Joni Mitchell & Johnny Cash, 1969 © Graham Nash.

Hey dude! You know I gotta ask about our boy Johnny :D I'd love to see what you have for letters ADEZ. Please & thank you!

JULIEN!! i would love to write for our boy Johnny ♡ i hope these silly headcanons amuse you

★ DIRTY HEADCANONS WITH JOHNNY JOESTAR ★

MINORS DNI (18+)

warnings: johnny uses/rides a dildo. sub johnny. penetration/masturbation. masochism. praise kink. crying/dacryphilia (as always.) spanking. rough(ish) sex. use of crops. leaving hickies/marks. mentions of - finger sucking, nipple play, bondage, biting, oral, gags. little bit of gyjo in the first headcanon.

wc: 650

dirty a-z headcanons list

A - Alone time (how do they get off when they’re all by themselves? do they watch porn, is it all in their imagination, do they jerk off, do they use toys?) 

Inspired by this nsfw johnny art on twitter bc it's been on my mind for fucking weeks. He's got a vivid imagination and a bad habit of thinking up dirty shit in his head. He doesn't stop his mind from wandering, either, even when he isn't alone (i.e., in public, sleeping in a tent next to Gyro, etc.) Then he'll get all embarrassed when he realizes he's hard because of it. When he does get alone, he'll sometimes play out little fantasies. He loves to involve his kinks and fetishes or pretending his giant dildo is Gyro's cock. He always starts things out slow, dedicating ample time to lubing himself up with his fingers and teasing his hole with the head of his toy. Sometimes he'll try it laying down while his legs are spread as far as he can get them, sometimes he'll try to ride on it. Either way, he gets super vocal from the second he shoves it in, panting and whining while he ruts his hips down onto his toy desperately. He'll moan into his own hand or suck on his own fingers when it all gets to be a bit much and no one is there to tell him how good he's doing :(

D - Dominance (do they prefer to dominate, or be dominated? do they have experience as a Dom? Do they have a Dom that they trust already? What kind of things do they enjoy as/with their Dominant partner?) 

He's a brat who turns into a slobbering, whining, submissive little bitch by the end of it. My evidence? ↓

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E - Extra info (any other fetishes? feet? leather? role playing? blood? fantasies that they might want to experience not on this list?)

This is me acknowledging his canon fetish... and now I'm going to ignore it. Here's a list of Johnny kinks: Loooves praise and has a hard time admitting it. Needs you to tell him how pretty he is and how amazing he feels. Ropes and bondage. Likes to be tied up and have his mouth fucked nice n rough. Likes to wear gags or have something covering/inside of his mouth while he gets railed. He's a little masochist. Spank him. Bend him over your lap and put a crop to his ass 'til he cries cause it hurts so good. Whines and cries a lot, but that's a good sign. Also, I think Johnny is less experienced than people make him out to be. He gets nervous trying new things but ends up enjoying it more than he thought he would.

Z - Zones (what are their erogenous zones? what spots on their body should be touched, bitten, kissed, when someone wants to get them in the mood?) 

Here's another list... Neck/ears: Joni fucking melts when you lick his neck and nibble on his ears. Whispering in his ear or breathing on his neck gives him chills and makes him wanna nuzzle into you a bit. Nipples: Swirl your tongue on his nipples and he's hard instantly. Likes you to keep pinching and playing with them while you two fuck. Great way to make him whimper. Tummy: I've said this before but Johnny loves tummy kisses, especially in the lower, softer part of his stomach. Gives him butterflies. Thighs: This is an area where he wants you to leave marks. When you give him hickies on his inner thighs, he'll stare at them and trace over them with his fingers for days (and look at them while he jerks off.) The reminder makes him horny. Ass: Spank it. Pinch it. Bite it. Run your hand over it gently. It's perfect, and he knows it. So pay attention to it, dammit!

i apologize for all of the self indulgent bullshit i just put in here. hope everyone can forgive me <3333

🌿 Vinyl Collection 🌿

Below is a current list of the albums I own!

I update this when I get a new record.

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2Pac featuring Snoop Dogg:

2 Of Amerikaz Most Wanted (single - 1996)

A

ABBA:

Greatest Hits (1976)

Voulez-Vous (1979)

Super Trouper (1980)

AC/DC

High Voltage (1976)

Dirty Deeds Done Dirty Cheap (1976)

Aerosmith:

Aerosmith (1973)

Get Your Wings (1974)

Toys In The Attic (1975)

Rocks (1976)

B

The Beatles:

Introducing The Beatles (1964)

Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (1967)

Abbey Road (1969)

1962-1966 (1973)

Bob Dylan

The Freewheelin’ Bob Dylan (1963)

Highway 61 Revisited (1965)

Buffy Sainte-Marie

It's My Way! (1964)

C

Crosby, Stills & Nash:

Crosby, Stills & Nash (1969)

Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young:

Déjà Vu (1970)

Creedence Clearwater Revival:

Green River (1969)

Cosmo’s Factory (1970)

Pendulum (1970)

Mardi Gras (1970)

Creedence Gold (1972)

The Movie Album (1985)

D

The Doors:

Weird Scenes Inside The Gold Mine (1972)

Duran Duran:

Arena (1984)

E

The Eagles:

Hotel California (1976)

Earth, Wind & Fire:

Spirit (1976)

Elvis:

Elvis Sings Christmas Songs - Elvis’ Christmas Album (1970)

Double Dynamite (1975)

F

Fleetwood Mac:

Fleetwood Mac (1975)

Rumors (x2) (1977)

The Dance (1997)

G

Greta Van Fleet:

Black Smoke Rising (2017)

From The Fires (2017)

Anthem Of The Peaceful Army (2018)

The Battle At Garden’s Gate (2021)

Strange Horizons 2021 Live From Chicago (2022)

Starcatcher (2023)

George Johnson Orchestra:

The Big Band (1983)

H

Harry Styles

Harry Styles (2017)

Hozier:

Hozier (2014)

Wasteland, Baby! (2019)

Unreal Unearth (2023)

J

Jack White:

Fear Of The Dawn (2021)

James Taylor

Sweet Baby James (1970)

Jim Croce

You Don't Mess Around with Jim (1972)

Jimi Hendrix:

Band of Gypsys (1970)

The Cry Of Love (1971)

Rainbow Bridge (1971)

Joan Baez:

Joan Baez (1960)

Joan Baez Vol.2 (1961) - 2 copies

The Contemporary Ballad Book (1974)

Diamonds & Rust (1975)

From Every Stage (1976)

John Denver:

Whose Garden Was This (1970)

Poems, Prayers & Promises (1971)

Rocky Mountain High (1972)

John Denver’s Greatest Hits (1973)

Back Home Again (1974)

An Evening with John Denver (1975)

Windsong (1975)

Spirit (1976)

I Want To Live (1977)

John Denver’s Greatest Hits Volume 2 (1977)

John Denver (1979)

Some Days Are Diamonds (1981)

Rocky Mountain Holiday -The Muppets (1983)

Johnny Cash:

Original Golden Hits Volume I (1969)

Joni Mitchell

Blue (1971)

K

Kiss:

ALIVE! (1975)

L

Lana Del Rey

Born to Die (2012)

Kris Kristofferson

Kristofferson (1970)

M

the Mama’s and the Papa’s

If You Can Believe Your Eyes and Ears (1966)

Melanie:

Candles In The Rain (1970)

N

Nas

Made You Look: God’s Son Live 2002 (2023)

Neil Young:

Decade (1977)

O

Other:

Walt Disney’s Dumbo soundtrack (1963)

Treasury of Great Classic Fairy Tales (1959)

Grimm’s Fairy Takes (1960)

Living Shakespeare - Hamlet (1962)

Living Shakespeare - Macbeth (1962)

P

Peter, Paul, & Mary:

Peter, Paul, & Mary (1962)

In The Wind (1963)

In Concert (1964)

Pierce The Veil:

Collide with the Sky (2012)

R

The Rolling Stones:

Let It Bleed (1969)

Some Girls (1978)

Tattoo You (1981)

Rush

A Farewell to Kings (1977)

Moving Pictures (1981)

S

Stevie Nicks:

Bella Donna (1981)

The Wild Heart (1983)

Bella Donna Live 1981 (2023)

Styx:

The Grand Illusion (1977)

The Steve Miller Band:

Book Of Dreams (1977)

T

Terry Reid:

Seed of Memory (1976)

Tyler Childers:

Rustin' in the Rain (2023)

V

Various Artists:

The Best of ‘66 Volume One (1967)

The Greatest 64 Motown Original Hits (1975)

W

Wilson Pickett

Hey Jude (1969)

🎵 for sansa?

of course!! also yes thank you for actually asking me i'm- 💙🙏 in keeping with my promise, i'm going to create a sansa playlist that only makes sense to me and like, maybe one other person who gets the vision. but n e ways.

