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mavisartstuff · 11 months

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Uhh

Dukey

#drew this a few days ago #uhh its like #a vent piece but not at the same time?#anywho uh #should definitely use this more more maybe #mavis art #oc stuff #oc art #oc tag #ibispaint art #oc duke #artist on tumblr

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chipper-smol · 1 year

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when the seemingly obvious things take a while to formulate

#when the transition from FEELING to FACT takes its goddamn time #body dysphoria #lil vent posty #myart #these feelings come and go but when they hit #they hit HARD #and make me confused I ever doubted myself in the first place #not looking for reassurance for this one but offering it up to those as a relatable piece for others going through the same thing

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ghastlyaffairs · 20 hours

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for something as trivial and simple those feelings sure are hard to get rid of

also made a gif a version for fun + alt version with no tears under the cut

the gif is in very low resolution...this is a feature (i could make it bigger but that would require saving each frame individually and than glueing it all together. also i feel like low resolution suits it better. aesthetically and fits the mood)

#hs #homestuck #dirk strider #eye strain #probably? if you think i should tag something else let me know!!#anyway hooray its time for rambling in the tags #so uhhh heres the teæ i've been sick for like a week and you know how it is when suddenly your throat becomes the main gunk warehouse #and you can't breathe lol. wish i could just pull it out. anywaaayy this is basically a vent piece for me being sick lol #also i could draw remotively the same thing with kris deltarune. oh how easy it is to project having a cold #though i have been also experiencing troubles with feelings recently as well....how fitting for dirk #speaking of the man himself (enough of me) his relationship with his own Heart...is peculiar to say the least #the thing i love about alphakids is that despite being so feral they were. so relatable. i cannot stress this enough how unwell they are an #and how they represented being a teen so well. yeah being 15 years old makes that to you #imagine being an emotional mess and trying to fit the 'norm' and act normal about your friends so youre not offputting #and then you fall in love with you friend and your ai clone falls in love with him too looool noone makes out of this one alive #uhh literally. godtiering stuff and dying remember #and speaking of it. tw for suicidal talk for the rest of tags #do you ever think dirk was suicidal. of course the part of when he teleports his head to jake was totally planned and he knew he would ->#wake up as dreamself but. don't you think the moment he cut his head off was sort of. cathartic. how much did he hate his own guts #beheading himself not only for the plan...but also because he thought he 'deserved' it #also wow he is a Prince and was literally beheaded don't you think its funny hahaa #sigh poor thing #this has ended on a not the very pleasant note hm #also fckkkkkk i didn't draw anything with rose/mary for the lesbian visabilty week #(putting the slash because tumblr search system has a dumb gag with showing you posts that contain the tag inside the other tag.#and i don't want this post to show up for the ros/mary fans because it's not!!!! its rose's father emotional crisis post!!!!)#update YOOOO WHAT THE HELL THE GIF HAS EVEN LESS PIXELS THEN I PLANNED fantastic #this your breakfast now tumblr. enjoy your crunchy flakes of dirks meltdown. mwah

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artheresy · 2 months

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God I thought Blade’s hair was hard to draw with those like two layers of Anime Hair Vents

But Jing Yuan?s oh my GOD why is his hair like that, it’s so painful to try to draw and make sense of… JY my man, why are you making my life so hard

#i am making #lil chibi things #and jESUS #jing yuan pls #why is your hair Like That #so many overlapping pieces #so many strands I have no idea where they go or why they point that way #hes a mess I love him #dan fengs hair was surprisingly easy but at the same time #the rest of it was hard #like the bangs were easy face framing pieces? got them down #the back part of his hair?? unnecessarily hard for no reason other than me being stupid #yingxing also was easy but thats bc i have trained myself through repetition how to draw the lil vents #of their bangs #which is so stupid too but also he looks cute with them so #lets see how baiheng and jingliu go… they look easier but watch that be my undoing

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musical-chick-13 · 6 months

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"Truly GOOD works don't have thriving fandoms because people aren't interested in fixing them, so what do they have to write fics/make art about."

