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THE PRINCE IN NEW YORK
The Prince is going to have a premiere in New York City on the 15th of February, to celebrate the release of the filmed version on Nebula!
If you want to come and walk the red carpet with me, tickets are FREE and exclusively for Nebula Subscribers! You can register for them by clicking the link!
I’m so excited, I can’t wait to see some of you there!
The show will be released on Nebula the following day, the 16th, and it’s also going to be screened in selected cinemas in the US in the near future, so if you can’t make it to New York then you’ll still get a chance to watch it!
I CAN’T WAIT AAAAAAAA
https://ti.to/abigailthorn/theprince
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also. something about palpatine being so adept at seeing into the future that all of his successes feel completely joyless by the time he achieves them because he’s just going through the motions… how fucked up and nihilistic and brutal that would make you…
#teddy talks#anakin is like the opposite of this bc he’s tortured by his future failures#so he lives in constant terror and denial#whereas palpatine is lowkey tortured in a different way though he’d never ever label it as such#but the boredom of it all. the inescapability…#in a sense of course you would long for ultimate power over the force. because you would feel so much just like a meaningless vehicle#of its will otherwise#and anakin would be a PERFECT toy for someone like that. because he is so bewildered. he’s easy to tangle up in knots#i’m just doing some character Thinking#but yeah. of course one in palpatines position might hate the force and feel a need to lash out and dominate it#and he manages his own repressed bewilderment by manufacturing it in anakin to an extreme degree#but. importantly. while also having complete control over the machinations of anakin’s experience#and by crushing the force and all knowledge of it#CHRIST i’m back sorry but all the stuff he does to extend his life. he obviously is terrified of death#and rather than face it he just creates My Apprentice: The Guy Super Fucked Up About People Dying#to punish somebody else for his own horror…. it’s giving projective identification. not to bring freud into this
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its so mindboggling that people can go “how can you say free palestine if you’re queer” as if the opinions a person has changes the validity of their life??? yall sound real similar to the people saying trans people are a danger to society
#like how can you seperate that#mass murder of a group based on something they habe zero control over is wrong full stop#stg though i see this So Much and it makes zero sense#yeah ok i dont like the values the far right holds but i dont think they should all die?#and like also completely disregards even the *possibility* that there are queer ppl in palestine?#So Interesting to me bc as soon as you can depersonalize ot suddenly you side with the oppressors#i just actually cant stop thinking abt this#like how can you say ‘trans rights’ and then turn around and ignore the bombing of hospitals#how can you say ‘equal rights’ for any marginalized community while not seeing this as a genocide#whats different?#genuinely what is different#yall literally sound like the transphobes trying to say most people regret transitioning when there’s overwhelming evidence this isnt true#like holy texts didnt matter when they were used against gay ppl but now you use it as justification for the mass slaughter of palestinians#obviously not to say the bible actually said any shit against gay people but like. yall fr#since when have we let people’s *interpretation* of holy texts validate murder#what is different#i know im prolly preaching to the choir and also im lowkey terrified of this reaching an audience that disagrees#bc i am not prepared to come up w evidence based arguments#i do not have time for that#rambles
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Wolfpack mutuals I think you’ll all find the fact I accidentally scared a little kid while out trick or treating funny - because I was dressed as Shin Hati lmfao
#Apparently Shin Hati is absolutely terrifying to five year olds#Who knew#It was lowkey kinda adorable though cause like#The kid was handing out candy to everyone that was in my group#Then he looked at me- stepped back and grabbed the candy#without breaking eye contact might i add#Then gave it to his dad and disappeared#The dad was laughing though so i don’t feel too bad about it#My track record of scaring small children on Halloween continues#Shin Hati#Yardi Cosplays#halloween
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oh god i’m boutta tear my hair out.
i do not feel as though i’ve shown enough of our contestants to justify sending any of them home just yet 😭 looking back on my favorite longform bachelor challenges show me that there is far more content dedicated to each contestant and i have been woefully underperforming in that regard!! they’re all my babies i don’t want to just send them home with nothin’ 🥺
so in an effort to make up for that, episode five of kiss me in komorebi+ is going to be quite a long one. as of now, idk how many parts it’s going to have - but i can tell you, i’m not going to be shortcutting or slacking okay 😤 i’ve been neglecting y’alls babies and thats inexcusable
#i am lowkey fucking terrified of the rose ceremony shdhd#i know some sims havent had private moments w dan or really interacted w him at large#and so i’m going to be filmin some scenes#(me saying filming is posing and scripting ehehsh)#based on the interactions of the night properly and not just#lazily summarize them :|#like basically based on gameplay i know why those who are going home are going home bur#but***#it would just feel so… wrong??? to go like#‘hey here’s the in-game reason ur sim aint advancing even though you saw them in like THREE POSTS’#i’m rambling ignore me dhshdhs#more posts tonight!! starting at 4:30 est we’ll have one for each hour! (3 tonight)#txt
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So I'm watching translations of the Diasomnia chapter on YouTube (no spoilers, please) and while things are progressing, I'm over here thinking about my other TWST OC and her close relationship with Malleus and basically going "things just got very complicated."😖
#TWST#Twisted Wonderland#Malleus Draconia#Diasomnia#TWST OC#They met literally once when they were kids and didn't see each other again until the first Fairy Gala.#Then some stuff happened which enabled them to talk more and stuff even though she was lowkey terrified of him.#So yeah I'm just internally dying.🥲#I would like to talk about her more but I'm too nervous about it.😅#Maybe once I'm not nervous anymore I'll do it.#I could do a general bio like I did with my MC Mia.#Buuut we'll see.#Storm yells about TWST.
