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Intimate Mornings

Chishiya Shuntaro x GN!Reader

REQUESTED? [Yes] • No

REQUEST: Hi could I request domestic moment with chishiya, like hdcs or anything idc, im a slut for this man and I need domestic moment with him ☹️👍 (the brainrot is very real)

WORD COUNT: 771

SUMMARY| Mornings with Chishiya had always been your favorite, especially after a rough game.

Adm Note: I’m back after a year, I might be a little rusty. I did not specify what the reader looked like or any pronouns! Everyone is included. <3

Sunlight broke through the blue skies with beams of light, peaking through the window to give false loving caresses to the skin of your lovers face, like it was trying to make you envious of the ethereal glow that encapsulates him. Chishiya slept peacefully beside you, his arm slung loosely over your waist, his face didn't hold its usual coldness; a mask he carefully crafted together from hardened clay to protect himself.

Without much thought to your actions you pulled your hand from where it laid motionless under the blanket, taking the physically clean hand and running it through his messy locks of hair. You often wondered if every touch you gave him darkened his soul, the soul that shimmered such a vibrant gold it could blind you.

Where as your soul laid withered up, being cloaked by the shadows lingering in your mind, tormenting you with memories of the things you have done to survive in the borderlands. Crimson stains washed away down the shower drain like it was nothing but dirt spread across your skin.

His hair was soft, like how you imagined clouds to feel as a child. It was familiar and warm to your touch, like an old soul greeting you upon your death, lighting you up with a sense of complete wholeness.

Slowly your hand moved from its place where you were daring to dance your fingers through each piece and wondering if you would turn to gold from touching the hair upon his head.

Trailing down his cheek you relish in the warmth rolling off his skin in waves, a frown pulling at the corner of your lips as you notice a cut along the crown of his forehead, not deep enough to need stitches but it would need to be cleaned.

Running your thumb softly along the cut, a sigh crawled it’s way out of your throat with ragged claws tearing into your windpipe, mindlessly beating against your voice box. “Chishiya…” You whispered, getting no response you tried again to awaken your slumbering boyfriend.

“Chishiya.” Your voice was louder, causing him to stir, his eyes fluttering open at the feeling of being looked at so tenderly. A small sleep filled smile was shot your way, making your heart thud wildly against your rib cage.

Pressing a kiss to the corner of his lips you wordlessly got up, ignoring a whining protest from Chishiya that tugged at your heart strings; he always had been clingy when he was tired.

Entering the bathroom you grabbed a wash cloth, letting the cold water seep through the fabric and pool onto your fingertips before the droplets slid down your hands back into the sink.

Opening the cabinets you grabbed a bandage, rubbing alcohol, and the ointment. Hearing a soft shuffle, that alerted you to the fact your boyfriend was on the move, you moved to the doorway.

“Nuh-uh, lay back down. You’re injured and have five days on your visa.” You made your way over to his side of the bed, sitting down hesitantly beside him. You took care of the bigger injuries last night, including the huge gash along his side from a flying piece of metal.

As gently as you could, you pushed Chishiyas shoulders back, having him leaning against the headboard of the bed. Shifting carefully as to not bother his stitches.

Chishiya rolled his eyes at you being so careful, a yelp of surprise escaping you as two hands pulled you into his lap in a straddling position. “Chishiya! I could have hurt you.” You weren’t normally one to complain about sitting on your boyfriends lap, especially if it’s in the privacy of your own room, but you didn’t want to irritate or reopen his wound.

Chishiya let out what sounded like an annoyed clicking with his tongue “You didn’t hurt me, if anything being this close with you makes me feel better.” Your insides melted at his words, despite him not being the best with emotions they always managed to make you a puddle in his hand.

A soft smile crossed your lips, unable to hold back the warmth that spread throughout your chest, how could you when he looked at you like you crafted every star in his name? Like you shaped every galaxy and creature just to cure his loneliness?

You softly brushed his hair away from the cut, dabbing the wet cloth to clean the dried up blood that escaped and now painted dried ponds on his skin. You know soon enough you will both have to get up, but for now you will soak up the small moments.

Still My Beautiful Man - Pt 17

**** Kiyoi*****

This was something that needed to be taken care of once and for all Kiyoi resolved.

In the past he'd been content to just leave things as they were, knowing that he'd won in the end but it seemed the other party still thought the game was being played or that he had a chance--- he didn't.

It wasn't that he was unsure like he was in the past when he'd first seen them together. He knew Hira loved him but he didn't want to keep facing the recurring decimal that was Koyama.

He remembered the first time he'd seen the guy with a "bad taste in everything, " Koyama Kazuki, younger brother of his stage director, Kohama Youhei. He was smiling broadly as he sat beside Hira.

