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I am so torn about tadashi. Like I get the guilt about not standing by a person who needed you and leaving them to abuse not just mental but physical as well and not just at the hands of their family but men who wanted to use him as atlas to carry their whims and seeing them turn hysterical and mad , hurting others to see how much they can put up with to see if they could carry some of his own pain is hard stuff . But you keep fucking up by trying to make this a class and status thing and not stopping that , while allowing him to prey on langa and others. Like neither cherry , reki nor langa deserve this. Adam is so need of power cause besides skating he's never really had that cause as aoinouske he isnt anything but a continuation of his father and aunts. Its like the persona of adam is his only way to have some respect and now that he's lost that he is unhinged and all he thinks about is making langa fall with him, like tadashi dear you see he's becoming a monster the only way you could have ever gotten him to love skating again and not use it as violence against others was to step in earlier and get him away from langa. Tadashi wants adam to be like he was , like reki and he thinks that if adam is turning toward anyone they might be able to save him. And I am like nooooooo, he has lost his damn mind and is most likely gonna initiate a real fall for the two of them. A fall that injuries them both. Cause he wanted tadashi to be his safe haven , and langa to be his other half and neither of them ended up being that for him and so he really is alone when tadashi could have fought to make skating something different for him but stop being so devoted and actually feeding him knowledge and therefore remorse . I have more to say but my phone is dying to I don't wanna lose this so yea . Stupid tadashi.

You said it all! I really can’t add much tothis, Tadashi is just being ilogical. I get feeling guilty because he believes this is all his fault (which it isn’t, he coulnd’t know this would happen when he decided to teach ad*am how to skate) but there comes a point where you just have to STOP MAKING EXCUSES FOR HIM.

A*am’s behavior is completly unhinged and he is just enabling it and making worse for his victims. Yes, victims,because Ad*m has victims. I know we joke a lot about him being a pedo and agressive and whatever but he threw people off cliffs just for the fuck of it, he beat up a 17 year old kid (and no one on S stoped him, but my hatred for S is for another post) and professed his love for another. It’s not normal behavior in any way and Tadashi, seeing all this is just like “Oh yeah, he’s a danger to everyone, let’s throw him in this crazy track with a kid, I’m sure this literal CHILD will solve all his problems!” The mentality is wild.

Anyways, this was another episode of me looking way too deep into a staking show, thank you for coming to my TEDtalk and thank you for the ask! I love talking to people about sk8

(Also I’m so sorry it took me this long to aswer, I suck and so does college)

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saintwilllem · 2 years

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THEY ARE MAKING THE TADASHI / ADAM SAGA INTO A LOVE STORY IN WHICH ONE WAS BETRAYED AND WENT BAD AND THE OTHER NOW HAS TO SAVE THEM . AND KILL ADAM SO ANISOUSKE CAN LIVE. I AM LIKE NOOOOOOO DONT DO THIS TO ME.

Only watched a bit of episode 8 but when that comes out I will do analysis for that and finally get to the ask in my inbox .

25 notes • Posted 2021-02-27 19:50:48 GMT

Sometimes I think about karou and kojiro and I think about how they changed . Like did karou take off the piercings and turn to calligraphy and ai mechanisms because they illustrated a sense to be put on a stage in which he's respected, and maybe to be on par with aonisouke ?

Like what if calligraphy is the seemingly proper man's graffiti , what if calligraphy represents an evolution and a history of himself cut up in ideas and fluidity. Like what was that phrase he wrote out for that crowd of people about repenting, and what if it isn't just a statement against aoniouske or the theme of the reki / langa relationship but him as well ? What if he became a calligrapher cause it was a comfort a sense of each line representing his own drive and complexities . An act against his anxieties. A flexible tool to say he is gonna keep going .

What if the ai / Carlas he has built is a measure of trying to be more than as he saw adam and maybe Joe beccome and so he wants to made into something of a god of skating but not with out a safety switch.

And then there is joe. Like why did he beef up so much. Is it because he wanted to protect what he couldn't bear to lose again. What if the whole womanizing thing is something he does cause he doesn't want people to get to close cause he couldn't protect a friend nor could he get the friend he loved . What if the bulking up is his own form of guilt. Like not being enough for anyone and so he push himself over the edge.

What if where karou took a beautiful name like cherry blossom to enforce his decorum, kojiro took the name joe a rough sounding punch but also at times safe name because he wanted it to hit like his learned skating tricks . Like a door that made you fear and a hand that you could grab.

Kojiro means hero / Joe means God's will increases. Karou means hope / cherry blossoms mean renewal or beauty . Like if these don't describe them idk . Cause kojiro is a hero, in every sense for reki , for langa , and for karou. And karou hopes from himself, for kojiro and the others . He was renewed sense of himself when skating and Joe is almost a god but he really is.

Karou might call Joe a gorilla, but he also knows he stands because Joe is there to hold him, to keep his spirit alive. And so he teases him because he doesn't wanna lose true love. Cause if he doesn't get too close he can't be thrown away, in ways that leave his heart cut open. In ways that won't sit anger because Joe has always been there . Before he was amazed by Adam's games before he started skating and so he doesn't think he can breathe without him.

Joe is the jokes , kojiro is the desire that catches his ankles and takes him to the restaurant every night. S is that place we're he doesn't have to be karou and kojiro isn't himself because if people know they would run them out of themselves. He wants to keep kojiro forever and so he let's him do as he does. He wants to fit in his arms but God knows what kojiro really thinks. Friends are friends and that love is not a love that makes you forget your place and drown. And since he doesn't know he doesn't move .

