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70 years of Pain

Warning: Language, sadness, angst

Summary: Steve visits his sister in prison and asks questions that have been bugging everyone.

70 years of grief

It had been Two months since (y/n) arresting. Steve had made it a habit of visiting her every Sunday. They didn’t talk about the past 70 years instead they talk about what they used to do as kids. Friends family they talked like none of it had aged none of it had disappeared or died off. It was like what happened didn’t happen.

“Hey, what are you doing ?” Steve asked as he stepped into the lab he had just come back from his Sunday trip and Friday had informed him that Tony was still up. He was sitting at his desk scrolling through his tablet.

“She’s 102″

“We’ve established this and you’re the only one who is shocked by it.”

“I know I’m not shocked by her age I’m shocked by what she has been doing and how no one else has noticed yet. Look at this” Tony connected his tablet on the big screen and began scrolling through “ We’ve never been able to get facial recognition until now and... Your sister has been apart of every major and little event in history. Walt Disney opened Disney land in 1955 your sister is in the background, 1964 with Martin Luther King Jr., here she is with the Black Panthers, here she is marching for abortions, 1968 her she is standing in the background of JFK’s assassination maybe she killed him-”

“it was actually Bucky”

“what”

“...9/11...here is a picture of her helping people out of the tower. She has shaken hands with every single president and each time she was wearing the exact same dress. I’m more shocked that no one has noticed your sister than anything else. She’s 102 and hasn’t been caught yet. That’s amazing. She met my dad. That’s holy shit.”

“What did you expected she did nothing but killed for the last seven decades?”

“No, but I didn’t think she did all this. It’s kind of a slap to the face when you think about it. Shield has been looking for her for years and she has been hiding in plain sight for years.”

Steve smiled as he looked at one of the pictures. It was (y/n) shaking hands with Obama. “ (Y/n)’s not dumb. She’s a very smart girl. Top of her class. She was supposed to be a teacher. You should go to bed Tony don’t dwell on things like this.” he turned around and walked away.

“This is your sister Steve don’t you want to help her”

“she hasn’t asked for help”

“Bucky didn’t ask for help and he got it” Steve flinched as he came to a stop but didn’t turn around or say anything he continued walking.” Go to bed Tony”

Tony watched through the glass walls as Steve walked away. The anger was obvious in the way he walked off. His sister was an obvious soft spot. In the beginning, Tony thought of her as another hired assassin for some sick organization in the dark just another killer. But now she seemed to be a bit more complicated.

“You know you’re not that bad.”

“Why don’t you hate me?”

“Wow, that’s how we’re starting this one” (Y/n) laughed but Steve was dead serious. It was Sunday again and Steve was paying his weekly visit. They were separated by a big thick glass he sat in a melt chair on one side while she was strapped down to a seat on the other side. Although it looked like she was more comfortable than him.

“Why don’t you hate me? I abandon you with no one to love I took away your love and left you with nothing. I made promises and I broke all of them. Hell, I made Bucky break his promises too. Hate me, please” Steve was basically begging for pain but all she did was a smile.

“Once upon a time I hated, oh did I hate you hard. And it grew greater when you came out of that ice. I was relieved you were alive but I also hated you more. Especially when I found out how happy you were in this life. You left me to take a long nap then wake up and join this big flash family. That’s not fucking fair.

...I had the Barnes for a while but they eventually kicked me to the curve because I reminded them too much of their son and they couldn’t take it. I didn’t get a happy ending so I didn’t want you to get a happy ending either. I planned to kill you. But then I saw you with them and you were so happy happier than you have ever been and I couldn’t bring myself to take it away and I didn’t deserve to be apart of it either. “ Her smile was gone honestly this was the first time Steve had seen her without a smile and it looked like she age years without it.

“Bucky doesn’t remember you”

“I know. I actually found him before you did.” she laughed a bit “ He was on a mission we crossed paths I was so happy to see him I just wanted to jump in his arms and I did and he stabbed me. And that’s when my dumbass realized he didn’t know who I was that he wasn’t my Bucky. That he had changed. I made this big plan to sneak him out of Hydra. But that plan didn’t go anywhere as you and your friends destroyed Shield and Hydra and I lost him. I went looking for him but you found him before I could.” she frowned at the memory.

Steve frowned as he realized “ I took him from you again”

“You did”

“I’m sorry”

“no, you’re not”

“I am”

“Then you would have told him about me. Guard, I’m ready to go back now” A guard came in to wheel her away she could hear Steve banging on the glass and begging for her.

“no, no, no (Y/n) please no. I’m sorry, I’m sorry please don’t go. Please stay, please... you just got back please don’t leave me”

She whispered for the guard to stop and listen as Steve struggled with guards. Apparently, in a fit of anguish and heartache, he cracked the glass.

“Funny isn’t it, those were my exact words that night when you walked out on me. Now I’m walking out on you... it hurts, doesn’t it” And the guard continued wheeling her out and down to her cell. Fury was leaning against the wall outside of her cell he watched as they unstrapped her. Although he held no expression she knew he had heard their conversation. After the guard unstrapped her and locked her cell he walked away leaving the two of them alone. Fury waited a few seconds before speaking.

“I don’t want him back here” but she cut him off “ I don’t want to see him again. This was the last one”

Fury just nodded and walked away without a word.

(Y/n) didn’t say or do anything else she just laid in her bed and went to sleep with deep pain in her chest her heart. She slept soundly because she was used to it she carried it for 70 years. Honestly, she wouldn’t mind carrying it for a few more it was all she knew. All she remembers.

It wasn’t until Steve was back at the tower and in his own room that he got the call. It was Fury he didn’t sugar coat it he didn’t prepare him the message was quick and painless like a bandaid. He didn’t wait for the cry afterward he hung up.

Steve collapsed to his knees at the end of his bed and sobbed. He cried, he cried for his sister he cried for the sister he used to have and for the sister he had now. He cried for the sister he lost as well as the time. He cried all night just like she did 70 years ago.

“Flowers, don’t you know how to charm the ladies” (Y/n) laughed as she gave Bucky Peck taking the flowers replacing the old flowers on the table from last week.

“You’re the only lady I’m looking to charm,” he says as he comes to hug her from behind kissing cheek and neck. She turned around in his arms and wrapped hers around his neck pulling him into a kiss she giggles into the kiss. Bucky falls back on to the couch pulling her on to his lap. Their kiss becomes deeper and more passionate. Someone cleared their throat. They pulled away to see Steve awkwardly sitting on the other end of the couch looking forward.

“I don’t mind you guys dating, I actually love it but please don’t tongue each other down while in the same room as me.”

“Why don’t you go check on dinner Steve”

“You’re just trying to get me out of the room so you can continue making out.” he pouted for a moment but then got up and marched away “There better be mac & cheese.”

“He has been craving mac & cheese”

“me too” he smiled.

“BUCKY SHE MADE PIE” he chuckled as he heard Steve go crazy over her pie. He could imagine him sitting in front of the oven watching the food cook.

“You made a pie?”

“I wanted something sweet”

“You’re sweet enough” he kisses her again “ God where would I be without you?”

“alone”

Bucky woke up in tears and deep heavy pain in his chest. He was alone.

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