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hamartia-grander · 2 months

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Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck

#More in my reblog #“my father taught me more lessons than I can count” yeah dog they were called CAUTIONARY TALES 😭😭😭#“pull me too close and I'm destined to hurt you” FUCKIGN. BITING YOU #“a champion's heart is as sharp as a new blade” SO CRAZY I GOT THIS SICK ASS ARMOUR. TRY ME.#I'm actually in physical pain over this. Wyll my love.#I need to rip ulder in two with my bare hands right now.#sorry I JUST saw the breakup scene for the first time today and I haven't stopped thinking about it it's making me ill with sadness #he didn't even break up with ME but it fucking feels like it goddamn #bg3 #Wyll Ravengard #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 analysis #oh my GOD and the fact that he offers one last dance. I'mgoing to ufckingexplode #and he spends five whole seconds just. holding the character. not even dancing.#I watched the version with him and astarion ofc I don't romance wyll myself (lesbianism)#makes me wanna write a fucking fic (derogatory)#why the fuck is everyone so ill over astarion when mr insane mental health issues is RIGHT here (i know why. but still)

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dairyfreenugget · 25 days

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(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)

Hey hey hey

May I interest you in

(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)

Teehee

#thylacines can talk #faaf au #i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards #the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of #void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later #PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted #and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No #the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this #Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire #place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with #examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and #suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still #hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they #have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up #while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much #attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem #much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing #properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had #after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then #they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void #left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare #at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he #and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant #and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts #And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection #oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB

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gallifvrey · 5 months

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i feel like we were sort of robbed when it came to the doctor staying at donnas house. it cut - in my mind - very much to a few days/weeks/months past. but you know that it was a rough start. the doctor Cannot stand still and even if they know they should this time it mustve taken some real getting used to, similar to 11 in power of three

like, the doctors been moved in for one day and has already rewired their house. the toaster now sings as it toasts bread and also can be used as a metal detector. the fridge beeps when you take something out of it that it was saving for later. the doctors repainted the entire house a shade darker. they give him a spare room to stay in but no one in the house ever sees him sleep

#the potential for comedy is so great and the potential of angst is ALSO so great!#the best combo :)#i wanna write this fic eventually #like donna sitting the doctor down and being like #'im so proud of you for not running. im so proud youre staying around. but it also doesnt count if you distract yourself with tasks 24/7 #donna bringing him to some of the school board meetings #the doctor: “oh i used to be a caretaker ! i was great at it!”#donna: *doubt.jpeg*#the doctor and rose going on some adventures #(nothing too dangerous - they have to run one time and screaming her name while they escape breaks something in his hearts)#(it gets better over time - slowly but surely - past pain being replaced with new joy)#time heals all wounds but you have to sit still enough to let time catch up #personal #dw spoilers

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zoennes · 11 months

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2.04 ● 2.10

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odetolovers · 23 days

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having conversations with my girlfriend about if we’ll adopt or have a bio baby…my heart is healing. i’ll never get over how lucky i feel to have found my soulmate in my early twenties. i love that we get to grow together, we already have so much. Exploding

#i didn’t even think i wanted marriage or kids before i met her. then i did meet her and i fell in love and i realised that oh actually!#my childhood doesn’t have to even remotely resemble my future child’s #all love is not pain and abuse like what i grew up with #everyday that she loves me she heals a heart she didn’t break fr fr #relationships and love is not easy but when you’re with the right person it is beyond worth it. i do believe i’d face anything about myself #& do anything necessary to be with her. our relationship has forced me to care about myself not just us not just her #i’ve never been one to give people peace but damn i’ll give her peace or die trying #sappy on main 2nite….life and relationships are getting Real and if i can love her this much while so depressed god knows how much i’ll be #able to love her when im not. good lord #my lover

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crow-in-springtime · 9 months

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Horatio in one of those stories where the main character does anything and everything to prevent the death of a loved one.

I just think it would be neat

#me when other people write Horatio being in pain: HOW could you DO THAT to him?! HAS HE NOT SUFFERED ENOUGH 😭😣☹️#me when I write Horatio being in pain: Teehee 🤭#sometimes you just gotta break time and space and all of natural law just to be with someone you love #and I know the lesson is always supposed to be “you have to let people go but that doesn’t mean everything is over”#but fuck that I think Horatio could successfully pull it off #autism be damned my boy can love someone so much that he will hold off death itself #<- it was funnier in my head #hamlet #horatio #there’s probably a specific name for this but I can’t remember it at the moment. kinda like wandavision or alice by heart #“I won’t let them move you on / play you like some ghostly pawn / oh we’ll hold the still blue dawn” that sort of thing #well I wouldn’t want Horatio to succeed actually cause then it defeats the whole purpose of the trope as a whole and also I like suffering.#but like you understand. I think. I kinda lost track of what I was saying 7 sentences ago.#“yeah this sounds good post it” someone who should not be allowed internet access after 10 pm or before 7:30 am (me)#god this has been in my drafts for ages and I’ve forgotten what I even meant but I’m sure it was a good coherent idea at one point #ky’s gallery

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thesingingrevolution · 2 months

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reading my diary entry from 8th grade when the boy i liked so much gave me a kiss on the cheek..

