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#after writing this i realized she also made me my luz hoodie
captainimprobable · 2 years
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I have one thing left from my ex. A few months ago, I took all her gifts, all her love letters, all her jewelry, and I threw it in the garbage,  I’m never getting those things back, and that’s okay, because I don’t want them.  We broke up over a year ago, I don’t need those things.  And now there’s nothing left. Except for this stuffed bunny. She gave it to me on our second date.  She met me at the train with flowers, and I remember thinking about how nobody had ever bought me flowers before.  We had a picnic in the park, played cards, hung out with her best friends, and she gave me the bunny. It’s been two years since that date.  I don’t love her.  I don’t miss her.  But I don’t know what to do about this stupid fucking bunny. I could throw it out.  I could give it away.  But it’s my last connection to the first person I ever fell in love with.   There were so many red flags, but tonight I’m just thinking about the green ones.  The time she stayed up all night sitting on her bathroom floor while I hugged the toilet seat trying not to puke, telling me funny stories to distract me. The night she wrapped me in a blanket, sat me on her lap, and pointed out constellations I had never even heard of.  I had no idea she was breaking up with me just a few weeks later. The time she told me she loved me.  How wide her eyes were, how scared she looked, how I screamed and threw down my bag and kissed her, and she thought she did something wrong until I sat her down and smiled at her.   How I told her I loved her a few days later outside of a truly disgusting subway station. She loved pokemon, and hair dye, and piercings, and for one summer we had a whole apartment to ourselves in Florida for a week, and it was like a dream. It’s been over a year since I last saw her.  She’s had a girlfriend since then.  She’s changed her hair.  I hear she moved apartments and got a new job. I shaved my head.  I’ve gained 30 pounds.  I’ve got a new job too.  I’ve been on dozens and dozens of dates.   We are not the same people we used to be. But I still have this bunny.  This stupid fucking bunny that sits in the corner on the floor of my room that I can’t bear to throw out because I have nothing left of her.  And all I feel when I look at it is anger.  But there’s a part of me, a small part of me, that remembers what falling in love for the first time was like. And even though she forced me out of love, even though it’s been over and will be over forever, even though I’m grateful I’ll never see her again, even though we are completely different people from two years ago, from the day she gave me the toy, I can’t ever forget what it felt like to feel as loved as I did when she gave it to me. And I don’t know if I’ll ever feel that way again. So for now, the stupid fucking bunny sits on the floor collecting dust.  I’ll probably throw it out soon.  I might rip it to pieces for the catharsis.  But until that day, it’s going to sit there, and it’s going to watch me become a person she would never recognize. And that’s going to have to be okay.
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stupid-stew · 3 years
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Separate Tides
yknow what? frick you. *writes down my own version of the season 2 premiere that i've already written in my head because i'm impatient*
Luz was guilty. No matter how many times Eda told her that she shouldn’t take the blame, she just couldn’t stop herself. If she just hadn’t gone that day and stayed to make sure Eda was ok…
“Luz?”
Luz sat up from her position in her sleeping bag on the floor, “What is it King?”
The small demon looked at her, his silhouette backlit by the light from the hall, Luz’s room was dark, she’d been too mad at herself when she woke up to even begin thinking about casting light glyphs.
“Eda wanted me to come tell you to get up for breakfast…” King gave her another glance “but if you aren’t up for it I can make an excuse for you.”
Luz realized she must look a mess, still covered in dust and scratches from her fight with Belos, still wearing her cat hoodie, and probably had one of the worst cases of bed head in history. “No, that’ll only make her worry more, I’ll be down in a minute, ok?”
Her face must have given something away because King still didn’t look convinced, but he didn’t push the matter any further and left her back alone in her room.
I’ve gotta fix this.
Luz got up, well she got up as far as she could before her arms gave out, Huh, she thought to herself, I guess getting thrown around by an evil emperor leaves you a little sore in the morning, who woulda thought. She stayed there for another minute before trying again, Eda is gonna be worried if I don’t head down soon, she doesn’t need any more on her plate, not from me.
This time, Luz mentally prepared herself before deciding to get up, it must have worked because she was able to get all the way to her knees before having to take a break. It was at this point Luz saw herself in the mirror for the first time. I see why King was worried, she really did look awful, not even when she was going through her awkward hair stage had she ever looked like this. Her hair stuck up every which way, down her forehead, up towards the ceiling, that one on her left was almost perfectly perpendicular to her skull. After she finished admiring the true wonder that was her hair, she got a chance to look at the rest of her appearance. It wasn’t as bad as she was expecting honestly, a few scrapes and bruises were visible along her face and arms, but that was the worst of it, her hoodie definitely needed a wash.
Better get this over with.
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Where is that kid? Eda thought she had sent King up the stairs long enough in advance for Luz to be down the stairs in time for breakfast, had she fallen back asleep?
Just as she was going to get up to go see if Luz was alright, the human appeared at the bottom of the stairs.
“Yikes, what happened to you?”
