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favourite anime and anime characters part 3
Paradox Live
Parasyte-Satomi Murano
Peacemaker Kurogane-Saya
Peach Boy Riverside-Sally/Saltherine Aldarake
Peeping Life TV
Penguin Musume- Sakura “Penguin” Nankyoku
Persona 4 The Animation- Yu Narukami
Persona 5 The Animation-Futaba Sakura 
Persona:Trinity Soul-Kanaru Morimoto
Pet 
Pet Girl Of Sakurasou- Mashiro Shiina 
Peter Grill and The Philosopher’s Time 
Phantasy Star Online 2 -Rina Izumi[PSO2 TA], Melrandia[PSO2 EO]
Phantom: Requiem For The Phantom- Zwei/ Reiji Azuma, Ein/Eren
Phantom of the Idol-Asahi Mogami 
Phantom of Twilight- Baileu Ton
Phantom Thief Jeanne-Maron Kusakabe
Phi Brain
Photo Kano-Rina Yunoki 
Piacevole
Piano no Mori 
Pilot's Love Song-Claire Cruz/Nina Viento 
Ping Pong Club
Planetarian
Planet With- Ginko Kuroi
Plastic Memories-Isla
Platinum End-Nasse
Play It Cool Guys
Please Teacher/Twins-Mizuho Kazami, Miina Miyafuji[Twins]
Please Tell Me Galko-chan 
Plunder-Hina
Pokemon-Koharu(Pokemon Journeys), Liko(Pokemon Horizons) 
Police in a Pod-Mai Kawai 
Pon no Michi-Pai Kawahigishi 
Pop Team Epic
Popotan- Ai
Popolocrois
Potemayo-Mikan Natsu
Power of Hope
Powerpuff Girls Z-Momoko Akatsutsumi 
Precure- Makoto Kenzaki/Cure Sword(Doki Doki Precure), Ageha Hijiri/Cure Butterfly(Soaring Sky Precure)
Pretty Boy Detetive Club-Mayumi Dojima 
Price of Smiles- Yuuki Soleil 
Prima Doll-Karasuba
Prince Of Stride-Nana Sakurai
Princess Connect-Kokoro Natsume/Kokkoro 
Princess Jellyfish- Tsukimi Kurashita 
Princess Lover-Charlotte Hazelrink
Princess Nine-Ryo Hayakawa 
Princess Princess 
Princess Principal- Ange
Princess Resurrection-Reiri Kamura
Princess Tutu-Ahiru
PriPara-Sophie Hojo. Rinka Aoba(Kiratto Pri Chan)
Prism Ark- Bridget
Prison School-Chiyo Kurihara
Problem Children Are Coming From Another World, Aren't They?- Black Rabbit
Project Scard-Azusa Yuki
Protocol: Rain-Yuu Saegusa
Psychic Detective Yakumo-Haruka Ozawa
Psycho Pass- Akane Tsunemori, Shinya Kogami 
Puella Magi Madoka Magic
Pumpkin Scissors- Alive L. Malvin 
Punch Line- Mikatan Narugino 
Pupipou
PuraOre-Yuu Kiyose
Puzzle and Dragons X- Garnet 
Qualidea Code-Canaria Utara
Quaser Of Stigmata-Tomo Yamanobe 
Queen's Blade-Tomoe
R-15-Fukune Narukara 
Radiant-Melie
Rage Of The Bahamut-Amira, Nina Drango
Ragna Crimson-Leonica
Ragnarok the Animation-Yuufa
Rahzephon
Rail Wars-Haruka Koumi
Raimuiro Senkitan-Momen Sanada, Kasuri Hattori[Raimuiro Ryuukitan X]
Rainbow
Rainy Cocoa
Ranking of Kings 
Ranma ½ -Ranma Saotome(female)
Ranpo Kitan
Rave Master- Elie 
Raven of the Inner Palace-Liu Shouxue
Rascal Does not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai
Re:Creators:Meteora Osterreich
Reign of the Seven Spellblades-Nanao Hibiya
Re-Kan-Hibiki Amami
ReMain
Re:Monster
Re:Stage-Mizuha Ichikishima 
Re:Zero-Rem
Read or Die
Real Girl- Sumie Ayado 
Reborn as a Vending Machine,I Now Wander the Dungeon-Lammis
Reborn to Master the Blade-Inglis “Chris” Eucus 
Rec
Records of Grancest War-Siluca Meletes
Record of Lodoss War
Record of Ragnarök-Goll  
Recorder And Ransell 
Recovery of an MMO Junkie-Lily
Recently My Sister Is Unusual-Mitsuki Kanzaki
Red Data Girls-Izumiko Suzuhara
Red Garden 
Redo of Healer-Setsuna 
Regalia-Yuinshiel Asteria 
Reincarnated as a Sword-Fran 
Reikenzan
Release The Spyce
ReLife-Chizuru Hishiro
Remi,Nobody’s Girl
Renai Boukun- Akane Hiyama
Rent A Girlfriend-Ruka Sarashina 
Rental Magica-Honami Takase Ambler 
RErideD
Requiem of the Rose King  
Restaurant To Another World-Aletta
Revenger
Revisions
Revolutionary Girl Utena 
Remake Our Life-Aki Shino
Rewrite-Kagari
Riddle Story Of Devil-Haru Ichinose 
Rideback 
Rifle is Beautiful- Hikari Kokura 
Rinkai
Rinne-Suzu
Rio-Rio Rollins Tachibana
Rising of a Shield Hero-Raphtalia 
Rizelmine-Rizel Iwaki 
RobiHachi
Robotic:Notes-Akiho Senomiya
Rokka-Flamie Speeddraw 
Rokudou’s Bad Girls-Ranna Himawari 
Rokuhoudou Yotsuiro Biyori 
Ro-Kyu-Bu-Tomoka_Minato
Rolling Girls-Nozomi Moritomo 
Romeo X Juliet 
Romantic Killer-Anzu Hoshino
Ron Kamonohashi’s Forbidden Deductions 
Rosario + Vampire- Moka Akashiya, 
RPG Real Estate-Kotone Kazairo 
Rozen Maiden- Shinku
Rumble Garandoll-Rin Akagi 
Run For Money 
Run with the Wind- Hanako Katsuta 
Rurouni Kenshin-Kenshin Himura
Rusted Amor 
RWBY Ice Queendom-Ruby Rose
Sabagebu-Urara Kasugano 
Saber Marionette 
Sabukui Bisco- Pawoo Nekoyanagi 
Sacred Blacksmith- Cecily Cambell
Sacred Seven-Ruri Aiba
Sacrificial Princess and the King of Beasts- Sariphi 
Saekano- Megumi Kato
Saga of Tanya The Evil-Viktoriya Ivanovna Serebryakov 
Sailor Moon 
Saint Cecillia and Pastor Lawrence-Cecillia 
Saint October 
Saint Seiya
Saint Tail-Meimi Haneoka/Saint Tail 
Saiyuki  
Saki-Nodoka Haramura
Sakugan-Memenpu
Sakura Diaries- Urara Kasuga
Sakura Quest-Ririko Oribe
Sakura Trick-Haruka Takayama
Sakura Wars- Sakura Shinguji
Sakurada Reset-Misora Haruki 
Salaryman’s Club 
Samurai 7-Kirara Mikumari
Samurai Champloo- Jin, Mugen, Fuu
Samurai Deeper Kyo-Yuya Shiina
Samurai Flamenco-Mari Maya
Samurai Girl-Ryoko Mitsurugi
Samurai Gun
Samurai Harem-Ibuki Ikaruga 
Samurai Warriors 
Sand Land
Sanrio Boys
Sankarea-Rea Sanka
Sangokushi
Sansha Sanyou-Youko Nishikawa 
Saving 80,000 Gold in Another World for My Retirement-Mitsuha Yamano 
Sarazanmai
Sasaki and Peeps 
Sasami-san@Ganbaranai-Sasami Tsukuyomi 
Say I Love You-Mei Tachibana 
Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei
Scared Rider Zeches-Akira Asagi 
Scarlet Nexus-Kasane Randall 
Science Fell in Love So I Tried to Prove It-Ena Ibarada
School Babysitters-Maria Inomata
School Days- Kotonoha Katsura
School Live-Yuuri Wakasa
School Rumble- Tenma Tsukamoto
Schoolgirl Strikers-Yuumi Sajima
Scorching Ping Pong Girls-Koyori Tsumujikaze
Scrapped Princess 
Scryed
Scum’s Wish-Hanabi Yasuraoka 
Seirei Gensouki-Latifa
Seiren-Hikari Tsuneki 
Seitokai Yakuindomo- Aria Shichijo
Seiyuu's Life-Futaba Ichinose
Sekirei- Musubi 
Sekkou Boys
Selection Project-Suzune Miyama
Sengoku Basara Samurai Kings- Masamune Date,Yukimura Sanada
Sengoku Collection-Ieyasu Tokugawa
Sengoku Choujuu Giga 
Sengoku Night Blood- Yuzuki
Sengoku Youko 
Senran Kagura-Asuka 
Sensual Phrase 
Senyuu
Senryuu Girl -Nanako Yukishiro 
Seraph Of The End-Shinoa Hiiragi
Seraphim Call  
Serial Experiment Lain  
Servamp 
Servant x Service- Lucy Yamagami 
Seton Academy- Ranka Ookami 
Seven Deadly Sins-Elizabeth Lyonesse 
Seven Knights-Ellen
Seven of Seven-Nana Suzuki
Seven Senses of The Re’Union-Asahi Kuga 
Sgt. Frog- Angol Mois,
Shachibato-Yutoria
Shadows House: Emilico
Shadowverse-Mimori Amamiya,Ren Kazamatsuri(Shadowverse Flame)
Shakugan no Shana- Shana 
Shaman King-Anna Kyoyama
Shangri-la- Kuniko Hojo
Shangei-la Frontier 
She Professed Herself Pupil of the Wise Man-Mira
Shenmue The Animation-Joy
Shigofumi-Fumika
Shigurui 
Shiki- Natuno Yuki, Sunako Kirashiki
Shikimori’s Not Just a Cutie-Shikimori
Shikizakura-Haruko Yamada
Shimoneta-Anna Nishikinomiya 
Shine Post-Rio Seibu
Shining Hearts-Neris
Shining Tears X Wind 
Shinkansen Henkei Robo Shinkalion
Shinkyoku Soukai Poluphonica 
Shinobi no Ittoki-Kirei Kisegawa 
Shinya Tensai Bakabon 
Shion no Ou 
Shirobako-Aoi Miyamori
Shirokuma Café
Shironeko Project-Iris
Shrine of the Morning Mist-Yuzu Hieda 
Shokugeki No Soma-Megumi Tadokoro
Shomin Sample-Aika Tenkuubashi
Shoot 
Shounen Hollywood 
Shoujo Kageki Revue Starlight 
Shounen Maid-Miyako Otori 
Shounen Onmyouji- Fujiwara no Akiko
Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu 
Shouwa Monogatari 
Show By Rock- Cyan Hijirikawa, Himeko Mashima[SBRM]
Shuffle!-Kaede Fuyou
Shugo Chara-Amu Hinamori 
Shukufuku No Campanella-Carina Verritti 
Shy-Teru Momijiyama/Shy 
Silent Mobius 
Simoun
Sin-Maria Totsuka
Sing Yesturday For Me-Shinako Morinome
Sirius The Jaeger
Sisters of Welber 
Silver Guardian 
Silver Spoon-Aki Mikage 
SK8 the Infinity 
Skate Leading Stars 
Skelleton Knight in Another World-Chiyome
Sketchbook-Sora Kajiwara 
Sket Dance- Hime "Himeko" Onizuka 
Skip Beat-Kyoko Mogami
Skip and Loafer-Mitsumi Iwakura
Skirt no Naka wa Kedamono Deshita
Sky Girls-Otoha Sakurano
Sky Wizards Academy- Lecty Eisenach
Slam Dunk
Slayers-Lina Inverse, Zelgadis Greywords
Sleepy Princess in the Demon Catle- Princess Syalis 
Slow Loop-Koharu Minagi 
Slow Start-Kamuri Sengoku
Smile Down the Runway-Chiyuki Fujito
Smile if the Arsnotoria-Arsnotoria 
Snack Basue-Akemi
Snow White With The Red Hair-Shirayuki
So I Can't Play H-Mina Okura
So I’m a Spider, So What- Filmos Harifenas/Kanami Okazaki
Softenni-Chitose Akiyama 
Sola-Matsuri Shihou
Solo Leveling 
SoltyRei-Solty Revant
Somali and the Forest Spirit 
Sonic X -Shadow,Espio,Knuckles 
Sonny Boy-Mizuho
Sono Toki Kanojo wa
Sora No Manimani-Mihoshi Akeno 
Sorcerer Hunters- Tira Misu 
Sorcerous Stabber Orphen-Claiomh Everlasting 
Soul Buster 
Soul Eater-Death The Kid, Tsubaki,Meme Tatane[Soul Eater Not]
Soul Link-Karen Tachibana
Sound Euphonium-Kumiko Oumae 
Sound of the Sky-Kanata Sorami 
Souten Kouro
Space Battleship Tiramitsu
Space Brothers-Serika Itou 
Space Dandy 
Space  Patrol Luluco 
Special 7- Bellemer “Ninja” Cinq 
Special A
Speed Grapher-Kagura Tennouzu 
Spice and Wolf- Holo
Spiral 
Spiritpact-Kau
Spy Classroom-Lily 
Spy x Family-Yor Forger 
Squid Girl - Squid Girl/Ika Musume
SSSS.Grindman/Dynazenon- Akane Shinjo,Mujina(SSSSDynazenon)
Stand My Heroes-Rei Izumi 
Starmyu
Stars Align-Kanako Mitsue  
Star Driver-Wako Agemaki 
Stardust Telepath- Umika Konohoshi
Starry Sky
Starship Operators 
Starship Girl Yamamoto Yohko
Steel Angel Kurumi-Kurumi
Steins;Gate- Kurisu Makise
Stella Women's Academy , High School Division Class C3
Strain- Lottie Gelh 
Strange+
Strange Dawn 
Strawberry 100%- Aya Toujou
Strawberry Eggs- Fuko Kuzuha
Strawberry Marshmallow-Nobue Itou
Strawberry Panic-Nagisa Aoi 
Strike The Blood- Yukina Himeragi 
Strike Witches-Yoshika Miyafuji, Hikari Karibuchi(Brave Witches), Inori Shibuya(Luminous Witches) 
Student Council's Discretion. Mafuya Shiina 
Studio Apartment, Good Lighting, Angel Included-Towa 
Subete Ga F Ni Naru-Moe Nishinosono 
Sugar Apple Fairy Tale-Ann Halford 
Summer Time Render-Ushio Kofune  
Summoned to Another World…. Again?-Yuuhi Hanabashira 
Sumomomo Momomo-Sanae Nakajima
Sunday Without God 
Super Crooks 
Super Cub- Koguma, Shii Eniwa 
Super Doll Licca-chan
Super HxEros-Kirara Hoshino 
Super Robot Wars Original Generation 
Super Sonico The Animation- Super Sonico 
Supernatural the Animation 
Suppose a Kid from the Last Dungeon Boonies Moved to a Starter Town-Alka 
SukaSuka
Sweetness and Lightning-Kotori Iida 
Sweets Reincarnation-Licorice Mill Hubarek 
Sword Art Online-Asuna Yuki,LLENN/Karen Kohiruimaki 
Sword Gai
Symphogear-Hibiki Tachibana
Synduality-Noir
Taboo Tattoo-Touko Ichinose 
Tada Never Falls In Love-Teresa Wagner
Taishou Baseball Girls 
Taishou Otome Fairy Tale-Yuzuki Tachibana
Takt Op-Cosette Schneider 
Takunomi-Makoto Kiriyama
Tales of the Abyss-Anise Tatlin 
Tales of Eternia 
Tales of Wedding Rings
Tales of Zestria The X-Edna
Talentless Nana- Nana Hiiragi 
Tamako Market-Tamako Kitashirakawa
Tamayomi 
Tamayura-Maon Sakurada
Tanaka-kun Is Always Listless-Miyano 
Tantei Opera Milky Holmes- Sherlock Shellingford 
Tantei Team KZ Jiken Note
Tatami Galaxy 
Tawawa on Mondays
Tayutama-Mashiro Mito 
Tearmoon Empire-Mia Luna Tearmoon 
Tears To Tiara-Riannon
Technoroid
Teekyuu
Tegami Bachi- Niche   
Tenchi Muyou-Sasami Masaki Jurai
Tenjou Tenge
Tenka Hyakken 
TenPuru-Yuzuki Aoba 
Teppen-Kana Kiyotsuru 
Terra Formars-Hong
Terror In Resonance-Lisa Mishima 
Tesla Note-Botan Negoro
Testament Of The Sister New Devil-Mio Naruse 
Texhnolyse