When he'd heard that he was Hira's boyfriend his heart nearly stopped. To know that there was someone else in Hira's life, he had to see for himself.

That day when he finally saw him again, besides being deliriously happy, he also knew---those eyes still belonged to him. He thought he'd won when he invited Hira to the after party only to be turned down. Had he been wrong?He was so confident he would have said yes that his confidence was just a little shaken when Hira had said he was busy.

Busy?

Busy how?

Spending the day at his house with Koyama for his birthday.

Hira's house had always been his place---now someone else was in his place.

It was also there he'd heard Koyama say those words explicitly to Hira "I like you." He thought for sure he'd lost. That Hira had slipped out of his fingers forever until that day.

"I just want the person that I like to be happy." Those were the words that had given im hope again. He really thought Koyama would back off after that but clearly he was a persistent person.

Today would be the end of it.

"You're Kiyoi Sou." the other person in the room recognized him the minute he stepped in and removed his hat and shades.

Kiyoi nodded while Koyama looked at him in surprise.

"How come you're here?" the young man asked. 

"I'm Koyama's friend." He lied.

Surprise was etched on both Koyama and the young man's face.

"Would you mind if I had a few minutes alone with Koyama?" he asked politely.

The young man nodded profusely.

"Sure. No problem."He quickly grabbed his things and left the room.

With just the two of them present, Kiyoi locked the door.He didn't want to be disturbed.

"How come you're here?" Koyama asked. "If you're looking for Hira I haven't seen him."

An amused expression was on Kiyoi's face "Why would I come to you asking for my boyfriend?" Koyama's eyes widened, no doubt in response to the term he'd used to refer to Hira.He walked further into the room. "I came here to see you."

"To see me? Why?"

Kiyoi exhaled and walked lazily to a chair which he spun before taking a seat. He pillowed his arms on the back of the chair and rested his chin.

"Did you want to say something?" Koyama prompted since Kiyoi was just looking at him.

"You and I need to talk."

"Talk about what?"

Kiyoi tilted his head thoughtfully to the side. It seemed this was how he wanted to play this.

"You. What do you want with Hira?"

"I like him." Koyama admitted. "I always have."

Kiyoi Hmph'ed.

"You really are a straightforward person." Kiyoi replied "Saying that to someone's boyfriend."

Koyama was unmoved.

"I won't waste words." Kiyoi began ."Hira belongs to me .I didn't think I'd need to actually tell you this but it seems  you are a very stubborn person."

Koyama chuckled , though there was no mirth in the sound.

"And what is this that you're doing? Marking your territory? Staking your claim?"

"Telling you how it is." Kiyoi replied simply. "I know you still like him but you should also know that you stand no chance so just let it go."

Koyama clicked his tongue.

"Let it go?" he was clearly displeased with Kiyoi's words "Let it go? Just who do you think you are ? Hira shouldn't even be with a person like you." he sneered. "I'm disgusted everytime I think about it."

"I know he shouldn't be with a person like me." Kiyoi admitted, throwing Koyama a little off guard  "But he is and I won't let him go..so just stop."

Koyama recovered quickly.

"Aren't you being a little too unfair to him? Shouldn't you atleast allow him to be with someone who can love and appreciate him openly? With you he will always be second, or third or wherever you think it's fit to place him."

Kiyoi made a face.

"Hira seems to have this crazy idea that he is the lucky one for getting to be with you but it's the other way around." Koyama's fingers balled in frustration. "To have someone in this world that loves you in such a singular way, it's--it's.."

"So I guess you do understand why I will never let him go again."

Koyama looked at him.

"I thought I could let him go. I thought I could give him up.I know he likes you.." Koyama sighed "But.."

"But it's hard right?" Kiyoi finished his sentence. "He pulls you in right? In that effortless, unassuming way, just by being himself he pulls you in and before long you can't imagine looking away."

Koyama was speechless as he looked at Kiyoi.

"I've never told anyone" Kiyoi looked at him. "When I lost touch with Hira after high school, I felt really lost.When he was gone, it felt like something was missing. He changed his number so I had no way to contact him." Kiyoi seemed to be transported back to that time as he spoke " I thought I'd never see him again.I didn't like a world that didn't have him in it.No matter how many eyes were on me, they weren't as powerful as his."

He looked at Koyama with a gentle smile.

"I guess I should really thank you in a way. That day you brought him to watch the play I finally found my missing piece.I was so happy to see those eyes again" He paused thoughtfully. "So I hope you can understand why I will never let him go again.Not for you..Not for anyone else." 

As though he was trying to process all Kiyoi said, Koyama remained silent for a little while.

"You're right.Of the two of us, I'm the lucky one. I always have been." His gaze became hard again "So that's why I won't allow anyone to try and take him away."

