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dollya-robinprotector · 8 months

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i think the demanding lines hit the hardest, usually they're more mean or assertive, like Whitney's is "You can't just fuck me whenever you want, Whitney!" Or for Alex its: "Alex, you idiot! Control yourself." but Robin's feel desperate and like you know they won't listen

To me, it's the "not you too".

"N-no... not you, too..."

That phase straight-up broke my heart. Why? The sheer amount of disbelief and desperation contained in that one single unfinished sentence. To could only manage to utter out so much, what kind of pain must lie beneath?

They grew up together knowing no one than each other. PC also realized they're Robin's only friend when they re-visited the youthward. They're basically "family".

Romantically or platonically, they TRUST each other. In that hell of a town, if there is only ONE good person who would never, ever, harm them, they will no doubt know it's the other. They only have each other to lean on and keep hope alive.

Now imagine that only one good person, their only sparkle of light in the dark, their only "family", one day, betray them, violate them in the way every other demon in that hell would and did.

How would that feel?

#I'm very very VERY EMOTIONAL RN #I'm #I'm not okay #They only have each other sob sob #yes you - PC can develop meaningful relationship with other love interest too #but no one KNOWS PC like Robin does #Even if they don't develop romantic feelings they will forever hold a very special position in each other' heart #dol pc #dollya art #dollya ask #robin the orphan #dol robin #degrees of lewdity

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months

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Don't Lose Your Head.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie mingjue #blood #violence #I'm sorry not sorry about what I said - don't lose your head!#And with that - We are BACK to it baby!#NMJ has canonically been a very angry catboy this entire time (PD-MDZS canon).#The source of his resentment? Being forced to put on the cat ears.#There's an implication here that JGY was also forced to put on the cat ears and I don't have answers for that. Maybe so.#There's just a lot of resentful energy in this room rn. Oh god no paperxian is getting dragged into it. Oh No he's having a flashback!#I was going to have wwx's actual face be one of comedic horror but something about the un-emotive paperman got me laughing #so it stayed as it is.#It was tempting to put 'So no head?' as the caption but alas...the point is that there very much *IS* a head here.

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free-n-wild · 6 months

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UM UM UM I'VE ONLY BEEN SITTING WITH HER FOR FIVE MINUTES AND SHE'S SPLOOTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME IS THAT A GOOD SIGN DOES THAT MEAN SHE'S COMFY WITH ME?????

#I'M VERY EMOTIONAL RN BUNNY KEEPERS PLEASE LET ME KNOW I WANNA CRY #not wk #my stuff #rabbit escapades #rabbitblr #bunblr

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hajihiko · 11 months

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One of my VERY favourite ideas is when like. Family is supposed to look out for you, in theory, but they don't. And you just get used to that, you look out for yourself, etc. But then you meet the people who have no obligation to look out for you, but consistently choose to, and they pick up the slack you didn't realize was there. And it's just obvious to them. Of course I'd do that, in what world would I not?

#I'm projecting so hard onto the survivors rn #All their families SUCK but they belatedly get so much love from their peers and it's so overwhelming!#'I dont care that people touch me when I dont want them to' 'I care.'#'My personhood has always been second place' 'not to me!!'#'I never live up to what people expect' 'I like you as you are'#'I assume people will turn on me or hurt me' 'if they do I'll kick their ass'#And FINALLY: 'I'm nothing as myself.' 'You're everything to us'#ITS EMOTIONAL HOURS AND ITS ACTUALLY VERY HEALTHY FOR ME TO ENGAGE IN THAT SO EXCUSE ME #Not an art #I am so consistently lucky with the people in my life its drives me insane

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 6 months

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I just had a whole actual married, mother of two adult woman be the first person older than about 21 to actually accept the fact that I don't want to get married and be willing to talk through what that means for me, instead of trying to convince me that I'll change my mind as I get older. I'm going to fucking cry

#I told her I'm lonely and why. and I told her that part of it is because I never want to get married #and so as the people I love move on to new seasons in their life I will always be left behind. because I don't ever want marriage #and she was just like ''okay. that just means you have to figure out what YOUR milestones are going to be #because that's going to look different than most of the people around you.''#I've never had an adult woman. especially not a church one. just accept it before #it's always been ''ok but everyone feels that way at your age [a blatant lie. most of the people I knew in high school #got married RIGHT out of high school] you'll feel differently in a few years''#or ''well don't shut yourself off from the possibilities!'' or ''oh but you'll meet The One''#so it's like. earthshattering for someone like this to just accept that I know my own heart in it and help me figure out what that means #for the future #like. I'm going to cry. I'm literally in tears.#Lu rambles #sorry for swearing. it's for emphasis. I'm very emotional rn

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welcometogrouchland · 2 months

