arachnidiots on: the duty of care

caught in the multiverse.

rollercoaster, bleachers / hate that you know me, bleachers / i wanna get better, bleachers / everybody lost somebody, bleachers mutuals may interact. dni if you're not a mutual

liam’s going to school standard looks! more of their colorful wardrobe comes out here, but they’re also a little restricted in some ways. considering they’re always dropping by the lab, they’ve got to abide by lab safety regulations by wearing closed toed shoes, long pants, and a lab coat. most of their fun pieces are jackets, they’ve got a whole collection of unique and colorful pieces that you just wouldn’t find in anyone else’s closet. but since the jacket comes off for lab, this also goes for shirts, shoes, and pants with them often having a fun pattern to them or simply being colorful.

@lvebug sent ☠️ for a everyday going to school uniform for liam

liam kaz on: meeting people in other universes

ultimate liam kaz post

REPOST & LIST 6 SONGS THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE .

end of beginning by djo / peter ━━ "i wave goodbye to the end of the beginning. (goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye) you take the man out of the city, not the city out the man."

what'd i do with all this faith by bleachers / peter ━━ "we're still scared to start. now it's just college kids and me playing in the park but I don't want wake up just to watch it die. oh, is the dream gone? goodbye. i don't know what to do with this faith."

turning out by ajr / peter ━━ "i'm a little kid with so much doubt. do you wanna be there to see how i turn out? cause i'm still turning out."

rivers and roads by the head and the heart / liam ━━ "been talkin' bout the way things change and my family lives in a different state. if you don't know what to make of this, then we will not relate."

you're gonna go far by noah kahan / liam ━━ "so pack up your car, put a hand on your heart, say whatever you feel, be wherever you are. we ain't angry at you, love. you're the greatest thing we've lost. the birds will still sing, your folks will still fight."

dig down by muse / liam ━━ "when hope and love has been lost and you fall to the ground, you must find a way. when the darkness descends and you're told it's the end, you must find a way."

& 6 QUOTES THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE.

"listen. cut your own hair. dye it blue, then shave it off when you're bored of it. wear that outfit with those shoes. paint your nails with all the colors of the rainbow. get that tattoo. go to the movies alone. get coffee, then drink it at that special place you like. mouth the words of the song you're listening to on public transport. put that thing on your wall. bake. draw. dance in your underwear. life is so much better when you don't give a fuck" ━━ tumblr user / liam

"because saving the people you love isn't stupid. it isn't even a choice." ━━ unknown / liam & peter

"grief is not a feeling but a neighborhood. this is where i come from. everyone i love still lives there." ━━ unknown / peter

"eventually something you love is going to be taken away. and then you will fall to the floor crying. and then however much later it is finally happening to you: you're falling to the floor crying thinking 'i am falling to the floor crying' but there's an element of the ridiculous to it -- you knew it would happen and, even worse, while you're on the floor crying you look at the place where the wall meets the floor and you realize you didn't paint it very well." ━━ richard siken / liam & peter

"your absence has gone through me like thread through a needle. everything i do is stitched with its color." ━━ w.s. merwin / liam

"to love life, to love it even when you have no stomach for it" ━━ ellen bass / liam & peter

tagged by : @faithleapz tagging : @bornthief @firedblanks @thanatologies @thwipsnapped @hopeaway @repcntent @bluebeatle

The Erechtheion Caryatid

liam most often wears their hair down. it’s pretty long, goes down to about the middle of their chest. only once have they really cut it shorter, and had it resting on their shoulders, but that was back during their early years of college. it’s always a touch messy, but nothing crazy and wild (unless they’ve run out of a situation or been out swinging). there’s just always strands sticking out or it’s got the faintest frizz to it. some wind can send it covering their face and out of order. a ponytail or half up half down look might be seen here and there, but more often if their hair needs to be up and out of their face they’ll default to a bun or braids (usually two, but one if they really have no time). to fit her hair under the mask, braids usually is the way to go. it fits with some light struggle, but ultimately doesn’t show or impact the mask too much (thanks to a little bit of comic/movie magic).

i am hoping it is enough to be both angry and alive, because i am not sure i have it in me to be gentle and alive / i’m so pathetically intense. i just can’t be any other way / you’re on your own kid, you always have been — liam

FEARS — BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. Italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

[ liam kaz ] the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. (they play video games together <3) dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment.  loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched. sex. chains. inner demons. hallucinations. staring. going berserk. betrayal.

