So, this year has been not what I expected. To sum up: I almost die at the beggining of the year (not kidding). And, as weird as this may sound, that brought me back to writting (part of the terapy I've been on for this matter).

A couple of months I publish a preview of a sebaciel fanfic. I never finish the draft because I was diagnosed with a tumor. Fortunately is benign, but between my work, the effects of the medicine I'm taking for the tumor and terapy, I barey have time to breathe.

Finally I'm taking a couple of days off from work. I'm going out of town to rest. And I would love to finish that first chapter and publish it. It would be the beggining of something I've always wanted to do and the end of a long depression and frustration I have against life right now.

So yeah. That's my life right now. Its shit but, believe me, I'm fighting to get better.

Since none of my friends ever wanna make plans with me I think I'm just gonna waste $20 worth of makeup and take hella cute Instagram pics and act like I'm not depressed. Yep. Sounds like a plan.

You know, it’s different, it really is everyone counting on you to know this stuff because your ‘older’ now, no that’s not true we all still have that kid inside us that we keep locked up in fear up being humiliated, really it’s stupid not everyone should lock up there selves to ‘become’ this Smart, wise, respectful example because we’re NOT we all are still the same Clumsy, curious, playful, unique child. Who cares if your 18 now and are expected to act like a grown up or your 30 and everyone expects you to be wise and not fun anymore, moral of this is, keep your inner child with you always, you’ll never know when you might need it, because I can tell you, having to act like a grown up sucks.

Viernes de "Cardio". ¡Ay jijo! ¡Hasta se oye "Fitness"... 😂 #posyaque #aguayajo #arturomariscal #actor #adultlifesucks (en La Casa Naranja) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTFTPk7nRNj/?utm_medium=tumblr

#mychildhood #mythoughtsexactly @wwf @wwe @wcwnitro #wwe #wwf #wcwnitro #mondaynights #channel37 #channel42 #adultlifesucks #adulting (at West Palm Beach, Florida)

*enters magic shop*

*places $20 on the table*

Yeah, I'd like a soft reboot on my life, please?

Work, work, work.

Is it normal that you never look forward to come to work everyday (monday till friday)? Is it normal that I find so many ways to somehow want to quit the job yet I have not even work for a year yet? Is it normal that you don’t feel belong at the job you are in even for 6 months already? Is it normal that you felt alone when your company has 8 staffs that is not your age? Is it normal that you are the only one that don’t want to work here? Is it normal that your job did not give you motivaton because all you hope is, “I just want to go home and not come to work”, “I want to work from home and still get the stupid salary without doing anything”? Is it normal that I can’t even showcase my talent in a company but I felt so small and useless?

I was supposed to go wild camping in the lakes this weekend but my partner and I really need to get some house buying stuff sorted 😔 #ugh #adultlifesucks #art #drawing #illustration #aimeerixson #painting #watercolour #watercolor #sketching #artist #design #🎨 #sketchbook #pencil #pen #artwork #arte #dibujo #картина #アート #미술 #gouache #ink #awkwardrobot #robot #cute #adventure #storybook

PT/ENG Quando você descobre aos 27 anos o porquê da sua mãe insistia pra vc sempre limpar o ralo do banheiro! ... Gente muito triste com tudo isso q tá acontecendo! Não vou fazer um post a respeito pq to super atolada de trabalho mas queria deixar registrada minha indignação sobre a ação dos seguranças do Carrefour. Meus sentimentos a família do João! E espero q isso mostre o peso das palavras daqueles que insistem em dizer q não tem racismo no Brasil. Só quem sente na pele sabe! ...... ENG/ When you discover at 27 years old why your mother insists on you always cleaning the bathroom drain! #tirinhas #vidaadulta #tirascomicas #sermulher #samara #sevendays #adultlife #adultlifesucks #jovemmoderno #millennials #ilustração #ilustradoras #morarsozinha (em Federal District) https://www.instagram.com/p/CH2ww-PlMS1/?igshid=1bsrov7j24o8r

