#No Mood to Die Tonight
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DeanCas Horrorfest Art Masterpost!
Now that we’re at all spooky’s eve, and the wonderful @bleuzombie has finished posting their kickass fic No Mood to Die Tonight, it’s time to make the masterpost!
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And my main art piece! I can’t say too much about it without giving away a lot, so... Go read it!
It’s an awesome bloody and gorey little fic in the vein of Night of the Living Dead. Will anyone survive?
Link to Fic
Tags: medical school AU, Zombies AU, Bisexual Dean, Gay Cas, Trans Male Cas, It’s a horror fic in line with horror movie classics!
Warnings: Blood, Gore, Zombies, Major Character Deaths. Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
#deancas horrorfest#No Mood to Die Tonight#Bleuzombie writes#nickel arts#tw: MCD#tw: blood#tw: gore#tw: body horror
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#personal#i have doctors appt today with a new doctor its literally not even a real appointment i just need some stupid forms signed#but guys im so stressed im so scared ive already cried once about it today i just. i fucking hate doctors so so much#theyre all so bad. im not in the mood to be dismissed again today and its 15 goddamn degrees so everything feels bigger and worse than it is#if they dont sign the form i dont get paid any more and if i dont get paid i cant continue to try and sort out my medical#which means i continue to not get paid and im just. so scared. so so fucking scared i dont even care if we find the start if the path#to vetter my health i dont care about gettinf better right now i just need this fucking form signed but#ive already been dismissised for it once and i have new doctor jitters. what do you mean i have to tell someone new that#i have ptsd and anxiety and depression and fibro and alleged bpd but its probably autism actually and hope#hope and prey they losten to me because its other doctors that have told me this and im definitely computer illiterate i couldntve come up#with all this on my own i promise ive done zero research into my own symptoms i live with every day im a simpleton im an idiot#please believe me dr refer me to ypur colleagues for further testing but in the mwan time sign the one form i need please#im so scared. i dont know what to do. my tarot says to tryst myself and find my own authority about the situation#but like literally legally i cant i have to rely on the hope this new doctor gives her signature or i dont get fucking paid as stated#i hate this i feel so shaky and nervous and nauseous and awful 😮💨#and im supposed to do groceries today. im at the very end of my shopping like if i dont go get food today#then i dont eat tonight but its cold and rainy and im super stressed abt the appointment so idk if ill be able to go shopping after#i dont wanna die anymore but like rn i kinda do this is too much today feels like too much#help me im drowning
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so glad that eucharist is an oc and that there is not an insane fandom out there who sent the actress death threats bc she liked a ship she was part of that was close to being canon. sure glad that never happened huh
#that was absolutely batshit i hate the fandom so much#like sorry ur gay little ship isnt gonna happen and sorry that he Almost got w a girl but what is ur fucking problem jesus#ooc.#negative cw#like. do i think the gay little ship would b fun. absolutely#but the actors have literally said that if my girlie didn't die they probably would've gotten together#that he had a crush on her#idk just like#come out of ur little dream bubble and remember that these r human beings and ur shitty for the way you treat them#god im not in a good mood tonight huh#i am just. tired#i am very tired of. the way people treat each other. the way people criticize each other#and like its unrealistic to just ask that people just be nice and kind to each other and i think thats so sad!!!!#like why are people mean all the time i simply do not#understand why u would choose to be mean and rude and threatening to strangers
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hey, i’m not going anywhere!
#^ things said by individuals who die weekly#in a them mood tonight. apolocheese.#um i know i didnt draw all of wyatts outfit but i didnt feel like it. theyre at home. its fine. whatever#my art#placeholder tag i#oc: nell#oc: wyatt#this was a super fun pose to draw! i doodled this at work and i was like. oh yeah .#sorry i always draw you guys super edgy and stuff i hope youre having lots of fun and eating well#not sure why i suddenly have been drawing three nights in a row. its their impact. but unironically makes me very happy to be creating again#OK thats enough tag commentary my favorite part of cataloguing art on here bc then i can scroll back and be like Wow what WAS she thinking
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looking at hollys songbird playlist youre fucking nexsxt
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BIL let the cat out of the house and I think my sister will tie him to a rocket or something.