“Good morning to you too Eda” Luz responded, rolling her eyes at the older witch’s comment and moving to go grab her plate from the counter.
Good, she’s joking around, that’s good, right? Eda had been up late last night worried about Luz. If she knew one thing about the kid, it was that she had a big heart, and that meant she was probably going to blame herself for everything that had happened, and Eda didn’t want that for Luz, in fact she had gone out of her way to make sure and tell Luz how much of her fault it wasn’t.
“More like good afternoon, you were really asleep huh?” It was a little past one, breakfast was an arbitrary term in the owl house, especially since Eda had a habit of sleeping like a rock for days after an especially bad curse incident.
“Yeah well I had a long night, you did too.” Something in Luz’s voice was off, Eda just couldn’t quite tell what it was.
“What’s in this anyways?” Luz asked, gesturing at the meal in front of her, if you could call it that. Eda didn’t have much in the way of food around the house, she had been planning on making money over the weekend with the human collectables stand and then going shopping early next week, but getting captured and almost petrified had thrown a wrench in her plans.
“Ah, well I was going to make money this weeken-”
Luz cut her off “But now without the portal…”
“No money.”
“No food.” Luz looked into her dish with guilt painted all over her face.
“But not to worry kid! We’ll figure it out, I made out just fine before I got my hands one the portal” Eda said, trying to cheer Luz up, truth was she didn’t have a plan, sure now she wasn’t as wanted of a criminal, but she doubted there were many witches in town willing to offer her a job.
“Yeah but even then you had your magic.” Luz muttered just loud enough for Eda to hear
“Kid we talked about this, it’s nothing you need to worry abo-”
Eda was cut off by a quiet cough from the doorway, both her and Luz turned their heads to see Lilith standing in the hallway.
“My apologies, I don’t mean to interrupt but the small demon told me to come to the kitchen for breakfast, though I think he meant lunch, regardless, I’m more than happy to take it and leave.”
The three of them stood there for a moment, Luz was visibly uncomfortable with Lilith’s presence, but Eda just looked confused, she hadn’t asked King to get Lilith. As far as she was concerned Lilith could figure out her own meals.
“You can have mine, I’m not hungry anymore.” Luz spoke, breaking the silence. She placed her untouched breakfast on the counter and moved quickly back up the stairs, shutting the door to her room.
That can’t be good
“I’m sorry, I’ll just go.”
Lilith started to turn before Eda stopped her, “No, don’t let it go to waste.”
The elder Clawthorne hung her head and occupied the place where Luz had been a moment ago.
“What is this?” Lilith asked, looking at the plate in a mixture of confusion and disgust.
“Oh I’m sorry your highness, we seem to be all out of elegant food at the moment, so sorry we won’t live up to the expectations of the ex leader of the emperor’s very own coven.” Eda mocked, putting on her worst posh accent and accenting her mention of the coven with venom in her voice.
Lilith’s face dropped at that and she turned to start eating, but she barely got the food next to her face before the smell hit her and she dropped the fork, and in trying to catch it managed to knock the whole plate face-down on the floor.
Eda looked at her and scoffed before walking out of the room, leaving Lilith by herself to clean up the mess in the kitchen.
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By the time Eda walked past Luz’s room, Luz had already made up her mind, she was going to help Eda. There were things she couldn’t fix, she couldn’t cure Eda’s curse, she couldn’t get rid of Lilith, she couldn’t repair the portal, she couldn’t do anything about Belos, but there was one thing she could do. Her mother had never really supported Luz in her fantasies, she had never been mean about it, she tried her best, but if there were bills to be paid or groceries to be bought, that’s where the money went. Not towards Luz’s interests. If Luz wanted a new book, poster, dvd, cd, action figure, anything like that, she had to get her own money. Only problem was, Luz was barely 14, not a lot of places hired kids younger than that, but she had managed to get money, she’d done it before for herself, but now she was going to do it for Eda.
She’s already sacrificed so much for me, I can’t let her go hungry too. Luz thought as she packed her bag. Maybe they wouldn’t hire me in the human realm, but this is the boiling isles, everything is dangerous, hiring age is probably the least of their worries. Luz was determined, she was going to help Eda.
She almost made it out the door, Eda was in her room, Lilith was nowhere to be seen, Luz was almost in the clear, until
“HOOOOOOOOOOOOOT”
Hooty.
“Hey Hooty,” Luz replied through gritted teeth, “could you keep it down a little bit there buddy?”
“WHERE ARE YOU GOING LUUUUUUUUZZZZZ”
So he wasn’t going to keep it down. Great.
“I’m just heading into town to help out Eda, can you not tell anyone where I went? It’s a secret mission.” Luz was certain Eda didn’t want her going into town after last night, especially not by herself, but she also didn’t want Eda to worry about her while she was gone.
“ONLY IF YOU BRING ME SOMETHING BAAAAAAAACK” the house demon replied, rotating his face a full 180 degrees.