[ peter parker ] the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment.  loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises (on occasion). being touched. sex. chains. inner demons. hallucinations. staring. going berserk. betrayal.

tagged by : @walkedfire (ty!) tagging: @thanatologies @hopeforce @amoreno9 @ncmad @oceansfirst @kitmans

a glimpse into liam's camera roll featuring @dollidea !

Send a 📸 to see 3-5 pictures that my muse has/has taken of your muse(s)

which tragic death would you suffer

liam kaz you are... the sacrifice.

you die saving the thing you love. maybe it is family, friends, perhaps even a cause. they will carry your face with them for the rest of their lives, and every milestone they pass will make them think of you. it does not matter because you won't be there to experience it with them. years down the line, they will meet people who do not even know the weight of your name upon their skin. this is what your selflessness gets you in the end.

tagged by: @fatedcuriosity (ty dear!) tagging: @altrxisme @spiderz0mbie @lylarchive @prabhakarr @shieldretired & you!

what doesn't kill you makes you paranoid . liam kaz's debut single ! codependency . liam kaz's second single !

WHAT TYPE OF VILLAIN ARE YOU?

PETER PARKER YOU ARE A VILLAIN FOR ... THE GREATER GOOD!

Perhaps you do not believe what you are doing can truly be classified as evil. Perhaps some people will be hurt from the immediate consequences of your actions, but what the masses fail to see is the immense good that will come of your plans. Maybe you act in the name of science, or for your people who have fallen on great tragedy. Maybe you see cracks in a failing system and want to uproot it through chaotic, destructive means to avoid greater tragedy down the line. MAYBE YOU'RE JUST IN WITH A BAD CROWD, BUT YOU CAN'T LEAVE THEM, NO MATTER HOW UNSAVORY THEIR INTENTIONS, BECAUSE THEY'RE YOUR ONLY TICKET TO YOUR ULTIMATE GOALS. No matter what, your goals are noble, and you take no joy in wreaking havoc or hurting those in your way, but the evils you partake in are necessary. If you need to play the bad guy to ensure a better future, then you are willing to play that part.

LIAM KAZ YOU ARE A VILLAIN OF ... DUALITY!

You have a constant inner struggle between right and wrong. There is a side of you that does not want to be doing what you are doing in the slightest, but once you've tasted the forbidden fruit and done something wrong, you're hungry for more. Perhaps this evil side of you takes shape as simply talking to yourself, a sort of Jekyll and Hyde split, or perhaps its voice is backed up by a demon within you, a parasite that whispers temptations, or a monster that your body reshapes itself into when your own desires become too great. Whatever the case, you take great care to keep the evil within a closely guarded secret. Nobody can know, lest the monster you are take complete control.

tagged by: @girlofsteel (ty!!!) tagging: @automnic (verity & ram) & also you there on the dash!!

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ? / ( liam )

𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 , jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, vocalizations, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, curling lip upwards, baring teeth, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, tighter movements, passive-aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts, pacing, going still, anger boils over in the heat of the moment but cools down quickly afterwards, anger brews slowly but lingers longer, will act out of impulse when angry, will stew on their anger and plot revenge, holds grudges, forgives easily, forgives but never forgets

𝐉𝐎𝐘 , easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy

𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 , crying, bottling it up, seeking distractions, wallowing, meditating and processing, avoidance, seeking out comfort, withdrawing, swallowing thickly, talking it out, internalizing it, sad smiles, depression naps, using alcohol, using drugs, seeking out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better

𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 / 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄 , blushing, looking away, rubbing at the back of the head, running a hand through hair, clearing throat, covering the face, laughing nervously, laughing it off, overthinking, letting it go, self-deprecating humor, deflecting, getting irritated, smiling, withdraws, crossing arms over the stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate

𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓 , avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashing out, internalizing, apologizing, deflecting, communicating, withdrawing, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepting fault easily, punishing themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, shuts off empathy to cope, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑 / 𝐀𝐍𝐗𝐈𝐄𝐓𝐘 , trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, humor to cope, rambles, going quiet, going nonverbal, getting angry, fidgeting, freezing up, impatience, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at the lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing/hair, pacing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talk to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘: @pistoiet 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆: @overclocks @wnterslder @arxchnoverture @parameddie @fyrewalks @dereiserne