That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime-Shuna
The 8th Son? Are You Kidding Me?-Louise Yorande Aorelia Oufelbelk
The 100 Girlfriends-Shizuka Yoshimoto
The Helpful  Fox Senko-san- Senko
The Angel Next Door Spoils Me Rotten-Mahiru Shiina 
The Ancient Magus’ Bride – Chise Hatori 
The Apothecary Diaries-Maomao
The Aquatope on White Sand- Kukuru Misakino 
The Banished Former Hero Lives as He Pleases 
The Big O
The Brave Express Might Gaine 
The Café Terrace and Its Goddesses-Shiragiku Ona
The Candidate for Goddess
The Case Files of Jewler Richard-Shouko Tanimoto
The Case Study of Vanitas-Jeanne
The Comic Artist And Assistants- Rina Fuwa
The Dangers in My Heart-Anna Yamada
The Dawn of Witch-Loux Krystas 
The Day I Became God- Hina Sato
The Demon Girl Next Door- Yuko Yoshida
The Demon Prince of Momochi House 
The Demon Sword Master of Excalibur Academy-Riseria Ray Crystaria
The Detective is Already Dead-Siesta 
The Devil Is A Part Timer- Chiho Sakaki
The Dreaming Boy is a Realist-Aika Natsukawa 
The Duke of Death and His Maid-Alice Lendrott
The Dungeon of Black Company-Rimu 
The Eccentric Family-Kaisei Ebisugawa
The Eminence in Shadow-Alexia Midgar 
The Fable
The Family Circumstances of the Irregular Witch-Alissa
The Executioner and Her Way of Life-Akari Tokito 
The Fire Hunter-Touko 
The Faraway Paladin-Robina Goodfellow/Bee 
The Foolish Angel Dances with the Devil-Lily Amane 
The Fruit of Evolution-Saria 
The Future Diary- Yuno Gasai
The Galaxy Railways 
The Gene of AI-Risa Higuchi 
The Girl I Like Forgot Her Glasses-Ai Mie
The Great Jahy Willl Not Be Defeated-Jahy 
The Heike Story 
The Human Crazy University-Chie Negishi 
The Idaten Deities Know Only Peace-Paula
The Ice Guy and His Cool Female Colleague-Fuyutsuki-san
The Iceblade Sorcerer Shall Rule the World-Amelia Rose 
The Irresponsible Captain Tylor-Emi Hanner,Yumi Hanner 
The King of Braves GaoGaiGar 
The Kingdoms of Ruin-Doroka
The Little Lies We All Tell-Chiyo
The Legendary Hero is Dead-Anri Haysworth 
The Magical Revolution of the Reincarnated Princess and the Genius Young Lady-Anisphia Wynn Palettia
The Magnificent Kotobuki-Kylie 
The Maid I Hired Recently is Mysterious-Lilith 
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya- Haruhi Suzumiya, Yuki Nagato[DoNY]
The Most Heretical Last Boss Queen-Pride Royal Ivy 
The Genius Prince’s Guide to Raising a Nation Out of Debt-Ninym Ralei
The Girl in Twilight- Akane Tsuchimiya 
The Girl Who Leapt Through Space-Akiha Shishidou
The Greatest Demon Lord Is Reborn as a Typical Nobody-Ireena Litz de Olhyde 
The Great Cleric 
The Great Passage –Kaguya Hayashi 
The God of High School- Yoo Mira
The Good Witch of the West 
The Gymastics Samurai-Rei Aragaki 
The Hidden Dungeon Only I Can Enter-Emma Brightness 
The Law of Ueki-Ai Mori  
The Many Sides of Voice Actor Radio 
The Marginal Service-Lyra Candeyheart
The Master of Ragnarok & Blesser of Einherjar-Linnea
The Masterful Cat is Depressed Again Today-Saku Fukuzawa
The Misfit of Demon King Academy-Misha Necron 
The New Gate
The Ones Within- Himiko Inaba 
The Prince of Tennis 
The Promised Neverland 
The Quintessential Quintuplets- Ichika Nakano 
The Reflection 
The Reincarnation of the Strongest Exorcist in Another World-Yifa
The Royal Tutor 
The Ryuuou’s Work Is Never Done-Ai Hinatsuru
The Saint’s Magic Power is Omnipotent-Sei Takanashi
The Severing Crime Edge 
The Story of Saiunkoku 
The Strongest Sage with the Weakest Crest-Lurie Abendroth
The Strongest Tank’s Labyrinth Raids-Luna
The Tale of the Outcast-Wisteria Langley 
The Third-Honoka
The Thousand Musketeers 
The Unwanted Undead Adventurer 
The Vexations of a Shut In Vampire Princess-Terakomari Gandesblood
The Vampire Dies in No Time-Hinaichi  
The Vision of Escaflowne 
The Wallflower 
The Weakest Tamer Began a Journey to Pick Up Trash 
The Witch and the Beast
The World God Only Knows- Elsie 
The World’s Greatest Assassin Gets Reincarnated In Another World as an Aristocrat-Tarte
The World Ends with You  
The World is Still Beautiful-Nike Lemercier 
The Wrong Way to Use Healing Magic 
The Yakuza’s Guide to Babysitting-Yaeka Sakuragi
The Yuzuki Family Four Sons-Uta Kirishima
Thermae Romae 
Those Snow White Notes-Shuri Maeda, Sakura Yamano 
This Art Club Has A Problem-Mizuki Usami
Those Who Hunt Elfs- Ritsuko Inoue
Tiger and Bunny- Kotetsu Kuburagi/Wild Tiger, Barnaby Brooks Jr
Tiger Mask W-Haruna Takaoka
Time Bokan 24-Calen 
Time Travel Girl-Mari Hayase 
Tis Time for “Torture”, Princess-Princess
Toilet Bound Hanako-kun-Nene Yashiro
Tomo-chan Is a Girl-Tomo Aizawa
Tonagura-Kazuki Arisaka
To Be Hero 
Too Cute Crisis-Garmie Lou 
Toji no Miko- Kanami Etou
Tokimeki Memorial Only Love-Tsukasa Kasuga
Tokko- Saya Shindo
Tokyo 24th Wad 
Tokyo ESP-Rinka Urushiba 
Tokyo Ghoul-Hinami Fueguchi
Tokyo Majin-Aoi Misato 
Tokyo Mew Mew-Ichigo Momomiya
Tokyo Ravens-Kyouko Kurahashi 
Tokyo Revengers-Hinata Tachibana
Tomica Kizuna Gattai 
Tomodachi Game-Yutori Kokorogi
Tonari no Youkai-san 
Tonbo
Tonikaku Kawaii- Tsukasa Yuzaki 
To the Abandoned Sacred Beats- Nancy Schaal Bancroft 
To Heart-Multi, Konomi Suzuhara[TH2]
To-Love-Ru- Lala Satalin Deviluke
To Your Eternity-Rean 
Toradora- Taiga Aisaka 
Toriko- Toriko,Rin
Toshokan Sensou
Touka Gettan-Momoka Kawakabe
Touken Ranbu
Toward the Terra 
Tower of Druaga-Coopa
Tower of God- Endorsi Jahad
TP Bon 
Train to the End of the World-Akira Shinonome
Trails of Cold Steal Northern War-Altina Orion 
Trapped in a Dating Sim-Olivia
Triage X- Mikoto Kiba 
Tribe Nine-Saori Arisugawa 
Trickster-Makoto Noro
Trinity Blood -Able Nightroad, Esther Blanchette
Trinity Seven- Lilith Asami 
Trigun- Vash The Stampede. Milly Thompson, Meryl Stryf
Trouble Chocolate-Hinano
True Tears-Noe Isurugi
Try Knights 
Tsubasa:Mokona Modoki[white], Sakura
Tsugumomo-Kiriha
Tsuki Ga Kirei-Akane Mizuno
Tsuki wa Higashi ni Hi wa Nishi ni
Tsukimichi-Mio
Tsukipro The Animation 
Tsukiuta 
Tsukumogami Kashimasu-Okou 
Tsukuyomi-Hazuki/Luna
Tsuritama
Tsurezure Children-Yuki Minagawa
Tsurune
Tsuyokiss-Sunao Konoe
Twin Star Exorcist-Mayura Otomi 
Two Car 
Uchi no Maid ga Uzasugiru
UchiMusume
UchiTama-Momo Hanasaki 
Udon No Kuni No Kin-iro Kemari 
UFO Ultramaiden Valkyrie-Sanada
Ueno-san wa Bukiyou-Ueno
Ulysses- Jeanne D’Arc 
Umi Monogatari-Kanon Miyamori 
Umineko
Umisho-Amuro Ninagawa 
Uma Musume Pretty Derby-Special Week, Rice Shower 
Un-Go
Unbreakable Machine-Doll-Yaya
Uncle from Another World-Sumika Fujimiya 
Undead Girl Murder Farce-Aya Rindo
Undead Unluck-Fuuko Izumo 
Undefeated Bahamut Chronicles-Philuffy Aingram 
Under Ninja 
Unlimited Fafnir-Iris Freyja
Ultimate Girls
Ultimate Otaku Teacher-Sachiko Tanaka/Kisaki Tenjouin 
Ultra Maniac-Ayu Tateishi, Nina Sakura
Ultraman
Ultraviolet Code 044
Unnamed Memory-Tinasha
UniteUp
Upotte-Funco
Urara Meirochou-Chiya
Urahara-Rito Sudo
Urawa No Usagi-chan 
Urusei Yatsura-Lum 
Usagi Drop
Ushio And Tora-Asako Nakamura
Uta No Prince-Sama-Haruka Nanami 
Utawarerumono-Eruru,Kuon[U:FF]
Uzaki-chan Wants to Hang Out-Hana Uzaki
Val x Love- Mutsumi Saotome
Valkyria Chronicles-Alicia Melchiott
Valkyrie Drive-Mamori Tokonome 
Valvrave The Liberator-Shoko Sashinami 
Vampire Dormitory
Vampire Knight-Yuki Cross/Kuran
Vampire Princess Miyu 
Vandread-Dita Liebely 
Vatican Miracle Examiner 
Vazzrock The Animation 
Venus Versus Virus-Sumire Takahana
Vermeil in Gold-Vermeil 
Vinland Saga 
Vilainess Level 99-Yumiella Dolkness 
Violet Evergarden
Viral Hit
Virtual-san Looking
Visual Prison  
Vividred Operation-Himawari Shinomiya 
Vivy-Vivy
Vlad Love-Mai Vlad Transylvania 
Voice of Fox  
Wagamama High Spec
Waka Okami wa Shougakusei-Oriko”Okko” Seki
Wakaba Girl
Wakakozake
Wake Up Girls 
Walkure Romanze-Mio Kisaki
Wandering Son
Wandering Witch-Fran
Wangan Midnight 
Wanna Be The The Strongest In The World-Sakura Hagiwara 
Waiting In The Summer-Ichika Takatsuki 
Warlords of Sigrdrifa- Miyako Muguruma
Wasteful Days of High School Girls- Saku “Loli” Momoi 
WataMote-Yuu Naruse 
Wataten- Miyako Hoshino 
Wave
Wave Listen to Me-Minare Koda
We Never Learn-Fumino Furuhashi
We Were There- Nanami “Nana” Takahashi
We Without Wings-Hiyoko Tamaizumi
Wedding Peach 
Weiss Krauz
Weiss Survive 
Welcome to the Ballroom-Mako Akagi
Welcome to Demon School Iruma-kun-Clara Valac
Welcome to The N.H.K-Misaki Nakahara 
When Supernatural Battles Become Commonplace-Hatoko Kushikawa
When Will Ayumu Make His Move-Urushi Yaotome
Whisper Me a Love Song-Himari Kino 
Whispered Words-Sumika Murasame 
White Album-Yuki Morikawa, Kazusa Touma[WH2] 
Why Raeliana Ended Up at the Duke’s Mansion- Raeliana McMillan 
Why The Hell Are You Here Teacher-Mayu Matsukaze  
Wise Man’s Grandchild- Sizilien “Sicily “ con Claude 
Wind Breaker
Witchblade- Masane Amaha
Witch Craft Works- Ayaka Kagari
Witch Hunter Robin
WIXOSS-Ruuko Kominato, Suzuko Homura[LIW], Akino Onko[WIXOSS Diva(A)Live]
Wizard Barristers-Cecil Sudo
Wolf Girl And Black Prince-Erika Shinohara
Wolf's Rain- Tsume, Kiba
Wolverine
Wonder Egg Priority- Ai Ohta 
Woodpecker Detective’s Office 
Wooser's Hand To Mouth Life
Working!!-Popura Taneshima, Hana Miyakoshi[WWW.Working]
World Break-Shizuno Urushibara
World Conquest Zvezda Plot-Kate Hoshimiya/Lady Venera 
World DaI Star-Yae Niizuma 
World’s End Harem 
World of Narue-Narue Nanase 
World Trigger-Chika Amatori,Yuichi Jin
Wotakoi- Narumi Momose 
W’z
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Xam'd: Lost Memories 
Xenosaga The Animation-Shion Uzuki 
Xmen
xxxHoLic-Zashiki Warashi, Yuko Ichihara
Ya Boy Kongming-Eiko Tsukimi 
Yaiba-Sayaka Mine
Yakitate Japan-Tsukino Azusagawa 
Yamada-kun And The Seven Witches-Urara Shiraishi 
Yamada's First Time: B Gata H Kei-Yamada
Yami To Boushi To Hon No Tabihito-Hazuki Azuma 
Yatagarasu
Yatogame-chan Kansatsu Nikki
Yatterman Night-Alouette 
Yoake Mae yori Ruriiro na-Mia Clementis 
Your Lie In April-Kaori Miyazono 
You’re Under Arrest-Yoriko Nikaidou
Yondemasuyo Azazel-san-Rinko Sakuma
Yosuga No Sora-Nao Yorihime
Youkai Gakuen Y-Fubuki Himekawa
Young Black Jack
Yowamushi Pedal-Miki Kanzaki 
Yozakura Quartet- Hime Yarizakura
Yu-Gi-Oh-Black Magician Girl, Asuka Tenjoin(YGOGX), Aki Izayoi(YGO5Ds), Kotori Mizuki(YGOZEXAL),Yuzu Hiiragi(YGOARCV),Aoi Zaizen(YGOVRAINS),Romin Kirishima(YGOSEVENS),Yuamu Ohdo(YGOGORUSH)
Yumeiro Patissiere
Yume no Crayon Oukoku 
Yume Tsukai
Yumeria-Mizuki Agatsume
YU-NO
Yurei Deco 
Yuri is My Job-Hime Shiraki/Hime Shirasagi
Yurikuma Arashi-Kureha Tsubaki 
Yuru Yuri- Chitose Ikeda 
Yuuki Yuuna Is A Hero-Mimori Tougou/Sumi Washio
Yuuna and Haunted Hot Springs- Yuuna Yunohara
YuYu Hakusho-Koto
Yuyushiki-Yukari Hinata
Zatch Bell-Megumi Oumi 
Zegapain-Ryouko Kaminagi 
Zetman- Jin Kanzaki
Zettai Bouei Leviatan-Leviatan
Zettai Karen Children-Kyousuke Hyoubu 
Zipang 
Zoids- Rei-Mii(ZG)
Zom 100-Shizuka Mikazuki 
Zombie Land Saga- Sakura Minamoto
Zombie Loan-Michiru Kita
Zone of Enders 
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Hey, I don't know if you've seen but I'm currently working on a little (lmao, little) project known as the Killer and Healer rewrite (which you can read here --> 恨君不似江楼月 | Killer and Healer) and during my rewrite, I usually rewatch the episodes and liveblog them. Now, to prevent you from getting spoiled (because I would hate for you to be spoiled; I want you to enjoy this drama in the fullest), I suggest blocking my tag "Killer and Healer rewatch" because it contains spoilers and I have no idea what episode you're on and again, I don't want you to get spoiled (hope that makes sense). Anyways, I'm so glad you're enjoying the drama so far and I hope you continue to enjoy it!
