tags ok i can think through my absolute fucking grief. ok so basically.#tom giving greg advice about prison. and then greg like basically begs to have tom take the rap for him. but not directly.#he can never say things directly. but tom translates. and it doesn't take him long to say fine. load me up. you piece of shit.#but he doesn't even mean the latter statement he's too sad. and he won't fight. the fight is all gone out of him.#so much for greg being expendable though huh?#look me in the eyes and tell me tom isn't in love with greg at least a little. yall telling me you'd take the rap for someone and go to jail#for them if you didn't love them? ok bestie you do you#i kind of like as well the comparison of the conversation between them and him and shiv like. it's very similar in that him and greg are#saying sentences that are parts of different conversations like him and shiv's convo ALTHOUGH it is still related bc it's to do with jail#she wouldn't even talk about that subject at all. and then it correlates to the whole. nero and sporus thing right. and the dressing up/ring#ALSO THE FACT HE DIDNT WANNA SLEEP WITH HER AND HES OUT LATE AT A DINER WITH GREG I GET IT G IS HIS MISTRESS#but anyway.#and the WAYYYYYYY greg's voice breaks and the way he looks at tom with pleading eyes and it looks like he's about to cry#that's what does it for tom i think. that's what breaks him. he can't bear the thought of greg suffering for months.#which makes me believe that that is why he was so sad earlier when greg was asking for advice. he doesn't like greg to suffer#by other hands of course. if it's by his hands that's another matter BUT THATS ANOTHER CAN OF WORMS#LIKE I KNOW ITS KIND OF AN ASSHOLE MOVE OF GREG BUT AT THE SAME TIME HES LIKE. idk early 20s. 26ish latest???#and i would be fucking terrified i'm 30 and i still don't know what the fuck is going on i don't know how i am still alive so i get it.#and if you have someone who has been taking care of you and has in the past flexed their power and money to give you food and parties#and move you up in a company and give you opportunities you most likely would never get. you kinda. latch. and fall into a pattern.#you assume he has a way out for you#has help. i mean greg probably assumed he wouldn't say yes in the first place so he kinda Has to be an asshole for any chance at all tbh.#he even said quid pro quo. but tom didn't even want anything in return. i mean idk what greg could even give him [lol] but still.
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4pm thoughts
i don't understand the older generation's propensity to blame the younger generation for not being able to save enough due to rising prices.
"just spend less!!!" as if there aren't studies and charts that already show that income vs. the rising price of food/necessities has become so dispropotionate over the past decade or so
they complain about how the younger generation eats outside all the time instead of cooking at home. but how do you cook at home when all you can afford to rent is a room, or the house you rent doesn't allow cooking?
or if you're only eating outside once a month and cook at home the rest of the time they say "stop eating outside food". like if you cut down your outside food budget by RM60(USD15) a month, you can miraculously afford a down payment on a house.
and even if you can afford a house, the prices are astronomical nowadays--- you'd probably have to take out a 20-year loan to do so, vs in the past when houses were so much cheaper.
maybe all these problems seem very nonconsequential to most of the older generation/people in charge, since they're usually part of the high income bracket people, but tbh most of the population in the country(especially the younger ones) are probably only a few paychecks away from going homeless.
like!!! my dudes!!! why are you siding with the corporations when they don't even have your backs and are one of the main causes of all this as well...?
are people not allowed to treat themselves once every now and then with? if not, what's the point of working in the first place?!
#4pm thoughts.#my brother once told us he thought of renting a room outside to skip the 3 hour commute.#and then realized he would only have rm150ish a month in terms of savings after rent deduction.#and then our parents thought it was a good idea!!! because he would learn independence!!!#and then I asked them but what would happen if something came up one day. eg. his car breaking down and needing to repair it.#then they said he'd have to figure things out himself and think how to get money to repair the car???#like huh how disconnected from current day struggles do you have to be#speaking of houses and house loans.#back then you could pay off your house loan in 5-10 years and you wouldn't even have to break the bank to do so.#and you could get a house with an actual garden on a piece of land.#nowadays the dream of owning a house is gone since you can probably only afford an apt.#and even then you'd have to take a 20-year loan. if the bank even approves it in the first place due to your salary.