So creepy Luz shivered. “Alright, but only if you don’t tell anyone I’m gone or where I went” she whispered while shutting the door softly.
“OKAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY” the owl dragged out his words, following Luz several feet into the forest before returning to his place on the door.
That was close. Luz sighed before shaking out her hands, refocusing her mind, right, gotta mission, time to make it up to Eda.
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“KING? COME UP HERE” Eda yelled from her nest.
After a couple moments, she could hear the demon’s tiny footsteps scampering up the stairs, “What?”
“Why did you tell Lilith to come eat with us?” Eda asked, voice slightly muffled by the fact she was laying with her face buried in a pillow.
“Eda,” King said carefully “you can’t just let her starve y'know, where else was she gonna get food?”
“Why should I care?” came an exclamation from the witch who was now rolling over onto her back, “not like she thought about me when she was cursing me, what did she think the owl beast was gonna eat? Not like she thought about Luz when she threw her off a bridge, human ghosts don’t eat, what did she think Luz was going to do without me? She can’t survive on her own here! She’s a kid, King, I was a kid when I got cursed, so no I don’t care what she eats.” Eda exhaled, dropping her gesturing hands to the bottom of the nest with a thud.
King sighed and was about to leave before Eda sat up and looked at him, “speaking of which did Luz seem off to you this morning?”
“Yeah actually, she looked really sad when I went to grab her this morning, I don’t know exactly what happened last night but I think she’s taking it really hard.”
That made Eda’s heart hurt, did I not talk to her about it enough? Doesn’t she know it isn’t her fault, maybe I need to tell her again. “Could you go grab her for me please?”
King nodded and headed off down the hall, Eda heard him knock a few times, and the lack of response made her nervous, maybe she just fell asleep again, wow she must be wiped after last night, Eda chuckled a little bit at that before getting up to help King wake Luz.
“Luz?” she asked, knocking on the door, “can you wake up please?”
Nothing.
“Luz I’m coming in.” Eda stated while reaching for the door handle. When she opened the door all the way, she couldn’t see anything, the kid must have fallen right back asleep if there weren’t any glyphs or candles lit up.
“Luz?”
It took a moment for Eda’s eyes to adjust to the lack of light, but when they did and she saw the empty sleeping bag on the floor, her heart dropped.
Oh no.
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Lilith didn’t know how she had gotten there. Not even 36 hours ago she had been in one of the highest possible positions of power on the boiling isles, a part of Belos’ inner circle, and now here she was. In a shack, her dress in tatters, half cursed, covered in rancid food, sewing herself new clothes from dusty blankets she found under her cot. Oh how the mighty have fallen.
Just as she had finished putting on her new clothes, and was planning on burning the old ones, Eda busted in the, admittedly shoddily attached, door to her makeshift room.
“Edalyn?” Lilith’s eyes needed a moment to adjust to the sudden bright light coming from the outside world.
“Lilith- what are you weari- no nevermind there’s no time, have you seen Luz?”
The panic in Eda’s voice had Lilith more concerned than she was willing to admit.
“No, not since this morning, why? Has something happened?”
“Shit” Eda murmured “She wasn’t in her room and she isn’t in the house, I haven’t seen her and neither has King, are you sure you didn’t see or hear anything?”
“No, I’m sorry I haven’t,” Lilith replied, now just as worried as Eda, she might not know the kid that well, but Luz was still a kid, and Eda’s fear was intoxicating.
“HOOOOOOOOOT”
If there was one thing Lilith hated more than herself, it was that infernal house demon.
“I KNOW WHERE SHE WENT”
Eda’s face visibly lit up at that
“Really? Where?” Lilith had never heard her sister that relieved, not even after she’d almost gotten expelled for some of her more… elaborate pranks.
“I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO TELLLL YOUUU IT’S A SEEEECREEETTTT”
Any sign of joy that had been on Eda’s face disappeared almost immediately.
The next few seconds happened in slow motion for Lilith, first, Eda’s hand shot out and grabbed hooty by what Lilith assumed must have been his neck, whatever she had a grip on was making it hard for the owl tube to breath, then her other hand came up and bashed him in the beak, how that seemed to hurt Hooty more than it did Eda’s fist was beyond Lilith, then Eda had him pinned up against the wall of the shack.
Eda stared into Hooty’s eyes, and asked in a voice that was somehow calm yet conveyed the rage and power that Lilith knew was yet to be tapped into “Where. Is. Luz.”
The demon was wriggling like crazy, but to Eda’s credit, she didn’t show any sign of letting go until she got her answer.
“SHE- WENT- IN- TO- TOWN-” Hooty managed to cough out, Lilith knew her sister had a strong grip from years of grudgbey, so how he was even managing to breathe was beyond her.
Eda released him from the wall and turned to Lilith, who met her eye with a matching stare of concern, they both knew how dangerous it was for Luz to be out in town by herself. Eda might have been pardoned by the emperor but Luz hadn’t.