Oh thank you so much!
That's a pretty cool project, when I finish gonna to try look through it.
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sagaofstardustmkg · 1 year
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woundwood
It had seemed so amusing, all that time ago, to watch kine like these kindle their little magics in seaside knap-houses  and play Erl-King with the ones who got bravest.
Dionaea remembers moving herself through the mycorrhizal mat of the wood they came to call Rendlesham, her consciousness flowing from one root to the next, keeping herself right under the judder of their heart. She could coax the grass to grow back over the path they’d used to enter; she could pull the trees together where they might have hoped to find an exit; and when their eyes went entirely wild, she would rise in a sigh of leaves like the whispering of skirts to deliver their fate.
The entire forest screamed with delight when the first one tried to cast a spell on her.
(A horse-faced young woman with a swaddling child bound against her chest. Her pale eyes shone like moons when she stretched out her hand. Her spell, intended to halt the queen’s pursuit, amounted to no more than a gentle shove.)
The queen was so busy laughing she let the little thing go — a human who could use magic was far too much of a novelty to destroy. Like a dog that can put its paws on the piano. 
What a delight it had been, then, to slowly learn there were others and that each one knew a slightly different trick. To catch them, play with them, exchange them, share stories among the lords and ladies.  
Now she wishes she had killed the first one. 
If she had killed the first one, and every one after that, perhaps she could have culled their whole breed and kept humans the way they were meant to be.
The hooded one wouldn’t be looking at her now with the same loathsome shining eyes, wielding a power to which he none like him had a right, breaking her wave into a ripple. She whips a thorn-studded branch toward him and feels it turn to dust as it enters the corona of healing magic rolling off of Nobuhiko’s body.
“—?!”
She doesn’t breathe in the traditional sense, which means she also doesn’t gasp, but you feel a snatch of sound like it. A sudden intake of something.
The worst part is that she feels nothing as it happens. Nobu is a healer. Even at his most defiant, he is gentle. And so the vine crumbles apart and blows away, painless and quiet as sleep. His magic and his spirit refuse to dignify her with anything like grand obliteration.
This is probably the most embarrassing thing that could ever happen to a faerie monarch, except for the next thing that happens, which is that a smug little sawtoothed goblin says EAT FUCK and launches a torrent of misery at her.
She can do misery. 
She’s done misery. Four hundred-odd years of it at the end of the world, betrayed, alone-alone-alone in a way nothing else could ever understand. She believed that the other fae monarchs were her peers until they began to quail, one by one, away from their vaunted histories and the rights to which they were entitled as lords of the Earth. Fear of iron made them forswear their own natures, rewrite their stories.
Not her. Never her. 
(Would she have been permitted to?
If she could?
If she had wanted it?
The clemency granted to her brethren had depended on an example being made of someone. She had been a natural choice. They scorned her for games they had all played together, weighted her down with their crimes, and they joined hands with that powder-faced kinslaying queen of England and used their own shame to cast her from the land that had been her body.)
What could she do but remain herself? Find her amusements where she could? What could she do but take clippings off her own branches and try to grow them into new courtiers that would replace the ones slain by the kin-killers?
She had to exert her power over each person who wandered or was dragged in, twisting them until everything inside snapped and the final drop of amusement had been extracted.
There was never anything else to be done. 
And the one-two strike of Fumie’s warm memories against Amon’s terror makes her see, for the first time, the slow suffocation she was always destined to endure.
There was never anything else to be. 
Never anywhere else to go. 
Never an end for her that wasn’t this. 
Disgraced, alone, eating fuck.
Like all royals, she has the power to do everything but save herself from ruin. 
“B E A S T S,” her limbs creak as the darkness clears.
(Beastsbeastsbeasts.) 
“We have known pains — and insults — and indignities that would rend thee stitch from stitch.”
Petrel is talking. She hears him. She talks over him, gaining volume.
(There is a song in his blood that she has only ever heard from the shore. King Carcharodon used to gift her selkie skulls and say you could still hear them singing if you listened hard enough, but she never could. She still cannot make it out.)
“Thou cannot harm us in a way that matters. We have endured fire, flood and plague.”
Dragom’s wind tears her remaining petals off the bloom, rendering her a creature of thorns and stems and branches only.
(Another unhuman thing lowering itself to the level of human. She is forced to assume he is enslaved by fear of obliteration or loneliness; she cannot consider the thing steering him is love.)
“This world belonged to us before thy first crawling kindred were but a speck. All of the world’s first dreams were dreamt by us.”
The thorns sharpen and lengthen to the size of dragonteeth. She is a living briar patch.
And Mizu is likely to hurt himself as he strikes, because there is no part of her safe to be this close to, but he strikes true. The sword breaks the tangle of plants forming the center of her body like cutting tendons, sending her reeling for a moment as the branches regenerate.
Unfortunately, the abundant water that’s just been sent her way helps with that.
Plants love the stuff.
And she sighs in rapture as her branches bud again. Her flytrap mouths regain their green. She puts none of the moisture into flowers and spends a large portion of it regrowing her bark, knotting her branches, sharpening her thorns. A hanging tree.
(Roots that clutch. Branches that grow out of stony rubbish. The dead tree gives no shelter and the cricket no relief.)
Reinvigorated by water and rage, she darts forward to smash her head against Mizu’s and send him stumbling.
“Thou chooseth nothing! What right hast thou to choose? To deny the will of one who is owed so much as we are? Dost thou believe thou knowest deprivation, pretender-princeling? Dost thou believe thou hast any right to power over thine flesh? All flesh is grass. Thou art entitled to nothing but gratitude toward thy elders and betters.”
Miyuki Jones’s ball punches through her sternum at this moment, and she whirls on the spot only to get hit again — and again — and again — and — from every angle, at impossible speed, with force as strong as Miyuki’s quietly indomitable will —
She has enough water to recover from it. But it’s a narrow and ugly thing. She stands hunched as she does it. Her splinters litter the floor; her bark, although healed, is scarred and lumpy.
Woundwood, this is called.
“We are — “
Another gasp-like noise. Movement is becoming difficult at some of her joints where the woundwood is thickest.
“ — the last pure and honest thing in this world. All of thee, liars. Cowards. Artless, ugly things. Destroying a world to which thee have only just arrived. Our home. From which we were banished for nothing except living in the true and ancient way.”
You know this is not true, of course. You’ve read the things faeries do. You can see the venus flytrap blossom that sprouted out of Adelaide Carter’s eye when she displeased the queen.
But you know as she says it that it is true for her. All of it. 
She turns to look at Heliotrope when he speaks, having only a few eyes left. All located in her head. 
“We pity thee,” she tells him. “Boasting about thy fitness for a transformation that reduced thee beyond measure.”
(hairallover, her bark groans. painallover. fearforever. death. andthoseshoes.)
She holds still as Xueman’s spikes penetrate with the thunk-thunk-thunk of arrows hitting a wooden target. 
“Water again, mereswine? Envious of the princeling? Or merely incapable of learning from his errors?”
Dionaea begins to soak it up, channeling it through her body in preparation to heal again.
And then —
It turns into iron.
(ironIRONIRON)
No word can be made to stretch over the pain that lances through her.
The scream that accompanies it would burst your eardrums if you weren’t protected. 
Trees burn from the inside, sometimes, when struck by lightning; she burns, now, flameless, inextinguishable, stumbling around and scraping at her bark with her own thorns in an attempt to get the iron out. It doesn’t help. Nothing helps. 
And as she realizes it, the scream of pain fades into something like a laugh. You only recognize it because she was laughing when she got here. Hard to believe they’re the same sound.
She falls to her knees under the power of it.
“They will grow tiiiiired of thee,” she says. She’s not looking at any of the class anymore, but Xueman will likely know Dionaea is addressing her. “Merling. Bonefish. Whiteflesh thing. They will indulge thee and whisper secrets until the day when thy use is exhausted, and they take up whispers about thee, and cast thee out to die in shame. Everything they have ever loved in thee is an illusion or a thing they will come to despise. Even now. Killing us only affords thee more time before they set to it.”
She tries to force herself back to her feet and finds she can’t. The most she can do is take one knee and breathe in a rattle of branches.
“And we will live forever. Here, in the earth, we will die and grow again until the world entire rests in the cradle of our mouth. Thou hast done — nothing. We have watched thy kind grow into magic and we will watch it destroy thee. We are eternal. We have survived wizards a hundred-hundred times.”
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crazyotakugal · 2 years
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Tangled Despair
Part Two:
Twisted Dreams
Author’s Note: I’m sorry it took so long! I kept rewriting because I wasn’t really happy it with and still not 100% happy with it, but I really hope y’all enjoy it!
warning: 18+
It’d been over a year since your run in with Shouta Aizawa. It seemed like an eternity ago though. Those memories so far away that you felt like it was another life you’d once lived. Of course you haven’t seen him since that night, not in person anyway. You’d seen bits here and there in the news about him and of course the press conference he’d done recently. He had cleaned up so much you barely recognized him at first. You couldn’t help but note how even more sexy he was, if possible, with his hair up like that.
After your meeting at your old workplace, you thought about seeking the Eraser hero out, but with your current situation, he’d just be put in danger. You couldn’t risk getting close to anyone or else they’d just be used like your brother.
Didn’t mean you often dreamt of the hero where it was the only safe place for you two to be.
“Oi! Whatcha spacing out for? Go take care of the girl!” Mimic, one of Overhaul’s right hand men, yells at you from his place on the couch.
You jump,”Uh…yes sir! I apologize.”
You bite the inside of your mouth as you hurry from the room, the small yakuza was always eyeing you and it made you very uneasy. Normally, you wouldn’t have backed down from someone like that, but here you had to. You saw what happened to those who didn’t and you DID NOT want to meet the same fate.
~~~1 Year ago ~~~
You stood in front of Overhaul, the new head of the Shie Hassaikai. You were putting on a brave mask, but honestly you were extremely terrified. You heard rumors about the new head and none of them were at all good. He was ruthless and could kill in an instant with his Quirk. He was sitting on an expensive couch, slouched over but his eyes held a piercing glare straight at you. Those eyes were those of a killer. Someone willing to do whatever it took to get their way. What the fuck had your brother been thinking getting involved with them?!
You swallowed the lump in your throat,
“Where is my brother at? I came here as requested.”
It took everything in your very core to not falter or lose face. You were used to dealing with thugs and such, but no one of this level. One wrong move and you and your brother were both dead. You weren’t an idiot. You were a bunny in a den of wolves.
“Yes, Miss y/n. I appreciate the time you’ve made for us so late in the evening. It seems your brother, B/N, has incurred…well…quite a massive debt to one of my men here and has yet to pay back a single debt, despite our generous…patience.” Overhaul sits up straight.
“Now, under normal circumstances, we’d have the individual earn back the debt they owe. Your brother’s quirk , however, isn’t very powerful nor useful to us whatsoever. On top of that, he’s not really the type of individual we’d see a dependable,” He drums his gloved fingers on his knee as he eyes you up and down like appraising an item in the store, “He’s told us that you’re a healer and quite a good one at that, correct?”
You dug your nails into the palms on your hands as you gripped your fistsfists tight at your sides in anger. You could almost feel it overtake the fear. You swore if that idiot was still alive, you were gonna kill him for this one. What the hell?! Seriously?!
You took a few calming breaths before you spoke, “Yes, I am. I suppose I’m above average as it goes. As you could imagine, having an idiot like that as my brother, I’ve had a lot of practice.”
You could hear a slight chuckle from under the yakuza’s mask he wore, “Yes, I can. I had my guys look into your past, looks like you were a top mark student despite your…family background…However, in your junior year of university you were arrested as an accomplice in a police raid and was kicked out.”
You felt yourself stiffen up. You were going over your words very carefully in your head. Letting Overhaul continue on.
“You’ve been working odd jobs and dive bars since then. Being dragged into trouble by your brother who’s a well known gambler and drug user. However, despite your own criminal record, you avoid working with any organization or group,” his eyes borrowing into you.
You keep your voice as calm as you could, “I prefer to keep out of your kind of business if I can. Living a clean life is important to me.”
“Hmmm,” Overhaul assessed you for a minute, “Yes, cleanliness is an important thing for me as well. I despise filth! I think you and I can come to an agreement.”
You swallow hard, “What kind of…arrangement?”
Overhaul chuckles again, “No worries, it’s nothing major. Just lend us your healing abilities and also help care for my ward, Eri.”
“May I ask, from what I heard with your Quirk you are able to assemble and…disassemble…whatever you want? With something like that, mine is mediocre,” You weren’t lying. Compared to Regenerate, his was in a league of its own.