(I've Had) The Time Of My Life - Bill Medley, Jennifer Warnes. My brief explanation is that, in keeping with a modern AU in which Sansa is a twelve year old girl living in the Midwest, Dirty Dancing is THE escapist post-heartbreak comfort movie of choice. It probably exists in a chewed up DVD case one of their giant dogs got into. I can picture Cat putting it on one afternoon, pouring herself a lil' glass of rosé or smthn, and Sansa just walks over and plops herself on the couch, gets intensely scandalized, and then this movie cements itself as previously stated. I also have a horrible crack AU in which Sansa is Baby and Margaery is Patrick Swayze's character, Johnny. Joffrey would be the evil waiter guy, Cersei and Marg would still have insane beef bc Cersei is the hotel owner... it just fits so neatly in my mind.

Little Girl Blue - Janis Joplin. Two reasons. First of all, it fits with her being terrified and manipulated in Kings Landing. Second, I truly believe that Sansa, in the middle of her 80s pop divas (passed down genetically through Catelyn), her MOUNTAINS of Taylor Swift, her 2000s Y2K slay pop music, and her dads classic 70s rock music, Janis Joplin is a staple in her music listening library. She changed Sansas life. Sometimes a voice just knocks the wind from your chest and makes you have some floor time and that was Janis Joplins for Sansa. I don't make the rules.

my tears ricochet - Taylor Swift. This was tied directly with mirrorball, also by Taylor Swift. I chose my tears ricochet because I think it's the song Sansa would play while laying on her bed and having a good weep sesh. I think that the lines 'I can go anywhere I want, just not home' and 'even on my worst day, did I deserve, babe, all the hell you gave me? Cause I loved you, I swear I loved you til my dying day' would send her into a fit of chest wracking sobs. I can't explain it, even. Just know this is a song so Sansa to me. The lyrics don't fit if you read over them, but it's less about the lyrics and more about the vibes and the aura. Also aren't songs meant for you to project on them? Especially if you're an eleven year old girl going through the worst pain in her life.

River - Joni Mitchell. Perfect Sansa song to me. It gives the cold, winter, Christmas, folksy energy of the North, with Joni Mitchell's voice? And the pure melancholy she can inject into this song? It's perfect. 'I wish I had a river I could skate away on'. Crying, sobbing, wailing even. It's so her it hurts. This explanation was short but I don't think it requires as much justification or explanation as my previous points.

Dancing Queen - ABBA. Also pretty self explanatory. Sansa is an ABBA and a Taylor Swift girlie, barely any explanation needed. The piano? Perfection. The 70s groove in the back? Perfect. Peak Sansa. See that girl, watch that scene, she has danced to this song and felt a personal connection to it at least once in her life and I can feel that in my bones. 10/10 song for a 10/10 girl. 

I was going to put some classic Britney Spears, but I was looking over some of the songs and all the ones I liked the most (my personal taste) were a little more sexual than I was comfortable with including in a playlist about an eleven year old girl?? So. I maintain that she'd do the quintessential hairbrush-as-microphone sleepover thing and jam out to Britney. I just didn't include it. 

On this date in Classic rock history…

March 31st

2015 - Joni Mitchell

Joni Mitchell was rushed to hospital after being found unconscious at her Los Angeles home. The singer songwriter was admitted to intensive care where she underwent tests. Los Angeles fire officials said paramedics had answered a 911 call in Bel Air, where Mitchell lives, and had taken a patient whom they did not identify to hospital.

2011 - Men at Work

Australian band Men at Work lost an appeal against a ruling which found their 1983 hit single 'Down Under' was partly copied from a folk song. Australia's Federal Court upheld the decision which stated part of the song's melody came from the tune Kookaburra Sits in the Old Gum Tree. Record label EMI argued the writers did not plagiarise because the inclusion of two bars from the tune was a tribute.

1995 - Jimmy Page

Jimmy Page escaped being knifed when a fan rushed the stage at a Page and Plant gig at Auburn Hills, Michigan. The fan was stopped by two security guards, who he knifes instead. After his arrest, he told police that he wanted to kill Jimmy Page because of the Satanic music he was playing.

1992 - Def Leppard

Def Leppard released their fifth studio album Adrenalize, the first by the band following the 1991 death of guitarist Steve Clark. Former Dio and Whitesnake guitarist Vivian Campbell, was brought in as the newest member in April 1992. He appears in all promotional videos for the album's singles (except 'Let's Get Rocked'), despite not playing on the album.

1976 - Led Zeppelin

Led Zeppelin released Presence, their seventh studio album, on their own Swan Song Records in the UK. Presence has now been certified 3 times Platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA) for US sales in excess of 3 million copies.

1964 - The Beatles

Filming for A Hard Day's Night, The Beatles played a 'live television performance' in front of a studio of screaming fans (one of those fans was Phil Collins). The four songs used in the film were ‘Tell Me Why’, ‘I Should Have Known Better’, ‘And I Love Her’, and ‘She Loves You’.

Page not 1960 - Lonnie Donegan

Lonnie Donegan was at No.1 on the UK singles chart with 'My Old Man's A Dustman', his third No.1. Donegan became the first British artist to enter the UK chart at No.1, the only other artist to achieve this feat at this time was Elvis Presley. The song which was recorded live at the Gaumont cinema in Doncaster was a music hall novelty song.

1958 - Chuck Berry

Chuck Berry's rock 'n' roll classic 'Johnny B. Goode' single was released. It entered the US charts six weeks later and peaked at No.8 on the chart. The song's original lyrics referred to Johnny as a 'colored boy', but Berry later acknowledged that he changed it to 'country boy' to ensure radio play.

1957 - Elvis Presley

Billed as the nation's only atomic powered singer, Elvis Presley played two shows (2pm and 6pm), at the Olympia in Detroit, Michigan in front of 24,000 fans.

1949 - RCA Victor

RCA Victor introduced the 45rpm single record, which had been in development since 1940. The 7-inch disc was designed to compete with the Long Playing record introduced by Columbia a year earlier. Both formats offered better fidelity and longer playing time than the 78rpm record that was currently in use. Advertisements for new record players boasted that with 45rpm records, the listener could hear up to ten records with speedy, silent, hardly noticeable changes.

NEW RELEASES & REISSUES OUT TOMORROW (FRI 11/11): L.S. DUNES, BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN, DOMI & JD BECK, GUNS N’ ROSES (2), BAD RELIGION, JONI MITCHELL, THE DROPKICK MURPHYS, 2PAC, Johnny Adams, Dave Alvin, Louis Armstrong, The Ataris, Joe Bataan, Beat Happening (6), Roy Brooks, Coin, Alice Coltrane, Deer Tick, Delta Spirit, Missy Elliott, Bill Frisell, Graffiti, Hank III, Billy Idol, Jamiroquai, John Sinclair Presents Detroit Artists Workshop (Various Artists), Joy Division, Larkin Poe, Less Than Jake, Lovage, Mannheim Steamroller, Johnette Napolitano, Norma Jean, Plaid, Quakers, Queen (2), Recoil (3), Revolting Cocks, Jonathan Richman & The Modern Lovers, Saves The Day, Chris Stapleton, Lindsey Sterling, Joss Stone, Louis Tomlinson, Trashmen, T-Bone Walker, John Zorn (at Siren Records) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkzPgBAjNxd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Jony love your voice

#JONY LOVE YOUR VOICE HOW TO#

#JONY LOVE YOUR VOICE DRIVER#

Then, within less than a week, I got to see and talk to my mom for the first time via video. "I found my sister, Tamara, through Ancestry DNA. "For 52 years, I did not know my birth mom," David Weisel of Virginia Beach told the court at the juvenile court sentencing. In 2019, Shirley met for the first time the son she was forced to give up for adoption when she was 17. and Benson as a single mother after their father died when Benson was 4 years old. Benson said her mother was raised as a foster child since she was 3, She raised her son Timothy Weirich, Jr. Shirley Espenschied had not had an easy life. "Then she passed and it all got exponentially worse."

#JONY LOVE YOUR VOICE HOW TO#

"We couldn't have a funeral for (John) because we were waiting for her to come home and make decisions about how to bury her husband, even though we were not even sure at first if she even knew he was gone," Benson said at the teen driver's sentencing. Before her passing, she was on and off a ventilator, alternating between doing really well and doing really poorly, Benson said at the teen driver's sentencing in Tuscarawas County Juvenile Court. Shirley, 71, who suffered broken ribs on both sides, a punctured lung, a broken leg and broken vertebrae, died two weeks after the crash. The teen and his passenger, a 16-year-old Dover girl, were not injured. More: Man from Port Washington area sent to jail for crash that killed two motorcyclists The collision between their 2008 Chevrolet Equinox and the 2006 Chevolet Silverado pickup truck inflicted the worst injuries on John, 77, who was riding in the front passenger seat. 10th streets, a fifth of a mile from the Espenschieds' home on N.