"As if that could happen." Koyama muttered sarcastically under his breath.

Kiyoi pretended not to hear as he stood to his feet.After putting his hat and glasses on, he walked to the door.

"And thank you..for being a good friend to him." He offered his parting words, leaving Koyama staring after him.

One down...

One to go..

                            *********************************Hira********************************

"Your boyfriend stopped by today." Koyama said to Hira as they sat reviewing images for a project.

"Heh?" Hira was surprised.

"Oh you didn't know?"

Hira shook his head.

After leaving the house he and Kiyoi had gone separate ways.He hadn't seen him in a few hours and had no idea he would stop by.

"What did he say?"

"That I should leave you alone...pretty much." Koyama replied nonchalantly.

Hira looked up from his work

"Heh?"

"You look surprised." Koyama commented.

If he was being completely honest, he was a bit surprised. He never imagined Kiyoi would do such a thing.

"He actually seems to love you alot." Koyama said somewhat begrudgingly.

"Hmm?" Hira tried to process

Koyama wasn't in the mood to repeat himself.

"About this thing with your internship." he changed the subject " Have you figured out what you're going to do?"

"Oh.Mmn. Kiyoi said he's going to apologize."

Koyama was now truly stunned.

"He's going to apologize to Akira?" Hira nodded. "And he'll be okay with you working there still?"

Hira nodded again.

Koyama fell silent, as though he was lost in thought.

                            ****************************Kiyoi*****************************

Kiyoi checked the address on the card Tanaka had written out. He was the right place.

He entered the photo studio and walked up to the receptionist.

It was a well decorated space wit captivating photos displayed at strategic spots. Looking around he smiled. Perhaps Hira could own a place like this one day.

"Is Akira Bento in?" Kiyoi enquired.

"Is he expecting you?" she enquired

"My agency sent me over for a consult." he replied.

"One moment." she got on the phone and dialled. She nodded her head as the person on the line gave her instructions.

"He'll be right out."

Kiyoi nodded.

A few moments later he appeared. He really was a handsome man.Wearing casual clothes, he had a camera dangling from his neck just like Hira often did.

"Which agency sent?--" he came barreling into sight, stopping short when he saw it was Kiyoi.

They stared at each other. "It's you." he placed his hands on his hips. "Well. Are you here to apologize?" he sounded a little impatient.

Kiyoi swallowed his own natural emotions, keeping the reason he was there at the fore of his mind.For Hira he could do it, screw his pride.

He simply nodded.

"Well?"

Did he expect him to speak right there?

"Can we talk in private?" Kiyoi requested.

Akira eyed him at first but simply grunted "Follow me."

Kiyoi followed closely as the man led him to an office space.

It was a well light office, natural light streaming through, giving perfect illumination. A few stunning photographs hung on the wall.

He sat and motioned for Kiyoi to do the same.

"Well?" he prompted again.

Kiyoi reached for his bag.He could see Akira become that much more alert as he watched him reach inside.

He retrieved Hira's former camera and handed it to Akira.

"What's this?"

"Please take a look."

The man hesitantly retrieved the camera and began to view the images.One after the other, he silently viewed each picture before handing it back to Kiyoi.

"You said you wanted to see what Hira loves." Kiyoi put the camera back into his bag. He stood to his feet and bowed deeply. "I'm sorry for what happened." he remained like that for a good few moments. 

"Now I see it clearly." Akira leaned back in his chair, his fingertips forming a steeple under his chin. "Is he your boyfriend?" Kiyoi's heart was pounding in his chest.

"He is." he confirmed, his voice low, his head still bowed slightly.

"Well then I'm the one who should apologize." Kiyoi's head shot up. "I didn't know he was already in a relationship or I would not have come on that strong."

Kiyoi was a little shocked.

"Please." Akira indulged him "Sit."

Kiyoi complied.

"What?" there was a shadow of a smile on his face. "Did you think I was the dragon they all make me out to be?"

Kiyoi didn't respond.

"I do admit. When it comes to my work I can be a bit..difficult." he seemed slightly amused. "Some use different words but it's all the same to me." he shrugged. "It's rare for me to take a liking to someone as I have done with Hira but I still have my scruples. If I had known he wasn't single, I would have kept my affections to myself."

"I'm partly to blame for that." Kiyoi admitted.

"You're right." Akira couldn't resist teasing. "You said he was your friend. Even the day at the photoshoot. You practically pretended as though you didn't know each other."

There was nothing there for Kiyoi to deny.

"Please don't blame Hira for any of this." Kiyoi looked at Akira "It wasn't his fault."

Akira shrugged and nodded. 