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Babygirl I can concieve of stephcass dynamics you couldn't even imagine (arospec Cass not understanding why "probably bi but has a job so she doesn't have time to think about that" Steph apparently needs a man (she doesn't, it would just be nice) and doesn't want to platonically settle down with cass in their old age)

#ramblings of a lunatic #dc comics #stephcass #another sure to be no-notes banger #anyway I think steph and cass are both very. meh on labels #like i said Steph has a job (in my heart it's retail or like a fast food joint or something but in canon its just being batgirl/spoiler)#so she's not thinking about that rn #and cass was raised so outside of conventional society that she. technically understands why ppl want labels for things #but when you grow up in essentially a few rooms with just you and one other guy 90% of the time it just feels unnecessary in her heart #likewise she was raised so far from conventional romance and has such strong emotions about those she cares about #that she's just. not that interested in delineating romantic vs platonic feelings. She Likes You. Deal w/ it #steph on the other hand. oh boy steph #I'm not gonna say comphet I genuinely think she was deeply madly in love w/ tim and that's important to her character #but at the same time she's so. she's so #steph puts a lot of stock in her romantic relationships bc shes on a perpetual quest for connection and to be seen and appreciated #but. at the same time. she resents that part of her i think (at least early spoiler characterization does?-#-local girl desperately wants your approval and would rather be waterboarded than admit that to herself bc that's embarrassing)#so she's just kinda. acting like she's in it for the fun of it but that girl is searching for a soulmate #i genuinely think pre break-up she thought tim was the guy she was gonna marry. not consciously but if it were anyone it'd be him #and the whole ''married with kids'' thing IS something i think she wants. not every female character wants to be married/a mom #but Stephanie does imo #(also lets not even get into how much her breakup with tim SHOULD'VE effected her considering how it went down-#-and how that was never really gone into besides being hinted at in batgirls and kinda. dismissed in Tim's pride special-#-like on the one hand i get it bc of optics but on the other hands. he's really important to her! this should make her so much more upset!!#ahem. anyway #I'm not even the worlds biggest tim/stephanie guy i just think they're inch resting #and Cass. is close w/ Tim and Steph and should Get all of this since she's so adept at reading ppl #but like I said she's bad at categorizing platonic/romantic feelings in herself and doesn't totally Get it w/ steph #i should just write fic about this at this point these tags are too much

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cosmic-lullaby · 8 months

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just....

woke up this morning and thought how

Wednesday dropped piranhas in a pool full of people and enjoys torture and violence

Tyler turns into a blood thirsty monster and has killed at least 6 people

and their first kiss was one of the most goddamn soft and tender things i've ever seen on television

#I'M FEELING VERY EMOTIONAL ABOUT THESE TWO RN JUST LEAVE ME BE #wednesday netflix #wednesday addams #tyler galpin #wyler #weyler #i'm feeling very wyler in this chilis tonight #otp: i guess i have a type #wednesday x tyler #tyler x wednesday

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fushiglow · 1 month

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HELP I'M NOT ALRIGHT 🥲🥲🥲

it's so beautiful OH GOD they made him look so good help me please what am i supposed to do with myself now and WHY does it end on the "oh nothing" panel????

please let this mean something please please PLEASE PLEASE

#I AM VERY EMOTIONAL RN #i'm holding onto him by my fingernails at this point #and i'm not letting go until i see him lined up in shoko's morgue next to suguru #gojo satoru #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #呪術廻戦 #Youtube

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stillcominback · 2 months

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really underestimated how much i missed rick grimes let me tell you

#NON-RP BLOGS DNI PLEASE #//#that episode was so good like asjkdgfg #getting to see andy as rick again really had a girl emotional #OBVS i'm feral for richonne too so i'm very akfjhdsfdsg rn #but like getting to SEE rick and hear what's been going on and just #god it broke my heart but also was cute and made me so excited again !!!!!#i still don't know if there's consistent or any writing here in my future right now BUT #i def plan on writing and getting into things again in discord #and i'll probably be reblogging and/or doing randome non-writing things here when i can lol #IDK I JUST !!! MISS RICK GRIMES HE'S MY BRAND BASICALLY YKNOW #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

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dreamtuna · 4 months

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Levi, my beloved, happy birthday.

I'm a little late in writing this but I already posted birthday wishes a bunch. I wanted to write something, but I had trouble organising my thoughts.

I have such endless love for Levi. He was a character I first met in 2014, and he stayed in the back of my mind quietly waiting for his moment ever since. He waited until I was ready as a person to accept everything he is. The person I was back then was not someone who would understand what he represents, but the person I am now in 2023 is a very different person.

And even in the nearly 9 months since we reunited, I think I've grown as a person. I think it's partly been thanks to his character, the beautifully perfectly imperfect person he is, the example of empathy and compassion that shines through the harshness of his outer shell.

A lot of what Levi stands for is what I've long tried to live my life reaching for. He makes me want to keep moving forward towards this goal. I have healed things I previously thought were unhealable, and I will use this newfound freedom in my heart. I will keep moving forward.