#JONY LOVE YOUR VOICE DRIVER#

Two lives lost after stop sign missedĪll that ended when a 17-year-old New Philadelphia driver failed to obey a stop sign at Race and E. She was the voice of support and cheer to anyone who needed it," the tribute said. She made sure the mailman had a snack and water daily, the people who waited on her at a restaurant were her adopted grandchildren, and her neighbors were like family. Her smile lit up any room and her ever optimistic personality could not be shaken. "She never met a person who wasn’t instantly her friend. More: Kole Aubiel to serve at least 30 days in jail for two motorcyclists' deaths Shirley was often the subject of his poems about love and friendship, and for good reason, Benson wrote in the obituary for the couple, who died weeks apart after being fatally injured in the crash on Dec. "Even after his health declined and he was not able to don the suit any longer, he kept the spirit by bringing out pictures of his past visits and decorating their home with his large Santa collection." "Johnny appeared in local parades, at private parties, libraries, and many family gatherings as Santa," she wrote.

Vinyl Collection Masterpost

inspired by @gvfrry (x) and @mamavanheat (x) I finally got organized and sorted my record collection :) thank you both for posting your collections! such an incredible idea to share a common hobby! <33

I thought I would share as well because I love my collection so much. Almost my whole collection is thrifted and spending the day record hunting is literally my favorite thing in the world. I have eclectic music taste, so its all over the place haha, and I've been collecting for around 5 years. Somehow I have over 100! Don't know how that happened!

My absolute favorites are in bold.

104 total vinyls below:

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The 5th Dimension – The Greatest Hits on Earth

5 Seconds of Summer - CALM

5 Seconds of Summer - Youngblood

75 Musical Masterpieces – Volume One (3 Records)

A

Andrews, Julie - Broadway’s Fair

B

Beethoven – Symphony No. 6 in F (Pastoral)

Brahms – Piano Concerto No. 2 in B Flat

C

Cash, Johnny – Bitter Tears

Cash, Johnny - The Heart of Johnny Cash

Cash, Johnny - Johnny Cash Collection - His Greatest Hits, Volume II

Cash, Johnny - Johnny Cash Sings Precious Memories

Cash, Johnny - The Legend

Cream – Early Cream of Eric Clapton, Jack Bruce, Ginger Baker

D

The Darling Buds – Erotica Plays EP

Dead Kennedys - Frankenchrist

The Del Fuegos – Boston, Mass.

Donavan – Greatest Hits

Dudek, Les – Ghost Town Parade

E

Ecstasy, Passion & Pain – Self Titled

F

Fiddler on the Roof – Original Broadway Cast Recording

Fitzgerald, Ella – Compilation

Fitzgerald, Ella - Smooth Sailing

Flash and the Pan – Self Titled

Fleetwood Mac – Self Titled

G

Gershwin, Ira – Rhapsody in Blue

Gibran, Kahlil – The Prophet

Godspell – Musical

Godspell - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack

The Grass Roots – Move Along

Grateful Dead – American Beauty

Grateful Dead - Built to Last

Grease – The Original Soundtrack From the Motion Picture

Greta Van Fleet – Anthem of the Peaceful Army

Greta Van Fleet - The Battle at the Garden’s Gate

H

Hendrix, Jimi – Band of Gypsys

Herman’s Hermits – The Best of

The Hollies – Distant Light

I

J

Jackson, Michael – Bad

Jackson, Michael - Thriller

Joel, Billy – The Stranger

K

Karate – In Place of Real Insight

Kentucky Woman – Come by the Hills

The Kinks – State of Confusion

L

Lauper, Cyndi – She’s So Unusual

Lennon, John – The Collection

Love – Forever Changes

M

The Mamas & The Papas – Deliver

Manning, Roger – Self Titled

Mantovani – The Moods of Mantovani

McCartney, Linda & Paul – Ram

Mitchell, Joni – Blue (2)

Mitchell, Joni - Clouds

Mitchell, Joni - Don Juan’s Reckless Daughter

Mitchell, Joni - The Hissing of Summer Lawns

Mitchell, Joni - Ladies of the Canyon

The Monkees – Pisces, Aquarius, Capricorn & Jones LTD

Mountain – Live: The Road Goes Ever On

Mozart – The Piano Concerto in B Flat

Muse – Origin of Symmetry

My Fair Lady – Broadway Production

My Fair Lady - Original Soundtrack

N

O

Orchestra – Memories of You

P

Paramor, Norrie – In London, In Love

The Police – Every Breath You Take (The Singles)

Prince and the Revolution – Purple Rain

Q

Queen – Greatest Hits

R

Raitt, Bonnie – Takin My Time

The Rink – Original Broadway Cast

The Rocky Horror Picture Show – Movie Soundtrack

Romantic Strings – Dancing in the Dark

Ronstadt, Linda – Heart Like a Wheel

Ronstadt, Linda - Prisoner in Disguise

Ronstadt, Linda - Silk Purse

Ronstadt, Linda - Simple Dreams

Ross, Diana – All the Greatest Hits

Russell, Leon – Will O’ The Wisp

S

Scriabin, Alexander – Two Tone Poems

Seals & Crofts – Diamond Girl

Simon & Garfunkel – Greatest Hits

Simon & Garfunkel - Sounds of Silence

Sondheim, Stephen – A Little Night Music

Sondheim, Stephen - Into the Woods

Sondheim, Stephen - Merrily We Roll Along

The Sound of Music – Original Broadway Cast

Spann, Otis – Greatest Hits

Stills, Stephen – Self Titled

Stills, Stephen - Self Titled 2

Streisand, Barbra – The Broadway Album

Streisand, Barbra - Funny Girl

Streisand, Barbra - Greatest Hits

Streisand, Barbra - The Third Album

Styles, Harry - Self Titled (2)

T

Tchaikovsky, Pyotr – Romeo & Juliet

Tchaikovsky, Pyotr - Symphony No. 6 in B Minor ( Pathetique)

B.J. Thomas – Raindrops Keep Fallin’ On My Head

U

V

Vampire Weekend – Modern Vampires of the City

Van Halen – Self Titled

W

Wakeman, Rick – The Six Wives of Henry VIII

Wagner, Richard – Overtures

Walrus – Self Titled

Wings – Wild Life

X

Y

Z

Joni Mitchell's thoughts on Johnny Cash's "Hurt" from a featurette about the making of Mark Romanek's music video.

To Have and to Hold: Ezra x gn! Reader

A/N: I’m not sure what happened here. Ezra inspires a strong rescue urge in me.  I believe I made the reader gender neutral. If you notice anything that breaks that characterization please tell me and I will edit. I’m not even sure quite how to tag this. Nothing really happens, just a little window into life with Ezra after his time in The Green.

Warnings: nightmares. insomnia. night terrors. mentions of past trauma. implied long term relationship.

         Sleep has a hard time finding you. This has been true your whole life. From the sticky nights of your childhood on Oros, to drop pods, to freighters, to stations, to planets and moons without end. On a job or holed up waiting for the next drop, or on a rare downworld layover, it's always the same. Drift off warm and exhausted and then wake a scant two or three hours later, mind whirring like an overtaxed cooling system, the deeply important and the inane clamoring for attention behind your eyes. It's been like this so long you don't really notice it or think of it until Ezra. 

        Now, when you wake in the dead of night, he is curled against you, his head tucked into your chest, breath spilling warm against your clavicle, your arm wrapped over his shoulder, his arm sometimes gripped around your belly, sometimes pressed low against your thigh, sometimes his palm rests flat against your sternum like he wants to feel the expansion of your lungs even in his sleep. No matter how the two of you drift off, this is always how you wake.

         You watch him sleep, run your fingers through his hair and observe how sleep softens his face, the perpetual furrow between his brows smoothed, lips slightly parted, the tension he carries at least temporarily forgotten. You stroke his hair and stare at the ceiling, dark-adjusted eyes creating patterns in the shadows where there are none. Some nights you manage to fall back to sleep with your palm cupping the back of his head, drinking him in until your eyelids droop and the sound of your combined breath becomes as a metronome, a carrier wave that drowns out your screaming thoughts. 