#i went crazy #i was like. 100% sure he was the love of my life #in the entry im like #i was out cold on the floor #and i literally said if we ever actually kissed i would have ended up in the hospital #i know that absolutely yes that would have happened #i would actually have passed out at the very leasr #least #i liked him so so so so so so so so so much #i was literally like #it’s not 20:49pm and i can still feel it on my cheek 5 hours later #IT IS**** 20:49 NOOO #crazy #it wasn’t a romantic kiss btw. we were saying goodbye #for a long school break #i never got to properly say goodbye to him. he never really spoke to me after he broke my heart #and after i wrote a letter to him telling him i appreciated our friendship and i wished him luck back home he embarrassed me #i still remember the pain it was so bad #we have spoken since though. and even seen each other in person 5 years later. but it’s ancient history now #i dont think he knew the real depth of my feelings #anyway about the kiss moment #but it caught me off guard and i literally explained the whole cultural aspect of hugs and kisses it was shsgsgsgahahaj #oh well #such a messy end to a nice friendship #i will never forget how much i cared for you *******#this is so sick #i cant stop crying #sorrt its so incoherent

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twistedappletree · 2 months

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#apple babble 🍎#non fandom #i need life to give me a fucking break fr like?????#almost immediately after i finally crawled out of a major depressive episode #infected fucking dog bite from some asshole’s unleashed dog #major tooth abscess that literally has my entire left side of my face and head and neck throbbing with pain #can’t afford to get the damn thing pulled until a few more days #so my body is fighting 2 major infections rn and my heart rate is at a constant 100-115 #can’t think straight can’t focus on anything #couldn’t walk priya today bc of how shitty i feel #had an EXTREMELY stressful anxiety ridden day with my client today which didn’t help anything #my work days have been so fucking long that i don’t have time to take care of my medical stuff before everything closes #i had to race to get my antibiotics WHILE i was working bc i knew i wouldn’t get there in time after work #bc my fucking client kept adding shit for me to do last minute #then was like ‘oh btw you only have an hour to make these 10 fucking stops bc my appt is soon’#give me a fucking break liKE COME THE FUCK ON #IM SO MAD AND ANNOYED #i didn’t even walk the dogs this morning #i just too them to a secluded place off the trail and fucking cried for an hour #i really hate things rn like i really hate how difficult and fucking expensive it is to stay alive #i fucking HATE IT #delete later #i guess idfk whatever

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firkant-fugl · 3 months

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Station 19 is breaking my heart in all the right ways 😭

#Travis and Emmett!!!! Emmett my heart is breaking for you but you were so brave and told Travis your feelings!!!!#MAYA I LOVE YOU I'M SO PROUD OF YOU AND I CAN SEE THE PAIN YOU'RE IN AAAAAAHHH #Carina and Maya making up in S3 oh my heart 💖💖😭💖😭💖#MILLER YOU GOTTA BE HONEST WITH HER!!!!! Vic doesn't understand!!!! She thinks you don't wanna be friends and that hurts her!!!!#It hurts you both!!!!!#Jack you're such a good bean you're trying so hard and it SHOWS and it's PAYING OFF 😭💖😭💖💖#Look at you making a little family 😭💖😭💖😭💖#AND ANDY MY LOVE AHHHH #This whole thing with her mom aaaaah #The end of season three tho holy shit 😭💖😭💖😭💖#I had a small feeling but didn't expect that at ALL and I'm so happy for her 💖😭💖😭💖😭💖#Also Maya and the abusive dad thing 😭😭😭#I love her and that arc was so painful 😭#It was so painful to see that everyone around her saw what was wrong but she didn't 😭😭#Station 19 #I love this show so much I can't believe it exists #Shonda Rhimes saw Grey's Anatomy and Chicago Fire and thought “what if I did that #But better “#And BOY IS IT GOOD

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permanentreverie · 1 year

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The way that first love: hatsukoi is just hurting and pain but so good

#I really wish I binged it in one day like this show is phenomenal #so well written #depending on how I feel tomorrow I'll either go into work or finish this #but oh my word!!!!!#the pacing is incredible too like they're handling both timelines so well #and like the parralels!!! him saying at his sisters wedding he always wants to be the one to protect the ones he loves #then in the next scene he catches yae on the stairs #setting it up that yae learned sign language then later in the episode it comes back to her!!!!#but also like this show is SO painful oh my word I just my heart BREAKS for these two #but it's all so beautiful!!!! they were each other's first loves!!!#AND THEY KEEP FINDING EACH OTHER!!#happenstance!#she is falling for him again! she can't help it! EVEN WHEN SHE DOESNT REMEMBER HIM!!#they meet at the observatory and she avoids his building at work but ENDS UP THERE ANYWAYS #ahhhhhggg!!!!!!#10/10 if you ask me #and I think this drama is a happy ending too #if it was sad or bittersweet idk what I would have done #lindsay speaks #first love hatsukoi

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sylvirmist-s-cottage · 5 months

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when you want to write some Diasomnia angst but you're stuck in Ignihyde 👁️👄👁️

#diasomnia pfft more like insomnia #the coconut with extensions making me have a hard time #<- that's rook #I love him but my god this is a pain #twst #twisted wonderland #twst rants #oh when I can finally get my hands on the Diasomnia chappie #I will make u weep #I intend to break everyone's hearts including mine #that's all for today byeeee

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roughentumble · 2 years

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had a really angsty idea for a fic the other day and now I'm making it your problem >:)

so basically Geralt somehow gets possessed by some kind of creature or spirit that feeds off chaos and strife, so of course it immediately realizes that Jaskier's in love with Geralt and throws it back in Jaskier's face, lies and tells him that Geralt knows and thinks it's so pathetic, that Geralt only puts up with him for the extra coin he brings and the occasional luxuries Jaskier's clout and reputation gets him

might respond to this a second time once more sober, but i had to respond right now because i am very much going *tommy wiseau voice* YOU ARE TEARING ME APART, LISA