"Hira is a talented photographer. What happened between us has nothing to do with his work.It won't be affected."

Kiyoi sighed in relief.

"So you came to apologize, not because you think you were wrong but for Hira's sake?" Akira asked.

Kiyoi nodded once.

"As a boyfriend you were well within your rights I suppose. You did find me in a very compromising position. Perhaps in my younger years I would have done the same."

Kiyoi looked at him. He didn't look that much older than they were.

"Still." he continued "You might encounter this kind of problem again." he cautioned. "I'm sure you do not need me to tell you that Hira is a very handsome and charming young man. He has a kind of magnetism."

Kiyoi nodded.

"I'm not exactly sure about the reason you wish to keep your relationship with him a secret but just know that as long as it is, you might have to deal with this again." He leaned back in his chair "Although, to be honest, even if people do know he's your boyfriend, they may still try to approach him. " He laughed, a surprisingly pleasant sound. "Sorry. I was trying to comfort you at first but I guess I failed."

The air between them wasn't as tense now that they finally seemed to understand each other.

"Right. So you and I are squared. " Akira stood. "I accept your apology and there are no hard feelings."

Kiyoi stood and bowed gratefully.

"Thank you."

"Don't worry. I will take good care of Hira for the remainder of his time with me."

Kiyoi eyed him and Akira smiled, a twinkle in his eye.

"I meant, I will try to keep those other eyes away when we work on site. I can make you no guarantees but I will tell them he's taken."

Kiyoi smiled and bowed again.

Leaving the studio, he headed back to the agency to meet with Tanaka....

On his way he retrieved his phone and texted.

[Hira.I hope you're having a good day]

He smiled to himself as he read the message and thought of the one he sent it to. For Hira he could do anything. There was no doubt in his heart how much he meant to Hira, beginning today he would show and continue to show much Hira meant to him with everything he had.

30 questions tag~

Tagged by: @cha-inyeon

Rules:  Answer thirty questions, then tag twenty blogs you would like to know better.

1. Nicknames: Gabby and the 1000000 versions of it (Gabi, Gabbie, Gabs, Gab, Gabbi, etc), Ela, Snowflake/Copito (Poki), Gabbycakes (Karina), Yayita (one of my aunts), and a lot more... I have too many nicknames; everybody calls me in a different way lol

2. Gender: Female

3. Zodiac sign: Aries

4. Height: 5'0

5. Time: 21:22pm

6. Birthday: April 1st

7. Favorite Bands: U-KISS, Girl's Day, Infinite, Lovelyz

8. Favorite Solo Artists: Like... favorite favorite? I don't have lol

9. Song that stucks in my head: Lovelyz's Goodnight like yesterday

10. Last movie watched: Beauty and the beast (Now my sister is singing Be out guest 24/7 lol)

11. Last show watched: El Chapulín Colorado~ (a mexican comedy show about a superhero who is really clumsy)

12. When did I create my blog: January 11th, 2012.

13. What do I post: Used to be mostly kpop and U-KISS but since the fandom is dead here, I reblog kpop in general (the ones I like) and random personal things.

14. Last thing googled: The google traductor lol I wasn't sure about what "stucks" mean.

15. Do you have other blogs: HAHAHHAHAHAHA. Too many. I have like 9 sideblogs xd Disney, Harry Potter (this one is a sideblog I made with a friend but he dissapeared from tumblr lmao), my anime blog which I use more now, aesthetic? (aka scenery, clothes, pixel art and pinky girly things), fys (the blog for Soohyun who I'm running alone now because the other adm didn't care anymore) and 3 mores about anime but they are like... just there.

16.  Do you get asks: Back then in 2013/2014 yes. Now... not really xD

17. Why did you choose your URL: Because of B2ST (now Highlight). I just added an "in" before "my own fiction" which is Dongwoon's line in Fiction.

18. Following: 578. And I still have a dead dashboard sometimes xd

19. Followers: 2.827

20. Favorite food: Pizza lol

21. Favorite Colors: Lavender/mauve/lilac or whatever is the name, white and gray

22. Average hours of sleep: 5 or less lol

23. Lucky number: Idk... 7?

24. Instruments: I only can play the flute and I suck at it x'D

25. What am I wearing: My pajama lol

26. How many blankets are you sleeping with: 4 atm

27. Dream Job: Kindergarden?

28. Dream trip: A lot of places lol but for free x'D

29. Nationality: Chilean

30. Favorite song now: Vogel im käfig from Shingeki no kyojin OST.

I’ll only tag @sugabeans ~

me and @audreil talking about mitam and how it was written for the fans (and themselves)

syeda » i was gonna do that w iwwyas but its too sad

me » literally i was off of tumblr for a good 20 minutes trying to sleep & then two ghosts came on & i started thinking & sobbing

syeda » so anytime i’m gone you can listen to my voice and sing along WHAT THE FUCK THEY SAID THAT ! TO US !!!!!