Idk about you, but I don't write fic for properties I don't genuinely enjoy and think are, on some level, actually good.

#like I'm here to EXPAND on shit I like is that not a common experience?#if I think a work is bad why would I care enough to create something in response to it?#you think I did all those episode reviews and wrote all that shit about cxgf because I thought it was BAD?????#I have ten (10) wips and ONE of them is a 'rewriting canon to be in line with what I wish happened' fic?#idk if I'd even call it a FIX fic. it's more of a 'slightly less personally depressing resolution' fic #I'm sorry. truly I don't understand this viewpoint #'if a story is well-constructed enough there won't BE any extra dimensions to explore' WRONG. I'LL /ALWAYS/ FIND THINGS. U UNDERESTIMATE ME #I WILL /CREATE/ BLANKS TO FILL IN /BECAUSE/ I LOVE THIS THING SO MUCH #like yes everyone is probably going to have at least one piece of media that they don't think is High Art™ that they get unhinged over #(ctrlz squad sound off)#but I just...I'm sorry I cannot imagine spending all of my time going 'I will create things in honor of something that I believe is Bad™'#or 'this thing made me angry I'll exclusively spend my time fixing it' instead of just. watching/reading something else that I DO enjoy #also like...things that ARE widely-agreed to be genuinely good still have big fandoms sometimes?#tgp is pretty popular on here. csm is MASSIVE. both on and off tumblr.#and some things WOULD be otherwise easily fandomize-able: cxgf is one. dpat is another. but these don't HAVE huge fandoms because the shows #are not popular. like just. we live in a world where people are somehow both elitist and anti-intellectual at the same time #ANYWAY this is in response to that one post I saw about--*I am dragged offstage for my own safety*#In the Vents

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qumiiiquinnquin · 6 months

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ill never be good enough at anything

#vent #events of today only proved it #im genuinely so close to giving up completely #i dont feel happy when I draw because I know its not good enough and im ashamed when others see it because I know they think the same thing #I dont feel satisfied or accomplished when finishing schoolwork because I know others will have done it better and responded better and im #the stupidest person of the entire class. some things I just dont understand but I know everyone else or lots of others did #i cant do anything right. i cant socialize correctly. i cant remember to do anything. i cant keep any stable relationships #i know if i get a job they'll ly me off or fire me within days max weeks. i dont expect to be able to hold down a job for long #i dont have the skills necessary to become what I want to be which is a meteorologist. i struggle in math and that career is a lot of math #i actually want to be an artist too but ill die a lonely death. i cant even do this class. and artists are not paid enough to survive #hell what I do right now with art in my spare time is much worse than others. a mouse and microsoft paint. both arent good enough #i cant not compare myself to others. i know that they're all better than me. and im around these people every day and see it on social medi #i really want to put my art in our shredder and permanently delete files. i want to drop out. i dont know what to do with myself because i #know that im not good enough for anything except lay in bed like the depressed piece of shit i am and end up getting kicked out #i thought about just leaving class today and throwing myself down the stairwell from the top floor i was already on #just over the barrier thats right next to the first flight of stairs that prevents people from falling off the stairs from a height #the one you can look down and see the following flight of stairs. just throw myself down from that and hurt myself significantly.#ive been thinking about jumping again. from a new part of campus thats higher than where i initially wanted to fall from #if not those then sl!t my wrist or run into traffic #i just need to d!e. There's no room for someone as worthless as me #i cried when I came home today because im just done. i cant carry on and itd be better if i didnt. itd be preferred.

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alteredphoenix · 3 months

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I've developed another pet peeve: which is, when the manga has the characters go into excruciating detail about their abilities and how to utilize them while in the middle of combat.

Another pet peeve: describing events in text boxes while said events are happening at the same time.