         Sometimes Ezra dreams. You can always tell. His limbs twitch, small, urgent motions. Sometimes he talks. Sometimes he gives out a ship-name and call sign, clear as day, sometimes it's just garbled muttering pressed into your skin. You know it's a bad one when he calls for Cee. At first, these dreams would always shoot him out of sleep. The first time he sat straight up, struggling one armed with the bedding, screaming, "They have Cee! We've got to go! They have Cee!" His eyes wide open and white-rimmed, the dream still sunk into him like claws even though he appeared awake. You grabbed for him and he fought you. You took his face between your palms, forcing him to look at you, Cee is safe. She's just down the hall. Ok, Ez? Ok? Naked fear became confusion, became embarrassment as his mind caught up to the time and place. That night he buried his face in the crook of your neck and sobbed, cycles of rage and horror and grief rolling off him in waves, and all you could do was hold him to you, press your self against him and sing half-remembered songs that your folks sang to you, until he was undone and limp with spent adrenaline.          "I would not have given her to them," he said, his breath shuddery against your skin.          "I know that, Ezra. Cee know's that too--"          "You don't," he said, "I dream sometimes that I take that trophy case and leave her there. With them."          "But you didn't."          "I considered it, Kevva help me, I--"          "But. You. Didn't. You didn't leave her," You ran your hands over his sweaty scalp, "And she didn't leave you. Cee's safe, Ez. You're safe. Ok? Clear?"          He swallowed hard, struggled to put himself in the moment with you holding his head in your hands, to be here and not in The Green, "Clear." He said at length, and you pulled him against you, smoothed his hair until he fell asleep.          His dreams are less violent now or you are better at reading the signs. You're not sure which is the case or if it matters. If you feel the familiar twitch of his limbs, his hand grabbing at you, names muttered against you, you know to rest your hand on his nape and speak softy. Sometimes you sing to him, fragments of songs from when you were small, the context long forgotten.          "You are my sunshine...my only sunshine..."          "...Nothing matters Mary, when you're free, against the famine and the crown..."          "...Bring me gold and six fine horses, I will buy my brother's freedom..." Sung soft against the top of his head, breathing in the smell of his hair, his skin, sometimes curling a finger around that errant blond lock, and eventually he settles deeper into sleep, his face smoothes, his breathing slows and matches yours, he relaxes under your touch.           You can't heal him, that much you've come to know. Somethings are scarred to deep to be fixed. But you can hold him. You can ease him. And in the ugly pre-dawn light when your tired eyes just can't seem to close, sometimes that is enough.

The songs:

“You are my Sunshine” -- Johnny Cash

“The Fields of Athenry” -- The High Kings

“Anathea” -- Joni Mitchell

Do you ever think about the characters' music tastes?

Yeah, but to be honest, the only one I feel confident enough to get right, is Michael. And that's only bc he's the one whose musical taste we know the most about. Gotta thank Brendan Fehr for that who insisted on having all those bands' posters in Michael's house.

So,

michael: metallica, staind, pearl jam, nirvana, and maybe disturbed, system of a down, linkin park, the clash, iron maiden, ramones, etc

maria: she gives strong pop vibes in season 1, but I feel like she might have a varied taste in music. carly simon, nina simone, madonna, prince, fleetwood mac, fiona apple, joni mitchell, abba, portishead, alanis morissette, david bowie, mazzy star, aretha franklin, the runaways, queen, elvis, patti smith, etc.

alex: oasis, radiohead, the smiths, the cure, nirvana, third eye blind, travis, red hot chili peppers, blink 182, the cranberries, belle & sebastian, counting crows, tom waits, joan baez, bob dylan, don mclean, pink floyd, jimi hendrix, simon & garfunkel, the beatles, the velvet underground, etc.

kyle: bruce springsteen, don mclean, the police, johnny cash, the rolling stones, red hot chili peppers, guns n' roses, led zeppelin, green day, AC/DC, the who, james brown, the doors, cake, tom petty, bob marley, etc.

isabel: sarah mclachlan, sheryl crowe, jewel, tina turner, cyndi lauper, tracy chapman, alanis morissette, dido, elton john, billy joel, heart, joan jett, bjork, kate bush, carly simon, blondie, etc.

liz: joni mitchell, macy gray, dido, norah jones, eric clapton, sheryl crowe, gomez, dave matthews band, elvis costello, lifehouse, goo goo dolls, the fray, peter frampton, stevie wonder, snow patrol, coldplay, etc.

max: counting crows, gin blossoms, dave matthews band, neil young, vertical horizon, crash test dummies, cat stevens, lou reed, fleetwood mac, semisonic, R.E.M., lifehouse, the beatles, jim croce, eric clapton, etc.

Jonny Playlist Song Justification Post

I am making this for myself and no other reason.

Playlist link

You’re all Scotch, No Soda - Sarah and the Safe Word

Jonny when Jonny was first joining Jacks, before things got really really bad. Basically the part of Jony’s life that was just I Guess Im Working For Jacks Now Okay

Bust Your Kneecaps -  Pomplamoose

Jonny working for Jacks, things are bad now. This is Jacks threatening Jonny. This song is also in my Ashes playlist. For flare, the song is directed at a Jonny

Devil’s Point - Wicked Shallows

Jonny meeting Carmilla.

Dirty Town - Mother Mother

Jonny thinking about leaving New Texas. Not really a perfect fit, but it fits enough.

Boy Like Me - Barns Courtney

Jonny kills his father and jacks, this song acts as the aftermath and the between stage before he’s mechanized but after the casino burned.

A Sadness Runs Through Him - The Hoosiers

Jonny’s death song, sort of, a commentary on Jonny’s life up until his death that this song represents.

Spaceman - The Killers

Jonny Is Mechanized - Jonny Point Of View 

Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons

Carmilla about Jonny’s death

Johnny Boy - Twenty One Pilots

Jonny Is Mechanized - Carmilla Point Of View. aka Carmilla mechanizing Jonny and loving her son

Dopamine - Barns Courtney

Jonny On Being Mechanized.

Wired Wrong - Steam Powered Giraffe

Jonny’s mechanism has glitches

O My Heart - Mother Mother

Jonny on his heart

Go Get Your Gun - The Dear Hunters

Jonny stops being so emo about being immortal and he and carmilla start vibing again. Aka Jonny Becomes A Chaos Lad! The song.

Hobo Rocket - Barns Courtney

Jonny vibing as a young chaotic immortal somewhere. Shit isnt bad yet.

Alone Together - Fall Out Boy

Nastya is mechanized. 

The Attractions Of Youth - Barns Courtney

Jonny vibing but in a less chaotic sence. Nastya has been mechanized, theyre vibing together here. 

Autoclave - The Mountain Goats

This is just a Jonny song. I put it here bc I imagine it after Nastya being mechanized.

The Stars - Steam Powered Giraffe

The other mechansims are being mechanized and the chaos begins. 

Fire - Barns Courtney

This is another just a Jonny song. I put it here bc its post other mechs and he’s just vibing lmao.

Saturn suv - Fredo Disco

Jonny is a depressed teenager asmr

The Fall - Half Alive

Things are getting not great with Carmilla.

Haze - Tessa Violet

Jonny is not okay. Thats what this song is. Jonny is not good.

Be Nice To Me - The Front Bottoms

Shit going down with Carmilla

Centuries - Fall Out Boy

Tim is mechanized.

November - David Wirsig

And now shit is Really Bad with Carmilla. Starts with a reflection on the beginning, leading into the now, which is bad.

Spaceship - Art Sorority

Jonny thinking about things like getting rid of carmilla, of carmilla leaving, leading up to the first airlocking. Spesifically thinking about leaving Aurora himself but its also the build up to the airlocking.

The Cave - Mumford And Sons

Song is about Jonny and Carmilla’s relationship leading to the now, from start to end, and her leaving. Carmilla singing. The conversation leading to her leaving. This is her point of view.

Like A Staring Contest - The Future Kings of Nowhere

Jonny realizing the hopelessness of he and Carmilla’s relationship and how its doomed, the forelorn mourning half, the she’s my mom and she’s going to leave half, the i love her half, the we both know this is going to break and this is doomed but neither of us want to let go, despite the fact its for the best. i think about this song for them constantly.

Carnivore - Bear Attack!

The angry side of it, Jonny hating Carmilla, Jonny hating what she’s done to them, hating how she hurts them, Jonny’s anger. Jonny’s livid churning anger. He’s done with her bullshit, he’s done with her, and he wants her gone.

Damn These Vampires - The Mountain Goats

Jonny thoughout his entire life leading to this moment, another reflection song leading to now. Eerily spesific. 

Hell - Dear Sherlock

Post Carmilla Lows

Rather Die - Barns Courney

Post Carmilla High. Another Jonny vibing song!!! He Is Simply Vibing So Much Here. 

Kitchen Fork - Jack Conte

Jonny angst song. He’s just. Not vibing lmao.

Ship in a bottle - fin (Steffan Argus)

Jonny is “captain” now. This song represents that transition to that. This song is about Jonny being the “leader” now.

Sleepwalk - Forrest Day

Jonny angst asmr. this song is a bop. Look he has nightmares n this vibes with him. Kinda about Jonny’s trauma manifesting w/ violence and being awful

Glitter & Gold - Barns Courtney

Jonny is vibing now! This song is highkey about Jonny being immortal and is genuinely just a song where he vibes with only a bit of angst

Im Gonna Win - Rob Cantor

Jonny vibing even more!! We’ve reached songs that are litterally just him vibing!! This songs dark bits are applicable to him though!! Kinda him recovering from Carmilla Trauma in some places

Dont Threaten Me With A Good Time - Panic! at the disco

He’s vibing

Wilson - Fall Out Boy

Jonny litterally just being drunk n stupid

Long Long Time Ago - Jack Conte

Jonny being a cryptid on a random planet. This is a song about the crytid known as Jonny D’Ville.

