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toneacademy · 2 years

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nofatclips · 15 days

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Elimination Dances by Protomartyr featuring Kelley Deal, live on KEXP

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lnmei · 1 year

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Sun Wukong ✨🍑🐒

#my art #figure drawing #these are from like 2019-2020 when I used to go to live model sessions and I still like them so I colored them #the prompt was to draw the nude model as an animal so I drew sun wukong bc I could not deal w a full animal I went halfway lol #i used to do all of my figure drawing on large newsprint with colored pencil or charcoal pencil #i used red colored pencil bc drawing without color made me sad lol

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angelpuns · 5 days

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Raughhh I'm fine rn but frustrating to think that I haven't been able to like - just relax and enjoy things lately cause I'm too busy overthinking and having a constant anxiety attack ( exaggeration ) about nothing

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avianii · 3 months

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vaguely irritated every time I hear someone call my life depressing

#got it like 50 times this past week from multiple people and im like #bitch what the fuck #just because i complain about my life all the time doesn't mean i hate it?#i mean have you HEARD me bitch about CoD? AND I STILL PLAY IT #sure maybe if *you* were living like I do maybe you'd be depressed #which #skill issue tbh #get on my level #YOU CANNOT MATCH THE VIBE OF A 2AM CRAM STUDY SESSION #it is simply too powerful #anyways #i apologize for the rant #“go do something fun” well WHAT IF I ENJOY SCReAMING AT MY PHYSICS TEXTBOOK #no genuinely tho #so long as i actually get it in the end lol #the feeling of solving a problem you've been stuck on for hours or being able to just blaze through mcqs is unparalleled #besides maybe when im on like a 20 kill streak in CoD and keep getting to throw attack helicopters at people #i do realize how nerdy this sounds lmfao but yknow what. deal with it (⌐■_■)

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jittyjames · 4 months

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guess who is starting therapy ✨

#it's me #lmao #idk how long i'll stick with it #but yknow #it's whatever #and insurance will help and shit so #cool beanssssss #BUT IF I DEAL WITH MY TRAUMA HOW WILL I WRITE MY SILLY LITTLE STORIES #going sometime next week for an evaluation #I just actually want to live pls and thanks so I decided to go get proper help #as should all of you #if available #fully expect to sob at all of my sessions #and they'll probably want to put me on a plethora of drugs #yipppeeeeeeeeee

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cassberry · 2 years

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What gets me is that session 3 was so crazy, especially with the dig party and the warden on the surface, is that I'm seeing barely anything about the fact that we have our first red duo.

Ren and Big B are red and it feels like everyone kind of went "oh wow that's crazy haha", from both the players and the fandom.

Double life truly has such a different vibe then the last two seasons and I am loving it.

#double life smp #double life smp spoilers #< just in case :)#going red used to be such a big deal LMAO #and it's not like they're in last life now and can get some extra lives #this is it #can't wait for the next session #berry.posts

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rachelchinouriris · 7 months

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#i have a therapy session today and i’m scared #i’m going to tell her about what happened years ago #it’s just that it’s the first time i’ll tell someone in person #this last week i thought about telling my parents but i want to tell my therapist first #there’s this part of me who wants to go back to pretending it wasn’t a big deal #but i just can’t. and i’ve been left feeling hurt and sick #living my life as if i didn’t know a big part of my mental health was destroyed that night #as if i didn’t know that these disgusting intrusive thoughts and nightmares and behaviors were triggered by what happened #she probably got to live a comfortable life while i was here feeling trapped and guilty and disgusted with myself #and yet i can’t hate her #fucked up #so fucked up #delete later

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musical-chick-13 · 8 months

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I did NOT spend five fucking years breaking my back and my brain getting a degree in this for people to say that musical theatre is corny and useless and inherently shameful.

#YOU get through a two-show day with 9 intensive dance numbers!! YOU learn a sondheim score!!!! YOU sing an emotionally intense song that #hits a little too hard without crying onstage!!!!!!!!! YOU do all the work of singing a song in a strange style in a consistently healthy #way that doesn't ruin your voice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#YOU do the vocal stamina exercises and sit in a practice room for 50 minutes each day going over the same phrase to figure out #how it sits in your voice without losing your sanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP #In the Vents #oh I am BITTER today my friends #it is a BAD chronic illness day #do not MAKE me pull out my 10 minute stephen schwartz presentation do not MAKE me scream about the instrumentation in #the deathnote stage musical do not MAKE me live-stream a practice session of trying to learn how to sing 'stupid with love' without #sounding like a dying rabid animal #NOBODY WANTS ANY OF THAT BUT I WILL DO IT IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND™#WATCH RAGS! WATCH LIGHT IN THE PIAZZA! WATCH PASSION! WATCH PARADE! WATCH THE COLOR PURPLE! IF YOU'RE /SO/ INSISTENT THAT EVERY WORK HAS TO #DEAL WITH BIG SOCIAL/PERSONAL ISSUES IN A COMPLETELY REALISTICALLY SERIOUS WAY TO BE WORTHY OF ATTENTION #SOMETHING DOESN'T HAVE TO BE GRITTY AND JOYLESS AND GRIM TO HAVE ANYTHING MEANINGFUL TO SAY ABOUT THOSE ISSUES #WICKED HAS THEMES OF OPPRESSION THAT ARE ARTICULATED MORE ORGANICALLY THAN A LOT OF '''''SERIOUS''''' WORKS BUT NOBODY WANTS ME TO TALK #ABOUT THAT

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edienotsedgwick · 2 months

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Saying this on all my “secret” socials so I’ll say it here! I’ve been in the studio yesterday. First time ever in a professional studio too.