“We have to go”
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Luz was utterly defeated. She’d been at it for hours, going from business to business asking if they had a position for her, not even bothering to look if they had a help wanted sign in their window. The thing was, most of them were hiring. They were even hiring teens, they just weren’t hiring humans. Humans aren’t fireproof, they can’t survive dismemberment, they don’t have any magic, great, just another thing I suck at, I can’t even help eda properly because I’m a human. Just as Luz was about to leave Rot Alley, a cloaked figure appeared around the corner.
“Hey kid.”
The voice that called out to her was raspy and creepy, and Luz had seen enough horror movies to know that logically, running was her best option in this situation, running far far away, but before she could even get her feet to move, a gloved hand shot out from the white fabric of the cloak and grabbed her by the wrist.
“Hey! Let go of me!” she protested, trying to yank herself out from the stranger’s grip.
“Calm down, I’m not going to hurt you.” the voice replied, letting go of her arm.
Yep, creepy voice is still creepy the second time it speaks
“What’s a kid like you doing out all by themself?”
Luz’s mom had told her time and time again not to talk to strangers, but this one seemed nice, right?
“Well, I was looking for a job, but nobody wants to hire me.” Luz admitted while staring at the ground and kicking the toe of her shoe into the dirt.
“You seem a bit too young...” the figure paused, craning their neck to look at the side of Luz’s head, something about that circular, gold mask seemed familiar “... and round to be working a job around here.
Luz tried not to take offense to the round part, and settled for honestly replying “Yeah, well I need the money.”
The figure hummed and said, “Well, if it’s money you’re after, I think I could help you with that.”
Lets see, alleyway? Check. Cloaked figure? Check? Creepy voice? Check. Super duper sketchy promise of money? Double check. Yep that’s all the boxes on the “do not take this deal” list. But Eda… I owe it to her. If this deal can help her then I need to try.
“I’m in.”
The next half hour was a blur in Luz’s memory, she signed some papers, was given a map, a boat, and a contract that promised her 40% of whatever she brought back, and was sent on her way, and now she found herself on her own, floating away from a dock placed on a part of the isles she had never seen before, scared out of her mind, but with the hope of helping Eda.
No going back now.
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Eda was frantic, she’d been running all over the marketplace with Luz’s banned flyer in her hand asking anyone who looked like they had eyes if they’d seen her, and much to Eda’s surprise, they had. Apparently Luz had been there all afternoon looking for work, why on Earth would she be looking for a job? Luz’s motives were the least of Eda’s worries right now, what was more important was finding Luz, she could interrogate the kid on her own then, when she was back safe.
“Nothing?” Lilith asked, floating down next to Eda on her staff.
“Nope, seems like everyone’s seen her but nobody can tell me where she is.” Eda sat down aggressively on a nearby bench, placed her head in her hands and let out a groan of frustration. It was getting dark, if they didn’t find Luz soon, it could mean serious trouble. “Why was she even out of the house in the first place? She knows how dangerous the it can be here.”
Lilith took the seat next to her sister, “I don’t know, she seemed pretty upset in the kitchen, what was that about?”
Eda lifted her head and looked at Lilith. “That was because of you.”
“What?”
“Are you serious Lily? You took the kid and threw her off a bridge as some sort of sacrifice and you expected her to be ok being in the same room with you?”
Lilith opened her mouth to say something but was interrupted by a voice neither of them recognized.
“Hey, you lookin for that kid?” the passerby asked, pointing at the flyer in Eda’s hand.
Eda shot out of her seat, feeling hopeful for the first time in hours. “Yes!” she replied hastily, “Why? Have you seen her around?”
“Yeah yeah yeah, last I saw she was heading down to the docks, seems like a dangerous place for a kid to be. Glad she had that guy with her.” was all the demon offered before walking away.
The docks? A guy? Eda thought, what was Luz thinking? Going to the docks, doesn’t she know how dangerous that is? I’ve done more than my fair share of illegal things but even I wouldn- oh. Luz doesn’t know how dangerous that is, whenever she comes into town she’s with me and we don’t go there, I should have warned her, it’s worse than the night market down th-
Eda’s train of thought was cut off by Lilith’s hand on her shoulder, the look in her sister’s eyes told Eda that she’d come to the same conclusion, that they needed to move fast, titan knows what could have happened to Luz just in the time they’d been standing there.
Without a word, both Clawthornes jumped on their staffs and moved as fast as they could down to the dreaded area. Eda hated how low to the sea the shops were down there, it always made it unbearably hot, but the heat was the last thing she needed to be worried about.
After about 10 minutes of asking around, the sisters found themselves outside of a rickety building all the way at the end of the pier. The shop didn’t have a sign but the lights were on. “Stay behind me, I know how to deal with people who run places like this.” Eda whispered to Lilith.
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Lilith gave a small nod and Eda took that as her cue to enter the building. Why am I not surprised she knows what she’s doing around here.
It wasn’t much better on the inside than it was on the outside, all that was in the building was a desk, some tables covered in papers, and a witch behind the desk. The witch looked familiar to Lilith, something about those eyes, and the chip out of his ear, she couldn’t quite place it.