Give Me Back The Night - Mother Mother

Out. In a bop way. This is out. This is out if out were one of my top 100 songs.

Little Boy - Barns Courtney

Jonny reflecting on his life, his whole existance, and looking back to who he was as a kid, until now. The beginning of the death arc.

Home - Barns Courtney 

Jonny reflecting on his heart, on his life continued. He knows he’s ending soon. 

Tell Me How It Ends - David Wirsig

Jonny knowing his death is soon. Jonny knowing he is ending. Jonny reflecting on Carmilla. Jonny on his death, and the fact that like everything else, he is a story.

Space Cowboy - Abney Park

Jonny dies. this makes me cry, having this song last.

On this date in the world of music….

November 4th

2020 - Bruce Springsteen

Bruce Springsteen was at No.1 on the UK album chart with his twentieth studio album Letter to You. Since touring was not possible due to the COVID-19 pandemic, the album was promoted with an online radio station. It features three tracks originally written prior to Springsteen's 1973 debut album, Greetings from Asbury Park, N. J.: 'If I Was the Priest,' 'Janey Needs a Shooter' and 'Song for Orphans.' Springsteen came across earlier recordings of these songs with John Hammond while assembling a compilation album.

2012 - Elton John

A copyright infringement lawsuit filed by songwriter Guy Hobbs against Elton John and his songwriting partner Bernie Taupin over their hit song 'Nikita' was thrown out of court. The Judge ruled that both songs shared similar themes and phrases, but that these were prevalent in modern music.

2002 - Elton John

Elton John and his lyricist Bernie Taupin received the Music Industry Trusts Award for one of the greatest songwriting partnerships of all time.

1998 - Mark E Smith

Fall singer Mark E. Smith appeared at Manhattan Criminal Court on assault charges accused of kicking, punching and choking his girlfriend and band keyboard player Julia Nagle at a New York Hotel.

1989 - Elton John

Elton John scored his 50th UK chart hit when 'Sacrifice', entered the charts. Only Cliff Richard and Elvis Presley had also achieved this feat. Sacrifice was initially released as a single in 1989, but stalled at No.55 in the UK and at No.18 in the US. English DJ, Steve Wright, began playing the song on BBC Radio 1 and the song was then re-released as a double A-side single, along with 'Healing Hands'. (Elton had a lot of stuff going on on this date, huh?)

1979 - The Police

The Police released 'Walking on the Moon' as the second single from their second studio album, Reggatta de Blanc which became the band's second No.1 hit in the UK. Sting has said that he wrote the song when he was drunk one night after a concert in Munich. The following morning, he remembered the song and wrote it down.

1978 - Crosby Stills Nash & Young

Crosby Stills Nash & Young were sued by former bass player Greg Reeves for over a $1 million claiming he was owed from sales of their album 'Deja Vu'.

1977 - Joni Mitchell

The Last Waltz, the movie of The Bands final concert premiered in New York. The Martin Scorsese movie also featured Joni Mitchell, Dr John, Neil Young, Van Morrison, Neil Diamond, Eric Clapton.

1972 - Johnny Nash

Johnny Nash started a three week run at No.1 on the US singles chart with 'I Can See Clearly Now', his only US chart topper, it made No.5 in the UK.

1971 - The Who

The Who opened up The Rainbow Finsbury Park, London, England appearing on the first of three nights.

1970 - David Bowie

David Bowie released his third studio album, The Man Who Sold the World in the US - the first with the nucleus of what would become the "Spiders from Mars", backing band. The album was released in the UK in April the following year.

very many tags that i’m sure nobody cares about (with songs and a quiz and facts about me if ur curious) 

tagged by the ever so lovely @trumpkinhotboy​

drop three completely different bands/artists u listen to

Super Junior (kpop)

Regina Spektor (anti-folk)

Flairck (dutch acoustic)

Stumbled upon this and decided to make it a tag game ! (this is so very accurate like how do quizzes know this !?) The socially awkward brains of the team // Socialization doesn't come easy to you. You might struggle to be heard or seen by the ones around you so you prefer to avoid it all together, as frustrating as it can be sometimes. For that reason you might be selective with the people you blend with, and at times it might seem that nobody will truly understand you. But when you find those who resonate with you, you're an extremely kind and loyal friend. Most importantly, you're smart, and people always value that about you. They will constantly rely on you, ask for your guidance and advice, and you're happy to provide it. You like being the reliable friend. You don't get crushes easily, but when you do you don't really know how to handle them. They feel overwhelming and like a waste of time. There's no way they like me back, is it? What if I ruin it? What if I'm reading way too much into it? Remember to relax enjoy the feeling once in a while, chances are that your crush sees that intelligent and kindhearted person everyone else seen in you as well

list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know. they can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing.

i haven’t been in love since the last 10 years and sometimes i am afraid that i will never fall in love with anyone ever again.

there was a period in my life where i really hated reading books. before, i loved reading, but when i was around 8 i started to dislike it, and i only ever read comic books or magazines or very short/easy books. when i got into my last two years of highschool (15/16 age-wise) we had to read 5 books each year, so i was forced to read. i kind of started to love it again and i read a lot of books easily. since then, i never hated reading books again hahaha.

i’m going to study in south-korea next month, so i won’t be able to go to my violin classes. it’s the first break i have ever taken since i started playing violin in 2007. 

when i really love a piece of media, i often remember quotes from it, and in a period of obsession, i will keep saying that quote over and over again for no reason. a while back i replayed heavy rain and i kept walking around saying: ‘’oh shit jack, ain’t nothing to it, just a little bit of self defense. page one of the police manual, kill or be killed.’’ at random moments. 

that being said, i love video games !! i’ve sometimes got surprised responses to that because people say i ‘don’t look like a gamer-girl’ whatever that’s supposed to mean????? just two days ago i started playing days gone and it’s been very stressful so far hahaha.

I saw one on the mcr side of my dash where you put a song title for every little of your url and I thought it would be fun

N - nella fantasia - il divo

A - angels - owl city

R - rockin’ the suburbs - ben folds

N - no other - super junior

I - idea - akmu

A - a case of you - joni mitchell

D - dream girl - shinee

R - resta qui - andrea bocelli

E - einstein’s idea - johnny flynn

A - après moi - regina spektor

M - mayday - victon

S - she - jannabi

RULES: post your top five favourite comfort characters

Samual Drake (Uncharted)

Edmund Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia)

Nagisa Hazuki (Free! Iwatobi Swimclub)

Hideyoshi Nagachika (Tokyo Ghoul)

Warren Graham (Life Is Strange)

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earphones or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moon light // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // wind chimes or dreamcatchers // chocolate or sour candy // deodrant or perfume // drive-in movie theatre or the cinema // pastel colours or neutral/earth tones // butterflies or honeybees // lemonade or iced tea // past or future // constellations or aurora borealis

cloud watching or stargazing // cherries or strawberries // messy room or tidy room // cooking or baking // blue pen or black pen // poetry or prose // loose clothes or fitted clothes // bookmark or dog-ear // orange or yellow // chocolate or red velvet // rings or necklaces // netflix or cinema // monsoon or autumn // late nights or early mornings // road trips or train/flight // candles or fairy lights // music streaming or record player // blinds or curtains // picnic date or carnival date // piano or violin // ice cream or frozen yogurt // museums or libraries // pancakes or waffles // cookies or brownies // moon or stars

there are more tags that i still have to do but this is it for now lol !! i tag anyone who reads this, no taking back >:)

France playlist

When in France, I wear no pants!

This is my French playlist. It’s one that I am very proud of. It took me several months of researching, listening, finding, playing records to gather over 400 songs. But, France. What a country! This playlist could go as far as 500 songs. 

Hit play: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-iHPcxymC1-CHRTel_bBjdT_DAHLrnvX

There is an endless amount of talent from this part of the world. From across many decades the songs just keep coming. Incredible. Une région tellement incroyable pour la musique. Here is a list I created. It took me many months to compile.