me » I KNOW i saw the post u rbd abt it sidjdkdmdm i’m literally in so much pain

syeda » they played me so hard with that song the first time i heard it i couldny stop crying that lyric was the one thats always stood out to me like,,,,, fuck

me » it’s so underrated too like wat the duck

syeda » so much of mitam is just a big ode to the fans

me » also can we talking abt witw especially eotd

syeda » ok but walking in the wind drag me down? history? walking in the wind? end of the day? fuck yes talk im listen

me » “i know we’ll be alright child just close ur eyes & seeE i’ll be by your side anytime you’re needing me” i want that tattooed on the inside of my eyelids

syeda » stop that song makes me sob its heartbreak wrapped in a pretty melody and i die every time “and as we raised our glasses up to make a toast i realized u were missin” FUCK

me » “you’ll will find me in places that we’ve never been for reasons we don’t understand walking in the wind”

syeda » and ppl still judge 1d by uan lyrics

me » places we’ve never been = alone on their own before; on stage, doing interviews, etc.

syeda » SHUT THE FUCK UP “fact that we can sit right here and say goodbye means we’ve already won………..” FUCK

me » “the necessity for an apology between you and me baby there is none” i’m sobbing

syeda » “goodbyes are bittersweet but its not the end” im! sobbing! :))))))))

me » let’s history ok so like

syeda » no pls stop i cant

me » harry’s & niall’s verses are like from the perspective of the fans

syeda » history fucks me up so bad fuck

me » “you’ve got to help me I’m losing my mind keep getting the feeling that you want to leave this all the behind i thought we were good with strong i thought we were holding on aren’t we? no they don’t teach you this in school but now my hearts breaking and I don’t know what to do”

syeda » tahts literally us talking to them

me » that’s the fans being upset by the hiatus

syeda » fuk fuck fuxk

me » like “why we’re gonna miss you :( i thought you guys loved it” then liam & louis verses is them to us

syeda » im literallly fuckign sobbinn

me » “all of the rumors all of the fights but we always find a way to make it out alive”

syeda » i kno the verses hoe stop im lsitening to the song rn and im dying

me » “mini bars expensive cars hotel rooms in new tattoos the good champagne and private planes but they don’t mean anything because the truth is out I realize that without you here life is just a lie this is not the end this is not the end we can make it you know it” they love us so much 1D is saying ‘we’re not going anywhere because with out you guys we’d be nothing’

syeda » every time i remember that louis wrote it i fuckif die

me » “you have me go whole lotta history we can be the greatest him that the world has ever seen you and me got a whole lotta history so don’t let it go we can make some more we can live forever” again they’re saying 'we’ve grown up together so you’re not going any where we’re not going anywhere we’ll be right back’

syeda » bich im not goin anywhere either im gonna wait for ur asses

me » honestly mood

syeda » im tired of this break enough is enough we didnt talk abt this A.M.

me » SHIT SHROP listen tho

syeda » U AN D ME WERE RAISED IN THE SAME PART OF TOWN GOT THESE SCARS ON THE SAME GROUND

me » A.M. is their promise to Themselves that they’ll be back

syeda » Y ES S

me » history is the promise to us, am is to each other i’m dying

syeda » AND THATS THE LAST SONG??? fuck me up i want to Die

me » HISTORY IS THE LAST SONG ON THE REGULAR ALBUM & AM IS THE LAST SONG ON THE DELUX

syeda » FUCCK I DIDNT KNO ABT THE REGULAR ONE

me » IM FUCKKNG SCRWAMING THEY PUT HISTORY ON THE REGULAR ALBUM AS APPOSED TO AM BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO MAKE SURE ALL THEIR FANS COULD AFFORD

syeda » BUT AM WAS FOR THEMSELVES SO THE PUT IT ON THE DELUX im?? sobbing?????????????? I WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD FOR 283738493772 YEARS

me » EBEN THOUGHT ARGUABLY IT SHOILD HAVE BEEN ON THE REGULAR ALBUM BECAUSE IT HAS THE ALBUM TITLE MADE IN THE AM

syeda » BUT ITS FOR THEM ITS NOTFOR EVERYOEN

clara » THEYW ANTED THEIR PROMISES TO BE LAST SO ITS THE LAST THING THEY SAY BEFORE TJE GO

syeda » ITSA LITTLE PIECE FOR THEM THEY PROMIS TO BE BACK AND THE FANS WHO WANTED DELUXE LITERALLY THE END BUT HISTORY PROMISES ITS NOT THE END