“Hey, you seen this kid around?” Eda spoke next to her, holding up the flyer.
“Maybe, what’s it to you?” Definitely know him, I know that voice…
“Look,” Eda sighed, dropping her hand to her side, “we don’t want any trouble, just tell us where the kid went and we’ll be on our way.”
The witch behind the desk spun around in his chair, “Sorry lady, even if I wanted to I couldn’t, she could be anywhere by now, I can tell you the kid seemed desperate for money, was willing to do anything we asked to get her hands on some coins, I like that kind of dedication in an employee.”
Why was Luz so desperate for money?
“If you can’t tell us where she is, could you at least tell us where she’s headed” Lilith offered, trying to get any information she could out of this man.
“Nope, no can do, our business is strictly confidenti-”
Before he could finish his sentence, he was slammed up against the wall by Eda, who had a firm hold on the collar of his shirt.
“Woah hey put me down!” the man chuckled, trying his best not to look afraid, his facade is weak, maybe I don’t know him after all.
Eda didn’t look amused. “Tell us where the kid went.” She annunciated every word sharply.
“I already told you, I can’t!”
Eda pulled her arm back so the man was nose to nose with her before slamming him back higher on the wall.
“I don’t care what you can and cannot do. You will tell me where she went. That is my kid, she is under my protection. You don’t want to mess with me, so look at me, and tell me where she went.” Eda spoke calmly, but the man looked terrified.
Her kid huh? Lilith grinned to herself, she’s never going to hear the end of this one.
The man gulped and looked around for any way out, when he didn’t seem to find one he stammered “G-griffin island, she went to griffin island.”
Eda dropped the witch to the ground, not because she had gotten what she wanted, but because of the implications of what she had heard.
Griffin island was dangerous, Luz must have been really truly desperate for money, but most of all, it was a scam, no griffin in history had been known to give up the treasure they were guarding, not without giving up their lives as well, Lilith and Eda both knew that, Luz didn’t.
**********
Magic is so cool.
Luz didn’t know the first thing about sailing, but the boat was enchanted to take her where she was going.
Why did they even need me for this? Whatever, as long as I’m getting a cut of the money I can help Eda. Plus not having to row is nice for my arms.
It was dark now, but Luz had enough light glyphs to keep her company, and apparently enough to illuminate the island in front of her.
Griffin island, wow. It was massive, there were tall twisting trees and vines, but what caught Luz’s eye was the giant statue of a griffin with it’s mouth open, leading to a tunnel. Ah, that must be the entrance.
As if the boat could read her mind, it made a sudden sharp turn towards the beak of the griffin statue, knocking Luz off her balance so she fell and her cape fell over her eyes. By the time she got herself untangled, the boat was nearing the tunnel. Wow it really is dark in there isn’t it. Luz activated a light glyph just in time to illuminate her path, which clearly hadn’t been traveled in quite some time, as it was riddled with spider webs. Note to self, spider breath isn’t as cool in person as it is in my head. Luz thought to herself as she layed in the bottom of the boat, trying to avoid getting any web on her.
When the boat reached the end of the tunnel, it was a spectacular sight. There were tall purple and green trees all around a circular pond of glowing blue water, and at the top of the circle, directly in front of Luz, was a sleeping griffin.
So. Cool.
Luz closed her eyes and tried to remember the instructions she had been given, the griffin should be asleep, good, right on track, ok what’s next, try not to wake up the griffin. She opened her eyes to look ahead of her, still asleep, now try to find a way around the griffin and get to the treasure, this is so cool I’m on a real life treasure hunt- Luz focus, find the path, get the treasure, help Eda.
It didn’t take her long to plot out her path, stop the boat at the base of where the griffin was sleeping, be really really quiet, walk around the griffin, get the treasure, leave. Fool proof planning Luz, why thank you Luz.
It didn’t take long for things to go wrong.
The moment Luz stepped off the boat, it zipped through the water and back out of the tunnel, leaving Luz stranded. That’s probably fine. There really was no going back now, so she kept on going with her plan, not wanting to think about the fact that she had just been stranded on a mystery island in the middle of nowhere with nobody aware of where she was.
She turned away from the tunnel, and was greeted by the very much awake face of a griffin right in hers. Great.
“Hey there-” she started, but was cut off by the griffin itself.
“What are you doing here.”
Woah griffins can talk? And it sounds nice? “Yeah so actually I need some of your treasure, you see I really need to help ou-”
“Interesting word, need. Most travellers tell me they want the riches, and most travelers I would have eaten them by now.”
Luz didn’t know what to say to that.
“Are you going to eat me then?” she gulped
The griffin got up and stretched before sitting down with it’s two front claws outstretched. Very similar to a cat, not quite as cute, Luz thought to herself with a smile.
“Not yet, luckily for you, I have just woken up from a nap, and therefore am not at all hungry, but if you tell me why you so need my treasure, I’ll listen.”