Look @ them eye bags. #adultlifesucks selfie #me

Internal reflections with no connection with the photo: missing your skin, thinking about what we could do and we didn’t do. Love, distance, friendship, memories, laughs, hugs and kisses. Beds, rooms, walks, talks, paths. All. Pain, tears, confusion, weakness, breakfast, love, lunch and dinner. Happiness. Heartbreaks, more pain, more tears, sadness. Desires to continue but no answers. No calls. No text. Empty. My imagination is flying and I can keep writing feelings, words and crazy things with any sense. But nothing last forever, nothing is endless and everything is a circle ⭕️ when a door is closed then you have 5 more that are open or are going to open soon. Keep your heart safe and save it for someone who deserves it, someone who can take care of that lovely organ without hesitation, someone that can say yes to you every time you ask for an adventure. Why I came up with all this mess? Oh I saw a love movie and then I got some heavy feedback from my heart and mind. Maybe a cycle that still have open inside my self and i need to close soon because is getting very painful every day. #dailystory #love #memories #thoughtoftheday #scape #thatslife #adultlifesucks #feelings #thejourneyofthemoon #actitudjourney #innercircle #lifecycles (at Moon)

The Life of an adult teenager...

I’m living in a world where I think I have loads of time, no stress and nothing to worry about...

WRONG!

For instance, final exam is coming up in less than a month! Second year varsity is ... fun? What about my 9 month old, Great Dane Lab mix, puppy. The cutest and craziest most friendly dog you will ever see! Not one aggressive hear on her back, though it stands all over when she gets excited.

Sometimes it’s hard (yes my dog and varsity), lucky for me I have an amazing man in my life! Surprising me with gifts. Making me laugh out of my tummy. Through thick and thin. Nagging me over and over to do the right thing, which is good! He keeps me sane... Cassidy, my dog, always manages to make me smile, always happy to see me, jumping around like her tail is chasing her, sometimes chasing her tail back... playing with me... cuddling me... jumping and breaking my toes (for real!).

Typically life, giving you curve balls around every turn. Giving you lemons. so when that happens, either ask for salt and tequila of make orange juice and leave everyone wondering how the heck you did it!

My week in one picture ... #brokemysungasses #ffs #adultlifesucks https://www.instagram.com/p/B0dC0SdHqNn/?igshid=18cxxakgqyytg

Take a break, you deserve it.

I am so happy that I saw this today after studying 5 and a half packets of notes. I am a certified massage therapist, but I took my test 2 weeks ago and failed. So I have to take it again. I have been stressing out like crazy worrying about how I'm going to pay for the test and pass it, and also how I'm going to pay the rest of my bills. But the Lord always provides and I was able to pay for my test. I have been working my ass off as a server/host to get money to pay for bills and shit, pulling multiple doubles this week and also working a bunch of nights, and also studying after work each night is fucking insane. When my friend called me and asked if I wanted to come out with her, I stopped studying and said yes. Because at that point and time I was coming up on hour 3 of studying and needed a break. So, when we passed the family center and the sign said, "take a break, you deserve it" I was immediately relieved and no longer stressed about money or if I was going to pass a test. I was the happiest I have been in a extremely long time, I basked in the giddiness that I felt. Flash forward to a few hours later and I opened a fortune cookie and it says, "fine release from your cares, have a good time." I was even more excited and pumped for the days to come! Thank you God for all the good signs that you have been sending my way. Amen ❤️

🍕🍕🍕 = ☺☺☺. ■ Pizza for dinner. I'm an adult so yeah, and im too lazy to cook. ● #StayAwesomeAndBeWierd #StayAiveAndStayPunk #January9th #ItsTuesday #Pizza #DiGiornoPizza #FrozenPizza #AdultLife #LazyDay #DontWannaCook #Food #Hungry #ImStrange #NeedSleep #Happiness #AdultLifeSucks #MyLifeConsistsOf #MyLifeIsLame #aimalame #IHaveNoLife

#adultlife #adultlifesucks #momlife https://www.instagram.com/p/CCeOf43DglX/?igshid=ot92s2c0gsgn