me » ITS NOT

syeda » THEY CAN LIVE FOREVER

me » ADM TJATS WHY ITS AT THE END OF TJE ALBUM

syeda » SHIT

RESTART CHAPTER 10: RISE & RUN

A/N: If  you found any grammar/spelling mistake please inform it to me... im new to this thing and also if you have any idea to improve my writting skill just tell me okay?? [THE NORA HIDDEN PLACE] There's an old house made of wood located deep in the jungle. Yuj,Maqui,Gadot,Noel and the young pink-haired woman are breathless after a long run, her vision is blurred and looks like she is about to faint, but she is trying to hold. The brown haired man concern about the young pink haired woman, he gets closer to her and tries to hold her hands but she fainted after that. "SERAH!" Shouted the brown haired man. Noel picked Serah up from the floor. ---- [VOID FACIALITY RESEARCHES] "Sir, we got tracked them" Said the blonde-bob-haired woman to her General. "Prepare the troops to attack them and make sure the chip is brought here once" said Cid Raines who is currently looking at the view of the sky from the top of the second floor of a building filled with the world enemies. "CID RAINES!" For suddenly the half man and half robot went into the room without anyone knowing it accompany by Second General Yaag Rosh,He looks like really mad. "I WANT THAT CHIP NOW!" Said Von Ga Jua. Cid Raines turned his head to face his lord with half scared face. "M-My lord you will get that chip as soon as we get to catch them, i have sent the troop to chase them" "MAKE SURE IMMEDIATELY! OR NOT OUR PLAN WILL NOT BE SUCCEED" "Yes My Lord, i understand" "Great" said Von Ga Jua, he immediately walked to the exit of Cid Raines room. Yaag Rosch walks closer to Cid and said: "I am sure you dont want him to get mad" "GENERAL YAAG ROSCH!" shouted Von Ga Jua called his name. "By the way, send me their location" last word that said by Yaag Rosch before following his lord. Cid Raines sigh after both of them not seen in his place, he continues looking at the view of the sky and thinking about something. ---- [THE NORA HIDING PLACE] Serah??? Serah? The pink haired woman opens her eyes slowly and started to see the brown haired man in front of her. She tries to recover her memory, while she fainted, she saw a few vision from the past that she can't remember that she throught it, she started to felt weird. Then she remembered that her friend is in dangerous. Her eyes are widened then she gets up to said: "WE NEED TO SAVE SNOW!" "Woah..Woah Relax babe, you're just awake" "We need to save snow! His in dangerous! They will do anything just to get this DAMN CHIP!" Serah is freaking out because she really worried about her friend (fiance) "Serah, honey relax, lets plan this carefully and-" DONG! DONG! DONG! AHHHH!!! Yuj and Maqui scream together after they are heard a loud knock from the door. "Yuj! Maqui! I heard you both screaming like a girl... Open the door!" The voice of young woman that comes from the door. "Its Lebreau" said Gadot, he walks towards the door then opened the door let Lebreau in. "LEBREAU!" Noel and Serah shouted her name one at the same time. Just about Lebreau wants to said something, Serah asked her a question. "Where's my sister????" "Clair-Claire, i dont know what happens to her but i heard that she ran away from that place with the general" Fuhh, Serah sigh as relief when she gets to know her sister is safe with the general. Well of course she is safe right??? "Where's Snow???" "He got cought by the VOID" said Maqui with his voice in a little high pich "WHAT???" Shouted Lebreau. "Dont worry, we will be planning how to get Snow back" said Gadot. "I thought hero doesnt need any plan" said Noel who sound like Snow... If lightning was here, she is totally going to smack Noel's face (Who sound like Snow) "Noel, no time for joking around" Lebreau warned him. The