so i’m tryina watch youtube right. and i get this video recommended to me about some roblox horror game. so this guy is going off about how this game is about child abuse and murder and whatnot, but the whole time i can’t take it seriously bc the thumbnail. tje fuckeing thimbnail.

ITS FUCKING JERMA.

WHAT TJEB FUCKE.

okay

genuine question but is there any fandom where a character is well written by the majority. im thinking about fandom culture and the spread of frustration when people dont write characters well but. honestly in all the fandoms ive been in there's only like, a Select number of authors who i trust to write Well, let alone write Well AND In Character. character analysis and writing and getting inside characters' heads are all separate skills (all of which are trained by roleplaying fyi can CONFIRM playing pretend with your friends is good for you). there's been more than once where I've disagreed with an interpretation that others agreed with, and then I turned out wrong. or i turned out right. like it doesnt matter WHO is right it just matters that differences in character analysis exist, so even if you DO write well AND write in character, your in character is still going to be someone else's out of character

there's this sort of. vibe. that to play in the sandbox you Need to be able to make a castle, and if you can't make a castle then you shouldn't bother, and it completely dismisses the idea that youre in that sandbox to PLAY in the first place. there's this Weight of disappointing someone if you can't build something that they like, but that forgets that you aren't there to build them a castle. like, be KIND. if you disagree with someone then please make an effort to do so kindly. i dont give a shit about fandom discourse but there is a reason kids get removed from sandboxes if they keep throwing sand in people's eyes. but if they don't like your misshapen sand pile, then youre not obligated to change it. even if you yourself end up hating that same sand pile later- youre not building a legacy. youre playing. and sometimes the result of that play is out of character drivel. theres a reason there are so many authors and so few who i like to consistently read and thats because everyone is Fucking Around in their hobby space. hash tag brag or whatever but i can build castles. ive built several that im v proud of. ive also dug holes in the sand for fun and then tripped on them when trying to get up. I often dug a hole and then got up and fucking- whoops, its a castle now, and i didn't realize i'd made something to be proud of until after the fact. the whole time while creating shit i was Convinced it was bullshit that didn't make sense. and then other times i was Convinced it was bullshit and then i was Right and i can look back and go. huh. ew. but it doesn't matter what the end result was, because i had fun playing in the sandbox

this wasn't meant to turn into a ramble but i have Feelings about bad art and art that's badly perceived and how public perception can screw with your head and how making art youre proud of is fucking. it's so difficult!!! it's hard!! it's really fun, which is why i try to make it, but i promise you it is Okay to not tryhard creativity. even if you CAN, it's okay not to do it all the time. or ever, even. fuck around find out have fun etc

People ask me all the time. Alex. Why did you give all your skills designs nipples? easy answer I’m a little freak and I’m weird about those guys NEXT QUESTION!!!!!!!!!

Dee always wears gloves in game. Mainly bc it gives a lil bonus to skullduggery but I think I'll actually commit and make a thing out of it.

Yes, it's to avoid leaving prints but at this point it's also a minor compulsion. Touching someone with her bare hands feels too raw. The gloves allow her to keep a distance

venting in tags about gender n shit (long as hell) (u can comment and talk 2 me as always :3)

it really has been so interesting (and gratifying) to see people's reaction to my writing, a lot of people have really nice insights into my style or pointed something out that i never particularly thought about...

The curse of all comics/cartoons/anime/etc is that the food is always either awful/barely edible, or it's amazing/the best thing the character has ever tasted.

i am so fucking sick of the antisimetism coming out of this

god i have so much to say i just cant

zionists dont touch

I have a name tag with "Oscar" for work hell yeah!

little side note, but i also kind of wanna take this, scale it up and like. actually draw it-instead of having it in the background of a panel no one paid attention to :P

yknow, make a proper image and put that up to

dunno if i’ve posted this clip before or just thought about it often enough to create that uncertainty, but it sure comes to mind re: the subject of like, what function Jared’s Character serves in supporting the material. and michael greif as a key Understander in how getting the story across to the audience Works well enough for them to take that ride, see: transcribed excerpts from a podcast interview of will’s a few posts back

I wish it was easier to do the shit that's good for our mental health.

like as an example, I know these things make us feel better:

socialising more in groups and joining in with stuff like game nights

using our daylight lamp

journaling about nice things that have happened or that we're looking forward to

listening to cheerful/upbeat music

unfortunately some of these take energy, some will make us feel way worse physically if we have a migraine, and all of them require us to remember to do them.

and obviously we'll keep trying anyway because it's worth doing them as much as we can even if we can't do them all the time, but it'd be great if doing things that help our mental health wasn't made so difficult by our physical health

Clothing quality has prolly/definitely dropped but trying to say it's dropped bc of that recreated celebrity sweater picture is fucking insane the sweaters are different styles like give me a break

Hey universe, can you stop putting me in situations where I notice a miscommunication between two people and have to make the decision about pointing it out and possibly inserting myself into drama that doesn't involve me, or not telling them and letting it play out possibly badly for someone I care about? Please? Because this happens way too often.

experimenting w/ blood colors, b/c red blood would not stand out on this hoe’s already red-as-hell design