#i'm noticing these two aspects a lot in shounen manga #specifically: from this week's chapter of kagurabachi #idk maybe i'm being too fussy #but you have to trust your work to tell its story as well as get the points across #without having to spell things out for your readers #you have to trust your readers to follow along and put the piece together #or at least have an idea as to connect the dots a'la Point A to Point B and so on #this is the exact same thing osamu tezuka pointed out when writing astro boy #and i feel like committing to 'hold your readers' hand' is doing more harm to the story than it is good #like there's a time and place to handhold but once you get past the first few chapters you have to wean them off it #some stories opt to just throw your reader in with no context whatosever #but again you have to trust them to paint a picture and understand what they're looking at #or at least come up w/ their own interpretations in a story that's meant to be open to interpretation such as dark souls #idk i think i'm griping too much #just venting #manga #armi reads manga

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astral-from-afar · 4 months

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I think my anger has been bubbling and its going to reach a boiling point at any moment now

#astral writes #vent tag #having a sibling that consistently demeans you #and takes the worst interpretation of everything you do #just gets to my head #there sre rare moments we we get along #but overall its so mentally exhausting #and its always me picking up the pieces #and pretending that nothing ever happened #because they are incapable of self reflection #and at this point #whats the point of reaching out every time #when I know she wouldn’t do the same for me #and I give up on doing this #I know it’s immature and I should try my hardest #but who cares atp

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dapper-comedy · 4 months

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yea go figure

#i need to start sleeping better maybe or eating more or something #i'm gonna start being a real bitch if i start getting worse at shutting up #how do u get so ridiculously angry and yet feel like crying all at the same time #GOD do u think they'll still do a lobotomy on me i'd LOVE a lobotomy #please drill into my goddamn brain and idk. take a piece or something i probably am not gonna miss it #vent

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elfsidian · 1 year

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trying to improve old habits and thinking patterns

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prouddogboi · 1 year

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y'all im burnt out 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

#vent #burnt out #i hate school but at the same time i enjoy it #irresponsible piece of shit #overwork

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starsonmarsy · 7 months

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oops all berries

#i see u fren #i am also feeling too many things at the same time #i truly hate bpd #everyrhing feels raw and i want to explode into pieces #i rhink i will cry myself to sleep and discard these feeelings #vent

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crtvirus · 8 months

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i wish i knew exactly what was going on in my brain but i don't know and i dont think i ever will

#from what ive read up and looked into it really does point towards me having some sort of dissociative disorder #but i dont want to just slap a term on myself because i feel as though it always will never fit #my brain always feels fuzzy and detached regardless but i can pick apartt separate pieces of emotions and thoughts and opinions #and yet im not feeling them all at the same time #its like screens with different displays but in my head #sighs.#whatevers happening with my brain i just hope it cuts it out because ive been weirdly upset for the past few days #maybe i just have a really funky brand of autism and i just struggle to regulate my emotions #and thus i project characters onto myself so severely that i struggle to have a sense of ''self'' in the first place. and i dont think its #necessarily kinning when its not really something i have much control over and it's kind-of wormed into my mind mostly against my will?#anyways sorry if this looks silly to the viewers #vent

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musical-chick-13 · 10 months

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Oh not me avoiding a wildly popular piece of media that I’d probably actually like out of sheer spite.