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just a little mania update rq-
so these next couple of weeks/months things will be a little wonky teehee. im going overseas again for another study abroad program and to do some research so my time zones are going extra silly mode since we're country hopping teehee. but also im working 2 (maybe 3 if i get my resume together whoops) internships over the summer and that's probably gonna take a lot of my time. but its okay bc im making money moves (AND GETTING TAXED FOR IT LIKE WTF)
ALSO I MIGHT HAVE JURY DUTY WHAHAHAH
okay but serious, its gonna be a busy time so updates might be a day late or early or i may take a week off altogether. but for now requests are still open!! just dont expect the schedule to be consistent LMAO
okay im gonna go now before i start talking about how i feel about taxes. its been a bit since tax day but im literally so mad WHAHAHAHBA. okay but no i need to not rant about this (unless you want me too hehe >:]) but mania out now. deuces
#manias shitposts#guys why am i lowkey scared of being stopped by customs though my flight is in nine hours#i shouldnt have watched to catch a smuggler LMAO#got me terrified n shit because my backpack big as shit and they may think im carrying illegal thingies#but its literally gonna be clothes and my switch and fucking cheerios bruhehdhdj#but its whatever WHAHAHAHA#okay mania ramble in the tags over cy@
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the way i feel when i do something scary at the skate park for the first time is the same way cleo felt when she jumped in the water for the first time after becoming a mermaid and realized she didn't have to hold her breath or struggle to swim because her body knew what to do on its own
#h2o just add water#gens world party time excellent#for context i finally jumped off the 1-foot ledge at the skate park and it wasn't that bad haha#i only fell the first time and it only hurt a little#and now i'm rewatching h2o again even though i have a million things on my watch list#but i just wanted something lowkey and familiar#and in the episode catch of the day#when cleo jumps in the water to go try to rescue the sea turtles#and she's holding her breath and flailing around#and then realizes she can breath and swim and gets this huge smile on her face#that's EXACTLY how it feels when i try something i was terrified of#and realize it wasn't so bad and it feels amazing#anyway
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Just listened to 118 and jesus FUCK. How do you like. Be a person after that?
#spoilers in the tags dont read tags unless youve listened to 118#anyway. statement begins#obviously ive known about martin arson for a while cuz ive been interacting with the fandom#but i was not really prepared for how like. funny that was.#martin taunting elias and talking about his own crush on jon to stall. call that fear-baiting.#anyways this MOTHER FUCKER ill kill him i dont care if melanies like infected with the skaughter shes 100% right about killing elias#and sir are you implying you have a specific memory/feeling chosen for every person in the archives?!#he said something about 'what i have prepared' like sir fuck you?! he is great villain inspo though i want to make a dnd bbeg based on him#and i hate him to hell and back as a person but love him to BITS as a character#okay. 117 has me really scared for tim. ive been spoiled and i know he dies but i just.#i miss 90s movie best friend flirty guy. hes so bitter now which of course makes sense but its heartbreaking to see him#and the whole time theyre in the building is just TERRIFYING like it isnt wax?!#the beatles? ARE THEY GOING TO GET SKINNED ON STAGE?#i forgot how lowkey scared i was of nikolas voice. makes my skin crawl every time.#and is that what the unknowing does? cuz daisy doesnt recognise jon for some reason after opening the door#anyway. ill finish s3 tomorrow hopefully. but like. heh?!?!#the magnus archives spoilers#the magnus archives#tma
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so you're telling me my boys daonuea and khabkluen are coming back to me next week already?? 🥺🥺🥺
#i have a little bit of a soft spot for them#like the series itself wasn't really that impressive ngl.... but joongdunk have such a nice energy together#they're really adorable together and watching them brings me joy so!!#can't wait to see my boys dao and kluen again <333#our skyy 2#os2: simm#adrm#airenyah plappert#(although it kinda sucks that it's not bbs next week bc i usually have uni RIGHT when our skyy airs)#(but not next week bc it's exam week and there are rarely classes during that week)#(although then again i'm glad it's not bbs bc i'm lowkey dreading it send help i'm still terrified)#(having bbs next week already would have overwhelmed me completely i'm not ready yet!!!!!)#(i want it to go last except i DON'T want it to go last bc in june i'll be busy with theater rehearsals)#(though if bbs really does drop in june i might skip those rehearsals bc i'm only an assistant anyway fjjfjd)#(i don't have that much responsibility and i can just be like ''sorry i need to take the day off to finish writing my thesis'' fkdjjd)
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Fandom: Critical Role (Web Series)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Tags: Deirta Thelyss, Anamnesis, teenage girl friendships, teenagers being unable to walk in a straight line, Lower Middle Class urban environment in a fantasy setting, author is agnostic on Deirta as a parent, nepotism sure is a bad idea though!, Consecution (Critical Role), achess, discussion of temporary ritual suicide by a consecuted character, Essek has slightly more than a cameo in this, Original Characters, Panic Attack
Summary:
“Can you tell me your name?”