“True, but after awhile. It can be very tiring and using my quirk on certain circumstances isn’t practical. Our old “doctor”, decided to put in their…retirement…recently and so we’re in need of someone reliable,” At least he was up front, “However, if you choose to decline our “offer”, you’ll be free to go, but we’ll just have to use your brother’s body to cover the debt. Even in this day and age, there’s still a market for valuable organs you know.”
You felt your blood run cold. Sure your brother was a good for nothing that constantly got you into trouble, but he was still the only family you had left. You still cared for your elder brother despite his many flaws. You didn’t care if he got knocked around here and there because you could always fix him up, but if you didn’t do this there’d be no way for you to fix him up again. If you went down this rabbit hole you’d never come back out.
You fidget a little running everything through your head, any reasoning or chance you might have. Overhaul stands up and signals one of his men to bring something. A few minutes later, the goon drags in b/n all bloodied and bruised up. He throws him down onto the floor in front of you, b/n coughs a bit of blood out onto the floor. Both his hands were twisted and broken horribly, even with your quirk, there was still a chance of permit damage.
Overhaul looks at the blood on the floor with disgust for a moment then back up to you, “You see. Your brother’s fine so you can rest assured that I’m a man of my word. Work for me and I’ll spare his life. Pretty simple arrangement, yes?”
~~~Present Day~~~
You hurried down the hall as fast as you could, turning the corners sharply. Ever since that day you’d been trapped here working as the Shie Hassaikai “doctor” and caregiver to young Eri, a little girl left in the head’s care. Your heart aches for the small child. You didn’t know what Overhaul was doing to the poor thing, but you knew it was horrible to say the least. You tried your best to heal her injuries, but you could only help her physical injuries.
Thankfully you hardly saw Overhaul most of the time. As long as you came when summoned and on your scheduled days, you were usually fine. A lot of the new goons would snicker and eye you like a piece of meat when you came to the headquarters lately. Overhaul threatened death on anyone who touched you, but you didn’t trust him at all. You knew once your usefulness was over, you were dead. You had no more dreams. Most of the time you felt empty and hallow. Just going through the motions of life really.
You tried to cling to the light though. The faint tiny hope of salvation. Eri helped with that. Her mom just abandoned her and her father was dead. She was such a kind, sweet child and you sincerely enjoyed spending time with her whenever you could. It took her awhile to open up to you, but when she finally did it was amazing. You’d spend hours coloring or playing pretend games. You would brush her hair and hum to her.
You knocked on the wooden door you stopped in front of and then turned the doorknob to enter. Sitting in a ball, was little Eri. Fresh bandages on her tiny arms and legs. When she saw you, she instantly relaxed. You knew at this rate you needed to figure out a way to get this little girl free. The other day, you distracted the guard so she could run but Overhaul caught her before she could get away.
As she ran into your arms you swore that if it was the only last decent thing you could manage in your life, you’d save her.
~~~Aizawa~~~
He immediately recognized her when her mug shot appeared on Nighteye’s screen. There was no way he’d forget her soft h/c locks, peach lips, vibrant e/c eyes. It was definitely Y/N. He’d returned to the bar he’d met her at the night, but her boss said she’d just up and quit. Aizawa had an immense sense of guilt hit him then that he carried around since. Had it been his fault? He couldn’t deny that before that incident, he’d already found himself attracted to y/n. Then when that punk had used his quirk, overwhelm, on her and things had gotten out of hand.
“This is y/n. Reports say she’s the Shie Hassaikai acting physician. Family history of criminal activity with an accessory charge for a drug bust 4 years ago. Apparently she was dragged into the mess by her older brother, b/n, known dead beat. Compared to the other hands at the headquarters, she’s a low player,” Nighteye adjusted his glasses as he went to the next slide which was another picture of y/n carrying a bag of sweets, “However, recent intelligence says that she’s the current caregiver to Eri. There’s no telling what she might be hiding even though she just has a healing quirk.”
~~~Hours later ~~~
That’s why he volunteered to tail y/n. He didn’t divulge that he actually knew her, as a hero it was wrong to get your personal feelings involved, but he couldn’t help the overwhelming sense of guilt. He couldn’t help but feel responsible for y/n turning down this path. If he hasn’t violated her like he did…Maybe he could still save you.
He was good at staying out of view and not standing out. He was able to find her pretty easily. Around the same time you disappeared, there was a healer that moved to the area that helped the families in the nearby slums. From there, he instantly found y/n and started following her. He watched as she’d go to the slums, then stop on a convenience store which it appeared she came a lot to because she chatted with the owner like they were friends. He watched as she walked through alley ways, narrow corners swiftly before he realized where it was y/n was going. It was the Shie Hassaikai headquarters.
He knew immediately that he should’ve just left right then and there. However, he followed y/n as far as he dared. Despite his guilt, he didn’t want to risk the operation or saving that little girl. Aizawa noted that she was getting nervous the closer she got, her hands shaking as she clenched them into fists. His chest ached as he watched someone like get going into the lion’s den. They must’ve gotten something on her, Nighteye mentioned her brother was a dead beat. He had no doubt that he was the cause of this.
He watched as y/n approached the entrance and he had no choice but to retreat for now. He’d try to get a chance to get y/n to explain the situation. Maybe this would work out to save her and that little girl. He glanced back at y/n disappearing into the Shie Hassaikai HQ with the leering eyes of those goons watching her. He swallowed the lump in his throat and left to report what he learned.
Later that night, he hardly slept at all. For the past year, he was haunted by the dreams of the woman he violated. Some were nightmares were she’s blaming him for her predicament and others were of that blissfully sinful evening. Aizawa swore that those were worse than the nightmares most of the time.
Dream Y/n was straddling his lap, her soft petal lips trailing kisses down his jaw line pulling a groan from the hero’s lips. He swore the scent of her was overpowering his senses as her hips rolled against him. Her soft h/c brushing his shoulders as her lips trailed down his neck. He long stopped fighting these dreams. Her skin felt so real as he trailed his hands up her torso, feeling her body shiver as he cups her soft breasts.
“Shouta…” Dream y/n moans against his shoulder giving her hips another roll.
The air is knocked out of his lungs as she lines herself up with his hardened shaft and sliding herself agonizingly slow down onto it enveloping him in her wonderful heat. Her moans and whimpers of pleasure all too real. The pleasure overtaking his senses as he loses himself in her. Her tight cunt already quivering around him driving him close to his breaking point.
“Fuck y/n…” Aizawa growls out as he grips her hips slamming into her with abandon.
“ Shouta!” She tosses her head back as she approaches her climax as her hips slam down to meet his thrusts.
Dream y/n’s pussy starts to flutter and tighten around his cock. He can feel his own high fast approaching. Her sweet lips now placing desperate kisses on his own.
“Shouta! Please!” She sobs out between kisses.
He desperately kisses her back, “Y/n! Y/n!” No
“Please save me! Shouta! Please! Ah ha! Save me!” She cries out as she tightens almost painfully around him.
Desperate for his own release, he thrusts up into her like a wild desperation,” Yes! Y/n! I will…save you!”
Aizawa woke up drenched in sweat and a painful erection. He growls in frustration. He almost punches the pillows next to him just to get it out. Those dreams were irritating because they felt so real that he swore he could smell her lingering scent on him afterwards. Ever since that night, he couldn’t get y/n out of his head. She haunted his dreams constantly.
He swore to himself that he would save her anyway that he could. At the very least, he could be her hero!
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So I decided that for my day nine, I’d do a list of some of my favorite fics to give the fandom authors some recognition. Of course, all of our fanfic authors are amazing and I’m so grateful that they do what they do, but these are just a few of my favorites. 
I tried to tag any authors that had a tumblr account, but it’s entirely possible I missed some, so if I did, sorry
This post isn’t super long but it’s pretty damn long so all below the cut
(also do note that my interest in bellarke is only a few months old so I have a lot more clexa fics than I do bellarke sorry)
Bellarke
Canon AU
Set The Dark On Fire by @talistheintrovert (complete)
Okay okay so this is a pretty dark fic, but god is it beautiful. After waking up from Cryo, Clarke and Spacekru try to figure out what to do about this new planet situation, but Clarke isn’t handling it very well and attempts a suicide. Like I said, pretty dark and serious, so if that isn’t your thing don’t read, but it’s amazing
Three Lives, Three Loves, One Face by @these-dreams-go-on (complete)
This fic has a ton of my favorite themes all mashed together and it’s amazing. Basically it’s similar to the Josephine!Clarke situation of s6, but Wanheda is an actual manifestation also inhabiting Clarke’s body so when Josie gets put into Clarke, Wanheda takes over and goes mass murder on Sanctum. Phenomenal fic, I’ve read it so many times and I adore it
Into The Anomaly by @fuckitup-in-style (WIP)
Time Travel AU!!! Starts after s6, but resets back to s1 canon divergence. The hundred all wake up on dropships and they all remember up until their deaths, and then it’s this thing where the mains all take charge and start herding up their crew. Just- if you like time travel fix-its, this is p e r f e c t please read it
And Now You’re Home by @asroarke (complete)
I just read this one recently and g o d is it amazing. After being left alone during Praimfaya, Clarke finds herself becoming desperate after being alone for so long. Until she finds out there’s been a grounder watching her the whole time. Grounder!Bellamy AU, with some accidental pregnancy that just makes it even cuter
Modern AU
I Found Peace in Your Violence by @eyessharpweaponshot (WIP)
I just found this fic a few days ago and holy shit is it a piece of art. I finally went through and read the entire 80k fic last night, it’s absolutely enthralling. Basically, there’s this gene called HTS and Clarke ends up having it, and so does Bellamy, and it’s just a beautiful story from both a romance and a plot standpoint. Such an interesting concept
our stars came in a packet of two by @millipop (WIP)
This isn’t a super long fic, it’s 20k right now and hasn’t been updated in a few months but what’s there is amazing. So the delinquent group is desperately trying to get Bellamy and Clarke together since they’re constantly denying their chemistry, but what the delinquents don’t know is that Clarke and Bell have actually already been together in secret and it’s such a fun fic, highly recommend
Don’t Wake Me, I’m Not Dreaming by grumpybell (complete) (I can’t find their tumblr sorry)
A very interesting AU where Clarke can see into other people’s dreams. She’s been meeting Bellamy in his dreams for years, him being the only person who could actually see her. Guess what happens when they meet in person? Probably not what you expect. Read the fic to find out, you’ll love it
reelin’ through the midnight streets by @detectivebellamyblake​ (WIP)
I haven’t finished this fic yet, but what I’ve read so far is wonderful. Basically Clarke, Bell and Octavia all grew up in a trailer park together, and eventually Clarke has had enough of her mom’s bullshit and decides to get out. Bellamy and Octavia go with her
Clexa
Canon AU
Broken Body, Broken Spirit by @vmplvr1977 (complete)
I love love love this fic!! It basically mashes together the worlds of The 100 and Deus-ex, and if you don’t know what the latter is don’t worry too much, the fic gives all the backstory you’ll need!! Basically Clarke gets severly injured and ends up with augmented limbs, and Lexa, thinking Clarke dead, has some pretty severe reactions to it all. Kind of an enemies-to-lovers, but it’s set after the s2 finale
Clarke Kom Azgeda by FMLClexa (WIP)
This fic combines so many of my favorite ideas it’s amazing. Coming back after a long hiatus, basically Clarke gets sent down to Earth alone and ends up in Azgeda territory. She’s tortured and trained into Nia’s top assassin for years, and eventually gets the order to infiltrate Polis and kill the commander. You can guess how that goes
A Riffle and the Sea by Follower_Of_Mania (complete)
I will say it’s been a while since I read this fic but it’s amazing. Another Clarke gets sent to Earth alone AU, but she gets adopted by Floukru and trained to be a seriously badass killer grounder, like even Lexa is pretty put off by her. Clarke and Lexa develop this really interesting relationship where half the time you can’t tell if they love or hate each other and it’s amazing
Ascendants by whiteleopard1124 (WIP)
So this isn’t entirely clexa, it’s also clarke x luna but it’s clexa enough. Basically Clarke and the hundred get injected with this solution before being sent to the ground, and it causes certain people to develop supernatural powers. But Clarke gets injected with a special serum that causes her to be extra-OP but like in a very very good way
doing the impossible (with you) by snowandwolves (WIP)
Another Time Travel AU where Clarke kills herself and, after having a discussion with the goddess of death herself, wakes up back in time. She (and her accomplices) work out how to rewrite their story and make everything go better than it did last time. One of the best time travel fics, in my opinion
Healer on the Ground by Owlmemaybe (WIP)
This has long been one of my favorite fics, I love AUs where Clarke turns grounder, and that’s exactly what this is. Basically Clarke has a healing talent, so she can heal herself and others on command, and during s1 gets separated from the 100 and ends up with Heda. Another fic that isn’t likely to get updated, but it’s 100k of goodness that you h a v e to read
Whispers In The Dark (Lead Us To The Light) by JadelynDeath (WIP)
This one also hasn’t been updated very recently, but it’s still 50k good words to enjoy. Wanheda!Clarke AU where Death is a real being and takes a liking to Clarke before she even touches the ground, and once on Earth Clarke is an absolute badass in leading the delinquents.