Who would have thought griffins were so reasonable. “Oh, um, it’s kind of hard to explain, you see I kind of made a big mistake, and my mentor really paid for it, she lost her powers and something really important to her. She keeps telling me that it wasn’t my fault, but I know it was. See, without her powers, she can’t really do much, and trust me, nobody wants to hire someone without powers.” I should know, I don’t have any “Point is, she’s out of an income, and I know it’s my fault, and I want to help, but I can’t get a job either, so I figured if I came here, maybe I could get some money to help her out. She’s done so much for me, I don’t deserve it, I want her to be ok.” Luz explained.
The griffin just stared at her blankly.
“Ok.”
Ok? Am I going to get the treasure just like that?
“Really?”
The griffin turned around and began walking back towards the woods surrounding them, “Yes, I will help you help your mento.”
“Awesome thank you so mu-”
“You say you have been such a burden to her? That you are the reason she lost her powers? That she is better off without you? Then I will rid her of her burden.”
What?
The griffin turned back to Luz, getting a running start, charging at Luz, who was now screaming without even knowing, it raised its claws and jumped, then Luz was flying.
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Eda had never flown that fast in her life. Everyone knew where griffin island was, and not for a lame reason like geography lessons, but because every young witch on the isles was warned to stay as far away from it as possible. The griffin will not hand over its treasure, it might trick you and tell you it will, but it won’t. Never go to griffin island as long as you live, you will not leave alive. Those were the words her mother had recited every time she and Lilith played “adventure to griffin island” in their backyard as witchlings. As a consequence, Eda had spent every moment she could trying to get as close to griffin island as she could before her mother caught on and dragged her back inside, her hatred of the hot water be damned.
But, that also meant Eda knew the way there. She had never gotten all that close, but enough to see it in the distance and head straight for it.
What if Luz is injured, what if I’m too late, what if she never even made it all the way, what if she fell in, what if-
Eda never got to finish her thought as they entered the griffin’s mouth tunnel, what was getting in her face?
Lilith seemed to be having the same problem, as she was spitting and sputtering like a mad woman next to her.
Eda almost laughed at her, almost, but then they exited the tunnel to see Luz raising her arm to block the claw of the griffin, and all thoughts of joy left her body.
“LUZ!” She exclaimed, moving as fast as she could, but Lilith got there first.
She grabbed Luz by the arm and dangled her, Eda flew around and grabbed Luz’s other arm and together they flew out of the clearing as fast as they could, Eda checking behind them and glad to see that the griffin wasn’t interested in following them.
Lilith swung Luz so she was forced to hold onto Eda’s staff with two arms, and Eda pulled her all the way into a sitting position behind her on the staff.
“LUZ WHAT WERE YOU THINKING? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW DANGEROUS THAT WAS? YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN HURT, YOU COULD HAVE DIED LUZ! HOW DID YOU EVEN GET TO GRIFFIN ISL-”
Eda’s screaming was cut off by a sudden impact and pressure on her back. She stopped the movement of her staff and turned her head to look at Luz, who was now clinging onto her back and sobbing.
Shit.
The older witch turned her full body to face Luz and embraced her in a hug, drawing circles on the girl’s back with her nails and letting her cry. They stayed like that for a while, floating in place while Eda tried to sooth Luz.
Eventually, Eda broke the silence. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have yelled at you. I was just really worried Luz, that was extremely dangero-”
“I’m sorry.” Luz interjected, and Eda looked at her with confusion,
“It’s ok, you didn’t know how dangerous the island was.”
“No, no not for that.”
At this point Eda was completely lost.
“What are you talking about Luz?” She gently placed her hands on Luz’s shoulders and pushed her away to look in her eyes. She moved her hands to hold the girl’s face and used her thumbs to wipe the tears still running down her cheeks.
“I’m sorry for all of it Eda.” Luz’s voice was already breaking. “I’m sorry for making you lose your magic, for burning the portal, for you having to jump in and save me all the time because I can’t take care of myself, for not being able to get a job and help out, for getting caught and you almost getting petrified. I’m sorry for being such a burden. I thought if I could get you some money, help out a little, it would make your life easier and you wouldn’t have to think about me as much.”
Eda was shocked. She expected Luz to blame herself, but not this badly. Why did the kid have to be so sweet all the time, doesn’t she know that not everything is her fault all the time?
“Oh, Luz.” Eda clicked her tongue and wrapped her arms around the girl again, “None of that was your fault.”
“But if I hadn’t-” Luz began to protest
“No, listen,” Eda released her grip on the girl and took Luz’s smaller hands in her own, “I need you to really listen, ok?”
Luz nodded.
“None of it is your fault, none of it. I was caught because I decided to come save you from my sister, and fight a battle in a war I’ve been fighting for years, since before you were even born. I was cursed, not because of you. I was caught, not because of you. Those are the things that took away my powers, not you.”
Luz didn’t look completely convinced, but she seemed to be listening.