The cat has severe heart disease.......... :/
#normally i try to defend my BIL bc sometimes my sister's wrath isn't entirely fair#but this time i think he might have killed the cat and that's. uhm. very stupid.#cat has defect heart valves and severe hyperplasia of the heart muscle#and while he's still happy and active under medical supervision it's only a matter of time that his condition will very rapidly decrease#letting him out in firework is uhm... uhm... honestly a left the brain on the shelf in the morning moment#my sister is raging and nearing a nervous breakdown bc she's certain the cat will die tonight#not a good mood#oh god thank goodness we declined their party invitation for today bc this sounds like a nuclear fire i wanna stay away from#sigh#randomness#soryuchan's personal issuss#pet death cw#pet sickness cw#cat is still youngish. i think?? around 10?????? but doesn't have much time left bc the heart disease is progressing#correction: the term is of course hypertrophy but hyperplasia was the closest that came to my mind lol. anyway.#the gist is that the cat has a heart disease and am enlarged struggling heart muscle
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i’m not even kidding everytime i experience any sort of joy whatsoever something bad happens it’s like in friends when phoebe was killing people everytime she went to the dentist but for real
#speaking of dentists. lmao.#first of all i have a broken wisdom tooth that i’ve been putting off removing for 2 years now but i have all of them#tonight i was actually in an ok mood like it’s early i was gonna go to bed early and just relax#but i was like hm maybe i want to trying doing something new with my hair so i was fucking around with that and listening to music#and just being fine! like contentness which is v rare. anyway i was like ok i’m gonna start taking better care of my teeth#so back to wisdom teeth the one on my bottom right didn’t fully come out so it gets like plaque on it so i got a small child toothbrush#to really get in there and brush it yeah tmi i guess but in front of that wisdom tooth i have a temprorary filling#from 1 year ago bc this one dumbass dentist i went to well actually i went there as a kid but she’s terrible but i needed a filling fast so#i went there last year. anyway she put a temp in and said ok come back in 6 months and i didn’t because i wasnt gonna go to her anymore#and i couldn’t go to my good dentist bc he told me to remove my wisdoms and i didn’t lmao. anyway long story short i was brushing that#wisdom bitch really good and a chunk of my temp filling tooth broke off. not the filling of course but my real tooth and i’m like ok.#so god isnt real for real then. like. the reason i put all this fucking shit off is bc i don’t have money and now i fucking have to go fix#it so i’m 100% fucked i’ll never move out from my abusive gr*ndmothers house and i’m just completely fucked i’m so upset.#anyway hope i die in my sleep tonight#*temporary. if i die tonight i don’t want u guys thinking i can’t spell temporary i’m just fucking upset#it’s literally gonna be thousands isnt it like. i don’t even fucking know if they CAN fix it and who has thousands of dollars not fucking me#idk i have literally no idea what i’m supposed to do now
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Watching the bloopers for Ouran and Kyoya's EVA (is the same guy who voices English Erwin and his name has escaped me but yk THAT GUY) mucks up a line and just starts laughing and gosh I've turned into a schoolgirl lying on bed and kicking her feet while writing in a diary about how my crush did something fucking stupid like God I'm so whipped bc that's Erwins laugh too.
#WE NEVER GET TO HEAR HIM LAUGH AND THATS A SIN#also im just a sucker for that actors voice and thats no fault of my own#i just like need to get a single kiss on the hand from him and id die happy#i need it tonight#its spurred me into an Erwin Mood#nemos thoughts
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can you tell? does it show?
i'm alone in a city of ghosts
what is left when you're not around?