(my) Destruction Within Your Mouth by @entirelytookeen (WIP)
It took me so long to actually finish this fic once I started reading because oh my god the angst, it was actually too much for me. This is a beautifully written story, so many emotions, can’t recommend it enough. Basically, Clarke gets separated from the 100 and ends up temporarily mute while she’s taken in by Heda
She’s a maniac by ChocDog (complete)
Another big-time favorite, this has badass commanders Heda and Wanheda. The grounder culture is different in this fic, but in such a good way. They’re much more tribal than is portrayed in the show, preferring not much clothing, bloodthirstiness, but it’s amazing. Also Bellamy comes in and makes a fuss of things
Through the Looking Glass by RhinoMouse (WIP)
Role Reversal AU where Lexa comes down with the 100 and Clarke is a BAMF Commander of the grounders. It’s been a really long time since I’ve read this one but I remember loving every second of it. Faintly follows the s2 plot, but it’s different enough that not a second of it is boring
Can you See Me? by clexawarrior (complicated)
Okay so basically this story was discontinued, but the author left a summary of how it would’ve played out at the end, so it’s... complicated. But this is another one of my favorites!! Lexa was at the explosion on the bridge and got injured, Clarke brings her back to the dropship to care for her. A lot of sexual tension ensues
From The Ashes by ArchonsVoice (complete)
I love love love this fic!!! So basically the dropship landed in the sea rather than on land, the ship explodes, leaving Clarke stranded alone in the middle of the ocean. She’s rescued by a clan called Tseekru and after years of living with them, has a run-in with our one and only Heda and sets this whole thing going. Amazing fic, so many twists
Returning to Hell by ElseworldKara, littleraider99 (complete)
If you haven’t read this fic what have you even been doing honestly. Set two years after the s2 finale, Clarke leads the coalition beside Heda, and she’s returned to Arkadia to finally tell them to get their shit together or suffer the consequences. Very dark, a lot of character bashing on Abby, Bellamy, and others. An inspiration for many of my own fics
Then There Were Two by TheWorldNeedsMoreOctaven (WIP)
I haven’t read the most recent chapters of this, but it’s phenomenal. ABO universe where Clarke is the only omega sent down in the hundred (later followed by Raven), and they have to deal with the grounders and nature. It’s a lot more interesting than I make it sound, promise. Also very octavia/raven based too
Doctor on the Ground by @underneaththecovers-au (WIP)
Very angsty, very smutty fic. Clarke finds an injured Lexa while out of camp and takes her to the bunker to help her heal. Lexa pretends she can’t understand English, but even with the barrier, things get heated very quickly. You can imagine the chaos when Lexa’s secret gets out. Must-read
Modern AU
Vantage Point by thatoneloser_kid (complete)
This is pretty short, only 16k words, but god is it good. If you like dark!clarke, this is the story for you. Clarke, Lexa, Octavia, and Raven are all a bunch of criminals who run around- saving people?? That makes it sound like a superhero story but no, they’re all badass. Clarke is literally a psychopathic ex-assassin. It’s just an amazing fic
Are You A Kidnapper? (Because You Abducted My Heart) by 707 (complete)
This isn’t normally the type of fic that I like to read but I’m so glad I picked it up. So Clarke and Lexa have this hatred going on between them that’s actually just hidden attraction, and they’re finally forced to address it when they get kidnapped and locked in a room together. This fic has it all, fluff, smut, angst, an amazing plot, it’s just all around wonderful
Make Two Halves Whole by awkwardrainbow, Lexawoodz (WIP)
This one I also don’t remember all that much about other than that it was amazing. It’s been years since it was updated, though, so I doubt we’ll get any more, but what’s there is 80k worth of goodness. Clarke and Lexa meet online through Twitter, living on opposite sides of the US, but still manage to fall in love with each other
breathe into my lips the life i do not have by @ur-the-puppy (complete)
So this is another long-time favorite of mine!! It’s a 36k oneshot where Clarke moves into a house that ghost Lexa haunts but instead of being creeped out Clarke just starts chatting up the ghost and they become roommate buddies. Such a good fic, I highly highly recommend this one
You See the Smile That's On My Mouth (it's hiding the words that don't come out) by heartshapedcandy (complete)
Another fic I need to go back and reread, but I remember being absolutely absorbed in this fic!! Childhood friends to lovers AU, with a fuck ton of angst and confusion and oblivious pining dorks that you can’t help but love it to death. Also a lot of ‘’’’platonic’’’’ kissing
Other AU
Storm of the Heart by @cruellanita-bby (WIP)
Mermaid AU!! Clarke lives on an island where they grow up hating the mermaids that attack their fishing ships, and she hates them too until she finds Lexa the mermaid washed up on the shore, injured, and starts taking care of her. They fall in love and try to mend the relationship between their people. I’ve been keeping up with this one for a while, it’s so good, please read it
Hold Me Till The Stars Dim by @ur-the-puppy (complete)
I’m putting this one down here rather than in modern AU just because of how different it is from most modern AUs. Lexa goes camping with her friends out in the woods, some shit happens, and she meets what’s basically grounder Clarke, with a twist. This fic is so captivating, I loved it
You’re safe with me by I_am_clexa (WIP)
ABO modern AU where omegas are sold as slaves to alphas. Clarke is an omega who is bought by Lexa’s father as a gift to her, but Lexa doesn’t like the way omegas are treated and goes out of her way to give Clarke the best life she could possibly have
Other Pairings
Canon AU
Three Loves (Pieces Of Us) by @kendrene , @bae-in-maine (WIP)
Clarke/Lexa/Anya fic where Anya takes Clarke back to Lexa as a kind of prize, Clarke ends up making an alliance with the Trikru and maybe also falling in love with the commander and her general along the way. I’ve read this fic so many times, but it hasn’t been updated in years. It’s still 150k worth of amazing fic though
Twisted Steel by Steelehart (complete)
A clarke/raven fic where an explosion on the Ark leaves Clarke with two prosthetic arms. Follows fairly closely to the s1 plot once you get into it, but deviates in the later chapters. It’s an amazing fic I promise, please read it
Modern AU
and four makes home by @dreamsheartstory (complete)
This is over 300k worth of Clarke/Lexa/Octavia/Raven, which seems like a lot but I promise you it’s perfect. It’s been a bit since I read this, but from what I remember it’s your typical fall-in-love modern fic, just with the added angst of figuring out a four-way poly relationship
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Hi Zoe!! Please elaborate on your lord of the rings fic, because I am in a lotr MOOD and I want to know things! (only if you're comfortable, obviously!)
hello! I got here! eventually! thank you for the ask ❤️
this is, at least technically, a rewrite of an old co-written Lord of the Rings fic. that fic was... good for where my friend and I were at at the time, and definitely taught us a lot, but we've also progressed a lot since. no hate to 2015 us.
really, I stole the characters and a few of the relationships (changed one from romantic to platonic) and changed almost everything else.
there will be spoilers for the fic in this, just so we're clear. but I have no idea if I'm ever gonna post this anywhere, so... read at your own risk.
Thalia is the daughter of the recently deceased Mirkwood palace healer, Nestarion. she hasn't spent a lot of time in the palace and is struggling to get acquainted with how everything works while also grieving.
Artemis is Legolas's sister. they fell out after their mother Vendethiel's death, after he took out his grief on her. she went "screw that" and left. the story sees her return temporarily and get pulled into things more permanently than she meant to. her relationship with her father is alright, but chilly.
Thranduil hosts a ball on the anniversary of his wife's death. Artemis, who grieves differently, fights with him, and then with Legolas. and then the three members of the royal family are targeted by scorpions, and Legolas gets stung. the cure, as Thalia discovers, is only found in Lothlórien. so off they go.
shenanigans then ensue... and we discover that maybe the deaths of Nestarion and Vendethiel are more connected to the present-day murder attempts than previously thought.
tbh the murder mystery is just a vehicle for Artemis and Legolas getting their act together, and Thalia making friends with both of them.
I also have a lot of fun with examining how Artemis and Thalia grieve differently. they make great parallels to each other. Artemis just wants to forget, because between statues and funerals and whatnot the whole palace remembers for her. Thalia feels like no one remembers her father, and is afraid of losing his memory. she wants to fill his shoes; Artemis wants people to stop telling her she looks like her mother.
there are also extra fun parallels because Artemis is a killer. she's a good fighter, and she's bad with her feelings. on some level she wants to make up with her brother (even if she says otherwise), but her pride and her anger hold her back. she doesn't know where to start. to her, she almost feels she kills everything she touches. (there's a nice line in the og fic that Thalia's hands bring healing and Artemis's bring death, and I want to lean into it)
Thalia is a healer. but right now she's out of her depth trying to help Legolas, and she wants to help repair the sibling relationship but doesn't really think she can. (yelling at them to get it together after they snipe at each other one too many times does... something for it, at least)
you can find various excerpts under the tag "zoe writes fanfiction" on my blog. this post and this one contain bits I'm rather pleased with.
hope that satiates some of your curiosity! do feel free to ask me more, though. despite what my delay in answering this might suggest, I was so exCITED to have a question out of nowhere! thank you for your interest :D
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Year In Writing (DGRP Version)
2020 was a hell of a fucking year. But I still got several fics out. I’m gonna be splitting them up a little, and will start with the dgrp fics since there’s more of them. Won’t include any nsfw/m-rated stuff just to make things slightly easier on me.
About That Guy (Hope’s Peak Academy Arc-focused)
I guess technically this started in 2019, but it still was the first thing updated in 2020. Written for the Hinata Hajime Project, this fic is a collection of shorts all from other characters’ perspectives regarding...Hinata! And Kamukura. Also World Destroyer. Many characters get focus, including all the sdr2 survivors, so it was quite the experimental piece!
World Constants and Conditionals (sdr2.5)
Written for the Hinata Hajime Fanzine! I don’t actually remember if it was written in 2020, but I assume so? How old can it be, rip... Anyway! Hinata makes the World Destroyer. It’s a prologue, you can say, to the OVA. Comes with a beautiful illustration.
Take Me Back, Back, Back (sdr2/dr3-zhen rewrite)
This is a commission and set in a zhen rewrite by @gothitelle-goddess. It’s a fun time loop idea in which Komaeda tries to prevent Hinata from partaking in the Kamukura Project. Sometimes, it ends messily.
Bumblings of a Brainiac (dr0/Hope’s Peak Academy Arc-focused)
Written for the Matsuda Yasuke Fanweek I hosted. I decided it’d be a lot of fun to write various short fics in which Matsuda interacted with different characters. Includes an AU where he does not die. I like it a lot when he does not die.
The Recollection Of Ryouko (dr0)
Written for the Ryouko Otonashi Memory Week. These are all ficlets to be more manageable, but they’re also all first person. A fun experiment and some of these actually turned out rather well. I’m pleased with myself.
Budding (Hope’s Peak Academy-focused)
Matsuda gets along with not only Komaeda but also the Warriors of Hope. Has a sort of TDP-esque setting where everything is relatively happy. It was part of a trade but was a lot of fun. I love these terrible kids.
Held (sdr2/dr0)
Matsuda Lives Again! An introspective fic about Matsuda’s messy as hell relationship with Junko and with people in general but one that segways into his relationship with Komaeda. Just a lotta codependency with our resident brainiac. Written for the Bad Things Happen Bingo.
Scars To Burden (sdr2/dr0)
Ghost!Matsuda harasses Hinata post-canon. I’ve always wanted to write something like this. Hopefully I managed alright, considering this was for a trade in addition to the Bad Things Happen Bingo.
Far From Love (sdr2.5)
Komaeda is a bit more stubborn when it comes to staying in his fantasy world, much to the World Destroyer’s chagrin. Written for the Bad Things Happen Bingo.
Soul-Crushing (sdr2)
Soulmates AU. However, Komaeda and Hinata are not soulmates despite being the main relationship. Messiness ensues. An old-ass WIP that I randomly decided to complete for Komaeda’s birthday. I was just in a mega yearning mood. A lot of my wips from way back when involve yearning, some to think of it.
Please Take Good Care Of Me (sdr2)
Komaeda’s rendered almost mute after getting attacked by one of the other remnants. Kamukura takes care of him afterwards. Pretty straight-forward. Written for the Bad Things Happen Bingo.
Flights and Guilt (sdr2)
Komaeda deals with not just nightmares but also survivor’s guilt. Hinata helps him through this. Also straight-forward. Also written for the Bad Things Happen Bingo.
Soft Trauma (sdr2)
A really old WIP that’s a Post-Canon AU, but had been started way before Kodaka even dreamed dr3 up. It’s focused on recovery in which Komaeda struggles but Naegi’s there to help. It’s super messy. Super yearning. Please mind the tags.
You're The Woooorst~! (v3)
Sick fic. Kaito gets sick and who’s there to take care of him but the resident liar? Pretty simple premise. I love Oumota a lot.
Look Look Look (v3)
Saihara and Ouma are hanging out/dating but solely to get Momota’s attention. It doesn’t go well for Saihara, so he breaks things off. I also love Saioumota a lot and want more of that OT3 focusing on the space boy. This is a pretty bitter fic because Saihara is a bitter, bitter boy.
Can’t Even Trust (v3)
Technically Salmon Mode but is really just a non-killing game au. Ouma still exposes Maki as a killer. Kaito still takes Maki under his wing. Ouma is very annoyed by this.
KomaHina Exchange + Week Fics
Between The Sky’s Grasp (sdr2)
Idol!Kamukua and Fan!Komaeda, except Kamukura is going undercover. Written for the KomaHina Secret Exchange. I love idol stuff, especially more dubious idol stuff. So, I was excited to write this one.
For Fools Rush In (sdr2/dr3-zhen)
A Kamukura/Hinata Twins AU in which they split the talents. Kamukura is then assigned babysitting duty for Class 77-B. Also for the KomaHina Secret Exchange, which means there’s a bit of a sibling love triangle going on. A very weird AU, but still pretty fun.
Feelings To Write About (sdr2/udg)
Post-Canon. Komaeda and Hinata play a kids’ board game and then talk about the kids that Komaeda babysat once upon a time. Melancholy, morose, but a bit hopeful. Written for the exchange. I love the kids.
The Sun Sets (sdr2)
Despair!Hinata AU. Written for the exchange. Was definitely a favorite of mine because I love Hinata when he’s villainous. Characterizing him was a blast. It took some inspiration from the song Ready As I’ll Ever Be, which is a good fucking song. I love that song. I even love how this fic turned out.
Reserved (sdr2/dr3-zhen)
Childhood Friends KomaHina during HPA days. Probably one of my favorite things written. It’s angsty and emotional and I’m proud of it. This dynamic of affection and resentment on Hinata’s end was very fun. 
It’s Easier (sdr2)
Soulmates AU set during sdr2. A little self-explanatory. Unsurprisingly, a killing game is not the best setting for soulmates to meet.
Joyous Occasion (sdr2)
Cisswapped/Genderflipped. Hinata is pining for Komaeda while she’s getting married to her sister. Sometimes, you just gotta write gayngst. You just gotta. Gaygnsting Gals.
Twisted Branches Entwined (sdr2)
Talentswap AU. Swap!Hinata and Swap!Komaeda have a sit-down and talk in a post-sdr2 setting. Pretty simple. Kinda clumsy.
The Farce of Hope (sdr2/dr1)
Fantasy AU. Demon Lord Hinata is sent to target Hopeful Hero Naegi and gets distracted by Hapless Healer Komaeda! Definitely a fun idea. I’ve always wanted to write one like it since the Tropical Despair Carnival has a similar idea, I believe. It’s more set-up than a full fic, but I still hope you like it.
Sweet Poison (sdr2)
Chapter 5-focused. Sometimes you just gotta write Komaeda fantasizing about better things with Hinata as he lays on the floor dying. You just gotta.
I Hope Our Future Is Beautiful (sdr2/dr3)
Post-Canon fluff to make up for the largely angsty as hell week of stuff that came before it. Yep. Not much else to say here lol.
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Hi :) I... really wanna read a fanfic or two but I can't find one I vibe with xD So... do you know one that's not too long (around 100k words maybe), has hurt and comfort, smut (am I allowed to ask about that?? Ahhhh) and a happy ending? Top!lock would be a bonus but it's not necessary. And if it's a nice AU (like... any kind but no crossovers pls), it would be perfect! :D By the way, I found your blog only a few hours ago and I already feel really comfy and Idk, kinda at home here ^-^
Hi Nonny!!!
Welcome to my corner of the Tumblrsphere!!! I’m so happy you’ve found me, LOL, because I love all my followers and friends! <3
First of all, I think it’s super cute that “not too long” to you is “around 100K” LOL LOL LOL!!! <3 That said, I’d argue all my fic recs are fabulous, LOL. But again, I’m stupidly proud of the wonderful lists I’ve accumulated, because it satisfies my organization kink LOL. And yes, you’re ALWAYS allowed to ask for smut here LOL. 
ANYWAY, so I’m gonna use this ask as an excuse to post up a long-overdue part two to my 50 to 100K fic list! But first, here’s some past lists for the genres you’re looking for:
FIC MASTER PAGES: PG1 || PG 2 || PG 3
Toplock (Mar 2020)
Omegaverse
Please Check PG 3 for all my AU fic lists. There’s a lot :)
Hurt / Comfort Pt. 1: Under 5K Words 
Hurt / Comfort Pt. 2: 5K to 10K Words
Fandom Favourites / Popular Fics
I hope those will get you started! So now, here’s the main event!! Hope you enjoy them!