**Updated April 19, 2021** ** indicated new additions to this playlist.

FRANCE 001 Panther Theme Song (Original Version) - Panther Theme Song 002 Gojira -  L'Enfant Sauvage 003 Therion -  Initials B.B 004 Fantomas -  Page 1 [6 Frames] 005 Kraftwerk - Tour De France Etape 1 006 Alcest -  Les Voyages De L'Âme 007 Serge Gainsbourg - Le Poinçonneur Des Lilas 008 Fantomas -  Page 2 [7 Frames] 009 Sabina - Viva LAmour 010 Rammstein - Fruhling in Paris 011 Jacques Dutronc - Paris séveille 012 Léo Ferré - Paris cest une idée 013 Aosoth  - Temple Of Knowledge 014 Joe dassin - Les Champs Élysées 015 Iron Maiden -  Murders In The Rue Morgue 016 Grace Jones - Libertango (Ive Seen That Face Before) 017 ARISTIDE BRUANT - A Batignolles 018 Magma - Merci (Ki Ïahl Ö Lïahk) 019 WIRE - French Film Blurred 020 Duran Duran - A view to a Kill 021 Fantomas -  Page 3 [17 Frames] 022 Karl Heinz Schaefer - Les gants blancs du diable 023 The Cure  - How Beautiful You Are 024 Ovtrenoir - Outrenoir 025 Apocalyptica -  Through Paris in a Sportscar 026 Henry Mancini - Mambo Parisienne 027 Madonna  -Justify My hate 028 Patachou - Rendez-vous de Paname 029 Grand Guignol Orchestra - Un trop plein de rouge   ** 030 ZAZ - Sous le ciel de Paris 031 Patrick Juvet - Paris By Night 032 Gojira -  Silvera 033 Roger Roger - Sans Queue ni Tete 034 Modern Talking - Bells Of Paris 035 TOMBS - Once Falls the Guillotine 036 Popera Cosmic - Les Esclaves   ** 037 Fantomas -  Page 5 [7 Frames] 038 Sael - I Searched For The End Of The Spiral 039 Blancmange - Dont Tell Me 040 Thunderball - Thunderball (Main Title) 041 France Gall - Ella Elle La 042 Henry Apocalypse de Jean Premier temps - Titre-révélation 043 Merrimack - Arousing Wombs in Nine Angles Pleroma 044 Perturbator -  She Moves Like a Knife 045 Fantomas - Page 6 [26 Frames] 046 John Cale  - Half Past France 047 Queensryche - Last Time In Paris 048 Deathspell Omega -  Abscission 049 QUEEN -  PRINCES OF THE UNIVERSE (Highlander) 050 David Bowie - Heroes - Chante En Francais 051 Berlin - Metro 052 April March - Chick Habit 053 Alcest -  Je Suis D'Ailleurs 054 Lizzy Mercier Descloux - Slipped Disc 055 Black Devil -  Follow Me (Instrumental) 056 Jacqueline François - Ce Jour La A Paris 057 Duo Tata - Paris nous aime 058 Boogalox - chez les ye-ye 059 Necrowretch - Ripping Souls Of Sinners 060 Fantomas -  Page 9 [11 Frames] 061 Thunderball OST - Chateau Flight 062 Heldon - Les soucoupes volantes vertes 063 Chene Noir - La musique des amants   ** 064 B.F.G - Paris 065 Jet Vegas - PARIS 066 Cloven Hoof - Notre Dame (A Sultans Ransom ) 067 Moondog - Paris 068 Serge Gainsbourg - Shu Ba Du Ba Loo Ba 069 Treponem Pal - Renegade (french version) 070 THE VOLUPTUOUS HORROR OF KAREN BLACK  - Bring Back The Night 071 Fantomas -  Page 10 [15 Frames] 072 Elton John - Paris 073 Malcolm McLaren - Jazz is Paris 074 Jean-Claude Vannier - L'enfant La Mouche Et Les Allumettes 075 Fantomas -  Charade 076 DÉLUGE - Appâts 077 Berurier noir - Salut à toi 078 Sweet - The Six Teens 079 Les Discrets -  Effet De Nuit 080 David Bowie - Station To Station (French Single Edit) 081 Vanessa Paradis - Joe Le Taxi France 082 Fantomas - Page 11 [10 Frames] 083 Little River Band - Seine City 084 Loudblast - Cross the Threshold  * 085 Dokken - Paris is Burning 086 BLUT AUS NORD - Epitome II 087 Pixies - Alec Eiffel 088 Army of Lovers - Ballrooms Of Versailles 089 Metal Urbain - Paris Maquis 090 Hante. - Nobodys Watching (feat. Marble Slave & Fragrance) 091 Jonathan Richman - Give Paris One More Chance 092 Un Monstre à Paris - La Seine OST 093 Sheena Easton - Weekend In Paris 094 Domenico Modugno - Un sicilien à Paris 095 Amelie OST - Lautre valse dAmélie 096 Queen - Killer Queen 097 Jean Ferrat - Un enfant quitte Paris 098 Trini Lopez - Made In Paris 099 Anathema - Parisienne Moonlight 100 Mike Patton - Jean Claude Vannier - Browning 101 Tygers Of Pan Tang - Paris By Air 102 The Angels - Storm The Bastille 103 April March - La Chanson de Prevert 104 UK Subs - Party in Paris 105 Fantomas -  Page 14 [4 Frames] 106 Marie-France  - Déréglée 107 Therion - Poupée De Cire, Poupée the Son 108 Grant Lee Phillips  - Mona Lisa 109 Obsequiae -  L'amour dont sui espris 110 erge Gainsbourg -  Qui est "in" qui est "out" 111 SABINA - TOUJOURS 112 Pierre & Bastien - Pilule pour mec 113 Vulcain - Ebony 114 Fantomas -  Page 15 [22 Frames] 115 Don Ellis - theme from the French Connection 116 Jean Yanne - Coït 117 Trust - Par Compromission 118 David Bowie - Rosalyn 119 Alain Goraguer -  Deshominisation (II) 120 Fantomas -  Page 16 [11 Frames] 121 Michel Magne - Route de nuit 122 Fantomas - Page 17 [14 Frames] 123 R.E.M. - Talk About The Passion 124 Sortilège - Civilisation Perdue 125 Zoot Sims Quartet - Evening in Paris 126 Madeline - Im Madeline 127 Sapho - Train de Paris 128 Hobbs' Angel Of Death -  Marie Antoinette 129 Carpenter Brut - Turbo Killer 130 Fantomas - Page 18 [20 Frames] 131 Kraftwerk -  Tour De France Etape 2 132 Huata - Diving In A Swamp 133 Brigitte Fontaine -  Areski_Depuis 134 Dark Moor - Maid Of Orleans 135 Joan of Arc  - Seven Nation Army by the White Stripes 136 Arcade Fire - Joan of Arc 137 Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark - Maid Of Orleans 138 Tom Waits - Cemetery Polka 139 Fantomas -  Page 19 [21 Frames] 140 Grace Jones - Slave to the Rhythm 141 Jean Michel Jarre - Oxygene 10 142 Charles Aznavour - Desormais 143 Monolithe - Anechoic Aberration 144 The DUBROVNIKS - French Revolution 145 Iron Maiden - Montsegur 146 Joey Starr - JArrive 147 Nino Ferrer - Le Sud 148 IQ - Dans Le Parc Du Chateau Noir 149 Catherine Ribeiro + Alpes Ame Debout 150 Fantomas  - OST main theme 151 Peter Gabriel - Games Without Frontiers 152 La Femme - Sur la planche 153 Deerhoof - Fête Dadieu 154 Johnny Hallyday - Souvenirs souvenirs 155 Joan Jett - French Song 156 PIL - Cest La Vie 157 Arkhon Infaustus - Amphessatamine Nexion 158 Spektr - Teratology 159 Jacqueline Taïeb - 7 Heures Du Matin 160 Kylie Minogue  - Je Ne Sais Pas Pourquoi 161 Dillinger Escape Plan - Farewell Mona Lisa 162 TELEPHONE - Un autre monde 163 Indochine - Laventurier 164 Les Démons de Minuit - Images 165 Benjamin Biolay - Lyon presquîle 166 Fantomas - Page 21 [11 Frames] 167 The Police - Hungry for You (Jaurais Toujours Faim de Toi) 168 Army Of Lovers - Crucified 169 Arcturus -  La Masquerade Infernale 170 Arcturus -  Master Of Disguise 171 mio - mao 172 Yves Montand - Les Canuts 173 Alcest -  Percées De Lumière 174 ZEN ZILA - Les Invisibles 175 Mike Patton - Ford Mustang (Serge Gainsbourg Cover) 176 Asphodèle - Gueules Crasses 177 Rage - French Bourree 178 Raison D'etre -  Auto-dafe 179 Iggy Pop - Sister Midnight 180 Fantomas -  Page 22 [7 Frames] 181 Henri Renaud - Venez Donc Chez Moi   ** 182 Mary Bell - Band-Aid Baby 183 Sébastien Tellier - La Ritournelle 184 Debussy & Wright - Claudine (In a french cafe) 185 ELEND - Nocturne 186 Les Lèvres Rouges (Daughters of Darkness) - Theme from film 187 Tristania -  Heretique 188 Marseille sans bateau   - Nicoletta   189 Tino Rossi - Marseille mon pays 190 Bagarre générale -  Furvent 191 Henry Mancini & His Orchestra - French  Provincial   * 192 The Angels - Marseilles 193 Deftones - Riviére 194 Claude François - Le temps que jarrive à Marseille 195 Tais - toi Marseille paroles 196 Elton John - I'm Still Standing 197 The Stranglers - Nice in Nice 198 Motörhead -  Coup De Grace 199 Fantomas -  Page 23 [17 Frames] 200 Igorrr -  ieuD 201 Therion -  Polichinelle 202 Obsequiae -  Des Oge Mais Quer Eu Trobar 203 Alain Goraguer -  La Femme 204 Talking Heads - Psycho Killer 205 Lafayette Afro Band - Malik 206 Putumayo French Cafe. Georges Brassens - Je MSuis Fait Tout Petit 207 La Femme - Elle ne taime pas 208 Benighted - Versipellis 209 Fantomas -  Page 24 [19 Frames] 210 Abigail - Je Taime 211 Bill wyman - je suis un rockstar 212 Françoise Hardy - Comment te dire adieu 213 Burgundian court (middle XIV) - Tourdion 214 Carnivale en Coal - Entrez le carnaval 215 Melissa Auf Der Maur -  Taste You (French Version) 216 Death In June -  C'est Un Rêve 217 Chris Cornell - Cant Change Me (French Version) 218 Cortex - Troupeau bleu 219 Eddie Vartan - Tatoo Strip Tease    ** 220 Iggy Pop - Je Sais Que Tu Sais 221 Les Darlings  - Le Tourbillon 222 King Diamond - The Trees Have Eyes 223 Joni Mitchell - In France They Kiss On Main Street 224 Lovage - Pit Stop (take me home) (/w Mike Patton) 225 Billy Idol - Eyes Without A Face 226 Mick Harvey - Intoxicated Man 227 Vulcain - Rock 'n Roll Secours 228 Mike Oldfield & Maggie Reilly    - To France 229 Serge Gainsbourg - Overseas Telegram 