“As for this incident, I should have been more explicit with you about a lot of things, we should have had this conversation earlier, I should have warned you about where not to go, and I should have been checking in on you, not pouting in my room over some spilled breakfast. Now, you also shouldn’t have run off like that without telling me where you were going-”
Luz looked back up at her with tears still in her eyes,
“But I forgive you, Luz. It’s ok.”
At this, Luz started sobbing again, ah, so that’s what she needed to hear.
Eda let her cry in her arms, and when Luz had slowed down enough to take a stable breath, Eda turned around and started moving back towards the owl house
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Lilith was starting to get worried, she had left her sister and the human alone quite a while ago at this point, they should be back by now.
She got up and was about to grab her staff when she heard Eda land outside, so she settled for meeting her out there instead.
When she walked out the door, her heart nearly melted at the sight.
Eda was trying to move herself so she wouldn’t wake a sleeping Luz, but the problem was that the kid had fallen asleep with her arms tightly fixed around Eda’s waist.
“A little help please?” Eda whispered at Lilith, who was trying to contain herself.
“Of course,” She spoke softly, unwrapping Luz’s arms and holding the sleeping child up long though for Eda to come and pick her up under her knees, “anything for my sister and her kid”
Eda rolled her eyes, but even in the dark Lilith could see the blush forming on her sister’s cheeks.
“She must really love you” Lilith stated, grinning.
“Yeah well I love her too, I’m pretty lucky to have her.” Eda replied, beating Lilith’s grin out with a larger one of her own.
The two silently parted ways for the night, Eda heading up to her nest and Lilith to the shack.
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King hated being left out, why did everyone else get to have all the fun while he got stuck at home with Hooty all day.
He heard Eda come in the door, and was about to complain to her about the unfairness of the situation, but as he stuck his head around the corner to the sight of an exhausted Eda carrying a sleeping Luz, he decided it could wait until the morning.
Silently, he watched Eda carry Luz up to her nest and lay the kid down before getting herself ready for bed, and while the witch was in the bathroom, King snuck in and took his sleeping position at Luz’s feet. The girl must have been really out because she didn’t even stir at the new presence in the nest. Eda must have also been too tired to notice, or if she noticed him there she didn’t say anything. Instead, she placed herself next to Luz, and placed a single arm around the girl.
Luz woke slightly at this, but Eda just whispered
“It’s me, go back to sleep”
And that seemed to be enough for Luz.
King felt Luz roll over before he heard Eda humming a gentle melody, and felt Luz’s body relax back into sleep, and when King woke up the next afternoon to see the two of them in the same position, he decided to bite his tongue on his complaint, and just let them be.
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Lumity Month 2020 Day 5 - First Date
I’m sorry everyone that this is so late! I was really wiped out yesterday and so I didn’t get to writing this until last night. Here’s day 5 of @thekitsune‘s @lumity-month! I hope you all enjoy this! Also I kind of left the description of their outfits blank so you can use your imagination for what they look like. Thanks once again for reading!
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Amity was nervous about the day. She had spent an hour making sure her hair, outfit, and make-up all looked perfect.  Once she was certain that she looked perfect she grabbed the bag that had everything she needed in it and started to head out.
As she was walking to the door Amity saw her brother and sister standing there in front of it. She narrowed her eyes suspiciously of the two.
“What do you two want? I really need to go and you both are kind of blocking my way.” Amity said tapping her foot irritated.
“We just wanted to see you before you left for your date, Mittens.” Emira teased her baby sister who turned bright red.
“Yeah, we wanted to make sure you were all prepared. Nice outfit, by the way.” Edric said as he reached to pat Amity’s head.
Amity swatted her brother’s hand away and glared at the twins. “Ugh. Why do you both have to always pick on me?” Amity said not happy that they weren’t letting her leave.
“Because it’s fun!” They said with a grin and hugged their sister who turned even redder.
“Anyway, we’ll leave you alone. Remember to have fun and be safe.” Emira said smiling as the twins pulled away from the hug.
“Yeah, don’t do anything we wouldn’t do,” Ed said with a grin on his face.
“That’s not a lot coming from you guys. but I’ll keep that in mind. I’ve got to go or else I’ll be late.” Amity said smirking as she walked past them and opened the door.
Before she closed the door Emira called out with a grin, “Oh, and tell Luz we said hi!” With that statement, Amity slammed the door behind her.
Amity tried to stay calm as she walked to the Owl House where she was meeting up with Luz to go on their first date.
‘I can’t believe I’m going on a date with Luz!’ Amity thought as she giggled to herself blushing.
As soon as the Owl House came into view Amity felt herself get nervous again. ‘What if she doesn’t want to go now? What if she doesn’t like my outfit?’ Amity thought as approached the house.
“Hey Luz, your guest is here for your date!” Amity heard the house demon call out once she made it the door. Amity heard a crash from inside the house before the door opened.
“Thanks for letting me know, Hooty. Sorry for the wait…” Luz said as she walked out and smiled shyly.