50 - 100 K WORDS Pt. 2 (Novel Length)
See also:
Fics Under 2000 w.
Fics Under 2000 w. Pt. 2
Fics Under 2000 w. Pt. 3
E-Rated Johnlock for Newcomers Pt 1 (Short Fics under 20K)
Novella Length Fics: 25 to 50K (Aug. 2019)
Novel Length Fics: 50 to 100K (Nov. 2018)
Novel Length Fics: 100K+ w. (May 2019)
Long S3/Post-S3 Fics (20K+ w.) [Apr 2020]
Top 20 Fave 40K+ w. Fics (April 2017)
Smut-Free Fics Over 50K (Aug 2019)
The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse by SilentAuror (E, 50,635 w., 1 Ch. || Post-S4/S4 Divergence, Case Fic, For a Case / Reverse Fake-Relationship, Conferences, Marriage Equality, Travelling / New York, Pride, Homophobia, Bottomlock, Marriage Proposal, John POV, Sexuality, Love Confessions, Emotional Love Making, Public Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Passionate Kissing, Needy/Clingy Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Touching / Hand Holding, Bed Sharing, Little Spoon Sherlock, Intense Orgasms) – John and Sherlock go to New York to attend a conference run by the National Defence of Traditional Marriage Coalition in order to investigate the potential bombing of the annual Manhattan Pride parade. As the conference unfolds, John finds himself repulsed by the toxic ideology being presented, which becomes relevent to his own unacknowledged issues and his friendship with Sherlock...
Repairing the Broken Things by BakerTumblings (M, 75,252 w., 15 Ch. || S4 Compliant, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Medical Trauma, Hospitals, Big Brother Mycroft, Misunderstandings, Realizations, Severe Accident, John Whump, Pneumonia, Medical Procedures, Bed Sharing, First Time, Healing, Happy Ending) – "I'm calling today to notify you that there's been an accident."
Points by lifeonmars (E, 53,791 w., 42 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || HLV Rewrite / Canon Divergence, Married Life, Pregnancy / Baby Watson, Drinking to Cope, Boxing / Fisticuffs, Clueless John, Angst, Minor Medical Drama, Tattoos, Christmas, First Kiss/Time, Eventual Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Doctor John, Sexuality Crisis, Slow Burn, Case Fic, Drugging, Blow/Hand Job, Emotional Love Making, Parenthood, Passage of Time) – What if His Last Vow never happened? This fic picks up a few months after John and Mary's wedding, in an alternate universe where Magnussen doesn't exist, but Mary is still pregnant. Life continues -- just in a different direction. And slowly, Sherlock and John find their way to each other.
Never Change a Running System by Lorelei_Lee (E, 54,246 w. || Pre-TRF, Romance, Humour, Drama, Sex Toys, Anal, Rimming, Masturbation, Frottage, Blow Jobs, Public Sex, First Kiss / Time, Virgin Sherlock / Loss of Virginity, Accidental Voyeurism, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Experiments, Naive Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Jealous Sherlock, Possessive Sherlock, Straight With an Exception John, Hand Jobs) – Sherlock discovers his sexuality – with far-reaching consequences for John.
A Hundred Crimson Sols by elldotsee (E, 55,536 w. || Astronauts AU || Mars Exploration / Space Travel, Slow Burn, Shy Sherlock, Scientist Sherlock / Biomed Engineer John, Alternating POV, Mutual Pining, UST, Angst with Happy Ending, Domestic Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Injuries, Suicidal Ideation, Zero-G Sex) – Will Holmes is a chemical researcher recognized widely for his contributions to the new Mars exploration program. Thanks to his ground-breaking developments, the IMMC (International Mars Mission Corporation) is one step closer to Martian colonization. Will and his team of scientists are headed out on the first of three manned missions before the first group of settlers arrive. Three days before launch, one of the crew has to be replaced. Will panics because...new people. The replacement is of course one John Watson, biomedical engineer and space hottie who was pretty sure he had retired from actual space exploration and was now content to work in the nice, quiet research lab. Can the crew survive this TOTALLY ROUTINE trip? Will they be able to endure each other for the looooooong trip in close quarters? Gonna be a wild ride... prepare for blast off. Part 1 of the SpaceBois go to Space series
The Thing Is by TSylvestris (E, 56,743 w. || Case Fic, Dev. Rel., Anal/Oral, Blow Jobs, Meddling Mycroft, Drama, Romance, Humour, Casual Encounters, Pining Idiots, Possessive Sherlock, Orgasm Delay, Rough / Alley Sex, Public Sex, John Whump, Drugged John, Emotional Love Making, Awkward Relationship, Marriage of Convenience, Switchlock) – The problem with living with Sherlock, John thought, was that you never, never, ever knew the significance of anything. Like your flatmate's nose buried in your hair. Whilst you're in bed. Part 1 of Nitroglycerine
One Little Change by jadztone (E, 58,312 w. || ASiB Divergence, Fake Relationship, Bed Sharing, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers, First Kiss / Time, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Bi John / Gay Demisexual Sherlock, Switchlock, Alternating POV, Jealousy, Misunderstandings, Case Fic, Angst with Happy Ending, Emotional Love Making, Butt Plugs, Cuddles) – Our story begins right after John and Sherlock's first meeting with Irene Adler in September. It splits off into an AU that imagines them taking a case where they act as bait to hook a killer targeting closeted gays in secret relationships. In the weeks leading up to Christmas, many things happen that have our boys wondering if maybe they have a chance with each other. Then Irene fakes her death on Christmas Eve, and things get a lot more complicated - especially since they still have a killer to catch.
floating through a dark blue sky by Lediona (M, 58,966 w. || Notting Hilll AU || POV John, Celebrity Sherlock, First Date / Time / Kiss, Past Drug Addiction, Angst with a Happy Ending) – Of course, I’d seen his films and always thought he was, well, brilliant -- but, you know, a million miles from the world I live in. Or, when John is the owner of a travel book shop and the famous Sherlock Holmes stops in one day.
The Burning by SrebrnaFH (M, 60,658 w. || Reverse Reichenbach, Suicide, Depression, Hurt Sherlock / John, Separation, BAMF John, Good Big Brother Mycroft, Angst, Implied/Referenced Torture, Fake Character Death, Rescue Mission, Reconciliation / Reunion, Hospitalization, Marriage Proposal, Illnesses, Physical Therapy, Happily Ever After) – Something went very, very wrong. John had seemed, if not happy, then reasonably content with his life. Sherlock had never predicted something like THIS might have happened. Not in his worst nightmares. He was the lousiest friend ever, apparently. At least Mycroft found him something to occupy his mind with, so that he didn't have to go back to 221B and stare at the walls and the chair, where John Watson would never sit again.
This Thing All Things Devours by cypress_tree (E, 63,844 w., 15 Ch. || In Time AU || Science Fiction, Dystopian Universe, First Meetings, Action / Adventure, Romance) – In 2169, time is money—literally. Humans are genetically engineered to stop aging at 25, when the numbers on their arm start counting down from one year. When that time is up, they die. The only way to get more time is to earn it, borrow it, or steal it.John Watson lives day-to-day in the crowded slums of Zone 13. He never imagined living any differently—until he meets the practically-immortal Sherlock, and helps him on a case to track a local time-thief...
The Bells of King's College by SilentAuror (E, 64,019 w., 5 Ch. || Post-S4, Missed Opportunities, Angst with Happy Ending, Fake Relationship, Case Fic, John POV, Jealous John, John in Denial, Travelling / Holidays, Virgin Sherlock, Wedding Proposals) – It's only been two weeks since Eurus Holmes disrupted their lives when Mycroft sends John and Sherlock to Cambridge to pose as an engaged couple at a wedding show in the hopes of solving six unsolved deaths...
Hell Sent, Heaven Bound by ConsultingHound (M, 64,381 w, 16 Ch. || Angels / Demons AU ||  Fallen Angel Sherlock / Angel Cop John, Alternate First Meeting, Slow Burn, Case Fic, John & Lestrade are Friends Before Sherlock, BAMF John, Mind Palace John, Friends to Lovers, John in Denial, Sherlock Picks Out John’s Clothing, Clubbing / Dancing, Mildly Jealous John, Awkwardness, Kidnapping, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Sacrifice, Worried / Anxious Sherlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Immortal to Mortal) – Ex-War healer and current angelic guard John Watson is not having the best day. He overslept, he’s underpaid, and now there’s someone tagging the Council’s building walls. However things may be about to get interesting: there’s an unusual stranger hanging around (the definition of tall, dark, and handsome), a literal underground cult is brewing, and rumblings are coming from hell. Can he keep his neighbourhood safe, how and why is he being connected to all this, and who the hell is Sherlock Holmes?
White Knight by DiscordantWords (M, 69,840 w., 13 Ch. || S4 Compliant/Post S4, Marriage For a Case, Jealous John, Pining John, Janine / Sherlock Fake Relationship, Serial Killers, Case Fic, Undercover as a Couple, Weddings, John is a Mess, Misunderstandings, Wedding Planning, Jealousy, Drunkenness, Love Confessions, Angst with Happy Ending) – Green. The word green was used to convey a great many things. Illness. Envy. Inexperience. Standing there amidst Janine's chattering bridesmaids, watching Sherlock furrow his brow and study fabric swatches, watching him smile and simper and flirt, John thought it a remarkably apt colour choice. Because he felt quite sick to his stomach, he feared the source of said sickness might very well be jealousy, and he had absolutely no idea at all what to do about it. Or: Sherlock needs to fake a relationship for a case. He doesn't ask John.
Being John Watson-ish by elwinglyre (E, 69,902 w., 17 Ch. || Bodysnatcher AU || Author John, Cranky Sherlock, Angst, Sexual Tension, First Kiss / Time, Falling in Love, BAMF John, Past Soldier John, Feelings, Inside Someone’s Brain, Shy Sherlock, Sherlock Loves John, POV Sherlock, Switchlock, Slow Burn, Internal Dialogue, Mental Turmoil) – When consulting detective Sherlock Holmes steps on one toe too many at a crime scene, he's consigned to a desk job in an archaic office on the seventh-and-a-half floor of the New Scotland Yard. It’s in this bleak office that Sherlock discovers a portal into the mind of renowned author John Watson. Grander than his mind palace, this new wonderland affords Sherlock new vistas of experimentation. To learn more about the mystery behind the portal, Sherlock seeks out and befriends Watson. But then it all goes wrong when others find the secret portal door—including the man whose brain he visits.
Just To Hold You Close by sussexbound (E, 70,841 w., 18 Ch. || Alternate First Meeting, Sherlock POV, ASD Sherlock, PTSD John, Demisexual Sherlock, Bisexual John, Cuddling/Snuggling, Platonic Cuddling, Enthusiastic Consent, Bed Sharing, Love Confessions, First Kiss/Time, Sexual Tension, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Cuddle Negotiations, For a Case Until It Isn’t, Hair Petting, Sexual Negotiation, Anxiety, Trust Issues, Slow Burn, Panic Attacks, Frottage, Hand/Blow Jobs, Referenced Self Harm / Abuse / Suicidal Ideation, First Kiss/Time, Anal) – When a woman is murdered and the last person to see her alive is recently invalided army vet turned reluctant (and prickly) professional cuddler, John Watson, Sherlock Holmes is pulled into a world of intimacy and intrigue he never could have imagined. John is a conundrum and mystery: frank yet reserved, tender yet angry, open yet afraid. Sherlock is instantly drawn into his orbit, and begins to feel and desire things he never has before.
The Vapor Variant by 88thParallel (M, 72,684 w., 18 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post-THoB, John Whump, Protective Sherlock, Guilty Sherlock, Anxious/Worried Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, PTSD John, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Suspense, Virus, Sickfic, Big Brother Mycroft) – They stood face to face in the middle of a clearing. The dim light of the moon barely allowed Sherlock to see the glassy terror in John’s eyes and the sweat that glistened off his forehead. His nose was bleeding again, blood dripping in a slow stream from his right nostril. They were both gasping for air, John’s eyes locked on Sherlock’s. There was no recognition there, just wild animal fear. Time stood still for an eternal few seconds, and Sherlock took a shaky breath. “John—”Spell broken, John spun and bolted back into the woods. Still heaving for air, Sherlock took off after him.
Summit Fever by J_Baillier (M, 78,802 w., 18 Ch. || Mountain Climber AU || POV John, Angst, Tragedy, Suicidal Ideation, The Himalayas, Mountain Guide / Doctor John, Mount Climber Sherlock, Loneliness, Drama, Suspense, Slow Burn, Injured Sherlock / Sherlock Whump, Pining John) – After graduating from medical school, John Watson followed his heart to the Himalayas. Ten years later, he's a haunted cynic working for his ex-lover's trekking and mountaineering company. Will leading an expedition to Annapurna I—the most lethal of all the world's highest mountains—shake John out of his reverie, and who is the mystery client added to the group at the last minute?
The Monument of Memory by J_Baillier (M, 79,663 w., 14 Ch. || Post S4 Fix It Fic / S4 is Canon, Angst, Family Drama, Guilt, Case Fic, John Loves Sherlock, Complicated Feelings, Mentalism / Hypnosis, Murder, Grieving John, Sherlock is a Bit Not Good, Team Work, Trust Issues, BAMF John, Psychological Trauma, Protective John, Autistic-Spectrum Sherlock, Parentlock, John POV) –  A genius traumatised by a past he's only beginning to recall. The psychopath sister that time forgot. A missing woman and a mentalist who may or may not be a murderer. And, in the middle of it all, stands John Watson.
Thermocline by J_Baillier (M, 83,557 w., 14 Ch. || Scuba Diving AU || Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Marine Archaeology, Asexual Sherlock, Horny John, Relationship Drama, Technical/Scuba/Wreck Diving, Slow Burn, Underwater /  Medical Peril, Doctor John, Hurt Sherlock, Anxious Sherlock, John POV, Protective John, Body Appreciation) – John "Five Oceans" Watson — technical dive instructor, dive accident analyst and weapon of mass seduction — meets recluse professor of maritime archaeology Holmes. As they head out to a remote archipelago off the coast of Guatemala to study and film its shipwrecks for a documentary, will sparks fly or fizzle out?
The Summer Boy by khorazir (T, 94,706 w., 6 Ch. || Post S3/Post TAB/Alternate S4, Friends to Lovers, Flashbacks, Sussex, Bullying, 1980′s Kid Sherlock, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Inexperienced Sherlock, Grief/Mourning, Pining Sherlock, Background Case Fic) – About half a year after the fateful events at Appledore, Sherlock and John embark on a private case in Sussex. For Sherlock, it’s a journey into his past, bringing up memories both happy and sad that he has locked away for almost thirty years. For John, it means coming to terms with the present – and a potential future with Sherlock. Part 1 of the The Summer Boy series
Northwest Passage by Kryptaria (E, 95,157 w., 27 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Canadian AU ||  BAMF!John, Canadian John, PTSD, Anal / Oral Sex, Rimming, Emotional Hurt / Comfort, Drug Rehab, Falling in Love, Pining Sherlock, Love Confessions, Sherlock’s Violin, Panic Attacks, Switching, Anxious / Protective Sherlock, Hugs for Comfort, Suicide Mentions, Healing Each Other) – Seven years ago, Captain John Watson of the Canadian Forces Medical Service withdrew from society, seeking a simple, isolated life in the distant northern wilderness of Canada. Though he survives from one day to the next, he doesn't truly live until someone from his dark past calls in a favor and turns his world upside-down with the introduction of Sherlock Holmes." Part 1 of Tales from the Northwest
31_Days_of_Porn_Challenge_2017 Series by distantstarlight (E, 96,540 w. across 31 stories || Prompt Ficlets, Assorted Kinks, PWP) – A collection in response to the 31 Days of Porn Challenge issued by AtlinMerrik! Thanks for doing that because this has been buttload of fun (that joke never gets old). All stories will be brief stand-alone one-shots.