#maybe this is my True Toxic Trait but I just get really annoyed when all I hear is 'this thing is PERFECT it's EVERYTHING it's the only #TRULY high-quality media to EVER exist it is OBJECTIVELY better than literally EVERYTHING else it's the MOST IMPORTANT thing of ALL TIME'#like...again. not that you have to issue a disclaimer for media discussion of every single one of it's flaws before you earn the right to #talk about it. but if people keep holding something up as The Best Ever No Exceptions with literally no other commentary I just kind of...#get irritated to the point where I don't want to engage with the thing #I think in this case it's really...Objectively This Is The Best. I think that's what bothers me. because there IS no objective measurement #of art. it doesn't exist!! and that's okay!!!! just be honest!!!!!!!#'but mc13 what about your relationship to cxgf' well if you go back through my episode reviews you will see that I very much #acknowledged that some things could be done better and that it is not a perfect show because perfect media ALSO doesn't exist #and I've never said that it's the ONLY '''right''' way to present the themes it explores. there are a million different ways to do that #and it is the Greatest of All Time in MY OPINION. that's not going to be true of everyone!! and you can think something is the Best™#WITHOUT PUTTING DOWN OTHER PIECES OF MEDIA /ESPECIALLY/ ONES THAT ARE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME GENRE OR HAVE THE SAME FUNCTION??????#I'm also so tired of people saying 'it's good because it's gay™' like that tells me NOTHING #and like. the ideas/themes/concepts presented in this thing (from what I can tell) ARE present in other types of media and y'all REFUSE to #engage in those other things??? like you write them off and disparage them and basically unconditionally hate the things in them but #THIS time it's okay THIS is the exception and there is just NO awareness or critical thought there at all. it's the hypocrisy for me #In the Vents

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akaiuchiha · 8 months

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Just so you know, I may spoil some things from One Piece in this post, so beware.

And this is mostly just me, venting about One Piece because I have nothing else to do.

Okay so. I am up to date with One Piece chapters, something I kever thought would happen one day, have been following the updates since I caught up (Still, I am reading Alabasta right now because, I know it's a shame on my part and all but I started to really get into One Piece while my mom was watching the end of Skypiea on the TV, so around Water Seven.

But I always knew who my favourite character was before hand (a certain blond cook-). However, I wasn't prepared to find myself being completely stunned by Law and his story. I have a thing for tragic backstory (almost every character I like has a bad past).

And I don't even know how to explain it, because Sanji made me cry during Whole Cake Island. I am someone who is easily anxious and I may have anxiety but I never did test and well, life happens so I can't really say I HAVE anxiety anyway, and Whole Cake Island was just pure angst until THAT point when Sanji finally saw through his situation. So maybe it can explain why I really like his character because I just felt what he felt and I couldn't understand how he was being hated for something he didn't control and all.

But this isn't about Sanji only. Before Whole Cake Island, Dressrosa happened and, according to me, it was one of the best arc of One Piece.

I'm not saying it IS the best and it's really just my opinion, I cried during Marineford and Wano is really amazing, but to me, Dressrosa did a really good job describing the desesperate situation they were in, all the memories and the past coming back to hit Doflamingo in the face under the name of the Straw Hat captain for Law.

And really, it was amazing. I loved every moment when I read it. And after that, Law became one of my favourite (and my sister and my mother like him a lot too), I even bought a figurine at a convention of him in Wano during the Onigashima Raid.

And my mind has been RACING about everything One Piece related lately (it helps because, as a Bungou Stray Dogs fan, I certainly need some sanity right now before going crazy over each new chapter). Like, I am a writer, and I CRAVE writing One Piece fanfiction. I already wrote a One Shot I offered to my sister and well, I am writing something after the canon events when everything is done and it's about Sanji and Zeff and them just being a wholesome found family. But hell, I have so many ideas and so little at the same time and, I'm not judging people who like it okay, but Moderne Setting is really not my thing so I can't read a lot a fanfictions that could be and are probably amazing.

Anyway, I think I have lost almost everyone reading this at this point and well, thank you for reading my post!

#one piece #sanji #vinsmoke sanji #trafalgar law #venting #just me saying everything and anything at the same time

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lovehoarder · 9 months

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#fuckin uhhhh #vent tw #me. deprately trying to keep my sanity: i do art for myslf and not for others i do art for myself and not for others i do art for myself an-#but it is just. SO FRUSTRATING. because E V E R Y TIME!! EVERYTIME!!! i make a piece of art i REALLY like #it just #flops.#i work for like 12 hours and i ENJOY working on these things but seeing it flop makes me dread sharing it :/#and its not even just like. tum.blr. i make pieces of art and i show it to my family and they go “okay??”#i show it to my friends they do the same shit. and just. for ONCE. i would like for someone to go #“Wow your art is so pretty”#is it so bad to just. want that.

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