Kojiro knows nothing but the want of karou's mouth. To eat back all his words and just stop him from anything else so he can feel how his heartbeats around him. How it screams and how it wants. How his hands what to hold his , to kiss them like a knight would their lords. He is made open by karou, and so he dives into every jab and puts thoughts to find a way between his legs. Cause cherry blossoms are the sweetest when they moan.

35 notes • Posted 2021-03-21 01:19:47 GMT

set two in a project to fill the spaces in a little life with unset letters that speak more than a person could . : here is a father as a father , and a devil as a father. when do you remember how to trust that image again ?? set one here & transcript here.

37 notes • Posted 2021-10-31 21:25:28 GMT

SINCE I AM A 2 DAYS AND SOME CHANGE LATE, IDK HOW MUCH TRACTION THIS POST IS GONNA GET BUT HERE WE GO.

If we unravel episode seven by context of biblical tropes this is god casting out eve and adam. I have spoken about how ADAM is lucifer attempting to present himself as adam and therefore the prime existence of man or in this context skater. So what becomes the actual adam for me is a toss up between skating and relationships in the context of who is being spoken about because if we speak about reki his temptation is his relationships in so that he sacrifices himself completely for them, as langa does skating . the idea of the apple changes in face of the observer. the concept of this is interesting cause the deeper we go the more reki plays the construct of god. he makes the boards , he makes langa but he also turns away from someone who does not see that they are standing in awe of the devil who will break them, god is merciful but god also gives fee will and that is why he decides that he does not want to be that thing that keeps langa down,

Now pulling away from that the main turning point is the possible state of mind within our two main characters. Reki is going through a depressive period and langa will surely spiral the other way and go through a manic period in which he is gonna do all sorts of dangerous things to settle the new hole that's been left in him as his father's passing did. both were filling a void and they did it beautifully but inside of it there were unsolved things that festered into other things.

reki is under no circumstances jealous . kick that whole idea out of your head, he is someone terrified. ADAM injured him badly , he lost a friend, and all the comments about his worth from everyone only compounded the fact that he wasn’t good enough for everyone , that langa would fly away and leave him behind as he was worthless, and he was just something to step on to and leave . to learn from and push beyond but to consider other options more interesting. he keeps on trying to make the jump to touch the star not because he wants to show off but because he wants to be at least a centimeter closer to where langa is . but when questioned he keeps lying , he thinks it shameful to feel upset, because what if langa sees him as someone who is only jealous , what if he keeps failing people from his friend to miya and even to langa as he couldn’t defeat ADAM and got langa thrusts into this whole mess . he isn’t just afraid that ADAM will hurt langa but also that he will become more important than reki himself. and so the promise was something that said i will always be here for you , i will protect you and i will be for you . if you think about reki always does things for others. he wants to stand up for miya for example , his character is heroic in that way as langa’s is more an individualist that doesn’t always want to give his attention to others because there is something missing . and so he is going to keep sinking until he can start telling the truth , because langa was there for him he was just to much trying to please everyone else and to be something that other’s would talk about with pride so he could stand with langa and not against him.

now the manic episode i stated for langa is the idea that he’s missing his other half , read it romantic or platonic reki made him come out of himself. made him feel this new place was home and brought him to find something to both express his past and hold on to his now. it was reki who took the place of his dad in being someone who made things just feel right. i am not ignoring his mother , but there was only so much she could offer him in regards to his loss of excitement because what he had with his father was so different then what he had with her. reki is the thing that holds his happiest memories and so lashing out and loss of him is going to be like a blade cut him half and so he’s going to be overly careless with himself and do things that will really put him on the foot of danger as he wants to both lose himself in something because his safety net has just cut him loose.

the main problem is that neither of them know the other’s trauma / hold backs . if reki instead of lying stated that he doesn’t want to lose someone again , that he was suffering , that he doesn’t want to be left all alone again , and catch the stars with langa things would have been better, if langa said that he was trying to get back what he had with his father , that what reki had been teaching him was a great thing for him, that he needed reki’s suppourt and maybe even discussed the pros of him joining the tournament less being a slight against reki or thrill ride but more so a way to settle an old wound then maybe things would be different.

but one is feeling shame and guilt, and the other is so desperate to be able to feel a rush and to see something of his father in someone else who is ADAM in regards to skill his father probably had to he isn’t thinking that everything needs to be held by something or else it will become ruins.

there is also the dynamic between ADAM and tadashi , and ADAM, cherry and joe. where one didn’t stand up for him, and two he cast away. we are all thinking that tadashi is reki’s friend he lost and it is highly possible . but the reason i mention this again from a previous post is to wrap in the idea that all the flamboyancy and attachment to langa he has is a drive to be the prime / ideal in something that was once taken from him. langa is to him his EVE which i am considering more so someone who can make him fall. if we go back to the biblical analogy then eve has been considered the reason for the fall, and so in this context of the show ADAM is wanting to get to langa before langa can get to him. he wants see everything , because for him its something he hasn’t seen and it makes him go mad ( not angry mad by in mania. ) langa is someone who has been training in snowboarding for so long and maybe it has been the same for ADAM has his father stated that he thinks he has found the perfect skater for himself. he calls it a date because of how it makes him feel , giddy and delighted and so he wants them to be one.

i am most excited to learn more about cherry and joe though cause there is some pain , as joe said he wanted to sock it ADAM but i am still theorizing what it could be.

39 notes • Posted 2021-02-23 16:27:13 GMT

set one in a series of letters between friends , lovers and family. transcript here.

49 notes • Posted 2021-10-30 21:43:30 GMT

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