The Baker Street Nativity by SwissMiss (E, 99,662 w., 23 Ch. || Nativity! AU || Teacher Sherlock / TA John, Pining, Sherlock POV, UST, Angst, Christmas, Music/Song Fic, Anal / BJ’s, First Kiss / Time) – Fusion between Sherlock (BBC) and Nativity! (2009 movie starring Martin Freeman). Sherlock is a primary school teacher and John is assigned to be his classroom assistant. Together, they are charged with putting on the school's Nativity play. What could possibly go wrong? Part 1 of The Baker Street Nativity Verse
Given In Evidence by verityburns (M, 97,884 w., 19 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post-TRF, Angst, Drama, Case Fic, Romance, BAMF!John, Submissive Sherlock, First Kiss, Humour) – Coming back from the dead can be a complicated business. With a new case on the horizon, rebuilding a life is one thing... rebuilding a friendship quite another. For Sherlock and John, things may never be just the same...
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ayearofpike · 5 years
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Strange Girl
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Simon Pulse, 2015 413 pages, 19 chapters + epilogue ISBN 978-1-4814-5058-4 LOC: PZ7.P626St 2015 OCLC: 936552329 Released November 17, 2015 (per B&N)
There’s a new girl in school, and something about her is unbelievably interesting to Fred Allen. Maybe it’s the way she carries herself. Maybe it’s the way she refers to herself as merely a vessel for conveying the knowledge she seems to have about our greater nature. Maybe it’s the remarkable power she commands, the way that happiness and healing ride in her wake everywhere she goes. Or maybe it’s her sweet ass. Whatever it is, she seems to connect with Fred just as quickly, elevating him to a greater happiness than he’s ever known. Of course, as with any powerful girl that people don’t understand, this happiness is fated to flee just as quickly when she pushes herself beyond what her body can handle.
Or, shorter: It’s Sati. It’s Sati set in high school with teenagers. It’s Sateen.
Part of the reason I took on this project is that I felt like my own writing was stagnating. Time was I couldn’t sit down without pumping out a thousand words of my own universe, my own characters and plots and desires and ideas. But at a certain point, I started to try to focus on bettering and refining one of my main tales, one I’d revisited off and on since sixth grade ... and I just burned out. I realized that I simply could not rework this story again, that it wasn’t ever going to be what I wanted or do what I wanted, or at least not in this fifth attempt in ten years. I couldn’t keep talking about the same thing again.
This might be indicative of why I’ve had a hard time pushing through as A Year (And A Half Now, Almost) Of Pike has approached its end point. There’s no denying that the man is a killer storyteller, and that some of his ideas and worlds were stunning and even revolutionary within the genre. But thirty years is a long time to stay in the game, especially when you’re pumping out more than three books a year for the main part of your popularity. It’s admirable that he was able to keep that up for so long without resorting to the James Patterson model of hiring someone else to write the books that have his name in large type across the top. But then, when you’ve only got one brain working on all these extensive ideas and under these onerous deadlines, you’re invariably going to start to repeat yourself. 
Almost everything Pike wrote after the start of Spooksville (I can’t even be charitable and say after his car accident) has repeated or revisited some major theme from an earlier work (mostly his own; I see you, Black Knight). And as I’ve pushed through and read every single one of his published works, I’ve started to feel that same fatigue that I had when trying to rewrite and repair something I’d spent so much time on of my own. See, this is why I can never actually be an academic despite being a composition teacher: so much of studying English is finding your niche and continuing to write about the same topic for your entire career, and I don’t think I could ever devote that much of my professional life to writing about the same thing. I just got tired of my ill-researched writing about the complete works of my favorite childhood author, for fuck’s sake. 
Still, if any book was due a revamp, Sati fits that mold. It was his first adult novel, it kinda got buried to all except his most devoted fans, and maybe it would be timely to publish a book about kindness and introspection and acceptance just as the muckrakingest American election in recent history was getting underway. But most of all, it’s still a relevant look at how we act and what we think about when we consider faith and religion and God. Considering how audiences and the book market have so drastically changed in the last thirty years, it totally makes sense that Pike might want to revisit the concept for a new generation. And honestly, I’m a victim of my own age and literacy here — nobody else who might be interested in this YA book in 2015 is reading its spiritual predecessor from 1988.
I’m mostly going to blast through the summary, because it’s been more than three weeks since I finished the book and I don’t actually want to reread it to remember specifics. Fred is a high-school musician living in Elder, South Dakota, and just like any other teenager in a small town is dreaming of escape. His parents own a hardware store and just barely maintain a rocky marriage, though all we know about that is what Fred specifically tells us. His best friend Janet, the presumptive valedictorian, has her own messy home life, but they always have each other’s backs, which is why Janet pushes Fred toward the new girl.
This is Aja, a beautiful Brazilian who relocated to South Dakota for some reason three months ago but didn’t start school until today. The teacher in the class they share is unreasonably mean to her for apparently no reason, but it doesn’t put Fred off buying her lunch and trying to learn more about her. He’s unsuccessful, largely, but she does learn about him and his band and their work before she takes off. They’re doing a gig at a nearby Air Force bar on the weekend, and everyone knows Fred is the real talent and pressures him to perform a little more of his original and quieter work at the show. This here is Fred’s difficulty: he wants it, he has the talent and the drive, but he second-guesses how much people actually want to hear his voice.
Aja gets kicked out of the class they share when she’s accused of cheating on her entrance exam (what?), so Fred doesn’t see her again until after their gig. The crowd is getting raucous and angry, and the drummer doesn’t take well to that, so the evening is just starting to devolve into a brawl when Aja stands on a table and tells everyone to calm the fuck down. She also helps out one of the servicemen, who has taken a whiskey bottle to the head but now isn’t even bleeding. Weird, right? 
A local reporter sure thinks so. She posts a video of the event, with a suggestion that maybe Aja is more than she appears to be. Can she heal people? The folks at their next gig have the same question, surrounding her and generally pestering until Fred manages to pull her away. They drop her off at home, the biggest house in town, and Fred finally asks her out, sort of, by responding to her question about his unhappiness by saying she should stop accepting dates with other dudes. Like, possessive much already? But on his way to work the next day, he sees the teacher in the cemetery, near her son’s grave, and decides to talk to her about Aja. This opens a floodgate: the teacher blames herself for her son running outside and getting hit by a car, and apparently Aja knew more than she should have, which was why the teacher was so salty with her before. So what else does this girl know?
Fred goes to pick Aja up for their first official date, and ends up talking to her guardian, where he finally learns more about her past. It seems that Aja was a feral child living near a village in the Amazon, and she had a reputation as a magical healer and talent. The guardian was compelled to the village for some reason, and appointed herself the caretaker of the girl, and only uprooted them to South Dakota because Aja said they needed to go there. The guardian only has a vague idea why, but she’s pretty sure it’s related to Fred.
They go back to his house, because his parents are out, and he plays her a song almost off the top of his head that she’s inspired. Before they can start gettin’ freaky, Fred’s phone rings, and apparently his hot-headed drummer has gotten into it with some drug dealers and cops in a nearby town and is in critical condition in the hospital. So Fred and Aja go there, but when he calls the guardian’s valet (or whatever this dude is; it’s kinda muddy) to tell her what’s up, he gets pissed and freaked out and orders Fred to make Aja leave the hospital. Only he can’t find her. And when he does, she’s all dizzy, and passes out on the ride home, and when he drops her off the valet screams at him and slams the door in his face.
But the drummer wakes up, and when Fred goes to see him, he hears a story of two beings visiting him, and his realization that this was the end, only he wasn’t ready to go because it would cause too much pain. This is the only real mention of the subplot that the band’s bass player is gay and in love with the drummer, and even though the drummer is straight (I mean, I guess he could be bi, Pike doesn’t really go into details, but the point is they don’t end up together) he cares too much about his friend to just kick the bucket. So the smaller of the beings picked up on that and touched him, and then he woke up. 
There’s also a reporter there trying to talk to Fred and his best friend about the miracle that Aja performed, and they do their best to brush her off only she isn’t giving up. In fact, she’s using a YouTube channel to promote the idea that Aja is a goddess or something, with a video of the way she ended the bar brawl and testimony from a nurse in the hospital that she touched the drummer not long before he arose from life-threatening injuries. Fred agrees to meet with the reporter and actually gets more information than he gives up: namely, Aja has been curing and healing people since her days in Brazil and that she spoke with all of the villagers about her decision to leave for the US, saying there was an important reason to do so.
Before he can confront Aja and her handlers about it, her guardian dies. The valet says she’s written a letter to Fred, but he can’t seem to find it. So while we wait, let’s go on a date! Only someone in the restaurant recognizes Aja and insists she heal her daughter. And this is where we find Aja’s limitations: she can’t help this girl; her fate is to live for a short time. 
In blasting through the summary I might be glossing over Aja’s description of her connection to the cosmos and how her powers and abilities work. A lot of it ties back to the same things Pike loves to revisit when thinking about metaphysics: the oneness of Buddhist nirvana, letting go of desires and selfishness to connect to the unity of humanity, and being able to tap into superhuman powers once you’re linked. Aja calls the overarching all the “Big Person,” and her abilities come from what the Big Person tells her is necessary. She can act out of her own human desires, respond to the Little Person, but when she does it takes a toll on her health, which is what happened with the drummer. But how does someone so young get tapped into a consciousness so vast and lose her childish selfishness? We’ll get there.
Anyway, Fred goes to a band rehearsal the next day and is stopped on the way by a family who has another sick kid in the hospital, desperate for him to put them in touch with Aja. He doesn’t want to do it, knowing what he knows, but his friends accuse him of being overprotective. The best friend compares a lot of what Aja has said she does with practices she’s learned through yoga and meditation, to draw an explicit line for those in the audience who haven’t just read 94 other Pike books and didn’t look more deeply into Eastern religion because of it. And then Fred’s phone rings, and it’s the family, and they already talked to Aja and their daughter is feeling better so he doesn’t have to put himself out. What? The kid was in the hospital in another state. Aja explains that she’s not actually the vessel: the Big Person does the work, and all she’s doing is making it aware and asking the question of “can we?” 
The will reading for Aja’s guardian comes up, and in addition to splitting her (holy crap immense) wealth between Aja and the valet, she has also left instructions with her lawyer that Fred should get an audition with a record label in LA. The laywer also has the letter, which basically says that Fred can’t protect Aja from the infirm and ill, and he shouldn’t try. I guess this lady would know, right, having taken care of the girl for something like ten years. But word is getting out, more and more people are asking Aja for help, national reporters are starting to show up, Fred has a weird encounter with a spooky fortune teller in a graveyard, and he can’t help but be concerned. So he helps the valet hire a private security firm to keep these people away from Aja, which (when they follow her to school on Monday) prompts an emergency community meeting about the disruption of education by these horrible rumors.
As it turns out, this is actually a racist move by the principal, who has a reputation as an evangelical Christian and has unfairly targeted minorities (especially our drummer, who is Mexican) for years. He’s trying to get a lynch mob together without exactly saying as much. Only too bad for him a lot of people in the community (the more open-minded ones, the ones who have actually spoken to her) already support Aja, because of their own first-hand experience with her help. But enough people are screaming about Jesus that they’re just about ready to light up torches and drive Aja out of town. Until she reveals the racist principal’s big secret: he had a child with a black woman, and could never reconcile his love for them with his love for pointy white hoods or whatever, and then the kid died and he has always regretted it. And Aja holds his hands, and talks to him, and suddenly here comes the creepy fortune teller who it turns out was the mother of Racist Principal’s child, and they embrace and apologize and forgive, and the meeting is suddenly over.
Somewhere in all the Aja hullaballoo, the best friend took off to New York to live with her mother. She won’t answer Fred’s calls, she won’t respond to texts, and Aja (the last one to see her before she left) insists that she can’t be the one to reveal her confidences. So Fred goes to see her dad and try to get more info. Now this isn’t the first time Best Friend has left with the mom: the first was right after they got divorced, only she moved back a year later without any explanation. And the divorce was just as sudden and explanation-free, only the dad just accepted it. And Fred realizes, while he’s standing there in the living room and picking up hints from the dad and looking at old pictures where both women look uncomfortable: he’s a sexual predator. He touched his daughter inappropriately, because his wife and her mother was somehow loveless (leading to the girl coming back the first time) and so he partook of some fucked-up urges. Only the girl has never been able to accept that it wasn’t her fault, and in talking to Aja and exploring herself is she just getting there. So of course she needs to not LIVE with the motherfucker while she’s coming to grips.
Fortunately for Fred so he doesn’t stab a bitch, the trip to LA is nigh. Aja goes with him, and he plays his demos live, finishing with the new song he’s still writing for her. Of course that’s the song they want, and they hustle him into a recording session with an engineer to lay down a single. On the way back, Best Friend calls and asks if she can stay with him and his parents long enough to graduate high school with her friends, and as their flights land within a couple hours of each other in Sioux Falls, they plan to drive home together. Fred and Aja get there first, and he has to intimidate the dad away from the airport before his friend gets there. Only that can’t work for the whole state: he’s waiting for them to drive out of the parking lot, and attempts to run them off the road to take back his little girl.
Did I mention that it’s winter in South Dakota? The interstate is a sheet of ice, and these assholes are playing chicken at 100 mph. Of course they wreck the cars, and the kids get off with minor bumps and bruises. The dad isn’t so lucky:  his car has overturned and trapped him inside. Now the best friend is upset with him, but she’s not a sociopath and he’s still her dad, so they work to pry him out of the car before it explodes. But the way he’s bleeding and choking, he’s probably going to die anyway, so she wants Aja to heal him. And this is Fred’s great test of faith: do I argue against this and risk losing my best friend, or do I go along and risk losing my girlfriend? He finally agrees to let her listen to the Big Person.
Of course Aja collapses immediately upon laying hands on the molester. But by the time emergency response gets to the accident, he’s feeling better and Aja is fading fast. She can now finally tell Fred about her childhood, her past, which she has long avoided. It turns out that her dad was a drug dealer who stole from his bosses, and as punishment they sent three strongarms to kill the whole family. Only when they murdered Aja’s mother, her soul fled her body, leaving a gap for connection to the Big Person. The female enforcer sensed this and took the kid and ran ... and this female enforcer ended up being Racist Principal’s baby momma. No, I don’t know how it works, get your own globe. 