two women tries to calm themselve down while sat on the couch, the other four men walked towards them, Gadot is holding the world map and compas to brought to the table. "We all doesnt know where the VOID place is, but the goverment did, we need to get that information from Guardian Corps" said Gadot with his serious voice... (this is not the old gadot) "Umm you think they just gonna gave us that information???" Said Noel who disbelief what Gadot said. "Not if you ask the right person" Said Lebreau, she knows who she going to ask, well of course her favourite, Lt.Amador... "Okay.... *clear the throat* OKAY! Here's the plan, Lebreau and Serah both of you are going to try to get that VOID cordinates and everything that we need to know about it, after we got the cordinates we can go find the VOID place and trying to sneek in to save Snow, it may too risky but this is for our friend" said Gadot. "Serah babe, Snow gave the chip to you dont you???" Noel asked Serah and remembered that Snow gave her the chip that can activate the weapon. Serah nodded. "And Snow said something about the weapon right???" Asked Noel to everyone in the room. "Yeah, its called something like Ultima Weapon..." Said Yuj "You know what, saving Snow is not enough, we need to save everyone, i think that VOID is planning something evil and we are doom if we didn't against them" said Lebreau with worried voice. "Lebreau is right, they are planning something and we need to stop it" said Gadot who agreed with Lebreau. "But what would GC said about this???" Asked Maqui "Noel dont worry about that, i can handle that part" said Lebreau with confidence. "Serah can you give me that chip?" Asked Noel "Sure" Serah slipped her right hand inside the pocket and pulled out the chip from the pocket but the chip is tangled with both of the cocoon fall pendant. Serah is trying to untangle it but when she touch the cocoon, she looks like she struck by a thunder, froze for a while, eyes are widened, body can't move. -BEGIN THE VISION- "Yesterday at the store, i got us something" Serah saw herself crying but she forgot why, the vision of her saw one paired cocoon fall pendant in front of her face, she turned her back and saw Snow. "I dont know about jewerly but i hope you like it" said Snow while took the cocoon necklace and hanging it around her neck. Serah looked at down to see the necklace. "I will stand by you, no matter what happens, i am forever yours" That words makes Serah happy. "Serah..." "My one and only" Snow kneel down and put his right hand on his heart. "Will you marry me?" "Yes" Serah answered. -END OF THE VISION- Its too pain for Serah's head, she massaged her temple and hopefully the pain will gone, but its too hurt for her now, the memory of Snow and her what she thought its a vision struck into her head and leave her with thousand of question, this is not her first time, every night she always dream about the crystal age that could bring back her memory but she always tell herself that its just  a dream, she doesnt even know who she suppose to ask about it, peolple may thought she is crazy if she ever ask. Noel looked at her umm fiance?? Face who is frozen for a while and then the million on pain attacked her. "Babe.... ARE YOU OKAY?" He starting to get worried when Serah massaging her temple. "Ye-yeah" Serah tries to regain her brain back. "Here" As soon as Serah's  head going back to normal, she untangled the pendants from the chip and hand it to Noel. However, she will ask them about it if this thing is in the critical point. ---- Heyyy, its been a while... sorry but i am try to keep up with this fanfic.... Hopefully i can finish this fanfic by the end of febuary... But anyway, there's a lot upcoming hoperai fanfic this march because im going to celebrate #HoperaiWeek2017 Okay that's all from me By, ADM