“Xandi a Mena”
“Do you remember any of your other names?”
“... No, not yet.”
Deirta Thelyss undergoes anamnesis. On consecution, perfect souls, and who is allowed to change.
#critical role#deirta thelyss#this is lowkey terrifying to post because fandom certainly has opinions on this woman#And I'm mostly ignoring the issue entirely#essek thelyss#though he's only in it a little bit#enough for you to say hi
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((I love writing Lucifer as a loving father who cares about Charlie and loves her with all his heart. It warms my heart so much.))
#mun post#ooc post#((lowkey terrified that they’ll just make him an abusive unloving father in the show though))#((I really really really really really hope not))#((I desperately want him to love his daughter with every fiber of his being))#((he doesn’t have to be a good dad he can be a terrible parent but please for the love of god let him love his daughter))#((it’s so much better if he fucks up all the time as a parent because he doesn’t know what being a child is like))#((and yet keeps on trying to be good to her and be the father that he never could have))#((instead of just another ‘blah blah he’s the devil so he has to be abusive blah blah’))
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Okay so I could include transfem gillion in this work since i mean it is about hair and identity and shit but also old fandom witch hunts go ughhhh
#i think im going to? lowkey terrifying though.#it wont be main focus but w/e#big steps in the callum community#sailor's soul speaks
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I should be in bed but I ended up reading some stuff on my computer (fanfiction, drafts of fanfiction, story ideas, etc.) and DAMN this is so good! I always forget that I have these! I wrote these! I just never have the time to polish anything so I end up not publishing them.
I have about 100+ things on my TODO list (including, but not limited to, my PHD THESIS) but now I'm wondering if I should expand some of these enough to be put somewhere public... hmm...
#even though i've been part of fandoms for years#like... since 2010 or something#I've never had peeps with which to scream about fanfic fanart prompts etc#my friends and i have always had different fandoms :(#except in the beginning. then me and my pal were REALLY into kingdom hearts lol#ive also been lowkey teased about my interests at various points of my life#so im kind of maybe a little terrified about putting anything online lol!#the fanart i've published on my art account was a surprise... even to me!#personal post#random rant#can be ignored :)
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Holding a cloth to my mouth when I cough because:
1. Ew germs.
2. Ew loud.
People trying to sleep and I’m coughing like I’ve got tuberculosis. Or like a toddler. You know that cough that toddlers do? Like the most aggressive coughing ever. That’s me.
Except I cover my mouth when I cough because ew germs remember?
#I do wish for death though#every time i cough my very hurty ribs like to make me think that my chest is being crushed#I’m gonna have to make an appointment with the doctor when mum gets home#because last night I kept waking up unable to breath from pain in my ribs#I’m lowkey kinda worried I’ve permanently fucked up my ribs#if I inhale too hard then I want to cry from pain😃#and like… I’m a pussy and don’t handle pain well so there’s every chance that I’m over exaggerating but…#it’s terrifying?#like it genuinely feels like I’m dying sometimes#I’ve been trying to check my ribs but I can’t press on them too hard to feel them because it’s very hurty (like tears to eyes kinda hurty)#I can lift my arms above my head to make them more visible but it hurts and I can’t twist my body in a way that allows me to touch them#not without it knocking the wind out of me with pain#I’m gonna need to go to the doctor I think#tbf tho I’ve had multiple days now where they’ve had near constant strain and whatever#like if I wasn’t heaving and throwing up I was and still am coughing endlessly#and I had a very physical day today so that probably isn’t helping#it’ll probably go back to just being sore tomorrow#but still#it’s sort of scary#if I die because my ribs killed me im gonna be so pissed#that’s not a cool way to die😑#guys if my ribs kill me can we pretend it was actually a bear that crushed my chest?#that’s much cooler#I think “murdered by bear” sounds much cooler than “weird fucked up ribs ig🙄“#anyway#I’m gonna try and sleep now and hope my ribs don’t constrict and kill me in my sleep!!!#nighty night!!! 😘😘😘😘#who threw the tennis ball!?!🎾
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