230 Fantomas - Page 25 [34 Frames] 231 Ponctuation - La re´alite´ me suffit 232 Gloria - You had it all     ** 233 The Adicts - Viva La Revolution 234 Ataraxie - Dread the Villains 235 The Stranglers - La Folie 236 weird al yankovic - Genius in France 237 Secret Chiefs 3 - La Chanson de Jacky 238 Sonic Youth - French Tickler 239 The Reels    - La Mer 240 Fabienne DelSol -  Vilaines Filles Mauvais Garcons 241 camera silens    - pour la gloire 242 Charles de Goal - exposition 243 City of Lost Children & Angelo Badalamenti - Lexecution (The City of Lost Children OST) 244 Blondie - Sunday Girl 245 Fairport Convention - Si tu dois partir 246 Fantomas -  Page 26 [7 Frames] 247 Hippie Hippie Hourrah -  Jacques Dutronc 248 Mars Red Sky - Strong Reflection 249 Rita Mitsouko - Cest comme ça 250 Mike Patton, Jean-Claude Vannier Chansons D'Amour 251 The Faces - Ooh La La 252 The Algorithm - Trojans 253 Magma - Da Zeuhl wortz Mekanik 254 Fantomas -  Page 27 [15 Frames] 255 Iggy Pop - La Javanaise 256 Brigitte Bardot - Ne Me Laisse Pas L'Aimer 257 Corpus Delicti - Saraband 258 Frank Zappa - In France 259 Frànçois & the Atlas Mountains - La Ve´rite´ 260 Year Of No Light - L'angoisse du veilleur de nuit d'autoroute les soirs d'alarme à accident 261 Pere Ubu - Non-alignment Pact 262 Georgia Satellites - Mon Cheri 263 The Limiñanas - Prisunic 264 Martin Dupont - Inside Out 265 Sanseverino - Mal ô Mains 266 Andre Poppe - La Polka Du Roi 267 The Fixx - Cameras In Paris 268 Regarde Les Hommes Tomber - The Renegade Son 269 Asterix - Intro 270 Michel Magne - Tamouré 271 Maurice Jarre - The Paris Waltz 272 Celeste -  Les mains brisées comme leurs souvenirs 273 Fantomas -  Page 28 [20 Frames] 274 Fabienne DelSol -  Le Roi Des Fourmis 275 Gary McFarland/Gabor Szaro - Simpatico    ** 276 Blue Oyster Cult - Les Invisibles 277 Refused - Françafrique 278 Iggy Pop - Les Feuilles Mortes 279 Fabulous Trobadors - Toulouse est sarrazine 280 Loudblast - Manifesto   ** 281 Drei Oklok - Les petits vauriens 282 Sektemtum  - Aut Caesar Aut Nihil 283 Les Discrets - Virée Nocturne 284 La Femme - Sphynx 285 Elend - Le Dévoreur 286 Daft Punk  - Around the world    ** 287 KUKL with Bjork - France (A Mutual Thrill) 288 Fantomas -  Page 29 [39 Frames] 289 Charlotte Leslie - Les Filles CEst Fait (Pour Faire LAmour) 290 Kreator - Under The Guillotine 291 ABBA - Voulez-Vous 292 Agathe ou Christie - Laume 293 Anna Karina - Rollergirl 294 Diamanda Galás -  Sono L'Antichristo 295 Blondie - French Kissin in the USA 296 Pere Ubu - Final Solution 297 Alber Jupiter - Fangs [We Are Just Floating in Space] 298 La Fraction - Aussi Long Sera Le Chemin 299 Nightmare - Prowler in the Night 300 SERGE GAINSBOURG - Aéroplanes 301 Ravel - Arithmétique 302 Temple Of Baal - Dead Cult 303 Volkor X - This Means War 304 Iggy Pop - Les Passantes 305 Fantomas - Page 12 [31 Frames] 306 Anorexia Nervosa  - Codex Veritas 307 Gojira - The heaviest matter of the universe 308 Prince - Raspberry Beret 309 Les Rita Mitsouko - Marcia Baila 310 Igorrr - Camel Dancefloor 311 the Conchords  -  Foux Da Fa Fa 312 Jef Gilson - Enfin    *** 313 Burzum -  The Portal 314 Misanthrope - Visionnaire 315 April March - Laisse Tomber les Filles 316 The Stranglers - Goodbye Toulouse 317 Magma - De Futura 318 NIGHT - Déliant ses Lacets 319 Jean-Luc Ponty - Sunday Walk   ** 320 Perez Prado - Paris 321 Vosegus - Honore les Dieux 322 Les demoiselles de Rochefort - Le pont transbordeur 323 Vladimir Cosma Pebbles and Bubbles 324 Edith Piaf - Sous le ciel de Paris 325 Schizo - Schizo (And the Little Girl) 326 La Toya Jackson, Moulin Rouge Cast - A Paris Les Femmes Ressemblent A Des Fleu 327 Departure Chandelier  - Forever Faithful to the Emperor 328 The Liminanas - Migas 2000 329 Adam And The Ants -  Young Parisians 330 Asmodée - Black Drop Journey 331 Les joyaux de la princesse - Le petit garçon 332 Melvins -  Joan Of Arc 333 H Bomb - Coup De Metal 334 Malicorne - L'écolier assassin 335 Donald Byrd - Parisian Thoroughfare 336 Thin Lizzy - Parisienne Walkways 337 Miles Davis / Art Blakey & The MEssengers - Ascenseur Pour L'Echafaud  ** 338 Monarch - A Look At TomorrowMass Death and Destruction 339 Georges Brassens  -   Les copains d´abord 340 EARTHA KITT - UNDER THE BRIDGES OF PARIS 341 Blaspheme - Vivre libre 342 KaS Product - Sober 343 Mike Patton - Jean Claude Vannier -  Corpse Flower 344 Tony Allen - On Fire 345 Funerarium - Prayer For The Dead 346 SVART CROWN - Thermageddon 347 Alan Stivell - Tri Martolod 348 Les Misérables - Le bagne, pitié pitié (French) 349 The Great Old Ones - The Omniscient 350 Henry Mancini - Bateau Mouche 351 Style Counci l - Down In The Seine 352 Begin Says - Arbeit 353 Husker Du - Eiffel Tower High 354 Peter Sarstedt - Where Do You Go To My Lovely 355 Cécilia - Chocolat 356 Cradle of Filth - The Death of Love 357 ZARAH LEANDER - CABARET PARIS 358 David Bowie -  Speed of Life 359 Celine Gillain - Fight or Flight 360 Kosmos - Revelations Le Voyage 361 Bernard Parmegiani - Pop Eclectic 362 Dominique Laurent, Pinok Et Matho - L'Appel de la Terre 363 Pharoah Sanders - Love Is Here 364 SLIFT - UMMON 365 HANGMAN'S CHAIR - CUT UP KIDS 366 Les Baxter - The Clown On The Eiffel Tower 367 Throane - Plus Une Main A Mordre 368 John Zorn - Bateau Ivre 369 Mezzanotte - Midnight 370 GONG  - You Never Blow Yr Trip Forever 371 Klone - Breach 372 Les Calamités -  Toutes les nuits 373 John Cale - Paris 1919 374 Alcest - Là Où Naissent Les Couleurs Nouvelles 375 Heldon - MVC II 376 Aluk Todolo - V 377 Moving Gelatine Plates - Funny Doll 378 Alesia Cosmos  -  H-Co 379 Caravelli - Metamorphose Demientelle 380 Martial Solal joue Michel Magne - Organique 381 Cerrone - The Real World The Collector 382 The Nathan Davis Quintet -  The Hip Walk 383 Fantomas -  Page 30 [2 Frames] 384 Monsieur Goraguer - Sexy Dracula (Instrumental) 385 Orquesta De Las Nubes - El Orden Del Azar 386 Francoise Hardy - Tous Les Garcons et Les Filles 387 Pierre Eliane - Isadora Duncan (A Quoi Tu Penses Quand Tu Danses) 388 Rémy Couvez - Rêve de Voyage 389 Rush - Bastille Day 390 Doris Laïze - For Ever 391 Mr Bungle - Carousel 392 Coleman Hawkins - The Hawk in Paris   ** 393 VUUR - Reunite! - Paris 394 Guy Lafitte - Jambo!   ** 395 Prince - kiss 396 My Dying Bride - De Sade Soliliquoy 397 Francisco Semprun & Michel Christodoulides - Ebullition 398 Hacride - Act Of God 399 Jane Birkin - Lolita Go Home 400 The Doors  - End of the Night 401 Bernard Estardy - Cha tatch ka (La Formule du Baron) 402 Ennio Morricone - Peur sur la Ville OST 403 SOGGY - Waiting for the War 404 Birds in a Row - I don't dance 405 Miles Davis - Sur l'autoroute (BOF Ascenseur pour l'échafaud) 406 Michel Legrand -  Legrand Jazz   ** 407 Anna - Rien rien j'disais ça comme ça 408 VOUS AUTRES - Onde 409 Les Marquisis - Shape the Wheel (feat. Rémy Kapriélan) 410 Iron Maiden - The Longest Day 411 Satan - Toutes Ces Horreurs 412 Jean-Pierre Decerf - Light Flight 413 Delicatessen OST Carlos D'Alessio - Tika Tika Walk 414 Richard Pinhas - Rhizosphere Sequent 415 Hexvessel - Dues to the Dolmen 416 Guy Skornik - Lile de Paques 417 Crown - Illumination 418 Ferat 80 - La Bilan 419 TERRITOIRE- sourd 420 Year of no light - Tocsin 421 Klone -  The Dreamer's Hideaway 422 Christophe - Les Mots Blues 423 IGORR - Cheval 424 Me Solar - Qui seme le rent recoltele 425 Pierre Eliane - Ou Que Tu Ailles 426 Lalo Schiffrin - Marquis de Sade    ** 427 Les compagnons de la chanson - Bleu, les jours heureux 428 Georges Brassens - La Parapluie   ** 429 Albert Marcœur - Appalderie   ** 430 Cenotaphe - Entre quatre cierges de cire et de sang   ** 431 Jean-Michel Jarre - Oxygene, Pt. 2   ** 432 Heldon -  Ouais, marchais, mieux qu'en 68   433 Daft Punk - Get Lucky    ** 434 End of Data - Sarah 435 Musique Expérimentale - Volumes 436 Deathspell Omega - Synarchy of moleten bones 437 Serge Gainsbourg - L'hôtel particulier (BOF "Melody Nelson") 438 Magma- Kobaïa 439 Jo Moutet & Strawberrie's Pot - "...comme un pot de fraises 440 Nino Nardini · Roger Roger - Jungle Obsession ** 441 Richard Pinhas - Paris: Beautiful May 442 François Bayle - Jeîta pt.2 443 Deluge - Soufre 444 Trust - Certitude, Solitude 445 Sortilège - La Hargne Des Tordus 446 Macabre - The Black Knight 447 Red Noise - Caka Slow / Vertebrate Twist ** 448 Eider Stellaire - Tetra   ** 449 Gojira - Born for one thing    ** 450 Jean-Claude Vannier - Chasser La Bête Noire 451 Celtic Frost - Into crypt of rays 452 Hexvessel - Journey to Carnac   ** 453 Kraftwerk - Tour de France (Etape 3) 454 IGORR - Au Revoir 455 Megadeth -  A Tout le Monde 666 The Pink Panther Theme - Reprise