RESTART CHAPTER 9: SURVIVAL KNIFE

A/N: If  you found any grammar/spelling mistake please inform it to me... im new to this thing and also if you have any idea to improve my writting skill just tell me okay?? [RESTART] CHAPTER 9: SURVIVAL KNIFE. [SOMEWHERE IN THE ISLAND] His in pain and he can feel the blood coming out from his left hand. The General opened his eyes slowly and gazed around him, the first thing he saw is the pink-haired woman lying down covered with blood on her head. He didn't realize what just happened but he knew that there's explosion going on and  he is now lying on the floor. The general stood up slowly because he knows that he is in pain. The next thing he saw is the helicopter that crashed lying beside the pink-haired woman. Hope walking towards the pink-haired woman then he checked her pulse, he found out that the pink-haired woman is still alive. The general lifted her legs and the back of her body. He brought her to the saftest place somewhere in the island. --- Lightning opened her eyes slowly and realized that her back is lying on the tree. Lightning wanted to move but her head is in pain. "Ouch!" Lightning moaning in pain. "Don't Move" Voice of the young man told her not to move. Lightning slowly bang her head up and saw a young man with silver hair is getting closer to her. The silver young man is holding wet cloth then he sat beside her, he gently rub her forhead with the wet cloth. "Ou.. ouch" Lightning surprised with his action who is now gently rubbing her forhead with wet cloth. "Its okay...its okay" said that young man while keep doing what he is now doing. Even though there's no magic in this world but Hope Estheim is still damn good at healing people. The way he gently rubbing her forehead to wash the vissible blood that still have on her forhead is just... magic... "What happened?" Lightning broke the silence between both of them. "You dont remember?" The young man doesn't remember anything that happens how can he answer her question if he doesn't even know the answer. "The last thing i remember is that one of the enemies shot the helicopter and makes us got crashed in this island" The pink-haired woman remembering a few things before the crashed. She continues "But i can't believe that we can survive" 'Survive' In just one word Hope head got struck by his own memory. His eyes is widened, he let go off the wet cloth than he begins to massage his temple with his left hand. -VISION BEGIN- The pink-haired woman with different uniform and his youngself at the center of place that called Palumpolum, they surrounded by the troop of PSICOM and it looks like there's no way to escape. "Start running" His youngself turned around to see the pink-haired woman who is already holding her gunblade and pointed to the PSICOM. "Wha???" He heard what she said but he wants to comfirm what he just heard. "I'll keep them busy" "But-" "You'll Survive" -END- Lightning looked at the silver haired man concernly when the silver haired man is strunggeling from the headache. "Are you okay?" "Yeah... just... ouch" Hope tries to escape from the bad headache... A few seconds later, his brain working back to normal then he looked at Lightning with full of conffusion and his face looks like he is dying for the answer. "How old are you???" Hope asked her the first ever question. "21" Lightning respond to his question. But what Lightning want to said is 'im 21 by physically' 'How could in that vision shown that its 14 year old me while she stay the same? She is 6 years younger than me. But that vision shown that the pink haired woman is really her' Hope thought about the vision that he just saw, he didn't realized that he is staring at Lightning too long. Lightning looked at him weirdly. "Its seem like you are thinking about something" "Do you believe in other worlds?" "To be honest yeah" 'Well it really doest exist' Lightning's thought. "There's a vision struck in my head and the vision shown that my 14 years old self is with a woman who really looks like you surrounding by the troop of armies that called PSICOM" Lightning's eyes widened. 'He remembered that time??? Is this mean his memory is slowly coming back' She thought and remember the time where Lightning toughen Hope up because that was her focus. 'Maybe his memory its not forever lost but its recovering' "Really???" Lightning respond. "But you are 6 years younger than me, why its feels so real" Hope looked at Lightning waiting for her to answer his question. '6 years younger than me??? Is this mean his 27??? Wait... umm how am i suppose to respond to him???' Lightning thought "Look General, i think the best solution is to keep remembering, maybe you will get the answer that you've been looking for" Lightning didn't have any idea to respond to him so she just said like that to make him not staring at her too long. "Have you through this before???" "To be honest, yes but i can't explain to you, its complicated only you can find the answer" "Okay...." Silence begins to take over the place where they stayed. Hope looked at his fingers and spotted the promise ring that he and Lucia has. He stared at the ring remembering the moments that they been together. He realized that Lucia has gone to the better place. Lightning gazed at Hope who was staring at the ring that holding Hope's index finger. She realized that she just killed his fiancé. "Lucia...." Hope broke the silence between both of them. The pink-haired soldier looked at her old partner and felt really guilty about it. "Time sure does flies and you realized that the love of your life has gone...." Ligntning doesn't even dare to speak. "Lucia.... We both are really close since we we're kids, since the earthquake.... That time, me and my parents going on vacation and there's and earthquake going on right there, when i awoke i realized that im on the hospital bed and i beleive that my parents has dead...." Lightning just listen to Hope's story, she felt bad to him that he thought his parents was dead but actually they still alive taking care of the Farron's. "Lucia... the one who lay another bed beside me, telling me to stay strong, everythings gonna be fine, she always with me when im sad..." Hope looked at down and soon the tears streaming down his face, he can't hold it anymore, its too pain for him. Lightning is not the best at comforting people and she doesn't know what to do to make Hope felt better. Hope stood up and said. "When me and her are fully recover, her father came and Lucia told to her father about me and her father decided to adopt me that day.. " Hope sounded sad after that. Lightning felt the pleasure of guilty, she is still thinking whether to tell Hope the truth or just shut up. Lightning who was looking at her partner, saw him took out something from his pocket. The moments Lightning realized that the metal thingy that Hope is holding right now is..... "And i decided for a little revenge" said Hope who are now holding a knife... but not just any kind of knife... Its the survival knife... The knife that Serah gave it to Lightning on her 21st birthday,the same knife that Lightning gave it to Hope in the Gapra Whitewood and the knife that Lightning used to save Hope's soul. Lightning eyes widened and her jaws almost drop. 'B-But How???' Hope looked at the knife and said. "I won't rest until that Raines blood not coming out from his chest, and i won't give up to fight againts VOID, maybe my strenght is not strong enough to againts them, but my love for Lucia is all that i had and all that i need..  so answer me Claire... Will you fight beside me????" Lightning eyes are still widened. She can't believed that Hope will do that for Lucia. And Lightning admits naybe she's a little jealous but what she fear the most is that what's going happen to her if she tells the truth??? Is Hope really going to kill her or he will never talk to her again until his memory fully recover??. Lightning dont want to lose Hope this time, 13 days together with him is not enough, she wants to spend time with him longer before she leave him. "I will..." . . . Hey guys i know i know im a woman who doesnt know how to keep a promise but i wont be active for a while because i am busy.... And maybe this fanfic will took a while to complete but hey cheer up! If i have times i will spam with alot of short fanfic. Thank you guys who always support me no matter how douchenag and idiot i am. . . . ADM Stay patient 💕💕💕💕