#edie TxT #funnily enough this studio I was at had this thing years ago where I could sign up with them for an artist development deal and so I did #but they rejected me :( they mainly develop Christian/very tame and accessible musicians and I was just too weird for them #but now one of their producers liked me and my friends demo enough that he booked us in yesterday FOR FREE #like that’s crazy!!!#and the session was super relaxed too! we got almost everything done except live drums and post production stuff like mixing #but that’ll get sorted out soon :)#I’m so excited to show you all this song

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panb1mbo · 3 months

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oooo love it when the suicidal ideation be ideating

#hey girl hey #i forget it exists until my brain is like ‘’you know what i crave? death :3’’#and i’m like ok u edgy toddler are we having big feelings rn that might be related to wanting to kermit die?#pls pls can i just have one month?? one month of peace pls #i literally miss my period not i missed i MISS that bitch #i’m stressed and i want enough normalcy to actually bleed??? u know how stressful i gotta be feeling to want to deal with my period????#let’s play a game called it’s this gonna be a panic attack or just a regular cry session???#rlly living up to the url here u bitches were warned abt who i am the moment u read the url #2000scrybaby.vent

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hella1975 · 2 years

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georgia by phoebe bridgers is MY song and if she plays it when i see her live then i'll scream and throw up but alternatively if she doesn't play it i will tear my hair out so i'm in a bit of a dilemma here folks

#and by my song i mean it's taob zukka's song #im claiming it #i remember the first time i heard georgia i actually heard the session where she's wearing the lesbian flannel #and i just listened to it on loop and genuinely fucking SOBBED #like i could not figure out why it was making me cry i just could not handle it #'if i fix you will you hate me' like to this DAY i still cant quite figure out what it is about this line #seeing it live would be the vocal equivalent of a bat to the shin i think #phoebe bridgers #hi bam ur gonna have to deal with this im going to grab you and start shaking

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little-shiny-sharpies · 1 year

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Ooohhhh my gooooddddd I just had a wave of shame because I was looking at the WoW books because I wanted to know about Kale/cs previous relationships and…. I….., I have so much to unpack about that….but I think I’ll just throw away the suitcase for today

#shiny speaks #I’m gonna just over share in the tags rq #girl help I did not grow up with any healthy romantic relationships in my life and don’t know healthy behaviors from sketchy ones #and feel reallly sus about myself right now over a pixel man dragon #like I just want to know how he’s written to deal with feelings of romance why did this turn into a self therapy session girl???#‘am I invading his privacy?’ I say about a man who lives in my ‘puter

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zllyhoo · 1 year

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debating on doodling some of the imps from a fansession... ♥

#john rambles #i'm really passionate about the RSVP session and the fact that it didn't get a space player #and instead got TWO void players #so its just so so so utterly fucked up and destroyed and they are literally just living it up stuck in the medium together #like... man.#yall ever play sburb and make a deal with the devil (denizen) to send your bff back to a normal reality #but then he's PISSED AT YOU FOR DOING THAT and works his way into the game AGAIN with some friendless idiot he met on the internet #just to come reunite with you and kick your ass about sending him off #( but all you wanted to do was assure that ONE of you would/could survive )#dlkfjgnsldkfjgnsldkfjgnsdlkjgfnf #rsvp session

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vampmcr · 1 year

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full moon in cancer has been v peaceful for me as a cancer sun but everyone else is an emotional wreck and . it feels like taking a bubble bath then someone throwing a toaster in it basically . alexa play digital bath

#had to calm my mum down in the car for 2 hrs parked in the middle of town bc she brokedown bc of her past trauma .#she’s finally booked therapy sessions after like 25years of dealing w unresolved shit .#and also at least 10 years of just dumping it on me as the eldest daughter so .. progress?#not trying to sound like a dick but like its been v exhausting for me like so much pressure n i had to grow up too fast #but i was literally so at peace this morning it was crazy but my family ended up making me cry from stress all day im so annoyed #i wish i lived alone ..

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chaotictomtom · 1 year

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when melancholy is always tainted by grief now cos you lost like 10 ppl in the past few years so every few memories you have is "aw yeah remember that time <:) damn i miss. oh yeah right. :(((("

#guy who never learned how to deal with grief #take a load of this guy!!! got cursed one day and lost 2 close ppl in the span of 2 weeks and everyone decide to follow up ig???#mANNNN I MISS TOO MANY PEOPLE and live in constant fear!!!!#and the repercussions on other ppl omgggggg it makes me go insane how much everything hurts #post 1am rant ik i shouldn't listen to brain but damn #i need therapy the only free available is once a month and wasted last month session by going mute time lol help!!!#there's also so many others shit to talk abt omggggg helpppploooool #been negligent concerning my DID and it fucking bit me in the ass so hard it's awful #tomtom_is_rambling #tomtom_is_venting #no one gives a shit im sorry i just :(((( might help not rambling through all this when trying to sleep if i let it out on here first #guy who's in denial

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