“It’s fine, I wasn’t really waiting that long. What was that crash just now though?” The green-haired witch asked concerned.
“Oh, don’t worry about that. King left his stuffed animals on the floor again and I kinda tripped on it. I’m okay though. Anyway, ready to get this date started?” Luz said with a wink as she held out a hand for her girlfriend to take.
Amity blushed and smiled as she took the human’s hand shyly. The two began to make their way to the beach.
Luz had told Amity about when she went to the beach with Eda and King and about the trash slug. Amity wanted to show Luz what the beach was actually like and decided that was where they would be going for their first date.
When they got to the beach Amity laid her towel down on the ground and they put their stuff down. Amity was wearing her swimsuit underneath the dress she wore so that it would be easier to change into.  Luz also wore her swimsuit to the beach although it was just a pair of shorts and a tank top that she had happened to have with her stuff when she showed up. The two girls admired each other and felt themselves blush.
“Well, are you ready to go into the water?” Amity asked with a wink to the human as she held a hand out. Luz blushed before grinning and taking her girlfriend’s hand.
The two girls ran to the water and started splashing each other while giggling. Suddenly Luz decided to catch Amity off guard and tackled her into the water.
“Ah! Luz!” Amity squealed feeling her cheeks turn red as they fell into the water.
When the two resurfaced from the water the two laughed as hard as they could. As Luz stopped laughing. she stared as the green-haired witch lovingly. Seeing Amity so happy filled her heart with joy.
After a while, the two girls decided to head back to their spot on the beach. They sat on the beach just watching people walk by enjoying each other’s company.
“So, are you enjoying this date?” Amity asked curious to know Luz’s answer.
“Of course, I am Amity! I’m spending a fun day at the beach with the most beautiful witch that I can call my girlfriend. Why wouldn’t I be enjoying this date?” Luz responded with a soft smile.
Amity felt her cheeks grow warmer and she smiled back shyly. “I’m glad. I’m enjoying this as well.” Amity said as she leaned her head on the human’s shoulder.
The two just stayed that way enjoying each other’s presence for a while. Amity noticed that it was getting later and that she should probably head home soon much to her disappointment.
Amity pulled away but not before intertwining their fingers together as they sat there. “It’s getting late…” She said looking down.
Luz looked at her and squeezed the witch’s hand slightly. “Yeah… Hey, before we go do you want to take a walk on the beach?” The brunette asked with a grin hoping to spend a little more time together.
“That would be wonderful actually,” Amity responded as they both stood up smiling softly.
Amity pulled her dress back on over top of her swimsuit which was pretty much dried at that point. Luz put her signature hoodie back on as well and the two packed up their stuff before they started their walk. Luz held out her hand and Amity took it right away blushing as they started their walk on the beach.
“This was really fun. I don’t want the date to end.” Luz said suddenly with a soft smile.
“I don’t want it to either,” Amity said with a shy smile.
The two continued to walk and talk. They talked about school, magic, books, and all their favorite things. Amity ranted about how her siblings loved to pick on her and Luz talked about the human world. Before they knew it, another hour had passed and they both knew they would have to part soon.
“Hey, how about I walk you home?” Luz suddenly offered as they started to leave the beach.
Amity thought about it unsure what her parents would say if they saw her with the human girl. However, the more she thought of Luz walking her home the more she realized that she didn’t care what her parents thought. Amity just wanted to spend more time with her girlfriend.
“I would like that very much. Thank you, Luz.” Amity smiled at the human who grinned back.
The two made their way to Amity’s house holding hands the entire time. Luz couldn’t help the grin that was on her face. She was getting to walk her girlfriend home and they were still holding hands.
They continued to talk about anything that came to their minds. Luz had walked Amity up to the front of the witch’s house.  The two looked at each other smiling sadly. They didn’t want to part but they knew they had to.
“I had a wonderful time, Amity. I can’t wait to see what our next date will be like.” Luz said with a smile.
“I did too. I’ll see you later, Luz.” Amity said with a shy smile.
Luz let go of Amity’s hand reluctantly before waving and turning away to leave.
“Wait!” Amity called out causing Luz to turn back around confused.
Amity ran up to Luz and gave her a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek.
Luz’s cheeks turned a dark red at the show of affection and she could feel herself grinning widely.
“Be safe on your trip back home,” Amity said looking down blushing.
“Of course. I’ll let you know when I get home. I love you, Amity.” Luz said before she kissed Amity on the cheek as well.
“You better let me know and… I love you too, Luz.” Amity said waving bye to Luz before she entered her house blushing even more.
Amity smiled touching her cheek as she watched through the window Luz walk away while grinning like crazy.
“So, your date go well?” Amity heard a female voice from behind her. She turned around to see her brother and sister with teasing smiles on their faces.
“Actually yes, it did. Thank you for asking. Now if you don’t mind, I will be in my room.” Amity said smiling as she made her way up to her room much to the surprise of her siblings who just watched her in shock before they decided to leave their baby sister alone.
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