 Tagged by the lovely @lookthemoonissinging​ to complete an ABC list of gigs i’ve been to.. However, i’m gonna put my own twist because I feel like I haven’t been to many! If I have been I’m going to bold the answer and if I haven’t been to someone beginning with that letter i’m going to fill it out with someone I want to see/am supposed to be seeing soon !

A - Avi Kaplan, I was supposed to see him this month but the show has been postponed! (Really want to see Arctic Monkeys and The Aces and Arcade Fire and Amber Run at some point too!!)

B - Broods, with my friend Grant would like to see Bad Bad Hats ,Was going to buy tickets to see them before their show was cancelled. (also the Big Moon and Big Theif and the Black Keys and Bleachers and Blondie and Bombay Bicycle Club and Brandi Carlile AND Billy Raffoul and babyshambles

C - Cage the Elephant is on my list of must sees, was going to see this band called COIN this spring but that was cancelled, Cold War Kids is also on my list

D - Dirty Pretty Things lol.. I want to see Dolly with my mom at some point as well and was very sad I never got to see Bowie

E - Elton John on his farewell tour... tickets were purchased but.. CANCELLED 

F - I just started listening to Fenne Lily.. on my list. so is Fleet Foxes and Fleetwood Mac and FLETCHER. I am seeing Flora Cash with my cousin but it’s been rescheduled. IF I DON’T SEE FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE SOON I MIGHT DIE

G - Gregory Alan Isakov, one of my best friends was friends with his manager because her husband produced my friends record and she got us on the guest-list to a sold out show... it was beautiful. Grace Potter and girl in red are on my list

H - HARRY STYLES... i’m supposed to see him in July and just hoping that it doesn’t get rescheduled.. H list includes H.E.R and HAIM and Hozier 

I - Inhaler

J - Joseph,  beautiful vocal girl group.. listened to them for the first time when their album good luck kid came out last fall and realized they were going to be there the next week.. bought tickets on a whim. SO GOOD J list is Jade Bird, Jake Bugg, James Taylor Janelle Monae (wish I could see Janis Joplin and John Denver and Johnny Cash), is Joni Mitchell still touring? 

K - King Princess last winter.. want to see Kacey Musgraves, the killers, the kills

L - LÉON, the first show I attempted to go to myself and it was amazing.. Made so many new friends was front row and got setlist.. she’s so talented.. I NEED to see Gaga, Lake Street Dive, Lana Del Rey, I’m seeing Lennon Stella this summer, Local Natives, Lord Huron, the Lumineers (cancelled 2 days before the show this spring) ALSO ALL I WANT IN THE WORLD IS TO SEE THE LIBERTINES THAT IS MY DYING WISH.. and the Last Shadow Puppets AND LORDE

M - Muna!!! My favorite badass girl group also MAGGIE ROGERS. hope to see Miles Kane and Mt. Joy and maisie peters soon

N - Nina Nesbitt, I was in colorado while she was in MN last year and i’m still sad about it

O - Oasis, orla Gartland

P - hmm Peter maybe.. I WAS SUPPOSED TO SEE PHEOBE BRIDGERS IN MAY BUT IT’S rescheduled and i’m BIG SAD

Q - Queen? in any form 

R - the Raconteurs

S - Sasha Sloan.. I cried to dancing with your ghost TWICE live this fall lol.. and the Stella Loons! they’re the cutest local group and I went to their album release it was so much fun! Also Superfruit was so much funs with a bunch of my friends.. best dancey pop feel good album.. i handpainted jean jackets and gave them to them and they wore them after shows for the rest of tour! Sophie and the giants, the strokes, SZA, 

T - TAYLOR SWIFT WILL FOREVER BE MY BABY.. ALSO INCLUDING THIS PICTURE BECAUSE THIS WAS BY FAR THE COOLEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE (aka sat in her living room in nashville when i was 17 as she played me and 50 other people reputation a month early she’s the nicest person I swear to god)

Troye Sivan (he’s also very nice) Also I Was also supposed to see Tame Impala in the next month or so lol.. them crooked vultures, two door cinema club and tyler, the creator

U - Us The Duo was such a fun little show 

V - the vaccines and vampire weekend and valley

W - WRABEL. I have a polaroid from one of his music videos that he sent me hanging on my wall but he hasn’t been in town since I was 16 and all of his shows were 18+ (CRIES).. wallows and WET and the White Stripes (in my dreams)

X - the xx

Y - young the giant

Z - one that I actually don’t have.. lol if you read all of this i’m so sorry it just turned into a post where I cry about everyone I haven’t seen and all my shows that have been cancelled or rescheduled.. also realizing how broke i’m going to be if I see everyone on this list.. but how worth it will be! 

not tagging anyone in particular.. just anyone who wants to do it!