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it’s a dominion fic -- nay, a multichapter dominion fic! one i’ve been working on for a while now, in fact! one with an au concept that several other people will also be writing, no less!
featuring: vikingpilot and legundo (...probably? that is him, right?)
#dominion smp#vikingpilot#legundo#solar scraps#solar scrawls#txt#orig#yt#dominioners#alright alright alright i'm gonna need to buffer in the tags for a hot second so the spoiler isn't immediately viewable#so hey! did you know this fic is named after a song from the risk of rain soundtrack?#there's a link to it in the author's note if you'd like some chill but tense jams!#...is this long enough yet?#d'you think the people told to ignore spoilers are gone now? alright:#scenario smp
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im gonna inflict you with the knowledge that, while doodling that diving griffin pic, i had Atemlos durch die Nacht (live in Munchen 2022) on repeat >:)
AND, the whole time the image in my head was something like this:
sorry Rat ^w^;
The gall! >:0
Well... Perhaps this Rat gave the version you mentioned a listen. And perhaps, it was not as bad as I remembered.
Maybe, just maybe, I was kinda grooving to that... But only in small amounts! I gotta keep this a very rare occasion as to not hate the song again XD
#aaaah I love that concert scene you made kjdhfkujsh#a small rat is easy to carry along huh XD#that's so freaking adorable#just SWOOP- like a plushy XD#well the rat was convinced after all; even if it took a struggle#I adore how you drew the hind paws#and the big tail! gosh looking at that again I should make the tail more chonky in the future too cause I love the look#and your wolf looks so happy; oh they're beautiful#absolutely love how you drew the claws#plus the background; I can just imagine us there XD#only /you'd/ manage to drag me to a Helene Fischer concert lol#cause if listening to that can bring forth something as gorgeous as that griffin; it is perhaps worth giving a second chance#but that front view of your wolf is so damn cute#I did not expect to be graced with more of your art and after a long day it is a DELIGHT#ya know I almost went to a concert this monday#if I hadn't been so busy I would have gone#but alas; such a thing would have been too draining; even if it would have been fun#maybe another time#until then#I think imagining our rat- and wolfsonas there is even better XD#rätposting#ask by:#a-dauntless-daffodil#art by dauntless#rät's art shenanigans#I missed drawing your wolf
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I think I just lost 2 good friends
#not a reblog#personal#vent#we were all part of this group thingy and we were doing a project and#I was kinda ultimately useless because of my inexperience and I felt uncomfortable because we were supporting someone who harassed me#and like I sent a message saying I quit basically but#what if it was too whiny?#what if I was super manipulative without even realizing it?#it's just like Gallus all over again#I had these really cool friends and ended up pushing them away because some responsibility scared me#have I really not changed at all?#they haven't messaged me since and I don't think they ever will again#I just kinda wish they'd yell at me or something so I'd know that they don't want to talk to me anymore#but now they're just. gone#I know this is my own doing#I know I screwed up#I just don't know why I haven't changed a single bit since Gallus left me#you'd think someone significant leaving you because you were a manipulative asshole would#idk#like#stop you from being a manipulative asshole?#they're such cool people too I feel so awful that they had to put up with me#especially after they helped me through tough times like how could I treat them like that?#and for what? some butthurt feelings and a grudge?#I can't keep a friendship to save my life
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The world of Midgard was still new to the Goddess of Fidelity despite only arriving a year ago. In that time, Sigyn had already been training under the Ancient One and learning the magical ways from the Masters of the Mystic Arts. It wasn't as different as their magic on Asgard.
But Sigyn was still questioning if she was doing right? What was her purpose? Was she better as a healer on Asgard or a Master of the Mystic Arts on Midgard? Could she even protect the ones she loved?
Lost in her thoughts, walking along New York City, she accidentally bumps into someone. "I'm sorry...I didn't mean..." she pauses, realizing the building she is outside of. "Are you an Avenger? Have you seen my brother, Thor? I'm Sigyn...I'm his sister-in-law."