But now she’s given her all to Molester Dad and is on her way out. Still, her reason for coming to South Dakota was a good one: love. She knew that Fred needed her, and she knew that he would benefit from the connection she might provide to the Big Person. And even though her time was fated to be short, she feels happy that she completed her mission of love, and trusts that Fred will continue to spread the message. One last kiss, and she’s gone.
They end up at a hospital, and of course they want to do an autopsy on Aja to see why she died so suddenly and unexpectedly. The valet is firmly against it, and manages to get custody of the body and take it home, where he and Fred say one last goodbye before he lights the shit on fire. It’s a good thing she already filled out a will, that gave all her money to Fred, and that the lawyer has a copy of it!
There’s a long-ass epilogue that talks about what happened to everyone. The best friend has kids of her own and almost never talks to her dad, the two other band members founded a holistic medicine company in San Francisco and got married but to other people, and Fred himself was never able to leverage his meeting and audition into his own performing career but now writes hit songs for other people. But I guess none of them are about Aja, because now he had to write a book about it? And it’s done! The end!
See what I mean? This shit has been done before, almost beat for beat, and by the SAME AUTHOR. Now I’m not averse to reading a book again (cf. this whole goddamn project), but at least I’m going into the book knowing it is what it is. I’m not expecting to see something that is labeled a new work that actually retells a previous story that I literally just read. Maybe James Patterson can get away with that, but I don’t read his books either. 
At any rate, this post is finally done. I have this monkey off my back, and maybe now I can reflect and give some closure on the whole project. But I’ll save that for another post.
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warriorsrewrite · 5 years
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Enter the Wild Epilogue
( you can either read it under the cut, or here on ao3. it’d be very much appreciated if you interacted with both ! a big thank you to all my followers for supporting me !!! info on the fire and ice rewrite included on the end notes of the ao3 page )
When they reached the RiverClan border, it was time to bid farewell to Loudbelly and the WindClan kits.
“Are you sure you don’t need any help bringing them to RiverClan camp?” Whitestorm asked politely as Loudbelly was preparing the kits for the short swim across the calmest part of the river.
“We’ll be fine, but thank you for the offer.” He lifted his head and looked to Firepaw and Sandstorm. “And thank you two for letting me join you. You’ve allowed me to finally meet my daughter…” He glanced down at Tawnykit, his smile full of love.
Firepaw and Sandstorm nodded with their own smiles. “Well, thank you for helping us with our own kits,” Sandstorm said, her gaze drifting down to her siblings, who were all huddled around her legs.
“Take care,” Firepaw called to them as Loudbelly carefully led the way across the river, the four kits paddling along behind him.
Trusting Loudbelly’s RiverClan senior warrior skills in swimming, Bluestar urged the ThunderClan patrol onward towards home rather than waste time waiting until they were all across the river.
It was long after sunset when they finally pushed past the gorse tunnel and into the clearing. The first thing Firepaw noticed when they arrived was that the bodies of Spottedleaf, Brindleface, and her kit had all been buried, the empty space where they had been almost suggesting that they were never there at all.
The second thing he noticed was Frostfur sitting anxiously in the middle of the clearing, her black fur seeming even more spiky and out of place, if that was even possible. When she saw the incoming patrol, she immediately leapt to her feet and dashed to meet Sandstorm and her young kits. She found a way to curl herself around all five of them, taking turns furiously licking their pelts and tutting over their small injuries. Firepaw was sure the whole forest could hear her purr.
The next thing he noticed was a flash of dark gray before all the air was knocked out of his lungs and he was shoved to the ground. Blinking, Firepaw looked up to see Graypaw on top of him, pure relief making his yellow eyes shine in the moonlight. Letting his smile show all of the similar relief he felt, Firepaw murmured, “I’m back.”
An emotion flickered across Graypaw’s face that Firepaw couldn’t quite make out before he gave Firepaw a shaky grin. “Welcome back.”
“Why is she here?!” an enraged yowl cried, breaking the moment between them and causing them to scramble back to their feet. Firepaw saw Tigerclaw, his eyes in furious slits trained on Yellowfang, stalking up to the reinstated healer with his large claws unsheathed. “Why did you bring back the traitor?!”
Anger that had been accumulating for a long time against the senior warrior suddenly burst inside of Firepaw. Not thinking of the consequences, he dashed in front of Yellowfang before Tigerclaw could have a chance to swipe at her, and hissed at the large warrior.
Obviously not expecting such an action from him, Tigerclaw halted and took a small step backwards. Firepaw felt a flare of triumph in causing such a reaction, though it quickly faded when both Darkstripe and Longtail sprung to Tigerclaw’s defense, hissing straight back at him.
“Enough,” Bluestar interjected, her deadly calm voice causing the two young warriors to flinch. “Back down at once, all of you. I will explain everything that happened in a moment and why Yellowfang is back with us.”
“Yellowfang…?” Longtail repeated, others who had not joined in the battle echoing his confusion.
But Bluestar was ignoring them all in favor of stalking up to the Highrock, swiftly climbing up to the top. However, she didn’t need to call everyone to gather, for every eye of ThunderClan was already upon her. “Brokentail has been defeated,” she called once she had everyone’s attention, “and ShadowClan has been freed of his and his follower’s tyranny!”
Yowls of approval and victory shouted from all around the clearing, Firepaw joining in with them, still feeling the disbelief that they had actually done such a thing.
“Brokentail and Clawface, the real and only killer and kidnapper of today’s tragedies, were sentenced to death by the new leader of ShadowClan, Rowanberry,” Bluestar continued, her voice more subdued. “Boulderpelt, Blackfoot, Tangleburr, and Fernshade were all exiled for following him and threatening the newfound peace within ShadowClan.”
Murmurs broke out all around Firepaw as Bluestar listed the names of the newly exiled. He didn’t blame them, and briefly wondered how Ratpaw and Snowpaw felt, having seen the father they were so proud of being exiled in front of not only their entire Clan, but members of another one as well. His heart went out for them, and he hoped they understood why it had to be done.
A small noise had Firepaw turning his attention to Tigerclaw, who sat ramrod straight, an unreadable look on his face at the news of Brokentail and his follower’s fates. Firepaw narrowed his eyes at him, but was distracted as Bluestar continued her report before he could fully dissect what it was Tigerclaw was thinking.
“For helping fend off Brokentail’s followers, and for helping us track the path Clawface took - for that is what she really did when she saw what he had done - Yellowfang, along with the rest of the falsely exiled ShadowClan cats, was forgiven by Rowanberry and given back her healer duties. And, because of the heinous crime committed today, ThunderClan finds itself without a fully trained healer.” A small smile, tired but still present all the same, turned towards Yellowfang. “I know it was your idea, but to truly make sure where your loyalties lie, I will ask you… do you wish to take up the role as ThunderClan’s fully trained healer and continue the training of Spottedleaf’s former apprentice, Graypaw?”
Firepaw heard Graypaw gasp quietly, and he smiled as he watched Yellowfang give Graypaw a wicked grin, promising all the things to come, before she turned her gaze to Bluestar. “It would be my greatest honor to accept.” And, mostly likely just for the show of it, Yellowfang dipped her head almost to the ground, causing Bluestar to chuckle softly.
“Then ThunderClan welcomes you fully.”
“Yellowfang! Yellowfang! Yellowfang!” rose the cries of ThunderClan as they accepted their new healer. As Firepaw joined in, he couldn’t help but notice the pointed quietness of Tigerclaw and his small gang of followers off to the side, all of them giving suspicious looks towards Yellowfang even as she ducked her head in what she’d never admit to be embarrassment.
“As for the stolen kits,” Bluestar continued on as soon as the clearing quieted down, “it’s plain to see that Frostfur’s litter has been returned to her. In regards to the kits from WindClan who were taken when they were driven out… Loudbelly, a RiverClan senior warrior who aided us in this battle, took custody of them, as one is his own daughter. If he managed to explain everything to Stormstar, they should all currently be under the care of RiverClan until a permanent solution can be made.”
“What will we do about WindClan?” Frostfur suddenly spoke up, still curled around all her kits, though Sandstorm looked ready to leave the pile at any moment. Firepaw saw the queen’s eyes flicker towards the nursery, where he knew Brindleface’s remaining kits were.
That’s right… he thought with a burning sadness in his chest, their father is from WindClan. Tornear, I think Brindleface said his name was… Just thinking of the missing tom not knowing his mate and one of his kits were dead, along with the possibility that the kits would never be able to meet their father, had Firepaw’s throat closing up in grief.
Bluestar seemed to catch on to all of this as well, as a brief look of sorrow passed through her blue eyes. Giving a small nod to acknowledge the question, Bluestar murmured, “I understand your concern, but unfortunately, the decision on what to do about WindClan is one that the three remaining Clans must make together. I will be sure to bring it up at the next Gathering, of that I promise you.”
Frostfur stared up at Bluestar for just a moment before she nodded and went back to doting on her kits.
Turning her attention back onto the clearing as a whole, Bluestar announced, “because of the damage Brokentail did to ShadowClan during his reign, I have given Rowanberry and her Clan a full moon of peace in order for them to get back onto their feet. I except all warriors and the like to respect this as well.”
Tigerclaw suddenly stood from where he sat and said, “a moon is a long time, Bluestar. What if they take advantage of this kindness?”
Something flashed in Bluestar’s gaze as she stared down at her deputy, and Firepaw had the suspicion that she wasn’t pleased at him showing his disapproval at a time like this. “It’s an act of trust, Tigerclaw,” she replied coolly, and Firepaw was slightly impressed Tigerclaw didn’t flinch outright at how her words sliced through the air, “and a way to help repair our relationship with ShadowClan. A new leader means a new opportunity for allyship. Or is that something you’d rather not have, Tigerclaw?”
“...No, Bluestar,” Tigerclaw muttered after a moment. The large tabby tom’s tail lashed, but other than that, no outward sign of anger or irritation showed on him as he stiffly sat back down.
Her eyes remained on him for a moment longer before they abruptly shifted over to Firepaw. Freezing in his spot at the sudden attention, he almost couldn’t move when she gestured for him to come directly below the Highrock. It wasn’t until Graypaw gave him a shove that his feet finally obeyed, bringing him to a spot he hadn’t been in since he had first become an apprentice.
Wait…
“There is one more thing that needs to be addressed,” Bluestar said, and when Firepaw heard the sadness in her voice, he knew immediately what this was for. “The attack earlier this morning left both of ThunderClan’s apprentices without mentors. And while we have found a new one for our healer apprentice, our warrior apprentice is still without his own.” Her gaze - a deep, sad blue - looked down to Firepaw. “It’s always regretful when an apprentice is forced to change mentors, especially halfway through their training, but it’s something that must be done. Firepaw, your new mentor will be…”
Firepaw couldn’t help but hold his breath as he watched Bluestar scan the crowd behind him. Though he had been thinking of who his new mentor would be since Brindleface had told him she’d be stuck in the nursery for a moon, he had never really stopped to think about who exactly that would be. And since finding out Brindleface was… no longer able to continue his training at all, he’d been too preoccupied with ShadowClan for it to even cross his mind.
But now, he’d finally know who would take over and help him complete the last three moons of his training.
He just hoped it wouldn’t be -
“...Tigerclaw.”
Firepaw felt the ground beneath him fall away as the name passed Bluestar’s lips. In his shock, he spun around to see the dark brown tabby stalking over to him, a certain glint in his yellow eyes that filled Firepaw with more dread than he had ever felt before.
Oh no...
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killerandhealerqueen · 3 months
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Today’s my birthday so I wanted to celebrate it all with you by sharing a new chapter!  Chapter 121 is up!  Please don’t hesitate to leave comments, kudos, bookmark and subscribe!
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demonfox38 · 7 years
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B, T and U
B— A pairing–platonic,romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed yourmind.
I don’t recall anyone my mind regarding pairings. I’m astubborn ass like that.
T— Do you have anyhard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 
A lot of headcanons I have that I can get vitriolic on areregarding Alucard. Usually, regarding how weird he is. This includes:
Pigmentation distortion due to his father’s variant ofvampirism (of which there are many different strains). Less that he’s blondewith hazel eyes, more like vampirism screwing with his development. (Otherwise,he’d probably be black-haired and blue-eyed.)
What he can do with “Dark Metamorphosis” (manipulate his andothers’ blood, trigger genetic functions and rewrite DNA, reattach severedlimbs/organs, steal other people’s limbs/organs)
Regrowth of all lost structures is possible at the cost ofalways having all original structures (i.e., always has vestigial or typicallyremoved features like wisdom teeth, tonsils, an appendix, and foreskin.)
Whatever his sexuality is. I can’t think that a dude who haslived for 600+ years would be exclusive to any particular gender. It’s all ornone, and even then, only when trust has been explicitly established.Additionally, I find it hard to believe he’s had only one significant other.Depending on the species of his SO, he’s had at least 3 “life-long” partners.
U— Three favoritecharacters from three different fandoms, and why they’re your favorites.
Well, let’s not pretend this isn’t where I’m going.
Alucard (Castlevania)—He’s part of an overarching characterarchetype that I like that is associated with guilt, depression, and thestruggle to take the right action, no matter how much it hurts to do it or howothers perceive it. Maybe even going overboard on it. (Regal Bryant is a closeanalog to him; just a difference of baras and biseinen.) Granted, I have a morephlegmatic approach to writing him than most fans, but I appreciate themelancholy. Maybe feeling like you constantly suck and wanting to be aloneafter working resonates a bit with me.
Raine Sage (Tales of Symphonia)—Raine’s a rare RPG heroine.She’s adventurous and prone to excitable outbursts, but remains mature andcollected in dire situations. She’s a healer, but doesn’t feel vulnerablebecause of it. More like the kind of person to rip bands off. She’s a bit tooquick to smack her students around, but other than that, I think she’s afantastic role model. There’s a realness to her personality. Something whole inits androgynous nature.
Pam Poovey (Archer)—Pam’s basically everything I wish Icould be. It’s not that she’s immune from being hurt by others or beinginsecure about her physical appearance, but she still goes out and does/getswhatever she wants. Food. Fights. Sex. Whatever! Her back tattoo is alsokiller. (Though, pretty much all of the people in this series are awesome. Ijust really admire Pam’s hedonistic drive, especially considering how similar weare in terms of backgrounds.)
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killerandhealerqueen · 2 months
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Happy Killer and Healer 3rd anniversary!  Chapter 122 is up!  Please don’t hesitate to leave comments, kudos, bookmark, and subscribe!
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killerandhealerqueen · 6 months
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Happy Halloween!!  Chapter 113 is up!  Please don’t hesitate to leave comments, kudos, bookmark, and subscribe!
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killerandhealerqueen · 9 months
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So I was scrolling through my "[AO3] You've got kudos!" email and as I was scrolling, I saw something that made me stop and do a double take
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I literally said out loud "Does that say 28 guests????"
So then I went to go check on the actual statistics and um...
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[Statistics: Subscriptions: 33, Hits: 4, 782, Kudos: 194, Comment Threads: 157, Bookmarks: 31]
And all I have to say is uh...
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I honestly in awe. Like genuinely, I am in fucking awe. I had always hoped that the fic would do well and that people would like it but holy shit I was not expecting that.
I love y'all. Fucking genuinely, I love y'all. Fucking made my day
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