The person I am now is someone I can feel very proud of. Someone who I can learn to love.

While Levi is by no means the only factor in this growth, he has been a huge part. I wish I could shower him in love every day to thank him for not just what he's done for me, but for all of you. I see your love for him and it fills me with so much happiness. He deserves every bit of it.

Levi, thank you for reminding me every day that compassion is what made you humanity's strongest, and it's what allows us all to be our strongest too.

#i'm sorry i'm very emotional rn #he means the world to me and seeing all the love for him has made me melt it's been so warm and beautiful today #levi ackerman #attack on titan #aot

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dustyshelves · 6 months

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Geothermal Escapisim

"...when I cloned you, I had to patch some missing parts of your DNA with genes from a homing pigeon. You may notice some side effects... like the conpulsion to come back"

wtf was that bro... I'm crying, sobbing into my pillow rn. the damage that line caused is insurmountable

#troy and abed #i'm crying rn #wtf #my feelings #😢#my silly little show made me feel real emotions #very rude #i'll likely never recover #nor will i forgive #community #abed nadir #troy barnes #community tv show

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partynthem · 7 months

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boygenius are doing something so important for lesbians (umbrella term) rn and i just wanna thank them again and again and again

#getting very emotional over that cool about it performance...#boygenius are just By Us For Us and it feels SO fucking good to see queer women thriving and winning for being who they are #they are really the moment rn. so many gays i know from college went to all things go last weekend and to the munagenius show at msg #and it just warms my goddamn heart that we all get to be alive at the same time as them and be a part of this #they are so special and important and talented and interesting and fun and gay and i just LOOVE LOVE LOOOOVE TO SEE IT #i wish so bad i could go to the halloween show at hollywood bowl :( the jealous rage i am going to be experiencing cannot be overstated #as a queer woman who lives in california it's genuinely FUCKED i can't be there 😔#also i'm still thinking abt hoziergenius constantly. it hasn't left my mind for a second #but yea. just really grateful to be gay and alive rn 🫶#boygenius

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fortes-fortuna-iogurtum · 6 months

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#hi back for now bc it's fall break and I'm stuck on campus #trying not to complain about it but I've been having stomach issues for at least the past couple of weeks #it's been acting up since I got here but the past few weeks and specifically the past few days it's become a lot more intense #I made an appointment with the medical clinic here on campus and they're treating me with something for a possible stomach ulcer right now #I have a follow-up in a couple of weeks #I'm struggling to keep on top of all my thoughts and feelings and emotions right now too #which may be causing or compounding the stomach issues. honestly who knows.#all I know for sure rn is that I feel very tired and worn out despite it being fall break #and I wish I didn't feel this way #kinda sad and very tired #it's a perfect opportunity to catch up on school work that I've fallen behind on. and yet I feel completely unable to even think #about school. hhhhh. 🙃#it's been such a hard year guys. and I don't want to complain or wallow but I wish I could just break down have a good cry #or a screaming fit if needed #just get it all out #and then maybe I'd be able to cope a little better #unfortunately I'm not sure that's how it works. so I guess I'm stuck feeling like this for now.

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 2 months

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connection between "the poets are just kids who didn't make it" -> "I went to sleep a poet and I woke up a fraud" -> "I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead"

also a branch off there that ties Hand of God with TMOTM but that's actually a lyric comp I'm planning to make soon more than an actual note

#lftos essay #I'm just posting notes now. apparently. I'm trying to write out an outline rn skfnskngsk #EDIT the connection between hand of god and tmotm is the fraud/liar bit #hand of god is very eh whatever about it. hand to my heart gun to my head swear to God I'm through with this - I'm the worst liar I know #tmotm is CONCISE and DIRECT and SPECIFIC. I went to sleep a poet and I woke up a fraud #which. idk when tmotm was written exactly. patrick wanted it on the album proper instead of dark alley and champagne #but the song released in march 2006. I'm just saying that in a lot of ways hand of god feels like a draft almost #and MUCH of what it says both literally and thematically is transfered into tmotm #the contrast of the 2nd verse of hand of god vs the clarity and precision of ''went to sleep a poet and woke up a fraud'' ?#um.... hm. I won't conjecture #especially not on main. but....... I do have An Emotion about this ngl #ok that was just for my own notes ignore me. pencil in hand I'm just trying to make this work #moving on.

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ruelpsen · 1 month

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horny and sad and wishing that fucker was real so he could bang me

#i am straight up not having a good time alone in my thoughts tonight #idk what's going on but i'm feeling very hhhhhhhhhhhh (in a sad/empry way) rn #i want him to hold me and tell me that everything's going to be alright too #sigh. i should not feel like crying over this but the emotional exhaustion is hitting #that's maybe enough oversharing for tonight #not sfw #londarling

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