@illbringthechaosmagic liked for a starter in the Marvel Verse
#illbringthechaosmagic#VERSE ;; Incantation-Fetter of the Mystic Arts (Marvel)#Let me know if this is okay or i'd you'd like something different#I just set this during a time she'd venture down to Midgard which is after Dark World when she thinks Loki is gone#and I really wanted Sigyn to meet Wanda :)
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@m00nj3w3l @the16thelement there you go Italian besties <3 (Btw, she's referring to the Rashomon effect)
#Deleting this in 24 hours because like. that's not the content I want on my blog LMAO but you had to see it!!!!#Besides the video is on the TG La7 youtube channel but they do delete their videos after some days-#so you'd probably want to download it if you want to keep record of this historic moment#delete later#Btw this looks like a great moment to mention that the Rashomon effect wouldn't be a thing if it hadn't been for the Italian woman-#who brought the movie to the critics attention whereas before the movie had gone widely unnoticed by western spaces#It's also a great moment to mention that it was first distributed in Italy as “Rasciomon” lmao#Edit: And PLEASE don't let this circulate I swear I'm a very serious person who watches the news very seriously#I'm sorry for the Italian posting it won't happen again
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WE WISH FOR YOUR HAPPINESS!
#one piece#franky#and his family#and..... iceburg (implied)#smth tells me i will not know peace until ive fully digested every single moment of tom's workers .. it is going to be a busy year ..#but yes anyway so you can interpret it however you'd like but i was thinking that#iceburg wouldve thrown out all of franky's stuff after the incident and then gone to pick it out of the trash again#maybe left it at the franky family house at some point#zambai put it in the goodbye duffel bag as a good luck charm#aaaa i swear i'll draw franky properly soon
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my bookclubs' inability to understand nuance and to either misinterpret or completely ignore things blatantly stated in the text continues to drive me up the wall and yet i keep going because im desperate to get out of the house and make connections with people, especially people who also read. but after this last bookclub, where im still angry and frustrated a whole 24 hours later, im wondering if i should just stop because it doesn't get better and maybe i need to accept that it's not going to
#we read we were villains and i got so angry at how many times the text was completely ignored that i would've left if it wasn't so packed#i couldn't leave without it causing a scene so i sat there so frustrated i wanted to cry. especially since no one would let me speak#text post#don't mind me just late night venting#it didn't help that I've considered if we were villains one of my favorite books for years now. and i still stand by that after my reread#but it's not just this book. every book I've read and gone expecting to have im depth convos about everything but instead#all the difficult and interesting concepts seem to go over so many people's heads#and it's all so fucking black and white with them. and this time they really proved the can't handle morally grey characters#like what the fuck man?#and they're all adults older than me. so i get i sound like a pretentious little asshole but if you were there you'd see im nlt exaggeratin#someone really said 'only children don't develop empathy' and everyone just nodded like that's an actual thing?#i also had to explain that the reason a characters limbs were all fucked up after an overdose is bc overdoses can causes seizures#a fucking nurse was there!!! and i was the one that had to explain that! and several people went 'ohhhhhh'#AND THE CHARACTER EVEN HAD A FUCKING SEIZURE IN THE BOOK AFTER THE OVERDOSE#there's literally so much venting i could do but I've already done a lot so I'll leave it alone now
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maybe the most surefire way to not be an arse about shipping is to have your first-ever serious OTP be a rarepair
#blitzarachnia til i die babey but never once have i gone round telling other people they should be writing about the spider and the jet-tank#we got one piece of fanart that someone bothered to make once a month on the deviantart group and we were GRATEFUL for it#like having stuff for your rarepairs is an insane hit of dopamine but like#after receiving that hit why would your response be to go around and trying to shake other people down for more#it's just... rude? and unkind?#i don't know thus far the hypothesis that makes the most sense#is that people who do that shit are people who started out in whichever fandom with a popular ship#where there was loads of content#and then they come to somewhere else where they ship something not so popular and they want the old setup back#and if lots of content used to be provided then i guess you'd expect that treatment again?#but it is a bit karen-ish like#someone's gotta make that stuff#for FREE#why should it cater to you if the person making it doesnt know you from adam#fandom
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if i get taken to court for wanting to have a bed to sleep on istg
#yeah basically she also covered my bed in stuff while i was gone and removed my bedsheets so after i removed literally an entirr bed's +#+length worth of garbage i ended up sleeping on a naked mattress ♡#and in the morning she was like 'i didn't know you'd get here so soon' as if it wasn't in the trip plan that id be home on the 31st
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