not me on the verge of tears because I'm stuck in my head at a crowded book fair about being weird therefor fulfilling a self prophecy by a weirdo with too wet eyes standing in the corner of the stair well that looks smells and feels like an industrial dungeon

the worst part about finding more and more about totk that i dont like is that ... it seems like one of my biggest fears is going to become true; all of my previous hyperfixations died because a new thing of the franchise came out and i didnt like it, turned that strange, perhaps unhealthy, love and attachment into disappointment and sadness and im afraid thats happening to zelda right now, the one hyperfixation i hoped could last or at the very least i would just grow slowly away from in a good way if it was just totk that i didnt like, tho its hard to see all the love people have for it and just ... feel the opposite about it, it would be fine (heck i really disliked links awakening but ultimately i just regret spending so much money on it, it didnt impact my feelings about the rest of the franchise) but because it diminishes everything about botw too .. a game that i still love deeply, its not fine aside from me not liking anything they did with the zonau, it basically steamrolled botw too, damn near ignoring it ever happened, cramming in zonau stuff where it wasnt before just so its literally everywhere, taking its mysterious and answerign them in boring ways, implying that stuff i loved so much about botw was yet just another zonau thing (the three dragons possibly having been zonau ..........the ancient hero mystery being .. that.......) people basically claiming as fact that its somehow slammed into the old timeline despite it making no sense nor has any evidence aside from some names that happened to be used once before or them saying whats the point of ever looking at botw again bc totk does everything "better" ...

you cant ignore it really, even if i try to ignore what i dont like, i know whats revealed in totk, and others know it too.

and in turn it all makes me go back to that strange self hatred i thought i had finally left behind, the why do i care so much, its stupid to care so much about a piece of media i have no control about anyway, whats the point of caring so much, you have wasted so much time and effort and thought and tears about something like this, why are you so weird, why cant you just be like everyone else and love it all, why are you like this, stop being like this.

knowing i cant stop being like this, fearing from the start it might happen just like it has so many times, that i fall in love with a piece of media so much that when it gets a new thing that i dont like but affects every aspect of it it all flips into anger first, then disappointment and sadness and in end into wishing i wasnt weird like this, knowing i cant change it ... and it turning out true

to love someone is to heal someone

i think people should gather all of the iterator ocs on this site with similar themes and draw them doin some batshit insane things like those "draw the squad" stuff. oh, 20 star themed iterators? make them play uno and shove one of them into the baby jail. ocean themed iterators? -presents Fish- bully the shit out of him. please. he needs it for moral reasons, the squidcadas arent enough

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

Mannn this fandom makes me a little sad we have homophobes and pedos actively getting plenty of interaction:(

yeah. yeah, its pretty disappointing.

the pedo thing i dont know much about as i am not in the nsfw side of the fandom but ive heard that yea that side does have an issue.

its been making me a bit uncomfy to think about :/

been following you since PRE bubblegum karkat days and it’s been really nice watching you grow and heal and whenever i see you on my dash and think of your growth it reminds me of my own healing journey. i find that really nice

HAHA that was AGES ago dude. my god. i cant believe youre still around, that was like, the worst of it LOLOL weve both probably come a looong way since then, yeah. life used to be abysmal but now ive got my hubby and mother in law and were moving to nola next month so theres nothing to fear =')

this screenshot from character ai perfectly describes what it's like to be on a furry discord

literally giddy at the thought of making a friend i love being in my 20s

i like to give ensekai fans the benefit of the doubt ik there are good ensekai fans. but when u claim to have no idea the producer of ur fave groups main song exists i just. im so perplexed. like i dont expect everyone who plays to know every producer ever but it. it literally gives credit to them when u go to play the song i dont. i dont understand here.

I think the biggest red flag for me regarding the hopelesspeaches and lio convoy stuff, their entire group (especially lio) has near identical speech patterns and dynamics as my mom's online friend group. Which is less of a red flag and more of a raging wildfire tbh

BCS REWATCH PARTY STICKERS!!!

:0 sticker designs for Better Call Saul Rewatch Party!!!!! if you wanna rep your insanity (complimentary) with pride, here's a link to my redbubble shop!! this little fella can be yours!!

i pay for discord nitro and put time into making graphics and reminders for the server, so i thought this could be a good way for anyone who's interested to kick a couple bucks my way AND have a cute piece of merch to commemorate our little club :,)

AND IT'S NOT JUST THE CLASSIC INFLATABLE....

if any of these interest u please check out my redbubble <333 and these losers (affectionate) could be coming to a mailbox near u!!!

ps. if ur not in the server.....u should be <3

ok nvm you did it two more times I'm unfollowing

I dinnae ken who you are nor does the presence of one more anon among approximately five thousand make any difference to me on the Me And My Ten Friends website lmao you don't need to formally announce your departure

Someone asked me to advertise it here too SO

Bedhead server. Aka a server for Bedman fans. It's run by me. There's spaces to share art, headcanons, lore discussions, talk about gameplay, or just... talk about Bedman. Bedman? obviously included (and Delilah too)

Eventually there will be a Bed only strive tournament. And potentially many more events like that..... even beyond Guilty Gear.. I'm a busy person so who knows when but they're in the works

Even if you just wanna lurk and see other people talk about Bedman, you're welcome to come on in 🛏 link will be below..

The server is 16+! Attempts to start discourse will be met with punishment, don't try it!

me: okay just ONE quick cartoony silly facial expression drawing and nothing else, i need to sleep decently tonight for once and getting to sleep on time would help a lot with that

the drawingS (emphasis on the s):

(its been... just over an hour since i started)

just finished watching all of ash coyote’s furry documentaries and ive never wanted to wear a fursuit more in my life than in this moment 👉👈