i have nowhere to go
shake the pain, break away, leave it all behind
with a hint of dawn i'm already gone
staring with empty eyes
looking right through me
perfectly void of life
lovers like zombies
i'm the only one alive in the dead of night
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our love shines bright
but then everything
fades to black
this is not how it ends, this is not goodbye
'cause wild hearts never die
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goodbye (goodbye)
so long (so long)
sayonara (sayonara)
already worlds apart
goodbye (goodbye)
so long (so long)
sayonara (sayonara)
sayonara wild heart
#mood#glitch shares music#been a minute since i played it#but i felt like a rerun tonight#wild hearts never die
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pacing my enclosure
#my crush needs to ask me out dear god. im going insane#SRRY IM IN SUCH A MOOD TONIGHT#feeling so yearny and sappy like what even … im going to die in here im obsessed with them AUGHHHHHH#so normal we have so many normal platonic interactions we’re two normal people i swear to god IM NORMAL ‼️‼️
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I have a long and varied list of regrets, but possibly the funniest one is the time my former flatmate had a friend over and I saw that he was hot so I went “not today Satan” and hid in my bedroom until he left
#i was fucking.. cooking my dinner and sb walked in with this man who had to be at least 6’3 and looked like someone had tried to build him#to fit my specifications for an ideal boyfriend. not like.. ridiculously good looking or anything but he had nice hair and a kind face#and i immediately thought ‘oh no’ and then sb introduced me to him and he said ‘hi ellen nice to meet you’ and i babbled some similar words#and took my food and left. and i could hear that everyone else was hanging out downstairs and drinking but i was just like.. no#not today satan. i don’t want to know what the deal is with this man. i just don’t#i did have to pack for easter break anyway (i was literally leaving early the next morning) so i used that as my excuse#but like. realistically i just looked a perfectly nice man in the face and just thought ‘i can’t do this. i’m not simping tonight’#because the thing is; i have this curse on me where romance simply does not happen to me. so it would’ve been a complete waste of time#i can tell you exactly what happened in the parallel universe where i went down to the living room to talk to him#and it is SWEET FUCK ALL#i would’ve spent the whole night pathetically trying to impress him and failing miserably because i’m literally not impressive#and then i would’ve hated myself for being a pickme. like. i just wasn’t in the mood lmao#it’s still something i would list as a regret because like.. who knows if god sent that man to me and he was supposed to be my soulmate#i do feel like when i die god is going to send me to hell for stuff like this. he’s going to be like ‘you LITERALLY didn’t have to leave#your house… i was sending men to you and you just ignored them’#you should’ve made me better at flirting with people i actually like then. that’s all i can say#personal
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dear lord do college professors love sucking their own cunts with the phrase "this is interesting"
#in a really hater mood tonight. rough day#i think everyone should die but not even go to hell just die and face eternal unfeeling darkness forever
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am a little bitter that multiple of my primary interests only surge in popularity (aka people only ever talk about them) during the september-october(-november too sometimes but usually only the beginning of the month) period of the year. they are a year-round thing for me and most of the other people who are into them year-round too either have me blocked or are blocked by me.
and things like the general rise of gothlit fandom in recent years has made the non-hammer tags mostly unusable for finding people to follow/talk to about my interests besides OMG Friend Jonathan ! + the rampant bigotism is so bad it makes me sick to my stomach with stress and disgust. so even though now i can find people who like one (1) of my interests the tags are too oversaturated for me to actually benefit from it. and still none of you want to touch the hammer films, which is truly where my interest hits its highest peak 😭
#in a sulky mood tonight!#myevilposts#it's tough being a year-round halloween boy in this anti-whimsy society basically and i'm suffering.#hammer fans pls interact i am deprived !#sometimes i'm all happy that my interests are niche and sometimes it makes me feel othered and physically ill#with loneliness.#and like the way fandoms die so quickly when they aren't being actively fed new 'content'#also makes sad.#i understand losing interest in a hyperfix but it's so weird bc it's happening en masse and#i know it hasn't always been this way bc i've been fucking around with fandom-y stuff since i was tweenaged. and i'm 17 now.#going to recirculate some of my older posts and maybe i'll feel better.
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okay one last thing time passes so quickly and also incredibly slowly i dont know how to elaborate
#and btw i think cats can understand the mood of humans somehow because even lottie is depressed nowadays lmao#anyway. i was supposed to do a lot of things tonight. yet it's midnight already. lol#i dont know what the fuck i will do the next week. I'll die i guess. all those things to do yet i dont do anything#🗒
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sensory issues nearly made me throw up fml /srs
#vampire venting#emeto#emeto ment#ruined my mood#jesus christ#i wanna die#the texture was off i fucking hate this#now i cant eat anything else tonight#/yuta
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