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mxlustreless · 15 days

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FOUL. JAIL. NOT EVEN SORRY??? HOW DARE U

LOOK, I HAVE AN APOLOGY

MY ART IS STRAIGHT UP TRASH BUT LIKE C'MON

IT LOOKS GOOD

RIGHT

YEAH THIS IS MY APOLOGY UP THERE

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?

A reminder that nobody has gotten close enough to Cater to know about this side of his.

He has always been cheery, so what's there to hide? Right?

Right.

Nobody saw nor knew the way he broke down in his room, he didn't let anybody know about the way he sat on his bed, tears streaming down his face.

It doesn't ever end, does it?

He wants to shout it out loud, describe his problems and yell out the truth, voice shaking in despair while his words was nothing but excruciating detail of the way his heart ached, the way he wished that maybe, maybe someone out there won't judge him for the mess he is, for the mess he always is.

But he can't, because he doesn't want someone to worry, he doesn't want their faces to contort into pity and shock when they see what their upperclassman is underneath that sunshine.

Maybe.. Maybe it could be you.

..But what's the point?

You'll leave this world anyway in the future.

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